#I’m also gonna shower now brb homies

[asmolboi]

Not sure if this is just me but istg neurotypical people dangerously underestimate how easy it is to break my brain.

Like if someone tells me to do something and I don’t trust them enough to ask for help because my brain is hardwired against assistance then I’ll do it, sure, but if I get some sort of roadblock or something I’m not sure how approach on the way to doing it? Hooooooooo boy you bet that I’m gonna get stuck in a feedback loop of not being able to do it on my own, not asking because I don’t wanna come off as stupid or provoke the person who set me the thing to do, and not NOT finishing the thing before doing other shit cause “Well this person told me to do a thing and I should do it first to get it out the way right?”

Inevitably leading to me not getting ANYTHING done for a worryingly large portion of the day until I either get past the thing I was stuck on or just go “Fuck it” and take a shower.