#will probs post more soon hehe

[todareistodo]

hopkins & filbert ♡

[oatmealwrites]

Masterlist

Masterlist

Updated: Jan. 2 2025

current masterlist for fics~ if you see a character / show / game not listed that you want some material just lmk and ill see what i can do. (see also my first post regarding what i will/wont write [NO NSFW unless aged up AU or ADULT characters] & if u req, give an estimation of how long u want the fic to be : one shot/ head cannon/ long [4k + words])

AO3: oatmeal writes

ANIME:

JUJUTSU KAISEN

NSFW Holiday Hoes: Frat! AU JJK winter one-shots (on going series)

GOJO SATORU

You're getting drinks with him?

One Shot - Jealous? Gojo x Gender neutral reader -> Gojo x Reader x Nanami (if you squint)

CHOSO KAMO

Coming eventually [when im done w finals hehe]

Band AU! College AU!(prob NSFW)

One Shots:

Initiation - Hematology Student! Frat Brother! Jealous! Choso x F! Grad Student! Reader

Holiday Traditions!- Veterinary Student! Frat Brother! Megumi x F! Reader

Holiday Cookies! - Finance Student! Frat Treasurer! Nanami x F! Reader

Is it casual now? - Oncology student! Frat President! FWB Satoru Gojo x F! Reader

DEATH NOTE

L LAWLIET

Catch Kira, NOT Feelings -> NSFW slowburn (multipart)

Coming soon:

HAIKYUU

ATTACK ON TITAN

MY HERO ACADEMIA

AIZAWA SHOUTA

A Night to.. Forget? (multipart)

GAMES

BG3

RESIDENT EVIL

more (upon req)

[thisischaostragic]

chaostragic AO3 agathario links 🖤

here's a list of my agathario fics! i'll prob make an overall list sometime soon, too. pls feel free to send asks if you want hehe

in another life, they were arsonists | Explicit | AU Cemetery groundskeeper and toxic plant enthusiast Rio Vidal meets local arsonist, libelous blogger, and general chaos criminal Agatha Harkness. It's love at first knife fight.

dead little bird (i was young enough, i still believed in war) | Mature | canon-divergent On the night of Agatha's execution, Rio took a knife to her own chest and carved out her heart. The bloody thing soaked into the soil as Rio cried, pleading with nature itself to give Agatha more time. It was an easy trade, in theory: in exchange for Rio's eternal devotion to carrying out the duties of Death, Agatha's magic would claim the souls of anyone who attacked her.

Rio did not have any regrets about this barter until the day it killed their son.

angel of small death | Explicit | pre-canon Loosely interconnected pre-canon smut scenes, somewhat heavy on the angst.

if you could only see the beast you've made of me | Explicit | post-canon Rio tricks Wanda into showing up to fight Death. Agatha watches. Agatha x Rio marathon sex afterward. (Wanda doesn't participate; sorry and/or you're welcome LOL)

if you love me right, then who knows? | Explicit | smut outtakes from dead little bird Agatha gets Rio pregnant. Murder is involved.

[seelestars]

hellooo, if u dont mind could i request himeko, kafka and fu xuan reacting to their s/o being a highly talented dancer and seeing them dance to a really hard kpop choreo? thanks and have a wonderful day/night :D

➴ ✫ * ✧ HSR WOMEN SEEING YOU DANCE TO A K-POP SONG ! (kafka, fu xuan, himeko)

a/n : i can smell how this post is gonna flop from miles away but i digress ☠️ anywaay i tried my best, hope u enjoyyy! + slightly ooc fu xuan ?

kafka :

might snap a few pics of you shamelessly while you’re dancing, a smug smirk on her lips as you hear the shuttering sound of her phone. (It’s def gonna be her wallpaper)

no matter how hard you try she won’t delete it😭😭she thinks you look pretty in the pictures she took, so why delete them?

or option B, she stands there watching you, seeing how long it takes for you to notice she’s there… whole jumpscare when you finally notice her (she likes doing it to see your cute startled reactions)

she’ll hum along to the lyrics of the song, maybe even lay her hands on your body as you danced. (it makes u immediately freeze up, a flustered expression on your face as she chuckles next to your ear)

she tells u things like, “with those skills, you could be an idol. im sure you’d be a very good one though, with your looks and all~” with a stupid smile on her lips

if you do decide to teach her one of the dances, she’d catch on very quickly.. she’s quite a quick learner ! except she purposefully messes up sometimes so u can adjust her posture etc (she just wants to feel ur touch on her skin ♡)

fu xuan :

is wowed by your impressive dance moves (but she doesn’t admit it “h-hmph, I’ve seen better.”) , she knew you were a good dancer but she had never rlly seen u dance before

she’s stuck in a trance watching you to the point she doesn’t even realize you’ve finished dancing and how you were currently staring at her. her cheeks flush as soon as she snaps back to reality as she turns her head away, crossing her arms. when you tease her about it, she’d only deny “i-i wasn’t staring at you!” even tho it’s insanely obvious she was

she probs has some toxic trait thinking she can also easily do that dance, getting all cocky w u and going ��watch me do the dance better!” and proceeding to have to replay the vid a thousand times (except it’s no use, she’s still so confused <\3) she gets so embarrassed afterwards to the point u have to comfort her and let her know it’s okay ,,

she thought the dance u did was mesmerizing, and rlly wants to master it. so she reluctantly asks you for tips (with the tips of her ears flushed red hehe) in a way that makes u want to tease her about it

secretly tries to sneak up on u more to watch you dance more (you notice this but don’t point it out since yk how embarrassed she’d be)

himeko :

she heard loud music coming from your room, so she decided to check on you only to see u dancing to kpop songs lol

she’d make her presence known by clapping, her eyes slightly widened by how in awe she was of your skills !

might even start singing the songs (even if she’s unfamiliar w the lyrics) n dance along w u,,

or she’d most likely just sit somewhere and wait for u to finish before interrupting and stuff, her gaze fixed on you the entire time… she just thinks you look too good while dancing to take her eyes off of you! an approving look on her face as she stares you down intently, even though ur getting flustered by how much she’s staring </3

when u finish dancing to the songs, she’ll ask you for tutorials so she can dance along with you !! she’s also gonna give you tons of compliments, “you did so well” “you looked beautiful” “that’s so impressive” but as soon as you give her a tutorial she’s gonna be so confused haha ,, must be bcuz of her lack of experience when it comes to dancing..

she’s very supportive of whatever you do, if you decide to start a career w your dancing skills she’d cheer you on !

[horsegirlwarcrimes]

Hi-hi, I saw you still answer asks about your WIP titles and I gotta ask about both ugly catYuan and wenzhou meet as teenagers? Also, I'm so pumped for you to start posting another fic because I LOVE your snippets and would be all over your current long fic if trans pregnancy wasn't a trigger

Also your mud!lian snippet was enough to finally get me into tgcf and I'm Suffering

aww thank you so much, thats so kind! im really excited to start posting more of my wips hehe ᕙ( •̀ ᗜ •́ )ᕗ there are definitely gonna be an influx pretty soon because of some fills for fandom trumps hate and SVSSSAction. it means so much to me that you're reading! (,,> ᴗ <,,) and LMAO im so glad it hooked u into hualian hell

UGLY CATYUAN FIC is. almost finished actually! its probs gonna be the next non-prompt fic i post. another snippet is here!

summary: Weak creatures get snuffed out. It's not only the way life is, it's cosmic justice—those that are too weak to survive get culled by those stronger than them. Nature asserts itself.

In his hands, the kitten is small and wretched and too weak to survive. Shen Jiu takes it home.

Xiao Jiu obviously doesn’t care about that, or even notice. He gives everything a single harsh once over, and paces around the receiving room before whirling on Yue Qingyuan. He marches up to him, extends his hands, and Yue Qingyuan braces for a shove. Instead, he feels something small, warm and shivering be pressed to his chest.  “Fix it.”  He lets go before Yue Qingyuan has fully registered what is being given to him, but thankfully his own hands come up to catch and cradle the small body before it can be dropped. He looks down at the little kitten. The kitten looks up at him… or possibly to either side of him at once.  He delicately taps one small ear with a finger and watches the way it twitches. The kitten is clean of blood, but it is damp and miserable looking. He raises it to his nose— it smells of urine and fear.  “What does it need?”  Xiao Jiu’s face is contorted in frustration. “The stupid thing wants to starve. I’ve been trying to feed it anything for two days. It’s going to die.”  He drops down at Yue Qingyuan’s tea table and looks up at him. Two sets of eyes watching him, asking him for help, in their own ways. Something like fireworks are set off in his lungs. He cups his hands around the kitten and nods.  “It won’t,” he says. Xiao Jiu scoffs, and turns away.  —— The kitten, indeed, will not eat.  That’s alright. Yue Qingyuan is used to keeping alive little, starving things.

[RB incoming with the Wenzhou fic ( ˶´ ᵕ `˶ )]

[m1ckeyb3rry]

okay so basically my life has been changed and I need to know how tf you write so well Waht is your process and are you writing anything else currently……..

HEYYY KIRA omg your comments on the instrument/the compass fr had me giggling KFHDJS i’m glad you liked reading them!! i have a tag (#m’s writing advice) where i’ve answered a couple of asks about how i write but i’ll link the two most relevant ones here!! hehe i’m so flattered by this though i really am giggling and kicking my feet etc etc

this is like my mega post in terms of how i go about writing fics and sums up my process in more words than necessary tbh 😭 i wrote it with long fics in mind (pre-bllk almost every fic i wrote was at or above 100k words) but i think it’s applicable to one shots too!!

this is how i approached writing kaiser in the instrument keep in mind i wrote the first part of the instrument in like june and this post is from july 4th so a LOT of info we know about him now wasn’t even out then!! that said i think it holds up pretty well…this does predate the second part of the instrument which was written much later but i kinda did the same thing there as i did in the first part so it works 😭 not QUITE as applicable to my one fic where he’s a (literal) angel because as a specific au there were adjustments that needed to be made but at the end of the day kaiser is kaiser so yeah (also ignore the part at the end where i say he’s growing on me that was a lie i still don’t fw him)

err as for current writing…i’m finishing up with a silly crack piece that’s a spinoff of another one of my more lighthearted fics so i’m hoping to have that out soon 🤔 and then i have a carnivorous pegasi racing au one shot for sae that i’ve been working on for my 1k event as well as a few other requests that have been rotting in my inbox which i should probs get to (as well as the rest of the stuff for my 1k event 😭)…not sure what will be out next but i’m hoping SOMETHING 😫 i haven’t posted any writing since november with my nagi-found-by-aiku au and any xreader stuff since my kaiser angel au request for my 1k event which was back in mid october 😰

[matryoshkalex]

i haven't posted art in a hot minute so here's a lil dump of some tmnt stuff ive made recently

i haven't drawn the boys in almost ten years at this point but honestly it came so naturally 😭 tmnt was the reason i started drawing seriously yall. also next is casey but,,, 2012 but different! bc i was talking to my friend n i like his 2012 design but wanted to make him a bit more in my style

and finally my baby, my son, my favorite oc ever, aiden. i made a fic with him also almost ten years ago and im actually rewriting it now hehe. ill prob post more art n maybe the fic soon so!!

enjoy! i love aiden so much he was so much fun to write and draw back in the day

[domjaehyun]

I agree w you girl jaemin cannot easily be dethroned in my world..something about him having both a kind and a menacing smile at the exact same time...i need to be manipulated by this man RIGHT NEOW. Also your more mysterious-dubious-thrilling-unhinged fics scratch a corner of my brain like no other so asking with NO PRESSURE AT ALL just a loving curiosity are there any of the sort of the list? 🎀

i am deeply and madly in love w jaemin 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ he’s soooooo sexy and unhinged I NEED HIM!!!!!! OMG IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE THEM

my response ended up being lowkey v long i got a lil very carried away….. under the cut 🧌

fun fact whenever i post a dubious/dark fic i actually. just do not check the app afterwards for like 2-5 days (sometimes it depends on the dubious level of the fic and also how busy i am in my life LMAO) bc i get anxious 😭😭😭

they scratch an itch in my brain too fr but i fear i can tell that i’m still holding back :p bc ppl can be . So Gosh Darn Horrid and i’m always on edge like lowkey on the defensive abt posting dark content bc . ppl are very very judgmental :/ awks right :/

but yeah back to my point i def held back in pl4yg1rl is live and also in there’s a stranger in my house 😭😭😭 not to copy dr martin luther king or anything but i also do indeed have a dream !!!!!! that one day i will post one fic or two or seven perhaps of my wildest fantasies *dreamy sigh* it’s just that when i write dubcon/noncon, i like them. Evil and Manipulative and Sleazy and Perverted and most ppl prob aren’t rocking w my vision idt… yknow?

also while i’m at it i loooooooooooooove when dubcon/noncon is like. like the aggressor is lowkey a pleasure dom 😋 like they get off on making the target/victim cum over and over and over even if they struggle and cry and scream 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ but no violence!!! no mean words!!!!!!!! well maybe some 🤔🤔 hehe 🤭🤭

AND FINALLY TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION i have a noncon johnny fic coming out hopefully soon not this month though :P and i’m ruminating on ghostface!jaemin (to the anon that asked me abt scream a while ago I STILL HAVENT WATCHED BUT I WILL) and that’d def give stalker dark vibes but tbh i don’t think that fic’ll be that dark…… if you want dark, i’d say stay tuned for the johnny fic i’m working on!!

also while i’m saying things i feel the need to mention that at one point like at least 3-4 years ago, i was contemplating making a side blog for dark content but alas. Too Much Work… but i still have the note in my notes app of most of my ideas *dreamy sigh* maybe one day? prob not though at least not on the side blog but i had designed it and set it up and everything but then i went …Nah… bc my attention span and motivation had both run out :p and i ran outta steam :p too bad so sad (not sarcasm at all. i do wish i would’ve played around w that idea more … now i have virtually no time ☹️☹️☹️)

if i were to consider doing another dark fic, who would you wanna read abt? reminder that i only write for haechan, jaemin, jaehyun, mark, johnny, and jeno!! (sorry jungwoo i’ll be back pooksters)

OKAY IM DONE if you read this far teehee hi 👋 have a great day stay hydrated i care abt you 💖

[phoenixisobsessed]

Sorry I lurk around in your ask box so much btw, it will happen again lol

I just live here now, I've made myself comfy, better get used to this face :3

Lol but for real, I hope you don't mind I invade so much and ask questions and throw art at you hehe

NO I LOVE IT PLEASE KEEP ON LIVING IN MY INBOX….

Also, :3.

I ngl haven’t gotten that many new (art) asks recently so I’m kinda chilling. School is just hitting again. I’ll prob post some more soon though. Maybe tomorrow, maybe a bit later, who knows. I never garuanteed daily posts so I mean there was no false advertising here. I just like the grind of drawing daily usually. ARGH ANYWAY GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY I AM EEPY

[cranetreegang]

Update

So i may have perchance, slightly, just a little... fractured/broke my middle finger :) perchance.

it's in a splint and it doesn't hurt but typing is hard :( so if any weird words pop up, that's probs why. and PLEASE LET ME KNOW SO I CAN FIX IT!!!! i really don't mind. i promise

Like for some reason my brain cannot function normally with this monstrosity on my finger and now my typing/writing game is just all out of wack. it's throwing my whole mojo off lollll

anyways, hope to have a more upbeat Ominis fics out soon!! since all these last ones have been hella angsty. we need a fun one with some spice hehe!

ALSO i got my outline done for a 7th Year Ominis x MC novel (like omg so much happens i dont know why im obsessing so hard over this)!!! Can't wait to get started and posting that!! I'm very excited!

[celestie0]

after u finish kickoff and the nanami choso fic, do you have any other fics in mind you’d want to work on? if so, what pairing? (me praying it’s another gojo x reader) :))

HIII dear yes i have thought ab thisss 😭 honestly just THINKING ab the fact that i will be ending kickoff someday makes me sososososooo sad ahhh but ugh yea that day will arrive lol

i think i’d probs focus on ‘in another life’ for a bit after finishing kickoff, n then do some post-series content for kickoff (maybe take some reader requests n then i’ve got my own post-series stuff i’ve got planned for kickoff couple) and then i’d probs be open to writing another gojo x reader!!

tbh i alr know im gonna have an insanely hard time letting go of kickoff gojo once the series is done n its gonna be hard for me to start another gojo x reader series right away 😭💔 but i will probs want to write more for snowy hair boy soon enough bc hes my fave lol

i don’t have any sort of concept in mind yet though 🤔 i’d have to think of one…perhaps i would like to explore a series w gojo in his late 20s/early 30s rather than in college :0 switch things up (i adore workplace romances maybe sumn like that would be nice hehe)

ty for ask bb n also ty for looking forward to my works even that far out from now :””) love u

[flowerpatch-artist]

!Masterpost !

Hi there! I'm flowerpatch_artist! you can call me Celi (My online alias Masahiro, Mason or Rin) or for now, Kiyoko (Kiyo) 💙💚💜

I'm 18-y/o artist from the Philippines (LINK) I do art and writing + soon making animations/reels/shorts! Though, I'll do my best in uploading as much as I can so stay with me hehe :3

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Mostly you might find here are;

ROTTMNT/TMNT (Obviously)

Random games

Flowers

OCs and lore/Aus

more!

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Tags:

#my celi art - compilation of all the artworks I've posted here.

#lore/aus discussion - Probs gonna dropping some ideas, maybe sneak peaks on what will happen in the story and character information.

Character References:

kiro kazumi

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Comics/Animations/Random Full Art Pieces/Fanarts/Doodles/Just for fun-angst moments: (Will arrange according to category)

[Will update and fix this :P ]

[oatmealwrites]

really looking forward to the next chapter of catch kira not feelings! yearning L is my favourite

AAA tysm!! im so happy you like it FRFR

I love writing him pathetically pining for the reader hehe

I'm posting the gojo x reader one-shot prob tomorrow and then posting ch.4 of catch kira, not feelings like a day or two after hehe

i'm so sorry for the delay in the series; i had to fly back to my uni's campus and jet lag is ruining me, but i'm working on getting things out more timely as i fall into a routine again.

Current schedule:

Gojo x reader (holiday hoes) -> today/tmr [i work in CET zone which is why my upload times might be a lil weird]

catch kira, NOT feelings, ch.4 -> by monday/tuesday (maybe sooner)

a night to... forget? ch.4 -> friday ish?

Suguru x reader (holiday hoes) -> sometime after

dw pookie, i'll make him yearn and BEG for the reader soon

╰(´︶`)╯♡

i look forward to your reaction to ch.4 !!

-oatmeal <333

[sunmoonjune]

Hi, moonie!

Anytime I see you post something even if it's an answered ask, I always find myself reading them. You're simply a lovely person and so easy to like❤️

When it comes to ltm, I don't really mind either option. My impatience wants it now, but my feels want everything at once (probs so I can cocoon myself in blankets as I read it)🤭

That said, I listened to that song and it's a sad kind of soothing which in my opinion really matches ltm. If that's the vibe of the next chapters I'm sure I'll love them as much as I loved the last chapters🤗

Does Bug finally get an answer to the 'weird feelings in her chest' which all of us know what they are except her?

Also! I can really see the song 'safe and sound' by Taylor Swift with Bug. I think the lyrics and soft vocals would make all of them cry, though😗

Hope ltm gets updated soon (but whenever you're ready)!

Sending lots of love❤️

- 🪷 anon

🪷 anon my beloved!! how are you my dear? <33

stop I'm blushing omfg you're so sweet <3 you guys are too kind

LTM chapter fifteen is almost here! I'm finishing the last scene today but it's getting quite long so proofreading will take me a bit :( but!! I'm so excited to get it out to you guys so I'm working quick <3

it will probably be the longest chapter yet I think! originally I would have cut the last scene to put in the next chapter, but I think it fits better here (and I've already promised you guys four scenes, so four scenes you will get!! :D )

home is indeed a soothing song!! I've been searching for songs that feel like coming home to the arms of someone you love xD I needed more sweet, comforting vibes for bug's return and I think it fit well!

(and we will have to wait and see if she will ask san or yun about her little tingly feelings hehe xD she might have to wait until after reunions have been had >:)) )

safe and sound is a good fit for the next chapter too!! omg this song reminds me so much of my hunger games phase tho LMAO,, but the soft vocals and gentle tone is definitely what I'm looking for so it will for sure get added to my bug playlist <33

thank you so much my love <33 kiss kiss I hope you have a wonderful day!

[dalkyeom]

yayyy omg fandom ocs are so fun it’s funny bc each fandom oc I make just becomes like a regular oc for me after time 😭😭😭 I did want to make a genshin oc eventually bc I used to have some but I kinda scrapped them after a while bc I wasn’t really feeling them anymore 😔 also hhh the image of you holding my ocs is so wholesome 🥹🥹🥹 hmm little preview 🤔 a lot of them have abilities because they’re espers hehe so powers!! ✨✨✨ I’ll probs go in depth more once I start posting >:) 🤫🤫🤫

also yeah the story was super cool I loved the Diamond and Pearl clans a lot tbh 🥺✨ and just the overall feel of then game was cozy and almost whimsical which makes sense since many felt like it was a pkmn botw

also mood nap time is always important gl gl with your zine work!! <333 I mainly hung out and went shopping with my mom which we both agreed was exhausting 😭😭😂😂 but it was worth it to get a couple things haha I’m gonna relax and watch fullmetal alchemist so overall good day

HELPPP SAME! It’s like after some time (when you’re not active in the fandom anymore) you’re collecting regular ocs like thanos 😂

genshin ocs are so fun! I think they become more fleshed out if you have someone to make headcanons/interactions with. Mine was more of a traveler oc who became an npc/playable genshin oc pipeline after giving her some backstory. It’s ok to scrap tho sometimes you’re just not feeling them and that’s alright 😌 you can recycle/reuse initial ideas for new ocs hehe

The preview 👀 am excited bc most of my main ocs have some power involved too so bddbd 👀 interaction lore 👀🤲🏻

I really feel like the lore and world building in Arceus is so interesting, I’m really excited to play it soon 🥺 sometimes, I feel like recent entries lack this depth or inspired storylines so the whole isekai/ time traveling aspect is so intriguing. I think the last title game I felt this much enthusiasm for was either diapearl or black/white bc recently I just feel like collecting pkmn > be interested in the story 😭

Thank you!! Amg the sugar crash this month is really making me sleep more so I’m hoping to get more done 😂 HHH FULLMETAL 😭 a childhood classic! I hope you were able to rest well yesterday, Izzy 💖💖

[bunnypopgal]

Hello. It's been a few years since i made this blog and made my first post. I now deleted my first post bc i found it to be cringe and honestly really painful. i have grown a lot in these past years and have seemingly beat my hallucinations for now. i know that will most likely come back prob once i become a mother one day but i feel more prepared to beat them again.

Other than that i dumped and got dump by two partners, made and lost almost all my friends besides one. dont judge by like im sure many of us are im a sucker for the friends turned lovers trope and well ive been dating my best friend for almost going 2 years now. he has been super accepting, a wonderful partner and my biggest support thru it all so far. hes my only support system honestly.

i am deeply scared to make friends again after what my last friend did to me.. for years and i just let her. i cant really blame it on having low self worth either since i honestly really like myself and who i am but more so i didnt know HOW to be treated by others. let me be clear NOT how I treat others, no-no but HOW others SHOULD treat ME. isnt that nuts? you think that would be something we just have inside of us as humans (or otherwise) that we would just KNOW that. i dont FEEL like a doormat either but maybe i am. not with everyone, mind you. just like people ive grown to have developed a trusting bond in with respect packed in there like a mozzie stick, yum, ya know? i love em like chosen family and youre gonna body shame me for not being short for a woman, like what? you think i wouldve picked it out asap that chick SCREAMED pick me but i also saw her good qualities too which is why i wanted to be friends with her... i trusted her a lot. Oh well tho.

As much as it still hurts sometimes the fear is still there. i, as a woman also fear other woman. i know, i know. there is so many other wonderful women out there who would never treat me so badly but my brain is gone broken from so many traumatizing events over and over again. it irrational, i know it. its also isolating. i dont go out much at all but honestly blame the economy for that. i plan to be getting a part time job soon which you can also blame the economy for haha but also i want to meet people and have some kinda structure in my life again. hoping for friends right now is something im maybe not ready for honestly i think ill just start with talking to people again and let that be that. i hope to get some kind of a cleaning job so it will be a little to no talking to people depending on where im set up.

im just kinda scared to open myself up again to other people. online of course is different mainly besides the usual explanation but also for me, the internet is a black hole where NO ONE see the crap i shit out which includes my art i make sadly. i dont really try all like hard to make people see it anyways. i am still scared of people after all.

anyways today i have plans to hang out with my partner before he has to go to work. im hoping we can play palworld together again hehe. Other than that its house chores and back to drawing for me today. i just came out of another depressive episode recently so i have a few great messes to clean up. its a good thing i like cleaning, ya know when i dont feel like i wanna disappear. what can i say, its genetic. thanks, dad haha.

im planning to get back into my old hobbies too like live streaming. ive been live streaming all over the internet off and on since i was maybe 14. im 23 now so 10 years!!! WOWIE!! when i was growing up my family would joke around saying i need my own reality show haha. i do have a huge personality, ig but thats something im very comfortable and like about myself. bold and funny, i think!! streaming is a super relaxing thing to me. i talk to myself anyways and i always have. you dont stay this "sane" without talking to yourself to fight off the loneliness haha.

that reminds me recently my partner told me he found me to be a "increaser of morale, an inspiring person, you're motivating and you make being emotionally positive SO EASY." im still so stunned and very very VERY flattered he told me that! even if its not true im glad he feels that way bc thats a nice way to be. hes very very sweet to me.

well i could write forever right now honestly but i should probably go drink enough water to take out a house fire so i dont die of dehydration.

oh, if only. (JOKING)