#which makes me scared cause ik how important that is

[slytherinshua]

valentines day is coming up and just the idea of dating …. I want to date so bad and it’s weird where I’m finally at an age where that would be appropriate to get into my first relationship except it feels so far off cause I don’t even have in person friends. like not a single one. I don’t see or talk to anyone face to face besides my immediate family, doctor, and piano teacher. so yeah now dating kinda feels like a scary thing the more I get older but still something I desperately crave for

[amarayys]

SPOILERS FOR DRDT AND THE CANON DANGANRONPA GAMES. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Okay, so. I've seen quite a few people hating on the chapter 2 culprit choice due to their execution and it not fitting their ultimate talent. The reasons they include as far as i've seen are; - Min's execution was centred around her talent, so to have the chapter 2's execution not centre around their ultimate is inconsistent. - The canon Danganronpa game's executions are centred around the the culprits talent, so having the culprit's not revolve around their talent doesn't make sense. - The "sections" (can u tell im not trying to spoil bfore the cut.) of the execution felt random and didnt really make much sense. My opinion of these takes? "NO, THAT'S WRONG!" In other words - I wholeheartedly disagree. And this post is going to explain why - as well as why I believe the culprit's execution is wonderfully done. *btw this is not an attack towards anyone and is purely my opinion as is your own dont come for me. please.

To begin: let's tackle the points I mentioned above. (side note - ik the colour coding looks a little random but its fun okay.) - "Min's execution was centred around her talent, so to have the chapter 2's execution not centre around their ultimate is inconsistent." I can understand why you think that, but Min's execution is more than just being based off her talent. Min's character revolves around how the only reason she's seen as anything more than a normal person is due to her being the "Ultimate student" and extremely smart (which can be seen in her bonus episode dialogue.)

She's terrified of making any mistakes and her life revolves around being enough. She also has imposter syndrome due to her talent not being scouted out like usual.

This plays into her execution as well - It gives her questions that have no real answer, causing her to fail - in other words, make a mistake. She also has to spend her last moments alive doing a test and being a student - which we know she feels as if that's all she's worth for.

Basically - Her execution fits her character well, as well as her ultimate talent, because her talent is very important to her character. Let me copy and paste a line from the above paragraph -

"her talent is important to her character." Min's execution fit her talent because her talent was a big part of her - which cannot be said for Ace. Sure, there's some lore behind him not enjoying jockeying - but it's not as major to his character as his fears. As we know, Ace is scared of many things - But the things he is scared of all have some way of hurting/killing him. To boil it down - Ace is extremely scared of death.

That's very major to his character, obviously - as it's the reason he kills Arei in the first place. Ace's execution is based on his fear of death and false alarms because that is the best way to cause despair for him- to make the execution as interesting for the audience and as torturous for him as possible. To sum this up - Ace and Min's executions are consistent. Sure, Min's execution revolved around her talent - but that's only because to her, talent is extremely important to her character. Her imposter syndrome and insecurity around her talent makes it a very big part of her, so that's why her execution was a test - Because it fit her character. Ace's talent, similarly, revolves around his character. He is scared of death and that is what led him to murder. The only difference is that Ace's talent is not as relevant to him as Min's is to her, and therefore it isn't part of the execution.

moving on! - The canon Danganronpa game's executions are centred around the the culprits talent, so having the culprit's not revolve around their talent doesn't make sense. Okay, to put it bluntly, no. as for the actual explanation!! I can give you multiple examples of danganronpa characters who's executions revolve not around their talent, but their charater. I think the best example I can give is Celestia Ludenburg. (please excuse me if i mess up anything on the following section its been a hot minute since i've played thh)

To recap on her execution: Celestia is shown tied onto a pole. A fire starts, and she begins to get burned alive witch style. Suddenly, an ambulance crashes into her, killing her.

Now, if you've been paying attention to the canon Danganronpa games, you would know Celestia's talent is the Ultimate Gambler. Which - shock - has absolutely jack shit to do with her execution! Anyway. Celestia's execution is actually pretty smart if you think about it. Celestia's character revolves around her wanting to seem extravagant and royal. (her clothing style, the whole European castle dream, you get me?) She doesn't want to be seen as some "Basic Japanese girl".

When she is caught as a culprit, she eventually says that she'd be okay with dying as long as it was extravagant. And, at first, it is. She's being burned at the stake - like a witch, probably referring to her gothic (?) like style - which is certainly not a boring way to go. We see in her execution she's pretty chill with dying like that, as she is smiling. However, the ambulance then crashes into her. The genius in this is that car crashes are one of if not the most common cause of death. In other words, a basic way to die, and nothing special. That's the best way Monokuma could have caused Celestia to feel despair - Make her feel normal. Unlike everything I've just stated above, Celestia's talent is not too relevant to her arc. It's really most relevant in her FTE's, which are completely optional. Hey, doesn't that sound familiar? A characters execution is based of their character and not their talent due to their talent not being as major to their character? Yeah?????? YEAH??? - Kirumi Tojo's (and maybe korekiyo's??) execution also doesn't really fit their talents, but I wont go into detail on that.

Moving on!

- The sections of the execution felt random and didn't really make much sense.

Well...no, not really! If you look into more detail, there's actually a lot of cool stuff to notice. (all the below comes from this post! check it out, it's super cool)

The first "death" is Death by Illness. This is alluding to how Xander's family allegedly died to an "unexplainable illness", which you can see in his bonus episode.

Death by Fire is referencing his "Fiery" attitude/temper.

Death by Car Accident - Ace mentions this one directly in chp 1. episode 2.

Death by falling is referencing Min falling to her death in her execution.

Death by murder is kind of obvious. The attempt on Ace's life Nico made - as well as how the weapon is pointed at his neck, similar to how Nico garrotted Ace's neck.

Death by drowning - This one is my own interpretation - maybe alluding to how water was used in both the murders so far?

Death by lightening: Xander being electrocuted?? Maybe??

Death by Execution: I hope I don't need to point out how this relates to DRDT.

Ace dying from fear induced cardiac arrest is both ironic and incredibly tragic. This post explains it VERY well.

TW FOR TALK OF EDs If I were to horrifically sum up the post - Ace could have lived if he didn't suffer from an ED. Anorexia makes your heart beat slower - having a slow heartbeat makes it so that, when you feel very intense emotion, your heart rate shoots up, making you more prone to have a heart attack, and therefore cardiac arrest. It's really, really sad that this caused him to die in the end. TW OVER

anndddd we're done!!! haha im so tired. anyway honorary teruko mention!!! also drdt dev i love u for chp 2 you did INSANELY well.

[princessofghosts-posts]

If you had to associate any single mammal with Nico who would it be? (taking into consideration everything about him like personality, fighting style, aesthetics, ....)

Ik that many people already said that Nico is totally a cat,especially with the Solangelo dynamic of "golden retriever × black cat" stereotype. But it's a little bit wrong (according to Nico,in BoO,Will remind him of a ginger cat).

But for me he is a wolf. Let me explain.

The wolf is a mammal that corresponds to lunar energies,it teach us to: respect our emotions and our subconscious needs,the wildness of our animal nature,and the willingness to face the shadows within us.

Which is what Nico's character stand for. We can see that in how people see him as creepy just because he embrace death and shadows. Those are elements that are part of life itself,but that many people are scared of,especially demigods since their life is very short and always in danger. Nico isn't scared to kill someone (half of his povs in BoO is literally him try to find a way to kill Octavian no matter what-). That is something most demigods don't really do because of their morality (Percy always try to not kill other demigods,at least untill it's inevitable,most of the other demigods during the first war were forced to off siblings and friends to save the world,but they didn't want to). He cares for the people but at the same time he know when it's time to let go,and he make sure to let go. Killing is part of the demigods nature after all,they need to survive in some way. And he also respect himself in that. He doesn't force himself to do something that he doesn't want or feel (as much as the Gods will-),but at the same time he recognizes that some things have to happen.

Wolves are also excellent “team players”,are extremely loyal to those they consider part of their pack,and often have strong leadership qualities. They often quickly sense when a situation is “unhealthy” and will work to change it. It is important that they learn to manage circumstances gently,without upsetting others,or the pack may turn against them.

Something that is part of Nico's development. From HoO to BoO and ToA Nico learned how to comunicate with others,trying to open up to people after all of his trauma and being successful in it. Before that people hardly trusted him (aside from a few). We see multiple times how much he will push himself for people that he cares for (Bianca,Percy,Hazel,Will,ecc...). And one of the reason he didn't join Luke in his cause was because of Bianca and Percy. Percy's fatal flaw is loyalty,but Nico isn't too far off: Bianca told him to let go of his grudge and he did (not really how it work but ok),he liked Percy (he wasn't aware he loved him at the time) and didn't turned his back on him no matter the circumstances,and helped him in the war because Percy was one of the only people that cared about him (even tho he was a bit shitty about it sometimes-). He also has a good leadership ability as a child of the Big 3,but prefer to stay in the shadows to do damage control from the sidelines. And his dedication skills are pretty sharp,Nico is fast to realize when something is wrong and act on it.

Ritual are very important to wolves. Both the small rituals of daily life and the grand rituals of howling at the moon. Whatever their spiritual beliefs,"wolf people" will feel more connected by honoring the life force.

Another connection that Nico has thanks to his heritage. As a son of Hades,he was a good connection with the death,and understand it better than anyone else. He's the opposite to life,that's something death take away. But at the same time he doesn't hate life,since he doesn't want to die (he just doesn't see value in it during most of the narration,if he die or not he doesn't care) but if it happens,it happens. Also,let's not forgot that he uses ancients greeks rituals to raise the ghosts and talk to them. Rituals that are linked to the death too.

Some other traits that wolves have are: intelligence,wit,communication,friendship,loyalty,generosity and compassion.

I don't need to explain that they describe pretty good most of Nico's qualities too,since he is extremely kind and has a pure heart,otherwise he would have joined Luke.(Tho,he still needs to work a little bit on the communication and friendship part).

Another misconception is that of the “lone wolf”. Wolves are actually a social,friendly,and gregarious creature and incredible communicators,whose withare naturally eloquent.

This is a stereotype that has Nico too and that is actually canon and wrong on the same side. Nico wasn't a lone wolf,he was a small child always talking,about his interests and his favorite games,at the begging of his instruction in the story. He was a social butterfly. After Bianca's death,and how people forcibly ostracized him,he became a lone wolf. But it wasn't something he wanted. He had to because he was aware people didn't want him so he adapted to it. Nico is a small child forced to be alone when all he wanted were friends. In BoO and ToA we get to know better about his social skills and he is a great listener and comunicator. Also,Hades's made him his ambassador for a reason,he's proprably pretty good with politics.

The wolf represents deep faith,and a deep understanding. Furthermore the animal possesses a keen intellect,and has been observed using elaborate hunting and migration strategies.

I don't really need to talk more since we know that when it cames to strategy and survival instincts he's kinda crazy (What do you mean you are using your enemy's shadow to travel a statue and two other people after you killed him?? Like,how do you even realize you can do that??). He also will hunt down whatever person or monster stand in his way (What do you mean he turned Bryce in a ghost because he wanted to arrest Reyna?? Again,Minos and Octavian didn't meet a great end after they opposed to Nico). And he understands better than most when it came to life and death struggles.

So yeah,Nico's a wolf. A very protective and effective one (If someone hurts Will,Hazel or one of his friends I hope they survive because Nico isn't going to let them get away).

[palzeddie]

high potential 1.13 (FINALE) thots

LOL this is such a fun way to start the episode

oh oz and daphne definitely make little bets at all these social events. we have gotten crumbs of them but i’m so excited to get more of them next season

ik we were primed for this bc of the previews but like i’m seriously getting stressed out already

this is a season finale for a show that is already renewed… while i’m p sure they were already wrapped when the renewal was announced i’m still scared of what can happen to these characters to leave us on a painful cliffhanger 

“i don’t like when you’re impressed by me when i haven’t done anything impressive”

oh i really don’t love the idea of them splitting up in the woods… like have we learned nothing from the scooby gang

no matter how prepared i was for this to be a scary serial kidnapper moment. i am just so fucking stressed i’m actually getting palpitations. it is objectively ominous that this first guy only took 7 minutes to find

i am so goddamn serious someone NEEDS to take the airbrush tool away from these editors. this is a cast of already beautiful people u don’t have to rewind their skin to prepubescence 😭😭😭

ava making the scrapbook for her dad… god i am on death’s doorstep that’s devastating

oh what the fuck why is her lil bf back i already felt so sus about him. but now??? only coming back for the finale ???

omg oz lore ???

oooh the grief group is interesting but also makes me so so so very scared for my baby oz 💔

“daph is the only one who knows” ozdaph u are everything to me. also how do u keep a death in the family from ur boss realistically

oh karadec is getting sooo protective and i’m getting scared !!! his nervous energy is enhancing mine i think

going off the rails because no one came to bar trivia… yeah i’m sorry that’s feeling very me coded (is anyone surprised that i felt so seen by buck bothered and bewildered)

every time karadec looks lovingly at morgan bc he’s impressed by her a fairy gains its wings

“wait listen… she’s locked inside” baby respectfully did u think she was pulling a jason mendoza and doing this for fun

i should never be surprised when characters like morgan have daddy issues tbh they all fucking reek of it

i love the gillory family more than my own life but also i’m so scared for when my giggling stops

omggg not karadec’s lil bf showing back up too…

OZ NOOO I’M SO SCARED FOR U BABY

no amount of knowing this was coming makes it any easier to watch him get kidnapped like oh my god

truly anything can happen on a season 1 finale which makes me even more scared than i normally would be. like we do not know that he will survive this

“i’m pretty sure she’ll be easy to spot when she shows up” oh yeah bc ur eyes are gonna whip to her so fast it’s gonna make an audible noise

oh my goddd they’re giving us gilladec to try and DISTRACT US from OZ being KIDNAPPED

i’m so sick that oz is in danger while they’re slow dancing… how can we be winning and losing so much at the same time

karadec is so protective of her but does he not realize that what she’s hearing is that he doesn’t trust her. and she’s obviously not going to leave this alone and it’s gonna cause a whole thing w them. i’m so sick

ugh why do i have to look at this other guy go back to veronica mars !!!

okay i’m now more confident that oz is gonna survive this. BUT STILL seeing him at the bottom of that pool … i’m at the end of my rope 

STOPPP THEY ACTUALLY ALMOST HAD ME W THE SILENCE. I’M SICK I AM GONNA KAY EM ESS

“if i can’t get over almost losing a stranger… how am i supposed to get over losing the most important person in my life” oz baby 💔💔💔

karadec is stressing me outtt

but also i’m so incredibly stressed about this oncoming cliffhanger

STOP IS SOMETHING GONNA HAPPEN TO THE GILLORY FAMILY. I CAN’T HANDLE THIS. 

okay why does the kidnapper look like dennis reynolds !!!

this cliffhanger is lowkey giving 911 2x10 Merry Ex-Mas cliffhanger. i’m so sick

i am so so so stressed about season 2 i need it NEOWWW

i am def gonna have more thots about this episode/cliffhanger in the coming days but i need to turn my brain off i’m so sick

[laylawatermelon]

Y'all i just cracked the davinci code and idk if you're gonna like it.

As a Buddie fan devastated obviously, as a 9-1-1 fan devastated obviously and as a writer absolutely blown away by the finessing they just graced us with.

They literally found a way to make Eddie straight and by God they've done it successfully.

Lemme explain.

I was locked in when he was having the speech with Shannon and didn't get to deep in the emotions (heinous ik but I wanted to hear what he was feeling).

I did get some water wobbles in my chest but that's neither here nor there. I did scream horrifically at the cliffhanger of the show.

Guess the nun did scare the life out of her (and me!) after all! Heeh should've seen that coming honestly but I didn't think they'd go there.

So there's two things I think is gonna happen, one Eddie's gonna go on more straight woman dates (yay 😮‍💨) and Chris is leaving.

Now the second one I'll address first and don't bash me if it's not trueee.

I'll get the Chris one over with. First Gavin, Chris' actor, family moved. Since he's become a main he's had little to no screentime in the show.

What I think has happened in real life it's that Gavin will step away from the show. They have him main to show his importance in the cast and storyline (i can also guess pay raise but I'm not saying that's unreasonable really) before his send off.

Realistically he's a disabled person, a child/minor at that, who i assume has a lot of equipment and things he has to travel with. I can imagine it's not that easy to consistently travel across states with equipment, doctor's appointments, schoolwork etc.

So this is probably his last season for a while.

The birthday party (which can also double as a send off or until next time message) and the promotion/upgrade in role despite not being written as such or having storyline outside of the adults.

(off topic but I'd love a mini 118 hijinks b story with all the kids or a low stakes disaster where they all team up until the 118 get there)

He's been hypocritical to him about cheating and even tarnished his mom's legacy by bringing a fake version of her in his house.

The reason i can say the story can effectively write him off for the first half of next season is that Chris will go with his other family because he feels betrayed by his dad.

He doesn't feel safe anymore (😞😭 I'm making myself sad) so he opts to leave until his dad gets better.

The hospital scene is Eddie realizing what his kid needs isn't a new mom but to trust in his parents and that's now shattered (ooh this starting to feel personal be gone trauma!).

So he'll throw a tantrum (a rightfully deserved one that's my boy😤) and say in anger he doesn't want to be with his dad.

Buck will obviously be there cause yeah Eddie (delusional hubby) clearly needs help in his hour of need and so does Chris.

Eddie will do self isolation. Buck will be there for him (Tommy probably staying too but I'm neutral for this post) but with everything Eddie going through he's gonna be wrecked.

And because Eddie's a (good? Eh so so right now) dad he'll let Chris decide when he wants to return.

Hence the heartbreak.

Boom it solves the Gavin problem where he can probably stay during the summer so maybe mid season 8 or limited role like how they did this season and his family can focus on him/life.

Now the Straight Eddie!

By God he's done it!

You've pulled a real good one. Tim I salute you truly.

Idk how you made a straight man out of him but by his you've done it!

(so did you Ryan I'm watching you!)

Since buddie isn't on the table this season the platonic hasn't been more platonic-er since season 7 episode 1.

The way he did it was so easy and smooth I'm in awe.

This is how he kept and can probably enforce straight Eddie.

This is also how he can not enforce straight Eddie (haha got you).

The line you were the love of my life but I'm living it without you now stuck out to me.

That means he's going to find himself and what he really likes without a partner. Therapy, hobbies all that good ish. Maybe a few dates but def church.

Here's why.

Church has been something he drift away and let's be honest American tv and society is still founded in Christianity and all of its adjacent branches.

You must have God somewhere in there for the older audience to tune in/connect with of it's getting a lil secular (aka the bundle of lgbt characters. They're probably saying at least one of em knows God😮‍💨😮‍💨) /hj

The book of prayers symbolizes him going back to God to find answers about himself.

Anyways for the straight Eddie he can get closer to himself better in his faith and get a nice Christian girl who he matches with and (maybe) even has a kid/ similar background.

Since he's been to therapy and he's let go of the love of his life he's now free to find love in someone else. A new woman. (And truly this time)

(or a man, or they/them)

Yes my queer Eddie agenda rises!

Go FORTH!

BE ONE WITH THE SKITTLES SQUAD!

But seriously though the other way it can go is that he's discovering stuff about himself away from romance. He becomes more comfortable with religion but when confusing feelings (attraction to the same gender anyone for $10?) arise then he'll maybe start to fight his Catholic guilt about it since he's gotten closer to it.

Then he'll have to ask for for forgiveness but not permission for the live he wants to live.

(with buck in a house on the waves! Let me be delusional! I've kept it under wraps this long!)

But anyways they've truly dodged the lgbt fruity storyline.

They've also shown us that yes, Buddie was NOT platonic because I've never felt more friends energy in my life this season.

And what the AuDHD brain says is canon/not canon I vibe accordingly.

The vibes were low. Like a suspiciously low.

Dare I say subtextually low.

That's not happened in the history of buddie this is a code red!

CODE RED!

Okay I'm done btw hate me or whatever! /big J

[frog-plague]

Hey uh very fucking random of me and please don't kill me (or do, your choice really) UHHH but like I'm not gonna say alot bc like ik you've been like getting harassed by random blogs (noah) but literally besides all that I'm pretty sure I may or may not have some form of Disassociative disorder as well...

idk I'm really sorry and I know it's really shitty of me to like ever talk to you again lol um but like your kinda the only person I've ever known to be confident enough to identify these kind of things in yourself and be open about it, I'm not gonna trauma dump but I have experienced levels of trauma as well including neglect, and I'm not really sure how it shows but I'm too scared to tell anyone because I know I have BPD and C-PTSD as that has been diagnosed but I feel like I always experience this level of derealisation and that I can't recognise myself when I look in the mirror, sometimes the tone of my voice changes and like ejejejejen idkkk

I didn't know who to ask because if I try reach out for professional help I'd feel really embarrassed and my parents definitely won't agree and won't let any diagnosis through and ahhh how do you deal with it or identify alters (in like the most non-personal way) like should I do more research or... idk.

[Feel free to block me after I'm just kinda confused :(]

To my knowledge (please know I am not a doctor and cannot diagnose you), disassociation is a common symptom of cptsd and bpd

I feel like before jumping straight to the CDD label you should try to do your own research on the different types of CDD that can cause a system (maybe look more into p-did and osdd both 1a and 1b if you really think that there's a possibility that you're a system)

If you think you've identified an alter then try to get to know them, write notes to them and try to improve internal communication, they could help with understanding what possible diagnosis you could have (that's what happened with Atticus and Aaron. Both are dormant now but that's not the point here)

under the cut I will copy paste the sys info channel in a server I'm in

Diagnoses There are 4 diagnoses that can include Complex Dissociative Disorders (Systems);

Dissociative Identity Disorder

Partial Dissociative Identity Disorder

Other Specified Dissociative Disorder

Unspecified Dissociative Disorder

Only 2 of these are CDD specific; DID and PDID. PDID is often less known, as it is only a diagnosis in the ICD-11 and not the DSM-5 OSDD is split into multiple parts, and is used when you don't meet the full criteria for another dissociative disorder (eg, depersonalisation without derealisation), and partially covers CDDs. This section is widely known as OSDD1 (osdd1a/b are actually community terms!). UDD is a temporary or emergency diagnosis, as is used when there is insuficient information to make a full diagnosis.

Diagnostic Criteria DID A. Disruption of identity characterized by two or more distinct personality states, which may be described in some cultures as an experience of possession. The disruption in identity involves marked discontinuity in sense of self and sense of agency, accompanied by related alterations in affect, behavior, consciousness, memory, perception, cognition, and/or sensory-motor functioning. These signs and symptoms may be observed by others or reported by the individual. B. Recurrent gaps in the recall of everyday events, important personal information, and/or traumatic events that are inconsistent with ordinary forgetting. C. The symptoms cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning. D. The disturbance is not a normal part of a broadly accepted cultural or religious practice. Note: In children, the symptoms are not better explained by imaginary playmates or other fantasy play. E. The symptoms are not attributable to the physiological effects of a substance (e.g., blackouts or chaotic behavior during alcohol intoxication) or another medical condition (e.g., complex partial seizures)

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PDID A. Disruption of identity characterized by the experience of two or more distinct personality states (dissociative identities), involving discontinuities in the sense of self and agency. Each personality state includes its own pattern of experiencing, perceiving, conceiving, and relating to self, the body, and the environment. B. One personality state is dominant and functions in daily life (e.g., parenting, work), but is intruded upon by one or more non-dominant personality states (dissociative intrusions). These intrusions may be cognitive (intruding thoughts), affective (intruding affects such as fear, anger, or shame), perceptual (e.g., intruding voices fleeting visual perceptions, sensations such as being touched), motor (e.g., involuntary movements of an arm), or behavioural (e.g., an action that lacks a sense of agency or ownership). These experiences are experienced as interfering with the functioning of the dominant personality state and are typically aversive. C. The non-dominant personality states do not recurrently take executive control of the individual’s consciousness and functioning to the extent that they perform in specific aspects of daily life (e.g., parenting, work). However, there may be occasional, limited and transient episodes in which a distinct personality state assumes executive control to engage in circumscribed behaviours (e.g., in response to extreme emotional states or during episodes of self-harm or the reenactment of traumatic memories). D. The symptoms are not better accounted for by another mental disorder (e.g., Schizophrenia or Other Primary Psychotic Disorder). E. The symptoms are not due to the effects of a substance or medication on the central nervous system, including withdrawal effects (e.g., blackouts or chaotic behaviour during substance intoxication), and are not due to a Disease of the Nervous System (e.g., complex partial seizures) or to a Sleep-Wake disorder (e.g., symptoms occur during hypnagogic or hypnopompic states). The symptoms result in significant impairment in personal, family, social, educational, occupational or other important areas of functioning. If functioning is maintained, it is only through significant additional effort

OTHER DIAGNOSES As a questioning system, we will always support you in your journey of self discovery, however it's important to look into other possibilities!

There are many disorders that can superficially mimic or have symptoms very similar to a CDD;

DPDR or other dissociative disorders

Personality Disorders

PTSD

Psychotic Disorders

As you know your symptoms best, it's important for you to do your own research into these! As you do, it is important to also keep in mind that these are also commonly comorbid with CDDs, so if your symptoms match both, it may just be both.

Good luck!

[jaydenblogs]

SHE HAS TO CARE, RIGHT?

THEODORE NOTT FAN FIC.

| I haven’t written in a while, IK. Im sorry for being away for over a year, thank you for 123 followers, I hope you will enjoy this and yeah we’ll see how this goes and if I have improved, yall tell me if I have.|

/ Context: Your Father is Tom Riddle, so yeah you are Mattheos sister (I’m sorry this is a female version, tho you can ofc ask me to write a gender neutral story or some, tho I have a little nickname in mind that’s why imma write it in female) you hate slytherins, you despise your father , cause of obvious reasons he’s a horrible person, you expect that every slytherin follows him and that’s the reason why you don’t like them, you got sorted into ravenclaw btw. /

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she walks down the hall, Confident as she is. Everybody knows her, the daughter of Tom riddle and the sister of the famous Mattheo riddle, they were scared of her, of course they were, her father and brother scared them, she must’ve been just like them. But no, if you get to know her you find out why she’s in ravenclaw and not in slytherin, she’s smart very smart, she’s a kindheart and most important she despises the slytherins, she despises her father. With her books in her hands she walks to her next class, which has to be potions.

While she walks she gets a lot of dirty looks, she’s used to it by now, it happens all the time, who wouldn’t look at Tom riddles daughter, who walks down the hallway with such grace, so beautiful. As she walks she gets spotted by a familiar slytherin, Theodore nott. He smirks confidently as he sees her walk by, he’s tried to reach her multiple times, always failing, she ignores him, doesn’t even look at him. He’s up for that challenge, he knows probably better than most who she is and who her father is, tho he doesn’t care, he doesn’t just look at her because of who her father is, he looks at her because she’s gorgeous, she’s smart and she’s always kind to anyone but slytherins, she’s a confident and cocky sweetheart.

„Hey, Hey! Stop walking sweetheart“ he calls after her, trying his luck once again.

Stone cold ignored. She ignored him, she kept on walking ignoring his entire existence, it’s like he didn’t even exist. He just grinned as he went after her „ignoring me again, Miss Ravenclaw?“ He smiled at his own words, oh how he adored it when she stopped walking, standing still at one spot just because how annoying she finds him and this nickname. And just how he thought she would, she did. She sighs heavily as she turns around slowly facing him with an annoyed expression on her gorgeous face. „Oh? Finally stopped ignoring me, huh miss ravenclaw?“ he smirked, that annoying smirk made her mood even worse and she couldn’t hide it. Not at all. She sighs again as she walks to potions, ignoring him again, she knows he’s not worth it so she doesn’t waste her time with him, why would she? What a waste of time. She enters the classroom following closely enters Theodore, She sits down next to potter on the right and Luna one the left, she got along really well with them. But Theodore on the other hand Couldn’t help but get jealous at the look of her smiling with potter. He sits down next to Mattheo with this expression that tells it all. „You can’t reach her Huh?“ Mattheo says, Theodore rolls his eyes at him „I mean I would help you but I can’t reach her either, but I happen to know that she’s skipping next period in her dorm room. You should pay her a visit, talk to her maybe you’ll be the exception of all the Slytherins“ he says that last sentence with such an ironic tone to it, Theodore is annoyed but actually likes the idea of making her talk to him. If she wouldn’t do it herself, He would have to make her.

After potions he saw her head to the ravenclaw tower, he watches her enter her dorm and then knocks on her door with a wide smirk on his face. The door opens slightly, she stands there looking at him confused, she wants to shut the door but he puts his foot between the doorframe so she can’t close it, “well hello there miss ravenclaw, I heard you’re skipping? Well that’s not very appropriate is it?” He smirks as he lets himself in her dorm, he closes the door behind him as he sits down on her bed like it’s the most normal thing ever. “Gosh you look gorgeous” he says with a large grin on his face, her expression slowly warms up tho she’s still ignoring him, she will just carry on with what she was doing. She sits down on the floor and starts playing games on her phone, he was watching her closely “Cmon miss ravenclaw, don’t ignore me like that.” Theodore scoffed, complaining in a whiney tone in her voice. The next thing Theodore heard was a loud exhausted sigh coming from her. „I don’t have any interest in talking to you, nott.“ she said, she finally spoke, I mean she still said it with that cold tone and without looking at him, but she talked to him. A big smile spread on Theodore’s Face immediately, he couldn’t help it, he stood up from the bed and sat down on the floor, right next to her. He then leaned his head against her shoulder softly, after a minute he was surprised she didn’t pull away yet, he just stayed like that, resting his head on her shoulder. She rolled her eyes when she noticed how softly he was grinning because she didn’t pull away, but she didn’t mind, infact she enjoyed his company, she always has, she just doesn’t want to trust in Theodore, she can’t put her trust in him. He is a Slytherin after all.

The bell rang, oh the fucking bell rang. How he hated this moment, he hated watching her standing up and getting ready to go to the next class, he knew she would never skip more than one. „Cmon get out nott.“ she said with that cold tone in her voice, like she didn’t care. But he knows she cares, how could she not, she let someone rest on her shoulder, no, she let Theodore, a slytherin, rest on her shoulder, she cared, didn’t she? No She has to care, right?

Theodore scoffed loudly, as to which she looked at him with a softer but still cold expression on her face, „let’s stay a bit longer, please?“ he asked, knowing her answer, but he still wanted to give it a try. „As if I wanna stay another second with a selfish idiotic slytherin“ how fucking cold. He was used to this, if she talked to him she was so fucking rude. But it still hurt, In the same time he couldn’t help but get turned on by it, he loved every little thing about her, her cocky personality, how she acts towards him, how he will do anything to even talk to her, how beautiful she was, what a sweet personality she actually had, he loved it all, he loved her so fucking much. „Cmon, pretty girl.“ he whined with a smirk on his face, she sighed „no shut the fuck up.“ she then went to the dorm room door trying to leave, but that won’t happen.

He grabbed her wrist and turned her towards him, he then quickly pinned her against the door. „Cmon, you know you can’t hold back any longer“ he teased with a huge smirk on her face, he then slowly watched a grin appear on her face. „Oh how right you are, that’s what you want me to say, right?“ she was giggling, making fun of him, it frustrated him, he then leaned in and pressed his soft lips against hers, he smirked widely into the passionate kiss and she actually kissed him back.

|| if y’all want me to write a part 2 of this tell me please<3 ||

[seattlesellie]

this is super random (also this is my first msg to u hi <3) and i’m honestly asking this generally to anyone else who also happens to read this, but recently i’ve realized my sexual orientation and come to the conclusion that i’m like REALLY attracted to women (as a woman myself ofc). so obv this made me also think abt how someday i’m gonna have to tell ppl close to me abt this but i’m literally losing my mind cause i’m NAWT vulnerable especially w/ my parents 😭 and also i just now was watching a tiktok live that was full of homophobic ppl and whenever i see that on the internet, it makes me wanna go deeper in the shell (or closet lmao) that i already am in. like it makes me realize how many horrible ppl there are that won’t accept smth so simple (i’m also very emotional as u can see 😍) so like tbh i’m not sure what i’m seeking here but ig i’m just curious if u or anyone else has felt like this/what helped u come out? like it’s so hard for me to be open and as someone who recently graduated and is going to uni, in a completely diff country alone, i’m gonna have more freedom and if i were to date another girl, it’d feel unfair to my parents if i didnt say anything prior abt my identity. ik they’re also very supportive, which i’m thankful for, but i just HATEEE vulnerability. idk man :( it’s also very weird finally realizing more abt myself. it makes me SO happy yet so so so scared? aarrghh idk sorry abt this long message, u seem like the nicest person and this place feels safe, so i just felt like i could ask/find some kind of relatability. 💗 sorry again for this long ass rant LOLS 🌟

okokok im gonna tell u my coming out story because i can awfully relate to this ?? n adding a read more cos this is so long sorry <333 🤧

literally knew i liked girls my entire life and like suppressed the shit out of it. would try and date guys all throughout highschool and would feel so terrible afterwards… but like you, i was super uncomfortable with that type of vulnerability and also barely had any gay friends, let alone any gay female friends. so i spent my life just thinking im gonna be in the closet forever !! until i met my now ex gf, she would constantly be sleeping over— but i did the classic thing of telling my parents she was just my new best friend, until one day my dad was like… be so fr rn are you two dating. like you said, my parents are also very liberal and supportive (especially my dad), but still— it made me panic and drop a mug and deny deny deny !! then, after being together for like 6 months it was incredibly hard to hide it, and obvs she felt super uncomfortable bc i was super closeted and she was super out. so i kind of had to come out to my parents (i hid under a blanket and told them i have an important thing to say n then they already somehow knew). my parents and i literally never talked about these things like my mom didn’t even know about my first kiss or literally NOTHING about me, we didn’t have that type or relationship at all so i can relate to u so hard !!but like here’s the thing— i don’t think it would be unfair to your parents, this is your story to tell and you should do it when you feel comfortable enough, and if it takes you dating a girl for that then so be it. you shouldn’t worry about other peoples feelings about this, as this is yours to tell and not theirs! as long as you’re in a safe environment, coming out can truly be such a big fucking relief !! like that absolute weight that drops out of your chest is so so freeing. if the people who are close to you love you— they will accept you. if they won’t? truthfully, they don’t deserve u and never have. about the homophobia, its always going to be here, unfortunately for us hateful and bigoted people will always exist, and that can be extremely stressful and painful, which is why surrounding yourself with people from your own community is so so important and necessary. uni is such a good place to do that !! so many new people to meet and especially queer people to surround yourself with !! i super understand your fears but the good things that happen after you come out— that feeling of no longer needing to hide yourself is so so worth it 💗💗💗💗

[nereidprinc3ss]

hi! i was wondering if i could ask for some writing advice? (pls feel free to ignore this if you'd like!) so i've posted a couple of fics that have done really well, which i'm super pumped about. but now i'm scared to keep posting bc i don't want my newer fics to flop. idk if this makes sense at all or if you've gone through a similar thing before, but if you have what were ways that you tried to get out of this mindset? thanks in advance and i absolutely love your writing <3

hiiiii so i did go through a similar thing!!!! i will elaborate below

(WARNING ⚠️ most diabolical yapper of all time has access to a keyboard😰😰😰)

ok so my number one thing is that you should be writing because you truly love to do it. i see a lot of people frustrated with lack of likes or comments or reblogs etc and i do understand that but if you’re solely writing for engagement people will be able to tell and you likely won’t find the numbers you want and it won’t be worth it. like yes the big numbers are really nice but (sorry we’re going to talk about me now ik im insufferable) i was writing long ass stories that were never posted and will never see the light of day for years before i ever started posting on tumblr. i write fanfic because i love to write. i adore my silly little bf spencer reid but the actual writing part is the most important aspect to me. i wrote stories before i knew what fanfiction was, i wrote before i watched criminal minds, and i will continue to write after. that said i think the reason that fanfic works well as a medium for me is because im also really truly interested in the character of spencer reid from a writing perspective. like i wanna get all up inside his brain cause he fascinates me, and that leads to me writing him in the hopes of discovering something new about him as a character, not just cause i wanna smash (but i do wanna smash!!) and all of that is basically how i stay out of the numbers mindset

so yeah i will reiterate that the most important part of creating something that feels lasting rather than just a phase or whatever is a love for the art form and not just the desire for engagement!!!! like write for FUN!!!! you do not have to be as pretentious as me btw u can literally just write cause it sounds fun at the moment like u don’t have to have some mission of highfalutin soul quest fulfillment or something to write spencer reid fanfic quite honestly im talking out of my ass rn and this was probably entirely unhelpful BUT i never claimed to be helpful (but i still hope it helped in the slightest omg i just read it back and wtf am i talking abt im sorry ily)

[autismvampyre]

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I saw this post and I couldn't agree more and Im asking anonymously cause I don't want to get judgement and stuff and I know this is going to sound a little dumb but I'm having a crisis about like. Whether or not I should support Taylor anymore like. Im going for the eras tour soon and I'm obviously really really excited but I've been seeing more and more anti swiftie media and it all really makes sense. Your blog was like the only anti swiftie one that didn't say all swifties deserve to die lol (at least from what I could find) but I just wanted to know if you have any advice on like letting go of the music in a way. I love her music, and one of the reasons I'm really scared to let go is that my childhood best friend and I share so many precious memories over her music and I don't want to disappoint her in a way by not listening anymore and her music helped me through really really hard times, which feels kind of dumb to say cause I'm 15, but like it's always really helped me and I don't know if I can or if I want to let go but at the same time I'm huge on ethics and a big part of my life has always been helping people and empathizing, and I just don't know if I want to support an artist who can't seem to publicly do that. Idk I was just wondering if you had advice? Thank you so much :)

P.s. feel free to ignore this ik it's loaded and not related to your blog entirely

hey! thanks for the ask. i wanted to respond to this before i forgot so this might be rushed but i hope i can still help.

i get your dilemma, i really do. i like her music a lot and one of the worst things about the anti swiftie community is how much it relies on the "her music sucks" card. its lazy and just personal taste, and i absolutely hate the puritanical idea that if you enjoy a single taylor song you are in some way morally lesser. people like what they like, and i think it's completely fine to enjoy her music because that isn't really an ethical concern

you can separate the art from the artist. its fine to do so. you shouldn't force yourself to stop listening to music you like unless you feel thats right for you. im very critical of taylor but i still occasionally listen to her music because there are a lot of memories attached to it and those memories are precious to me. art can make you feel so much, and you're not dumb for feeling comforted by it.

i dont think you have to let go of her music unless you want to. i believe the most important thing is to let go of the idea of taylor as a brand. people tend to get attached to her due to clever marketing; to a lot of people she's their friend and they feel very protective over her for that. taylor thrives off the parasocial relationship of her fandom which is financially beneficial to her. the most important thing to remember is that she is a billionaire with more money than you could ever imagine and it is impossible to get that rich without fucking over the poor. the image of taylor in the media is not real, she isn't the girl next door, she isn't your friend, she's an ultra rich celebrity who gets richer by pretending to be your buddy. once you've realized that, you're pretty much done

now, i definitely wouldn't recommend financially supporting her. if you're going to the eras tour don't go alone, be safe, wear earplugs(seriously this one is so important you dont want tinnitus believe me). i know there are a lot of different factors and ethics about the shows but as someone who a) hates live music cause im autistic and just end up overstimulated and b) was never in a financial situation where i could or even would buy eras tickets i feel very under qualified to tackle any of that so i'd recommend talking to someone else who knows about that.

to end, i'll just say piracy isn't theft if buying isn't owning snd there are guides out there so you can listen without paying her dime. sorry if this was incoherent, i am tired. have a good rest of your day/night/whatever time it is and please take care

[dawnlune]

I wondered how my cosuin was :D doing about her her boyfriend issue. I checked in and she said he came back around but after we comunicated she got alot of clarity on what was good and bad for her. This made me really really happy. But i acted dumb cus i didnt wanna be like i told you so i knew better. Nah im happy she’s not sad Valentine’s Day should’ve been beautiful for her 😆 shes been dating someone for what 2 years the older the relationship the more romantic and crazy it should be because come on 😭 like isn’t is crazy that you made it so far with someone and if that person is a good person for you you both have this happiness to remember when you met I promise you wouldn’t want to regret anything later that’s why do little at first and build little by little no rushing even if that’s what you want. Any how I told my cousin I was open to listening.

She found out she’s unhappy like she didn’t understand why it took a while to see things and stop putting excuses for someone’s behavior. I was like it’s okay it happens to everybody i promise 99% of people give up on someone whos not good or cant recipicate the same emotions at some point in their life its not the end of the world woman and men go through it player or not a player unless your a monk or church person who cant date for religous reasons or being mentally ill which is not a bad thing those are all part of the 1% ig ... Ngl i predicted this was gonna end rather it be my cosuin than her now ex saying its over 😅😂. No hate though it’s just some people are meant to really show us what love isn’t. He came back around and he spoke on how he was having a hard time he was evwn crying and he didnt even leave his house at all he promised but Mr cool boy was partying on Valentine’s Day and also going out happier than when he was with my cousin for weeks and you can’t tell me it wasn’t easy to say “I’m not ready for a relationship rn but I hope you find the right person.” Rather than ignoring and having a good time with hmm … let me guess there was another girl with him .. Yep I felt it from miles away .. Idk im a fearful avoidant when your single it feels good it feels like nobody can tackle you down your free yk obviously never put yourself out there too much cause then people want to date and thats the last thing you want.

Ive always been scared of love and relationships and closness. Heck i still have issuess with closness its scary but id put this in the very final part of my relationship its not that important to me but communication is still important atleast a text is still important for me to do ik i can be kinda distant in my own world and its scary to feel locked down at times like im not so free and im afarid i cant leave but these are fears that come up its almost a lie i know that im in a safe loving realtionship if i leave im pretty sure ill be back so why create chaos of back and forth behavior that will hurt my person when i can simply ask for space kindly and lovingly so there’s no confusion to my person or worrying cus they are anxious attachment style so they feel scared of your absence like no im not leaving i just need space for me and you need space for you and your art and all those awesome things you want to achieve my presence will only make you slower 😂. But enjoy my solitude doing healthy things and this proves im free frs. If i was being treated badly and those thoughts came up id defiantly would talk to my person and id say we need to break up and think about this dynamic on my end id prob leave for good and say goodbye.. idk ive learned that my energy is pretty valuable everyone should be this way if you have anxious tendencies if you give more than you get this is how you should think all the time people should treat you right if they don’t don’t give too many opportunities to be disrespected and stepped on or ignored people treat you how they feel about you i understand that avoidants yess I also will say the FA as well if those people do not see your value DO NOT FORCE IT try to communicate in a calm manner but belive me when a DA or an FA sees you worthy of a relationship they might not say alot but actions will , trust that changes do occur but it is up to you if you feel valued or treated right cus ive been workingbon my attachment style since last november and worked even more since late Febuary i met pookie in Early March 😊 i think i saw pookies jacket though like when we saw each other face to face i saw the same jacket and a pink blouse ?👚 what an intresting combo 😂 anyways I met pookie when I was already doing some work on my attachment style for some time.

Soooo when you meet someone and they havnt even done any work on That DA OR FA attachment style you will meet a devilish person 🤣 someone who will push you away and bring you back. Someone who hates you because your making them feel and its not what they wanted, someone who has a phantom ex or someone who thinks about the past more than the present. They might even self sabatoge things with you to push you away and then come around asking how you been 😂. Oh believe me every FA or DA in the beginning of this journey can tell you they had NO idea they were a mess I can tell you this is true. Me in 2023 & 2024 😂 i saw my own FA issues and i didnt really know i was a mess i thought i was a quiet boring girl who loved to not care she was aching sometimes cus she remebered her ex bestfriend alot and how things didnt work out she beleived she would never find someone who loved her the same way or that she can feel emotions again but was confused badly like why was i happy without the person but out of the blue I remembered and it kinda hurt a little it was terrible i felt so much one moment and the next i was happy climbing fences to leave school cus I finished my credits before most people and I hung out alone by nature reading / listening to my fav rock bands or going to Burger King for my sandwich. Ps yes i saw the police and i hid away many times 😂.

Yeah I understand myself so much it sucks I didn’t put work in 2023 when I found out cus I read the book (i wa slike idk and i dont care) I would’ve felt better and understood. I feel far from helpless . I never felt understood not to myself not to people around me like how was I so there for people and very kind and the next few weeks I was nowhere to be found 🤣 My ex beatfriend from HS was probably an FA too 😳 she understood me like no one ever did but she was too clingy onto me and it bothered me like she saw me as her big sister and i was like 😬 dont hang onto me why you always trying to get too close its really weird i ditched her many times jumping over the fence or leaving her on the roof tops of the institution i loved the trees the heights on there the view it was warm up there and not too hot ever the trees gave air yeah she ran after me many times and yelled omg are you crazy get down from there but called me late ror texted how i was at times it bugged me like what you want? I need solitude bruhh ... I had like mood swings but i guess it was my truama too i was healing from ptsd and she was going through scary flashes too idk she understood this and said i was able to talk about it but i never did i had flash backs and she saw me and she hugged me and said id be okay she cant judge me at all she knew what i was going through .. Yeah she betrayed me later on but im glad that i was there too when she dranked and i didnt but i understood her too like ik cus i hurt myself or dissociate away my issues so yeah i stayed around when she cried and spoke on how upset she felt i listened and patted her to take naps and id leave poor girl ik how bad our minds can be.. . She told me her stuff I’ll take it to the grave.. I’ve healed so much I could barely believe this 😭 :) proud of myself.. She is no longer in my life she did betray me and shes sorta gone now but i hope she sees her life differntly one day ..

My cousin seemed happy today like even dressed up nice 😄. As she always should though. But she told me she told him to go because she fell out of love. She moved on and all that time he was gone she gave herself freedom to meet new people too like he was doing without letting her know he was gonna be away specially on Valentines day . Like oop 😳 that wasnt me that was all her.. He didnt take it too well he called her a little hoe basically .. why do emotionally unavailable avoidants do that? Like i myself as an avoidant saw offense when i heard my childhood crush was dating and I wasn’t but i left the school right ? But I wasn’t expecting him to move on but it’s not like i was gonna go look for him and tell him to not date and to love me but i did say whatever im good i felt good i worked on more art stuff if gave me motivation to move on but yk how FAs ans DAs function ps he was a DA from my pov 😂 i never said he was anything though but i did find ofense back in 10th grade he also got into drinking and drugs and partying :0 he was shy ans hated people so it was odd at the time. I hear most avoidants ik personally say really mean things out of ofense towards the anxious partners or secure ones when they move on. I also notice later they try doing things to talk or get close to you but in a weird way.. yeah my childhood crush asked friends about me rather than contact me. But never let an avoidant control your happiness. You deserve more ☺️ than emptionally unavilabe people of course that also means work on you ❤️

Like i learned if you cant commit let people go its a big sign for you as an Avoidant that its not the right person for you its okay to see someone as a potentional but the right person will have you more woke doing more and maturing no biggie but let the person go if you don’t feel like growing or doing anything if you feel like that person doesn’t inspire you some how let go. 😁. And my cosuin really said if im a little that , what are you ? a bigger one ? cus you were only playing with peoples emotions at parties while i was genuinely meeting people and getting to know who it is i want to know and date 😂.. WOW 🤯 she said we don’t need time we need to break up and call it an end to this i wish you well though heres your clothes in a suit case dont come to my place anymore and give back my key don’t help pay bills either i got this now . He said yeah cus you had someone else didn’t you? I was like oop he’s showing his own cards now but she said No after you left i was looking at options yes , I didn’t expect you back so soon 😳😂... Mr cool boy left and said whatever idc anymore bye.

she is empowered I LOVE IT . He might come back around 😅 avoidants do that if they lived the honey moon phase with you and they had a year together ? BUT I showed my cousin , explained how our minds work we come and go right and so on I told her the truth and the deal I also explained her own attachment style and how it’s not too much for the right people I promise ur not a burden and ur not asking for too much :D I pushed her to value her energy to love being herself to know herself to give what is also being given to , to ask and not feel bad about it and so on I also encouraged her to look for help or learn about her own attachment style Anxious Preoccupied attachment style on her own even showed her some of my fav attachment style YouTuber licensed people who can explain even better than me. Healing an anxious preoccupied Attachment style is easier & faster than your Avoidant attachment styles :( but the more time given to it for growth in all areas of your life the more you’ll get better at seeing your avoidant behaviors that are the reason why your single , always sad or anxious about everything if your an FA and so on . This guy said things how they are I’m an FA and it’s no offense if someone gets tired of my unhealed mess if I’m not doing anything about it. My persons friend said they wished their avoidant ex was more like me that they came back and changed like me 🤣. I was like 😔 it takes lots of big ego death , big growth stages , big realizations but I said I promise the right person will treat u right 🙂 avoidant or not they will be open to change and getting to know you truly and meeting you in the middle. 🥲 she smiled in a hopless manner I was like I mean if ur friend here found me someone who wasn’t looking I was just wondering in life again like meeting new stores , new cities , new beaches 😂, exploring life rather than relationships and emotions late febuary was me exploring life in a healthy way like idk i wasnt sad but i was feeling lost? Sorta helpless? Idk but it changed. Life is great 😊 take everything decently slow when healing i was scared of my now persons love and my FA tendencies intruded and gpt in the way many times. It still does but im aware and its now less if i ever see lack un growth here with my FA self im going to look for help frs im not about to die as an FA 😂 on day ❤️‍🩹

[daisitynook]

Random Rottmnt Head-canons

sorry for rambling some of them are just me projecting but i just had too, can you guess who i kin lmao :)

Mikey🧡

* loves the fall

* not just for the colors but mikey loves wearing fuzzy sweaters and doing the Arianna sleeve thing

* huge pumpkin fan, loves anything that have a pumpkin flavor or aroma

* Saw a rerun of bob rose once and spent a month remaking the painting till he thought it was perfect, he was 8 so we all know what it really looked like

* raph hung it on their fridge cause he was so proud

* Owns 3 dream catchers, has a bunch of incense too

* we all know he gets scared easily so you can���t tell me mikey doesn’t take every ghost catching video he sees seriously

* avid buzzfeed unsolved enjoyer

* Whenever donnie’s glasses broke when they were kids mikey tried to fix them with his stickers before realizing they didn’t work like he intended

* Besides skateboarding i think mikey really likes roller blading for the aesthetic

* he stole an old pair from the dumpster and styled it orange and practiced around the sewer

* made donnie make him a playlist of 80s songs so he can pretend like he’s in a movie while he’s doing so

* Besides Donnie, Mikey knows the most about history specifically art history

* Like Mikey knows a lot about the world and different cultures while donnie knows more scientific facts

Donnie 💜

* So we all know how he does his own eyebrows

* donnie definitely watched a billion makeup up tutorials before he finally got it right so know he has intense makeup knowledge

* does aprils makeup when she has a date or is going to an important event

* had an intense kpop phase, like was on stan twt being a heavy defender of his favs

* likes to do dance covers in his lab when his brothers aren’t home

* definitely a twice stan

* got leo into kpop so they can both suffer

* Donnie once sprained his ankle when his was a tween and he told his brothers it was during a failed experiment but in reality he was trying to learn ballroom dancing from a youtube tutorial

* Really enjoyed club penguin as a kid

* Now bullies kids online

* uses discord and un-ironically roleplays as movie characters

* leo bullied him for this and he then stopped

* The type of person to say huh ten times not hearing what the other person said

* Donnie doesn’t actually have bad vision he just wanted something that had personality and decided glasses was it

* spoiler alert they didn’t have any lenses

* no one knew

* Donnie really likes murder mystery books or adventure books (like Indiana jones, ik it’s not a book but you get what i mean)

* Even though he figures out the resolution or who done it rather quickly he still likes the build up and clues you get from reading

* makes april do a fashion show with him which is just him trying on clothes he found and forcing her to give him compliments

* even tho donnie doesn’t know a thing about sports i think he has a secret appreciation for tennis

* idk why tennis but i feel like he would just like it

* hates açaí bowls

* he hates the texture of everything together and has never found the right combination of things

* he likes to say he only drinks black coffee but dumps creamer into his with a bit of sugar

* with his shell since it’s super sensitive i think he only let leo help him clean it for a while

* when they were younger mikey would always be too touchy not really understanding boundaries just yet

* and raph was either way too gentle or way too rough cause he didn’t know his strength yet but also didn’t want to hurt donnie

* leo was the easy middle so donnie specifically had him and him only help get parts he couldn’t reach while cleaning

* however this did lead to many fights in the bath between the two

Leo💙

* loves romcons

* literally sobs his eyes out during them

* loves watching shows like love island, the bachelor, love is blind, too hot to handle

* thinks he would be perfect for those shows but not in a douche way more in a sense of

* i could be the biggest problem and people would love me

* avid telenovella enjoyer

* asks hueso about any good ones he can binge

* had a kpop phase thanks to donnie

* big red velvet stan along with seventeen

* he loves irene and s.coups

* leo also enjoys 80-90s rock

* he specifically loves the hair

* had motorcycle phase for a bit where he would ask donnie a bunch of mechanic questions and donnie would be like ??? every-time

* never cleans his room

* like he’ll throw out his trash but he has clutter everywhere, randoms knick knacks everywhere

* gets all his puns off of reddit and other forums

* has an abundance of socks for no reason he just likes how they feel

* specifically his one pair of flush blue panda socks he only washes once a month

* no one is allowed to touch them

* He snorts when he laughs really hard

* Best singer out of the boys

* like literal pipes

* has joked about winning American idol but is secretly not joking and surprisingly his family agrees

* Leo actually goes to bed early like at 10:30

* compared to donnie and mikey that’s early

* he needs his beauty rest

* leo definitely wants a tattoo on his bicep if he can

* Loves andy samburg and no one can tell me otherwise

* like a huge brooklyn 99 parks and rec arrested development fan

* he also really likes percy jackson

* stole the books from donnie as a kid and read all of them

* told donnie he hated it

* donnie knew otherwise

* Leo for a while when he was a kid didn’t really know who he was so he just kinda picked traits from his brothers

* was scared he wasn’t funny enough or that he didn’t really have a point when talking

* he slowly realized it was ok to just go with the flow and that’s why now he doesn’t really like to over complicate things when he does it

* Leo genuinely loves being a turtle, isn’t insecure in the slightest about being a turtle like the other boys (donnie and raph) him and mikey embrace it

* Does share middle child nonsense with donnie where he gets insecure about his role and if he’s really needed

* wants to prove that he’s worthy of being part of this family

* no more angst

* leo definitely has the worst eyesight in the family

* it’s not horrible but boy does he squint a lot

* mikey was once insecure about his gap so leo drew in a gap in his mouth so mikey would see how cute his gap was

* leo did it for 4 days straight

* that tooth is now permanently this grey color

* Has a secret appreciation for the color pink definitely his second favorite color no one can tell me otherwise

* like donnie is good at makeup

* specifically he can do killer eye liner

Raph❤️

* Likes to watch cooking shoes with mikey

* Enjoys a good bbq episode of a show

* Enjoys old timey british shows

* for example downtown abbey

* lives for it

* made donnie pirate the movie so he could watch it and cried his eyes out

* Raph has a lot of plushies so he definitely thinks they get jealous when one is getting more attention

* with this he picks a name out of a hat in front of them and then places the ones who didn’t get picked at the end of the bed

* he feels bad just leaving them around

* raph also definitely likes cheesy cop shows

* like he loved law and order, NCICS, criminal minds, idk cop shows man 🧍‍♀️

* big desert man

* loves anything sweet

* specifically loves churros, chocolate covered strawberries, powdered donuts, and he’s a sucker for any type of pie

* Loves gaming youtube channels, big fan of markiplier, jackseptieye, Berlzy, Coreyxkenshin, some twitch streamers he likes something in the background so this helps

* As much as he loves pizza Raph is one of the only ones to actually eat healthier food

* had a gym rat phase but it wasn’t amazing since he couldn’t go to the gym but he was obsessed with calorie counting

* wasn’t healthy at all

* recovered and now eats regularly

* Obsessed with squishmallows

* like has a whole collection of them

* he really like the dinosaur one in blue

* Leo makes fun of him for it but raph shoved him into his pile of them Leo fell asleep in an instant

* Raph is not superstitious at all

* like donnie definitely believes whack ass conspiracy theories and don’t get him started on the paranormal however raph is the complete opposite

* he’s always wanted to indulge in stuff like that but since he’s the oldest he was always the one to like “don’t worry none of that stuff is real” or “nothing can hurt you, it’s all gonna be ok”

* basically he’s just had to comfort the boys whenever their were scared a ghost was gonna get them, the monster under the bed all that

* so now he’s just over it but he wishes he can just indulge crazy fantasies now and again

[nishisun]

couples therapy w/ KUROO!

pairing: kenma kozume x reader

summery: y/n and kenma attend “couples therapy” little did y/n know, there would be a rather pleasant suprised.

genre: just fluff and tiny angst

a/n: this is really rushed because ik y’all are waiting for another dorm buddies part so i wrote this in the middle of the night cause i was bored. i hope you like it LWNAJDHAJDHD. also, i hate reading my works so if there’s any errors i apologize

[recording. patients: kenma kozume & l/n y/n]

[kuroo] hello, kenma-san, l/n-san. how are you both doing today?

[kenma] why are we doing this again?

[kuroo] well KENMA, i already told you, this is good for my training and even better for my resume!

[kuroo] back to the question, y/n-san?

[y/n] (sighs) to be honest, i could be better.

[y/n] uh, kuroo, no need for the honorific titles.

[kuroo] right. kenma?

[kenma] i’ve been.. okay.

[kuroo] okay, so, one of your close friends, kuroo-san i think it was, scheduled you both for this session in which you both agreed to take, am i right?

[y/n] ... aren’t you—

[kenma] ...

[y/n] (looks at kenma, and then sighs and looks back at kuroo) uh— yeah, we did.

[kuroo] okay so, first, i want to know the reasons why you both are here, starting with kenma.

[kuroo] kenma, why are you here today?

[kenma] because you forced me to

[kuroo] ...

[kuroo] A for effort kenma! but that’s not the only reason.

[kenma] well, i’m here to... better this relationship.

[kuroo] okay, why?

[kenma] ... what?

[kuroo] why do you want to better this relationship you have with y/n?

[kenma] ... i don’t know.

[y/n] (scoffs) kozume, really?

[kenma] (shrugs)

[kuroo] so, you don’t know why you want to better this relationship?

[kenma] ...

[kuroo] well, if that’s the case, why are you here? do you want y/n to leave?

[kenma] ...

[y/n] (scoffs) kuroo, thank you so much for attempting to help, but i think it’s just best i go—

[kenma] no! wait. please y/n, wait.

[y/n] kenma, you know i’m trying my best to be patient with you, but it seems to me like you’re not putting effort! i’ve really tried. i did. all i’m asking is to at least put some effort.

[kenma] i know, i know you are. i’m sorry.

[y/n] it’s fine, kozume.

[kuroo] alright then, kenma—

[kenma] i want to better this relationship... because i care about y/n. a lot.

[kuroo] and?

[kenma] and..? (looks at y/n) and uh.. because she makes me happy. i feel.. happier when she’s with me.

[kuroo] thank you so much for sharing. now, y/n, why are you here today?

[y/n] i’m here because i’m willing to give kenma and this relationship a second chance.

[kuroo] (writes notes) that’s very good to hear. thank you for sharing that.

[kuroo] now, it has come to my attention that you both are currently not together, am i right?

(kenma and y/n glance at each other)

[kenma] ...

[y/n] uh, yes, that’s true.

[kuroo] okay. (shuffles through notes) now, a week before you both came here, i asked you both to come here with a video—

[kenma] kuroo, maybe the video isn’t necessary—

[y/n] video? i wasn’t aware of a—

[kuroo] ah, yes. let me rephrase that. i asked kenma actually, he insisted.

[kenma] you forced me—

[kuroo] not important!

[y/n] kenma?

[kenma] (sighs) i... made a video... apologizing because i didn’t think you’d want to see me.. and i’m bad at communicating... kuroo thought it was a good idea.

[kuroo] would you like to see the video, y/n?

[y/n] yes please

[kuroo] okay, i’m just gonna leave and let you both watch the video.

[kenma] maybe i should come with you-

[kuroo] no. (slams door)

——

“okay, it’s recording!” kuroo says behind the camera, giving kenma a thumbs up.

“kuroo honestly, this seems stupid. i don’t even know what to say.”

“say whatever comes in your head. this is a great way for you to realize how important y/n is to you.” he reassures behind the camera. kenma gives kuroo an unsure look as he plays around with his fingers.

kenma sighs and gives kuroo a bored look as he’s adjusting the angle of the camera and once he catches kenma staring, he straightens up and sighs as well. “kenma, you’re not good with words. yes, i know this. making this video is a great way for you to release emotions that you’ve concealed. i know you may think it’s stupid right now, but you’ll be suprised how much you’ve said by the end of this. even if you decide to keep this video to yourself, you’ll feel better. trust me.”

kenma nods slightly, still giving kuroo an unsure look as he readjusted the camera once more.

“pretend i’m not even here!”

“i’m trying to but you keep talking.”

“right. i’ll stop”

“uh.. hi y/n. if you’re seeing this, i want you to know that I’m... sorry for not being there for you when you needed me the most. I’m sorry for neglecting you in our relationship. I’m sorry that it took me so long to realize you were the one for me.” kenma looks down at the ground, pursing his lips and sighs. he looks behind the camera to see a smiling kuroo who’s shaking his head, signaling that kenma should keep going.

“I love you, so much. The truth is, I’m not very good at expressing my feelings, which you already know and you’ve accepted me for it. i just wanna tell you that i really do appreciate that. not a lot of people can handle someone like me and the fact that you could just proves how amazing you are.” kenma is looking everywhere but the camera. he looks up at the ceiling and smiles as he reminisces the first time he met you.

“When you first told me you loved me, I warned you, saying ‘You do know what you’re going to be dealing with, right?’ and you told me, and i remember, with a proud and positive voice you said , ‘Yes, I do. And i’m willing to have the best time with you, even if it’s going to end up being the best romance or the worst heart break.’” I laughed at that. You used to crack me up all the time. I missed that.

“Nowadays, I lay on my bed that used to be ours, staring at the wall for hours wishing you were there with me. Crazy, isn’t it? Because when you were with me I never wanted to do anything with you. Well, that’s not the case. It’s not that i didn’t want anything to do with you, i just... i don’t really know. As stupid as it sounds.. i didn’t think you deserved someone like me. You were— are still too good for me. I guess.. i always pushed you away because I wanted you to realize that.” kenma let’s out a silent laugh and sighs. He looks at kuroo for a brief moment and then looks away, fumbling with his fingers.

“uh... it’s been hard to do a lot of things without you lately. Remember when you’d always have to remind me to eat? Even though I pushed you away, you’d still try to get me to eat because you cared so much for my well-being. You always put me first and I hate myself for not doing the same when it came to you.”

“I miss you so much. I miss your voice. I miss everything about you and it hurts me so much that you’re gone... That I was the one that let you go. Everyday I lay in bed wondering if i should call you just to hear your voice. I wonder if you’d answer. Probably not. You probably hate me for letting you go. Trust me, I hate myself for it too. I hate that it took me actually letting you go for me to realize just how much i needed you.”

“It’s quiet at home. It doesn’t even feel like home without you, y/n. I miss the TV being on your favorite show at 9 in the morning as you’d sit on the couch with both our breakfast set on the table as you waited for me to wake up and eat with you.” kenma puts his hands on his face and sighs again for what seems like the hundredth time today.

“i’m an idiot.”

“kenma, no you aren’t. although you haven’t been.. the smartest recently, i’m happy you’re realizing your mistakes. you’re doing great by the way.” kuroo says, giving the faux blond a reassuring smile.

“thank you.” kenma nods.

“I’m sorry for all the pain I caused you. When I broke up with you, I hated the pained expression you had on your face. I thought I was doing what was best for you without even letting you have a say. You were begging me to not do this to you, but I didn’t listen.”

“I’m not trying to make this video to seek your forgiveness.. i’m probably not going to show this to you anyway. i’ll keep this as a lesson to not let go of the one person you love the most because i love you, y/n.”

“is that it?” kuroo asks,

“uh...” kenma thinks for a second, and then shakes his head “yeah. i think i’m done.”

—

By now you’re already tearing up. Tears of joy. You know how hard this must’ve been for Kenma but the fact that he was willing to step out of his comfort zone for you spoke volumes. He was sitting next to you, as you stared down at the phone that had already turned off covering your mouth and it’s your hands. Kenma didn’t know whether to comfort you, scared that you may reject his touch.

“i’m... sorry—“

“dont, kenma.” you sigh. kenma has a pained expression on his face.

You wipe your tears off your face and look up at him giving him a smile. Out of nowhere, a sudden urge of confidence came through you and you basically tackling him in a hug.

“you’re an idiot, you know that, right?”

“yeah, i know.” kenma huffs out a laugh as you chuckle. he hugs you back, gripping you tight with fear that this moment might end.

“i’ve missed you.” kenma places his head in the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent as he plays with his fingers that are wrapped around you.

“i’ve missed you too,” you break off the hug and sit up straight next to him. he’s looking at you— staring actually, you don’t think he’s aware of what he’s doing. “earth to kenma?” you wave your hand in front of his face and he rubs his eyes and chuckles.

“sorry.” he turns and faces forward, still having a small smile on his face.

“hey, what’s up with all of these apologies? are you gonna do something or not?”

kenma turns back to you in confusion, furrowing his brows and you cross your arms smirking, waiting for kenma to understand. Once he finally understands what you’re trying to say, he’s the one hugging you.

“will you take me back, y/n?” he asks— or mumbles. you don’t care though. he’s done enough today. what matters is that he tried. why wouldn’t you give him a second chance?

“of course i will, kozume.” you say, rubbing his back. “hey kenma,”

“hm?”

“a video, really?”

“shut up, i don’t want to talk about it. i just really missed you, okay.”

you laugh at that. you hear the door of that room open. it was kuroo, who was already having a smirk on his face. that idiot.

“a new couple in town, might i ask?”

“oh fuck off, kuroo.” kenma mumbles through your chest, you and kuroo laugh at how annoyed kenma seems.

“see kenma, i told you. chicks love romantic gestures.” kenma lifts his head up from where it’s resting in your chest and glares at kuroo.

“i wouldn’t say that was romantic, but it’s the thought that counts i guess!” you laugh, kenma turns back to look at you and you can’t help but laugh once again at kenma’s expressive facial expressions “but it was cute though. i loved it, baby.”

kenma drops his head back in your chest with a grumble and you caress his hair as kuroo crosses his arms and looks at you both with a smile.

“you guys are soulmates.” he says.

“you think so?”

“nah,” his shakes his head, “i know so.”

tags: @tazinva

[wishful-soda]

HI HIIII i am back for some psychoanalysis at almost 12:30am because i can :D strap in cause this one is gonna be a long one i think😭

okay first of all quick throwback to chapter 11 because i reread it before 12 and i still gasped like a fucking moron at the ending despite having read it 3/4x after it came out like i literally turned into that mfin pokemon meme anyways onto chapter 12!!!!

first of all i loved it everything about it so just like. jot that down real quick🙏🏽

'The fact that he couldn’t really tell when you were lying or not scared him. Really scared him.' - i did not know it when i read this but lord was this about to be true like i just know hes gonna be shitting it when he sees her and charles but anyways getting ahead of myself

the towels thing made me laugh so much god hes such a cunt i think he'd do something exactly like that😭😭

chloe is a legend i freakin love her💀💀 if she's based on a real person what a legend honestly

'You can still hate someone and have incredible sex with them right? There were books and TVs shows where that was the entire plot.' - they don't normally continue to end in hate sex tho buddy😭 god she's so blind for someone who's so smart it's honestly painful

oh my god protective!dan???? i just lost it like ik we had that in the other chapters when he helps her after baku or with that asshole guy but this just felt different idk i think its because it was at christian it just felt more important like shouting at your boss over some girl that you supposedly hate is so idk it made me feel so many things :(((

'You recognized the anger that was simmering in his eyes, it was so often directed at you so you were comfortable with it. It was familiar. But when his eyes landed on yours, the anger melted into apologies and…something you couldn’t quite put your finger on.' - if i shout 'its called love' at my phone do you think either of them will hear it because this just 😭😭 they're so blind but i love them so much also the trope of him being nasty to everyone except her kicked in a bit here (not a lot cause dan isn't nasty to everyone but yanno) and i just 🤓

'Christian looked perturbed.' - i want him to always look that way. that man should never know peace as far as i'm concerned (its horrifying how accurate you capture his asshole-ishness because not once through that whole victim blaming shit did i think oh no christian would never say that which is an Interesting thought)

' “From what Carlos said she was very…” Max finished his sentence with a low whistle' - oh honey..... you would not be saying that if you had the slightest clue💀

PLS THE SMUT OH LORD WHAT I WOULD NOT GIVE TO SEE THAT MAN ON HIS KNEES IN FRONT OF ME KSDJHSJDFH

'Now that you know he’s leaving you want him to go as quickly as possible. You are desperate for him to get out of your room so he can’t see how much you want him to stay.' - i was genuinely so upset at this bit and honestly the whole leaving thing idk it was just so interesting to me the difference between the earliest chapters where she spends time wishing for him to go, cannot wait for him to leave at just about any given moment and here in this moment, one of her vulnerable moments after they've just been intimate he's leaving like shes just another girl in his bed (well not his bed or any bed but anyways)

' “Go on then. Back to Max.” You taunted.' - almost like they're back to square one :((((

daniel thinking shes more upset at the fact someone saw her leaving than the fact he's leaving god hes so oblivious it just makes me wanna smack him upside the head

'“Then when you’re close enough….they kill you.” He opened his eyes and laughed, shooting you a wink before stepping out the door.' - this feels a bit too much like foreshadowing for a few chapters or possibly even the next good lord

i shit you not i gasped when it was charles and his reaction to finding out whats been happening is so funny and accurate like i could it imagine it exactly in my head and idk how you get them all so accurate, embody their personalities and the things they'd say so perfectly but its an incredible skill

' “Yeah, yeah, but you better talk to Daniel. I don’t need him knocking me out.”

“I’m not his property and we’re not in a relationship. I don’t need his permission. Besides, he’ll probably think it’s brilliant.” You gave him a cheesy smile.' - i have a teeny tiny feeling that daniel will have for some reason or another accidentally seen them having this conversation, gotten the wrong idea and before she can even explain what's going on, he is gonna be an asshole to her which is gonna make me so sad but a small part of me would in fact like to see it😭

ANYWAYS jesus this is so long if you open this on your phone i'll pray for you so feel free to ignore this i really don't mind!! and i'm sorry its not a whole lot of psychoanalysis i had many thoughts when i read this the first time and now it seems my brain is fried but i hope u enjoyed!!!

- formulathot

GIRL. BESTIE. BABE.

This is the most in depth response to anything I've written ever and I'm seriously so in love with it. I'm going to hit you back on every single one of these because I'm living for this rn.

Thank you for that reference to the pokemon meme because I straight up giggled at this. Ily.

Listen. I am floored that you caught this set up. Like seriously I'm so excited. It's going to definitely be a theme that he can't tell when she's lying or not and it scares the shit out of him and ESPECIALLY when it comes to things with her and Charles.

I AB. SOLUTELY. think that he would do the towel thing too!! I have a running list of things they could have/could do to each other so if you ever come up with a great idea, please pass it on.

Chloe is very similar to real life best friend 🤣

Thank you so much for thinking that I captured Christian because honestly I struggle with his scenes so much, they drag and I think it's probably because he's a drag.

Literally the same thought I had in my head about Max when I wrote this part 💀

It was so heartbreaking for me too to write that part where she wanted him to stay but she wouldn't actually SAY she wants him to stay. Girl is so scared of showing him her emotions, ya just wanna shake her. 😭

Dan really is so oblivious isn't he, god the boy is just in his own world.

I like to think he calls her a siren because it shows how absolutely terrified he really is of getting close to her 👀

"his reaction to finding out whats been happening is so funny and accurate like i could it imagine it exactly in my head and idk how you get them all so accurate, embody their personalities and the things they'd say so perfectly but its an incredible skill" This is the sweetest compliment ever because it's SO important to me for them to feel like themselves, I spend a lot of time on the dialogue making sure I could see them really saying things or acting a certain way and I seriously could cry at this compliment.

Girl. I promise you that things are gonna get chaotic and dramatic and Dan is definitely going to be an idiot. 🥴

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS. when I get notes like this on what people loved or just what they were thinking as they read, it is my favorite. This just made me so happy so THANK YOU BABE

I LOVE YOU ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[junikshanasar]

bnha chapter 320 thoughts

yea im back to this, because look how adorable froppy is like the art is so pretty-

Alrightttt I liked what i did last time so let’s go through this chapter!

oh snap. that’s called a character growth burn

That aside, I rlly like how everyone gets their own turn to face Midoriya and tell him their feelings, especially since we get a lot of action from the side characters of class A. 

Like bro

Koda didn’t just talk, he YELLED

Also

Sero’s the og spiderman here Midoriya

But yea you can rlly see the impact and relationships Midoriya has had with the people around him, and in turn how they’ve impacted him

^^ gave me a scare this panel, he looks more and more grungy

^^ Satou pulling out the big guns

This is a curious panel, because it feels like Midoriya doesn’t quite understand his own importance to the people around him, which is why seeing all his classmates explain his importance to them seems so emotional for him. It brings us back to that fact that Midoriya believes his like is expendable, or at the very least only valuable because of his responsibility for OfA.

Thank you Kaminari I thought I was the only one commenting on that. My man knows what the real priorities are lol

Nothing here, just me appreciating my favourite kid

But also Todoroki would know a thing or two about sharing burdens...

aaaaand our girl Tsuyu gets that last point.

I’ve read a comment saying that here, both sides are right. Yes, Class A has good thoughts, but Midoriya is right in being cautious because frankly AfO is vicious and brutal and very strong, and did you see Midoriya easily overtaking his classmates? I thought he would for sure lose against all his classmates but he’s holding his own WITHOUT harming anyone (granted they’re trying not to harm him back)

not counting whatever the heck Yaoyorozu had going like dude ik it was just smthing to make him sleep but man that looks scary:

woww she’s so pretty

anyway the comment mentioned that his classmates may just end up as liabilities and hold him back and that even if they forcefully made him rest up, he would just leave again.

But that’s the thing, isn’t it?

Midoriya may be strong, but for how long? He is NOT going to last at this rate, he isn’t even keeping his health and hygiene in check. There’s a reason proper rest is important, because if you can’t take care of yourself how can you take care of others? 

He’s stubborn and determined and barreling down one path without noticing the things around him (staring ahead blindly, as I said before), and even if he does end up just yeeting after some rest, at least it will be with a clearer mind. Like honestly, notice how the people he saves explicitly note how villainous he looks? Yet that doesn’t deter him at all. He doesn’t even stop to think why that might be, why it would be a problem.

There’s a reason All Might always smiles, the image may sound shallow but it’s actually very important in order to give people hope and positive emotions, which they need more than ever in this newly-turned dark world. Midoriya is not at all living up to being a hero or All Might’s disciple - Heck, he’s playing into AfO’s hands by being this out of sorts. 

Did you see that potatohead’s smirk? He was totally expecting Midoriya to push himself to the breaking point.

So his friends aren’t there to hold him back; they’re there to step on the brakes entirely. They’re there because as his friends they can convince him to take a break and go forward with a less destructive determination, in a way the other pros, not even All Might, cannot. (it’s called peer pressure for a reason lol)

At the same time, they’re also the perfect people to tell Midoriya that he’s important for being Midoriya, not for his quirk(s). Tsuyu is the one who explicitly states this (the others mentioned all the ways Midoriya is their friend), and she also outlines on of the main themes on the series that’s been brought up multiple times:

I don’t think I’ve seen Midoriya go this long without crying or trembling before. Right now he’s way stronger, but he’s also not a hero - not the way he was before.

Alright, that’s all for me, so I shall leave you with my favourite image of this chapter:

(i totally did a double-take cause i thought Midoriya went SPLAT! against the building)

[iayhifbigyakwiltbsywps]

Fuckkk I had something really long written but my connection failed and now I can’t find it but this is important if you or someone you know has adhd and takes stimulant medications like methylphenidate. This will probably be weird because I wrote the original like 12 hours ago and I just got home so if the other one magically reappears then they will be really different.

Basically I wanted to make people aware that taking stimulant medications has the potential to do more harm than good. I have adhd and have drank concerta since the third grade and im currently in 11th. I have been noticing throughout the 2019-now time period that I really have lost all motivation and that I don’t really have interest in anything even getting up to eat. And I was like ‘well that’s not alright’ and so I did what every one does: I googled it. I asked google “can adhd medications cause brain damage and lessen motivation?” And honestly I was not really expecting an answer, kinda just hoping to see blankness and be relived that it was just something random I thought. Boy was I surprised.

I actually found this:

This is literally the answer I was too scared to find because a) it proved my suspicions correct and did kinda bring a different kind of relief in knowing I’m not just hysteric and b) this hit wayyy too close to home. The part in blue feels wayyy too familiar to me because all I do Is be on my bed on my phone most of tinge time and my parants keep getting concerned and like “go get a job, find a hobby, do something!” And I am honestly strangely alright with my situation, like I hate it but I still don’t try to change it because I can’t!

Forgot what else I could of said there on the fist draft, but onto the next peice of evidence!

This pretty much said that this meds were tested on rats and that the rats ended up losing all motivation to even react when they should be looking to escape a bad situation. That once the medication stops we no longer have drive to motivation.

This also states that the nucleus accumbens is the part of the brain that forms motivation into action and when you take these meds your actually risking it shrinking and leading to no motivational drive.

Also that there are other options if you are convinced you or your child needs help to lead a successful life then there are other options that are not stimulants!

I also found some videos but could only resurfaced one which I think is the most important: https://youtu.be/nif8TFPhjuI

This video basically talks about one of the beginning trails of adhd medications that ended up being a huge success after the recorded 14 months that this trial was conducted, but what most people who do their research probably don’t dig deep enough to check that after they took the pills away they came back 3 years later to see how they faired. Turns out that the my were actually worse and the adhd was too much or something. ( sorry I’m trying to remember what I wrote but I only slept like 10 minutes last night and it’s already 1am so my eyes are shutting)

I can’t remember much right nos but if I find the other articles or videos Ik re log or something.

Here are the links to the articles:

https://www.nytimes.com/roomfordebate/2012/06/09/fewer-prescriptions-for-adhd-less-drug-abuse/adhd-drugs-have-long-term-risks

https://www.leonardsax.com/stimulants.htm

There were more but I’m fighting To stay awake right now sorry.

Oh I just remembered something:

This is what happens when you give stimulants to a brain that is underdeveloped (brains aren’t yet developed until they are like 21) so if y’all need meds try taking non stimulants or else you’ll just cause growth problems for yourself

I really hope some people find this useful and that no one goes through what I am cuz it really kinda sucks and I hate it but I can’t do much to change it.

Also after hours trying to figure out a way to tell my mom I had finally told her and you know what she said? She said “if we take you of these meds will you promise to try to care about yourself more?” And like I didn’t say anything but sure mom I totally didn’t just work up the courage to try and tell you within the day I found this informants on when it would usually take me months to say things I think are important but yeah I totally need to try a bit more ugh!

Honestly I think it’s shit that I’m not even 18 yet and I already feel like all my fight has gone out of me. Like if it weren’t for my parents that actually care about me I would of let myself starve to death. And now there’s no way to thank them because I can barely move to get food much less show them my thanks. Mom dad I love you and I’m sorry my brain if fucked up.

Hi just a little edit here, I wanted to say that both articles are by the same person I just put the second one because the link didn’t work for me so I had to look for their actual page that was mentioned. But also I read further down on the second article and I saw there are more links to other related articles in the second link where this person wrote their actual research and citations