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Obligatory introduction:
Bore Da!
My name’s Becca, but you can call me Becs, Becky, Dr Cadell, anything really!
A bit about me:
Doctor of Zoology and Environmental Science
Welsh 🏴 (Yma o Hyd!!)
Aberystwyth University graduate class of ‘56
Member of the Hælavík Caldera research team since 2057
Auxiliary Pilot for International Rescue (in training…)
Mostly I’m just here to watch the chaos unfold and because SOMEONE told me that relaying my every waking thought out loud may make me look - and I quote - “like you’ve finally lost your marbles”
No, you cannot sit on the dragon’s back, yes you may pet her if she lets you.
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OOC:
This is a goofy little OC account run by @Call-me-casual, all mentions of canon TAG characters will mostly follow my own headcanons (so apologies if ours don’t align ;-;) but I will go along with the bit for other ones.
This character exists as a sort of crossover OC, so there will be mentions of information from the How To Train Your Dragon universe, along with (again) my own headcanons and ideas.
Becca is in a relationship with Scott in my narrative, but this does NOT have to apply to any RP accounts on here. Any and all interactions can be done through a strongly platonic lens so nobody feels uncomfortable.
If you don’t want to interact, please don’t be pressured to at all! The last thing I want is to be a bother! ^^;
Any and all information based on Becca’s degrees and dayjob will be mostly muddled together from my current knowledge pool and whatever I can find online. Who knows, maybe once I’m in uni I can provide more accurate answers-
#thunderbirds#thunderbirds are go#thunderbirds 2015#thunderbirds oc#Becca Cadell#thunderbirds rp#thundersocials#why is this actually so scary help
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someone over the age of 30 tell me it’s gonna be ok
#im turning thirty at the beginning of next year and trying not to have a meltdown about it 😭#I’ve actually been having one continuous meltdown about it since I turned 25#WHY IS IT SO SCARY!! WHY AM I LIKE THIS!#being 30 is literally such a normal thing to be 😭#and I keep thinking I’ve gotten over it (I have done a lot of mental preparation this year) but then I still get overcome by Panic!!!#and my birthday isn’t even for months#help👯♀️ sos😍#who in my fandoms is over 30 🥺🥺 guys hold my hand I’m being a baby about being old#as usual#i was supposed to have my life figured out by now but I have even less figured out than I did when I was like 22 I think .#how did I go BACKWARDS#I want to be a good example for the 20-somethings and tell them it’s all fine but I’m always freaking out so .#gonna need the 30-somethings to step in and be a good example for ME#I am soon to be one of you so if you would be so kind as to extend a gracious welcome and ignore my sobbing. thank u#wise beautiful powerful 30-somethings. thank you#mine
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another quick redraw because my past mashle art is horrifying😁/srs
#WHY DOES THE OLD ONE LOOK SO SCARY HELP#jersey maid outfits are superior#the brainrot is brainrotting#mashle#sorry guys idk how to draw legs#マッシュル#dot barrett#マッシュルfa#mashle magic and muscles#mashle fanart#young artist#I actually used my new figure as a pose reference 😭😭😭 it helped a lot#(I’m shit at anatomy)
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temeraire wizard au.......
#WILLIAM LAURENCE IN A BIG WIXARD HAT#“HELP! I OPENED A SUMMONER'S BOOK AND NOW IVE STOLEN THE FRENCH EMPEROR'S FAMILIAR” THE MANGA#EVERYONE DO YOU SEE MY VISION#idk maybe this is still temeraire frog au that would be funny#temeraire rocking up and sonic blasting some guy's houseboat and all the other wizards are standing around horrified like#so so sorry about the property damage sir we didnt know our magic frogs could do that#china arc is temeraire acvidentally sonic blasting yongxing and lien the vengeful frog.... out to cause property damage to great britain#for her vicious revenge... scary....#i guess the wizards are just out here attempting to do stuff but they need familiars to DO magic -> the familiars always have some wacky#powers (unintended) -> half of a wizards education is learning hoe to do home repairs and plumbing. to repair the property damages of their#familiar#granby is in the trenches lol#thats why wider society dont care for wizards. on account of the repair costs#“my taxes are going to those damn frogs !”#coincidenrally frogs is no lomger slang for french. maybe they can be newts instead or soemthing#french wizards out here with their snail familiars#in china its dragons and they all solidly believe in buddhism. “oh.. a frog.. in your next life i pray you rebirth into a talking horse”#temeraires mum sees her son and shes like OHH WHAT HAS THIS WHITE MAN DONE TO MY DRAGON SON and meanwhile temeraire is like damn whats wrong#w being a frog#this implies the form of a familiar is purely based on geographical location. okay fair enough#frogland england..#okay this is mega funby actually ill draw it at some point ahahaa#temeraire#au tag#temeraire wizards au
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How I look at the rest of my system as I'm forced to front during the severe storm that has a high chance of becoming a tornado:

(But seriously, please give me tips on how to survive if a tornado does hit, because I'm at somewhat high grounds, and I can not safely exit them at this time. If you can't help that way, PLEASE reblog, even if you're anti radqueer, even if you hate my guts. I want to survive, yk? And as much as you hate me asking, I hate reaching out for help far worse)
#like what the actual fuck man#did problems#did memes#pro radq#pro rq 🌈🍓#pro rq 🍓🌈#pro 🍓🌈#radq interact#radq please interact#radq safe#radqueer#radqueer 🍓🌈#if i disappear this is why#trying not to die#so silly#send help#tornado watch#scary#im scared#lowkey tweaking#even#daisuke posting#daisuke mouthwashing#daisuke fictive#rqc 🍓🌈#rq 🍓🌈#🍓🌈 safe#rq 🌈🍓#please reblog#panicsuke
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Actually i feel like my voice goals are not that unreasonable since the people i get jealous of the most really are my age or older
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Well, reasonable though they may be, realistic is another matter
#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ#trans#trans ftm#transmasc#my dad has a pretty deep natural singing voice and SO DO I so i expect i'd end up sounding like him :/#it pisses me off to no end that there's just some innate quality that cis men's voices have that i can't imitate; no matter how low or open#*how low or open i try to push my voice#well - i actually do sort of know because i've stumbled over it a time or two#it's not just keeping like.. the space in your throat open#it's a completely different way of moving your mouth around and it feels a) weird as all hell and b) bad for my jaw somehow?#the unfair part is by the time i feel safe starting hormones it'll be past the window where it's normal to want to sound like that ...#i don't actually have that unusually deep a voice i just .... fucked it up a little i think. for singing anyways.#this too pisses me off cause why do i gotta be Obviously Weird in gender BUT no voice to help that assumption along#i dunno anyways. consult coming up and i CAN pay for it i HAVE the money but hough surgery itself is all up in the air until then#i already know i won't have enough but...... i really could pay it off in about a year#ESPECIALLY if i get either more hours or get commissions#i can do it ... i know i can it's just scary to have the prospect of it all falling down on me#due to the fact that this is my first major medical procedure Ever#and i am soso anxious about money#i mustn't spend on little treats..... even if i can... even if i have more than enough money......
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help me its so dark in here
#why is there no website that has screencaps of every scene like so many other movies have i had to use imdb and they hate saving pics#this is getting bad though. four viewings in five days and i fully plan on watching it again tomorrow#i read the first chapter of the book last night but then realised i didn't care enough sorry to the real guys the film is more fun#this time i fucking took notes. like took actual notes to help my yaoi. scary things happening.#micah.txt#journalism yaoi tag
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i love silly time travel stories i think we should inflict kyrie and nero with the peggy sue stick so they can awkwardly attempt to conspire against credo because he’s too stupid to tell about the demonic time travel stuff while credo is like oh whatever my wretched sister & nero are up too is going to give me a headache huh [pained headache even before they run away]
#desperately trying to figure out a chain of events that doesn’t involve asking dante for help#it. doesn’t work. sorry man 😭#dmc tag#dante wakes up to two deeply unsettling ten year olds staring at him. why are children so scary#it turns out vergil actually is in the basement which like NOBODY excepted or knew about
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@arcanacheque F!! F!! 84F I fucked up!!
@mad-rieux I really REALLY need some sort of chaos cosplay next but the pipe dream is a nid fursuit. There's actually a covid surge at work so I'll be masking bc it's likely happening irl too. I keep thinking that maybe I should write "Not Today Nurgle" on it for funsies.
@opttwoodrow Imperial Commissar, am trash and wearing a big scary coat and boots truly does wonders for the self esteem and posture. I have some old professionally done pics from a different con on my blog somewhere I can bring back! I look gently scary because I'm slightly taller than average but I'm usually in high social mode so when people actually talk to me I'm like *high pitched ultra bubbly feminine voice* "Thank you for the compliment~~~ UWU <3 <3 "
Unless you yell some sort of 40k thing at me on the escalator then I'm legally ok to scream THE EMPEROR PROTECTS back at you in a scary voice or nooooo :( if you yell some chaos tomfoolery.
#can't reply still so y'all get this#my actual NICE leather boots need a new heel so I can't wear those#I gotta go find a cobbler#the other boots are shit but whatever#that and the heat are why I haven't worn it in a while#the dragoon diaries#cosplay#the only other thing I WANT to get for it is a chainsword so I can have a hittin stuff weapon#and maybe like pronoun pins since the cosplay gender and my gender is Not The Same Actually#also to help signal I Am Safe#I usually assume anyone at a con is safe but like you gotta be EXTRA SAFE IN THE BIG SCARY COAT
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Why am I popular among the teachers
#acedetective's silly thoughts#So scary. I'm on the radar.. not helping the fact that my maths(+ class ) teacher#is basically my mum's cctv..#Why do you guys know so much about me.#Stop that#The counselling teacher too#Fuvk her actually
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Favorite character is Cutman and iceman
What does this say about me?
dont worry i wont make the cutman autism joke again but i wILL MAKE THESE JOKES
Cutman: Oh youre definitely not cis are ya
Iceman: Let me guess, you like listening to sad music and have an affinity for psychological horror?
#Robot Master Vibe Check#oNCE AGAIN ALL /J /LH ETC ETC#I went a bit more specific on these so i mightve missed the mark on them both buuuUUUUT XD#but most cutman fans ive run into are somewhere on the trans spectrum#i see iceman often portrayed as very lonely thanks to his job so like#i imagine iceman (and iceman fans) are the type to be really into that sad yearny kind of indie pop#... and also psychological horror for some reason. dont ask why.#like ill recommend The Thing; Lake Mungo; and Skinamarink to an Iceman fan probably. ... maybe House of Leaves while we're at it.#... actually maybe not Lake Mungo that one messed me up so bad. not scary wise but the concept was so upsetting#and it didnt help that i really related to the main characters plight so it was extra haunting. ough.#anyways shOUT OUT TO MY ICEMAN FANS LOL
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This is why i shouldn’t do all the coloring on separate layers
#help why is he so scary#he is filled with malace#i promise the actual drawing isnt scary#ciel#kuroshitsuji#black butler#o ciel#art wip#kuroshitsuji ciel
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first time ever fainting and it happened at 1am when i am home alone and on the other side of the house from my phone. dont especially love that for me!
#PLS DONT WORRY i am fine. i think it was standing up quickly while watching a lifeguard rescue video asdghk#my rescue career nipped in the bud!!#i was in the kitchen having just let puppy outside when my vision started greying out and i became dizzy#i was able to sit down and then lay down on the floor before i actually passed out#i was only out for a few seconds i think but i did actually lose consciousness bc for a moment i didnt know why i was on the floor :|#but it mustve only been a second or two bc puppy was still sniffing me#i broke out in a cold sweat and just laid there for a couple minutes (& puppy laying next to me) and now im completely fine#but that was a bit scary. i gotta say. that's never happened to me before.#ive had some close calls a couple times when getting blood drawn but this was so sudden slghjlskhgj#in the video i was watching they were rescuing a girl with a spinal injury :\ and she was screaming in pain :\#the other rescues in the video were mostly wholesome and then that suddenly happened :\#in case anyone was wondering whether i would be helpful in a medical emergency! pls do not count on me alsdghksdlg#my sisters know this already unfortch#ANYWAY i will not be watching those anymore. im going to watch some baby animal videos or smth now and go to bed
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watching a youtuber talking abt a horror movie and itis so obvious when somebody has only talked to mental health professionals for like. depression or anxiety* . bc shes sitting here like Woah i dont understand this guys like engaged to a therapist why doesnt he understand that someone being mentally ill doesnt mean theyre an evil scary person... I am sorry to say this but even being a mental health professional doesnt mean you dont think mentally ill ppl r evil and scary and gross
*this is an assumption on my part bc this yter has never talked about having anything other than those afaik Obv its her right not to just in my experience and the experience of other ppl ive spoken to . it seems like if you have pretty much anything other than those and talk to a therapist you would not have this idea that mental health professionals are like. inherently understanding and whathaveyou
#idk if im wording this right. what i mean is i was having a conversation with my most recent therapist and i planned to talk abt some of my#thangs and then she started talking abt how psychopaths r sooooo fucking scary and shes glad none of her parents r psychopaths and i was#like ohhh this is not a safe space suddenly . <- idt i personally am a psychopath but i think its 1. just disgusting to say something like#that ever 2. esp as a mental health professional 3. why r u telling me at all abt yr other patients its . unprofessional to me. but idk.#that combined with some stuff she said abt bpd and etc. rly made me like Oh i can not talk to this woman abt any of my actual serious stuff#and that wasnt the first kind of experience ive had with a person like that like. ive talked to therapists abt my dissociating in the past#and like. ive never felt safe to discuss my hallucinations even when they were rly rly rly bad last year bc i like. some of these therapist#were surprised when i said i struggled with hygiene bc of the depression like. guys cmon ... idk. thisis not a particularly thoughout post#i just thought abt it while watching the video#idk so many youtubers i watch talk up therapy sm and im like Happy it helps them and im happy like. etc. and obv idk what all goes on in#their lives but im kind of sick of ppl talking abt talk therapy like itll fix everything for everyone ever. like im not talking abt just#being like Oh therapy helped me etc but a lot of ppl r like I dont get why ppl dont go to therapy like 1 money 2 like. idk man. the psych#industry is so evil it like. makes me so mad. IDK all of this is halfthoughts im just talking recreationally#oh another disclaimer bc i worry i came off weird by specifying i only mentioned idt im a psychopath bc the sentence b4 that seemed like i#was implying i was. i wasnt trying to be like IM not one of THOSE GUYS i just didnt want anybody to get confused. ok sry
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"fnaf is the scariest game ever" "no its silent hill" "well i think its resident evil" everyone shut up!!!!!! youre all wrong. its actually zack & wiki quest for barbaros' treasure (on the nintendo wii) but only the level "keeper of the ice". that level scared me so bad as a kid and you can tell because its the only individual level i remember the name of off the top of my head. like there is nothing scarier than a) being chased and b) being on a time limit. and you know what this level has? BOTH OF THOSE. this level is still scary to me im like AHHHHH!!!! and then i die
#i had to google horror games after i thought really hard for silent hill and fnaf#because like. resident evil is just not a horror game in my mind... its just cool zombie game...#to be fair though. the only one i actually played a portion of was re6 which is probably the least scary one in the whole series#anyway do the kids still find silent hill and fnaf scary. i dont know.#well the former id say yes given how prevalent ps1 horror has been in recent years#fnaf i have no idea. im a massive wuss so its scary when i play it for myself#but watching someone else play them especially when i know them well isnt scary#and ive watched fnaf videos for YEARS#so i dont know. (old man voice) these damn kids... back in my day we watched markiplier scream at freddy fazbear and we LIKED it!#anyway its objectively a horror game and thata literally fine thats all i needed for this post#MY POINT HERE. my point here#IS THAT HIT ZACK AND WIKI LEVEL KEEPER OF THE ICE. IS SOOOOO SCARY#its not that scary but i see tjat level and im like 3 years old making my mom play this level for me again#and for the record yes me and my sister really did make our mom help us with z&w#she remembers helping us with frost breath the most because we like did notttttt get that one at all#and she could never remember how to do the mirrors based on what combination of stands is there (because tjeres like a few variations)#so she always had to look up a guide 😭😭#my poor mother on fucking gamefaqs or something in like 2010... legends only#anyway if you have no idea what level im talking about (any of my oomfs reading this that isnt end) (hi end) PLEASE look up this level#and i need you to think of like a 5(?) year old making her mom play this game.#this aforementioned child is still a massive wuss as an adult btw. some things never change#anyway watch that level and think about how someone like me. whos already a scaredy cat!#imagine how someone like me felt at age 5 possibly younger playing this level#I WISH I COULD LIKE CONVEY EMOTIONS OVER TUMBLR. why cant i attach a .emotion file to this post#anyway ramble over <- hes said that like a million times today#scariest level in a game ever...!!!!! FUCK that keeper of the ice bitch im GLAD he died#muffin mumbles
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Everytime my sensor alarm goes off I get filled with indescribable rage.
Like shut the fuck up why are you making noise I will look when I care to or when it's convenient to me 😭
Why are you so obsessed with me 😭
#i feel bad for the other people in my house cause when it goes off at nught i sleep through it and it wakes them up#not that i care enough to do anything about it#cause if it doesnt wake me up it needs to wake someone else up#so i dont go into a coma and die#i have enough brain damage thank you#its the min reason i havent moved out yet#what id my sugar levels drop and no one is there to help me and i die#kinda scary when you actually think about it#its why i dont#now you may be asking why dont you decrease your insulin at those times#its dont work#is there a limit on how many tags you can use#diabetes#type 1 problems#type 1 diabetes#diabetic#type 1 diabetic#t1d#sensor#libre sensor
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