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UNRAVEL - chapter five
paige bueckers x azzi fudd
tw: swearing, alcohol use
themes: angst, fluff
word count: 8.3k
a/n: i apologize for this being a little late, i was working on it but got distracted when paige’s injury happened (so glad to hear it was only a sprain, omg). anyway, this chapter feels unnecessary long considering barely anything happened lol. can anyone tell i love face kisses? so CUTE. please share ur reactions and opinions on this series so far, it keeps me wanting to write 🙃 enjoy
the gampel pavilion buzzes with excitement as the crowd fills the rows of chairs, a sea of school colors and spirited cheers echoing off the walls. paige stands near the huskies’ side of the court, in a huddle with her team, giving one another pep talks— pumping each other up for their very first game. she takes a deep breath to steady her nerves; the weight of the moment pressed down heavily on her chest.
“you ready, p?” nika eagerly smiles from her side, practically jumping up and down with enthusiasm.
“fuck yeah,” paige matches her grin.
as the huddle breaks, the players high five each other. paige feels a rush of adrenaline as they exchange quick, encouraging words, her heart racing in sync with the atmosphere around her.
“we got this, guys,” evina, an upper classman guard, states, raising her hands in the air. the team erupts in a chorus of cheers, a final boost before they take their positions on the court.
paige steps onto the hardwood, the bright lights reflecting off the polished surface. she takes a minute to soak it all in— the cheers, the rhythm of the game, the energy of the crowd. as her eyes waive their way through the rows of fans, her eyes land on her. azzi, her best friend for years now, jumping in her seat, clapping her hands with a wide, goofy smile on her face. paige’s lips tip into a smirk once she takes in azzi’s choice of clothing— her own #5 jersey, the fabric draping over azzi’s frame. the sight warms paige, a reminder that azzi’s waiting for her after the game.
the brunette locks eyes with paige, feeling a rush of pride for her friend. the moment their eyes meet, azzi leans forward, her grin broadening. with a playful twinkle in her eye, she teasingly blows a kiss to the blonde. the gesture causes paige’s cheeks to redden, feeling a mix of embarrassment and affection. she shakes her head, trying to wipe off her own smile.
azzi’s support fuels her energy, and with one quick glance back at azzi, paige inhales a deep breath, centering herself. she positions herself on the court, every heartbeat syncing with the thrum of the crowd.
as the ref blows his whistle, the two players from opposing teams jump up, reaching for the ball in the air. when it’s flicked into the hands of paige, she’s overwhelmed with a surge of adrenaline. instinct kicks in as she dribbles down the court, her focus narrowing on the hoop ahead.
weaving effortlessly between defenders, she throws the ball up, watching it swoosh through the net. the crowd explodes in cheers and applause, impressed at paige’s performance.
the game continues with paige on fire— her passing on point, layups never missing, 3 pointers falling left and right. the entire course of the game, azzi’s line of sight never wavers from the blonde, following her every move. she watches in awe at paige’s effortless plays, wishing she could be playing too, right alongside her.
the first game of the uconn women’s basketball season comes to an end, with uconn taking the win by 35 points. paige, along with the rest of her teammates, high five the opposing team, being respectful and showing good sportsmanship. paige scans the crowd of fans, eyes locking with the familiar curly brunette’s. a soft smile tugs at her lips, her heart beating rapidly in her chest.
after the brief team huddle full of pride, paige almost immediately makes her way over to azzi, who’s waiting near the edge of the court. she strides up, wrapping her arms around her in a warm embrace.
“you did so amazing, paige,” azzi beams, pulling back to look paige directly in the eye.
paige lets out a laugh, awkwardly adjusting her jersey. “thanks, az,” she allows herself to take in azzi’s features before adding, “i’ll meet you outside so we can head to my dorm?”
“sounds good,” azzi replies, her smirk lingering as her brown eyes light up.
paige rushes into the locker room, stuffing her belongings into her bag, zipping it eagerly. meanwhile, aubrey, taking her time to pack, exchanges a knowing glance with nika, who also stands besides paige with curious eyes.
“what’s the rush for, paige?” aubrey asks, voice laced with confusion.
“oh, um,” paige scrambles, “i’m just going to meet up with azzi.”
nika scoffs, not surprised at paige’s response. over the course of a few months, paige has nonstop rambled on and on about azzi and her commitment to uconn— how she can hardly wait for her to arrive, being able to finally play with her best friend again.
“so y’all can make out again?” nika teases, playfully rolling her eyes.
a blush creeps up paige’s neck, clearly thrown off by nika’s commentary. she shifts her weight to one foot, then the other, standing awkwardly. after a momentary pause, paige shallows and furrows her brows, “nika.. that was one time, and we were both drunk. she’s my best friend, that’s all.”
nika glances back at aubrey, who looks as unconvinced as she does. nika purses her lips, shaking her head. “whatever you say, paige.”
“it’s true!” paige defends, throwing up her hands.
the now aggravated blonde finishes off her bag, tossing it over her shoulder before walking out the the locker room without a glance back at her two teammates. during the walk outside, a couple fans approach her, pleading for autographs and photos with her. being the people pleaser she is, she agrees to every single one with a never faltering grin in her expression.
as she steps outside into the chilly november weather, she instantly spots azzi, who’s quietly leaning against the wall, waiting patiently for her. a smile touches her lips at the sight.
paige sneakily runs up beside her without azzi looking up— she throws her arm out around her shoulders and neck, yanking her closer.
“god, you scared me,” azzi giggles, arm coming to hang loosely around her waist as she’s still in paige’s hold.
paige shares the laughter, her heart warming at the sound. “i couldn’t resist,” she teases, giving azzi a playful squeeze before letting her go.
walking side by side towards the dorm rooms, the crisp november air nips at their cheeks. paige glances over at azzi and down at her jersey she wears. “you look good in that jersey, by the way,” paige remarks, a hint of pride in her tone.
azzi beams, her cheeks flushing slightly. feeling bold, she says, “only ‘cause it’s yours.”
“exactly,” paige agrees, nodding her head while her smirk stays put. she confidently drapes her arm around azzi’s waist— just like azzi had previously— pulling her in. her hand lingers on azzi’s rib, slowly creeping up and in.
the eventually arrive at paige’s room, unlocking and twisting the knob until the door opens, revealing the familiar room azzi had been in only a month earlier, for paige’s birthday.
a flood of memories hit azzi from her previous visit— paige laying on top of azzi, hugging the life out of her, kissing her neck and face. she’s unwilling to admit the amount of times her mind has returned to those moments, recalling every soft touch and kiss she so desperately wants to happen again.
paige, with her hand still on azzi’s frame, spins the younger girl around, so they’re facing each other. the corners of her lips twitch up, appreciation swirling in her bright blue eyes. she attacks azzi with a firm hug, wrapping her arms around her body, feeling the instant warmth envelop her. she tilts her head towards azzi’s neck and hair area, inhaling her familiar scent.
azzi, slightly caught off guard, stiffens for a minute before relaxing into paige’s welcoming embrace. she reciprocates, wrapping her own arms the older girl’s waist.
the hug lingers, lasting longer than it should for a pair of friends. azzi eventually pulls back slightly, her eyes wide with a mix of surprise and delight. “what was that for?” she asks, her tone gentle.
paige smiles and reaches out to brush a loose curl behind azzi’s ear. “i just appreciate you being here, for, you know, my first game,” she tells her, “more than you know,” she adds, voice barely above a whisper.
“i know,” azzi nods in understanding. “i can’t wait to be here, playing with you.”
“god, me too,” paige groans, exposing her eagerness for azzi’s arrival. she lowers her head to sit on the brunette’s shoulder, lips inches away from her neck.
feeling the heavy weight of the intimate moment between the two, azzi removes her hands from paige’s frame, stepping back until she’s sitting on the unmade bed.
paige shifts awkwardly, already missing azzi’s touch she’s grown to love over the years. she scratches her head, pulling her lips in a line. “wanna get some food? i’m starving,” she questions, trying to break the uncomfortable tension.
azzi’s face lights up, “yeah, that sounds great.” she pushes herself off the bed, putting her phone in her back pocket.
the two walk down the hallway, hands brushing often yet they pull away each time. the atmosphere around them is charged with unspoken words, both feeling an electric, intense pull towards the other. as they reach the exit of the dorm building, paige looks at azzi, pulse quickening.
“where are you thinking?” paige asks, trying to keep the mood light as they step back outside into the brisk air.
“you can decide,” azzi replies.
after playfully bickering back and forth, trying to settle on a place to eat, they eventually agree on chipotle— a place they both love.
the girls eat in a comfortable silence, focusing on eating rather than making discussion. paige can’t help but let her gaze wander to azzi, feeling grateful she’s here with her, despite her home being miles away.
the drive back to campus is brief, but something paige would never take for granted. being here, with azzi by her side, is more than enough to satisfy her. without a word spoken between the two, paige reaches for azzi’s hand, interlacing their fingers, squeezing to show her appreciation.
azzi glances at paige, her features softening at the older’s girl doing. she can’t quite seem to express just how much paige truly means to her, how much their friendship has changed azzi for the better. how much she loves likes her.
“i feel like i play better knowing you’re in the stands, watching me,” paige admits, once again breaking the quiet floating around them.
“why is that?”
paige pauses for a moment, searching for the right words. “i don’t know,” she whispers before adding in a lower voice, “you make me feel like i can do anything. be anyone i want. i love that about you.”
azzi feels her breath catch at paige’s words, nerves eating away at her stomach. “i never realized i have that effect on you,” she responds, vulnerable yet earnest.
paige takes her eyes off the road for a swift moment to meet azzi’s, “you do,” she focuses back to driving, “it’s like, when i see you, you remind me why i play— why i push myself to be the best i can be. you make it feel personal, like it matters.”
a small smile tugs at azzi’s lips, the weight of paige’s confession settling in. “i love being that person for you.”
paige slowly pulls their intertwined hands up to her lips, placing a kiss on the back of azzi’s, her lips staying for a second too long. “me too, az.”
their conversation dies after that, a comfortable silence settling in, just embracing each others presence. they’re hands remain connected until paige pulls in and parks the car. they make their way up to paige’s dorm, walking at a steady pace with barely a distance between them.
back in the room, azzi pulls out her pajamas— a loose shirt with a pair of boxer shorts— and immediately starts removing her clothing. paige grabs her own, starting to change as well. her eyes can’t help but wander to azzi’s frame, with her bare back facing paige. she admires her tan skin, the soft curves of her shoulders, the gentle lines of her back creating an effortless beauty. cheeks reddening, paige tears her eyes away, focusing on her clothing, but the imagine lingers in her mind, stirring something deep within her.
the brunette climbs into paige’s bed like its her own, sinking into the soft mattress, nuzzling into a fuzzy blanket. her line of sight finds the blonde, who’s now slipping on her shorts.
making eye contact with paige, azzi looks away automatically, embarrassed to be caught staring. “i— i’m sorry.”
paige only laughs, causing azzi to relax a little— not a lot, but a little. “i don’t mind, azzi.” she crawls in the bed, the distance between them growing shorter and shorter. she quickly turns off the lamp, turning to face the younger girl.
paige leans forward, placing a hand on azzi’s hip and pressing her lips to azzi’s forehead, a gesture of care and gratitude towards her. when she pulls back, she rests her head on a pillow only inches away from azzi’s, looking her dead in the eye. “you always make everything better whenever you’re around,” she whispers, the darkness surrounding her.
azzi’s heart squeezes in her chest at the sincerity of paige’s gentle words. she swears in this moment, in the dark of paige’s room, she has never felt more alive. the weight of the world outside fades, as they are solely focused on each other, and each other only. “you do, paige.” with that, azzi closes the distance, planting kisses along her jaw— in a friendly manner, she tells herself.
paige’s breath hitches as azzi softly kisses a trail along her jawline, warmth creeping into her cheeks. the intimacy of the moment feels electric, something she wishes she could feel forever.
pulling back, azzi searches paige’s blue eyes, the playful banter transforming into something deeper, “i’m so proud of you, you know that?” she says, her voice steady but filled with raw emotion.
paige’s heart swells. “really?”
“absolutely,” azzi replies like it’s a no brainer, her tone sincere and firm. “you’ve come so far and handled everything so well. i admire you.”
paige’s cheeks, already flushed, turn an even darker shade of red. she nuzzles her face into azzi’s neck, “god, azzi,” she murmurs, tugging the blanket over top of them.
with paige fully pressed against azzi’s frame, the two girls fall into a peaceful sleep, never moving an inch away from the other— not even in the dark.
SEVEN MONTHS LATER
it’s move in day for the uconn freshmen, including— of course— azzi. driving towards the uconn campus, the girl lets her mind drift to paige, and how they’d be together again, in a matter of minutes. her thoughts wander off to the last night they’d spent together— paige’s body pressed right against hers, paige’s face nuzzled in her neck, her lips grazing the skin there. god, did she miss her.
paige and azzi had texted all through the night, expressing their excitement for seeing each other again. it had been seven whole months since the duo had been together, back in november when azzi attended the blonde’s first college game.
as if on queue, azzi feels her phone buzz against her leg. she doesn’t even need to check to know it’s her best friend.
p: u almost here?
the corners of azzi’s lips tip up at paige’s eagerness.
a: why, u miss me?
p: u wish. but seriously, almost here?
azzi lets out an airy laugh as she playfully rolls her eyes at paige’s text.
a: about 5 minutes away
azzi anxiously taps on her leg, staring out the window, waiting for their car to arrive at their destination. when it does, anticipation bubbles within azzi, her heart speeding up at the thought of playing here— playing with paige, especially.
a: just parked
she puts her phone in her back pocket, not really caring about paige’s response as she’ll be here very soon. azzi glances around, taking in her surroundings and envisioning herself staying here for the next four years. her eyes lock on caroline— an incoming freshman and one of her best friends— and her smile widens. she runs over to carol, pulling her in for a quick hug.
“carol! how have you been?” azzi beams, excited to see her friend.
“aw, i’ve missed you too,” caroline teases, nudging azzi’s shoulder.
“oh, shut up,” azzi rolls her eyes, “you know i’ve missed you.”
caroline only smiles, throwing her arm around her shoulders, bringing their heads together.
“ready to get unpacked?”
“gosh, i’m dreading it,” azzi sighs, “i hate unpacking so much.”
katie and tim, azzi’s parents, unlock the truck, beginning to take their daughter’s luggage out. azzi, being the over-packer she is, packed way more than needed.
as azzi begins to help take her belongings out of her car, she hears the front door creak open. she peaks her head up, instantly seeing the familiar blonde jogging towards her.
“azzi!” she hears paige shout.
she sets down her bag that was previously slugged on her arm, walking calmly to paige. paige closes their distance— the moment they embrace, everything else seems to fade away— the bustling campus, her parents unloading the car, the nerves of starting college.
paige drops her head to rest on azzi’s shoulder, her hands grazing the younger girl’s lower back. azzi gives paige one good squeeze before pulling back, looking her right in the eye.
“finally you’re here, i was waiting all damn day,” paige admits, smile growing until it reaches her eyes. her cheeks are slightly pink— probably from running down here in only a few minutes— and her blonde hair is wet, indicating she showered earlier.
azzi chuckles, her hand coming up to rest on paige’s arm. “i’m here.”
after admiring azzi’s features for a moment to long, paige shakes her head, dragging herself out of her thoughts. “let’s get your stuff to your room.”
azzi tilts her head, eyes softening. “paige, you don’t need to help.”
paige gives azzi an are you serious type of look. “i want to, az.”
azzi feels her heart squeeze as she tries to wipe her silly smile off her lips. she bites the inside of her cheek, gazing lingering on the blonde’s back once she goes to carry some of her bags. she takes in her flexing muscles, in awe of how good she looks doing such a simple task.
paige hoists a duffel bag effortlessly over her shoulder, locking eyes again with the brunette. she smirks before leading the way up to azzi’s dorm room that she’s sharing with caroline. tim, katie, and azzi all follow in unison.
azzi’s parents set down the unnecessary amount of bags azzi had insisted she needed, gave her long hugs before heading out, leaving paige and azzi alone in her new room.
caroline, azzi’s roommate, is still outside with her own parents, surely coming up soon.
the brunette, with a gentle grin on her face, starts to unpack her clothing. she folds up her shirts neatly, placing them in the empty drawers as paige sits awkwardly on the bed.
“you excited to be sharing a room with caroline?” paige asks.
“i mean, yeah, she’s my best friend,” azzi nods. “though i wouldn’t mind having my own space. you’re lucky to have your own room.”
paige furrows her brows at azzi’s comment about carol being her best friend. “she’s your best friend, huh?”
azzi stops folding her clothes, glancing up at paige with a smirk in her expression. she stands, striding over so she’s looking down at paige, who’s positioned on her bed. the older girl leans her head back to look azzi dead in the eye.
“you know your my best friend,” she whispers, “always.”
reassured by azzi’s words, paige wraps her arms around her waist, yanking her closer to her own frame. azzi’s eyes widen at paige’s action— she goes a step further, dropping down to her knees so they’re at eye level.
paige, hands still exploring the younger girl’s body, says, “god, i’m so fucking glad your here, az. you have no idea.”
azzi’s cheeks redden. “i’m glad to be here. with you.”
paige leans forward until their foreheads are touching, wanting so badly to connect their lips like they’ve done in the past, yet have never brought up since.
“my sweet azzi,” paige mumbles, her eyes fluttering shut.
azzi freezes. a heartbeat passes as azzi feels paige’s breath against her skin. the moment hangs heavy in the air, filled with emotions that both excite and terrify her.
“paige—“
azzi is cut off by caroline making her entrance, letting out an exhausted breath as she yanks in her suitcase. she trips over the threshold, her eyes widening as she takes in the scene before her— paige and azzi’s hands all over each other, foreheads pressed against one another’s, barely inches apart.
“did i interrupt something?” caroline exclaims, halting in her tracks.
the two girls scramble to remove their touch from the other; azzi rushes to her feet, cheeks a deep shade of pink as she tries to compose herself. she doesn’t understand why she’s so flustered over carol walking in on nothing— yet she can’t seem to meet her eyes.
“uh, no,” azzi stammers, searching for the right words, still avoiding caroline’s teasing gaze. “we were just talking.”
caroline scoffs, crossing her arms. “yeah, right,” she glances at paige, who’s looking down at her feet. “how’s it going, p?”
paige offers a small smile, finally pulling her gaze up to carol’s line of sight, “good. how ‘bout yourself?”
“i’m alright,” carol nods.
a minute goes by with caroline awkwardly glancing between the girls, azzi standing near her many bags, and paige resting on the bed. eventually, the older girl jumps to her feet, deciding it’s best to leave azzi to get situated.
“see y’all later?”
azzi scrunches her eyebrows, a pang of disappointment spreading through her. paige basically just met up with her, why is she already leaving?
“where’re you going?” azzi asks.
“just running some errands,” she replies, “wanna grab dinner later?”
“yeah, ‘course.”
paige nods, a smile lingering on her face. she exists the dorm, leaving azzi and caroline alone in silence.
“azzi.. are you and paige, you know—“
azzi rubs her temple with her hand, “no, carol! she’s my friend. we’re just kinda touchy, i guess.”
caroline’s lips form a line, clearly unconvinced. “but you like her.”
azzi’s lips part, looking for the right response, one that should come easy, but doesn’t. she’s always felt something towards paige— ever since she was 14 years old. she hasn’t given it too much thought over the years, not wanting to screw up their friendship.
she closes her lips, looking away. by her hesitation, the answer is obvious. “i— i don’t know,” she murmurs, voice low.
caroline’s smirk deepens. “azzi, come on. i can tell by the one minute interaction between you both. you can admit it, it’s not a crime to like someone.”
azzi lets out a frustrated sigh, her hands fidgeting with the hem of her shirt. “it’s complicated, okay? we’ve always been just best friends. i don’t wanna ruin that.”
“or maybe you’re afraid of what could happen if you crossed the friendship lines?” caroline suggests, “maybe you’ve already done that.”
azzi throws an aggravated look at her friend, choosing to ignore her snarky remark. “whatever, i don’t feel like talking about this right now.”
carol nods in understanding, allowing the conversation to finally die out. “let’s get unpacked, az.”
azzi takes a seat on the floor, beside her suitcase and piles of clothing. carol drops next to her, starting to open her own luggage. the two close friends fold clothes and get situated quietly, not bothering to make discussion.
azzi thinks back to caroline’s comment, and how she automatically knew there was something between her and paige. was her feelings towards the older girl that obvious? did paige feel something towards her, too? she decides to drown out the thoughts by putting in her airpods, letting her mind wander elsewhere as she focuses in on unpacking.
only a week later is the first practice of the season. azzi steps into the open gym, eyes scanning her teammates she’s already began to bond with. caroline, her roommate and close friend, walks in with her, carrying her basketball bag over her shoulder.
“god, i’m nervous,” azzi tells carol, eyebrows drawn together. anxiety flutters in her lower stomach.
“you, of all people, have nothing to be nervous about. you’re probably one of the best players here,” caroline notes, giving a glance to the brunette next to her as she grips the strips of her bag.
azzi takes a deep breath, forcing a smile despite her nerves. “thanks, but i just want to make a good impression. new team, new coaches and all.”
“i get that,” caroline agrees, nodding, “i’m a bit nervous too.”
the two girls walk into the locker room, greeting the teammates already inside with friendly smiles and small talk. as azzi is tying on her basketball shoes, the door creaks open and in walks paige.
paige doesn’t hesitate to walk over to brunette, a grin playing at her lips. “hey az,” she says, tossing her own bag down.
“hi,” azzi replies softly as she pulls the knot of her shoe laces.
paige begins taking out her belongings, getting all situated and ready for practice. being in her sophomore year, she’s gotten used to how practices go.
“look, if coach says anything mean, just know it’s his way of showing his love. he’s gonna be tough, especially to the freshmen,” paige tells her.
azzi chuckles— she’s heard stories about geno and his teaching ways, so she’s mentally prepared herself for today and the next few years she’ll be playing here.
once they’re all ready, the team heads out to the court. paige leads the way, her energy infectious. she’s been ready to start up practices after the team lost in march— she blamed herself and was ready to prove she’s better than that.
as they start warming up, azzi stretches her limbs, feeling her body loosen. they move into practice shots, each player shooting from different positions and directions. azzi, being the sharpshooter she is, focuses on 3 pointers, considering that’s her strongest suit. she misses the first shot, but after wiping her mind of the nerves, she adjusts her feet and doesn’t miss again.
paige steals glances at azzi’s shooting, in awe of how talented she continues to be. the blonde knew she was good back in USA basketball, so it’s no surprise she’s only gotten better throughout the years.
nika lingers beside paige, focusing on her own shooting. paige leans over, “isn’t she good?”
nika lets out an annoyed sigh, “yes, paige, she’s good. but i already knew that, since you forced us to watch her highlights many times.”
paige laughs at the memory. “no regrets,” she says.
as practice continues, the gym buzzes with energy, but also echoes from coach auriemma’s shouts. azzi finds her groove, hitting shot after shot from beyond the arc. each swish of the net builds her confidence, and she can feel the weight of her nerves lifting with every successful attempt. she earns a pleased look from coach— him raising his eyebrows, nodding his head at her performance.
paige continues to glance at her friend, a mix of admiration and pride shining in her eyes. she can’t help but smile, remembering how much she begged azzi to come to uconn. azzi would groan, complain and say she was still weighing her options. paige never gave up though, and clearly, it worked in her favor.
in the midst of shooting, azzi catches paige staring at her. for a minute, their eyes lock, just observing the other. the younger girl tilts her head, hands on her hips, offering a soft smirk. there’s a spark of connection in the brief moment, and paige feels her pulse quicken.
paige mimics azzi’s gesture, putting her own hands on her hips, raising her eyebrows for a second. azzi bites her lip, trying to suppress her growing grin. she responds with throwing paige a teasing wink and going back to her drills.
the blonde’s lips part— she feels a blush creep up her neck as she’s flustered by azzi’s doing. she shakes it head, attempting to get her out of her mind. but, no surprise, it doesn’t work. when has it ever worked?
the first practice of the season wraps up, and azzi indeed makes a good impression. not only did she consistently hit her shots, but her quick decision-making and teamwork caught the eyes of both the coaches and her teammates. they exchange impressed glances, murmuring about her obvious skills and how seamlessly she integrated into the drills. it was clear that she wasn’t just another player; she brought a new level of intensity and talent that energized the entire team, setting a promising tone for the season ahead.
as each player of the team gather their things and head to the locker room, nika suggests, “you guys wanna come to our dorm later?” she points to aaliyah, another sophomore and also her roommate. “we could use a little team bonding, getting to know the freshies.”
the other teammates nod in agreement, already radiating excitement. azzi feels a sudden warm glow of acceptance as they start making plans, knowing she’s found her place among them. she soon agrees as well, along with paige.
azzi glances back at the older girl, saying a momentary goodbye, before heading off to her and caroline’s dorm. she spends her evening chatting up with carol, sharing laughs and stories. she showers, leaving her wet curls loose, framing her face. she dresses comfortably in a uconn hoodie paired with black sweatpants.
while she’s silently scrolling on her phone, caroline doing the same on her own bed, a text messages appears at the top of her screen. it’s nika, texting in the team group chat. she opens the message: u guys comin?
a smile spreads across azzi’s face as she types a quick response, sharing her and carol will be there soon. she looks over at her friend and raises an eyebrow. “leave in five?”
“good with me,” she nods, quickly returning to her phone.
the five minutes past as if it were one. azzi pulls herself to her feet, letting out a gentle sigh. although she’s excited to hang out with her friends, she’s worn out from practice hours prior and just wants to sleep it off.
she replaces her hoodie with a comfortable but pleasing tank top, showing off a little bit of skin. caroline notices, scoffing to herself. “don’t i know who that’s for,” caroline remarks.
“oh, shut up,” azzi rolls her eyes.
the two girls make their way to nika and aaliyah’s dorm, the hallway buzzing with life as they pass other students.
they approach the door, caroline goes to knock, but it swings open, revealing a very smiley nika. “hey guys!”
“hey,” carol replies. azzi offers a cheeky smile and a small wave.
nika steps aside, allowing them to enter the cozy dorm filled with chatter and laughter. the atmosphere is lively, and azzi feels her spirits lift as she takes in the scene. she looks around the room, spotting aubrey and a few others gathered on the couch, engaging in a conversation.
as caroline and azzi weave through their friends, she suddenly catches sight of paige, who’s laughing heartily at something olivia had said. she meets azzi’s gaze and instantly stands, making her way over to the younger girl.
“hey az!”
azzi smiles, pleased that paige joined her. “how’s it goin’?”
“not too bad, now that you’re here,” she smirks, her arm finding its way around her shoulders, pulling her in close.
“stop,” azzi murmurs, clearly flustered at paige’s response.
paige chuckles quietly, pleased with herself— she loves catching azzi off guard, making her cheeks turn pink. she leans in, lips brushing her ear, “i’m only telling the truth. you’re my favorite person here,” she whispers, then dares to kiss right below her ear.
“paige..” azzi trails off, tilting her head towards the older girl.
paige smirks, loving how riled up azzi is getting. she goes a step further by saying, “i like your top. you look good.” she tugs at the bottom of her tank top, mischief swirling in her eyes.
the pink in azzi’s cheeks become more noticeable. “thanks,” she manages to breath out.
just as paige opens her mouth to add onto their conversation, aaliyah speaks up, her voice echoing, “i think a game of truth or dare is in order. y’know, to get to know each other better.”
“i’m in,” each teammate agrees in unison, nodding their heads. paige takes her hand off azzi, dragging her attention off her, too. the two agree, going to take a seat with the rest of their friends. of course, paige plops right next to the brunette, their thighs slightly touching.
“caroline, truth or dare?” olivia asks.
caroline thinks for a second, “truth.”
“where’s the craziest place you’ve had sex?”
“not really that crazy, but in the back of my boyfriend’s car,” caroline replies.
“been there, done that,” nika grins.
the group laughs, not surprised by nika’s commentary. aaliyah turns to azzi, “azzi, truth or dare?”
azzi purses her lips, thinking. “truth.”
“lame,” she swears she hears paige mutter, but chooses to ignore it.
“describe your first kiss and rate it on a scale of 1-10.”
azzi freezes for a moment, not really expecting that type of question. she shifts in her spot, extremely aware of paige next to her, looking at her with curious, knowing eyes. a small smirk lingers on her lips.
“it was really earlier in the morning, and i had previously met up with this guy i thought i liked, which ended horribly, so i was crying. my, um, friend—“ she throws the quickest glance to paige— “was there, and she comforted me and whatnot. anyway, she was saying really nice things to me and i just kissed her. got carried away, i guess,” she laughs awkwardly.
“that’s so cute!” aaliyah coos, her hand dramatically at her chest. “what’s your rating?”
azzi tilts her head to the side, a cocky smirk playing on her full lips. “i’d give it like a six.”
she can practically feel paige’s glare. the girls move onto the next person, asking her a question, yet paige and azzi’s attentions are solely focused on each other.
“are you kidding, a six?” paige whispers, only loud enough for azzi to hear.
azzi shrugs, her teasing grin making paige more aggravated.
“i can do better than a six,” paige insists, still keeping her voice low so the others don’t hear.
azzi leans close, whispering in paige’s ear, “prove it.”
paige’s breath catches in her throat, the challenge hanging in the air. she lifts an eyebrow, her irritation shifting into something more playful. “give me a time and place.”
azzi bites her lip, not entirely surprised at paige’s teasing demeanor. “yeah, you wish.”
yeah, i do, paige wants to say, but holds herself back. she turns her attention back on the end, already wishing she could go back to her dorm, hoping to get some sleep. although her mind consumed with thoughts revolving azzi tells her she’s probably not getting much.
first game of the season and azzi hasn’t felt more nervous in her life. the stadium is packed with screaming fans and families of the team, the buzz of excited chatter vibrating through the air as she stands at the edge of the corner, in her uconn #35 jersey. she glances around at her teammates, each one radiating confidence having done with game before, but the weight of expectations presses heavily on her.
paige naturally knows azzi is stressed, regardless of her calm expression. she grabs her arm, causing azzi to stop in her tracks. “you’ll do great, az,” she nods, reassuring the younger girl.
azzi nods back, grateful she has paige by her side. the blonde gives azzi a gentle squeeze on her arm, before the starting five takes the court.
before azzi knows it, the whistle blows, and the ball is throw up into the air. she takes a deep breath, trying to steady her erratic heartbeat. paige gets the first hands on the ball, beginning to dribble it down the court. the minute she throws it to azzi who starts off the game with hitting an impressive 3 pointer, the freshman feels a rush of adrenaline and lets her confidence cloud any nerves.
midway through the third quarter, azzi’s earned herself a total of 15 points so far. paige has 17, and continues to rack up more assists.
olivia bounces it to paige— she catches it smoothly, scanning the court for an opening. azzi positions herself, ready to receive another pass. but just as paige makes her move, an opposing player charges in, trying to steal the basketball. in a split second, paige pivots, dodging the defender with a quick feint.
however, the opposing player’s momentum sends her crashing into paige, who stumbles back, crashing to the floor. azzi watches as paige hits the ground hard, the breath knocked out of her.
azzi jogs over— trying her best not to make her concern so obvious for everyone to see— to paige who continues to lay on the ground, pain etched across her face.
“paige, you okay?” she asks, voiced laced with concern for her friend. she leans over who, eyebrows drawn down.
paige winces but manages a weak smile. “only that would happen to me first game,” she jokes, trying to lighten the mood.
“seriously, do you need help getting up?” azzi questions.
paige figures she could use the help, so she nods; with azzi’s support, she pushes herself up. azzi keeps a firm grip on her arm, steadying her as she rises. “i’m all good, az,” paige assures her, though her breath is still slightly shaky.
the whistle blows and the game pauses briefly as coach auriemma checks on paige. azzi lingers nearby, her heart racing from both the intensity of the game and paige’s close call.
paige shakes off any pain, focusing back onto the game. “you scared me for a second,” azzi admits softly.
the corners of paige’s lips quirk up, “aw, you worried about me?”
azzi rolls her eyes at paige’s snarky comment, pushing her shoulder. as the game resumes, she positions herself to receive the ball again, ready to finish off the remaining minutes.
paige’s competitive spirit flares as she focuses on the game. the clock ticks down, and azzi, fueled by adrenaline, makes a swift move, adding onto the score— which is already high enough as is— at the final second. the buzzer goes off, indicating the end of the game. the crowd erupts into chants and cheers, calling the players names, dying for their attention.
the five on the floor, along with the bench, line up, going to high five the opposing team. after showing respect, the uconn team heads back into the locker room, where the atmosphere is electric with pride, soaking in their first win. paige, still buzzing from the game, turns to azzi with wide eyes.
“how are you so fucking good?” paige shakes her head, her brain rewinding all the buckets azzi had made today. her countless jumpers, impressive 3 pointers, easy layups.
“i should be asking you that,” azzi smiles as she packs up her basketball gear.
paige scoffs, playfully rolling her blue eyes.
as the players are getting ready to head out, olivia leans against the wall, “y’all wanna hit up ted’s later? around 8? to y’know, celebrate the win.”
“just say you want to drink,” nika remarks.
“fine— i want a damn drink. anyone else?” olivia admits.
the girls agree, nodding enthusiastically. after a long day, they could definitely use a little winding down.
making their way out of the room, paige grabs azzi’s arm, dragging her backwards. “wanna go to my dorm?”
azzi purses her lips, “and do what?”
“i don’t know, just chill? i wanna hang out with you,” paige whines.
“you’re such a sap,” azzi giggles but lets paige take her away to her room. she quickly shoots caroline a text, saying she’s going over paige’s before they all head to the bar.
paige lets the arm on azzi’s fall to her hand, holding it but not quite intertwining their fingers. as they reach the door, the older girl turns the key and opens the door, pulling azzi in by her hand.
unexpectedly, paige doesn’t stop pulling the brunette until their bodies are against each other’s, flopping on the bed together.
paige wraps her arms around her frame, squeezing her tightly like she’s done so many times before.
“what’s this for?” azzi asks, voice coming out muffled as she’s nuzzled against paige’s neck.
“i’m just happy to be playing with you again. i’ve missed it,” she murmurs.
azzi’s fingers grip paige’s jersey, lips barely an inch away from the skin on her neck. she knew how paige loves neck kisses, all she wanted to do was—
“az?”
she looks up, eyes twinkling, “yeah?”
“what are you thinking about?”
azzi opens her lips, as if she’s about to speak. when she doesn’t find the words, she closes her mouth, but eventually says, “nothing.. i don’t know,” she nuzzles deeper into paige, “you. everything you are.”
paige stills. “what do you mean?”
“just.. the type of person you are. the way you play, how you support everyone, being kind even when you have no right to be. you’re just so.. everything. you’re everything,” she admits, her voice low as she grips paige’s shirt harder, “there’s not one thing i don’t like about you.”
paige feels her breath hitch, her heart racing at an abnormal rate. she leans back enough to search azzi’s dark eyes, a mix of surprise and vulnerability reflected back at her. without thinking— similar to the past times like this— paige closes their distance and starts showering azzi with kisses all over her cheeks and forehead.
azzi chuckles, her other hand coming up to rest on paige’s back. she squirms under the affection, but paige only continues, planting slower kisses on her temples and nose, reveling in the warmth of the moment. she dares to let her lips trail down her jawline, sucking ever so slightly, before moving to azzi’s neck. she connects her soft lips to every inch of her skin, expressing her way of appreciation towards the younger girl’s words. god, did she love her.
“az…” a kiss, “i..” another sloppy kiss, “fucking..” another, “love..” yet another, “you.”
azzi’s eyes widen slightly, surprise flooding her features. she bites her lips, trying to suppress a grin. “oh, stop it,” she giggles, clearly not taking paige’s words seriously. paige doesn’t love her like that— the way azzi loves her. she can’t, can she?
paige pulls back, a pang of hurt spreading through her chest. it’s no shocker azzi doesn’t say it back, let alone take her seriously. even though she means every last word.
the duo change out of their game gear and into cozier clothing. they settle into paige’s bed, propping themselves up with pillows. they decide on a movie— a romcom, how fitting— to watch before heading out. azzi, being the type of girl she is, quickly falls asleep against paige’s shoulder, not lasting five minutes once the movie began. paige takes the time to observe azzi’s natural beauty; her soft lips that she desperately misses, her curls pulled back into braids, her peaceful expression. she plops a long kiss to her forehead before returning her attention to the movie, letting the freshman get her much needed rest.
after the movie ends, paige picks up her phone checking the time— nearly 8:15 in the afternoon. she gently shakes azzi until her eyelids start to flutter open.
“time to get up,” paige whispers.
“why?” azzi mumbles, still half asleep. she rolls over, snuggling deeper in the blanket.
“we said we’d go to ted’s,” she says, “they’re probably already there.”
azzi groans, rubbing her sleepy eyes. reluctantly, she drags herself out of paige’s bed, walking straight to her closet. azzi borrows a white tank top from the older’s girl clothing, paired with black sweatpants she had previously changed into. paige keeps her outfit the same— a uconn hoodie with similar sweatpants. however, she makes sure to clip on the silver cross necklace azzi had gotten her for her 19th birthday, when she turned away.
they head out of the dorm, making their way towards the front doors. the night air cool against their skin, a mix of energy and thrill buzzing between them. paige can’t help but steal short glances at azzi, dragging her eyes over her outfit of choice that does her good in all the right areas.
walking into the bar, the pair scans the crowd in search of the familiar faces belonging to their teammates. the lively atmosphere hits them— a swirl of laughter, music and the clicking of glasses.
“paige! azzi!” nika’s voice cuts through the ongoing conversations around them, calling them over.
they make their way towards their table, eyeing a cluster of their teammates, drinks in hand and animatedly chatting. they greet their friends with warm smiles and playful banter as they settle in empty chairs, right next to each other. the table orders another round of shots; each player takes one, feeling the burn down their throat.
after a few minutes of easy conversation and more shots, azzi leans in closer to paige, her voice barely audible over the loud music. “wanna get another drink?”
“hell yeah,” paige nods. she places her hand on azzi’s lower back, guiding her through the dancing crowd.
“can i please have a dirty shirley temple?” paige politely asks the bartender, leaning against the counter slightly.
azzi does the same, but turns to face paige. “i’ll have the same.”
the bartender nods, throwing the towel over his shoulder and reaching for two clean glasses. paige catches azzi’s gaze, “what?”
azzi smirks, feeling a little tipsy by this point. “you’re really pretty, you know that?”
paige feels her cheeks heat at the compliment, both surprise and flattery washing over her. “you are, az. you’re the one turning heads tonight.”
azzi laughs softly, the sound warm and inviting. “not like i care,” she raises her eyebrows.
“why is that?” paige tilts her head.
azzi’s eyes rack over paige’s frame, taking in every inch of her, “just not interested in anyone.”
paige hums, trying to hide for disappointment. a minute later they gather their drinks, thanking the bartender. azzi leans in, her lips brushing paige’s ear, “unless you wanna change my mind?”
paige stills, her heart racing at the challenge in azzi’s voice. she grips the brunette’s free hand with her own, dragging her back to their table in the far corner. she positions herself against the wall, azzi right in front of her. she takes a long sip of her shirley, before setting it down on the table beside her.
paige searches azzi’s eyes as azzi follows her movements, taking a drink from her own. the blonde takes a breath, the air thick with anticipation and tension. she leans forward, her voice low, “maybe i will.”
azzi meets her gaze, a teasing smile playing at her lips. “and how would you do that?”
the words hang in the air, charged with possibility. paige remains quiet, eyes exploring azzi’s frame. her gaze roams over her chest, the slight cleavage showing and her tanned stomach.
“why so quiet, paige? did i—“
“stop talking,” paige states before closing the gap between them, connecting their lips in a deliberate, firm kiss. god, did she miss the feel of azzi’s lips on hers.
azzi wraps her arm around her waist, pulling the older girl closer. paige groans into her mouth— azzi responds almost instinctively, deepening the kiss and adding her tongue in the mix.
“god, az,” paige whimpers, pulling azzi impossibly closer. she feels the alcohol coursing through her veins, although this kiss— for her, atleast— has nothing to do with being a little drunk.
azzi hums against her lips, tugging her ponytail gently. she pulls back, disconnecting their lips, but still close enough so their foreheads are touching.
“hey, remember that one time you rated our kiss a six?” paige says, smiling.
azzi lets out an airy laugh, the corners of her lips rising, “yeah.”
“would you say this one was better?”
azzi grips the blonde’s arm, “maybe like an eight.”
paige’s lips gap, “oh, fuck you,” her voice full of sarcasm, pushing azzi’s face gently away.
azzi chuckles, removing her touch from the older girl. paige rolls her eyes but can’t suppress her nagging grin. they linger in the moment, the tension still crackling in the air. as if a switch flipped, the mood shifts.
“okay.. let’s not make this weird,” azzi says, stepping back and crossing her arms over her chest.
paige masks her disappointment with a nod. “right, we’re drunk— we’ll probably forget it tomorrow.”
azzi forces a smile, her cheeks still flushed from their kiss. they resume their casual banter, but an unspoken understanding lingers around them. the thrill of the moment dances around them, even as they act like nothing has changed.
azzi chats with nika, growing farther and farther from the blonde. but paige’s mind still remains with azzi as she watches her interact with others. she tries to fool herself by repeating over and over she’ll forget their kiss by tomorrow, but she knows she won’t ever forget— she can’t.
#azzi fudd#paige bueckers#pazzi#uconn wbb#paige x azzi#basketball#uconn huskies#fanfic#nika muhl#fan fiction
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Snips and Skyguy. 💔💔😭
No single line has ever wrecked me as hard as this one from the Good Place and I think about it constantly
#the good place#the way this kills me because it literally feels like Anakin and Ahsoka’s relationship#💔😭😭💔#how do you get over that?#like yeah. great. he changed at the end.#but not for me.#he cared about me. but does it ultimately matter when it was never enough?#I’ve made myself sad now. great. 😓🥲#Star Wars#anakin skywalker#ahsoka tano#snips and skyguy#anakin skywalker critical#pro jedi#jedi#darth vader#i would kill to have this trauma acknowledged in the ahsoka show#will it happen? of course not. 🙃🙃🙃
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Just discovered the term les4les. Are we really trying to make biphobia cool again
#it was on a blog with sapphic in the username too 🙃 but les4les in their about and tagged on every one of their posts#like you realize sapphic includes bisexual women right?#went to the tag just to make sure i wasnt insane and half the posts were also tagged with wlw#like you realize that ALSO includes bisexual women right??#some dumbass was like 'the discourse around les4les is insane how come we cant say that but bisexuals can talk about#how they wont ever date women' like ??? where are all these mythical bisexual women who hate dating women#someone else was bragging about being gold star#what the hell is happening. is this 2014? we're returning to 'women who date/have dated men are tainted by them' discourse#but this time asking people to pretend its not hateful#and also reappropriating all the terms we created specifically to build community between lesbians and bi/pan women?#(bc of course none of them even acknowledged the existence of pansexuality as a label either)#first blog was also like 'i need butch mutuals 🥺 why do no butches follow me 🥺'#well idk about any other butches but IM not going to follow anyone whos biphobic to my friends and partners#and as someone who identified as 'old fashioned' they should EXPECT me to protect my femmes anyway right?#anyway. probably shouldnt even bother posting this but that was such a stupid thing to wake up to#rambling
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#feeling the special boredom that comes with a depressive episode 🙃#of course itd happen right when I start a new job too#i just want to lay in bed for a week or two. please
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#why is it that every time something b*byg*te related happens..#people come out of the woodwork to let us all know how they’re not fans anymore#and how much they DONT CARE haven't cared in ages..#then show just how much they DONT CARE by answering 253 asks and writing a fucking thesis..#talking trash about louis and his sisters and his career#all of which they of course haven’t kept up with because they DONT CARE....#…except they absolutely have#🙃#embarrassing..#.
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Not direct deposit messing up while I'm out of town for the next week, trapping my replacement paycheck almost 3 hours away from where I am🙃🙃🙃
#i've been working at this place for a bit over a year and this shit never happened#but of course the minute i go out of town for a significant amount of time they're like 'direct deposit broke come get your paper check!'#like thanks bruh#this is absolutely not helpful to me but thanks anyway#don't think i mentionned it but there was also a fuckup with my loans and grants for college so instead of getting them on the 20th decembe#i'm getting them on the 8th of january 🙃#like it's a thing to be broke af because of your own choices and actions#but being broke af because everyone around you is incompetent...that has got to be its own circle of hell#anyway i'm at mom's house so i don't really need to pay for much so it could be worst but like..fuck man this still sucks so bad
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they were cowards for not letting sam stay darkside after lucifer rising. he didn’t need to go full on bad but just bad enough that he’s a little bit of an antagonist all through s5. you know like those hero/villain relationships where they love each other (obviously in this case PLATONICALLY) even as they’re trying to defeat each other? the scene where sam takes back control and jumps into the pit would have hit so much harder if that was the case!
#ughhh noooo i am having ideas here. like i want to write this!#and it could EASILY be a sequel to my fic im writing now#of course this is happening 🙃#fic ideas#jenna.post
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😵😵😵😵
#went to the toilet at my layover and when i got back to the gate and took my phone out (was in coat pocket draped over carry on)#giant spiderweb of cracks across the bottom half#no clue what happened#and of course 1) i don't use a screen protector and 2) nowhere in the airport sells them#and i my second flight lands at like 1045 pm so chances of buying on tonight are basically nonexistent#🙃 and i now have to either figure out how to get the screen replaced or order a new phone once i get home#randomness
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Today was the starting of semester 2 and I didn't go simply because it was raining. Well, quite heavily.
#and it's also election day today wouldn't get a single damn bus if i go out#anyways. i have sociology as interdisciplinary course this semester#and idk what tf will happen but at least I'll go buy books#luna blabs ☕#college rants🙃👍🏻
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there are no guides on the internet for "how to reduce irritating sensations from an organ that actually got medically incinerated quite a while ago and is, in fact, no longer residing in your body". and I think this is evil.
#.txt#doubly evil because the last times this happened in a protracted way such as this...#it was sepsis! 🥳. I feel fine this time at least at present but. hm.#that's not a good indicator. last time(s) it was 'I feel fine just a bit sleepier than normal'#and then within the course of a single day it went to 'fever so high I had rigors and was immediately hospitalized'#and I feel fine! but I am incredibly tired and have been sleeping much more at night than usual.#but there's no point to me to getting checked out because I'm so fine right now#🙃
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Mike Logan initially appeared on Law & Order from the show's pilot episode. He appeared in every episode beginning with the first season in 1990 until Noth's dismissal from the series in 1995. After appearing in the franchise telemovie Exiled, the character then guest-starred in the Law & Order: Criminal Intent season-four episode "Stress Position". Logan subsequently became a regular on Criminal Intent, starting with the first episode of season five, "Grow", which originally aired on September 25, 2005. Logan then left the series in the 21st episode of season seven, "Last Rites", which originally aired on August 17, 2008.
#law & order#law and order#law and order og#mygif#logif#mike logan#detective mike logan#chris noth#userdundun#LISTEN.#this started out as a tribute to his bangs#and coloring this show is a pain in my ass#so i was playing around with gradients#and of course found the bi one bc same#and then this happened lmao#i'm calling it bangin bisexual#get it#🙃🙃
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Went into the dcraig tag, saw someone say he couldn't act and immediately remembered why I don't scroll through the tag.
#ready to set fire to something now 🙃#of course this would happen when i'm pms-ing so i'm Extra Annoyed#twenty whole seconds!#that's how long i lasted in the tag this time!#a record since glass onion
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The driveway at work (long, a little winding, at the base of the damn mountains) was so icy and snowy on the way down tonight that our head of facilities asked me to stop and wait so I wouldn’t hit the car in front of me… and then two of my coworkers came down and crashed into me and each other while she had me waiting 😂
Me: turned in my Subaru for a Ford two months ago
Me today, truck scratched up by two Subarus: GODDAMN SUBARUS, YOU HURT MY BEAUTIFUL FORD 🦅🦅🦅😩😩😩🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸!!!
#my poor beautiful beast Skaði The Truck 😭😭😭 they cracked her tailgate a little and scuffed her up#barely noticeable but 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 my perfect truuuuuuck#and of course it’s in a blizzard so the cops couldn’t come and it’s all too minor for insurance to pay for 😤🙃🫠#none of this would have happened if the head of a certain department wasn’t an egomaniac who fired our plow guy AT CHRISTMAS
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I always know which songs are gonna be underrated/slandered on an album because they're my favorite song(s) 🙃
#i swear every time I watch a reaction video to an album#my favorite songs are always the ones that are either deemed skips or not very good/the best or could've been taken off the album#I watched a reaction video to 5sos's SGFG my favorite 5sos album and the guy said that airplanes and san francisco were the weakest songs#on the album and I was just there like ''...of course it's my favorite songs you're saying that about when you loved every other song😑🙃''#and then I realized it really was a pattern because the same thing happened with emotions on 5sos5 and lover of mine on CALM#graceland too on phoebe bridgers' punisher is another example#THANKFULLY no slander for new years day when my boy HTHAZE did his rep reaction I would have LOST IT#he did slander call it what you want tho so#among other songs and albums but my point is that if a song is my favorite 9 times out of 10 it will be an underrated and/or slandered song#and that has really started to bug me a lot#abby's just rambling don't mind her#abby fully admits she's an idiot
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I keep meaning to draw more Willow Mist Bab but I am. So busy fr.
#didnt realize my big animation project was due today so 🙃. but most of the class didnt get it done so its ok#thats literally most of what ive been doing today. other than ordering altrverse of course#ive just been thinking about wm bab before bed for like a week now. several weeks probably#i think theyre oh so silly and cute. i want horrible things to happen to them
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Reported my coworker who thinks we're friends to hr today. Anyway
#went in to ask my boss if he could basically reprimand them. ended up staying 2 hours late. boss is taking it v seriously and reporting it#also stayed so late that an event started happening near work so on my walk to my car i got catcalled by some stupid middle aged man#he was like 'i like your hair' and i was NOT in the mood and this fucking boring man had no good intents so i just kept walking#so of course he shouts that I'm a bitch who should learn to take a compliment. and i yelled back 'oh fuck you bitch'#i genuinely should try harder to avoid getting shot in this town 🙃🙃🙃 but fuck dude. fuck.
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