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#i hate when i'm fucking disregulated and the only desire/thought get to have is#put your head thru the glass#i have no coping mechanisms#i am a failure of a brain#i'm a failure of a body#i'm so full of self hatred that i don't know why other people arent spitting on me(not sexy) on sight#fuck#why does my brain hate me#why does it feel like my skull needs to be ripped open#i hate this#i'm so fucking tired of pretending to be a person/human#i want to be something else#i want to be something better#i want a life#i want to do my hobbies#i want to have friends i hang out with(and like)#i want i want i want iwant iwant#but i don't believe i deserve anything good#i hate myself so.much#fuck fuck fuck fcuk
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bakugou, suggestive but not really, 300ish words
what if... what if i said that katsuki becomes a serial manhandler once he's comfortable in a relationship. still (always) too proud to just admit that he wants something, but comfortable enough, in love with you enough to make his intentions clear. confident in doing so because it's you, it's you, it's you.
a long day of patrol, tense up to his shoulders by the time he's crossed the threshold of your entryway, boots discarded and mask pushed up past his weathered brow. he turns the corner, and you're there, arms outstretched and smile unraveling at each end like a pretty ribbon bow come undone. the knot in his chest follows suit, hearts in his eyes and a growing, impish grin that you notice a moment too late.
in a flash, you're hauled up and over his shoulder, and he laughs at the indignant squeal that follows, kicking feet and half-hearted protests that he's dirtying your freshly laundered pajamas. "y'like it," he rasps, squeezing the fat of your thighs between warm and calloused, dirty charcoal smudged fingers.
you pinch the space beneath his ribcage in retaliation, but he's right. it's why you let him manhandle you out of them and into the tub alongside him. it's why you don't mind the way he holds you at night like a man starved, body draped over your own like a (very) weighted blanket. it's why you only complain a l-ittle bit when he hoists you out of bed early in the morning, just so you can keep him company.
because it's him, it's him, it's him. and everything he does, always, is with love.
#back on my domestic!bakugou bs#i want him iwant him i want h#bakugou#katsuki#bnha x reader#bakugou x reader#bakugou x you#bnha#mha#x reader#x you#drabble
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evilution
#zeno's art#ocs#reassassination#dr rigor krankenstein#octavia krankenstein#i still need to go back and change all the tags ughhhhh#anyway just drawing them standing there for the 18 billionth time#iwant to fully understand their (specifcally krank's) designs#of course octavia is perfect and only recieved tiny changes#meanwhile with krank im trying to make him look a LOT more dishevelled#his old design didn't have much personality#but i tried to give more of a “don't care” feeling to his apperance (oversized coat + baggy pants + stupid slippers)#to show that he only cares about his work and his own appearance is unimportant#its also an irony because (mini spoiler) he cared a lot about his appearance in the past lol#i wont go into detail on that ;-)#well anyway he has a funky new hairstyle now#the top half of him is basically final. im just wrangling the outfit now#also i do not know how tall he should actually be#octavia is like 5 foot 6 and krank was originally 6 foot 3 but i want him to be kind of awkwardly tall#not like 7 foot tall just tall to the point where he towers over nearly everyone#kind of adds to his hunchbacked awkwardness#ah well anyway pleasepleasplease let me know what you GENUINELY think of the designs i want to hear HATE and CRITIQUE
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i own a cat, it's obligatory that i draw my blorbo as a cat too, that being said i am not very good at drawing cats
#tf2#tf2 fanart#engineer tf2#doodle dump#i'm so fucking exhausted#someone like#break my leg so i don't have to go anywhere#i just want to sleep#anyways here's him. i dont have anough evergy to draw everythingthat iwant to draw
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my first art of them but ill post them now, idk man everyday im just like idk,,,, man
#aeon#resident evil#ada wong#leon kennedy#fanart#xavi art#see iwant to be leon so bad#imagine ada pressing her chest onto me#idk#also these doodles are bad but#giggles#showing my insanity#i think i want to draw some scenes from my fave aeon fanfics#because honestly i dont really draw#i just read aeon writings#sniff
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Very important to walk the horse after a few hours' riding so they dont get tired! It's also very important to hold your pardner's hand. So he doesnt get cold.
Based on the worlds greatest western fic, A Good Ol' Fashioned Hell-Raising by @silverskye13 ! Genuinely endlessly in love with this fic. It never gets old and it has awesome action and baller plot.
#grillbys hips has got me acting unwise. sorry#iwanted to keep rendering this but im better off putting it out there. i love them. i want to illustrate this fic like a book#hogsart#undertale#grillby#gaster#grillster#described
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sebby doodle wearing my sonas hoodie :) in my heart i know this man would destroy some fast food after not having it for over a decade
#my art#sebastian solace#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#sebastian pressure#NUMBER ONE FAST FOOD SEBBY BELIEVER#i dont care how ooc this is its my house and i get to draw whatever iwant. which rn is fast food sebby propaganda#really getting back into drawing silly whimsical little doodles that i want to see be real. its healing
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cw. yandere, written blind and purely from the snippets i've seen in my dash + in-game battle animations
jing yuan seems like a man who would smile and coo at how adorable you are as he effortlessly builds a metaphorical golden gilded cage around you. i like that in a man. it matters not if you're a docile bird or a feisty lion ー he knows just how to clip off your wings or pull out your fangs without hurting you; you wouldn't realize what you've lost until it's far too late. again, i like that in a man- /smacked
meanwhile blade looks like a man who would kill you if he can't have you for you with no hesitation. his world revolves around you and he'll chain himself to you if he needs to ー and he'll make sure the chain is wrapped tightly around your own heart so you'd have no choice but to accept him as the eternal moon watching your every movements. have you ever wanted to be someone's god? if so, congratulations. why yes thank you.
#rin's adventures across galaxies#yandere#this is probably ooc but#i#iwant them#i want them badly#cries
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i love you splatoon i love you splatoon drawing acared ad fuck cuz im stuck mentallybut yearn to create.!my girls ilove you clr nstnct im your only fan [duhhh
#my art#oc:shepherd#oc:maverick#oc:syzygy#clr.nstnct#they kicksd noiji out sorry#girls only sign on the treehouse#not that noiji isnt a girl he just isnt a girl aesthetically#syz hairyas fuck cuzthey ated the fooze. btw#technically my neo 3 girl#girl [it/they] who cpuld really be a bear if society let them#the gay term not#the grizzly#sorry 4 yapping i gotta be fullof love for my own creation#splatoon 3#splatbands#fan splatband#splatoon#idk why i want to put so many main tagsnon this post ? iwant them to be seen i want to connect to the world through creations of my friends#and i
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MICKEY ONLYFANS WHENNNN
DON'T TEMPT MEEEEE I KINDA WANNNAAAAA
#it would be so fun ngl#i love taking pics ok😔😔😔😔😔#I WANT ATTTENTIONNN IWANT MONEYYYY#sighhhh#would u subscribe summy😔😔😔 would u#summer <3#friends!!
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It's never going to fall asleep again
#clemart#clemspaint#ummm sure ill tag this#ttcc#toontown corporate clash#winn dos#mac opsys#iwanted to doodle this out when the event first started but the latest addition to the blogpost reminded me i wanted to. anywyas#that moment when you fall asleep and then a giant event takes place the moment youre not watching
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its getting harder and harder to quiet the part of my brain that wants to be a humanities major
#like. okay. i love science and math and know i definitely want to do something in stem for my career#i enjoy and its more financially lucrative#which as much as i do not dream of labor etc etc is still something i need to think about#but as much as i know thats what i want to do i ALSO love studying literature and history !!!! and i would like to study more of it !!!#ik i will have to take some humanities classes in college but i want to get to the higher level ones where it goes super in depth#but i also know i would HATE a career in the humanities after college#so i shouldnt major in it..... even tho i really really want to keep learnign about those subjects.....#ughhhh iwant to do everything but college wants me to put myself on one career path and stick with it#boycritter et al
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so im taking that oil painting class rn right. i mentioned wanting to paint something original instead of just copying a reference bc that's all the teacher has had me doing so far and he agreed I'm probably ready and went off on this whole tangent about how i shouldn't be nervous to try to do something more original and creative and how he'll show me some original stuff his friends have painted and had shown in galleries etc etc, and... I think somehow he's been assuming that the reason I've been painting realistic stuff directly from photo refs is because that's the kind of art I like to do and that I'm nervous about trying something else??? instead of what he's been telling me to do?
which is really funny to me because apart from this class I haven't 1:1 copied a reference for years, I just haven't gone out of my way to show him any art I make in my own time because this is like a professional full-time oil painter who has paintings in galleries and shit, real high-brow art stuff, and idk how to tell him that left to my own devices I draw video game fanart and dragons and furry commissions and gay sex and cringe and i dont want to draw other things
#the temptation to make an ultrakill oil painting is really strong#i think it would be really funny#everyone else in there is making their art school portfolios or smth. pan over to me painting a robot and angel making out#trust me if my mom hadn't signed herself up for this and then not had the time to go i would NOT be here#side note why do ppl assume that if i know how to paint from photos very realistically then that's what i ENJOY drawing???#and vice versa why do ppl act surprised when they see my personal art and then find out i can do realistic painting (looking at u mom)#“why dont u paint like that all the-” because its not fun!! fuck off#my mom's so convinced me or my sister are one day gonna be the kind of professional artists where ppl pay thousands for a single super#realistic painting and that we're gonna have shit in art galleries and whatnot. just a weirdly outdated view of what “artist” can mean#and its like. but i dont want to do that. iwant to draw video games and gay people and do whatever i want forever. eat my entire ass
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I may have spent way too long trying to figure out this outfit, even though I had a design before, but I hadn't actually thought out the logics of it. So with the help of @aestheticallynotdeerlightful the outfit was figured out in a way I really like <3
(reblogs with tags/comments are appreciated. Thankyuuu)
#hermitcraft#hermitblr#tangotek#hermitcraft s9#hc s9#ask to tag#germdraws#germ draws#i rlly like how this turned out i just spent so long tryna figure out this outfit#iwanted to keep the fluffy but i didnt want it to be part of the hood bc it would have covered his eyes
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#HOW DO I RETURN TO OEDIPUS READKNG NOW#i’m gonna dksksksmmsma#so want#o want#i want#i want want i want iwnajt iwant#gyubin you’re so sick n twisted and i want your fingers —#*train horn*#this is not fair#wtf#wtftftftf#i’m one second away from properly loosing it#why would he DO THISMSMSMSMSMS#— jupiter is talking
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waiting for the day guysonroblox account posts my friends screenshot .
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