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This is the least depressed I have felt in years
#i think like maybe once every couple of weeks I’ll have an evening where I’m feeling down but I can still manage it pretty well#like it’s just sort of like ‘damn i hate feeling this way but im gonna do everything i can to make myself feel better’#and then make myself some food and do things to occupy my mind#I am out here living life#living life is a skill you have to cultivate which SUCKS but once you figure it out…#I didn’t understand so many things growing up that I just Get now#going to the shops by yourself doing what you want#legitimately did not know what i wanted to do#did not know what i liked or disliked#i was indifferent to everything#i dont understand how to be indifferent to everything now but i remember what it was like#im happy. im healthy. i honestly dont want to die anymore.#Legitimately did not see myself making it to 28 years old like 6 months ago and here i am with a completely new outlook on life#i survived so many situations. i put myself thru so many scenarios just hoping it would take me away but i lived anyway and im happy 4 that#I met people that felt the same way I did and I fought tooth and nail to save them even if only for that night#i cared so deeply for complete strangers. I feel like maybe I was trying to save myself thru them#my determination to prevent others from doing the things id been doing because deep down i knew it was wrong#who do we have if not eachother?#‘hell is real’ has replaced ‘i wanna kms’ as the phrase i constantly repeat to myself. I cant stop saying it like i dont have a choice#when im with others tho j find myself saying ‘what a good day’ with the same amount of unintentional force#i say it with much more intent and consciousness when i am alone#because so many days are good day. 13/14 of days are good days im noticing#even the days where i feel down at the end are good days. My feeling sad/anxious/depressed doesnt mean i had a bad day. even if it feels bad#i love my friends so much#and i love meeting so many people#i love meeting new people all the time even if i dont remember them#i want to remember them because so many people are so nice and i love those connections#what a good day today was. what a damn good day. Everything is okay.#Special thank you to my roommates and to my former roommates for being my biggest supporters and for saving my life
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@sketchbookweek Day 2 | Hilda !
My first time trying out pixel art, with a wonderful little app for my phone!!! End product is very simple and hardly flawless, but I don’t think too bad for my first try!
#before I got my period I was thinking I’d challenge myself to try something new or unfamiliar for every day of sketchbook week#since I don’t have my usual tools#but now I’m in survival mode lol so if I can get something done every day it’ll be a bloody miracle#might do more pixel art in that case! this was fun and I want to get better at it too#esp once my iPad is fixed and I can get the app on there#experiment with a bigger canvas yk!#hilda#hilda the series#netflix hilda#hilda netflix#art#my art#digital art#fanart#doodle#drawing#pixel art#oh the app is pixquare btw! it’s very good great UI and highly customisable#sketchbook week#sketchbook week 2024#Kaisa Hilda#Hilda kaisa#Hilda Johanna#johanna hilda#sketchbook#sketchbook ship#kaisanna#Hilda (Hilda)#it feels weird to do this prompt as just them standing next to eachother but. here we are#I think they’re cute anyway so who cares!!
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If anyone else was wondering where the hell Rogue got that engagment ring from: It was already on his hand!
Its on his right ring finger. Not quite the traditional placement for marriage/engagement rings as thats the left ring finger. However, the similar placement makes me wonder whether he was also given that ring by someone...
#like we know he lost someone! someone important to him! what if he was also engaged!! what if that was his engagement ring!! I'm barking!!#grrraaghghfhhh like what if they both have so much baggage regarding relationships and marriage and STILL are choosing to go for eachother!#anyway guess who watched Rogue for a 3rd time babeyyy#not including all the scene scrubbing ive been doing for fanart and characterisation purposes#dw spoilers#timerogue#roguedoctor#dndoctor#doctor/rogue#doctor who#season 14#series 14#rtd2 era#rtd 2.0#spoilers
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good morning world i love being in an incredibly mutual but completely ‘too gay to function’ relationship these days
#teehee#idk i woke up thinking about how one of my friends said they’ve literally never seen him behave the way he does around me. not just excited#like giddy. and i was lying in the living room just grinning last night and my housemates kept going ‘is it the boyyyyyy?’ and im like..#maybe….#idk. its good.#one of my friends (the one who originally got us to talk to eachother) keeps calling him ‘my boyfriend’ everytime they refer to him and vic#versa for me. and i think she does it entirely because of the stupid smile we both get. we get teased a lot because how unchill both of us#are about being in love. i swear to god sometimes. we’re hanging out and i realize i have quite literally rendered him speechless by doing#very little. it’s. im having a moment#it’s about 5 months now. and i have yet to calm down#echo
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Can I request you draw soushi- nah I’m kidding give us more keishin PLEASE
ok i’ll combine both your ideas into one horrible mess if thats ok
#Soushin… i do see them as more of a toxic friendship than a toxic romantic relationship ngl#i see soushin as queer platonic#but i find their dynamic absolutely FASCINATING!!!!#like midori is deceased and shin knows this. but sometimes his mannerisms are just a little too similar to what he’s familiar with#and sometimes for a second. he doesn’t see the ai of his dead friend but he sees midori right in front of him#how fun#(in case it wasn’t obvious- i ship soushin the same way i ship megumi and keiji)#(they’re horrible for eachother and they shouldn’t be together but it’s interesting for their characters)#ok thank you#yttd#your turn to die#kgs#kimi ga shine#keiji shinogi#midori yttd#sou hiyori#shin tsukimi#did not like the end result but it’s ok we have our flop eras 🔥🔥🔥#ALSO SORRY TO MY MUTUALS WHO ARE HERE FOR OC ART HHHH IM REWRITING LORE
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If William had to fall in love with ONE cursed pirate, who-
uhmm, I guess Scrappy and Big are pretty busy being lesbi- GOOD LORD WHAT IS HAPPENING OVER THERE
#asks#anon#thought this would be funny and#it IS.#pooliam#do I have a tag for this?#wh..#why would I have a tag for this#well. I'm starting a tag for this#guys please it would be so funny if we made like a ton of content about these guys#I want people to start this comic thinking it's about these two guys#and they never even meet eachother#please#but also theyre SUCH a good ship#it's like so... evocative...?#emotionally#to be someone who has lost so deeply#and someone who is.. well. living on stolen time#to meet#to meet. from the lighthouse#meant to ward away a ship#and from the ship#which he can never leave#you have to stay away#but you can't...#and any moment your time could run out...#but to share what you have left...#ITS SO GOOD#RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#how did I accidentally come up w such a good pairing by just like making 2 guys
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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which sans aus do i think would believe in climate change challenge GO
horror: really sans (and by extension any classic variant) would believe in climate change due to being former scientists. like what type of scientist DOESN'T believe in climate change. so horror would believe in climate change but he'd be really damn pessimistic about it (because he's an asshole!) like he genuinely wouldn't care at all. sometimes on bad days he purposely litters. on really hot/cold days as a result of climate change he'd complain and start considering bring environmentally friendly. but he never does. horror wouldn't care at all
killer: he would believe in climate change but he similarly to horror wouldn't care. because he simply has more important things to care about (kities :3 nightmare :3) he thinks those things are somehow above climate change (dumbass!!!! nightmare would melt like wax because of climate change) but when faced with the reality that things are actually being affected by climate he'd be like damn.... this shit id actually happening and i'm contributing to it.... but then he'd immediately move on and get back to more important business
dust: climate change believer but he just does not care. like he tries not to be wasteful and litter and he probably properly uses a recycling bin but in the end he doesn't really give a shit if his efforts are really helping. also he kinda forgets sometimes and that's really not helping the globe. dust would bring it up in fights that he recycles and then people (horror an killer) would shit on him for A. being a pretentious stuck up dick who thinks hes better than everyone for being environmental and B. because he's a goddamn hypocrite that doesn't even stick to his own recycling goals. goddamn asshole
nightmare: he's smart enough to know that climate change does exist but he purposely pretends that it isn't real to piss people off (and get those delicious delicious negative emotions :3) and he'd do it so confidently and he'd belittle you so much that either you get so pissed off and irritated at him or you start questioning yourself and if climate change actually IS real? he'd make up fake sources for climate change being fake and site the mtt as his source because they used to be scientists 💀💀
ink: this fella doesn't even know what day of the week it is do you think they would remember climate change??? absolutely not. anyways ink probably has it scrawled down on his scarf: CLIMATE CHANFE EXISTS. IT WILL KILL THE CREATORS/CREATIONS. but then he still doesn't manage to remember it!!!! but if they could genuinely remember everyday i think ink would try to use less earth harmful stuff for his art and try to be environmentally friendly. key word TRY. this is the guy that goes around teleporting and fighting with ink they would litter the substance everywhere
dream: he really really struggled with grappling with the concept that YES climate change exists. YES there is enough trash out there to kill the earth. YES there is not much he can do about it. like every moral dilemma question about climate change was asked by dream (to swap) and he's very upset about climate change prior to maturing. but after maturing he knows that he can't do much to help climate change but he is FERVENTLY environmentally friendly and tries to remind everyone around him to help the earth (without shoving it down their throats because he's nice like that). if dream had the time he would probably start a nonprofit for helping the earth. he would start a nonprofit for everything actually. modern au dream where he has several nonprofit organizations to help various causes. someone out there's gonna love this idea
swap: he does. i think he would make a joke about it at first when being asked like CLIMATE'S CHANGING? I HOPE HER NEW OUTFIT LOOKS GREAT! or some dumbass fucking joke like that but this guy is even more environmentally friendly than dream. he goes to RALLIES for the environment. he would use environmentally friendly soaps and even fucking kitchen utensils. this guy is just here for saving the earth. he wants to really really believe that big corporations don't mean bad with pollution but he knows. theres no convincing himself that big corp wants to save the earth. even someone like swap who always has hope can't convince himself of that shit
cross: he would obviously believe in climate change. i actually don't know if theres someone here that i don't thinm believes in climate change yet. anyways cross would and he'd recycle regularly and try to be good at it. but accidents happen and he messed up his recycling sometimes and then he feels bad for it because the goddamn earth is gonna die if he doesn't at least contribute his part. cross is baffled by people who don't believe in it the same way i am at flat earthers. like HELLOthe rising temperatures are right there!!!!
error: doesn't care. he lives in the antivoid climate change doesn't effect him. also it would just make his job easier :3 error LAUGHS in the face of rising temperatures
now you may ask why did you decide to post this. but what you should really be asking is why not shouldn't i have posted this. the question was clearly on everyone's minds. i was just the only one brave enough to step up and determine if these fictional characters would care about our world melting to death (OBVIOUSLY)
#this may be the most brainrotted dumbass post i've come up with yet#CLIMATE CHANGE??? FUCKING CLIMATE CHANGE???? have i really run out of ideas already#no i havent but GODDAMN i was CACKLING thinking about this#there are definitely more sans aus that i could've considered but no way in hell am i doing all that#YOU CAN COME UP WITH YOUR OWN IDEAS FOR THOSE I FORGOT 😒😒😒#when mtt get into fights they bring up the most irrelevant details about eachother like this. how much do they contribute to climate change#mtt fighting about climate change would be one of the top 10 funniest fights#killer would instantly lose that fight btw because he doesn't even CONSIDER recycling#but dust definitely gets shit on the most in that argument#killer and horror gang up on him because he's a prick. and then horror and dust gang up on killer for not even doing it#and then dust and killer gang up on horror for not making up his mind on environmentalism or not#it's just a big fucking loop of trying to see who's the worst#nightmare would take the objectively wrong stance on ANYTHING just to piss people off and i really love that about him#yessss king go out and be a hater. we needed someone to be the worst person in existence anyways ❤️❤️#this might be my first post about more than just the mtt + nightmare. what the hell????#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#nightmare sans#ink sans#dream sans#swap sans#cross sans#error sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#star sanses#utmv#sans au#tricule hc
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this is very quickly becoming an issue, the rot consumes.
thank you character designer for gravity falls for making ford's design play into every single one of my art style crutches. whoever you are, I love you and wish you the best. I love drawing old men, but specifically this one right now.
#stanford pines#ford pines#grunkle ford#gravity falls#art#sketch#traditional art#fanart#i am ill#he's kinda real. sometimes.#I love drawing old men#old men are my favourite to draw thank you#if you spot the refs for any of these i will cry and then sob to you about how they have changed my soul#my markers are running out of ink and idk what to do about it#what do you mean I cant use the same marker in the same condition for every drawing ever?!? no!!#I have more art I just need to make a ford appreciation post first#everytime I draw ford it's all “oh wow yeah he's so grhgg” and then I remember stanley exists and I feel so guilty#love me a fucked up sibling dynamic#thanks alex hirsch#me my sibling and the really fucked up the more you try to understand it relationship we have#like yeah sure we love eachother but have tlu ever considered hatred spite and malice?#keep being who you are gravity falls you are my favourite guys.
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I want you to tell ‘em that you love the way that they don’t stick out like sore middle fingers
[Continuation of this]
#TMNT 2012#casey jones 2012#raphael hamato#rasey#this is platonic again but I’m not against romantic subtext or whatever#when I was in school being able to do this with your hand was super cool and I often still do it with both#but I’ve met both adults and kids who’ve never seen it before and it freaks them out ahaha#anyway I was jus thinking of hands again and this is a warm up sketch#but i do think thee two would have heart to hearts on rooftops sometimes and really open up#maybe theyre sat next to eachother and raph looks at his thigh next to Casey’s and gets self conscious#maybe one of them was hurt in a fight (probably Casey) and theyre patching eachother up and they just start exploring their differences#or maybe its something as simple as raph asking casey if he was Tarzan and the scene with the hands and Casey’s like yo we can do that#or even more childish theyre just doing it to see who’s hands bigger because Casey’s sister has been doing it a lot and its fun#because let me tell you it doesnt matter how old the kids i work with are they all love comparing my hand with theirs#but i imagine Raphs eyes for a second would give away hes upset a little cause he’s definitely the most self conscience about being a mutant#so Casey would do this and be like ahh look see we arent that different really#raph could bend his fingers to emphasise how much shorter Casey’s are#and cause would say something like these digits might be small but theyre mighty#leading to a shove or even a thumb war or something#anyway ill stop gushing i have a comission to do xxx#OH OH OH THE BITE MARK ON CASEY IS BECAUSE A MUTUAL COMMENTS ABOUT EATING MY RASEY ART SO THATS THEIR TEETH but im not naming names....
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CAN WE PLEASE STOP PUTTING MEN IN EXPERIMENTAL SUPER JETS WHO HATE ANOTHER GUY CARNALY AND THEN MAKING THEM FIGHT TO THE DEATH. PLEASE. FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH
#moss talks#listened to project wingman kings again. worst mistake of my life#WHAAT THE FUCK IS CRIMSON ONE'S PROBLEM... WHAT IS PIXY'S PROBLEM. THE BORDER BROTHERS.... THE NUKE BROTHERS#WE ARE FIGHTING TO THE DEATH STOP MONOLOGING AT MEEEEEEEEE#YES I CAN HEAR THE FURY AND VIOLENT INTENT IN YOUR VOICE. I KNOW THE ONLY THING YOU CARE ABOUT RIGHT NOW IS KILLING ME.#YOU AND I ARE BOTH COMPLETE OPPOSITES AND PERFECT FOILS TO EACHOTHER#WE ARE DOING THE IMPOSSIBLE AND DOING THE WORLD'S MOST INTRICATE COMPLICATED AND VIOLENT DANCE RIGHT NOW#NOTHING ELSE MATTERS EXCEPT FOR WHO FALLS FIRST. YOU OR ME. EITHER I DIE OR YOU DO. YOU HAVE TO KILL ME TO LIVE#AAAAAAAAAUAYAGHAHFGGHHFHSYFUUFHDHRFHDHSKDNGHJD#anyways hi i'm normal. no one reads my tags right. hi guys.#ace combat#ace combat zero#project wingman
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mfs do anything but finish their wips . like startign another, for example
#trigun sky au. because i can.#light-guide (mainly) vash . usually assumed to be either isle or valley born. witnessed the fall#realm-guide wolfwood . isle born. very fond of moths/sparrows#vault scribes(?) meryl and milly . both vault born but people sometimes assume milly to be of prairie. they document spirit tradition-#slash seasons slash events idk anyting to do w preservation im thinking#knives and vash are light twins...#eden-guide knives... people assume hes vault born or somethinf. also witnessed the fall and is not very fond of spirits#hes a huge fucking fan of both creatures of light and darkness though#slander a dark dragon near him he will jump you . slash jay. . slash not j#angry at the whole industrialization thing that turned forest to what it is#see the fun thing about taking a game that doesnt have very very deep lore sans concept art (WHIHCH IM STILL SO FUCKING SAD ABT. ITS SO???)#is that you can just throw whatever at it to your liking#FOR EXAMPLE. SHARD RAINS? THAT WAS PART OF MY SKY UNIVERSE WAY BEFORE SHATTERING . THAT WAS WHAT CAUSSED THE FALL PARTIALLY SHFJHFHG#anyways s more or less implied that there was some form of mineral extraction in forest#and the rain there has literally no reason to drain your light . waters fine and everythnig. so something happened#and the trees looking so dead etc presence of crabs and gloomy skies in contrast to the brighter ones of previous areas#vash and knives occasionally do eden guiding together#iuhhhhhdk . i think wolfwood would but specifically for skykids who are going through their first run#milly and meryl at the season of remembrance..#meryl fond of valley races in secret milly big fan of tournaments they both ice skate at the dreams village and visit performance theater#because i SAY SO#brad luida home. vault born mostly vault dwellers see season of remembrance. uh idk big on trying to understand and improve technology#and contraptions left behind by spirits#“wow mr vash mr knives . you both sure do know the ins and outs of the realms!” and they both give eachother looks like WE WERE THERE WHEN#THE KINGDOM IN THE SKY FELL#rems a spirit beeteedubs .#twins thought they were the first skykids. stage whisper tesla#mhhhhhh vash loses his arm to a shard....#think. the plant trio all have like... a higher concentration of light than even creatures of light themselves#gate equivalent ig?
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Anders has inordinate amounts of annoying little brother energy, which is ironic considering the main person you see that dynamic unfold with is his ex-wife.
#like I am NOT saying they consider eachother siblings because just no#but that’s the vibe their relationship has to me#cause it’s not even a ‘wait a minute that’s my idiot’ sort of deal. because johanna wants nothing to do with him#if someone insulted him or he got hurt she’d point and laugh and she’d be right for it#they irritate eachother but they don’t HATE eachother ???#johanna doesn’t care about his opinion enough for him to genuinely get to her. she’s confident enough to keep him in line#idk if I’m describing this right but I have An Image of them in my head lol#hilda#hilda the series#netflix hilda#hilda netflix#anders Hilda#Hilda anders#johanna Hilda#Hilda Johanna#Hilda season 3 spoilers#hilda spoilers#hilda season 3#when I say little brother I mean like snot nosed 8 year old who keeps insisting that mom said he could play#also I like that we as a fandom kind of just decided Anders and johanna were married. even tho canon never stated that#for my purposes they had to have been an item bc of Lauren’s story#but canonically they could’ve been a really weird one night stand#but they have such divorcee energy that I don’t think I’ve ever seen that take lmao#textpost#blethering
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Gotta make something nice and clear, the story of Blood in the water is a project that will take time. It’s not being written and published all at once. Just like any fanfiction, there will be more with time.
Please do not harass me or Smitty for more, do not rush us, don’t tell us what to do.
Every time someone does, the updates will in fact be postponed.
#please respect our time and space#we are whole human beings#I am an adult who needs to do adult ahit#this is a HOBBY#art takes time#writing takes time#especially since it’s not the only project both of us have#in fact me and Smitty have so many tid bits and aus we shared between eachother#tagzpite rambles#if you want to support me and make my life easier go on#I have a Redbubble and a Ko-Fi where you can commission or donate
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Everyone needs to get on my spones divorce wavelength right tf now ‼️
#its my best headcanon I'll die defending it#they met at the academy spock was still very attached to being vulcan and intellectual and what have you#bones is a seemingly reserved academic doctor with a classically earth american accent and attitude#spock likes it#they court#they do a marriage of convenience because it seems sensible. bones really does love him but not quite enough to put his heart into it#or come up with anything romantic#spock thinks relationships should be run like that#they expect to be posted together but they aren't#bones starts to drink more than spock would like#relationship takes a toll#Spock learns the joy of arguing#bitter divorce because theyve changed and lost their connection#posted on the enterprise together a few years later (sods law) and spock sees what his life could have been like the whole time#when he meets kirk#spock and bones do their bitter exes who actually do still care about eachother schtick#until bones gets pissed off because hes flirting with the captain right in front of him#and so we get constantly pissy bones with spock running only a little less bitchy to impress jim#but actually when it matters the love is there#hey of course never tell anyone this#spock assumes everyone knows and any information about bones' personal life will have to be surgically removed#al is talking
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final totk verdict.
#totk critical#loz#zelda#.txt#tldr: why didnt we get to experience the MAIN STORYLINE#why didnt zelda and link get to grow closer and stronger TOGETHER#why did we do laundry for 3 months while zelda fought a war#and she said it was cool and we just had to take her word for it#also i#i dont care abt. s/onia or r/auru or. any of the champions#their designs are cool esp sonia but like..#theyre. empty. and flawless. and they rob screentime from the development of link. of zelink. of the champions we DO know and care about.#i guarantee i would have enjoyed son/rau more if i was able to INTERACT WITH THEM!!!! :[#im bitter sorry#oh yeah and why arent link and zelda like. in love anymore.#in botw they were so insane crazy in love with eachother it ruled the fate of hyrule#and now theyre like...... coworkers... who went out to get chipotle or somnething together and got split up in timeline traffic#and theyre just like oh well#ill see ya when i see ya ig#idk. its so... weird. its so relaxed. its so distant.#the one serious thing is offscreen#link isnt just a side character hes a background character#while the main story takes place offscreen#://
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