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one thing i don't think people w/o bipolar specifically Get is like. i can never just feel good. if i feel good then my hackles are raised because the line between "i'm doing lots of things, healthily, because i feel good" and "i'm doing lots of things because i feel good but i'm actually just on the upswing to mania" is atrociously thin and i never Know. and it sucks
#.txt#like i genuinely cant tell atm. i wouldn't be surprised if i'm on an upswing#because i was sick recently and ran so many fevers that it deffo fucked my lithium levels#but for now i'm still sleeping. it's harder to fall asleep and i fall asleep much later but i AM sleeping#its just devastating to like. make some positive changes in my life and be left wondering if itll all change when i'm coming back down#i hope im not manic this time i take my lithium pretty consistently :(#i hope i just feel good. i really do
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#slightly better probably#and maybe i could get qualified as a forensic psych#it was criminal minds btw
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Reblog and put in the tags if you can remember where you got the shirt you’re currently wearing.
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I think being afraid of becoming 25 can be combated by like literally hanging out w people of all age groups and realizing that they too have personalities and hopes and dreams and goals and life is not over for you at like 30
#me when ill be 25 this year and im generally the oldest in all my uni classes#but then last year there was an elderly woman in my māori culture class#and she started off super like. racist in the way people of her age tend to be#like. not to excuse it or anything but the whole 'when i was growing up' etc etc#and by the end of the semester she'd come a ridiculously long way#and it was really nice :) i helped her with computer stuff sometimes because she like#still wrote absolutely everything longhand type of deal. it was cool
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these are my 16 kids, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, rook, knight, bishop, queen, king, bishop, knight, and rook
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these are my 16 kids, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, rook, knight, bishop, queen, king, bishop, knight, and rook
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these are my 16 kids, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, pawn, rook, knight, bishop, queen, king, bishop, knight, and rook
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party rockers in their bed tonight. every body just have a good night
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trauma is not real i drink violently for unknowable reasons and my body shakes bc im powerful
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theres probably some drama happening in the communities feature on here that we cant even begin to imagine
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if i put this photo in monochrome and posted it to an edgy tumblr blog in 2014 with a misattributed dostoevsky quote in the caption it would've done NUMBERS
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the purpose of friends is to have people who unconditionally hate your shitty exes & relatives. like maybe YOU have a complex relationship with your father but i sure don't. i'm outside his house with a gun. he's not the unforgivable asshole who raised me he's just an unforgivable asshole
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the purpose of friends is to have people who unconditionally hate your shitty exes & relatives. like maybe YOU have a complex relationship with your father but i sure don't. i'm outside his house with a gun. he's not the unforgivable asshole who raised me he's just an unforgivable asshole
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the purpose of friends is to have people who unconditionally hate your shitty exes & relatives. like maybe YOU have a complex relationship with your father but i sure don't. i'm outside his house with a gun. he's not the unforgivable asshole who raised me he's just an unforgivable asshole
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