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Bugnoire dropping a piano on Monarch’s head felt extra personal
#how dare you make your son practice piano#when he couldve been with his friends#😤#she is a queen#bugnoire#ladybug#monarch#ml spoilers#ml recreation#miraculous ladybug
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"what could curly have done? they were stuck on a spaceship for almost an entire year" IDGAF SHOOT THAT MAN. CURLY GOT A GUN FOR A REASON
#me to every comment defending curly when he LITERALLY got a gun from the company to shoot any unruly workers#“but jimmy was his friend” IDGAF SHOOT THAT MAN LMFAO#i cant STANDDDDD some of the curly defenders#you can like curly but you have to understand that how he handled anyas situation couldve been handled a LOT better#curly wanted to stay on the neutral side of things and ended up enabling jimmy and hurting anya more#mouthwashing#yapping
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Corphyeus did feel like a mustache twirling villain at the end of DAI but at least they gave him that cool speech "I saw the throne of heaven and it was empty! God is dead and we killed him! I will lead the flock back to the righteous path now that I know the truth™" but Elgarn'an and Ghilian'nan?? Their whole raison d'etre is 'blighted gods do evil shit' that's it. Meredith had a red lyrium Idol driving her insane, but that is not the whole reason she becomes evil. She had to witness her 7 yr mage sister become possessed by a demon and burn down her house killing her whole family in the process. That causes her to follow the Templar Order, gives her a very negative outlook on mages, and makes her strict in her governance of Kirkwall's circle because she believes she is doing the right thing by protecting mages from themselves. The idol just speeds up the process of her become more and more paranoid about mages, and one can argue, she wasn't entirely wrong about the mage situation in Kirkwall (see crazy serial killer necromancer running around for two whole acts). If they weren't going to do anything interesting with Elgarn'an and Ghilian'nan then they should've dropped them and focused solely on Solas.
#dont get me started on the executors plot point it adds nothing to the story and takes away a lot of complexity from the world of thedas#anything epler has had abt it sounds like cope!!#personally i feel DA games work better for me when the stakes are lower DAI was kinda pushing it but the way u act as a herald of a prophet#made it work it and the way the inquistor looks sounds and acts like some one no younger than 27 feels more believable#that they can be a leader of men BUT rook??#comes off as very goofy 19yr old giving life advice he picked up from reading how to win friends and influence ppl#the saddest part of all this is the elven gods couldve been SO interesting if they wrote the religious and political implications for it#cuz it was very weird posing as Neve's elven man slave when infiltrating the venatori cult#as they worship Elgarnan in all his pointy eared glory as a god meanwhile im just standing there?? second class citizen?? hello???#datv critical#datv#da posting
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having swap au thoughts. *slaps roof of claus* there's so much mental illness in this guy. im gonna blow up everyone in the room and then myself
#what if you felt unbearable guilt because your brother went missing in the two seconds you were separated#and you feel like there mustve been Something you couldve done to prevent it#if only you had stuck together. if only you hadnt let him tag along on your basically-a-suicide-mission in the first place#but none of those things happened so you go through three years blaming yourself#continuing to search for him because maybe hes still out there. and maybe exhausting yourself on an aimless search is a way you can atone#and then you're pulled into this big destiny adventure so your searching is put on the back burner#you're so busy doing important things and meeting new friends and there are points in your adventure where your heart feels lighter#and maybe you open up just a little about the crushing guilt you feel. and your new friends say it wasnt your fault#maybe you start accepting that your brother is really gone but you have to keep living your life#saving your brother was a far out dream but saving the world is something you have the power to do#so you try your best. so you dont fuck up this time#your guilt becomes the fuel keeping you going#and then at the end of your journey#you find out one of the biggest obstacles on your journey#the human chimera that you felt kinda horrified at and a little bad for even as you fought them#is your brother you've been mourning and agonizing over not being able to save#so um. The Guilt is even worse now#now he doesnt just feel responsible for his death. he Now feels responsible for him becoming this Creature Thing under porkys control#and in a lucas dies scenario. hoogh i cant imagine how claus would feel after that.......#however the thing that spurred this post was thinking about the lucas lives postgame scenario (it just got a bit out of hand lol) so.#your brother is alive and back home again and youre so unbelievably glad#but the guilt still creeps up every time you see how much hes Changed. physically and mentally#you had just started to accept the fact youd have to live without your brother but somehow having him back is almost just as painful#things cant just go back to how they were before. youll never be the exact same happy family as you used to be#its strange adjusting to having lucas back and its strange trying not to step on each others toes with their trauma#you cant help but be clingy because you couldnt bear it if he disappeared again under your watch#but nobody wants to be watched all the time especially when youre recovering from your brainwashed identity as an army commander#FUCK I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT I WANTED TO RAMBLE MORE AUGH. THEY MAKE ME SO ILL. i swear its not all angst theres some lightheartedness in it#mother 3 swap au#mothfics
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Oh no the main antagonist that killed the protagonist's son is just a repressed gay teen who hasn't realized he was in love with him and instead killed him after severely bullying him
#this is a shitpost#dont take this seriously#its about maria no danzai btw#and im not excusing oyakas actions#kiri deserved to live and be happy and not be subjected to torture#the nagare deserved to be a happy family#cant believe its canon oyaka was the most happy when kiri was here. and he was depressed after his death he himself orchestrated. and that#this visual metaphor shows that his world was shaken by kiri#i dont think its necessarily queer - i believe its bc oyaka always had everything he wanted in life and kiri was the first one to go agains#him no matter the horrors#oyaka has been raised in a way that he takes advantages of everyone around him#and be a piece of shit period#and in another universe he couldve been friends with kiri#but in this one he was an enemy.#he couldnt have been anything else#bc if that was the case - if things could have been different then why#why didnt they#and thats why oyaka adds 'i think' to '[he was] an enemy'
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Leia Gould in Dirty Little Secret
"I regret getting dragged into your heterosexual tomfoolery."
#ocappreciation#ocapp#ochub#queerocs#OC: Leia#story: dirty little secret#part of the reason i dumped the story was due to matthew perry's death with the other part being that i felt like the story was becoming#wayyy too focused on leia and maggie's relationship when in reality i preferred writing about her and mike's friendship#leia and mike are kinda foils#both are athletes with upbeat charismatic personalities who are considered the brightest talents in their respective sport#however mike sees leia as everything he couldve been if he didnt have that pesky 'having a kid with his girlfriend' problem#while leia sees mike as a potential future that she tries to avoid#its only when they become friends that starts to break and they realise what they admire/like about each other#(also leia tries to get mike back with scarlett bc honestly its gross seeing her best friend flirt with him)#(also also leia has a girlfriend in this version! its not maggie - i imagine its a girl from the same school but#neds not aware of leia's gf - mike eventually becomes aware of during the wild teen party)
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weird ranting about fandom is done now lol i just care a lot abt jake as a queer character. hes mentally ill and traumatized and has brain damage and is most definitely also neurodivergent bc lets face it all HS characters are some kinda ND, and he makes terrible decisions and burries his head in the sand for months instead of talking to his own boyfriend bc intimacy is simply too new and overwhelming and hes GREAT. i wouldnt have this fucker any other way
#our t#the best thing about dirk and jakes relationship in hs1 is that a lot of their problems couldve been solved if they just bucked up#and talked to e/o#but theyre 16 and werent raised by. well. anyone. i mean jake was for a little bit but dirk had idk. seagulls. and robots. and then hal#but you see dirk being so more than willing to talk to jake like all the time but hes just left to have his messages pile up#which understandibly makes him feel like a clingy overwhelming monster when hes just..............**16** and really into#one of his best friends. and yes jake is dirks only option but you cannot ignore the fact that they *like* each other#jake likes dirk so much he made a whole new dirk that just lives in his brain#they like e/o so so so much. jake keeps calling dirk his boyfriend for pages and pages after dirk breaks up w/ him#and after being jerked around for so long by jake i dont blame him for giving up#meat!dirk's 'youll never hurt me again' in the epilogues is from a place of truth. jake DID hurt him. jake didnt have to ghost him#for that long. dirks clinginess scared jake which got them both hurt. both sides of this are extremely understandible and real#i dont think either of them did anything majorly wrong to e/o im ngl. its just being 16 and traumatized#<- reasons why i find the cannibalism dirkjake trend jarring and massively ooc#like if i want some HS cannibalism-as-metaphore for overwhelming attraction stuff my first thought is actually vrisrezi but okay
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i love this tweet a lot bc its the most stupid shit ever but its literally how i feel abt akechi but on the opposite end. i like him BECAUSE he murders ppl and is just generally a terrible person
#yumuda.txt#like je isnt an uwu gay boi who has a crush on akechi but feels conflicted abt it bc of shido like any p5 makes you think he does#he doesnt care abt anything other than his revenge on shido. he only mentions how he and the pt COULDVE been friends in another life#akechi is a guy who has so much trauma from his childhood (possibly evrn having some disorder but im not just gonna say what hr has without#having it myself)‚ is always putting on a front and when he lets it go hes just. really fuckin angry#HES NOT A SOFT UWU BOI!!!!!!!!!!!!
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because im less breakable than you
#still dont really remember the details of how this ends but still thinking they couldve made laura vampire instead of carmilla human#also keep thinking - as with all the things recently idk why this is a thing now but i gotta keep thinking abt it - that canonically#carmilla died at 18#laura is 19#actresses are 25ish here? it's not a big difference but it is...a little difference#theyre teenagers#they look like teenagers#she fucking died at her first ball hoping to make her first ever friend it's so sad really#but i was thinking abt this too with the iwtv episode where claudia asks armand to turn madeleine and he goes to question her#like certain lines are just so very specifically written i think and they hit so much harder if you adjust their ages mentally#claudia looks 14. shes from 1903 so shes around 40-45 years old?#madeleine's actress is 30ish i believe and i think madeleine is meant to be a similar age#but she looks kind of young. i guess 30 is pretty young actually#armand in the show was turned at 27? assad zaman is 34? close enough i guess you dont have to adjust that much#but in the book hes turned at 17?#like just some lines really hit#when claudia calls madeleine 'some weird white lady i met by happenstance'#imagine a 14 yo talking abt a 30 yo instead of two people who look similar in age#when madeleine calls armand young man when shes like theres nothing left of my era theres been a war#i think she says like 'young man theres been a war'#that 'young man' really hits if you imagine him 17#idk#also still thinking abt yaz. if she looked 19#idk. teenage vampires man#also been reading the book and forever5yo claudia is fascinating too i love her#also can they do telepathy in the book bc i feel like a lot of times in the book it's that claudia is being carried by louis like a 5yo#that she whispers stuff in his ear. and thats always the kind of stuff that in the show they'd use telepathy for#it's a good solution both ways i lik eboth but it made me wonder did they just add the telepathy in entirely in the show?#bc i dont believe theres been any so far in the book
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you know what i would love to be an option in bg3? making your own party member. like Icewind Dale style. choose their class, voice, appearance and travel with them. obvs i understand why they didnt, but it wouldve been so fun to have the option to make your own member, esp if they could be incorporated into your backstory. a sibling, parent, spouse, adventuring buddy, best friend.
#this being spurred on by my want of my pc sabine being joined by my drow pc schezelle#have been working on them more (made sabine a lathander paladin as that made more sense and schezelle a seluné worshipping sorcerer)#they both knew each other through mutual friends becore being kidnapped in baldurs gate. while sabine was an experienced adventurer#schezelle only recently escaped the underdark after betraying her family after being rescued by members of sabines adventuring party#so all this kind of danger is very new and scary for her. i have her at about 70#(young adult in elf years) and sabine a half elf at 45.#whereas sabine follows the canonical romance line with shadowheart#schezelle falls for astarion and supports him unequivocally but gets trapped into a relationship with him when she helps him ascend and#his alignment/the relationship as a whole changes. after the tadpole is removed the rest of the party help her get away from him and#in the meantime she looks for a way to use either true restoration/resurrection/some other cure for his vampirism#because she realizes she made a HUGE mistake just going along with everything he wanted to do#and only went along with it because 1. her own alignment is still slowly becoming unfucked cos. female drow raised in the underdark#2. shes just used to doing what people who like her say because its easier that way and doesnt make conflict#i dont think she gets back together with astarion after she finds a cure for him but they stay close. she returns to waterdeep with sabine#and shadowheart to live in the formers tavern with her adventuring party#maybe falls in love with gale while researching cures for astarion#idk yet still thinking things through and going through the game#anyway yeah. wish i couldve made a friend for sabine. think she gets lonely and misses home a lot during the adventure.
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have some f1 au doodles i did over these past days >:D
Simon now has people that r both his equals in every shape or form and have been dealing with his bullshit for 15+ years. he’s not sure he likes the concept.
(it’s called having friends my dude)
#franco rabbit mauchen#kyle gaz garrick#simon ghost riley#juliette regard dione#wanted to doodle some outfits and realised that simon is completely fashion averse#having his own merch is one of the chillest thing that couldve ever happen to him#but he also has friends now that annoy the shit outta him#also#rabbit took that pic of gaz#i like to think that when they were teammates rabbit just took weirdly aesthetic pics of him all the time#their whole insta was just an absolutely jumbled mess and then sometimes a beautiful pic of gaz#ajekyllsart#still fucking about btw#but gooooooooooooodd ive not been up to par these past few days#eater really took me out and there hasnt been a chill moment ayayayay#f1 au
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Another day foaming at the mouth thinking about richard siken's Wishbone poem
#long story short#my teenage-hood bestfriend tried to do the worst comeback ever#and forcing himself into my life#when all ive ever asked#is that he stops forcing me#shit is a whole soap opera#with side characters#i pretended to be a dutch person for a while#so he thought he had the wrong number#...it worked#even worse the guy who gave him my number#thats fucking reprochable#and then i spoke with a friend#and she said how differently this thing couldve been handled#if he just did not start his first message with#(first in 3 years of no contact)#with “i hate you i hate you i hate you”#i held so much love and compassion for him in the past#but he keps demanding for me to be someone i am not#he wants from me things i do not want to and cannot give#i will never be able to love you romantically#i am a lesbian#and he has never forgiven that#he just#kept threading over it#and now i am a monster because i dont want him in my life#but he wants me to be someone tamed and obedient to his desires#which i cannot be#no person can ever be#i hope he learns that
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hmmm cant stop thinking abt hickey. whos freshly cut his tongue out. maybe he passes out /drops like a rock (has a little vasovagal moment or something b4 he tries offering his tongue to tuunbaq). and comes to when silnas packing crozier in. he stumbles after her, follows her to camp.
idk what would happen then but i dont think silnas happy abt it. and ofc shed probably realize what he’d tried to do. and im sure shed be So Judgemental and Pissed about it. like Oh You Thought You Could Be Like My Dad? Without Bothering To Put The Work In To Do It Right? Youre Fucking Stupid. And Disrespectful. etcetc
#is this anything?#pomodoriwhines#i just. the idea of hickey having to live with that kind of self inflicted wound is GREAT cause his voice was his best tool#the terror#cornelius hickey#im also thinking abt des voeux out there on the rocks#real sad the way he died <3 cause. he really almost made it#and possibly couldve been fine if silna picked him up instead of leaving him#but also. i comepletely understand why she left him there#like presumably shes just seen the carnage at tuunbaq or about to#and des voeuxs people just killed and ate goodsir. her only friend among the crew#plus they killed her dad. and like while i dont know if she recognized him as the person who was on watch guarding her cell that first night#on erebus. bc she doesnt really seem to take the time to look. im sure that didnt like. endear him 2 her#anyywayyy.#one thing id have to do if i were to write this is. actually watch the terror#maybe crozier goes a lil crazy on hickeys ass when hickey asks if hes decided to include (himself and hickey) in his forgiveness#silna
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pg really had THE wag jarebear on his show and proceeded to dish out all his personal onions on his teammates i 😭😭
#it's like watching someone try to therapize harley quinn off her love of the joker#pg does like. zero research 😭 im so#he just relies on his experience to help connect the interviews all interestin-like#but other than that u think hes gonna look into the PAST??? when it's not INTERESTING?? or CONNECTIONS??? no!!#that takes away from playstation 5 p!!!#if the podcast had a normal interviewer... i dont think 1 a lot of players would wanna come cus no duh no selling point#but 2. those that did would be bored#i mean normal interviewer as in like if pg didnt have the status and was just some dude who liked basketball sorry too late to edit#like he really banks on the fact that Hes Pg with alot of these questions/talking points 😭#that jalen green interview...#NOW I COULD BE ACTIN A LIL RUDE. my attention span isnt great so long videos arent my forte#i have SEEN seen em n certainly not ALL of the podcasts#i dont like listening to podcasts in general they scare me but#i watch a few while working out but thats sometimes bcs mainly i like music#BUT FROM WHAT IVE SEEN..#theres been some frequent disconnects that couldve been avoided with just a Little more depth#a Little more diving#good thing paul always has another podcast friend to help 😭 but pg LOOVES asking questions so#sometimes he just be chitchattin 😭#jarens eyes getting all wide when pg brought up d*llon LMAO#im ngl it's kinda entertaining LMAO only bcs it's for the better jarebear!! if pg thinks hes in the right (which he always does)#he WILL speak his perceived truth! they either hit hard or miss harder (..coughdameconflictcough) HE WILL NOT BUDGE!!#and he is actually correct with this one! someone had to say it jaren!! just sorry it had to be pg 😭#but if he pulled that with anyone else and their friend i would be a lot more uncomfortable lol idk#i love the concept of being messy but i could never commit like. i got other shit to do 😭 yall have fun
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#negative#im still so fucking pissed off over the usmp stuff#its so unfair dream had to change his project when it was already finished cuz a bunch of idiots couldnt stop being freaks over mc servers#and it couldve all been solved with at least a dm from someone he considered a friend#or AT LEAST telling his fucking fans not to stalk people over mc servers#WHATEVER. back to listening to dream's pretty voice
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something kinda funny about peter lukas is that his loneliness screws him over so badly repeatedly like he had a really sheltered upbringing he hasnt and doesnt want to understand other humans so when hes dealing with for example jon u can just tell because hes failing so bad at convincing him to stay in the lonely but he is trying and it just… isnt working not to mention he gives up so easily
#cheese *blush*#also with martin like obviously that was . meant to be like a crazy twist and it was but he didnt even see it coming remotely#like he probably hasnt actually dealt with someone deeply enough to see that martins self esteem issues could be a problem in the long run#or when gertrude so easily ruined his ritual (?) like he just#hes so disconnected its like he just doesnt consider other people period#which makes sense thats the point but it is funny seeing him fail over and over because of the very thing he IS!!!!!!!!!!!#love him dearly… id say i wish he made it till the end but i feel like lonely domains can be a bit tricky… not sure what his would even be#i did tell my friend that his domain couldve been the tundra i still like that idea#think it could work#also not to discredit jon he is pretty clever but that just makes it#way worse for peter LOL
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