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jevilowo · 10 months ago

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I was on such a roll coming up with The Plot for the Adminsniper game I may or may not make I got distracted and accidentally came up with Medic Backstory

Basically he was born into a witch coven but the second he realised he was trans he lost his powers (you have to be a girl or whatever the fuck merasmus has going on to have magic I have decided) and was booted off to boarding school and turned to his at the time second favourite hobby of Committing Bodily Atrocities for something else to do with his life and his mpreg addiction has something to do with him figuring out the science behind only girls being able to use magic.

#this kind of pops off as an original concept honestly #when the tf2 addiction leaves and i move on to homestuck i can reutilise it as an original work thing #i love planning ahead #i have at least three hyperfixations lined up for when i get bored of tf2 #which wont be for a while i dont think #tf2 #tf2 medic #team fortress 2 #tf2 headcanons #trans fortress 2 #all the mercs plus pauling plus administrator plus saxton plus scouts ma are trans. to me.

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cosmicredcadet · 9 months ago

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enough stories about how someone learns to truely be happy through love. i want a story where someone is desperately seeking out love thinking it's the only way to be happy only for them to learn by the end that happiness is what they make of it and they don't need love at all to make it.

#aro #aromantic #ace #asexual #aroace #loveless aro #loveless #non-partnering #nonpartnering #non partnering #nonamorous #aplatonic #enough of amatonormative tropes in media!!! enough 'you're miserable without love' stories!!!#less “you're too focused on ambitions to make you happy that you dont let yourself fall in love”#more “you're too focused on finding love to make you happy that you wont let yourself live”#more “there is so much more to life than love and so much more that can bring your happiness if you just let yourself experience it.”#maybe I should write this story #and when i say love i mean all love. not just romantic love.#which is why i tagged aplatonic too #while i mostly see this trope in terms of romantic love i think there's something to be said about #telling stories where people are perfectly content alone too #it doesn't have to be sad or pathetic to not have friends by choice. they dont have to be a miserable person to not have friends #i think we need more variety in stories where it shows people just content in their lack of love or relationships in all shapes #not everyone wants a family not everyone wants friends not everyone wants a partner not everyone wants love #some of us are content without. that should be explored without the need to fix it.

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reineydraws · 6 months ago

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had to draw this to understand the way i feel about him now that the manga's ended. 🥲 on that note: if you like hawks and his ending, maybe don't read my tags lol. it's not bashing (imo) but they're not v nice. 😅

bg + unobstructed pose under the cut!

his expression's a lil different 'cuz i only changed the merged layer, all the lighting effects already flattened onto it. 💀 alas.

#hawks #mha hawks #bnha hawks #takami keigo #keigo takami #bnha #bnha fanart #mha #mha fanart #spoilers #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #it's not very positive lol i don't really like the way his character ended 🥲#i think his hero worship for endeavor blinded him from seeing or doing anything that could make a difference #i was so let down when he didm't have any sort of critique or moral dilemma after the touya reveal #and just immediately supported endeavor--it made me think he wss incapable of being critical of his idol.#only further underscored with the way he remembers his endeavor plushie while he defends the rabking system.#like. he thinks about his childhood toy of his hero while he defends the system that ultimately caused that ''hero'' to ruin his family.#so blinded by that pedestal that he unironically thinks about the BIGGEST example of why the ranking system does NOT work #WHILE he defends said system.#he was introduced as this morally complicated guy and instead of his childhood worship of a flawed guy making him more interesting #by having him really THINK about what it means that his hero inadvertently created a super villain #he was instead flattened into an endeavor fan boy. and even tho he was introduced as a guy w a complicated bg of #villainous father + harshly trained by the HPSC from a young age he still doesn't do very much with the system of which he's gained charge.#if he thought of the plushie as a memory of what it meant to have a symbol of hope in his hands it's like...#hawks... abolishing the ranking system wont stop merch and news articles and good PR from happening...#anyways yeah. he was one of my faves for a really long time but the way he ends... i dont like that guy.#that being said him becoming president of the HPSC isnt smth i hate even tho idve given him a vacay and his sought-after free time.#and i like that he brings a katana around now. i tried to make the projection make it look like his epilogue self has wings.#oh and i hated the tiny epilogue panel that made it look like endeavor replaced his entire set of kids. :) just. absolutely loathed it. :))

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skunkes · 1 year ago

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#a doodley #the funny thing being real human cheye uses the shower daydream to get his own ass in there #had to scribble this out before i (we?) showered bc i knew the feeling wldnt be there after...#i have a cow al smunker scribble i wanna get out afterwards #i was gonna make a version where talon also has some Option Text but #i dont think its the same. like he'd struggle to say thank you but its a fleeting accepted thing #unlike smunker who has to quickly analyze and toil between all options to stay true to himself while not making talon upset #or making a joke that would cause talon to shy away again #talon doesnt need option text you can see it all in what he doesnt say; which he relies on because he wont say it.#hmmmm i may remove the final smunker option text #its good for gimmick continuity and character but not for punchline #ok edited it out ^_^

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faux-mance · 3 months ago

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noticed that a lot of kross/criller is people trying to put cross in the role that color canonically takes

#i really enjoy cross and killer in underverse. while they Are a bit ooc i loved 0.6 #i think they would have this sort of subtle mutual understanding #but it just. wouldbt go past that #”same hat” type deal #theyre strangers to each other and that just. wont change #their paths dont cross (lmao) like that. you know ?#now putting them together anyway IS my guilty pleasure #but they tend to become caricatures of themselves when they are #which happens to a LOT of ships in this fandom but i digress #utmv #undertale au #cross sans #killer sans #fauxfan

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moeblob · 2 months ago

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OC OTP. Just a prince (Ego, the ginger) and his wonderful energy alien fiance (Serenity) who he doesn't know is an energy alien. Ego also doesn't know that the future marriage is never going to happen and he's been lied to his whole life.

#my characters #mentioned them to a buddy recently and was like well dang that means i gotta draw them again ig #i love them so much and they have so many AUs #which is actually why i started to mention them LMAO #they reblogged a post from me and were like oh oh new au just dropped #and i was like haha funny thing - that post was reblogged bc it reminded me of an au i had for ego and serenity #and they were like wait you gotta spill the deets now #aaaaanyway serenity is an energy alien and his race doesnt really have a physical form usually!#but he has the ability to form a shell in a sense to look like a body and he begs his alien king #to let him remain on earth until his power is too weak to hold a human form #bc he is so in love with the lie (that HE knows is a lie) of being married to ego and wants to hold onto it as long as possible #while ego is just vibing in his own kingdom unable to leave the castle #bc his dad knows if he mentions his fiance - serenity whomst he thinks is another prince - no one will know who it is #so to shelter the lie ego is unable to travel #and so one of his favorite things when serenity visits is to ask him to tell about other places #and at first ego is a brat and says hed rather be exiled than have to marry another prince #but he does over time fall in love and feels super happy being around serenity while breaking serenitys heart #bc he knows it wont last rip #and eventually serenity does use up all of his power and cant hold a physical form anymore #and so he goes home to his alien life #but ego demands to visit him and does and then is like oh well if you dont have a human form then just visit me like this!#and so serenity tries his best to rebuilt energy so that one day he can visit as a human again #and he does the end

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wil-fae · 10 months ago

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I had more ideas, so today is more streamer tim and jason (help me with what their twitch users would be, begging)

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glitterrosesnzz · 4 months ago

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I saw you might accept tiny drabble reqs for Wanderer?

What about Sethos, Traveler, or even Childe (if you wanna go Scaramouche) finding a "malfunction" in his body that when triggered immediately causes a sneeze/sneeze fit, no matter what. Could be tweaking a certain mechanism, could be a surge of elemental energy (specific element or not), could be dragging a touch in a specific line or rythym along his face/nose?

Might suck idk

this went through so many rewrites that i felt like i was bordering on losing it entirely. i cut off a huge chunk of words cause i just couldn't figure out how to conclude it through that route. maybe i'll reuse it for a different fic later....

anyways. i took creative liberties when it came to what the "malfunction" was hope u don't mind-

"Hh'InKkyYSHhii!"

A particularly strong breeze ruffled Sethos' hair as he startled, almost dropping the cat in his arms as he spun around to stare at the Wanderer, who had been standing behind him. Of all the responses Sethos' could've gotten to off-handedly comparing the other to the cute little kitten in his arms, he hadn't been expecting that.

It was obvious the Wanderer hadn't been expecting it either, if the startled and slightly hazy look on his face was any indication. Sethos opened his mouth to ask- and was interrupted before he could even begin as the Wanderer snapped forwards with two more drawn out sneezes, the resulting pulses of anemo making the loose edges of his clothes flutter.

"HihH'KksShHnii! Hh-heEH-hH'iikKSHyhn-tii!" The Wanderer pressed the back of his hand against his nose, rubbing it for a moment before stopping and just letting his hand rest there, pressed against his nose.

"Woah, are you okay? Those sound way worse than normal." Sethos finally managed to ask- and, as he sort of predicted, the Wanderer responded to that by glaring at him.

"Tch, I'm fine." The Wanderer's voice also sounded different than usual, though Sethos couldn't really place his finger on what, exactly, was different. "Just ihH- ...ignore it-hH'IinNkSHhiiu!!"

"Kinda hard to ignore it when you keep doing it." Sethos said, trying to fix the strands of his hair that'd been blown out of place- and oh, now he knows why the Wanderer's voice sounded off- "You sound a bit congested- are you sick?"

"Wh- no. I-I'm not."

"Then what's up with you?"

"It's just- hH-hiH-.... a-a cat allergy."

"...A cat allergy." Sethos deadpanned, glancing down at the cat in his arms to see if it was believing this complete bullshit before looking back up at the Wanderer, who avoided his eyes.

"What, do you need me to... to repeat it?" The Wanderer rubbed slightly more intensely at his nose, clearly trying to hold back another sneeze.

"No no no, it's just- well, I've seen you hanging out with cats before, and there's never been any-"

"HhiH'KkyYSHhii! Fuck!" The Wanderer swore, before rapidly turning and starting to hurriedly walk away from Sethos.

"Wait, hey! Where are you going?!"

"None of your business!"

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Over the past three days, Sethos had come to collect a mental list of the Wanderer's supposed 'allergies'. Cats, dust, Sumeru roses, a passerby's perfume, and... sand.

Sethos took issue with that last one specifically, he was absolutely certain that one was not possible, and besides, they're in the city. Sethos has been staying in a rented room and hasn't been back to the desert in over a week- there's not even any sand here to be allergic to!

So, overall, Sethos is 99.8% sure the Wanderer is just outright lying, and should really really be resting in a bed, because he did not seem to be getting better- and the redness of his face, whenever Sethos managed to catch a good glimpse of it from under the Wanderer's hat, was just red enough to indicate a fever.

And, of course, this conclusion is what led Sethos to, at the first opportunity, grab hold of the Wanderer's arm and start practically dragging him back to the Sanctuary of Surasthana.

From the moment he grabbed hold of him, Sethos couldn't help but note that it felt like the Wanderer was shaking.

Shockingly enough, the Wanderer had stopped protesting after the first few minutes, obediently letting himself be pulled along in silence. Or, well, near silence- the Wanderer sneezing intermittently as they walked upward.

(There was also a faint sort of... whirring noise that Sethos couldn't place. He chose to ignore it for now, focusing on the Wanderer's obvious illness first).

Nahida standing at the entryway to the Sanctuary with her arms crossed wasn't much of a surprise.

Aether standing next to her in the exact same pose kinda-sorta was though.

"Hey," Aether said, sliding up between Sethos and the Wanderer, "Hand Mr. Hat Guy over to me while you explain... whatever is going on to Nahida."

After a moment, Sethos obediently handed the Wanderer over (the Wanderer himself too busy focusing on holding his breath in an attempt to keep himself from sneezing to protest), and then turned to begin to explain the situation to Nahida, not even noticing Aether leading the Wanderer off to the side.

"You have to tell him." Aether whispered, "You can't keep this up forever."

The Wanderer, still holding his breath, shook his head no.

"No as in you don't wanna tell him, or no as in you agree that you can't keep this up?"

Aether smirked as the Wanderer glared at him, before turning to pay more attention to Sethos' explanation.

"-and he keeps insisting that he's just allergic-"

"Ha, allergic to blushing maybe." Aether mumbled. The Wanderer harshly elbowed him in the chest, before snapping to the side with a sneeze.

"Hh-hIH'KksSHhyii!! HehH-" The Wanderer's wavering breath was quick to hitch again, and he hurriedly pinched his nose shut, attempting to hold his breath again. Aether noticed with some amusement that the whirring noise that had arrived with the Wanderer had just gotten considerably louder.

"Y'see!" Sethos said loudly, snapping both Aether and the Wanderer's attention back to him. "He clearly needs to be in bed!"

"I-I'm finehH-hH'iikKSHyhn-tii!! Hh'InKkyYSHhii!!"

"His room is on the right, five doors down the left hallway." Nahida said, ignoring the Wanderer's sputtered attempts at protest through hitching breaths. Sethos promptly thanked her, and wasted no time in snatching the Wanderer's wrist and dragging him into the Sanctuary. Aether walked back up to stand beside Nahida as they both watched the Wanderer willingly get led to the left and then vanish down the hallway.

"Y'know." Aether started, "I don't think he hates this treatment, as much as he's trying to make it seem otherwise. ...How long do you think until he tells him-"

"-that his systems are overreacting to being flustered, and the whirring vibration is affecting him in very unsubtle ways?" Nahida finished for him, "Hm... I'd say about a week."

"You wanna bet on it?"

"Sure!"

#Gen/shin Imp/act #snz #snz fic #my writing #me cutting stuff out and rushing the ending so that it wont take months for me to write this??#maybe so.#anyways. this is me saying that the W/anderer essentially can purr. this is my propaganda.#ALSO i don't have the slightest clue how to write congestion #so you'll just have to IMAGINE that he sounds a bit like he's congested while talking #the longer explanation is that the whirring of whatever mechanisms are inside him makes his whole body vibrate-#which of course makes his nose tickly. but also affects his voice.#hence. this shenaniganary.#yeah. look dont question it okay. my blog i can do whatever crazy hc stuff i want #ALSO i think the idea of the W/anderer trying to explain his sneezing away via SAND ALLERGY is hilarious #not that he has sand in his nose. which is much more reasonable. no. just. sand ALLERGY. specifically.#its a stupid excuse and he KNOWS its a stupid excuse #i was gonna include a whole scene of it but i couldn't get it to work hsldkfjlkdsfs #if anyone else writes/draws the W/anderer using that excuse i will owe u my life tbh its so fucking funny to me

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ganondoodle · 4 months ago

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been sitting at my desk for 3 hours just trying to decide if it would be better to draw or to write on the totk rant document, not doing either

#ganondoodles talks #i hate that decision paralysis thing #way too many times did i waste an hour stressing over what would be more logical to eat for dinner #and many hours spent like this #and almost breakdowns in situations for which you need to decide quickly #also any drawing i tried was like trying to sketch sth just for people and not what i want to do #so it wont go beyond like .. a basic figure i lose interest in drawing within 10 minutes #i dont want to make another poll bc i do that so much and also ... never realyl follow up on what wins #(sorry)#reason why i am putting off writing the rant is bc i keep thinking i need to wait for the book to have the full scope first #and for drawing i seem to only be able to paint a little here and there on the comic #which will take a while .... so nothing to post #(and then theres the thought of wanting to post stuff but having no energy to draw it)#(like i kinda feel like i need to draw more of my totk rewrite concepts ... bc if i do make a video i should have as much as possible)#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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carnivalls · 6 days ago

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See the thing is. I know I'm good at writing. Like I have my weak areas or things I need to improve in, but it's not a skill I otherwise spend a lot of time feeling insecure about because a) if I don't believe in my writing literally who will b) if I want to publish my writing I ought to at least feel a resting level of good about it because editors and agents likely will not be cradling my face like a prize cat and telling me how talented I am while asking for their edits c) I've always had an audience for my writing even at its worst– I started sharing my original works online when I was around 16 & that really helped sell to me the idea of 'there will always be someone out there who likes what you do' d) untalented men never think this hard about the quality of their works and they always end up published anyway and e) I don't have many other thoroughly developed skills so why not have one I feel good about. Having said this. Awkward feeling to realize you're one of the authorial weak links in your postgraduate creative writing degree's social circle

#part of the issue is definitely also like. i am good at what i do! its just that im the only one doing it #40 people in my fuckass degree and im the only one who writes fantasy fiction. we had one more girl but she did romance & dropped out #(to be an agent) (this isnt a sad story)#but yeah no im mostly surrounded by very talented poets and screenwriters. which makes my works seem a little. frivolous. in comparison #and my friends especially are so fucking talented it makes me ill. and they engage politely with me about my writing but its also #superficial and i cant blame them because its simply not what they write/what theyre interested in! i feel the same about poetry #but my friend actually seemed surprised a while ago when i mentioned a thing id been writing and i joked that it looked like she was #surprised i could have good ideas and she didnt answer. and like. man.#i am a good writer! i fucking know im a good writer but im a good FANTASY writer and these people are. different writers and theyre good an #im floundering in this environment next to them and theres something not as like.. artistic in what i do its so fucking embarrassing #and they also display just such a lack of curiosity as to others' writing like.. they wont check the moodle forum to read what the others i #our module have uploaded for each assignment?? like arent you even just CURIOUS? but now im also just wondering if theyre like 🤞 this #with each other in a way that excludes me and my stupid flop ass fiction. i dont know. its just so silly. everyone always talks about #finding community in writing groups & degrees & such and that is exactly the last and most isolating place ive ever been insofar as my #writing goes. like at least way back in high school no one cared in general. here people do care. just not about what i can bring to the #table. although again i really dont know if this is a larger scale lack of curiosity/involvement in others works so i digress.#notnow #tbd #sorry this is a very priveleged complaint to have i AM deeply enjoying my degree and ik im so lucky to get to go where i attend. i just #occasionally feel sad. and knowing i failed my last assignment (which WAS fiction) (one chance to prove myself! cute) isnt helping much #if the poetrypeople are better at me even in the thing im meant to be good at. baby we're about to enter the mental health meat grinder.#but we stay silly. i think i just need to find people online etc to talk to about writing again like i did at 17.#just full insanity paragraph analysis. that was fun. i enjoyed that.

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humanmorph · 2 years ago

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the movie night scene may be a season highlight so far. cori 🥺💗

#palisade spoilers #palisade #coriolis sunset #friends at the table #i dont have a grasp on what casual cori wears this is pyjama wear. which i think is fine for recovering. or a movie night #art #fatt #rosa art #PLEASE zoom in on the first picture and look at my stupid details that took me hours. do this for me #its 3:30am lol.lmao even #ill reblog this again tomorrow but if i stay up late to finish a drawing i cant NOT post it. it would kill me #the devotion isnt finished on purpose btw she was doodling while hunting was talking to her about his anime ova and then got distracted.#the scribbled out bit at the to-do says call dad. god dont i love putting in details i then feel i have to point out #enjoy them wont you... i do #Edit: Hold on “also I choose to believe she decided to spell devotee with an I like cori” courtesy of jack clementineskesh #That's actually so cute. Ahu. W. Cori 🥺

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jorrated · 1 year ago

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I'm so tired of sonamy being ship teased in stuff

#for a while i had hope that since sonic boom was doing the whole sonamy thing #we wouldnt see anywhere else #and i was like great the fans of the ship can get their cake and i wont have to look at it awesome #but i was WRONG.#they still do shipbait in the twitter takeover and shit #besides the weird age gaps #since now people wanna pretend these characters are ageless #and besides how much i think sonic is aroace #they just dont fit together as a couple dear hod #even in shows like sonic x in which i guess sonic says he loves her THEY FONT HAVE ROMANTIC CHEMESTRY #like sonic boom had to completely change the chracters personatilies so tht would work (? questionable. its still bland)#at this point id even take sonadow being more shipbaited even if im not a big fan #aro sonic forever and above everything else <33

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cerbreus · 4 days ago

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I sent an email to the admissions dept for the school with the radiography program I'm interested in (despite it maybe not being feasible for me as the most competitive program in the state outside of MD programs) and they replied sooner than I expected to set up a call talking abt transcripts and I am so crazy nervous

#oughh bro i have to send over my lackluster transcripts with a whole lot of Ws and Cs and an F #and go like okay so i know it LOOKS bad but... hear me out.....#i know the worst that could happen is the guy tells me theres just no way im getting in without an associates first #which sucks because i already have a bachelors i dont wanna have to redo gen eds ffs #they only admit like 20 people into this program a year so i feel like i cant mess up talking to the transfer admissions guy #he might actually remember 😵‍💫 even if my embarrassing transcripts wont be memorable enough #like i did end with a 3.5 gpa but also i was in school for like 8 years and i did exceptionally bad #for a variety of reasons including but not limited to: family deaths. (toxic family stuff). poverty. coming out. twice.#my grades shot up once i was eligible financial aid finally and not paying out of pocket while working 1-2 jobs #it still looks terrible #idk how to have the confidence of the average cis white man who walks in with a 2.1 gpa to an interview for med school #personal stuff #im so nervous #like #if this maybe works out and things maybe go to plan i might have like. an actual career? that i enjoy? that feels fulfilling?#a career that can actually go places? so many modalities to choose from. i can help people. and i can go home at the end of my day #and make art and not think about whether what im making is furthering my career or not #also xrays and radiology are just. soooo cool. i love bones. and organs. i looove getting imaging done at my appts because then i get #to ask them questions about what theyre doing n how it works.#i wish id felt more confident when i was younger that maybe i could succeed in sciences

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triglycercule · 1 month ago

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all i have been able to think about today is that silly little knife game where you stab the spots between your fingers and try not to hurt yourself and how that silly little game is SO horrorkiller. i cant explain it it bothers me so much that i cant explain it but it just does its so them

they play it when theyre bored. because when in doubt bodily mutilation and the risk of hurt and pain is always an appealing one. and when i mean they i just mean killer because horror wouldn't wanna just hurt himself on the fly like that for funsies. he likes to see others hurt because hahaha FINALLY some damn entertainment!!! but hurting himself???? nononnno hes already got enough body pain as it is oh and killer has already grabbed his hand and started playing (and now horror can't back out because killer's got him sucked in the game)

they sing the silly little song. horror has all his fingers the knife goes chop chop chop if killer misses the spaces in between horror's fingers will come off! and they are both enraptured and both captured in this childishly morbid game. it's so anticipatory because they both know its all up to killer to decide if horror gets hurt. hes more than precise enough to keep the game going for hours long without ever hitting horror but would he want to keep it going for that long? horror doesn't know how long killer would want to wait before getting to see him react to getting hurt

and killer does eventually do it even after theyre sung the song over and over countless times and tried different harmonies and finally killer decides to end this little song and dance and stab into horror's hand. maybe he decides to do a finger. maybe the palm if he really wants to piss horror up. its sudden its surprising and GODDAMN is it painful!!!! horror's trying not to show it but with all the sweat and the way his fingers are twitching killer can see that it hurts him. it's a bit amusing :3

and then horror grabs the knife from killer and they do it all over again but this time horror's the one doing the stabbing. he's not as precise as killer. he hits him a lot more than killer hit him but goddamn it he is in PAIN and wants to let it out because hes annoying and irritated and goddamnit would killer just stop looking at him with that blank smile while he's bleeding out from his hand???? yeah horror's pissy

horror's annoyed and trying to get some form of petty revenge on killer (he likes it when he finally manages to get that stupid smile to falter just a little bit) and killer's watching horror desperately try not to just stab the knife through his oh so very exposed soul that he could very easily hurt if he really wanted to hurt killer. anyways the game finally ends when either one or both of them get bored! but thats fine!!! killer will get bored again and horror will end up escalating it to a messier point than it was before and the only thing that'll get hurt is the surface that they use to stab between fingers. oh and eachother of course :p