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kind of sucks to be the kind of person to like when something they really really really wanted doesnât happen they immediately start insisting to themselves that itâs actually totally a good thing that the thing they super duper ultra mega wanted didnât happen bc random super contrived bad things would have resulted from it and in doing so just creates more strange ugly feelings. do they have a disorder name for this . oh also on top of that they come up with 482838283 ways they could have prevented the situation from failing probably totally so itâs totally their fault the thing they wanted so bad like crazy didnât happen
#text#this has nothing to do with the election btw#found out today that the job interview I got for my best friend at my company failed#they said theyâre âprobably notâ hiring her#which basically means no lol#but theyâre tryna put it across to me nicely .
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Itâs finally done, guys â five whole pages of Narilamb AU comic AND MORE be upon you! (If you have trouble reading any of the text, view the full-size! These pages are huge!)
Yeesh, this took forever. <:)
Thereâs probably a ton of inconsistencies and anatomy/perspective wonkeries, but this was mostly just comic practice, so Oh Hekkin Well, Lol <:D
(Yes, I am aware the Gatewayâs door isnât present in the Afterlife, and the actual way in is just a pentagram portal. Yes, I put the door in there anyway because Artistic License, i.e. it felt more impactful for there to be a prison door of sorts to walk through to freedom, rather than just a bland boring portal on the ground. đ )
anyway, i hate backgrounds so much lmao
Alternate ending and a buttload of bonus art under the cut, followed by goofy AU rambles and headcanon stuff:
Iâm calling it the Revival AU. Itâs not all that creative a title, and someone else has probably used it already, but I am too lazy to really care, LOL
Alternate ending page, which you will Definitely need to view the full-size for, Whoopsie Daisy:
The alternate ending was actually the first ending I finished things off with, because I had a brief badbrain moment where I forgot the emotional beat I initially wanted the comic to end on, and I tend to write comedy, anyway. I later remembered and drew out the proper ending, but I preserved and finished this one, too, because it still makes me giggle.
They had to go back for the followers off-screen in the AUâs real ending. And by âtheyâ I mean just the Lamb, because they werenât about to ask three newly freed cats to go back into what used to be their prison. The Lamb DID spend some time watching Narinder and the bois enjoying the outdoors first, though:
In other news, hereâs the Lamb and me making fun of my anatomy-drawing âskillsâ:
Meanwhile, if youâre wondering why the Lamb is just a-okay with how things went down vis a vis Their Murder, this bonus comic should answer at least some of your questions:
Ah, yes, also this is how they get engaged outside of the alternate ending. Forgot to mention that bit. XD (I already refuse to believe that Narinder is capable of flirting normally, so why would his initial marriage proposal be any better???)
Oh, and before any of them get a chance to actually head back to the cult grounds, there is one potential problem:
And by âproblemâ I mean something Narinder intends to ignore for At Minimum a thousand years. Cuz heâs a petty bitch like that. :D
what do you mean i drew the lamb too tall compared to the background? clearly theyâre standing on top of baal and aym lmao, why else would you think those two arenât in this one??? (aym and baal got way too excited about finally being outside, you see, and their silly modes are nothing to sneeze at)
And, speaking of heading back to the cult grounds, Iâm sure yâall would love to know how the Lambâs followers felt about the brand new change in management:
It all went better than expected. <:D Tiny ramble now, feel free to skip down to the next comic.
Before you ask, no, the Lamb does not have any actual powers anymore, other than the immortality Narinder definitely grants them. The Red Crown just thinks itâs funny to suggest otherwise, and Narinder does nothing to discourage this. Also, the Lamb and Narinder arenât actually married here yet, but, uh. Pretty safe to say that particular ritual directly follows the events of this comic. XD
Given how quickly he mellows out in canon, Narinder probably chills out a lot in this AU once heâs in charge of the cult, too, if only because 1.) Heâs finally free, and 2.) Heâs equally smitten with and distracted by the Lamb. Heâs definitely in charge at least 95% of the time, though, because the Lamb never actually wanted to be a cult leader and, now that their time as a vessel is done, they just want to be a normal(ish) sheep whoâs wholly devoted to their hot new divine husband.
Some followers do still have some valid concerns about these two being together, though, which Iâm sure at least a few of you might shareâŠ
Unfortunately for any such concerns, the Lamb is a bonafide masochist in this AU. :D
Theyâre also 100% a sub, obviously
Anyone at all: Your relationship is problematic and potentially toxic
The Lamb: fuck yeah it is, itâs so hot~ OuO
Hereâs just the last panel, made transparent for whatever nefarious purposes yâall might have for it:
Additional exchange Narinder and the Lamb have at some point, probably after the Lamb does a fatal whoopsie while out on a mission trip or in response to things getting a little too sadistic in the bedroom, ahaha:
Look, there is a very important distinction between life and death, and if you donât understand that, then youâre probably not worthy of being the God of Death, anyway. (At least, according to Narinder, and ONLY Narinder.)
Last but not least, have these shittens:
~Such creative naming conventions I have utilized, lololol~ :D Anyway, there's a few deets on them in the rambles down below.
The rest is all ramble, so before I get to that, Iâll just say â likes and especially reblogs are very much appreciated!!! :D If you happen to really really REALLY like my stuff, meanwhile, I do have a link in my bio to my ko-fi page, where Iâm accepting commissions and donations if youâre especially generous⊠ĂuĂ
Now, BE FREE IF YOU AINâT DOWN FOR READING MY GOOFY RAMBLES
First ramble is re: Baalâs question of âDid it really work?â, since I didnât feel like expanding on it in the comic proper, and itâs arguably pretty vague? He doesnât ask because he doubts Narinder or his capabilities, exactly, but because neither Baal nor Aym have ever actually seen their god at full power before (heâs still technically not at full power here, either). Itâs not expressly stated how soon the brothers were brought to Narinder after his imprisonment, but whether it was early on or after a length of time for Shamura to (somewhat) recover from his attack, he must have already been weakened, since I have no doubts that there was a huge battle that accompanied the Bishops working together to trap him. So, between that fight with all four of his siblings, sharing his power with a variety of vessels over time, and being chained immobile for a thousand years, he must have been severely weakened by the time he lent the Red Crown out to the Lamb, which would have only weakened him further.
I like to think this is how the Lamb is able to defeat him if they refuse to be sacrificed, despite how it took all four Bishops working together to subdue and chain Narinder in the first place.
All that aside, the three cats have been trapped in the Afterlife for so long that Baal also wanted verbal reassurance that they are all, indeed, actually able to leave it now â something that I headcanon isnât possible without a significant amount of power (i.e. the Red Crownâs cooperation with its bearer/vessel).
(On a semi-related note, I donât headcanon Aym and Baal as twins. I like sweetheart big bro Baal and snarky little goth bro Aym too much to have them be that close in age.)
Ah, teeny thing: If you noticed I switched up the art style for Narinder on the second page, that was intentional. It's sort of a visual indicator that there has been a Big Change for him - that being, how much power he has after sacrificing the Lamb. As for why I changed up his arms in the grass rollin' pic, I don't really subscribe to the notion that his arms are spooky bones because they're horrifically injured (beyond chain-chafing scars, that is), but rather just because he's the Bishop of Death, so he can change how normal-to-spooky they look at will. At some point I might doodle out how I imagine his appearance to range between least to most eldritch... đ€
Next ramble, regarding Narinderâs feelings towards the Lamb...he was initially too focused on being freed from his imprisonment to form any real attachment to them. They were a tool for his use, first and foremost, but he did notice their intense devotion towards him. It was impossible not to notice, because the Lamb was always very happy to see him, even if it was because they died during a crusade (yet again). He wasnât originally planning to revive them once he was freed, either, because he saw no real point to it â after all, they were already dead when they first met him, just as any other mortal would be when meeting him in the Afterlife, so death has very little real consequence in his eyes. But, once the chains were off, and it really sank in that he stood to lose the most devoted follower heâs ever had, he decidedâŠwhy put their soul to rest for good or leave them stuck in the Afterlife when he could just as easily revive them again? And why not reward them for their hard work, anyway? Not only would it cost him nothing by comparison, but the future devotion that could come of it would surely make up for his (bare minimum) effort in reviving them.
He wasnât expecting to get a full dose of that devotion and a smiling face so soon after killing them, though~ :3c (because the Lamb is a bonafide freak, and not-so-secretly into the fucked up power dynamics going on here, lol)
I should mention here that I am firmly of the belief that any non-god/vessel who crosses through the Gateway and into the Afterlife just straight up dies. So, Aym and Baal? Also straight up dead, from the second Shamura brought them through. Their souls were just never put to rest so that Narinder could have some company â if only according to Shamura. Narinder kept the two around mostly out of bewilderment, because honestly, who are these kittens, and what is Shamuraâs game here, anyway??? They never even explained anything, they just tossed these kittens into the Afterlife and LEFT!!! At any rate, Aym and Baal being dead is how I explain why their souls apparently become lost in the void if theyâre killed, along with the added complications required to revive the two because of it.
So, with those deets in mind, and given a bit of time, if Narinder hadnât chosen to revive the Lamb, and also hadnât chosen to put their soul to rest, they still would have woken up at some point, despite being as straight up dead as Aym and Baal. Who, donât worry, were also properly revived while Narinder was waiting for the Lamb to wake up. Because I am also firmly of the belief that, first, the dead cannot leave the Afterlife without the use of a ritual/relic (and can't stay in the living world for long regardless), and second, dead followersâ devotion isnât anywhere near as potent as that of the living, given how much more the living stand to lose.
Final ramble, regarding the Lambâs feelings towards Narinder, and why theyâre so devoted to himâŠ
Well, you donât spend most of your life on the run with your steadily-dwindling herd, trying to evade the ongoing genocide of your species, without becoming a little fucked up in the head. Maybe a lot fucked up in the head. Life is suffering, so might as well have fun with it, right? Maybe start finding death and pain to be kind of hilarious, even a little bit hot, once everyone you know and love is dead and gone, leaving you all alone? And maybe after that, thereâs something comforting in how, despite the cold, cruel uncertainties of life, at least you can always count on the inevitability of death, patiently waiting for you until your very last breath? Who knows. Either way, as soon as the Lamb was killed, and they learned that the literal God of Death was offering them a second chance at life and vengeance via effective immortality, they were 100% ride-or-die-devoted all at once. Turns out death is kinder than life â go figure. (Of course, it helps that Narinder is 100% their type.)
They werenât put off by Narinderâs thinly-veiled sadism or manipulations, either â theyâre not too different in those regards, albeit opting for vastly different methods. Itâs a very âtwo sides of the same coinâ sort of deal. In order to stay alive once they were made the last of their kind, the Lamb had no qualms with using others to their advantage, and that did not change once they were revived and expected to run a cult. They didnât care for the position of authority, though â being a sheep and all, theyâre much more of a follower than a leader, and thus greatly appreciated Narinderâs need for control. With how they had to keep on their toes for so long, the Lamb was also pretty good at reading people by the time they died, so they could recognize that a lot of Narinderâs posturing was just that â posturing. Dudeâs 95% bluster and only 5% bite. He could obviously be vicious when he wanted or needed to (the Bishops' injuries were clear proof of that), but underneath his outer layer of cruelty was a generous layer of tsundere, and underneath all THAT was a soft squishy middle sibling velcro cat in desperate need of attention and affection.
(Which, for the record, he Did Not feel comfortable getting from Aym and Baal â Narinder still has no idea why the fuck Shamura sent them to him, beyond acting as keepers at best or trying to sabotage his attempts to escape at worst. Which, he thought HE sabotaged in turn, by guiding the kittens into being his devoted disciples instead. He thought he was very clever for it. âI outsmarted Shamura!â he thought, despite that there was never anything there to outsmart. âWhat do you mean, Shamura sent your kittens to me for company?â he demands of Forneus later. It may or may not lead him to pull Shamura out of Purgatory just so he can shake them and scream about how they should have Fucking Explained that!!!)
But, getting back on track as to why the Lamb was so willing to be sacrificed, I cannot stress this enough â if you pay even a minimal amount of attention to what heâs saying, Narinder is REALLY NOT SUBTLE about his intentions. âDeath is of little consequence.â âFollowers are for you to use to your advantage.â âSacrifice a follower to absorb more power.â So, yeah, the Lamb knew exactly what would be expected of them once the other Bishops were dead. They knew Narinder would expect them to die for him one last time. But, after all, death is of little consequence (not to mention hot), so when the time came, they wanted to see him freed, even if it meant oblivion for them in the end.
Heâd given them a second life, and the ability to avenge their kin, and they felt indebted to him for that â so, while they were still pretty glum about the possibility that they might not get to see him free of his chains, nothing beyond their devotion and debt to him mattered. They never wanted all the drama and expectations that came with the Red Crownâs power, anyway, so, better for Narinder to have it back so that he could deal with it. What he did with the Lamb afterward would be up to him, and seeing as he was their god, theyâd accept his decision gladly.
Were they in love with him by that point? Oh, obsessively so, but only in the devotional sense â romance was nowhere on their mind nor radar. That is, until he unexpectedly revived them again, told them he still needed them, and then offered down his hand to help them up.
The Lamb fell HARD for him in that moment. :3c
And now, a tiny shitten ramble. Lu and Li are twins, because sheep tend to have those a lot, and are conceived not long after the Lamb and Narinderâs marriage ceremony. Lu is the minutes older one, but Li is much more mature. I have put no further thought into these two, other than that they are utter menaces, birthed by the Lamb, cling hard to both their parents but especially Narinder (who spoils them rotten), and they are both genderfluid, using whichever pronouns/names they feel like at any given time. They are also both intersex, same as the Lamb, who was initially infertile up until Something Something Vague Magic, which I have also put no further thought into ÂŻ\_(ă·)_/ÂŻ
oh, and before anyone tries to suggest i headcanon this AUâs lamb as trending more female due to them giving birth or whatever, no, no, a thousand times no, they might have a vag, but they've also got a dick, and even if it's not as big as they'd like, they still know how to use it
Finally, the very tentative name for the Lamb in this AU is Yazdi, which is really just another name for the Baluchi breed of sheep XD (Not that the Lamb is this specific breed, I just didnât like any of the other sheep-related names I found, ahaha...)
THATâS ALL FOR NOW (collapses into an exhausted pile of goopy limbs)
#fanart#comics#cult of the lamb#cotl#narilamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#cotl shitten#cotl mystic seller#cotl aym#cotl baal#aym and baal#this is why i have been especially quiet lately XD#even just the bonus stuff took several days to finish because i don't know the meaning of DOODLE anymore apparently#everything must be fully inked and colored with backgrounds I Fukken Guess#at least using medibang's sumi brush keeps me from focusing on making my lines perfect :\#and yeah i copy-pasta'd a lot of my own backgrounds don't at me bro#if you're on desktop and want to full view but don't know how: right click the image - open in new tab - zoom in as needed :)#feel free to ask questions about the AU if you want - but uh - this is basically the extent to which i've thought it through LOL#edit: oh right - aym and baal really out there assuming narinder already put the lamb's soul to rest so the body's just fodder now lmao#last edit i hope: fixed the transparent cult certified freak image 8|#nope - one more edit: there is one (1) loophole for how living mortals can be in the afterlife without dying#that loophole is currently narinder XD#'sorry universe but the god of death says i can be in here so back off with your rules and regulations'
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iâve been thinking about the pokĂ©mon memes where itâs like playing off of that one quote thatâs like âtruly strong trainers should try to win using their favoritesâ and itâs like âok well my favorite is [something blatantly overpowered]â and itâs got me curious. how many people genuinely love pokĂ©mon that also happen to be really strong competitively?
so if you will. pick a favorite pokĂ©mon (for any reason! whether itâs cuteness or strength or nostalgia etc. no judgment) then go here https://www.smogon.com/dex/sv/pokemon/ and look it up
(youâll see something that looks like this. see where it says tier and has some gibberish afterwards? donât worry if you donât know what that means but tell me what the letters/words are)
also if there are multiple forms and the distinction matters to you make sure you get the right one lol cuz the tiering can be different
edit: forgot to mention i mean specifically in SV! which is what comes up by default. rip every pokĂ©mon that either isnât in SV (itâll say ânational dexâ) or used to be better but has since fallen off relative to new pokĂ©mon
#pokĂ©mon#pokemon#pokeposting#if you want to know what those terms mean#AG stands for anything goes. very few pokĂ©mon have ever been in here#the absolute elite. too powerful too broken#Ubers is below that itâs like the normal ban zone where most overpowered pokĂ©mon go#OU stands for overused itâs like the âstandardâ top tier#below that is UU (underused) then RU (rarely used) then ZU (zero used) then PU (this is a pun. pee-yew. because they stink)#LC is little cup which is basically Baby Fightâąïž and NFE is not fully evolved so like babies and teenagers basically#and anything with BL (ban list) at the end is like a weird in between state#where theyâre too powerful for the tier they were supposed to be in but not good enough for anyone in the tier above them to want to use em#if youâre thinking these are insane ridiculous terms then i agree#slight edit i think i initially got the order of ZU and PU mixed up. so many tiers with negative mean namesâŠ#i fixed it in the poll though#that is to say PU is above ZU#and if youâre curious how tiers work. the tier a pokĂ©mon is âinâ refers to the lowest it can possibly go#but you can use it in any of the higher tiers if you want to (itâs just more likely to get stomped on)#so like if a pokĂ©mon is OU that means you canât use it in UU or RU or NU etc etc#but you can use it in Ubers if you want in addition to OU#most people i believe play in OU bc thereâs arguably the greatest game balance#youâre allowed to use powerful pokĂ©mon but it isnât as run wild go crazy no rules as Ubers#i mean even Ubers has rules but. fewer of em#AG has only one rule and thatâs âyou canât force a standstill endless battleâ lol. otherwise itâs the wild west#OU is popular bc itâs a fine mix of rules that keep the game fair fun and competitive#and pokĂ©mon that are powerful and fun to use in battle#but if you have a different style you might like playing in a lower tier where everybody is super weak#*syndrome voice* but if everyone is weak then no one isâŠ#itâs all about scale itâs all relative#edit: KNEW i was forgetting some nuance. some pokĂ©mon are stuck in the past aka not available in SV so theyâll say ânational dexâ oops
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Compilation of EVERY single time they changed Hobie's filter in the digital version:
Left: Theatrical release Right: Digital release
You might have to click on some of them to get a better look at Hobie, sadly I don't have a video editor that allows me to make better edits than these :')
#This took so long to make lol#cause I had to edit every scene with Hobie from both versions so I could watch them right after one another to compare them#I did this with ALL the scenes he's in also the ones where he's on screen as spider-punk#but they only changed his filters in these scenes so it was a waste of time :')#sidenote: no it wasn't it's never a waste of time to look at hobie I just couldn't use it for my GIFset lol#I also made a bouns one but I'm not allowed to post more than 30 GIFs in one post apparently so I guess I just won't add it then...#but Hobie was basically filterless during all these scenes in the theatrical version#I like that they gave him more different filters in the digital version#the only change I don't like is in the first GIFs#cause like that one post pointed out it looks like they removed his lipstick for some reason#also really wish I had a better video editor so we could get a closer look at Hobie but I did my best with what I had#also slowed some of them down to get a better look at them#been having this idea for a while and now I finally finished it!#which means I can go back to working on my fics now#hopefully lol#also lemme know if there are some other scens you guys want me to make comparisons of#cause I have both versions#the theatrical release isn't the highest quality though so if you know where I can get my hands on a better version lemme know ;)#hobie brown#spider punk#miles morales#spider man#peter b parker#jess drew#miguel o'hara#spider man across the spider verse#across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#atsv#theatrical version
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Fascinating how Polites, the character who is the personification of Odysseus' optimism and is only in 5 songs, is more grieved and appreciated than Eurylochus, a character who is his own person and is in 11 songs.
#I'm being a hater but meh :/ it's just kind of baffling to me. Don't get me wrong. Polites plays his purpose for the musical#and it is neat how Jay took one line from him in the Odyssey and got silly with it and basically created his own character.#but like... All we know about Polites is that he's nice... that's literally it. He's Odysseus' optimism personified. which is why he died.#And it's not as though it isn't sad that he died. It's just that we got to know Eurylochus longer and truly get to know him more#is it because with how little people know about Polites other than âuwu sweetiepieâ people like that so they can headcanon more?#is it because Eurylochus is âtoo complexâ and therefore ânot likableâ??#idk. I'm gonna be burned at the stake for this I know it. but I don't understand it.#like during âLove in Paradiseâ it wasn't âOpen Armsâ that made me sad. It was âHow much longer...â and âWaiting...â that made me sad#I mean I'm an âUwU sweetiepieâ too (not right now though clearly lol) so maybe I'm âmehâ about him because he's just âmeâ?#Mad rambles#shot by odysseus#epic the musical#polites#eurylochus#hm. maybe I shouldn't tag this but I'm actually really kind of curious as to why people cling to him so much?
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For ghostlights: baby Ellie + tired Danny + Duke the baby whisperer?
He has no idea how his parents did it.Â
Babies are exhausting. Toddlers more so. Any infants in the strange stage in-between? Doubly so.Â
Ellie is wonderful and sweet and cute and such a terror that Danny genuinely has no idea how his parents managed to raise not one, but two kids. For all their eccentricities and absent-mindedness, he and Jazz turned out pretty well. Ignoring the whole halfa thing because thatâs more his fault than theirs even if Jazz says they shouldnât have created the dangerous environment in the first place.
That environment is exactly why Danny refuses to let Ellie go to his house in Amity Park. His parents say theyâve disabled all the weapons and ecto-sensors since heâs had to reveal himself as Phantom, but he knows that things slip their minds and if they canât guarantee that the house is safe, then Ellie isnât going in there. Simple as that.Â
This means that they live somewhere else now. Danny had thought about it, during the hours Ellie was asleep and he was awake, exhausted and worn down to his bones, and took Jazzâs advice to accept Vladâs offer of buying a house for him. Except he argued Vlad down to an apartment in a city of his choosing where he wouldnât stand out too much and he would be safe, or as safe as he can be, from anyone trying to hunt down ghosts.Â
So here they are. Standing in the empty living room of their new apartment in Gotham.Â
Gotham may not be very safe as a city, but itâs good for two ghosts trying to pass as normal.Â
Danny sighs yet again, and looks at the space heâll need to fill. At least Vlad is footing the bill. Itâs the least he can do for creating Ellie. Frostbite was the one who was able to stabilize her, though it was almost too late and resulted in her reforming as a baby, just one and a half years old. Jazz is the one whoâs choosing most of the furniture, thankfully, so itâs something that Danny doesnât need to worry about it.
Itâs a new start to their lives and it feels so empty. So overwhelming. How did his parents do it? How do any parents do it?
Ellie smacks a small palm against his cheek and babbles lightly.
âI know, Ellie,â Danny says, giving her a tired smile. âDonât worry, weâll have this place looking good in no time.â
He adjusts her in his arms, then heads towards the bedroom. Itâs the only room that has any furniture, and all thatâs there is a bed, a crib, and a bookcase. There are a few boxes on the floor, labeled âbedroomâ and âclothingâ and âbooksâ. Most of it came from his bedroom in Amity Park, but heâs pretty sure he caught Jazz sneaking a few things in before they closed the boxes and loaded them up into the car.Â
âCan you be good for five minutes?â he asks Ellie.Â
She babbles again and smacks his shoulder.
âIâm taking that as an agreement. Just let me open these boxes and start unpacking before you start causing trouble, okay?â
Ellie makes another sound, but it seems agreeable so Danny carefully lays her down in the crib and gets to peeling off the tape on the boxes. The opens the one labeled âbedroomâ first, finding blankets and sheets folded and stacked in vacuum sealed bags. One of them is his old childhood blanket, the one he carried around everywhere that was faded with age, barely blue, with white bunnies decorating it.Â
He was so small when he had this. It makes him oddly emotional to unpack it and pass it on to Ellie, draping it over her so her pudgy little hands can grab at it.Â
This is no time to cry, though! He forces himself to focus and makes his own bed, shaking out the sheets and fluffing up the pillows. Heâll worry about washing everything later; Vlad made sure to get an apartment with an in-unit washer and dryer, which means he was actually sensible while apartment hunting for Danny.Â
He doesnât mean to flop onto the bed once itâs made, but he ends up there anyways. Heâs barely gotten a full six hours of uninterrupted sleep since Frostbite deemed Ellie healthy enough to leave his care. The drive up to Gotham was long and wore him down to his bones.
He doesnât mean to fall asleep, but he does, drifting off as he wonders, distantly, when Jazz will be back from getting them dinner.
Ellie wakes him up at dawn with a loud cry. Danny jolts awake, heart pounding in his chest as he panics because Ellie isnât here, sheâs supposed to be in his arms, where is she? And then he sees the crib, where Ellie is staring at him through the bars, and he nearly collapses with relief.Â
âMorning, El,â he says, voice rough from sleep, as he picks her up. She just stares up at him, then leans forward and rests her head against his shoulder.
Itâs quiet moments like these that make his heart melt. Ellieâs had a hard life already; he wants to give her a better one, this time around.Â
A quick check of the time on his nearly dead phone shows that itâs barely past six in the morning, and Jazz texted him a few times. All about furniture, saying that she didnât want to wake them and that food is in the fridge.Â
Itâs only the mention of food that makes him realize how ravenous heâs feeling. Danny makes a beeline for the kitchen, ignoring everything else, and pulls out the boxes of take-out Jazz left stacked in the fridge. He devours it like heâs been starving for weeks, then gives Ellie her Ecto-Jello, the only food sheâs allowed to eat until Frostbite gives the okay for solid, human food.Â
Once heâs got her burped and cleaned up, Danny looks out of the kitchen and realizes that Jazz was very productive while he was asleep. The living room isnât empty anymore; a dark green couch is against the wall, a low, rectangular coffee table made of dark wood in front of it. Two armchairs are on both sides of the couch, and a television has been installed, fixed into the wall.Â
Jazz is asleep on the couch. Her legs hang off an armrest and sheâs drooling slightly.Â
Her phone is charging on the floor, so Danny takes it and snaps a picture of her for later teasing, then sends it to himself and writes a note to her that heâs going out with Ellie to explore the neighborhood.
Heâs finally feeling more settled, energized from sleep and food.
In the warm dawn light spilling in through the windows, Danny looks down at Ellie and thinks that theyâll be just fine after all.Â
. . .
Four months ago, Danny had hope. He was optimistic.Â
Gotham was a fresh start, a new lease of life for Ellie. It is Dannyâs attempt to be a single parent, sacrificing college for Ellie, and heâs planning to go out and beat the gangs black and blue if they start anymore shootouts in the next year.
He had just gotten Ellie to sleep. She was actually peacefully taking a nap.
And then a drive by shooter raced down the street, gunshots echoing down the road, and Ellie work up crying. She still hasnât stopped, despite how Danny rocked her, soothing her as best he could.
They had been outside when Ellie fell asleep, her head on his shoulder. He had been catching up with Sam and Tucker when the car drove by, people ducking and crying out to avoid the bullets. Danny instinctively covered Ellie and made them both intangible, saving them from any stray bullets, but they ruined her nap and he needs to make them pay for that.Â
âShh,â he soothes, âYouâre okay. Weâre both fine. Itâs okay, El, itâs okay.âÂ
Her little hands clutch at his back, twisting the fabric of his shirt, and she lets out a heartbreaking wail. He pats her back, hurrying down the street to get back to his apartment building, ignoring the looks people were giving them as they passed by.Â
âI know it was scary, but youâre alright. Youâre always safe with me, El.â
Ellieâs cries down down a little, but they donât stop. She whimpers, burying her face against his shoulder as he finally reaches their apartment building.
The doorâs locked, which wouldnât be a problem except Danny canât get his keys from his pocket. He knows he has them! But his pocket refuses to relinquish them and he has to stop every few seconds to pat Ellieâs back, trying in vain to calm her down.Â
âWeâll be inside in a second,â he tells her, trying to keep the frustration out of his voice, âas soon as I can get these freaking keys!â
âHey, you alright?â
Danny startles, whirling around so fast it makes Ellie go quiet, clinging to him so she doesnât get flung into the air. Thereâs a guy standing before him in a gray hoodie, looking at him with clear concern. It speaks to Dannyâs level of constant exhaustion that he hadnât clocked someone sneaking up behind him.Â
The guy offers an awkward smile. âSorry, didnât mean to scare you or anything. Um, do you need me to open to door? I live here too.â
Danny wonders for a moment if this someone dangerous, someone hoping to hurt Ellie, but she starts to cry again and he steps to the side. âPlease. I canât get my keys.â
âIâm Duke, by the way. I donât think Iâve seen you around here before.â
âDanny,â he replies, watching as Duke pulls out a large key ring, jangling with the amount of keychains on it, and easily opens the door. âIâve been here a few months, but Iâm usually inside. Or walking around in the mornings with this little monster.â
âThat would explain it,â Duke says as he holds the door open, letting Danny in first. âIâm usually in classes at GCU, but I decided to take a mental health day after my lab, so here I am.â
Danny walks in and waits for Duke to follow, making sure the door closes properly behind them. âThanks. How is GCU? What do you study? I was thinking of going there myself once she gets a little older and can go to school.â
âOh, Iâm majoring in English and Human Services.â He goes to say more, but Ellie wails again and Danny winces.
âIâm so sorry. That drive by woke her up and itâs really rattled her.â
âHey, no need to apologize. I get it, Gotham is rough to kids.â
Danny tries rocking her back and forth, but it doesnât help. He resigns himself to another hour of her crying before she exhausts herself, and makes for the stairs, going up to the fourth floor. Duke holds open the door again, then follows after them. It makes Danny wonder if Duke is planning to do something to them, then decides he can beat Duke in a fight, so itâs fine.
Duke doesnât try to hurt them or steal Ellie away. He opens the door to their floor and stops before they do. âIâm in here,â he says, âIf you ever need me to open more doors.â
âThanks. Um, actually, I might need help opening mine?â
Duke just smiles and makes his way back to them, following them farther into the hall until Danny stops in front of his apartment.Â
âIf I could just get my keys,â he starts.
âHere, let me hold her for a second so you can get them,â Duke offers. Danny wants to insist that itâs fine, but Ellie cries directly into his ear and Danny, at the end of his rope, passes her over.Â
Like magic, Ellie settles as soon as sheâs in Dukeâs arms. She sniffles and hides her face away, clutching to Dukeâs hoodie, but she stops crying. They both go still, surprised, and stare down at her.Â
âSeriously?â Danny says as he finally pulls out his keys, âAre you trying to say that Iâm the problem?â
Ellie babbles lightly, and Duke turns his head to futilely hide his grin.
He grumbles as he unlocks the door and pushes it open. Ellie is acting as if sheâs never been upset before a day in her life, making herself at home in Dukeâs arms.Â
âI canât believe this. Betrayed by my own blood.â
Duke laughs as he follows Danny into his apartment, lightly patting Ellieâs back. âItâs always the smallest, cutest ones that do this.â
âYeah? Do you work with a lot of kids or something? Used to being betrayed by the little ones?â
âI donât work with kids per se,â Duke says, âBut my foster family is a hot mess and the youngest of them likes to keep us all on our toes.â
âFamily,â Danny says in a tired, fond tone.
âFamily,â Duke agrees.
With his door open and Ellie calm, Dannyâs ready to just lay face down on the floor for the rest of the day and not deal with anything else. He moves to take Ellie back, holding his arms out, and Duke tries to pass her over.
The key word being tries.Â
Ellie tightens her grip and kicks at Danny. She refuses to be taken away from Duke, making him awkwardly try to pry her off his hoodie. Danny really hopes Duke doesnât notice how she goes slightly intangible to make his hands fall through her arms and legs. It shouldnât be noticeable, but itâs hard to focus on anything but a kid that clings to you, so Danny holds out for Dukeâs goodwill and silence.
âAs nice as it is to meet you, you need to go back to your⊠parent?â Danny nods when Duke looks at him in askance. âYou need to go back to your parent. Okay? Come on, kid, heâs waiting for you.â
Ellie shakes her head, makes a frustrated noise, and then turns and reaches out a grabby hand towards Danny.Â
She still refuses to be taken from Duke when Danny tries to pick her up again, so he settles with just letting her hold two of his fingers.Â
âIâm so sorry about this,â he says to Duke, face burning. This is why he hasnât been going out and being social since he moved in; Ellie is a handful even on the best days, and Danny doesnât want someone to judge him as unfit to parent her and have her taken away.
Duke shakes his head, stepping closer. âItâs all good, man. I donât mind. Itâs not like I had any plans today. Iâm already skipping my classes, might as well spend it with you two than sleep all day.â
âAre you sure? Iâd be happy to invite you in, but I know Ellie can be a lot and not everyone wants to spend their day off with a baby.â
âIâm sure. Besides, Iâd just be down the hall anyways. Itâs no skin off my back, man.â
âWell,â Danny says, stepping to the side to give Duke full access to his open doorway, âCome on in, then.â
Ellie keeps them connected, one hand in Dukeâs hoodie and the other holding Dannyâs fingers, and though her cheeks are still red from how hard she had been crying, sheâs calm now with her eyes shining with mischief.Â
As the door closes behind them, Danny realizes that this is the first time someone heâs not related to has been inside his apartment. Not even Vlad has come in, always choosing to invite Danny and Ellie out for lunch instead.Â
It should make him nervous, but Duke is calm and easy going and kind.Â
Heâs making silly faces at Ellie to make her laugh, completely at ease with her in his arms, as if heâs done this a thousand times before.Â
Gotham is a second chance at life for Ellie. Itâs a sacrifice for Danny, to be alone and without friends or family around. Heâd been ready to give up everything for Ellie, to focus solely on raising her, but with Duke filling his apartment with laughter, he thinks that he can make a life here too.
All he needs to do is take that first step, reach his hand out, ask Duke to stick around.
He can do this.
#ghostlights#dc x dp#dp x dc#dcxdp#dpxdc#dc x dp fic#prompt fill#my writing#i really love writing about characters struggling to be parents v suddenly and thru unconventional means#so here's danny a year out of high school living on his own for the first time w baby ellie#and duke who needed some space and independence while he's in college. bruce pays for the apartment while duke works part time for grocerie#and ellie who had been fully developed but unstable is now a halfa baby who remembers stuff but is also. yknow. a baby.#she absolutely latched onto duke to force danny to have a life outside of her. but also she can sense that hes kind and calm#which danny needs bc he is Stressed (tm)#this leads to duke bringing over food for them and looking after ellie while danny goes shopping or naps#both of them ignoring how duke has to leave suddenly for Hero Related Reasons and how danny and ellie have Powers#it's a v delicate balance they keep for the sake of keeping ellie safe#yeah they're gonna co-parent and realize they're basically dating after MONTHS of pining#the bats have bets on who gives bruce a grandkid first and literally no one bet on duke but here he is lol :)#thanks for the prompt!!
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ive been thinking about the red string superstition recently and also sol bufo always and it makes me sick how uncannily caldwell tanner has made sol to perfectly target me personally
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#naddpod#ba2mia#ba2umia#solum bufo#swag daniels#calliope petrichor#calder kilde#alexandrite#posts by me dot com#okay..... SECRET TAGS RAMBLE!#so basically this superstition is like ... i think a chinese/buddhist/taoist superstition?#ive taken some creative liberties with it... but its mostly accurate to how its been told to me?#but of course theres lots of variations! some more abt bad luck; some say to tie it on the doorknob#etc etc ... lots a variations#i was also rlly interested in the .... weird illogic? of the thing?#like the red attracts and repels spirits at the same time#so thats something i was thinking about with too. red is assocuated with both swag and alexandrite. which to me was kinda reflecting like#i think what murph said . swags place in the wild is in a way. an extension of what he learned from the network#mothership s inextractivle from sol and swags lives. they will always be held doen by it. thats the spirit that will follow them forever#that they choose to hold on too! as much pain as it brought ... some of the experience was worth it#and anyway. theres somethingwrong w me that the minute someone brought up this superstition my brain went#'ohhh just like sol!' < needs to touch grass moment#but i CANT BELIEVE. CALDWELL DID THE RED STRING. AND ITS LITERALLY A MOURNING RITUAL#caldwell keeps accodentally makig that frog ASIAN. to MEEEE!!!!!!#but. anyway. idk. ive always hced sol kept the piece of yarn and it makes me kinda .... what if y let the malicious spirits follow you.#and haunt you. what if its the closest you can get to keeping the person still around#and sol and swag obviously have so much about homes .... so!#(ok. weve reached the pt where maybe nobodys reading? so confession is this is sort of a well. ive just been doodling this comic everyday#after a wake. and it was sort of inspired after realising i was even a bit sad about it maybe. so. idk its about sol but also?#i guess the projection doesnt end at him being asian. hehe. is what i mean. LOL. okay secret tags over . buried lore. dont look here folks)
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being both a star trek fan and an ace attorney fan is funny cause the star trek fandom has this concept called kirk drift right which is basically used to describe the cultural misremembering of jim kirk as this kind of chauvinistic play boy asshole whereas his actual portrayal in tos is someone whoâs very much kind, gentle and sociable.
and then when I look at the ace attorney fandom, jimâs canon portrayal feels very similar to how certain parts of fanon portray phoenix. but canonically phoenix is like. a bitch.
#basically what Iâm saying w this is that phoenix has his own version of kirk drift but heâs just⊠drifting in the opposite direction lol#jim kirk#tos#star trek#phoenix wright#ace attorney#shut up abe#like I always remember that yaoi twitter poll where the first round was like spirk against narumitsu#and I remember some ppl claiming that the ships were similar to each other which.#I mean spock and edgeworth do share some superficial similarities and yk what a couple deeper similarities too#so that part I get but phoenix and jim meanwhile are VERY different people lol which makes their dynamics different
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Agust D 'Amygdala' MV & Jacket Shoot Sketch
#agust d#min yoongi#bts#suga#bts suga#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#bts gifs#suga gifs#my gifs#his handssssssssss#these are all over the place#exposure was weird in this video#oh well#anyway off topic but it made me smile that he has his camera in manual mode and raw#like obviously i knew he's a photographer but i didn't notice when i was watching the vid initially that he was shooting in manual and raw#and while i was making that gif i saw it and it made me smile#basically all that just means he knows what he's doing#he's also got it set to manual focus which fuckin SWOON#i can't for the life of me shoot in mf lol#amygdala
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compiled whatever this is (and I run out of tag space)
meh HoT gifs (3/?)
#alek gifs#ninjago#ninjago krux#ninjago acronix#hands of time#time twins#alternate title to this series is : stuff i noticed after watching this season 10 whole times#okay actually thats a lie. i realized this the 3rd time around#i think of acronix and how he barely makes any decisions for himself and i go crazy#ppl equate that with him feeling forced to do stuff.. uh hes always been a follower guys!!#cue him calling wu âmaster wuâ even after the twins betrayal. him liking machia bc shes âmeanâ and bossy#he has no issue with following orders lol. prepare for a long acronix rant one day#contexts -> gif 1 barely counts i just wanted to include him looking at krux. he does this a lot during that fight#gif 2 is before they kill blunck and raggmunk (idk how to spell their names still ... sorry)#gif 3 is before they were going to kill wu in the golden hour legacy short. which is canon !!#gif 4 is before they sent themselves into the temporal vortex#that one post that was like âare we still doing revenge? yeah? coolâ bc thats basically acronix#there is something fundamentally wrong with these two's brains but idk how to describe it#krux who literally lost his mind after losing his brother to the point he adopted an entire identity#âhe just needed to go undercover!!â counter point as soon as acronix came back he was unable to pretend to be saunders. he acted super weird#like when kai was in the museum he couldnt pretend to be this person he wasnt. acronix was back !!! so was he. krux was 100% going to kill#the smith sibs if maya and ray didnt comply. also.. canonly they knew him when they worked as teachers back in s3. he watched them grow up#and pretended all was well meanwhile their parents were being forced to work and slave away to build the iron doom. he is not normal#then you have acronix who thrives off of violence and is described as throwing himself into battle like a blunt object. has no regard#for himself as a person and just takes (almost) everything his brother says as gospel. s7 couldve done smthn really cool with how#the only thing the twins ever really disagreed on was technology. also ive went on a semirant about how krux's hatred for tech was misplaced#hatred for losing acronix. wanted to travel to the pre modern era? okay well whyd he pick 40 years ago specifically. also NOTE that they#went back after their past selves had lost. they wouldve faired better if they went and helped their past selves. also the reversal blade#had already fallen so when the twins went back in time there was two kruxes. he literally went back to when he had been all alone for the#for the first time. he went back to when his life was ruined and his brother was gone!! but he had nix with him this time . ughdhf
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Adventurer Zenos and G'raha cause I had to draw my silly guys. I just enjoy the idea of Zenos hanging out with fellow bookworms and being begrudgingly (though occasionally willingly) helpful.
#ffxiv#sketch#concept#fan art#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#g'raha tia#man my mind really just said zenos is going âbegone simpâ to raha#which is ironic yes#but I love the idea that student of baldesion zenos is just an over observant dork#âmy taxes now catboyâ#though I write adventurer zenos- or at least this point in time for him before DT as him being a bit more reflective and way more reserved#just trying to figure out what exactly he actually enjoys doing while not relying on the WoL for it#I promise this means that down the line writing wise he's gonna treat the students and scions as his dragon hoard#toning down? hell no#this man doubles down- just with more people#-I dont actually know how to explain it fully in words#basically hes protective over those he cares about but only to the point of when they're actually in mortal danger#undoubtedly the bad influence that in turn gets people out of trouble and will call people out for being dumb#all the while freefalling off of cliffs as one of the only people who could fly in the group#barring estiniens jumping#Also I just wanted to give Raha a character that would absolutely spend hours with him talking about history and the allagans lol
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#it was a hard day today.#sometimes you just gotta cry for an hour about requiring significant assistance to do basic stuff that you don't actually have help with rn!#(my wife is working 6 12s at a job we had to move across the country for)#(which means 1 she is *exhausted* at *all* times and struggling to even meet her own needs)#(and 2 our other partner and all our family and friends are. multiple days away by car. so they can't come help.)#it's getting hard to even stick leftovers in the microwave for myself but no one else is able to cook for me.#it sucks.#(we're moving again in june because this was a 1-year position from the beginning)#(and the idea is for our other partner to move in with us which will help a lot)#(plus my wife should be switching to a reliably 5-day week at that time)#(but we don't know where we're going for another month and a half.)#(so we can't really do any groundwork or anything to make that happen.)#(and having zero agency other than sitting and waiting and getting worse alone Really Sucks!)#I guess this is a bit of a secret part two to yesterday's meducation lol#favorites
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well that sucked
#i mean there's still 3 more episodes to go but i hated like basically every plot point lol#i was expecting to get annoyed by the both sides-ism but i wasn't expecting s2 to. basically ignore the piltover/zaun ideological conflict#in favour of noxus and 13 random subplots and a bunch of characters i do not care about in the slightest#sad! oh well. all who get emotionally invested in league lore deserve the suffering of expecting league lore to be good#beepbeep.txt#arcane spoilers#in terms of the yaoi: i was expecting divorce and instead i got eldritch possession and christ imagery. which is bad.#it's not unique to their characters or the conflict between them. it just feels like they needed a reason to make them fight#and i miss the viktor that's a little deranged and physically cuts off limbs so he can replace them#and instead jayce is deranged for. ambiguous void reasons? being trapped in another dimension for decades? it's not interesting.
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In your opinion would Katniss accept other people besides her insulting or disrespecting hijacked Peeta?
We see this in canon. Nope.
Katniss hears Gale as well as the other soldiers say things about hijacked Peeta. There's a limit to what she'll let slide. 'Oh, he's a capitol mutt /we can't trust him,' passes but it is still stretching it. 'Let's kill him!' Now, motherfucker, you back the fuck up. That kind of thing.
She's not going to be okay with anyone outright antagonizing him for no actual reason, regardless of what state Peeta's in. She thinks she 'owes' him that much, at the very least.
But then, she also doesn't seem to want people agitating him. If there are moments where Peeta starts to struggle with his own mind and someone makes it worse, she's not going to like that. Think about when they're in the star squad or even the cafeteria scene, Katniss hates seeing him like that because it hurts her. She might be misdirecting her emotions towards being unfair to him, but that doesn't mean she gets any joy out of watching him suffer. It's the opposite, it makes her feel awful, like it's her fault.
So in short no, there's no universe where Katniss is okay with anyone treating Peeta badly, especially in front of her. It will always affect her because he's rooted himself somewhere deep inside of her and she can't seem to get him out. That's for life baby!
#Katniss when she see's capitol gossip about her secretly hating Peeta: That could NEVER be me#everytime Katniss gets upset with Peeta it seems to end with her feeling bad about being mean to him lol#Even though she's never all that mean. At most she just does certain things that go against Peeta's limits (if we don't include Mockingjay)#Like not telling him things that matter which triggers Peeta's 'you think I'm stupid huh?' reaction#Or freezing him out which triggers Peeta's 'Well who needs to talk to you anyways' reaction#Or just failing to consider the emotional impact of her erratic decision making which just makes him blue#which is basically the same thing as a direct hit to her heart.#the hunger games#everlark#thg#peeta mellark#katniss everdeen#send asks#send asks!!#katniss and peeta
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personne va te toucher Jules
#Jules kounde#Jules koundĂ©#idk if those tags are the same or not lol#enzo fernandez#anyway.#feels unfortunately heâs replying to any of this bc it implies heâs seen the replies which are all horrific tbf#peopl are still beefing with him in the quotes and replies but I mean thatâs just par for the course tbf#Iâm glad heâs advocating for himself against misinformation and slanderous narratives#like that whole story abt his mum is soooo silly#the quotes just full of personne va te touched Jules is soooooo#making me feel a little French pride guys I canât believe this đ„Čđ„Č#PERSONNE va te toucher Jules âŒïž#basically thĂ© french qrts make me feel warm and fuzzy the Spanish ones make me want to kms#and unfortunately I can speak both languages#France nt#Argentina nt
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Smooth cover (Patreon)
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#Doodles#Pokemon#Firebland#Silverstreakshipping#Kabu#Larry#The previous post about Larry doing things because he feels like it - I mean Once He's At That Point sure but before that lol#Confessions are hard! Honesty is hard! Vulnerability is hard!! Some things are easier than baring one's whole heart all at once!#Even if they were mutually falling in love with each other - which is a very cute idea to me hehe <3 - to say it first! Ah#Larry's handling it great as you can tell lol#No pinch of desperate want no no it's all fine he's totally undetectable lol flying Well under the radar#Forces himself to un-red-face once observed haha - but did Kabu notice before it fully went away??? (Yes) (Lol)#Still struggling with drawing Kabu agh he's cute why!! Difficult!!#I am pleased with how cute their sitting chibis are in the first one tho haha#Larry sitting so polite and Kabu a bit spread out - differences in comfort and how they hold themselves ah#And yet Larry's the one who uses ''ore'' huh haha âȘ#They're both cute#I do love Larry's cover of staring at Kabu as basically being another way of saying ''I can't keep my eyes off you'' lol#You're so subtle Larry he'll never notice#I am also endlessly entertained by polite characters swearing haha such an immature silliness but I like it!#Kabu just enjoying the compliment while Larry is Sufferingâą lol just hang in there Larry it'll all work out#I couldn't decide at first which of the first panel to go with but smol convinced me the open desperation was funnier lol#But I still like the edit! Enjoy Larry being fully â€ïžđđđđ at Kabu hehe
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