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I saw this and thought, âYo. What the absolute fuck are you talking about??!!â
If your heart is breaking just because of this meme, then maybe you should go ahead and swallow a fucking bandaid.
Please let me enlighten you about how shit happens. Some people are destined and some are not.
As an example, I have this coffee mug that is supposed to remind me that as a Scorpion, Iâm Brave, Focused and Balanced. I call bullshit and to further elucidate on the subject, you have no fucking clue.
Yes, Iâm brave enough to admit that Iâve got mental health issues and Iâm on a first name basis with ALL of my neuroses. Iâm focused enough to get through it somehow. Iâm also balanced enough to have my manic phases and not to let the world know that Iâm having suicidal ideations. Oh, yeah. That just touches you and you feel like some kind of way about it.
Itâs not because of my childhood traumas, nope. That shit I can deal with and have. Itâs more of my adult life and the traumas Iâve experienced.
During my years going to school, I knew I was not the one. I had crushes on several people but I knew that if I bought them a Rolex, they wouldnât give me the time of day. Same thing happened in high school, but 40+ years later, I still have my heart broken for one guy. As a Taurus, he feels that me having feelings for him is inconceivable and he screams, âIâm not GAY!!â Dude. I never wanted sex. Never. To this day, he still believes that two men just holding each other in an embrace is an abomination.
Then along came my first boyfriend, a Leo. He did at one point did love me but it was always on his terms and if I didnât adhere to that then heâd just dump all over me. My 2nd boyfriend, Iâm not sure what sign of the zodiac he was but he was so good to me and if I hadnât moved, heâd be in my life. We went our separate ways. Then after him, years later I found myself ensconced in the arms of a Gemini who had literally chased after me. I let a year or so go by before I had a date with him.
This specific Gemini led me to believe that I was the only one. It was so much for me to actually move to FLA to be with him. It was good for a while. In the throes of passion, he slapped me on the ass. I spun around and almost clocked him. I said no to that. I said that I had been beaten by my parents and when they did it they were either drunk or clearly on their way to being sloshed. Theyâd be black out drunk and they wouldnât remember that they had beaten me for whatever imaginary reason.
My 3rd boyfriend and I were going well in our relationship but I learned that he had personal hygiene issues. Heâd wear the same clothes for I donât know how long and he wouldnât even brush his teeth. It then turned into a nightmare. He was away for about a month before he dumped me.
The back story is that he wanted me to be both Ozzie and Harriet. I was to go to work and bring home the bacon and the instant I got home, I was to put on my Harriet bonnet and start cooking dinner because he was hungry. I had barely enough time to take off my suit and tie before he started to say shit. I had to apologize to him because being on SSDI and home doing absolutely nothing, I needed to genuflect for being allowed to be in that space with him. Anyway, he was gone and on vacation. I was struggling to pay all the bills for the household. I apparently didnât pay the cable bill for whatever reason. So now he had been home for a week or so by now and then in the middle of The Sopranos season finale, the cable got shut off. I clearly remember him calling the cable company and paying the bill. I thought it was just a bump in the road and weâd move on from that now. WRONG!!!
Two days later he came to me and told me that we were done. He granted me permission to stay in the house and save money so I could get the fuck out of his life and never to return. I learned later that I was the cause for all of his pain and suffering. Excuse me?!?! I could not have plotted against him to the point where he had to get a pacemaker for his atrial fibrillation. I didnât know that I had that kind of power over him.
This was back in 2002. I moved back home to be closer to my mother who had just retired. When she passed, I moved again to The ATX.
A few other things happened during that time period and my best friend had then moved to The ATX to be with me. After 38 years of being friends, we got married and then more shit happened. He too had passed but we had 43 years together in the end.
Today itâs 2024 and Iâve been alone since. My husband and I truly loved each other but we both agreed not to consummate our relationship. He was too much and I am a prude. Heâd open up the store and give the goods away. Me, I need more time before I would wear my ankles for earrings.
So between 2002 and now, Iâve had a dalliance but Iâve been alone. Iâve told people that if their former partner is in need of help or a hug, they could let me know. I was greeted with, âThey donât have any desireâŚâ I had to reiterate that if that person was in need, Iâd be more than happy but I have no desire or need for that. UhâŚapparently they hadnât heard lyricsâŚâIâd do anything for love but I wonât do that.â Boundaries motherfucker.
Yâall need to get a grip and stop trying to make shit happen. If was destined to become reality, then let it happen organically and donât force it. Recently I told someone that I had feelings and that after 20 years of hiding them from the world, I could feel them. As usual it ends in disaster and disappointment and thatâs all on me. So please donât. Iâm going to die alone and Iâm okay with that.
#dear diary#no your not the only one#i wrote this for me#inside my mind#my words#ramblings#my writing#pity party#bipolar depression#lgbtq#shut the fuck up#who gives a fuck#who are you#who cares#canât write#stop whining#stop writing#i donât care#just another stupid post#no one cares#no one asked#no one will read this#drop dead punk#why torture us#whine whine whine#boo hoo
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Prompt 331
Demon twins? Demon twins.Â
Damian? Good at the assassin side of things, at least for a four year old, but Danyal? Heâs okay, but heâs far better at things like poisons and bookkeeping. Which is honestly? Okay. Theyâre the League of Shadows, and sure a majority of the members are assassins, but itâs definitely not all there are. So? Danyal starts getting medical training.Â
Not to say that either of the boys donât know their fair share of violence and healing- itâs just better to let them play to their strengths. One doesnât keep a league over centuries if they just have one type of warrior, or even just warriors. A variety is needed.Â
So one gets trained more towards the business side of things. Damian may be better at wielding the weapons and killing- even if neither have had their first kill quite yet- but Danyal shows far more proficiency at acting, at masking who he is and gathering information.Â
Damian, when heâs first sent to their Father, doesnât mention his twin. Not because heâs jealous or hates him or anything like that. You just donât talk about someone in an undercover mission in the League, and itâs not something he realizes isnât a rule everywhere.Â
Needless to say, the Bats have more than a mild freakout the first time Damian mentions a twin who will be coming to the manor now that his mission is over.Â
#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Demon Twins#Danny was undercover in Amity not for the ectoplasm but for the weapons the Fentons made#Mostly in concern about what it could do to the environment & the earth#The League of Assassins are the most violent âI Speak For The Treesâ not-so-hippie group ever#Why yes Danny & Damian have talked but itâs more like sending messages of âAre you alrightâ âYes are youâ âYesâ#Danny is better at masking than Damian & better at getting information that isnât through torture#Yes he chooses to be an annoying punny lil shit on purpose for his own amusement#Danny: Brother I have acquired a ghost dog- we must shut down the company who put down the puppy#Sam & Tucker: Dude I think you were in a cult#Danny: Agree to disagree to two people who have in fact started cults themselves#Yes he's been undercover for a couple years & yes he uses the fact he knows medical care to get further information#People don't like silence and will chatter while you bandage their ecto burns#Danny sends Dani to the League instead of around the world#Talia is delighted to have a daughter#Vlad does not live long after that & becomes a full ghost
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(DCXDP) The obligations of a rogue versus those of a parent (Pt. 5)
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Tw: torture scene (GiW agent receiving), general angst, canon-typical violence (DC), nobody is having a good time
Will be crossposted to AO3 eventually
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It was pretty easy for Danny to forget that Dr. Crane was a rogue at times.
Most of the time he wasnât comically evil, like what heâd expect of a Gotham rogue. He was helping Danny, even if only because he didnât want to be taken in by the GiW as well. He was even downright nice most of the time, or at least neutral.
Sure, he had a strange obsession with fear and psychology, but that wasnât really out of the ordinary for Danny. It didnât feel like living with a rogue, just likeâŚstaying with a distant relative, or something.
He seemed like just an ordinary person.
Today, though, Danny was brought back to reality.
The GiW agent theyâd tracked down together writhed on the ground, screaming in pain and terror. Scarecrow was sat a few feet away, setting up a syringe of the antidote heâd made.
After a few more moments, he injected the man with the antidote, watching him like a hawk the entire time.
Suddenly, the man surged forward, lunging at Scarecrow with a feral scream.
Unluckily for him, though, he was still weak from the fear toxin in his system, and from the beatings heâd received prior. Scarecrow easily wrestled him to the ground, settling himself on the broad part of the agentâs back with a vice grip on one of his arms.
âLetâs try again,â he said sharply, all of the warmth Danny had grown used to gone from his voice. âWhere is the GiW base of operations?â
The agent took several shuddering breaths before spitting at Scarecrow, defiance and hatred written all over his face.
For just a moment, the room was utterly silent.
âFine, have it your way.â
Scarecrow began to twist the manâs arm further. It wasnât long before the agent began to squirm, then writhe, beneath him. Dannyâs stomach churned.
âYou know,â Scarecrow began, almost conversationally, âthere are plenty of jobs that one can get without the use of their legs, especially with the level of education you have. Anything that doesnât involve hard labor, really.â
The manâs face was beginning to turn red in his struggle not to scream. He took in gasping breaths, the way that his mouth moved almost reminding Danny of a goldfish.
(He felt awful for the comparison, but it was true.)
âHowever,â Scarecrow continued, âI find youâd be rather hard-pressed to find a job without the use of your arms. Especially in a place like Gotham, where you can always be replaced by someone eager to do your job for even less money. Of course, you could most likely coast off of savings and severance pay for a while, butâŚâ
He leaned closer to the manâs head, his voice lowering.
âWould you be able to live like that? To live with yourself, if you no longer have a purpose?â
He allowed the agent a few seconds of rest before increasing the pressure on his arm. The agent gasped, letting out a strangled hiss. His arm bones were making fascinating noises in response to the strain. Danny felt sick.
âYou seem like a rather driven young man. Iâm sure your family would hate to see you unmotivated, directionless. Would they resent you, do you think?â
âFuck you, youââ
The man was cut off by his own scream as Scarecrow finally allowed his arm to break, audibly splintering into thousands of useless shards of bone.
He had the exact pressure memorized. Clearly, he had done this before.
This was wrong. This was wrong.
Shouldnât Danny step in, do something?
âThat wonât heal cleanly. Even with the best medical care in the world, youâll end up with permanent damage.â
The man below him wheezed and sobbed, choking on air as Scarecrow let go of his arm carelessly, letting it flop back onto the ground.
âJust the sort of thing something like you deserves,â Scarecrow hissed, his voice cold.
âYou tortured a child, and you enjoyed it. You laughed with your friends about it. In your notes, one of your friends complained about the screaming,â Scarecrow brought his leg around, grinding his boot into the manâs broken arm. He howled in agony, writhing uncontrollably.
âWas it inconvenient to him, do you think? Too loud? If you were joking about it, clearly you thought so, too. I could fix that as well.â
He drew out another needle, this one once again filled with fear toxin.
âScarecrow, wait,â Danny choked out.
Scarecrow turned to look at him.
Even his posture was different than usual. He looked⌠stiff, more like an animal than a man. When he tilted his head at Danny in a silent question, it looked like something in his neck had snapped, his head lolling to the side.
Danny wondered if he was consciously moving like that, or if it was habit at this point.
âYouâwe donât have to do this. We can get information some other way, right? You donât have toâŚâ
Danny looked down at the GiW agent below Scarecrow. He didnât even have it in him to glare up at Danny like he had before. Instead he laid limply on the ground, tremors rolling through his body uncontrollably.
âWeâve exhausted every other option and you know it,â Scarecrow said, his voice low, âthis is the only way we can move forward.â
âStill, IâI donât,â Danny swallowed, his throat tight, âthis isnâtâthis isnât right. Isnât there some other way to do this? Likeâa truth serum, or something?â
âTruth serums are notoriously unreliable. Theyâre almost as bad as lie detectors. Weâre much more likely to get a reliable result from this.â
Danny just stared at the GiW agent and his splintered, ruined arm. He began to weakly wriggle in Scarecrowâs grasp, which was graciously ignored.
He vaguely remembered himself doing the same thing when he was on the operating table; even if he knew there was no chance of escape, he still thrashed and screamed, desperate to get away. The jagged I-shaped incision on his torso felt uncomfortably warm.
What was there left to say?
âThe Bat does the same thing at times, you know,â Scarecrow said, âhim and the rest of his brood. By using my toxin, Iâm actually lessening the amount of permanent damage that Iâm doing. Physically.â
âStill, that doesnât make it right,â Danny said desperately. âEven ifâeven if everyone in the world did this, it wouldnât make it right.â
Scarecrow hummed.
They were both silent for a moment.
His next words were gentle, absurdly so when compared to the scene in front of him.
âI would love an alternative. ButâŚâ
He shrugged, hand coming to rest on the break in the GiW agentâs arm. Even without applying any pressure, the man stopped squirming immediately.
âThere arenât any other options,â Danny repeated, his voice flat and his body numb.
âYes,â Scarecrow said. âIâm sorry.â
There was a pause. No one moved a muscle. Eventually Scarecrow spoke again, his voice strangely empty.
âYou can stand outside and keep watch, if youâd like. At such a short distance their radars wonât pick us up.â
Danny said nothing, leaving the room silently.
He sat outside for quite a while.
He was grateful that Scarecrow had, with his help, dragged the agent to one of his previous hideouts. It was soundproofed, after all.
He was glad that he didnât have to hear the rest of what Scarecrow did to the man.
After what felt like an eternity, Dr. Crane left the building, joining him outside. He guided Danny back to his beat up old truck and they drove home in silence.
âDid you at leastâŚdo you know where they are, now?â Danny asked as they entered the apartment, his voice small.
âThey didnât share the details of all of their locations with any one person. I know where one of their locations are, but not their main base of operations.â
Danny felt disgusted. With himself, with Dr. Crane, with the GiW.
He was disgusted by the agent, too. Did he just hate the restless dead so much that he would prefer to be tortured than to give them the upper hand? Did he really think he was in the right?
Was there a chance that he was?
Danny felt very, very small, and very stupid. Stupid and weak and cowardly.
âDanny,â Dr. Crane spoke, his voice soft.
âIâm truly sorry that this is happening to you. I really, truly wish that you didnât have to endure my company. IâŚâ
He fell quiet. Danny wondered if he was just saying this to pacify him, or if he truly meant it. He wondered if it really mattered in the end.
After a few moments of silence, Dr. Crane sighed, looking truly pained.
âI donât know. Iâm sorry.â
Danny was quiet.
âIâm going to bed early,â he finally said, turning away and leaving without a second glance.
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#dcxdp#dc x dp#dp x dc#dpxdc#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp fic#liminal scarecrow#this kinda shit is how the fic got its name btw.#like yeah obviously itâs also in reference to the contrast between crane and dannyâs actual parents#but itâs also about doing what you need to survive vs what is best for the people dependent on you#tshirt that says I love moral quandaries I love when no matter what you do you lose I love torturing characters#Scarecrow: why isnât torturing everyone who wronged you healing this child. it worked for ME#meanwhile Danny is undergoing the torment nexus#and red hood is doing some doomguy shit#getting swarmed by GiW agents bc heâs one of the only ones showing up on the radar#Tucker voice Wow Mr red hood this is kinda fucked up. can I use the bat computer to hack the pentagon btw
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I feel like the root problem of american tankies' shallow ideals is redirected american exceptionalism. Internet and globalization has caused them to realize that that they're not in fact the best country in the world as school etc has told them. But instead of understanding that they have problems just like the rest of us (though tbf, their ability to cause other nations harm is unmatched) they now flipped to saying that the us must be the worst country in the entire world and the source of all evil. They cannot comprehend that non-americans are perfectly capable of doing the most heinous shit and thus assume that behind every war or conflict lies a us conspiracy and influence - because surely non-americans are just so innocent, naive and primitive and unlike americans lack the cunning to advance their political goals without help by the US. The fact that not only the US government but also its enemies can be vile at the same time and that sometimes they can even be on the good side is completely beyond them which is why they are never truly against imperialism, genocide or opression unless it is done by americans or their allies.
#tankies#leftism#uyghur genocide in china#russian invasion of ukraine#that's why these simpletons believe every enemy of the us government must automatically be good#or why war and torture and rape are ok when they happen to who they consider white because to them they are just extensions of americans#western european tankies suffer from the same deficiencies btw#vita.txt
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katniss: i accept the responsibility of the mockingjay
coin: yes, with gale as the perfect new love interest?
katniss:
#like maâam this is the first long distance sheâs ever done with peeta#why are you testing her mental state like that?? she just lost her soulmates sheâs in denial about to a tyrant using him#as a way to psychologically torture her cause his situationship left him bitter#itâs a delicate situation please be more cautious!!#katniss everdeen#alma coin#peeta mellark#gale hawthorne#thg#the hunger games#catching fire#mockingjay#suzanne collins
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Iâm curious as to why this wasnât discovered before now, but it feels like it belongs here
#itâs 6am though so my brain canât articulate why yet#vox (ram)#neutral#randomly accessed memories#never thought i'd use this tag again but#vox to alastor during the torture; don't turn me into a marketable plushie!!!#alastor;#hazbin hotel#vox#hazbin hotel vox#vox hazbin hotel#hazbin vox#vox hazbin#vox the tv demon
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Just a girl who wants to be her motherâs daughter in the ways that matter
#Such a tenacious go getter & the smartest woman ik#Has NEVER looked back at a man twice. Knows sheâs beautiful & that attention is guaranteed. Never desperate for male validation ever#The best fashion sense ik. Sheâs the epitome of classic & vintage#Doesnât gaf what others are doing / is always tunnel visioned on her own goals#A mega workaholic and like. Maybe Iâd rather balance but still sheâs still an overachiever#I feel im becoming more and more like her by the day but still I have some work to do#Need to be more focused & to stop entertaining little boys fr#I just want to move w the unshackling confidence & elegance she seems to emanate effortlessly#I swear that woman was born that way!!!! So unfair for the rest of us mortals#Why does no one talk about the psychological torture that comes w having a naturally gorgeous genius mother#Iâm dying over here I just wanna be like her but im pushing that boulder up the hill all the time#Meanwhile sheâs always just On#HOW#Just an eldest daughter having a crisis about her mother who is also#The eldest daughter out of her and her two brothers#I need to journal about this I need to meditate#How to manufacture the drive that your mother was simply endowed with at birth#Not even joking I just got off my internship and now im sitting on a swing under the late May sun having a crisis about this
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FAMINE: That's one deep, dark nothing you've got there, Dean.
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dean and his father. dean and his family. dean and how bad it is.
(via @closetoyou1970)
#spn#vid#mind the warnings on this one for real#woe! fruit of my rewatch be upon ye.#pallas calls this my 'deangirl coming out vid' which honestly. true. but those who paid attention know i've always been a deangirl.#also. after this no more deanwinchester rilo kiley amvs I Pwomise#anyway. i'm not gonna give a full commentary here but a big reason why i chose this song is that the narrator#is essentially dismissing her own problems and instead watching the problems of someone else#and i kind of wanted to play with that theme. this is the parallels show so let's do some parallels. lots of things happen to characters#that are Like Dean somehow. either in personality or circumstance. that we know or can infer happen to him. but we don't see it bc it's#not sayable. not speakable. so like for an easy one. we see meg being tortured in caged heat. she also talks about apprenticing under#alastair just like dean. so i show her being tortured [in a way that is sexualized and demon-specific] and reacting how she does#because i invite the audience to imagine or interpret that this has also happened to dean at some point. we just don't see it#so there are many dean parallels in this video. some obvious. some subtle but textual. some products of my twisted mind. but that's the way#i am using them to make my argument.#oh also: dean voice sam's eyes going black is JUST like when he used to fight with dad and wouldn't listen to me when i told him not to.#i guess also the point is that because it's unsayable. dean can't say it. dean can't even acknowledge it. and so it bleeds through#into everything in his life#that's why it's important that the song narrator doesn't take her own problems seriously. dean doesn't either.
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My Ex-Morning (Trailer)
#my ex-morning#my ex morning#gmmtv#gmmtv 2024#gmmtv 2024 part 2#kristsingto#singtokrist#krist perawat#singto prachaya#gmmtv series#thai series#bl series#bl shows#bl drama#asian lgbtq dramas#thai bl#thai drama#this blue grey filter a la pit babe is fr hell to color fr#why are all companies suddenly using it. please stop. why you enjoy torturing us T^T#these 2 cutiessss makes it worth it#but idk if i'll make gifs from the actual show unless the get rid of this tho#also the tension in this â¨â¨â¨
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#Crying đ#Why did they leave us there#The next -insert amount of time until season 7- is going to be torture#the dragon prince#tdp season 6#Tdp#the dragon prince season 6
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"Oh, I don't like Minthara cause she's mean to the other companions."
Shut up. All of the companions are mean to each other. Did you just like, completely skip over the passive aggressive comments between Shadowheart and Lae'zel throughout all of Act 1? Did you just skip over the confrontation in which the two of them actively try to kill each other in the gayest, most homoerotic way possible? Or did you just make an exception for Minthara and decided she's the only one not allowed to be mean? Larian had to de-bitchify Shadowheart cause she supposedly was too mean in EA, and she's still a bitch in the release version (and I love her for it). For fucks sake, Astarion is the fan favorite and one of the reasons is because he's an ass to everyone.
"But but her third son comment to Gale is so mean and cruel!" Shadowheart literally tells Astarion he deserves to be publicly executed. You do not have a problem with companions being assholes to each other, you just don't like it when Minthara does it for whatever dumb reason.
Just another example that shows that people have either 1) never recruited her and don't know the full context of her comments and miss out on all the positive things she has to say for all the companions and/or 2) hold her to a standard that they do not hold the rest of the cast to when they are all guilty of the same shit.
To me, this is just a lazy excuse for someone who doesn't actually have a valid reason to dislike Minthara.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#minthara#minthara baenre#evil murder kitten#no seriously they all say some mean and shitty things about and to the other companions#and some of them have some mean and shitty things to say about her too#but heavens forbid minthara make a correct and accurate analysis of your favorite blorbo#don't get me wrong! there actually are some valid reasons to dislike minthara#her being mean to the other companions is not one of them because meanness is rarely ever used to criticize the other companions#the only one that comes close to that kind of fandom criticism is lae'zel - the companion who self admits to being mean#but she is constantly shown the benefit of the doubt and minthara is the one who gets tortured#and lae'zel has endless deconstructions as to why she is mean and people are understanding of it#but people just refuse to analyze as to why minthara is mean and it's probably because they killed her in the goblin camp#sorry but both of these wonderful queens have the right to be mean
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his ass is NOT getting up for his 8am lecture
#skyward sword#loz#loz fanart#sksw link#sksw zelda#sksw fi#ill always come back to link ill never be free of him#i kinda wanted zelda to study history too because shes really into the history of skyloft/legends/etc in game#but maybe that can be a hobby maybe shes more into folktales and mythology than history#i also considered some type of math/stem for fi but idk history/linguistics fits her designed purpose of being a sortof messenger more#i think shes real good with numbers tho maybe she does math tutoring on the side#why are campus stairs always so fucking long theyre such a weird length you gotta fucking lunge every step#and doing that w a giant ass backpack and an artbag and a fucking can of gesso#in the summer. torture i think they were just trying to weed us out#you think art students have any core strength#thats why links so ripped he has to haul all that shit around all day#he definitely lives in a co ed dorm w zelda and they have the most fucked up evil (remlit) dorm cat#groose is there too i just dont have him pinned down sorry buddy#kiddokori
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On a day when Clark's powers get burnt out/kryptonite weakens them, Bruce immediately decides to get a full medical workup and gather all the stats on human Kal-El, much to the dismay of Clark, who really just wants to go home and nap.
#Clark: âHey Bruce when you're done would you mind using the batplane to fly me over to the farm?â#Bruce is not sure what he expects to find while Clark is convinced his best friend is trying to torture him#Clark: âWhy do you need to know how fast I can run as a human?â#clark kent#Bruce Wayne#batman#superman#world's finest#inspired heavily by @Januariat#dc comics#superman headcanons
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Repeat after me everyoneâŚ
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APRILđWASđNOTđATđFAULTđFORđDONNIEâSđâDEATHâđSHEđWASđPOSSESSEDđBYđTHEđALIENđCRYSTALđ
#yall need to stop using that as a reason to hate her#she was not in control of herself#with that logic should we also blame Karai and Raph for attacking and torturing their families when brainwashed by shredder?#no?#THEN WHY BLAME APRIL??!!#tmnt 2012#tmnt 2k12#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt season 4#the power inside her#april o'neil#tmnt april#tmnt april 2012#tmnt donatello#tmnt donnie#tmnt donnie 2012#random thoughts
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something something dean + penetration metaphor/motif. the amount of times he killed/tried to kill someone by brutally penetrating themâŚ.
#it also happened in 2.03 âbloodlustâ when he killed a vampire#then also when he stabbed alastair in s4#iâm pretty sure there are more examples#i should make a compilation tbh#anyway it definitely can be read as a metaphor for being ar*used by inflicting violence on others#because it gives him the feeling of control#what else could it possibly mean considering he himself confessed he ENJOYED torturing & killing people in hell#also this shotâŚwhy does sam look like heâs the one being penetrated#dean winchester#wincest#samdean#spn
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someday when you're in college you may be registering for classes and see a 'TBD' next to the professor category on a class you're required to take. and you will hear a little voice in your head saying 'just take the class anyway, it can't be that bad. surely the school i'm putting myself in debt to go to wouldn't hire someone who doesn't know how to teach.' that voice is the devil. do not listen
#RIPS MY FUCK>ING HAIR OUTTTTT#WHAT KIND OF PSYCHOPATH PUTS A TWENTY MINUTE TIMER ON FOR EACH INDIVIDUAL PERSON'S CRITIQUE. IN WHAT WORLD IS THIS A GOOD IDEA#i already complained about this to everuone who knows me bc it happened last night but i just had a 1.5 hour crit and it reignited my rage#because why did TEN PEOPLE take us FIVE HOURS TO GET THROUGH CRIT. WHYYYYYYYYYYY#torture. literal psychological torture is what i experienced last night. for real#and tonight i had a very similar crit with the same amount of people with a different prof and it took ONE AND A HALF HOURS.#LIKE GOD INTENDED.#jesus christ. do not go to art school#personal
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