#why does my brain hate me

[faulty-rob]

Virgil just go to sleep istg

(Also can I just say I’m rlly proud of the lighting in this :D)

[the-lords-in-plaid46]

Is it more tragic for Jack to live forever watching his closest friends die, or for Gwen to live in constant fear for her family and to die knowing when the evils of the universe come to earth, and when the doctor turns his back in shame. No one will be there to save the children.

[dramaticallycryingblood]

Sometimes I’m having a nice day, and then I suddenly remember that four of my favourite characters are canonically active members of a kkk type of racist cult

[louferrignojrofficial]

24 hours to write 2 essays and i have an 8 hour shift. can i do this? probably not

[johaerys-writes]

Had such an awful terrible dream that I'm scared to go back to sleep 😮‍💨

[corky-chicken]

For some reason my brain woke me up with a terrifying image of Officer Bailey.

See I've got a thing about eyes. I call it Elton John Syndrome cause I first noticed it about him. In short, it's were someone wears glasses for so long that seeing their eyes is genuinely terrifying to me. To me examples of those with it are Elton John (duh), Ringo Starr, Engineer, and Sniper from TF2.

And now, for some reason, Bailey has that, in my head. But it's weird for him because Curt does not have EJ syndrome and my favorite scene/pic of Bailey has him showing his eyes! I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY NOW HE'S GOT TERRIFYING HYPER-REALISTIC - TO MUCH SO EVEN FOR A HUMAN - EYE BALLS!??

[asmolboi]

Not sure if this is just me but istg neurotypical people dangerously underestimate how easy it is to break my brain.

Like if someone tells me to do something and I don’t trust them enough to ask for help because my brain is hardwired against assistance then I’ll do it, sure, but if I get some sort of roadblock or something I’m not sure how approach on the way to doing it? Hooooooooo boy you bet that I’m gonna get stuck in a feedback loop of not being able to do it on my own, not asking because I don’t wanna come off as stupid or provoke the person who set me the thing to do, and not NOT finishing the thing before doing other shit cause “Well this person told me to do a thing and I should do it first to get it out the way right?”

Inevitably leading to me not getting ANYTHING done for a worryingly large portion of the day until I either get past the thing I was stuck on or just go “Fuck it” and take a shower.

[heretostealyogirl]

Goddamn fucking MIGRANE

[oharaslove]

Why is it so hard to connect two ideas bro??? I am writing a request and maaan, I have all the ideas I just have to connect them and it is killing me.

Also, I can't write blurbs bro. My brain can't comprehend shit that is less than 1k words. It keeps popping ideas and ideas.

For example, kitty miggy series? Wasn't suppose to be a series to begin with!! I was suppose to be a simple one-shot, not even that! Just a little blurb, a little imagine, but nooo

I don't complain tho, it is my best work as of now. But anyway, I hope I can finish this request by next week so I can post it and begin to revive this blog.

Anyway, love you all!!!

[anthro-cat]

okay so.

me being useless: NOT MY FAULT me falling off: CAUSED BY CIRCUMSTANCES me thinking im lonely: JUST BAD SELF ESTEEM

im thinking maybe its all just a lie caused by my brain to conspire against me

[caesariawritesstuff]

I had a dream last night that someone on TikTok absolutely tore Cat & Mouse to shreds and even rewrote parts of the story to make it "better" so let me tell you I woke up in a panic like

[ashleshalovesyou]

My mind is a prison these nights…

[notastraykid]

My brain is fucking with me. It reminds me that I'm not anyones first choice, that there are better people that can and will replace me as the better choice and I will simply fade into the shadows and out of thoughts.

Wwhhyy am I like tthhiisssssss....

[the-bot-marg0t]

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[tokalayips]

you ever just remember something really embarrassing you did a while ago and then get second-hand embarrassment all over again?

like, I'll just be binge-watching a musical series *cough cough, nightmare time, cough cough* and then remember that one time in a performance I did where my crown kept threatening to fall off my head, so I had to keep adjusting it, which probably looked really weird to the audience.

[gildedphoenix]

My fic should be somewhere around 15k. So If I do a thousand words every day, I should be finished by .... pulls out a calculator and adds the ADHD modifier December!