#will vent tags be necessary for this one idk

[seventh-district]

14 hours of good sleep let’s fucking goooooo

[cryptidapprentice]

eep!

[aurora-starwars]

hi! could i request neteyam x human fem! reader who's on her period? like how does he deal with it and her mood swings, cramps, etc. and does he kind of freak out like?? blood?? coming out for your part?! for the sake of this request lets say that the na'vi don't have periods(lucky them). thank you <3 fluff if you don't mind :)

Pain Is Inevitable, Suffering Is Optional

Pairing: Neteyam x reader

Summary: How Neteyam learned about periods and how he makes reader feel better during them

Word Count: 462

Warnings: periods, mention of blood, pure fluff <3333

A/n: idk if i like this, but I hope you do! And thank you so much for requesting!

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Periods were a foreign thing to the Na’vi. Not having them themselves made it hard to understand how bleeding for a week every month was natural.

Neteyam was no exception.

When he first heard about periods, it was from Norm of all people. It was no secret to the people of the lab that Neteyam was in love with [Name]. He often made it very obvious from the way he looks at [Name] like she is the only one that exists to the way he never seems to leave her side unless necessary. But because of all of this time Neteyam spends with [Name], he gets to see all sides of [Name]. Including the moments when the mood swings hit hard.

That was the first change that Neteyam noticed between her as a kid and in the recent years.

He didn’t notice it quite at first, hoping that [Name] was just having a bad day the times that she got snappy or would just cry over stupid things. But when she started crying over a flower having no leaves, despite that species having no natural leaves anyway, he finally wondered if something was wrong.

He then quickly took to observing [Name] as much as he could, more than he usually would if that were possible, and started to notice a pattern.

Every 28 eclipses or so, [Name] would start this cycle of apparent pain in her stomach, mood swings and increased sudden needs to use the washroom.

This really bugged Neteyam because he couldn’t understand why she was behaving like this. So he went to his father.

He father spoke quickly and casually, not fazed at all, telling him that it’s “that blood thing” and to go ask Norm.

Neteyam, in a state of panic over the word blood, rushes to Norm immediately.

Upon asking Norm, Neteyam finally learns about periods. And although it seems strange to him at first, he is determined to not let anything hurt his love.

The moment [Name] even mentions having cramps, Neteyam leaps into caring boyfriend mode.

Neteyam has a whole routine every time, and every time he is excited to help.

He starts with bringing [Name] back to the lab, he starts with cuddles as she waits out her cramps. Then he moves on to preparing her favourite foods and snacks so that she isn’t hungry. After that, Neteyam lets [Name] vent while she enjoys her food. Letting her express all of her emotions openly and comforting her where ever he can. And when [Name] gets tired, he makes sure that he stays holding her all night.

Neteyam always wants to make sure that [Name] feels the best, and although he doesn’t fully understand periods and he might never, he is always ready to help.

A/n: Sorry if it is short! I never know what to think about period fics! Anyway, thanks for reading! And I hoped you enjoyed! Also feel free to request! I love hearing them. Here is the request guidelines! <3333

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Tag list: @nyotamalfoy

[wikiangela]

tease tidbit tuesday

tagged by @disasterbuckdiaz @tizniz @daffi-990 💖

another snippet of the cheating fic, this time a scene I'm not even sure I wanna keep bc I liked it in my head but now idk if it's necessary lol (maybe sharing it will help me decide haha) so here's buck panicking and going to a hungover hen to vent lol

prev snippet

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“Sorry to bother you with it, I just- I needed to talk to someone, I guess.” he says quietly, sitting at the table in the kitchen, while Hen puts on the coffee maker while also contemplating whether it’s too early for alcohol.

“I thought something about you and Eddie has been different lately, and last night-” she says as she pulls out two mugs, and stops halfway to putting them on the counter. She looks back at Buck, horrified. “Last night? When you two disappeared together, and then acted even weirder, and- oh, shit, if I wasn't as drunk as I was, I would’ve put it together then.” she shakes her head, winces, then the mugs finally hit the counter with a soft thud. 

“I know how horrible-” Buck starts, but Hen raises her finger in that mom way, that immediately makes Buck shut up. She just woke up and she’s hungover, she needs a moment, of course. And Buck is barging in to complain about his mess that he made. Fuck, he really is the worst.

It’s silent for a few minutes, the only sound is the quiet whirring of the coffee maker as Hen makes two coffees. Then she puts one in front of Buck, and takes a seat opposite him with her own mug. She takes a few sips, takes another moment, and only then, with a deep breath, looks Buck in the eyes and it feels so scrutinizing, Buck squirms under her gaze, hides his face behind his coffee mug as he takes a sip as well. It’s too bitter for his taste, the way Eddie usually drinks it, and still too hot, it burns as it goes down, an uncomfortable kind of heat settling in his stomach.

“So.” Hen says, and Buck suddenly regrets coming here. He shouldn’t have bothered her, he shouldn’t have burdened her with his problems. “What the fuck?”

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[ec-speedrunner]

(Ooc) hey no offense but was this whole arc thing really... necessary? like.. there was already the red apostle, the advertsary thing, the ENN arc and the whole pluspeteer thing, Tilda's party, probably more that I forgot.. and now this...

please tell me it's different. please.

the more arcs with that that happen, the more I think people just straight up don't want me to be part of this RPverse.

sorry for venting.

- someone in the !cu, for privacy's sake I won't say who specifically I am but if you want a tag or something idk call me 🌧.

I understand you concerns here. I did this arc because I couldn't keep up with all my characters, and wanted to get rid of one of them. I do genuinely enjoy Themis's character, but I didn't enjoy roleplaying him as much anymore. So I figured I should get rid of him.

I understand the whole thing is overdone and all that, but I just needed to get rid of a character. I hope that this is okay. And don't worry about the venting thing, I understand being upset about this. I figured that some people were gonna be upset.

If I decide one day that I do want Themis back, then I'll probably just retcon the whole arc.

Apologies, and hope this is a satisfactory answer ^^"

[gwinverarrouz]

nine people you'd like to get to know better

Tagged by @d-e-w-p

Last song: Guerre, guerre, vente, vent by Tri Yann. It's about a sailor who's coming home after seven years of war, and he's exhausted and has no money left but he's telling his lover that he's received all her letters and that he's coming home to see his children and his friends pffft look at me listening to a sailor's song it feels ridiculously on brand but I promise it wasn't on purpose

Favorite color: Technically yellow but also I hold the firm belief that any colour can look good if you put it next to the right other colour(s)

Currently watching: Not currently watching anything (although I do have some cartoons to catch up on...) but looking forward to season 2 of Our Flag Means Death.

Last movie: Paddington 2! I've never seen the first one but I was with friends who assured me it wasn't necessary to enjoy it and it was sO. CUTE. GOD. THIS MOVIE. IS JUST THE SWEETEST. also everything comes together very nicely plot-wise, and the cinematography was quite charming too, would 100% recommend if you're in the mood for something adorable and heartwarming

Currently reading: Rereading the first volume of the Bartimaeus trilogy, which I absolutely adored when I first read it as a child and still enjoy a lot. Bartimaeus my beloved (whom I'm realising has been an unconscious source of inspiration for at least one of my OCs, haha)

Sweet/spicy/savory: Eh, depends, but generally sweet I'd say.

Relationship status: Fell for someone who lives on the other side of the world and isn't expecting anything to come of it? idk?? never been one for romance XD

Current obsession: ...My own characters who live rent-free in my brain is it "current" if it's been consistently this for years

Last thing I googled: Hmmmight've been a French verb conjugation, I wanted to check a grammar thing.

Currently working on: Art school stuuuuff I missed some classes so I have things to catch up on and also I am sick, woe is me (but I should recover soon hopefully)

Not tagging anyone but please feel free to do this if you want to, I am curious :D

[pomfiores]

the grief after the loss is something so foreign but at the same time not new. how do you even explain that. just Big Big grief. i have her doll - its so worn and nasty but she loved this dirty thing and i can’t throw it away. can’t even cancel appointments/make calls/drink apple juice without falling apart and losing dignity lmao i’m so fuckedddd.

[appri-dot]

If you contradict every action you make, have you really done anything at all to begin with

[an-asuryampasya]

uh, that spotlight story sure seems pointed. :)

i am currently the embodiment of that haha i live here meme.

[Image ID: Screenshot of an article from TIME. The headline reads "Western Architecture is Making India's Heatwaves Worse". TIME's spotlight story is advertised above, the title reads: "What extreme heat does to the body".]

[yvningshowers]

To the random woman on twitter who follows me and likes all of my personal dark tweets OAJDIAJOS THANK YOU!??!?!?

[uhhbeans]

the cards may be correct but that doesn’t mean im listening

[plume-pigmented-pili]

I need more Among Us sanders sides content so i’m making it myself:

The sides suit colors, hats, and how they’d play - Tag yourself if you want lmao

Logan -

Dark Blue suit, doesn’t wear a hat, but if he weren’t worried about being taken seriously he’d wear the cherry hat as it reminds him of crofter’s.

analyzes all evidence before coming to any conclusions

feels like nobody else is taking this seriously

asks for alibis every vote round

gets tasks done as efficiently as possible

will be in security or admin after finished with tasks

evidence based only; doesn’t assign anyone as ‘sus’ without reason

Has ‘sus’ on a flash card probably

wins as imposter every time

surprisingly good at the art of deception

Roman -

White suit, paid 2.99 for the crown hat and doesn’t regret it one bit

fumbles through tasks but is surprisingly efficient

judges everybody’s every moment for suspicious activity

Will blame someone simply for standing still too long

Bad at discussions (I.e. asks too many questions and looks sus)

almost always voted out first

doesn’t like being imposter

rlly bad at lying

always keeping an eye out

Virgil -

Purple suit, doesn’t wear a hat but likes the alien dog pet

Weary of everything and everyone

gets tasks done last usually (for that last reason)

Good at detecting lies and deducing

has biases tho

definitely a smart ass in chat

“How do I vent like Green did”

is very well trusted actually

enjoys being imposter and is surprisingly good at it

refuses to go into electrical until the very end or unless absolutely necessary

Often teams with Roman in making wild accusations (and to try and eliminate Janus)

“idk Janus sus” “why?” “followed me in admin” “everyone went into admin.” “still sus”

gets nervous when he doesn’t see other people for too long

Patton -

Cyan suit, uses crewmate hat and mini crewmate pet (“aww look! I have 2 kiddos!!), gets sad if he dies and leaves his mini crewmate sitting alone tho

trusts everyone way too easily

sees the merit in being imposter but refuses to play as imposter anyway

because of this, nobody ever suspects him or tries to vote him out

If Patton says he saw someone in a vent or over a body, everyone believes him. imposters do their best to stay away from him because of this

Roman tags along with him ‘to keep him safe’ (but it’s also because Romans feels safer around other people, Patton knows this)

volunteers to go into electrical with Virgil

tries to use his free time gathering evidence for Logan, even if he’s not great at it

has a bit of a sus biased toward Remus but pretty much everyone else does too so

usually gets killed pretty quickly but continues his tasks anyways

usually has to break up arguments in chat

“We’re here to have fun!”

Remus -

Lime Green suit, switches between toilet paper, egg, plunger, banana peel, and cheese hats (it’s always random)

is happiest as imposter

bad at lying but really good at just f*cking with peoples heads

kills Logan first as imposter

still acts like imposter even when his a crew member

follows people around to make them nervous

would team with imposter if he could

forgets to do his tasks often but still does them

likes the kill animations

sometimes he hits emergency meeting just to be an ass

Remus was kicked by Logan S.

Janus -

Yellow suit, wears black roundy hat and sometimes the yellow party hat

Favorites being imposter over crewmember but equally good at both

always decides to kill Patton first as imposter, since he’s the easiest target and a liability, but never actually goes through with it

likes doing tasks alone but doesn’t have an issue if Patton follows him

hated anyone else following him unless he knows for a fact they’re innocent, and even then he’s not a fan

like Logan, he gets tasks done asap

unlike Logan, he doesn’t like sitting in security. It makes him vulnerable, as he would say

despises the admin card swipe

after he finishes tasks, he keeps close tabs on everyone and is always moving

Either the first to die or the last to die, no in between

has a knack for steering the conversation in the direction he wants it to go (Virgil can almost always see through it tho)

while he likes to use reason when finding the imposter, he also has the tendency to use pure speculation as grounds for his accusations. He hides this well

avoids Virgil like the plague

[evanox]

re: ur tag vent, just speaking personally, i dont always reblog xreader content bc of how stigmatized it is, sometimes im afraid to put it on my actual blog because im afraid of being thought of as cringy by people following me (and i cant do sideblogs, my brain just cant handle having to manage more than one blog at once) it doesnt rly have anything to do with whether or not i liked the fic itself—but i try to leave comments in the replies section on tumblr postings of xreader content that i like to show my appreciation. i know thats better than just liking it, but idk if its nearly as good as a reblog... i would reblog but i just do not have the guts i am sorry

I mean I kinda feel that bc I always thought x reader or y/n content was really cringe but.. look at me now lmao 💀💀 I've had this blog since 2015 so I was worried what my older mutuals would think seeing me come back after a 2 year hiatus to write y/n hc for a man with cat ears of all things but!! I've been blessed with really cool moots so regardless of how they feel about my posts we're pretty chill so,, I say if your followers can't handle your cringe they can go乁(ツ)ㄏ

That being said, the reblogs that I appreciate the most are the ones with sweet tags bc it's exciting seeing how people feel about what I write (ough bonus points if you add what was your favorite part) and I can look back on them for a pick-me-up when necessary,, so yeah even a comment without a reblog still goes a long way!! Either way you really didn't need to apologize!! This is not an obligation at the end of the day but thank u for the message <33

[bunfart90]

why do people have such hot takes about traumacore

like no it’s not an aesthetic it’s a vent form and no we can’t control what it’s used for but it’s cathartic and healing for some to use this as a coping mechanism so shitting on it really just doesn’t make sense unless you’re just like, anti-recovery?? lol

idk some mf was like “if traumacore isn’t an aesthetic then why is there a whole subsection for traumacore ‘fashion’?” like bitch idfk but i can tell u rn that the sole purpose of traumacore is to creatively express trauma and that’s it. like u rlly think that the same crowd saying what i’m saying is making an aesthetic out of traumacore? are u actually that dense?

like impo the only reason why i’m saying it’s not an aesthetic here is because the way most people define an aesthetic is something romanticized or glorified. like those aren’t necessary to have an aesthetic. an aesthetic at least the way i see it is just a series of photos videos or quotes that all relate to a particular subject or time period. it doesn’t say anything about whether it’s good or bad. so in that sense traumacore is an aesthetic. 

like idk where you got the idea that everyone involved in traumacore is romanticizing trauma, like i don’t doubt at least some people do (there’s always going to be some outliers) it definitely doesn’t represent everyone currently involving themselves with the tag and sure doesn’t entitle you to assume that the amount of people who use traumacore to vent, heal, or connect with other trauma survivors are negligible.

also, like i get how weirdcore blogs can get squicked out to see traumacore blending with their tag, but so many of them act like they have absolutely no idea why this is happening, as if most weirdcore posts don’t involve themes like dissociation, out of body experiences, fugue states, creepy nostalgia, things that trauma survivors can definitely relate to. like the only remotely valid justification i’ve heard weirdcore blogs use against traumacore’s infiltration is that it makes it often triggering to browse weirdcore. but even then, without the trauma, “weirdcore” by essence will include unsettling themes, hence the fucking use of the word “weird”. like weirdcore, dreamcore, and oddcore will always have elements of trauma with or without traumacore’s intersection.

like legitimately, if you’re one of those people who think that traumacore is merely an attention grab, i’d really like you to just consider how fucking conceited that sounds. Your discomfort by a single vent post of theirs is not more valuable than the absolute torture that caused them to create that. like, let them heal??? who are you to come in and be like “because you’ve partially infiltrated the weirdcore tag with your content and made me 1/16th as uncomfortable as you i’m gonna have to gatekeep now and call you an attention whore for not staying in your own aesthetic even though you’re literally a trauma survivor just trying to seek validation in order to heal”

like PUHLEASE leave trauma survivors the fuck alone

[flowerwrites06]

taehyung x reader, ceo au, heavy angst (I need a good cry😅) but still has a fluff ending

crying level angst AND a fluff ending all in one drabble...my god, nonnie lol 

but I hope this was somewhat okay (it turned out darker than angst lmao but i went with it and the fluff ending isn’t necessarily cute fluff—honestly it’s not fluff at all idk what happened but i went with it) 

Pairing(s): CEO!Taehyung x OC (Name: Angel) 

Rating: G | PG | M | R 18+

Type: Drabble | Oneshot | Two Parter | Series

Genre: CEO AU 

Tags & Warnings: dystopian world, mentions of people as property, mild force, toxic relationship, barely a normal relationship, angst, sexual references 

Coffee scents, both old and new, suffused the air with a faint mix of cologne and perfume. Taehyung had a line of meetings running up to the late afternoon. Sunlight painted the glass desk of the CEO, making his silver watch glint as he flipped through yet another report for the Western Garden. Garden being a crowd of factories and buildings owned by the Crown Corp. Angel sat on the side table, an extension of the table with her laptop for note taking on each meeting and her own mug of coffee, tinted with pink lipstick stains.

“The Managers in the—Western Garden wanted a little more say in the matter of choosing tributes.” A representative spoke, tobacco scarred throat cleared at every few words. “Each of them wants a certain—err—theme.”

“Like the brothels?” Taehyungs’ brows furrowed, narrowed gaze facing the representative.

Despite his large body, the representative seemed to cower in Taehyungs’ glare. “They said some of the tributes were rebellious and not working according to the guidelines. So they thought—”

“So you don’t have control over some tributes.” Taehyung leaned back on his chair. “Doesn’t sound like the choosing is the problem.”

Tributes were people taken off the streets to be given jobs in the City. You’d either sent to the Western Garden for business, Southern Garden for entertainment, Northern Garden for infantry and Eastern Garden to work closest to the Crown. Angel was one of the lucky ones to have caught Taehyungs’ eye in the Eastern Garden. Her ragged clothes replaced with a silk body-con dress, stomach full of food and her body cleaned from the grime.

“Tame your tributes well. There will not be another choosing until winter. Don’t waste my time again.” Taehyung ended his sentence with an unsaid ultimatum.

The representative cleared his throat again and stood up, knowing fully well the threats inlaid in his boss’ words. “Of course, sir.” He bowed so low that Angel feared his weight might topple him over. “Good day, sir.” He rushed out of the room.

Taehyung sighed, taking off his blazer and rolling up the sleeves of his white shirt. He pushed away the Western Garden report and moved onto the next meeting issue.

Angel hesitated for a moment to speak before taking a breath. “Perhaps it is wise to screen each tribute for the Western Garden.” She tilted her head.

“What?” Taehyung asked in a soft voice, finally meeting her gaze.

“There could be better success if they already have the dedication to working for them.”

“But the numbers of the tributes will decrease if they’re being screened.”

“I’m sure a lot of people want to work for the Crown.” Angel shook her head. “Especially where those tributes are coming from.”

“You hire them and train them. That’s been the way for years.” Taehyung leaned forward, veined hands intertwined. “That’s how you got here.”

“I wanted to be in the Eastern Garden to work with you.” Angel smiled.

“And you were still trained. What, did you think I’d bring a crawler from the streets thinking they were perfect for the job?” He raised a brow.

Smile faded, Angel pressed her lips together and looked back down her laptop. Ignoring the squeeze in her chest. “I didn’t say I was perfect for the job.”

“No...” Taehyung chuckled. “...you thought you were special...because you get to sit next to me—” He gestured to the seat. “...and get fucked every now and then when I want.”

Angel swallowed the lump in her throat. “All I’m saying—”

Taehyung grabbed onto her wrist, roughly pressing her bracelet into her skin until she could feel it break. The same bracelet he’d given her as a gift. “You don’t say anything about my work. You work for me and under my orders. You’re company property...got it?”

Angel tried to pull away from his grasp but it only tightened until she could feel the bracelet cut into her. “Yes, sir.” Glossed eyes averted her gaze down to her shoes.

He yanked her wrist away and rested back on his chair, raking his fingers through his hair. “Bring in the next one.” Taehyung called out to his secretary outside.

More meetings rolled and Angel continued to type in all the necessary notes without sharing another glance at Taehyung. Let alone trying to talk to him.

Taehyung, on the other hand, stole looks during his meetings. especially when the spokespeople were particularly uninteresting, he looked down at Angels’ wrist. His brows furrowed when he noticed light spots of blood soaking through the silk. Taking a deep breath, he rested his hand on his cheek to move his attention away so he could focus. But it only took until midday that he looked over at the wrist again.

Angel had already wrapped her wound with a thin cloth and she folded the sleeve slightly to hide the blood stains.

When the sun was light through the skyscrapers to welcome its setting, the meetings were over. Taehyung loosened his tie as he stood up from his chair to stretch his legs. Eyes flickered back to Angel who started planning the schedule for tomorrow. Despite the bandage blending in with her clothes, it still kept catching his attention.

“Work is done for now,” said Taehyung. Purposely trying to keep the softest voice he could but Angel still shifted uncomfortably.

Angel cleared out her laptop and placed it in a bag, desperately wishing she had something else to keep herself distracted. All she had was the blank glass desk extension. Taehyungs’ form inched closer until his hand moved up to her roughly bandaged wrist. Handkerchief more than a bandage that managed to stop the bleeding and help it feel somewhat comfortable.

Taehyung gently brushed his finger pads over the wrap as Angel tried her best to keep still. “Do you hate me?”

Angel shook her head. “No.”

Gently moving her to stand up, Taehyung lifted her onto his own glass desk. Hips sneaking in between her legs so they could be as close as possible. “I shouldn’t have been rough with you. You made a valid point.” He lifted her injured wrist and placed a gentle kiss. “I was just stressed from the day.”

“It’s okay,” Angel whispered, attempting a small smile. Taehyung was in one of the highest positions in the City. He was always stressed. He would always vent it out and then bring her close the same way. Though usually his anger was expressed in other ways than force. Her heart nor her body knew what to do in this situation. So she silently melted into his touch.

Taehyung cupped her cheek, eyes softened and smirk gracing his features. “You’re special to me. Don’t forget it…please.”

Angel gulped, seeing that sense of desperation in his face. The look that he got whenever he came back home stinking of cigarettes and snuggling into her body. Taehyung didn’t have people to truly confide in. A crawler from the streets seemed to be the most viable option. Someone no one in the City will listen to. “I won’t ever forget it.”

He leaned in and pressed a warm kiss on her lips, nose nudging against hers as the tension slowly melted back into a light atmosphere.

Angel couldn’t live like this without Taehyung. But she knew just as well that Taehyung couldn’t live without her either.

[heffrondriving]

I'm sorry if this is a little assholely but after seeing your vent post I went looking for where you said to not tag names and the only place I saw it was at the end of your very long tags,, so assuming i didnt miss another more obvious place...? Have you thought of just putting that in the post itself? Because anyone who's seeing it second hand (as in seeing it after someone else rebloged it) won't see that tag + not everyone reads tags, you know :( sorry that it makes you uncomfortable but if you put it somewhere more visible, like in the body of the post, then at least people def will see it. Sending love either way 💕

nahhh nothing to be sorry for issall totally cool and encouraged and you are very kind,, tbh i was lowkey waiting around for something like this and i'm kinda glad for it and also surprised it's not at least fifty times worse??? in all honesty i think i am in dire need and deserving of the hardest dose of criticism at this point for all the stupid messy personal posts i make on a sleep-deprived whim, as i am fully aware that this is not the place for it, and i am and should never be exempt from getting my necessary comeuppance should it arise. and like i said, this quandary was completely of my own fault. i have made my stance on personal comfort posts clear numerous times before and only put them in subtler places like the end of my annoying-ass rambly tags because i really don't wanna bother people with something that sounds so trivially inconsequential, and it makes me incredibly anxious to add them in the post itself (as i reckon it just outright ruins the whole content and that's such a selfish and gross thing for me to do personally,, like who tf am i to ask anything of anyone ech :-/). but this is still my sole responsibility to properly handle and conduct myself online, and i'm so sorry if i came across like i'm attempting to pass the blame for my own self-implicated neglect, as no one else should be subject to dealing with my mistakes. (like no joke i screamed aloud when i read that you looked through my posts or tags??? PLS LICHRALLY NEVER DO THAT EVER THAT'S A VV BAD IDEA ACTUAL ONLINE EQUIVALENT OF DUMPSTER DIVING VIBES EXCEPT THE DUMPSTER'S ON FIRE AND CAUSES MAJOR BRAINROTOFFISITIS!!!!! (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`))

i've had a well-needed rest hrk composed myself, deleted my prev post (i'm also thinking of removing the post that spurred it just to be sure, t'was super terrible anyway lmao), and muted my notifs for the time being, so please do feel free to tag anything however you wish at this point—i know i'm making an absolute fool out of myself for this full 180 departure (just in time for april 1st tho so swings and roundabouts-) but yeah that's completely fine idk, and if my walnut brain has anything otherwise to say abt it they will be catching These Hands according to the Fists Of Fury Code!!!!! ᕦ(ò皿óᕦ) but in all seriousness, emotional dysregulation is the absolute worst but i understand that maybe i can't really set boundaries for something fully well out of my control, so i just give up the ghost on this bc what else is there to do. c'est la vie if it sucks for me, tough shit @ self tough it out bebs u asked for this :^) though i hopefully can, however, keep everything else out of sight and out of mind so that i don't have to deal with the self-imposed repercussions by willingly setting my triggers off and lashing out incessantly. like mmm that's toxic shit girlie no one wants that here bls get u some therapy pare *whaps myself with an abaniko fan*. it's 100% on me if i choose to expand the tags on my notifs, and what happens in other ppl's blogs should be none of my fucking business and i'm just a super nosy lurker goblin sometimes ig exhibit a: this is what being a chronic cave hermit does to the human psyche. irreversible damage u.......*steven he voice* EMOTIONAL DAMAGE!!!!! my sincerest apologies again for all the trouble and i really hope this answer doesn't come off as too sardonic or acerbic or anything of the sort, i know i goof a lot but i really do mean all of it, even if trying to convey appropriate tone indication in text form is so whack 😩

also i'm really sorry for this mf ten-volume novel series of an answer (i really hope no one's insane enough to actually read this....whatever the hell this is .-.). thank you so much for your patience and understanding, and please keep the love and give it to another funky cool blog who's worthy of it and not deserving of getting squished like a pestilent vermin under your steel-toed bootheel!! /lh ~(இ௰இ~) anywayyy let's ignore (slash unfollow hardblock permanent dni etc. etc....very good ideas, those, bc if i could block myself i would without hesitation smh get this chernobyl elephant's foot outta my feed) this and my other inane bullshittery and let bygones be bygones and go back to our silly manband content, shall we??? this blog is for no-braincell shits and pure dumbassery first and foremost i promise......also i have more poorly-made sh!tposts and kendall's pretty grampa face stuff which i wanna plague the btr tag with if that's still allowed pls ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯

(^^^ i can't believe i actually got to use this gif for something sdjsfjksd)