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reginaofdoctorwho · 2 years ago

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guys guys guys

my shitty dad is gonna be at my nephew's baptism "reception" on saturday and he's bringing a date how mean can i be?

ALSO my sister's in-laws are gonna be there and i want to like. not look like an absolute cunt since i'm godmother to my nephew

#listen if he wasn't a shitty dad i'd be like whatever ur marriagr failed try again ig #BUT he did tell me as a kid he was gonna drown me and burn my skin off #and he was abusive in others ways to my sisters #and he was shitty to my mom the whole marriage (she also sucks but technically less)#he also may have tried to kill me? like the memory of that is blurred but the explanation doesn't match up w what happened #when i was like 5 or 6 #i haven't talked to him in about a year and a half BUT he's still had visitation w my brother and been real shitty to him #my sister's in-laws are from spain btw and just visiting for like a week #also my dad used to like. intentionally set off my mom's allergies by putting shit she was allergic to in her stuff #and her allergies were bad enough she'd go blind and shit and kept having to get steroid shots so. context

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buttercupshands · 4 months ago

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So.

Act 5, huh?

Oh, and that.

"You can start breakdown now."

Finished the game couple of days ago and had some thoughts I needed to process a little. Like. Yes.

So anyway I actually didn't plan this and just wanted to redraw some sprites to just make sure I understand how to draw Siffrin correctly (still working on that!)

What did I learn from this? How fun it it to draw on a canvas that literally doesn't let you draw with colors without some layer cheating when necessary. Never tried it.

The beans. Sleeping beans.

Basically what happens when you want to sleep AND draw. Draw characters sleeping on your behalf.

Doesn't help, but at least it's cute.

I have no idea what was going on in my mind as I drew this. Feels like a fever dream of 'I want to sleep' at 4 am and 'Hm...' of thinking random things

Also that phone craft sign. Still too funny to imagine. I had to.

#fanart #sketch #my art #isat spoilers #isat #siffrin #siffrin isat #isat loop #in stars and time #I also tried to draw the Party too! But that one sketch is too rough yet!#And I'll probably never post it it was fun to draw them tho #Anyway I had /thoughts/ playing Act 5 #Not great ones too! I would rather they stayed where I would never even know they exist #But I had to while playing so I did #So it took some time to just sit with everything also I spend a lot of time just doing achievements #One left! The annoying one.#NG+ is fun too #I'm still surprised by how much I enjoyed it #Like 'staying until 6 am playing 10 hours straight' kind of enjoyed #From 'hm I wonder what's it about' to 'yeah I cried multiple times so I think it's allowed to live in my head too'#I got sick multiple times on related and unrelated reasons while playing and planning to play that wasn't fun #Anyway it's cool have some sketches because I couldn't stop drawing last night #I love drawing characters being emotionally in pain but that requires specific mood and music to go with #And not overdoing it #Like when drawing first one 'Aishite' was on loop the whole time #It's b&w too! Red layers are added with 'paste' magic love that

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satsuha · 2 months ago

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trace base

#satsuhart #ace attorney #apollo justice #nahyuta sahdmadhi #spirit of justice #if youve followed me for some time you might know that primrose imagery always makes me frow up and die (positive)#alpha and fang... valerio and primia...#anyway sometimes i forget that the only pics we have of them as kids is of them at like 5/6 years old #this is probably when they're a bit older..

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gayofthefae · 2 days ago

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Bylers PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE when season 5 comes out FLOOD every homophobic comments section about Mike not being queer with the response:

"Stranger things have happened"

PLEASE. Like spread this post, spread the word, we HAVE to do this.

#byler #byler vs milkvan #bylers #stranger things #mike wheeler #also hoping there could be a sick line in the show that works for us. like how people comment #we see you over there on the internet comparing all the girls who are killin it #i'm scheduling this to repost on november 6 2025 bc it'll either be when or before it comes out most likely #actually schedule for november 5 because i'm 99% confident but also that'd be embarrassing if i posted that after it didn't happen

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jellyala · 6 months ago

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“The Holy Shepherd”

Do you all have time to talk about our lord and savior Saint Vanilla Cookie??? 🙂

Beasts Ancients au belongs to 👉 @cuppajj

#finally he's done #i can't believe that dragonberry took me 5 hours and he took 6☠️#But it's not like I had anything better to do #Lily was supposed to be the second I edited btw #But I was listening to ptolemaea n once I heared the “sweet mourning lamb” part I only thought of him #So here he is #silly silly vanilly 🥰 (He would erase my entire family from existence)#cr kingdom #crk fanart #crk au #Beasts ancients au fanart #beast yeast #cookie run #crk art #crk #Istg if Tumbrl ruines the quality of this pic #Ngl I got kinda lazy when doing his staff #like I'm too tired to do the vines and all #saint vanilla cookie

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peonypyxels · 8 months ago

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maggie & rei🌟

#sorry i haven't been v active #i want to say it'll get better in like a month and half when we finally move #but i'm sure following i'll still be busy unpacking everything #im kinda hyperfixating on changing up my desk set up in the move w/ the new office #so im sure i'll post pics as it comes together/might actually want to be on my computer #anyways!#that's my life update #packing and working and watching 2 many videos on chair reviews #ts4 #s4 #s4 edit #sims 4 #s4 legacy #sims #sparks #sparks legacy #gen 6 #gen 5 #u know its bad when u forget ur normal tags

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dykedvonte · 3 months ago

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I think it says something that Jimmy absolutely destroyed the crew and ship in half the time Curly was captain. Like he couldn’t even get them past 2 full months before breaking down.

Like he really couldn’t be half the man he thought Curly was.

#like I think it’s crazy cause the whole trip from when we start the game is like 6 months #they are only six months into the trip post crash it’s why getting help was so futile #they had to survive another 6-7 with almost no resources sense most actual food resources where blocked off or destroyed #I see people saying they were surviving for six months after the crash or at least five but it’s only two #they were on the ship for 4 months before hand like the time frames we play are extremely small in retrospect #it’s like what 187 days when we get into the game? that’s about 6 months total #like I’m sorry this is also about peop saying Anya was liek 5 months pregnant but I think a big point is the assault just happened and Curly #didn’t react to it correct initially cause like have you seen someone whose 5 months pregnant? Anya is clearly not even with artistic l #liberty like 2 months is perfect because it’s literally like the time when you confirm the pregnancy is stable and can feel the first signs #of life which is why she was getting worse and worse cause it was getting to the point she couldn’t hide it from Swansea and Daisuke and Jim #he already knew but imagine him seeing her with a stomach? he’d lose it completely #it was just showing signs of life hence the ultrasound and horse fetus and the heart beat #like the minimum time is around 8-10 weeks which is two months like the two months is super intentional both in accordance to what he did #and the time before hand #mouthwashing #anya mouthwashing #jimmy mouthwashing #curly mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #captain curly #nurse anya

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dannyphannypack · 8 months ago

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i am once again asking for niche or under-appreciated danny phantom fanfics/crossovers

#danny phantom #tayscreams #danny fenton #this includes like dp x dc or httyd x dp or whatever it doesnt matter #things that bleed was revolutionary for me and i was entirely unfamiliar with alex rider or scp stuff #if it’s good i will read seriously anything #fanfiction #and yes i’m begging #thank you #also when i say niche i mean niche . or up and coming #i can guarantee you ive read everything in the kudos and hits category of ao3 up to like page 5 or 6 #ive been in this fandom for 10 years i know about phantom of truth and a snapping sound and if you give a bat a burger

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kepkosim · 1 month ago

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sims of the past 6 months 2024 (*/ω＼*)

#there's some missing but tbh they're all outdated #also there's like 5-6 sims that have never seen the light of day...but i don't feel like redoing their skins and everything #*nvm i think i lost them when i had to reset my pc 2 months ago #rip to them 😔⚰️#simblr #sims 4 #the sims 4 #the sims #sims

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ruporas · 2 years ago

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kiss the pain away

#vashwood #trigun #trigun stampe #vash the stampede #wolfwood #nicholas d wolfwood #ep 10 was crazy bc vashwood was literally the plot goodbye #i like how the most intimate moment between these two was in the goddamn sewers #i feel like that alone symbolizes so much in their relationship. im half joking BUT ITS JUST LIKE #the SPONTANEITY the PRIVACY they get in such an open Space while being literally chased / hunted after....#and vash is out here showing his scars.............. and ill always lose my mind that they gave this spotlight to wolfwood instead of #meryl and milly like in the previous versions. i dont know how else to read this other than that wolfwood is the romantic interest of stamp #it makes sense even aside from this scene. u know. wolfwood was technically the damsel in distress in ep 5-6 and vash saved/helped him.#and who stayed in the bedroom with vash.................#who rushed to his side when he got shot...... with that worried ass expression....#i dont have anything smart to say at all im just gushing over vashwood thru stampede bc its just so blatant. and its great that its blatant #bc it was blatant in trimax too. like so blatant. the romance was written in every chapter they showed up together #god #ive never witnessed a pairing more canon without being spoken as such its soooooo much theyre so much #ruporas art

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definitelynotshouting · 2 months ago

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You have synesthesia?? How does that work for you? Is this how you manage to use the word “meat” in a way that makes me go “holy shit that’s good and cool i need to read that sentence four more times” instead of “ew”?????

I do!!! Letters, numbers, and words all have colours and sometimes visual textures for me-- and while numbers and letters on their own are generally only a single colour (7 is a bright, grassy green!!! while "K" is a pale peachy pink, for example :] ), when i put them into words they often take on entirely new colours, some of which even bleed into each other like watercolour paints. Ironically, its why i use the UK spelling of "colour" in the first place-- the "u" turns what looks like a dull, desaturated blue into a smeared blue-and-purple that i find really pretty to look at :]] so when i say i like to paint with words, i kinda mean that literally 😂😂😂😂😂

But yeah, i'd imagine thats why my writing is Like That™ to some degree-- a lot of what im doing behind the scenes involves matching the colours and visual textures of a given word with all of the others in order to evoke a particular vibe or image in my writing. There are a lot of layers to how i write, but this is probably the one that takes both the most time AND is the one i happen to talk about the least WKDJWKSJEJ

#shouting speaks #asks #discovered the word ''halation'' yesterday as well which is a dark burnt orange at the beginning of the word that bleeds into periwinkle #on the back end #which was like. perfect for what i wanted in the scene #since a lot of the words AROUND it are various shades of browns oranges reds and creams #i think the colours i see the most of are purples greens and oranges tbh. p much every word with a Q and U in it has a shot of purple #if not taken over by it entirely #for those curious A is blue B is red C is a darker green #i made a chart once with hex codes to show what i see to other ppl but i have ZERO clue where it is now #the other funny thing ive noticed is that when numbers combine their individual colours stay the same #they dont blend like letters in words do #75 is green and magenta respectively the same way 7 and 5 are #36 is yellow and orange same as 3 and 6 when separated #its funny but helps me remember stuff quick im like REALLY good at remembering like. card numbers and license plates bc of it #txt

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rockpaperscissuhs · 5 months ago

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BAND OF BROTHERS: EPISODE ONE + my favorite closeup shots

#bill guarnere #dick winters #carwood lipton #george luz #joe toye #luztoye #lewis nixon #donald hoobler #harry welsh #band of brothers #mine: gifs #did i need to include 10? no #but i love each of these and here's why #1 bc he's so absurdly cute and happy and carefree here it makes my heart melt #2 bc you can him trying so hard to keep his face neutral with sobel when he says 'what infractions sir?' and sobel says 'find some'#3 bc i could watch it all day... how does Lipton look so hot just moving his face like that???#4 bc there's no heterosexual explanation for this scene and i love these two being sexy goofballs together #5 bc it's the moment that almost single-handedly made Toye one of my earliest fave characters #6 bc that is literally Nix's expression when he sees Dick smiling tenderly at him... enough said #7 bc the early foreshadowing kills me UGHHH #8 bc he's pretty and glowing and there's that glimmer of mischief in his eyes #9 bc Harry is my most precious beloved wifeguy and goddamn what a smile #10 bc god it breaks my heart every time

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adustoflove · 6 months ago

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No one understands guilt better than a girl with emotionally immature parents

#personal #actually bpd #bpd #bpd vent #actually borderline #bpd thoughts #vent #actually traumatized #actually cptsd #emotionally immature parents #like my dad just stole my moms phone AGAIN to text me some BULLSHIT #as he always does. and I was mean because wtf #and now I feel bad cause he's trying to be nice even though 6 seconds ago he called me a spoiled asshole #I told him that if we never speak again he can look at the last chat we had where he basically called me a useless bitch #soooooooo 🤦‍♀️ unfortunately.....he never learns. I told him he should have never called me a stupid bitch when i was 5 yrs old #because that STUCK with me. so hard. and his response was well maybe you were being one #excuse ME?

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fandomsandfeminism · 10 months ago

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😮‍💨 Went out to socialize with some coworkers yesterday. I mention that I'm bi, and then just a minute later that I have a husband.

Coworker (who is a lesbian, for the record, so what follows isnt straight ignorance) that I really do not know: oh, wait, you're married?

Me: ha, yes.

Them: And you're bi?

Me: ...yes?

Them: wow, so like, an open relationship?

Me: ....?????? No?

Them: really?.....so, you're married. In a monogamous relationship? And...you're still bi?

Me: ...................yes? I...still think women are attractive? Like my husband still thinks women are attractive? Getting married didn't change that.

Them: oh, wow, how interesting.

#in the year of the lord 2024 #why am i having to explain this #this woman couldnt have been more than 5 or 6 yeara older than me though so wtf #but my lesbian grandmother had said something similar when i told her I was bi after i was married #she was like 'still? even though youre married?' like yeah grandma. still. wtf #it wasnt like malicious or rude #but it was #...uncomfortable and confusing

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bixels · 1 year ago

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While I do think anon was rude, I do think it's pretty shitty to set up all this stuff you were going to add the au and then just drop it. It's disappointing. Definitely unfollowing.

Bye.

#ask me #anon #once AGAIN.#I am not dropping anything #the au is not getting cancelled. more than likely i'm gonna take a break from it until i find motivation again #But I've been drawing the AU for half a fucking year #In that time I've only drawn 5 things that aren't mlp related #I'm getting tired and my last few posts didn't do as well as I'd hoped #And I'm not about to burn myself out on mlp au art even if I really do love making it #I'm still gonna make comics. I have a bunch of ideas.#Tulli and I still wanna do the limited run merch shop #Discord is still coming. Sunset is still coming. Sombra is still coming. I have so many ideas #But I need to do something else for my own sake. Did you know I was supposed to get the background 6 designs done by now #But I didn't because I'm TIRED #I've been keeping myself on a schedule to keep content pumping despite travel and school and family and I'm tired #what i'm getting isn't matching what i'm giving and that's nobody's fault. i'm not frustrated at anyone. a slump was bound to happen #drawing the au was fun until it become my Thing. Because when your Thing––your identity––starts to faulter #it can really make you freak out #And that's not healthy for the project or for myself. I need to find the fun again and I'm sure I will #I'm really appreciative of everyone's support in my inbox and replies it really does mean a lot especially given that about 2/3 of my #followers followed for mlp. But if you're gonna react to me saying “i'm gonna cool down on mlp art and draw my own stuff” with “i'm #disappointed in you." then Leave! I think it's good you're unfollowing #you are not obligated to stick by my side! But don't act like I'm doing you a disservice by turning my attention elsewhere #I didn't promise anyone anything and I definitely didn't say I'm breaking any promises.

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yukipri · 29 days ago

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feelin kinda sad so eating an obscene amount of pasta

#YukiPri rambles #it's nothing serious #just have had a stream of unfortunate disappointments #nothing major and each time i'm like well ok that could have been worse and i'm glad it wasn't #but the cumulative result is just me kinda feeling droopy inside despite trying to continue lookin chipper outside #'wilted' i think is best descriptor for me rn #trying to tell myself that retail therapy isn't the answer here #In case folks are curious #the disappointments are:#1) dad was in a car accident and no one was hurt but gave me a huge scare #2) was given a day off at work in exchange for working a weekend and was looking forward to both #but they asked me last minute nevermind come in instead and i had to cancel all the plans i'd made and couldn't reschedule #3) movie i wanted to see on said day off is no longer playing in local theaters so it's either convince mum to drive an hour or give up #4) had an afternoon tea planned with mum and her friends and was looking forward to it for a month and only eating out this month #had reservations and outfit picked out and everything #but then a few days before landlord scheduled repairs for that day and wouldn't listen when we said we had plans #so i stayed home so mum could go and i'm glad she could go but sad #5) went to work this morning and there'd been a flood in the office from a customer leaving the bathroom sink running #and the torrent of water came down on my desk specifically ruining all of my books/personal stuff #i got reimbursed but it's just really sad bc some of those things were free/gifts that i can't get back and i hate throwing out books #especially ones i never got to read but they were completely drenched through and unsalvageable...#6) had an outing planned this weekend i was really looking forward to but we probably can't go bc weather is bad #i think there were a few others but that's most of the big ones #i am wilted and just want to curl up and not move

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