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trannykong · 2 years ago

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This is the least depressed I have felt in years

#i think like maybe once every couple of weeks I’ll have an evening where I’m feeling down but I can still manage it pretty well #like it’s just sort of like ‘damn i hate feeling this way but im gonna do everything i can to make myself feel better’#and then make myself some food and do things to occupy my mind #I am out here living life #living life is a skill you have to cultivate which SUCKS but once you figure it out…#I didn’t understand so many things growing up that I just Get now #going to the shops by yourself doing what you want #legitimately did not know what i wanted to do #did not know what i liked or disliked #i was indifferent to everything #i dont understand how to be indifferent to everything now but i remember what it was like #im happy. im healthy. i honestly dont want to die anymore.#Legitimately did not see myself making it to 28 years old like 6 months ago and here i am with a completely new outlook on life #i survived so many situations. i put myself thru so many scenarios just hoping it would take me away but i lived anyway and im happy 4 that #I met people that felt the same way I did and I fought tooth and nail to save them even if only for that night #i cared so deeply for complete strangers. I feel like maybe I was trying to save myself thru them #my determination to prevent others from doing the things id been doing because deep down i knew it was wrong #who do we have if not eachother?#‘hell is real’ has replaced ‘i wanna kms’ as the phrase i constantly repeat to myself. I cant stop saying it like i dont have a choice #when im with others tho j find myself saying ‘what a good day’ with the same amount of unintentional force #i say it with much more intent and consciousness when i am alone #because so many days are good day. 13/14 of days are good days im noticing #even the days where i feel down at the end are good days. My feeling sad/anxious/depressed doesnt mean i had a bad day. even if it feels bad #i love my friends so much #and i love meeting so many people #i love meeting new people all the time even if i dont remember them #i want to remember them because so many people are so nice and i love those connections #what a good day today was. what a damn good day. Everything is okay.#Special thank you to my roommates and to my former roommates for being my biggest supporters and for saving my life

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blaithnne · 2 months ago

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@sketchbookweek Day 2 | Hilda !

My first time trying out pixel art, with a wonderful little app for my phone!!! End product is very simple and hardly flawless, but I don’t think too bad for my first try!

#before I got my period I was thinking I’d challenge myself to try something new or unfamiliar for every day of sketchbook week #since I don’t have my usual tools #but now I’m in survival mode lol so if I can get something done every day it’ll be a bloody miracle #might do more pixel art in that case! this was fun and I want to get better at it too #esp once my iPad is fixed and I can get the app on there #experiment with a bigger canvas yk!#hilda #hilda the series #netflix hilda #hilda netflix #art #my art #digital art #fanart #doodle #drawing #pixel art #oh the app is pixquare btw! it’s very good great UI and highly customisable #sketchbook week #sketchbook week 2024 #Kaisa Hilda #Hilda kaisa #Hilda Johanna #johanna hilda #sketchbook #sketchbook ship #kaisanna #Hilda (Hilda)#it feels weird to do this prompt as just them standing next to eachother but. here we are #I think they’re cute anyway so who cares!!

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causalityparadoxes · 7 months ago

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If anyone else was wondering where the hell Rogue got that engagment ring from: It was already on his hand!

Its on his right ring finger. Not quite the traditional placement for marriage/engagement rings as thats the left ring finger. However, the similar placement makes me wonder whether he was also given that ring by someone...

#like we know he lost someone! someone important to him! what if he was also engaged!! what if that was his engagement ring!! I'm barking!!#grrraaghghfhhh like what if they both have so much baggage regarding relationships and marriage and STILL are choosing to go for eachother!#anyway guess who watched Rogue for a 3rd time babeyyy #not including all the scene scrubbing ive been doing for fanart and characterisation purposes #dw spoilers #timerogue #roguedoctor #dndoctor #doctor/rogue #doctor who #season 14 #series 14 #rtd2 era #rtd 2.0 #spoilers

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its-haughty · 4 months ago

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Can I request you draw soushi- nah I’m kidding give us more keishin PLEASE

ok i’ll combine both your ideas into one horrible mess if thats ok

#Soushin… i do see them as more of a toxic friendship than a toxic romantic relationship ngl #i see soushin as queer platonic #but i find their dynamic absolutely FASCINATING!!!!#like midori is deceased and shin knows this. but sometimes his mannerisms are just a little too similar to what he’s familiar with #and sometimes for a second. he doesn’t see the ai of his dead friend but he sees midori right in front of him #how fun #(in case it wasn’t obvious- i ship soushin the same way i ship megumi and keiji)#(they’re horrible for eachother and they shouldn’t be together but it’s interesting for their characters)#ok thank you #yttd #your turn to die #kgs #kimi ga shine #keiji shinogi #midori yttd #sou hiyori #shin tsukimi #did not like the end result but it’s ok we have our flop eras 🔥🔥🔥#ALSO SORRY TO MY MUTUALS WHO ARE HERE FOR OC ART HHHH IM REWRITING LORE

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deoidesign · 6 months ago

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If William had to fall in love with ONE cursed pirate, who-

uhmm, I guess Scrappy and Big are pretty busy being lesbi- GOOD LORD WHAT IS HAPPENING OVER THERE

#asks #anon #thought this would be funny and #it IS.#pooliam #do I have a tag for this?#wh..#why would I have a tag for this #well. I'm starting a tag for this #guys please it would be so funny if we made like a ton of content about these guys #I want people to start this comic thinking it's about these two guys #and they never even meet eachother #please #but also theyre SUCH a good ship #it's like so... evocative...?#emotionally #to be someone who has lost so deeply #and someone who is.. well. living on stolen time #to meet #to meet. from the lighthouse #meant to ward away a ship #and from the ship #which he can never leave #you have to stay away #but you can't...#and any moment your time could run out...#but to share what you have left...#ITS SO GOOD #RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #how did I accidentally come up w such a good pairing by just like making 2 guys

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luck-of-the-drawings · 9 months ago

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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.

#jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying #nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess #ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so #i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair #both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home #but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again #not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO #i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED #all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis #but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum #and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it #youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes #BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply

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quickfixinator · 3 months ago

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this is very quickly becoming an issue, the rot consumes.

thank you character designer for gravity falls for making ford's design play into every single one of my art style crutches. whoever you are, I love you and wish you the best. I love drawing old men, but specifically this one right now.

#stanford pines #ford pines #grunkle ford #gravity falls #art #sketch #traditional art #fanart #i am ill #he's kinda real. sometimes.#I love drawing old men #old men are my favourite to draw thank you #if you spot the refs for any of these i will cry and then sob to you about how they have changed my soul #my markers are running out of ink and idk what to do about it #what do you mean I cant use the same marker in the same condition for every drawing ever?!? no!!#I have more art I just need to make a ford appreciation post first #everytime I draw ford it's all “oh wow yeah he's so grhgg” and then I remember stanley exists and I feel so guilty #love me a fucked up sibling dynamic #thanks alex hirsch #me my sibling and the really fucked up the more you try to understand it relationship we have #like yeah sure we love eachother but have tlu ever considered hatred spite and malice?#keep being who you are gravity falls you are my favourite guys.

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seagull-scribbles · 1 year ago

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I want you to tell ‘em that you love the way that they don’t stick out like sore middle fingers

[Continuation of this]

#TMNT 2012 #casey jones 2012 #raphael hamato #rasey #this is platonic again but I’m not against romantic subtext or whatever #when I was in school being able to do this with your hand was super cool and I often still do it with both #but I’ve met both adults and kids who’ve never seen it before and it freaks them out ahaha #anyway I was jus thinking of hands again and this is a warm up sketch #but i do think thee two would have heart to hearts on rooftops sometimes and really open up #maybe theyre sat next to eachother and raph looks at his thigh next to Casey’s and gets self conscious #maybe one of them was hurt in a fight (probably Casey) and theyre patching eachother up and they just start exploring their differences #or maybe its something as simple as raph asking casey if he was Tarzan and the scene with the hands and Casey’s like yo we can do that #or even more childish theyre just doing it to see who’s hands bigger because Casey’s sister has been doing it a lot and its fun #because let me tell you it doesnt matter how old the kids i work with are they all love comparing my hand with theirs #but i imagine Raphs eyes for a second would give away hes upset a little cause he’s definitely the most self conscience about being a mutant #so Casey would do this and be like ahh look see we arent that different really #raph could bend his fingers to emphasise how much shorter Casey’s are #and cause would say something like these digits might be small but theyre mighty #leading to a shove or even a thumb war or something #anyway ill stop gushing i have a comission to do xxx #OH OH OH THE BITE MARK ON CASEY IS BECAUSE A MUTUAL COMMENTS ABOUT EATING MY RASEY ART SO THATS THEIR TEETH but im not naming names....

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triglycercule · 13 days ago

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dust and horror angel and demon themes,,,, they could totally parallel each other...... :3

dust=angel of death described in the delta rune prophecy (self declared) (i DEFINITELY elaborated on this one waayyyy before but anyways dust with a fucked up savior complex SAVE ME SAVE ME.... death is a blessing ass guy. life is torment and he will be the one to liberate monsters from their bodies and with the strength they provide to him be able to take down evil evil creation of pure misery that is the human ✨✨✨ dont worry his evil cackles are to HIDE HIS PAIN of saving everyone....... trust)

horror=demon that dragged everyone in horrortale into hell (as perceived by everyone else) (i think it would be a cool hc if everyone outside of snowdin viewed horror as literally a demon. maybe undyne preaches that. anyone outside of snowdin might be WAYYY worse because they starve for longer and literally take part in cannibalism so they might not have the same sort of mild sanity that snowdin residents do,,,, besides he DID kinda bring them all eternal suffering. kinda. nobody but undyne knows what happened at the core so she could totally just paint the story to blame horror fully)

ANYWAYS i like the possible dynamics this could have :333

dust to horror (please let me kill you PLEASE let me kill you i can end it all so peacefully wouldn't it be nice??? i promise ill make it quick just for you),,, horror to dust (i want you to live and suffer with what youve done i want you to watch all of your choices hit you one day and i'll be there and laugh at you. i'll keep you alive just to keep you suffering ok?)

OR dust to horror (you dont deserve to die you dont deserve to even be hurt by me. not because youre the exception but youre the Exception i absolutely loathe you so youll never get the sweet release of death :3) and horror to dust (just let me die already i dont wanna be here. youre supposed to be a savior right??? an angel?? then why don't you save me already when i need it more than anyone else)

#SHITS THIS OUT BECAUSE I NEED TO GET RID OF IT. my evil doppelganger will adore this post i've already shown them #this is definitely a bit of an exaggeration of their characters in my eyes but i love it :333 #i dont think that dust is THIS deluded in my eyes and i dont think horror is this cynical. even tho theyre both still these traits #i came up with this idea while writing my mtt meets eachother fic :3 #you can probably totally guess where i made the connection. thank you horrortale undyne for this one single thing #anyways i dont know how to shove killer into this LMAO. i was thinking like.... angel and demon on your shoulder to swap choices #but but triglycercule doesnt killer already have that with his stages??? well YES but both can be true at the same time :333 #idk i dont have enough brain juices for this rn. so you get this half assed explanation 😭😭‼️‼️‼️#dust: we should kill this person. totally because they need to be freed and not because they piss me off #horror: no we should keep them alive but torment them so they never get the sweet release of death and suffer #and thanks to killer THEY CAN DO BOTH!!! YAAAAY!!!!! the powers of determination are awesome man (smug tiktok emoji)#dust is sounding awfully similar to a certain killer au of mine i made..... swapinverse rearing its ugly head once again smh #idk if this is more of a symbolic thing or LITERALLY angel dust and demon horror #because i like both ideas........ imagine an actual angel dust and demon horror going around with killer doing the little dialogue i said #what would killer be in this??? he's not a mortal or a human as would be per usual when describing whats between an angel or demon #killer as a god lmao..... noooo noooooo..... maybe just something akin to one. i meaaan technically-#someone who's more into religious theming would probably eat this idea but i cant be bothered uaghhhh #if i say anything about killer i will get shot. but i can tank a couple bullets. killer does have the ability to let both dust and horror #fufill their own ideologies. and also i am a big fat SUCKER for killer keeping horror and dust 'in line' IDC if its a bad sanses concept #i love it and therefore it's now mine to use in an only mtt context. otherworldly beings trio ‼️‼️ aghhhhh #i have like 89 drafts if the drafts reach 100 by the end of the year i think i'd DIE. so this is getting posted idc #you wont see me using literal angel and demon dust and horror. but if you look in my mind you'll see the themes regularly in what i talk ab #anyways back to writing this stupid fic i go. dust is currently battling several inner demons rn. good luck loser :3 #killer sans #dust sans #horror sans #murder time trio #sans au #utmv #tricule hc

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pinkcadillaccas · 3 months ago

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Everyone needs to get on my spones divorce wavelength right tf now ‼️

#its my best headcanon I'll die defending it #they met at the academy spock was still very attached to being vulcan and intellectual and what have you #bones is a seemingly reserved academic doctor with a classically earth american accent and attitude #spock likes it #they court #they do a marriage of convenience because it seems sensible. bones really does love him but not quite enough to put his heart into it #or come up with anything romantic #spock thinks relationships should be run like that #they expect to be posted together but they aren't #bones starts to drink more than spock would like #relationship takes a toll #Spock learns the joy of arguing #bitter divorce because theyve changed and lost their connection #posted on the enterprise together a few years later (sods law) and spock sees what his life could have been like the whole time #when he meets kirk #spock and bones do their bitter exes who actually do still care about eachother schtick #until bones gets pissed off because hes flirting with the captain right in front of him #and so we get constantly pissy bones with spock running only a little less bitchy to impress jim #but actually when it matters the love is there #hey of course never tell anyone this #spock assumes everyone knows and any information about bones' personal life will have to be surgically removed #al is talking

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mossyflowers · 1 year ago

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CAN WE PLEASE STOP PUTTING MEN IN EXPERIMENTAL SUPER JETS WHO HATE ANOTHER GUY CARNALY AND THEN MAKING THEM FIGHT TO THE DEATH. PLEASE. FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH

#moss talks #listened to project wingman kings again. worst mistake of my life #WHAAT THE FUCK IS CRIMSON ONE'S PROBLEM... WHAT IS PIXY'S PROBLEM. THE BORDER BROTHERS.... THE NUKE BROTHERS #WE ARE FIGHTING TO THE DEATH STOP MONOLOGING AT MEEEEEEEEE #YES I CAN HEAR THE FURY AND VIOLENT INTENT IN YOUR VOICE. I KNOW THE ONLY THING YOU CARE ABOUT RIGHT NOW IS KILLING ME.#YOU AND I ARE BOTH COMPLETE OPPOSITES AND PERFECT FOILS TO EACHOTHER #WE ARE DOING THE IMPOSSIBLE AND DOING THE WORLD'S MOST INTRICATE COMPLICATED AND VIOLENT DANCE RIGHT NOW #NOTHING ELSE MATTERS EXCEPT FOR WHO FALLS FIRST. YOU OR ME. EITHER I DIE OR YOU DO. YOU HAVE TO KILL ME TO LIVE #AAAAAAAAAUAYAGHAHFGGHHFHSYFUUFHDHRFHDHSKDNGHJD #anyways hi i'm normal. no one reads my tags right. hi guys.#ace combat #ace combat zero #project wingman

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checkadii · 3 months ago

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mfs do anything but finish their wips . like startign another, for example

#trigun sky au. because i can.#light-guide (mainly) vash . usually assumed to be either isle or valley born. witnessed the fall #realm-guide wolfwood . isle born. very fond of moths/sparrows #vault scribes(?) meryl and milly . both vault born but people sometimes assume milly to be of prairie. they document spirit tradition-#slash seasons slash events idk anyting to do w preservation im thinking #knives and vash are light twins...#eden-guide knives... people assume hes vault born or somethinf. also witnessed the fall and is not very fond of spirits #hes a huge fucking fan of both creatures of light and darkness though #slander a dark dragon near him he will jump you . slash jay. . slash not j #angry at the whole industrialization thing that turned forest to what it is #see the fun thing about taking a game that doesnt have very very deep lore sans concept art (WHIHCH IM STILL SO FUCKING SAD ABT. ITS SO???)#is that you can just throw whatever at it to your liking #FOR EXAMPLE. SHARD RAINS? THAT WAS PART OF MY SKY UNIVERSE WAY BEFORE SHATTERING . THAT WAS WHAT CAUSSED THE FALL PARTIALLY SHFJHFHG #anyways s more or less implied that there was some form of mineral extraction in forest #and the rain there has literally no reason to drain your light . waters fine and everythnig. so something happened #and the trees looking so dead etc presence of crabs and gloomy skies in contrast to the brighter ones of previous areas #vash and knives occasionally do eden guiding together #iuhhhhhdk . i think wolfwood would but specifically for skykids who are going through their first run #milly and meryl at the season of remembrance..#meryl fond of valley races in secret milly big fan of tournaments they both ice skate at the dreams village and visit performance theater #because i SAY SO #brad luida home. vault born mostly vault dwellers see season of remembrance. uh idk big on trying to understand and improve technology #and contraptions left behind by spirits #“wow mr vash mr knives . you both sure do know the ins and outs of the realms!” and they both give eachother looks like WE WERE THERE WHEN #THE KINGDOM IN THE SKY FELL #rems a spirit beeteedubs .#twins thought they were the first skykids. stage whisper tesla #mhhhhhh vash loses his arm to a shard....#think. the plant trio all have like... a higher concentration of light than even creatures of light themselves #gate equivalent ig?

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blaithnne · 4 months ago

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Anders has inordinate amounts of annoying little brother energy, which is ironic considering the main person you see that dynamic unfold with is his ex-wife.

#like I am NOT saying they consider eachother siblings because just no #but that’s the vibe their relationship has to me #cause it’s not even a ‘wait a minute that’s my idiot’ sort of deal. because johanna wants nothing to do with him #if someone insulted him or he got hurt she’d point and laugh and she’d be right for it #they irritate eachother but they don’t HATE eachother ???#johanna doesn’t care about his opinion enough for him to genuinely get to her. she’s confident enough to keep him in line #idk if I’m describing this right but I have An Image of them in my head lol #hilda #hilda the series #netflix hilda #hilda netflix #anders Hilda #Hilda anders #johanna Hilda #Hilda Johanna #Hilda season 3 spoilers #hilda spoilers #hilda season 3 #when I say little brother I mean like snot nosed 8 year old who keeps insisting that mom said he could play #also I like that we as a fandom kind of just decided Anders and johanna were married. even tho canon never stated that #for my purposes they had to have been an item bc of Lauren’s story #but canonically they could’ve been a really weird one night stand #but they have such divorcee energy that I don’t think I’ve ever seen that take lmao #textpost #blethering

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tagzpite · 4 months ago

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Gotta make something nice and clear, the story of Blood in the water is a project that will take time. It’s not being written and published all at once. Just like any fanfiction, there will be more with time.

Please do not harass me or Smitty for more, do not rush us, don’t tell us what to do.

Every time someone does, the updates will in fact be postponed.

#please respect our time and space #we are whole human beings #I am an adult who needs to do adult ahit #this is a HOBBY #art takes time #writing takes time #especially since it’s not the only project both of us have #in fact me and Smitty have so many tid bits and aus we shared between eachother #tagzpite rambles #if you want to support me and make my life easier go on #I have a Redbubble and a Ko-Fi where you can commission or donate

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willyhoos · 1 year ago

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final totk verdict.

#totk critical #loz #zelda #.txt #tldr: why didnt we get to experience the MAIN STORYLINE #why didnt zelda and link get to grow closer and stronger TOGETHER #why did we do laundry for 3 months while zelda fought a war #and she said it was cool and we just had to take her word for it #also i #i dont care abt. s/onia or r/auru or. any of the champions #their designs are cool esp sonia but like..#theyre. empty. and flawless. and they rob screentime from the development of link. of zelink. of the champions we DO know and care about.#i guarantee i would have enjoyed son/rau more if i was able to INTERACT WITH THEM!!!! :[#im bitter sorry #oh yeah and why arent link and zelda like. in love anymore.#in botw they were so insane crazy in love with eachother it ruled the fate of hyrule #and now theyre like...... coworkers... who went out to get chipotle or somnething together and got split up in timeline traffic #and theyre just like oh well #ill see ya when i see ya ig #idk. its so... weird. its so relaxed. its so distant.#the one serious thing is offscreen #link isnt just a side character hes a background character #while the main story takes place offscreen #://

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theworstcreature · 1 day ago

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Ever since I was a little girl I’ve known that I would be the family weirdo and feel alienated and ignored for my entire life

#ugh it’s the holidays #that means visiting my 900 cousins and relatives #and hence my never ending problem of everyone already having a group of people to hang with and me being in none of those groups #bc the problem is #my family I visit for the holidays all stays in one like general area #so that means everyone’s known eachother since birth and sees eachother like every week #and the. there’s me 6 hours away from everyone and only seeing folks like once or twice a year #and ofc my neurodivergentness comes from the side we DONT see so I don’t even have that weird neurodivergent bond thing with anyone #so when I do see these people who I do not understand or have anything in common with #they ignore me bc they’re with their cousins they’ve known all their life and are like besties with #and trying to join results in weird looks and further alienation #so my options are either hover outside a group of cousins and just kinda observe with occasional comments or attempts to be acknowledged #engage in/observe in the younger aunts and uncles and older cousins and their mildly interesting topics #or find a random corner to chill in #which is the hardest bc these people have small houses and ALOT of guests

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