#why are my hips so bad
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Fucked up my hip really bad yesterday when walking without a cane. And it just got worse in the evening, I had to limp everywhere and walk super slowly down the stairs. I ended up having to use my cane to just walk to the bathroom that's right outside my room.
And now today, it's still hurting but I haven't stood up yet so I don't know how bad it is.
Also, mom said i could be pulling a muscle?? but how many times can i pull the same muscle every time i walk???
#this is literally the worst hip pain ive had#it usually doesn't get THAT bad#i couldnt lift my leg at ALL#why are my hips so bad#is it because im underweight??#who knows#i need to see a doctor#disabled#chronic pain#chronic illness#neurodivergent#cane user#joint issues#pain log📋
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Ooooooo, what r u reading, Gramps? :P
#my art#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt donnie#rise donnie#tmnt fanart#bad future rottmnt#bad future donnie#future donatello#apocalypse#damn#look at his hips#...#why are they so thick?
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black sails + tumblr text posts I have on my phone (pt.3/?)
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#hi babes its me#why is the quality so bad for billy? bc i have no respect for s4!billy next#im kidding (not about respectinv billy tho)#idk what happened there#me? recycling the same jokes? its more likely than you think#also featuring my second favorite shot of this show after silver with the hands on the hips pose of bisexuality#* drum rolls *#flint and madi looking at each other#ot3 truther stays winning#am i done with this format? i think the fuck not#black sails#black sails crack#tumblr text meme#james flint#thomas hamilton#flinthamilton#jack rackham#anne bonny#silverflintmadi#madi scott#long john silver#billy bones#silverflint#user purrvaire
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Favorite Martian pics atm
#i love these beginning of season pictures so much. these arent from the rb7 launch but they are in my heart#bcs like they dont want one driver to be favored so they make them do all the same pics but reversed#AND THEYRE SOOOOOO 🥺🥺🥺#like very obsessed w how in the car launch pics theres so many variations on whos doing what#like: heres mark sitting and seb standing. heres the opposite. heres both standing. heres both sitting. etc.#so then you just end up having these cute matching pictures 🤭🤭#but nah i like these in particular cause my god mark does not know what to do with his arms 😭#seb is *always* ready to do a sassy hand on the hip. mark is 🧍♂️#but yeah this is what my recent drawing was based on#but yknow without the perspective difference bcs i wanted to draw their actual height dif 🥺#also as dru just said to me when i sent these: i love how they made them stand in some random alley#like why does the floor look wet???? 😭😭😭😭#these are also giving like highschool professional photos. especially the ones w them leaning against the wall like bad boys 😎#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#mark webber#martian#sebmark#2011 australian gp
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Sirius from @kaaaaaaarf’s delightful fic here! (i couldn’t get him in his cropped bedazzled babygirl t-shirt out of my head)
#karfy I hope u like him!#finally posting it!#sirius black#I’m eh on the tats but it is what it is#peep the 8 ball one haha#I gave him antlers on his hips#at first but it like didn’t look right which is DEVASTSTING#but just kno that was my intent 😭#idk why the upload quality is always so bad :/#k tag#my art
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I need 8 tattoos IMMEDIATELY
#I miss getting tattooed every 4 months!! I haven’t been able to afford it in a year now 😔#hear me out I wanna get:#-forearm piece from my fav artist. probably a bat (would have to travel this one)#-additions to the bat leg sleeve including a cute little floral piece and maybe a big woodcut style piece coming up to my hip#-a piece or two filling out the space on my left arm. maybe a critter skull? maybe some creepy flowers or plants?#-something on my torso. anything at all#-strawberries… somewhere…#and after I’ve had top surgery I’m gonna get a bat on my chest and something on my stomach#I need neck tats eventually too#might hold off on shoulders until my collar is done#space and all#anyways. my skin is supposed to be a work of art I fucking crave it so bad#maybe this is why I’ve been so set on burning the stars and dots into myself lmao#craving the permanent pretty markings#let me Be Art#batty posts
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Getting closer, getting really close now I swear (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#True Villainy AU#Just ignore how many times I've said that up to this point lol - I'm serious this time!#I always feel so bad designing TVAU outfits because Charm is always so miserable as a model haha#Could this be a contributing factor as to why it's taken so long?? No I enjoy drawing her like that lol#Made some design notes about the important elements of what I want for her True Villain look - more than just ''Her but Kaiein influence''#I'd still really like a nod to dragon scales of some kind but honestly her classic design is more that#Always going on about her spider theming how to make it dragony! It's the one thing I'm still hung up on lol#As for the rest I think it's Really getting close :) I got to actually turn her little ''shawl'' - I always knew it was Kaiein-related -#Into something that properly mimics his shape! It's all controlled by her tho it's not a part of his body - just magic-infused matter#Made to look like him so there's still that creep factor but it's more her body than his - she can control its shape :D#And I got to keep the jewels! Yesss - made it a motif! Now it's also on her hips and knees to break up her visual space yes very good#It's drips :) Y'know - like ink :) Finally figured that one out lol good job setting up my own symbolism me#And then some elegant drapey bits to match her ''shawl'' and continue to break up her space!! Yes! Good!!#I still haven't decided on a colour palette I think black and white is too obvious and too Kaiein but hmmm - she has a lot of colours#Lots of options to pick from but which is the Correct one - her hair would stay pink so maybe some of her pinks or purples#I'll play with some digital swatches later :)#I'm also so glad I could implement the hood design from one of the scrapped outfits ah <3 I love her in a hood she's so cute#I'm rather pleased with the way the spider web design breaks up her form as well - it's more subdued than the full bottom/shoes stripes but#It's also not very clear here lol the long ones that all the way down to her feet are the third from the center ignore that second one#The second lines out from the center host her wings! Very important!#Kinda reminds me of my holosona in a way actually :0 They /are/ both Evil-aligned hmmmm#All the more reason to colour palette! Differentiate the colours in my head#Really do feel like I'm approaching it now fdjsklafd getting close now!!
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my real strugglers moment with threshold au in prodigy timeline rn is that like,,,,, im uniquely struggling with the idea of what to do with chakotay post-season two with where they left him,,,,,,,,, it feels weird to me that kathryn’s the one thatd be around more WHICH IS FINE but its just funny how Stay At Home Mom it makes her feel to me haha
like i have to canon compliantly explain why hed choose to go back out into the field rather than be home with his AU kids after having been seemingly lost for 10 years lol. inevitably both parents end up working again which is fine. maybe everyone thinks kathryn retiring early is out of character and it is because she finds out she’s COUGH and discreetly retires, only to get recalled lol.
what makes it even weirder is that the kids would probably be a bit less upset about him just continuing to work bc for them he was only missing for like a year or so(?) maybe chakotay just feels out of place and hes trying to find himself again,,,,,, something something kathryns baby she hasnt told him about yet SHRUG i never like the idea of playing the angle that hes any less of a father to the three kids hes not biologically related to tho :/
#prodigy spoilers#sigh#threshold au#why can’t anthropologist chakotay be real 😭😭😭😭😭😭 he seems so far out of reach rn RIP#go where youre needed chakotay :’(#i should say like im fine with what they did with him#attaching him to janeway’s hip is always bad hecking call in my opinion its very reductive#i just PERSONALLY am struggling with the dilemma of himbo independence lmao but its not impossible
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can my body just chill. please.
#coni speaks#WHY IS MY HEART BEATING SO FAST IM JUST SITTING IN BED?????#fuckass iron deficency ruining everything /hj#my hips have been hurting so much lately ima scream#least i havent gotten a bad headache in a few days gah
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i almost feel bad for all the conscious white Tumblr users for the normal white Tumblr users making an absolute fool of themselves talking about rap. What do you mean you think rap is inherently sexual and violent and you get uncomfortable so you put on Thrash Metal instead. What do you mean you think Hamilton Counts. Like I'm not one for lumping people together and generalizing because I know that white people aren't a monolith but. This is ur crew? That's Y'ALL'S people? The one saying that say they worship Taylor Swift and that rap is all about sex and guns and violence? Get a grip
#Like oh my god#It's so embarrassing#It's. I didn't realize how our of touch Tumblr is#Y'all need serious intervention#Let's unpack why you think Rap is Bad but when Emo sings the same lyrics it's Innovative#And Creative and Vogue#Like what#Let's unpack why your only experience with rap was Hamilton#A play made by POC playing as colonizers that own and genocided their ancestors#That is so out of touch it makes stomachs eat themselves#Let's unpack that#God y'all are embarrassing#rap music#rap#hip hop#black music#rnb#Racism#anti blackness
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listening to any music lately?
Trans women yelling at me, mainly
#actual answer Femtanyl has been on loop since like august#a lot of Changeline & Issabrokie & Machine Girl too since their stuff is pretty easy to listen to casually and they have. so much.#ive been listening to some of the stuff i see recommended here which has creates a nice variety#i saved some in a playlist including Zand; lustsickpuppy; Goblin Daycare; My Dead Girlfriend; TWINK OBLITERATOR; and Ada Rook#but generally i default to hip-hop or anything loud or both#i finally started listening to MF Doom recently#and ill listen to anything on youtube recommended that looks interesting (usually that means uhh conventionally bad or ugly if ur boring)#oh shit and most recently ive been listening to dungeon synth cause i started a Rune game and wanted music that wasnt just dark souls#i think Poppet was one i found on a rec post here#oh and i recently decided to check the wayback machine for Isserley because i found her music in october and then she mustve wiped out all#of her social media presence in the next few months so anyway im glad i found that again#oh and also Youth The Rich and also Food House and also Newgrounds Death Rugby and also Yameii Online and als#why did i say all that. sorry. uhh yeah i dont really listen to much music#music
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me on the bokris ao3 tag obsessively refreshing while everyone else is on damon's instagram 💔💔
#vee rambles#HOPE HE DROPS SOMETHING!!!!!! JAN !!!!!! JURE !!!!!!! NACE !!!!! im sorry for beinng so cynical about it earlier this mornkng im excited now#also the sad lack of bojan pictures throughout the day ☹️ hes alr gotten bored of giving us heart attacks#anyways#vee vse-kar-vem! you might ask. why are you in bed at only 11 uk time ?#dearest follower. i would reply. i have come down with a bad case of the shivers and stomach pain and hip pain and joint pain. this is what#being a joker out fan does to a girl... 😞😞 my youth my vitality all stripped away to feed the joker out fandom machine 😞😞 (joke)#anyways thank you everyone love you guys (no reason just wanted to talk about how amazingly talented and clever all the people in this#fandom are 🥺 i could literally never uou all make running this tumblr blog worth it for me#and kris .... after yesterday ..... count ur days
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welp I have now been screamed at for bringing my cane to school (folded in my bag)
mom really does SAY she’s inclusive but then will spout the most ableist or fatphobic shit you’ve ever heard
#also EVERYTHING is about her#“you don’t feel well? I’m just a failure as a human then”#”you like this jacket? well too bad it looks FUCKING terrible”#except of course when I do something wrong#bc then it’s entirely my fault#”oh you have a b in your triple advanced ap class? well you’re just not trying”#I am trying so hard mom#why can’t you just believe me when I tell you things#if I tell you my hip hurts I feel like you should say “oh maybe we should use our extensive insurance to go to the doctor#something you haven’t in a year”#instead of “it’s because you’re a lazy bum who doesn’t run marathons because you’re so perfect for it but you’re too stupid and lazy”#“oh you don’t do this coping strategy that works for me but not for you? well it means you’re going to fail”#and when she doesn’t feel good I’m not allowed to be anything less than perfect#well guess what#I am flawed!!!!#sometimes I want my feelings to be taken seriously!!!!#sometimes I want to be believed for once in my goddamn life#anyways. sorry#vent
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why don't clothes fit me the way they do on a skinny cis guy (<- isn't a skinny cis guy)
#being trans masc is so frustrating because i forget i got the level 1000 gyatt#go forth and find a beautiful trans woman bodily curves of mine#i have so many cool pants that would give away im kweer if i wore them not because they're from alt fashion subcultures#but because my ass and thighs and hips are too femme apparently?!?!?#when will people stop associating allat with women or something#my cis male friends have the biggest fucking asses for some reason AND THEY KEEP ON TWERKING INFRONT OF ME WHEN IM MINDING MY BUSINESS#no but *im* the female and a girl apparently#i wanna go out in tight fitting clothes until i realise i actually have a female body like whatttt#ain't that crazy#im not saying those bodily attributes are inherently femme or indicators of being a girl or a female cause just. no#im just saying that many people think that way#and it's hard trying to be perceived as masc while trying to dress the way i want to#'why do you care about how others perceive you?' because being perceived as a girl makes me feel bad like what#its different from your personality being perceived differently#im aware my gender is something i define but i can also want others to perceive me as a guy too#i cant change the minds of everybody but in the end i still am a masc identifying person and i want people to easily identify me as one#transphobes and people who blatantly refuse to perceive me as one is something else entirely#and if adhering to the binary gender norms is how i can be validated in my gender then so be it#because gender is a social construct and mine is affirmed and solidified through social interaction#other trans people wont do what i do. others do. that's fine. gnc trans people are fucking sick /pos#but unfortunately i do not have it in me to NOT care about how others perceive my gender#because it matters a lot to me and being perceived as a girl hurts
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ough i fucked up my hip joints perusing the joann paper aisle. not beating the elderly allegations today boys
#i did a lot of squat to stand to squat kind of movements and it was a VERY bad idea with my very weak joints#i was just trying to find the exact right shades of paper for my new bookbinding project :'(#and another thing! why are the shades and hues so random for solid colors!#why do they not sell these things in neatly organized uniform increments like embroidery floss??#it's so hard to find solid colors that match in saturation and patterned papers that aren't cutesy scrapbook designs#can anyone tell me where they sell cool text weight art papers i can use in my books#i need this in compensation for my joints that are absolutely fucked#I'm going to break a hip and my partner will never let me live it down if i do
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bad body days like oh great i want to off myself but I won't even be pretty at my funeral
#omg kiera no one cares#'bad body days' isn't that everyday??#i was hungry after work so i ATE and now i want to die because oh my god why do i look like that!!!!#cruelest thing to happen to me is to be hungry like wtf#i just want to be HOT WHEN I DIE MY FUNERAL IS MY BIG DAY#AND I'M SO UGLY I CAN'T EVEN DIE NOW CAUSE I'LL LOOK DISGUSTING#face is okay minus a zit wanting to come on my nose but isn't#you can't tell it just hurts#but the body..... oh the body my biggest enemy but outside and in#anyway gotta go get my hip mole looked at 😔 and be reminded of what i look like
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