nu-uh it's not over ^^
i don't think there will be an end...maybe not everyday but sometimes i'll welcome myself and leave a little tease ^^ (if it doesn't bother you, of course! srsly talking, tell me if that's not okay for you! ^^)
btw, i think i'm a small bully, i'm 5'3 aka 160 cm LMAO
and yes the second pic is about one of my favourite songs...perfect songs for lers...
have fun ^^
EEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHH
(I... I don't mind if you do... dw >///////////<)
And if you're 5'3, you're an average height bully and that's not negotiable or debatable!!
N-now I'm gonna g-go find a song...
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i just cant quit hal
from left to right @meoware @shinyobservationtree and this wasnt asked for but i couldnt help myself i legit could not stop myself from drawing @conceptofjoy's hal too simply because she haunts me
individuals under the cut
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And now my fur has turned to skin /
And I've been quickly ushered in /
To a world that I confess I do not know /
But I still dream of running careless through the snow...
[a bisclavret for @mortiscausa’s ’march to camelot,’ for the prompt ‘monstrous’]
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some sun and moon coded boys for eclipse day (inspired by this)
bonus: crimes from beloved bib that i graciously illustrated
"do you think it makes a sproing sound?" - bib
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i saw a video on tiktok once, ages ago, about a project looking into trans characters in video games. and the thing that struck me most about the video was that they talked at length about how they just kept finding earlier and earlier examples of trans women in games. and how they just... couldnt find a trans man from a game earlier than like 2010. i dont remember the year exactly, but it was much more recent than examples of trans women or even 'genderless' characters. and i dunno. its just one of those things i think about and go 'huh.'
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here's a neat vid, go watch it if you haven't yet
there's Some things that i don't completely agree with personally, like attributing the Third sin to Materialism rather than Connection (i'd argue that the Ancients had no big issue with being materialistic, considering their golden attires and such- and that going with Connection overall better addresses both the core of Materialism and relationships overall) and then attributing the word Dynasty specifically to asian cultures but that's more history/word definition beef more than anything djgklsjlcgjkd
oh how i'd love to have a debate with this guy about Ancients...
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so i just found out about this thing called gender apathy. the term was coined in 2015 and it's when you don't care what gender people perceive you as. you're indifferent to gender and how it applies to you.
and yeah, that's pretty much me :)
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He feels like a stranger in his own skin.
A funny thing to say when he doesn't have real skin. Puppet parts locked together to appear human.
But maybe that's the point. He isn't human and that's why his entire being is unnatural.
Fingers trace against his back, slipping into cracked holes that were sockets for something that should have turned him into something that felt right.
It failed. He was never meant to feel safe.
He was always meant to feel like he was disconnected from his shell, like a specimen on the doctor's table to be taken apart and put back together as the doctor wished.
He was always meant to fail to be what we was created for, called useless by his mother and have his dreams stolen by others.
He was always meant to feel like he doesn't fall in line. Deciding to be a person that he was not meant to be. And no matter how hard he tries he will never quite feel like that person.
He dips his fingers into the cracks of his arm and face, knowing that no matter what he'll do, he'll always be...
Not himself.
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You know that time in the comics when the Doctor is so depressed, he shuts off the lights, turns on an interrogation spotlight, locks himself in the console room, and argues with a bunch of judgmental shadow-figures resembling his past incarnations?
And all the TARDIS' lights go out and her interior becomes a maze to keep his companions out of the console room, all from her psychic connection with the Doctor (“moodbleed”)?
And his companions are left wandering in circles for two days as the air goes “stale,” not knowing where he is but thinking the worst, while he hallucinates in a dark room?
...because I'm thinking again about the times this definitely happened when he was with the Ponds.
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literally the people in the BrBa fandom who like think its super important to focus somewhat on the bad things Jesse's done instead of just acknowledging those things tend to have misunderstandings on either how selling drugs increase harm (which while there's other complexities to parts of the drug trade, simply making and providing drugs alone does not increase the harm those drugs cause) or they have misremembered some of his actual actions as being more in his control than they actually were, and with some people it really feels like it comes from the stigma against addicts even if they think they're not falling into that
and like again this lack of understanding around everything relating to drugs and addiction especially, even from people that mean well, is the whole reason it's more important to focus on the good in Jesse and how he's the victim rather than acting like there's no one acknowledges his flaws and the bad things he's done, cause a huge fucking swath of people outside our little tumblr circles do and act like every single bad thing in his life as entirely his responsibility without aknowledging any way that the world worked against him or the abuse he faced and see him as less of a person because he's an addict
and like I do think if Jesse wasn't the type of person that sees his own flaws and ultimately tries to do his best to change and learn even in the terrible situation he's in that doesn't want that change to happen, and instead needed people to like... constantly tell him to be better, then yeah it'd definitely be much more important to focus on those flaws and the bad things he did... but that's not the case, even the one thing he plans to do that was awful AND fully his choice (trying to sell drugs to the rehab group) was something he snapped himself out of when he was able to concretely see a consequence he hadn't considered before, this doesn't negate that trying to sell drugs to the rehab group was wrong, but it does add complexity to how we judge that action playing into Jesse as a whole
like you can't just sit there and act like ur so smart for aknowledging a character written like a real person is complex without thinking about the greater social commentary you're getting across when you insist we can't simply aknowledge the bad things a character does and have to still really judge them on those things or say calling them a "good person" erases the bad they've done and not consider if what you're saying is like... useful on a wider scale in combating the stigmatization of characters like Jesse (especially surrounding drug selling/making/using drugs) or if you're just refering to "woobification" bullshit that isn't particularly prevalent in the wider world
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