#why do these always turn out so long?
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sualne ¡ 1 year ago
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small oneshot turning into something longer than planned
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featherwhiskered ¡ 2 months ago
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maybe saving rock and roll was the friends we made killed along the way
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mammomlette ¡ 9 months ago
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People don’t talk about MC needing to wear a magical ring to not accidentally yk cause NATURAL DISASTERS with their powers??? Not only accidentally but without realising???
Diavolo or smthn is asking too much of MC or being a bit too annoying and their other hand slowly drifts towards the ring and they hold onto it while maintaining dead eye contact. Like continue to piss me off hoe I’ll blink and blow a hole in your castle idk
Obv they never do it (or do they?) but the threat is there and it’s a risk dia (or whoever but I’m using dia) can’t take
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a-lonely-dunedain ¡ 2 months ago
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the "platonic explanation" is that I feel like shipping cheapens a perfectly good friendship and turns it into something shallow. Takes something that could have been interesting and turns it into just another dime-a-dozen romance you can find in a million other stories. Sands off anything cool or unique about the relationship and the characters so they can slot neatly into some little "A and B" dynamic. The Sunshine x Grumpy the Blue-coded x Red-coded the Cinnamon Roll x Killer. You just have to cut them down to fit in the Romance Box™.
Suddenly every interaction, every look they exchange, every word they speak, has to be seen through the lens of attraction, it HAS to be about the attraction, nothing else matters, they cannot have feelings about each other unrelated to that. If they like each other it's because they are attracted to each other, if they hate each other it's because they are attracted to each other, there can be no other reason behind their actions and feelings, nothing else about them as people matters anymore. They aren't people anymore, they aren't characters anymore, they are just "A and B".
The "platonic explanation" is that lately I've just found friendships SO much more compelling and freeing and cool, y'know? (obligatory ''I'm not bashing you if you like shipping I just Do Not Get It Personally'')
#honestly this might be why I've had so much trouble developing the romantic aspects of Ethedis and Corunir's relationship lately?#and Margim and Celeair too for that matter#I mean they're both still *cute* as couples so I'm probably not going to like. abandon those parts of their stories#but I'm just having more fun with the non-romantic part of things tbh#it's easier for me to view them as like. friends first and romantic partners second. almost like it's an afterthought#that's the kind of demi-romance I like more. as friends first and lovers second#they don't just flip a switch in their brain and become alloromantic the moment they develop romantic feelings y'know?#I like the idea of them approaching romance in a uniquely aromantic way. if that makes any sense lmao#writing full-on romance just doesn't feel very natural to me. like girl idk what I'm doing#and I REALLY love Ethedis and Tossdir's friendship#like. a lot. I'm obsessed with them#feels like there's just so many RULES and EXPECTATIONS about romance and writing romance. friend dynamics are sooo freeing actually#I can literally do whatever I want and make them as close as I want and I never have to shove them in the 'romance box'#idk is this even making any sense? I'm just rambling#once again nothing against shipping if you like that sorta thing (so long as you aren't forcing your HCs on other people)#I just have more fun‚ personally‚ doing literally anything else#tossdir#I always feel like I'm poking a hornet's nest with these kinda posts shagjsfdhgafsghd. shippers can be MEAN ok#once again to reiterate: I don't have a problem if you personally like shipping I just prefer to focus on other things#anyway hi turns out being demiromantic gives me weird complicated feelings about romance. who would've guessed!#in theory I *like* romance but not like that. or that. or like that. or like that. or-#aromantic
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atopvisenyashill ¡ 4 days ago
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Okay if you're in hater mode I get to ask the question I've been dying to ask for a while: top five dumbest criticisms of hotd.
And on the flip side, top five dumbest moments in got.
EXCELLENT.
“they’re excusing the targaryens practices bc of the prophecy.” no, they are not. just because someone has a magical reason for doing something does not make them inherently justified. cersei has magical reasons to suspect both sansa & tyrion of treachery does that mean the way she treats them is justified? of course not. aegon having a dream, and rhaenyra being motivated by that dream, is not “excusing” anyone and i need everyone to get a fucking grip.
“alicent has overstayed her welcome in the narrative” the story is called the princess and the queen. their sides are named after them, not after rhaenyra and aegon. aegon means nothing in this conflict. it’s alicent who helps kick it off, it’s alicent who is the titular queen, it’s alicent who gives them the name the greens, it’s alicent who rhaenyra has an issue with. not fucking aegon.
“they took away rhaenyra’s femininity” no they didn’t but even if they did you can eat my ass about it
“alyn is anachronistic bc he yells at his deadbeat noble father” idek what to say to this one it’s so goofy.
how do i choose only five. the baela stuff (“rhaenyra is usurping her!!!”) irked the shit out of me, but i think a lot of the “it’s transphobic to do butch rhaenyra/trans rhaenyra” stuff made me lose my mind but that’s kinda related to the other point, when people would be like “you can’t compare aegon to alicent, he’s a rapist and she’s a rape victim” you guys….maybe the “you’re porn brained if you call alicent & her relationships w her kids emotional incest” bc like, if you’re going to bitch at least be aware of what you’re bitching about!! emotional incest is a term commonly used to describe parent-child dysfunctional dynamics like!!!!!!
top 5 dumbest got moments
“bran can’t feel anymore” and we just don’t engage with that ever again in any sort of substantial way
jaime just fucking off to dorne? to get myrcella because ?????
arya getting mad over sansa’s hostage letter enough to try to kill her. they couldn’t even go for the fucking ship plot that everyone is always bitching about bc they cut that from the show, so arya just gets nonsensically mad bc sansa wrote a letter saying “please bend the knee” while her father was in the dungeons and she was alone and 13. okay.
the shae knife scene. maybe this isn’t the worst offender but it still hands out to me like i remember watching it and going “no….surely not???”
can’t even say “they forgot about the iron fleet” bc the entire way the iron fleet is written is dumb. i said this before but someone just announces they have the fleet and then at the end of the season they get shit kicked and someone else announces they have it. this happens like 5 times in a row. genuinely might as well have just cut all the greyjous but theon at that point like 😭
#sorry i had a long meeting & then the whole way home i was just chanting ‘don’t throw up don’t throw up’ in my head 😭#asks#and like obviously i relate to rhaenyra gender wise i haven’t been quiet about that#bc i do think her story as like. she Can perform gender she is Capable of it and Good at it#but she doesn’t WANT TO. and she doesn’t understand why it’s so important to everyone else.#i REALLY relate to that. right down to the age of when rhaenyra starts to chafe against all this.#anecdote that is funny in hindsight but was Emotionally Devastating to me#is that it was the day after the ap testing finished so my econ teacher let us just hang out & sit wherever#and then before class started he said he always found it funny how his classes tend to self segregate along gender lines#when he tells them ‘you can sit wherever’ and then everyone turned to look at me bc i was Literally#sitting in the empty row between the two gendered sides 💀💀#my friends found this hilarious. i did not aksjdjdjd#but it was like all these moments right from like 13 to graduation where everyone around me is going 🤨#and i’m like. this sounds like YOUR PROBLEM and not mine!!!!!!!!!#and that’s rhaenyra’s conception of gender. and i think that’s interesting to get in a fantasy show!#if we can get stories like this about cis women running up against gender dynamics like brienne#i think it only makes sense to include some with more overt trans themes.
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dxxtruction ¡ 29 days ago
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Louis does see Armand for all his flaws, and yet still chooses him, and loves him, but when he sees them for what they really were, and really entailed, he no longer can. Oh, gradations of evil. Louis had in ways bought into it.
#contriversial?#Like you can't deny Louis knew Armand to be a liar manipulator a disciplinarian betrayer and a threat among other things#He knows him and Claudia are at odds with each other#You might ask why then would he not turn the other way and run? And well cause Louis is tired of looking and feeling weak and Armand#where he isn't flawed offered him all this power as flimsy and dangerously able to be undermined as it may be#and he offers a place for him to have a connection he fears he would otherwise never have again in his everlasting existence#Suppose then Armand is the lesser of two evils#I feel too that since Louis views himself as deeply flawed and deeply capable of the same things that they are both#beings of evil as they are vampires and so on#to go about judging it so strongly that you deny any sort of connection you could have in another would really be to deny himself of#all he wants and needs and desires which gets at a point of him of his inner felt weaknesses of denying himself and being subjugated#away from being able to obtain such things without opposition or other forces#Armand is flawed in that he is a force but Louis sees to the potential of him being genuine in his devotions to him as#capable of quelling this entirely. To have Armand be 'his' is to finally control what has long been out of his control.#It's... more complicated than this surely but surface level Louis does choose armand and loves him but#it's always layered with an amount of false pretense and illusions of deeper trust#If you're whole vampire community is assholes who would either want to die or kill you you might as well choose the one who won't do either#at least by all impressions#and who you find very attractive physically and intellectually and who finds you attractive too and who happens to be good in bed#and into the same sex things you're into and curious about#Who you contentiously just get and who gets you back even if you would never really see eye to eye because you know a specific kind of pain#still knowing you relate to them somehow even if you can't see to their perspective#I am rambling now but this ship gets me ....#Feel similarly about why Louis would apologize to lestat - he feels put down to not own up to his part in all of it and he feels more in#control over his situation and his sense of self to simply admit this than to pretend like he was an absent player#He doesn't agree now with how he acted back then and in a way this is his way of admitting to he can move past that he is that person still#which he isn't in any sense still that person#Do I ... fully agreeeeee??? no. Do I get it? yeeah.#It's an autonomy thing really like I'm also not going to say he can't if it genuinely doesn't harm him to I guess.#Not like he's fully forgiving and forgetting here either he's just owning some shared responsibility esp. on part of Claudia
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halfratsalready ¡ 11 months ago
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Bitches will get a little bit too into the world building for their fic exchange one shot and realize that they’re in way over their head for what’s supposed to be a one shot and don’t know what to do because they’ve created a world worthy of a multi chapter fic that they somehow need to keep as a one shot, but they don’t want to get rid of all the world building they’ve done because they’re super proud of it.
It’s me. I’m bitches.
Help.
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nabaath-areng ¡ 3 months ago
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the problem with my n24 is that with the clock going around gradually i have periods of being awake at day and periods of being awake at night, but then because i tend to sleep really badly during night time i spend my daytime days being very tired and sluggish, and my nighttime days are much more productive and energetic. but i cant do just anything i want at night, so i cant get as much done as i have the energy and drive to. and then i also need sunlight to feel sane in the head, and so i hate missing out on daytime wakefulness. but then the sun is also why my sleep quality is much better during daytime. if im gonna stuck with a seemingly incurable sleep disorder since birth cant i at LEAST have the sleep be overall consistent? apparently not lmao
#i am multiply disabled but like. this thing? this thing right here? is THE greatest curse of my life#literally doesnt matter what other accommodations there are with the sleep disorder there#its one of those things i hate talking about normally cause its been THE major factor of shame throughout my life#cause god people assume you havent tried everything there is!!! and that youre not trying!!! or that its caused by bad habits!!!#and like because i tried to live normally despite it i suffered so much insomnia that im physically unable to force it anymore#burnt out and burnt to a crisp etc. the moment my sleep isnt catered to these days my whole body gets fucked up in new innovative ways#GOD I FEEL LIKE ALL I DO IS COMPLAINING but its just. hrghhhh!!!!#everytime it goes back to daytime i start fighting to keep it going for as long as possible#but my body doesnt wanna cooperate so i go to bed later and later#no matter how hard i fight to get up the same time everyday#so every night i sleep a shorter and shorter amount of time until it turns to insomnia. and then i crash.#this is basically why id stay awake for DAYS in a row growing up because i didnt trust myself to wake up for school lol#and thats ALSO why i developed the ability to converse in my sleep to sneak in sleep whenever i could without people yelling at me#which isnt good if you accidentally end up making plans with your mom you have no idea about until she calls asking where you are<3 LMAO#god im just frustrated cause my sleep schedule is beginning to turn back now. first noticeable delay today and by the end of this week...#itll likely turn back to night time. urghhhhhhhh. timezones all fine and dandy but im not reliably available to anyone lol#silvi talks#OR WHINES AS ALWAYS. time to paint my nails and then maybe screens
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screwpinecaprice ¡ 2 years ago
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In the city!
Commission for  missyuniverse_ for her fanfic at Wattpad! ( account: Kittens_escapism or juanitasuniverse ) 😊😊😊
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tears-of-xion ¡ 6 months ago
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Oh to be a pumpkin fairy, sitting creepily in the eye of a jack-o-lantern!
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mc-critical ¡ 6 months ago
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Hatice and Ibrahim have never been more divided from each other up to that point than in E43-E44. While Hatice always sensed when Ibrahim was actually in danger or she's lost him in any way (i.e. E35 when she felt something in Edirne while Ibrahim was with Nigar), nothing came up when he was shot; he didn't even tell her what happened to him until she found out herself; they were seperated while he was recovering; the wait for Ibrahim to come back felt like an eternity to Hatice and she went through several breakdowns at once (and his carriage was right in front of her but she couldn't see him, her only thought until the very end was that he was dead, isn't that what her dream with the "crying" statues meant?); when he came back she wasn't allowed to spend at least some time alone with him as SS wanted to talk to him; even their sleep was interrupted. The only thing that Ibrahim asked Hatice to do was to play him his mother's song on the violin (I like to think that Hatice started learning the violin in order to become closer to him, to who he is, to his past again after what they went through with little Mehmet).... but he no longer associates even that with Hatice anymore.
#not even gonna mention Ibrahim being gone while Hatice was giving birth in the end of E44#as that is the culmination of all the separations that accumulated throughout E43 and 44#and I already pondered a little on what it meant in my “Ibratice and the losses of a child” meta#oh funny story this was supposed to be a post about Hatice saying they're bringing Ibrahim's corpse when the carriage appeared#as that is likeeeee oh my godddd the *FORESHADOWING*; she was even shrouded in green again too!!!! (lighter green but still!!!!)#but then I saw that this was just the Bulgarian dub again and the English subtitles translate it as something else entirely#which didn't seem like what Hatice actually said either but since I can't make out some of the OG words at all and there aren't#English subtitles under the Turkish videos of E44 I decided not to risk it#anyway goodness how much did Yakup's prophecy terrify Hatice#she really can't see anything *but* death at this point and how *won't* she when all her feelings always turn out to be correct?#(except the statues of course but due to the rest of the bad events they can't do anything *other* than feed Hatice's fear)#this is why Hatice fearing so much about Ibrahim's life isn't merely a matter of obsession but I digress#thing is Ibrahim was *actually* ready to *die* for once wanting his mother to *take him* in that dream#(parallel to Hürrem's E01 dream of course)#as he's lost the rest of his past (that's in the present) already; he's really been defeated hasn't he?#the only person left is his mother he barely finds as he's already lost her long ago both metaphorically and literally#but he finds her and he symbolically finds her in Nigar; this is what “home” means to him now and his look at Nigar after he woke up#is what made him realize it; Hatice is too far behind; close yet so out of reach while Nigar only seems closer and closer#so he goes after her to chase that “home” he got lost in but “home” isn't what he once knew anymore#(Nigar's tear falling on Ibrahim's cheek *is* an artistic device signifying love tbf)#magnificent century#muhteşem yüzyıl#muhtesem yuzyil#hatice sultan#ibrahim pasha#ibratice#hatibo#(also in the tags)#nigar kalfa
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scoobydoofenshmirtz ¡ 3 days ago
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I guess my crazy radical opinion that I'm low key surprised isn't more common on tumblr is that I don't actually believe it's possible to have a 100% canonically straight character.
#like it's not the same as racial representation#sexuality (and gender identity) is something that an individual has to discover about themself at some point in their life and it is#not only completely possible but also quite common to live a long long time without realizing this or actively repressing it#this isn't to say that any character is queer representation because they *could* come out someday that's stupid#and there are obviously some ''straight'' characters that are much more questionable than others however#it would pretty much never be impossible to turn a character who has existed as 100% straight into a queer character overnight#i get talking about how characters exist as straight within the narrative but i think to use that as a way to deny they could ever have a#gay love interest or a self discovery storyline is frankly stupid#like yall know i think sam is straight and reads as very much not into men at all on screen but i would never fucking come for people who#ship s*briel or whatever with like ummm actually he's straight like it's not really an argument against the ship they just don't have#chemistry to me#and i just think using ''they're straight'' or worse ''they've said they're straight'' against them discovering their sexuality is kind of#pointless and self defeating for a queer person to be doing#im not saying you cant argue about the validity of queer coding or character chemistry i think those are good discussions but the kneejerk#well they're straight so it cant happen is really no different than how straight people talk about so many characters who come out and why#tf are we repeating that on tumblr#tldr is any character being queer is always a possibility even if it's more likely for some than others
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evilsoygenius ¡ 21 days ago
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losing every day items is one of my biggest triggers but why
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no1ryomafan ¡ 4 months ago
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I hate how my Kikaider brain rot has actually worsened since watching the sequels because I thought it would put it at bay since it’s been putting me off from doing other stuff but I just keep ROTATING all the stuff about 01 funnily enough.
01 is just so *weird* because it’s not like I’m having a relationship where I hate it and I think it ruined the original but then become obsessed with wanting to fix it-I have had rewrite ideas but it would come with their own problems nor are they really striking me-no, I don’t actually feel super negative towards it, even if it’s objectively so flawed for multilayered reasons but I keep hyperfixating on WHY it’s so flawed because the OG show and even the crossover are not nearly as flawed in comparison. They do have their issues but they serve their purpose.
The original show having a recap ep was a odd decision and unfortunately the ending feels rushed/unsatisfying due to they had to make a up a ending since they couldn’t do 01s yet, but also as a self contained story it’s still incredibly solid and works for 12/13 episodes. Where as crossover despite being a single episode works for its runtime since it ties perfectly back to both the OG show and 01 + gives Jiro a ending that’s the closest thing to closure he’ll ever get, it’s biggest flaw is just the Inazuman characters are something you won’t have full context on if you don’t read the manga because they sadly didn’t get a anime-which yes I am also reading the manga, didn’t get far but I like what I have read-but that also does not actually effect the Kikaider side of the crossover.
But then you have 01 which absolutely FAILS at using the 4 episodes it’s given in almost every way: It doesn’t tie back to the original despite the originals ending being the way it was for 01, with plot holes being caused from it and it’s tonally different as it leans more on action than story which is not in its favor as it takes up most of its short runtime leading to the new characters and the story not being as developed as the original despite having incredibly interesting plot points, just the execution is not there.
It’s the one Kikaider show that needed to be longer, either the episodes needed a 45 minute runtime or it needed to be 6-7 episodes which is at least half the length of the original if it also couldn’t get the 12/13 episodes treatment. It just baffles me how 01 was given such little time especially as a OVA yet was still made likely due to the first show doing decently, yet they didn’t use their time wisely at all to make it actually tie to the original.
But I still can’t find myself to actually hate it or deem it as bad because maybe I appreciate the fact it existed just so the crossover could happen and we could also see the 01 characters animated, or just again, it doesn’t ruin the original so you could honestly pretend it doesn’t exist even if I don’t because I like the crossover and it’s important there. It’s something I don’t feel strongly for and I will always just advise the first show to people, since it being so flawed for so many reasons that’s it’s baffling at least makes it interesting to think about rather than boring or god awful.
#meg text#android kikaider the animation#kikaider 01 the animation#literally I haven’t been able to get this thought out of my head even if I HOPE I didn’t come off cynical#because I again don’t think it’s bad it’s at worst mid but there’s still enjoyable aspects of it#and I can at least see why people would like it more then the crossover even if I’ll always think that has a purpose#I just can’t see anyone thinking this is better then the original show unless they actually do not care for story#but I’m also not gonna be a dick to them cause maybe the story didn’t resonate with you and you want action#plus 01 does HAVE substance the entire ending is RICH with themes- but it’s just not like the original#it still feels more like a action heavy show that wants to have a interesting story but doesn’t prioritize the story#because the reason next to being slightly longer why the first Kikaider worked is because it didn’t focus on the action#and some people may see it as a flaw but it was too the stories benefit#01 explicitly feels like they just said “fuck it we ball” and it didn’t turn out to be a trainwreck but it’s still messy#also I looked up that each iteration had a different director which is 100% a factor into this tonal whiplash#but also the crossover feels PERFECTLY like the original with added stuff so you’d think the staff would tell the 01 director to do the sam#I wanna say 01 was just really rushed especially because it did came out not long after the OG ended#and ep 3 had the most god awful animation so sadly I can’t say it entirely has better animation the the original#but ALSO even if it was rushed it would not be that hard to send some time to tie to the original#literally just TWO flashbacks are needed to describe how jiro met Rieko and Akira and why gill is fucking alive#the latter being more dire since that’s just going to be the anime’s biggest plot hole#I’m so tempted to read the manga to compare if 01 was always this flawed or if the anime did it worse#even though I know the first arc is way better in the anime and also I need to read more of Inazuman first#just this hyperfixation feels more inclined to compare and contrast JUST 01
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clawsextended ¡ 11 months ago
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on a note to all: my plotting style is something i like to call i have adhd and if i see you on the dash and have an idea chances are i’ll im you about it. i’m an anxious little dude who isn’t always active in a broad scope, and it’s always been my nature to reach out to people. that doesn’t make me even remotely anxious. not even remotely expected to answer me — i totally get it, sometimes you don’t feel the vibe — but a general psa about how i work. i come from the dinosaur era where the only way to communicate with one another on any level was to directly talk to them and frankly i don’t even know how else you’re ever supposed to plot with a person otherwise. like… how do you write if you never talk????
#CLAWS RETRACTED.#[honest to god this isn’t shade at anyone im literally just trying to explain i am never on the dash and when i am i take handfuls of rando#snapshots to send to whoever’s in my scope at that second. which is i know ridiculous but when you’re me and you’re mobile 100% of the time#because the other 75% you’re doing everything for everyone in your life it becomes exceedingly hard to WANT to stare at a laptop screen.#even if im home im 100% mobile most of the time. basically what im saying is: as an rper i will totally drop into your im’s randomly if#something strikes my fancy. if that’s not your bag i totally get it. the plotting call life has never been mine to own. a lot of the time#it’ll be a person likes it and then you reach out and it turns into ‘haha neither of us have an idea’ which then kills the whole thing.#hence why -i- tend to approach especially if you reblog something or wishlist it and it crosses my path. like. im so happy to try almost an#anything someone wants to give a shot so long as you feel like playing ping pong with me about it. I’ve always been an exceedingly social#person because i just… love people. and for a person literally exploding with anxiety… I don’t do anxiety about talking to people. I USED#to long ago until I LITERALLY forced myself to just… not give a fuck. but honestly? do it scared and now it’s just fucking do it. I#apologize in advance if I can be a pain in the ass and if it’s not your dig I comprehend an unfollow. im a very involved and interested#writer and frankly it’s how I keep myself able to enjoy this hobby by not making it too serious. like. sometimes I read someone’s rules and#im like Jesus Christ I would love to remember all of this but my brain only has so much ram. idk when the big invisible book of online#etiquette was written but I must have been sleeping in class for that one.]
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veilk ¡ 6 months ago
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completely fair if you don't want to answer this but . does your self realization mean i was wrong about your disorder or am i still the excellent guessmaster
nope! you're still correct on that. thumbs up emoji
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