#will not be online much tonight

[astral-catastrophe]

ough

[dansevilpianotea]

to my american phannie mutuals: i love you. feel hugged. this is not the end. take care of yourself. look our for your community. tomorrow you build bridges and don't back down. i'm here if you need someone to talk to.

here's a funny video i took at the copenhagen pre-show:

[defiledtomb]

There's a story about a healer MC and Leith on my Patreon now, a concept slice of something I hope to develop while I get my bearings together after leaving my partner in the middle of the night, and find an apartment before it gets too cold to live in the vacation house I'm in right now. Once I have the funds to move, I will also get my stationary PC back, which means I can get back to finalizing ouroboros book 1!

If you want, you can join any paid tier to access the story, and watch the story unfold each week, see where I take it. If you join the $10 tier, there's a backlog of ouro smut to read too! >:3

Thank you to anyone who helps me through this tough time, through Kofi or Patreon or by just being here. You're in my heart locket forever.

[anuphim]

i love my moots...i love the cotl fandom....u are all so cool and have such amazing ideas....i get blasted by happy brain chemicals everytime i open tumblr dot com

[biracy]

Smth only tangentially related that I've been meaning to post for a while: I've noticed lately just how much ableist rhetoric is Totally Okay to use in jokes on here as long as its directed at autistic people and/or people with ADHD because "this is the autism website" or whatever. I think people spend so much time in very specific small circles that they forget that like, these are actual disabilities that affect people in real life and making fun of them is still ableism. Mockery of social behaviors like "not being able to order your own food as an adult", mockery of light sensitivity, mockery of tone tags, culminating quite beautifully really with that qrt of a tweet about ADHD with "omg you people can't do anything" (a post whose notes are full of people "well I have ADHD and I can do-" as if that's not recognized as the most useless form of "advice" for disabled people. Not everyone is you). And I don't really care if these are "jokes" made by other neurodivergent/disabled people, they still downplay people's experiences and are just based in being MEAN to an extremely vulnerable group of people who have to go through so much already. Idk I've never really found any of it funny and at this point I refuse to partake in any of it. I <3 being unable to order my own food and getting overstimulated on Halloween and you're just going to have to deal with it

[thybrotherskeeper]

[Michael abruptly manifested nearby in the Darkness, on the floor, midway through scrambling away from some unknown enemy]

[His eyes were wide, staring upwards, wings bushed up and trembling. Actually, all of him was quivering profusely. He had a shaky, slightly unsure arm raised in defense, claws unsheathed.]

[Michael hadn’t appeared to have spotted Apollyon yet]

- Michael™️

*Apollyon startles back as Michael suddenly reappears, accidentally trapping one of the wings on his back under his hand. He winces at the pain that comes with*

*That's two more feathers*

*Once they actually process the other's presence, a wave of relief washes over them. They let out a breath they hadn't known they had been holding*

[Michael? Are you alright?]

*There's a vague intensity in its tone, as though restraining worry*

[huntershowl-moving]

woah!!! so many new mutuals, hello!!! what a nice thing to come back to after a pretty bad mood drop 😭🫶🏼 please feel free to fill out my interest tracker (linked in pinned !!) or search “open to mutuals” on my blog for previously posted plotting calls/starter calls ❤️

[aimfor-theheart]

not to get on my high horse about theater and plays but like. earnestly begging people to read more plays or go to support and watch more theater.

i swear if people online read a lil suzan-lori parks or caryl churchill instead of starting discourse they’d be changed!!!

[puphoods]

klike being a not very charismatic person + also being like neurotically unable to approach people just means i dont make friends unless other people like me enough but also that doesnt really happen. it sucks that i have like basically noone in my life and the people i DO have im just shit scared of losing Because i dont have anyone else which isnt fair. why do i have to be a loserrrrrr

[homiines]

hi , miss everyone sooooo much !!

[theriverbeyond]

the solution to doing crafts where you have to wait for items to dry. is to actually do like 15 different crafts that all have dry time so you can just kind of rotate between all of them forever

[jakeperalta]

this is my first time being online during a show and i feel like i've lifted up a rock to find a whole subculture of bugs that i didn't know were there except it's swifties liveblogging tour

[mayplantstarrwaters]

Chris Squire performing live on the Tales From Topographic Oceans Tour at Palais Des Sports in Paris, France. 19th April 1974

Photo credit : Christian Rose

[the-koiking-pond]

Had to leave the Fortree Farmer's Market because my card got locked for buying too many carrots.

[a picture of Jainitar, nearly buried in carrots]

But the 'karp will be eating like royalty tonight.

[mooodyblue]

so sorry for disappearing :( i miss yall lots. i open tumblr every day and think ill finally reply to people and reply to asks but then i just don't do it. i feel bad that i always have to come here and apologize (even though i know i shouldn't have to or feel the need to) and i always feel like im being down 24/7 /:

truthfully i stepped away because my depression has been at it's worst and everything is beginning to feel like a chore and i don't want to bring that energy here at all :(

i miss you guys and i'm going to try and get my shit together soon and reply to everyone. hope everyone is well ❤️

[uwudonoodle]

My apologies to anyone at the gym who's noticed me wearing the same workout clothes 3 days in a row. They don't make many affordable workout clothes for short fat girls, and I also don't have my own washer and dryer. I'm just doing my best to maintain my body.