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#philippians#philippians 4#philippians 4:8#finally brethren#whatever things are true#whatever things are noble#whatever things are just#whatever things are pure#whatever things are lovely#whatever things are of good report#if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy meditate on these things#bible#bible reading#bible study#bible verse#bible verses#Christian#Christian faith#Christian living#Christian tumblr#Christianity#faith in GOD#faith in JESUS
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The Giggle // The Legend of Ruby Sunday
#dwedit#doctor who#usertennant#userteri#userdiana#usertreena#kate stewart#donna noble#carla sunday#rose noble#fourteenth doctor#fifteenth doctor#*#honestly i was kinda expecting to get an explanation on whatever the 14-15 bigeneration thing means long term but. nope!
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lose my mind every time the doctor takes rose's last name in fics. brilliant, amazing, splendid, absolutely perfect.
like, what do you MEAN she'd be the one to change her last name? he doesn't even HAVE a bloody name like us! plus, she's rose tyler. you think he's going to want that to be different? it's the doctor and rose tyler in the tardis (or I suppose whatever they do in pete's world, but that's still the doctor and rose tyler having their new adventure)!!
she's rose tyler and he is whatever-he-wants tyler. end of discussion. the whole pond diabolical should've been clue enough imo
#sorry but I cannot stand it#and I keep being forced to anyways#she is ROSE TYLER#like how amy is amy pond. and not amy williams. because she's amy pond.#well rose is rose is rose and I HATE rose smith/noble sorry I've said my truth#like... rose SMITH? what? that doesn't. that's not. no. that doesn't sound right. that doesn't... fit.#I just cannot imagine in any universe or au where the doctor would want her to change her name. I literally cannot.#he wouldn't want to change a damn thing about her and her name is just so. it's her. it's beautiful. I've ran out of good words. fantastic!#he should take her last name just sayin#very passionately saying ahahahaha#this feels aggressive and like I'm getting onto people for writing these. I'm not. I just also have a very strong opinion about this lol#I just don't think you understand what it does to me when I see the doctor take her last name. I simply don't think you do#john tyler. james tyler. whatever tyler. hngk#timepetals#tenrose#tentoorose#tenth doctor#tentoo#rose tyler#doctor who
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Today's Daily Degurechaff is... Regular Tanya is on vacation day 5 - Nobility AU
#an au slightly more grounded in canon but still its got hints of me doing whatever i want#dailydegurechaff#youjo senki#alternate universe#noble au#this one i think has the least concrete lore abt it of the aus ive worked on#its more abt the character dynamics#for example: poor thing grantz is YEARNING HARD for Mistress von Degurechaff#and everyone else is making fun of him for it
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honestly while watching the untamed, i was thinking that the censorship didn't really bother me all that much, like sure they changed a few lines moved some things around, but they also added scenes so the trade-off really seemed worth it.
i am now realising that i felt that way just because for 80% of mdzs there wasn't that much to censor, playing with the wording was all they needed to do to meet the requirements. i have now reached that last 20% and the full weight of what the censorship robbed from us is starting to sink in.
what do you mean we don't see lan zhan cradling a delirious wei ying before fighting his own clan elders to defend him. idc if you multiplied the number of lashes he received by 10 it is so much less impactful when it's su she and jin guangyao who are the agitators also i don't understand what the timeline is supposed to be is this after wy is already dead?? how is he so composed??? i have so many issues with this and they would all be resolved if they kept the scene from the novels why couldn't that have been part of their "bromance" too???
#he's defending the burial mounds and that is noble#but what is so visceral about that scene in the novels is that it actually isn't all that noble what he's doing protecting wei ying#it is in fact one of the most selfish and reckless things he's ever done wei ying - whatever justification he has for the things he's done#he IS guilty he is not innocent at that point in the story#but lan zhan loves him loves him loves him so much#and he is desperate to save him even if he's gone off the rails even if he hates him (wy is lit telling lz to fuck off the whole time)#he will break all the rules he will fight whoever tries to harm wy or take him away even his clan elders lan zhan is SPIRALING almost as mu#as wy is in that moment#and it is not at all the same impact in the untamed it's just not#and that makes me sad#okay rant over#i hate censorship#mdzs#gwen's liveblogging again#wangxian#lan wangji#the untamed
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"He's the most intelligent creature I've ever met"
I've given my baby a baby. Again << I swear I'm a cat person
Quick research under the cut <3
#dragon age oc#shaan#kurabiés#ndo sta l'art tag#funny trend#because I'm a cat person utterly afraid of dogs (even small ones lol)#imagine a mix between a cocker spaniel and a borzoi#that's kurabiés u-u a nuisance#his instincts are: 1. getting belly scritches from every girl in skyhold#2. protecting dad from bureaucracy (pissing on papers)#3. contesting the burgeoisie (pissing on nobles)#4. pretending he doesn't do things on purpose by acting cute and silly (pissing onto whatever bothers him or his elven bestie)#his brain is the size of a nut and he's gonna use every millimeter of it to be spiteful against everything that wrongs his best friend <3#...also he chases wraiths away with powerful borks
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of ten’s companions, if the doctor couldn’t handle losing them and crossed his own timeline to trick them into traveling with future!him instead of past!him so that he’d have a little more time with them:
rose would do it. first because bless her but she has the situational awareness of a rock, and legitimately would not realize this isn’t her doctor until his facade starts to break down and he starts bleeding grief-laced love for her at every turn. but once she does realize it, she’s both deeply sympathetic and a little scared that she could make him into this. it’s a lot to be confronted with having that much power over someone, to break them so thoroughly. rose would try to get back to her doctor, but while she’s with the future version, she tries to do what she can to ease his pain. (she also tries to figure out a way to subvert her fate. she fails.)
i think martha would be harder to trick. she can smell desperation on the doctor like a bloodhound. she is so tapped into the fact that this man wants to off himself so bad and that she’s 90% of his self-restraint, so present her with a doctor who is lacking that and she’s onto him immediately. however, assuming he gets her to come with him, explains why he’s doing this, there’s like. a minute where she’s kind of. not flattered exactly, but surprised, giddy with the realization that he’d come back for a little more time with her, especially if this is early season 3 martha. which would all come crashing down around the time that he reveals that he wasn’t pushed to this by losing her to some tragedy or her death or anything- but that she chose to leave. that is the point at which martha goes ‘oh i need to get the fuck off of this tardis right now’ and ghosts the past!doctor that she was also traveling with because holy shit, man.
donna, like rose, is easily bamboozled into following the wrong doctor home, provided that he shuffles her along into his tardis too fast for her to argue. but she catches on far quicker than rose does. like, three minutes tops of watching the doctor move through the tardis in a way that’s definitely not enthusiastic piloting and looks more like guilty panic. and then she yells at him for lying to her. and she yells at him for kidnapping her. and then she stops yelling because he’s gone sort of still and quiet and his eyes are just broken. and he doesn’t explain himself, he confesses. donna is going to try to stay with him after this btw. because how do you go back to looking your best friend in the eyes when you know he’d take everything you’ve become away from you, even to save your life? and this is still the doctor, he still did that to her, but he regrets it. regrets it so much that he can’t live with it, he’s breaking time and space just to hear her say his name again. and donna doesn’t want to lose him anymore than he wanted to lose her.
#i am so enthralled by this concept you have no idea#also like. i mentioned in rose’s section how this is a genuinely scary situation for her.#but to be clear. it is for all three of them the moment they realize that this Is Not Their Doctor#because theyre suddenly on a ship going through time ans space with. almost a stranger. and one who has proven that he’s break laws#fundamental to his worldview rather than let them go#doctor who#rose tyler#martha jones#martha girl get the fuck out of there oh my god#the doctor comes out looking the worst in her section rip to him for not handling her leaving him in a normal and healthy way very well#i think it would be very funny if the doctor said goodbye to her and then immediately went. ‘oh! right! martha is the only thing keeping me#from jumping off a cliff! brb i need to get martha back at whatever cost!’ sir go to therapy#donna noble#also also to be clear im not trying to insult rose in her section thats just how she is#remember that time her boyfriend turned into plastic in front of her and she. didnt notice. or that time the doctor was being strangled in#the other room and she. didnt notice.#rose tyler girl that you are. you never know what the fuck is going on around you and i love you for that. how are you still alive.#REMEMBER THAT TIME SHE GOT BACK FROM AN ALTERNATE DIMENSION AND DIDNT EVEN NOTICE THE DALEK ABOUT TO SHOOT THE DOCTOR IN THE FACE#ROSE TYLER. GIRL. LOOK LEFT AND RIGHT BEFORE CROSSING A STREET AT LEAST#donna’s here is the most fucked up i think because even if this situation is ‘resolved’ and she goes back to her doctor like. how does she#keep going with that fact in the back of her mind at all times. that he can and will do this to her. that he’ll take himself and everything#else away from her while she begs him not to.#angst <3
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think cannibalism should be a thing in menzoberranzan actually, or maybe it is and I haven’t known about it, but it should be a thing amongst the nobles where they eat rival lolth priestesses since they’re lolth’s fave sacrifices anyway. like if we’re all constantly vying for lolth’s approval, and you have these people who actually has her blessing (which is rare) why not….eat them….😳. like eating the priestess of a rival house would be a ritual after you’ve succeeded in bringing their house down as a way to consume lolth’s blessing, and its def an intimidation tactic and def one of the plenty weird shit nobles have done for the sake of playing their power games. maybe they eat males who are in power too if they’ve overstepped their position to remind them of their place in the hierarchy, or maybe matriarchs/nobles eat their favourite bed mate/partner so no one else can have them, kind of like actual spiders. anyway. if menzoberranzan is this immoral lethal and ruthless place cannibalism should def be a thing lol
#I don’t think shri’iia has ate someone tho…. she wasn’t exactly a noble#like my belief is the further away you are from the power game (nobility) the more of a ‘normal’ life you’ll lead#bc you’re not exactly playing The Game. but the normal is like whatever they considered normal down there#obvi it’ll still be dangerous since the city itself is dangerous but it’s less risky than if you actually were in the noble houses#and you’re actively plotting with each other. also with drows lifespans being relatively shorter compared to elves#bc they’re always trying to kill each other like WHY NOT eat each other too!!#let evil women eat people 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️#shri’iia being hidden away is a blessing bc the reason why she’s managed to surpass the average drow lifespan is that she was just locked#off from society and a curse bc she’s going through the psychological torture while she’s isolated lol#anyway. do hc drow nobles eat each other 🫶 and I think slaves/lowborn folks eat each other too esp if food is scarce#but it’s more common in nobility since it’s more of a power play than survival.#firm believer that not a lot of great houses gaf about the welfare of their common people#as long as they served them and did their jobs then they’re fine. who cares if they’re starving#and if they revolted they’d prob get put down. public executions would b a common thing too esp from that book in the drow cache#where punishments should be public… tho that was with lolth traitors I think the definition of traitor could be stretched to anyone who#doesn’t follow their doctrine and I think that word is loosely applied down there and if you want to frame someone with no repercussions#you can just accuse them of betraying lolth and they’ll get punished right away.
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The thing about Sylvester is the things that make him a great person make him a terrible Aub.
#ascendance of a bookworm#honzuki no gekokujou#Sylvester aub Ehrenfest#and controversially these are all traits Rozemyne has too#Myne can compartmentalize slightly better#SLIGHTLY#but she too cares too much about her ppl#but shes willing to help them in whatever they choose and not just decide for them#dont get me wrong she will still hulk out for her homies#the only thing keeping sylvester from doing the same is him being raised and socialized in yogertschmidt#also Myne has Ferdinand to keep her from doing anything too stupid#and eventually myne will understand and be able to temper her modern morals with that culture's nuance and then she'll be gucci😎#i had a whole essay written about my beloved sylvester#but this was my main point#i also think hes one of the most forward thinking nobles period#but i dont really know the others well the machine translation gremlins can tell me otherwise
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instead of just cross eyes and star eyes distinguishing dynasties in khaenri'ah, why do some khaenri'ahns cover one eye specifically? there’s many things that seem interconnected regarding the lore:
crimson moon turning around to look like an eye; irmin the one-eyed king; the unknown god’s cubes containing eyes in their design (same ones present in the cataclysm as well as the crimson moon), her glitching looking like arlecchino’s, and the four pointed star pattern that appeared when she showed up to the twins; forbidden knowledge and nibelung’s influence; fischl's auge der verurteilung aka eye of condemnation (crimson eye) and her skin's description "o holiest of sovereigns, high princess of immernachtreich (kingdom of evernight)!".
kaeya's note about the alberich saying "i saved this one memento from the fire 'father' made while he wasn’t paying attention. this was in violation of our principles. our clan's affairs should never be recorded" and "though we could not restore khaenri'ah to life, we of the alberich clan should lead lives as those who blaze like fire, rather than those who wallow in the embers [small piece of burning or glowing coal or wood in a dying fire]", father being in quotation marks and references to fire and ashes; the orphanage in khaenri'ah that wanted to house children from destroyed worlds and non-threats that leaked into the kingdom, in hopes of finding beings from beyond the sky who could transcend the gods; perinheri's first memory being transversing something like a chimney, filled with ash and being asked if he wasn't dead just for him to see the eye (crimson moon) and being told he was reborn; dust and the blood of of dragons (or dragon-like beings like durin and elynas) being connected to rhinedottir and the art of khemia; fire as rebirth and life but also, the balemoon blood specifically being connected to loss of memories and loss of memory being equivalent to death (not physical); despite the orphanage never being able to find that transcendal person, it had many unusual individuals who became knights of the kingdom.
irmin as the first divine halberd (that once pierced the axis mundi [cosmic/world axis, world pillar, center of the world, world tree, etc.] and connected the nine worlds), the prinzessin der verurteilungas (fischl) as the last one; fischl and kaeya comparing themselves to one another and their parallels to irmin and odin; der ring des nibelungen, in which the dwarf (or nibelung) alberich creates a ring capable of controlling the world, using gold he stole from the rhinemaidens (or rheintöchter "rhine-daughters"). the conflict that arises over the ownership of this ring eventually leads to the destruction of the gods and their home, valhalla.
irminsul (irmin + sul) meaning great pillar and being a reference to the yggdrasil, the tree that supports the universe; the description of the item silver twig – collected in the center of the world - talking about a sage that hanged himself upside down in the irminsul tree to gain knowledge of the runes and the cosmos, then going into a secret kingdom down its roots [also a reference to hanged man in tarot that symbolizes wisdom, divination, sacrifice, prophecy, etc.]; odin who hung himself upside down from the sacred world tree, yggdrasil, for nine days and nights sacrificing his eye and throwing himself on his spear (gungir) as a ritual sacrifice in order to obtain secret wisdom; memories, fire and crimson moon hand in hand with the irminsul, king irmin and the concept of fate; the fake sky, the stars and being able to see fate but also fate being a means of the heavenly principles to control the world (neuvillette calling it puppet strings); khaenri'ah, a supposed godless nation but the crimson moon dynasty revering the moon (and hilichurls worshiping istaroth); the crimson moon having an eye on humanity and always being present associated with punishment and destruction (fall of gurabad, remuria and the catclysm).
crimson moon's semblance (arlecchino’s weapon) implying the crimson moon sought vengeance (“few survived the utter destruction of their kind, hiding in the shadows where the sun did not shine, longing for the crimson moon to decree their desire for vengeance be repaid”); the design of the weapon and arlecchino’s boss attacks resembling the double helix present in deathly statuette material dropped by abyss heralds, abyss lectors and shadowy husks, which has a single red eye. it apparently whispers "see, my child. all that lies under the throne of heaven shall be destroyed by upheaval. the eternal peace of the pitch-dark void shall embrace us all.” as you gaze at it.
the abyss order being founded by chlothar alberich and pierro being the first harbinger; the "sinner" – the crystal in chains from the chasm, protected by an abyss herald - not being a god but still worshipped by the abyss order. the voice stating to chlothar and the traveler’s twin that he "[knows their] fate well" and urged them to become a "transcendent one" saying he would "shed a tear at the end of time... as i gaze back upon your life". he also imbued chlothar with the power of the abyss, which alleviated his worsening conditions. the “sinner” refered to chlothar as “dear creature”; dainsleif, pierro and kaeya being examples of khaenriahns who hide their right eye; dainsleif being called “bough keeper”, bough is a branch of a tree, but also his constellation being a snake ring like ouroboros – representing the eternal renewal cycle of life, death and rebirth; the loom of fate being an operation of the abyss order first encountered during "a herald without adherents" quest.
“the threads of your fate lie in my hands” a quote by fischl connecting to the weaves of fate; fischl stating that if she does not obtain the divine halberd “...this world and everything in it is going to burn in hellfire” (legend of the shattered halberd vol. ii). some other excerpts of the book also include: “but unbeknownst to him, this was the greatest cursed sword of all, that had once burned the entire world to cinders: laevatain [in norse mythology, a weapon crafted by loki and the only capable of defeating the cockerel viðofnir, inhabiting the top of yggdrasil], the sword had extinguished after the world was burned, but... it burned bright once more. ‘the whole world... destroyed again...’ weiyang [fischl] fell unconscious as she spoke” (vol. iv), and, "the world is beyond repair. it shall be born anew from the ashes of the last” (vol. vi); dainsleif saying “none will escape the flames. see for yourself” but also neuvillette’s character story including “the puppet strings glossed as "divine rules" would one day be burned away by the fires of judgment” when talking about constellations; burning away the old world, project stuzha by the fatui and the image of dottore burning the irminsul; nahida saying fontaine's prophecy was engraved in the irminsul, implying the tree also contains the history of the future; sibylla, a prophetess who guarded the irminsul in an ancient city located in what later became the high seas (referred to as abyssal depths). she sacrificed her life for the sake of creating phobos, remus' grand symphony, but her lack of a will ultimately caused the project to fail, as her vague desire to "grant happiness to all in the world who are called humans" caused phobos to attempt to satisfy everyone's desires — including destructive and selfish ones — and set remuria towards the course of its self-destruction (possibly tying concepts of will and fate together); thinking of dottore's plan, it would make sense to burn the tree that holds memories with a fire able to erase them (arlecchino's balemoon powers) so that the world can be born anew breaking away from the shackles of fate.
there’s also the improvisation kaeya does during the play in his hangouts. "do you believe in fate? if fate decreed your life was to end in tragedy, what would you do?". he then throws a prop and we interact, choosing if we would face our fate bravely or challenge it and rise above it. kaeya then goes on saying "then so must it be! yes, so must it be! i shall discard this intaglio and rid myself of the shackles of fate", "fate means to send the machinations of war to every corner of the land to fan the flames of conflict till they ungulf the entire world… fate would see my sword tainted with the blood of innocents, that the bright banner of my homeland might fly in every nation known to mankind. but i shall not bow to the will of fate i am no pawn in heaven’s plan. i, qubad, will spend the rest of my days in a foreign land, 'till i breathe my last in a place far from home" and finishes the play with "but i must walk this path, or freedom dies by my hand. goodbye, my tribe and kin. farewell, sweet land of my birth". the prop we get from kaeya, the intaglio, symbolizes the noble origins of prince qubad in the play and the blood-red jewel (blood, red... funny, uh?) is said to be a crystallization of the question kaeya asked us about destiny. furthermore, an intaglio can be a type of engraved gem or metal signet ring.
#random post with thoughts and connections because my brain is all over the place and my brains is about to explode gsdfasjg#but yeah idk something about fischl's eye of condemation an eye that can see all threads of fate and all truth. considering the parallels i#don't think it's crazy that it could be the reason they all hide their right eye. the red eye in the statuette dropped by abyss heralds is#also the right one. also the alberich's not being noble family... idk. this game loves implying kaeya is a prince lol but i'm also keen on#the art of khemia the orphanage and the whole thing with rebirth!!! i forgot to talk about alchemy maybe another day.#guess it kind of depends what being noble blooded also means because arlecchino's noble blood gives her some pretty unique powers#(also forgot to say arlecchino's afterimages are like sinshades in enkanomiya which are ley line anomalies!!! remnants thoughts leaving#shades of the past. nether realms. it could also connect to istaroth but anyways irminsul again!!!)#the ring of nibelung also seems important and kaeya's prop from the hangouts despite not being a ring directly can very much symbolise one#there's also the khaneri'ah ruin machines power source!!! i forgot but whatever this goes deeeeeep#i'm tired so i'll end here with the yapping bye#genshin thoughts#< just to save it somewhere because i will forget points i want to research better some other time
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sometimes I get NFTbros trying to get me to sell my work as crypto bullshit and NOTHING shuts them up faster than me saying
‘oh actually literally all my AR art is published under public domain! no single person can own it because technically it’s owned by everyone :))’
they hate not being able to manufacture artificial scarcity
#auropost#they NEVER respond to that lmao#they cannot comprehend the concept of how figmin works#i’ve talked at length with javier and his goal for it is so noble#he tells me he wants it to be a gift to the world and that it’s never been about making money#and yes the app costs 20 bucks because it needs to generate SOME kind of revenue so we can make a living#but the goal is you spend 20 bucks once and you get every virtual object for free forever#and then we as a company personally pay various artists through our residency program#it’s been so beautiful to see#the artist residents have all been so passionate and skilled#because we literally just tell them ‘do whatever you want’#that’s like unheard of in a tech company#anyways this is another of the reasons i’m so passionate about figmin#there’s literally nothing else like it in the world…#but we WANT more things like it
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Dragon Age players, especially players who marry a Cousland to Alistair:
Do you think your Warden's status strengthens or weakens Alistair's claim to the throne? I ask because of how high Cousland's status would influence much of the Landsmeet. Many of the nobles might see it as a strong family supporting the royal family... but many others, I feel, would see it as a way to seize power from that Theirin lineage.
Oh, before I forget: We are not discussing any other characters potentially weakening/"stealing" the throne for their own family here. I do not want to see comments in the notes about similar arguments with other characters even though male Couslands could easily face a similar argument as female Couslands. This is about bastard princes only.
ANYWAY, I repeat my question, because thoughts and headcanons about this are something I really am curious about:
(If you haven't played Origins, please use the "non-Cousland player" options the same way someone who primarily plays another origin would.)
All reblogs are appreciated, especially with ideas and headcanons about Alistair and the Cousland Warden. Reblogs with commentary as tags or in the body of a post are both great in this situation, I think.
#dragon age#alistair theirin#my polls#Cousland#fem!Cousland#King Alistair#for my hc I think it splits fairly evenly#but also in my hc Fergus has already been found and is also involved#and weaker/lesser/whatever nobles fall behind him personally#rather than eamon having the most influence#but anyway my vote is that it helps BECAUSE of Fergus's involvement#since the coulsand name means more with him running things rather than the Warden running what's left of the family#and also Fergus supports Alistair in that hc
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there are many reasons to remove bad game pokemon masters from your definition of "pokemon canon" but my personal breaking point was sygna suit cynthia's story, where gira "banished for its violence" Fucking tina is essentially likened to a well meaning doggy. Fuck that
#when its an ingame funny petting mode i can simply ignore that because its a clear abstraction#like yeah the legendaries act like dogs in poke refresh or camping or whatever. thats fine & im not the target audience for that anyway#but man come on. that thing tried to straight up kill cyrus in platinum.#whether its motives were noble or not is i guess something you can consider. but why cant the evil satan pokemon just be evil and satany.#text
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this is how i image the 14 & donna reunion going
#doctor who#donna noble#14th doctor#i’m glad they’re back as partners in crime or whatever but i hope donna doesn’t forgive him that easy for taking her memories#i know and she knows it was to save her life but bad things can be done for good reasons#idk i just want it addressed overall#yes this is a clip from the madagascar movie what about it#donna is the lion 14 is the zebra if that wasn't clear
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hey yk what?? as someone who isnt on booktok/tube but will occasionally brush past some stuff and likes hearing the drama. booktok/tube needs to get into LIBRARIES. u do not need to be buying every book u wanna read. u also do not need to be buying books if u dont even know if ull like them. u also do not need to buy books just bc other people like them.
not only is it yk. financially not viable for a lot of ppl but also libraries are fucking great and theyre dying out and i think it would b rlly cool if all the attention and community could start utilizing libraries
#ofc i understand wanting ur own copy of a book thats special to u or whatever yk#but we do NOT need to go to a barnes and noble instead of a library#also u get a fun little library card?? magical. keep that shit on u and its like a book credit card#also i firmly believe that the dopamine associated w online ordering could be replaced to some extent w online putting things on hold#booklr#books#booktok#books & libraries#public library
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Thinking about how the road from despair to hope is maybe very like a huge dense dark forest where you live and someone somewhere (in a whispered conversation you felt like you weren't meant to hear but may have actually been the love of others shouting the announcement to you, to you specifically) told about a mountain vista that can be seen beyond the trees. It sounds so wonderful, yet so impossible to exist in the same world as the dark trees. But you want to be there. And the only way to be somewhere is to go.
So you pick yourself up and you start off through the forest and you're woefully unprepared and you only make it so far but you want to see that view and you think it will be really worth it and so you keep trying over and over again. And it's hard, so hard, because there are no paths this way but you keep going until finally at last, scratched and sweating, you break through the undergrowth and there it is. And it takes your breath away more than the journey did to behold such a sight and the breeze is cool and filled with calm and awe and you can breathe deeply again for the first time in a very long time and you think to yourself that if there are sights and wonders like this to be seen, then the dark and the pain are lessened not in their strength but in their hold, by the very existence of something better.
So then you keep going back. And the second time is just as hard as the first except that now you know. Now you have seen the view and tasted the alpine air and it's real and true and if you can get there again you can remember what it's like to feel the sunshine on your eyelids and hear the birds sing. You keep going back. The mountain view, the little place where the trees break away and fall behind, is beauty and joy and so you go back again and again and again. Sometimes there are storms and landslides and you have to twist and turn around trees and boulders and find your way again. But you keep going.
Then one day, a thousand and ten journeys to see the mountain later, you look down to see the picnic basket you brought with you, that has food and a book and some handiwork you want to spend time on while in view of the mountain bc you have the time and energy today to stay a while. And you look back behind you at that dense terrible forest and it's still dense and terrible but the path you made to the mountain is now wide and clear. You can follow it with ease. You know that when the next storm comes, the obstacles will still appear but you know the way now and you know the path to the mountain view is waiting just past that rain-swollen ravine.
And then that same rain make you wonder. If there might also be waterfalls. And meadows. And little creeks and ponds where there might be fish or places to swim. You wonder if you can reach the mountain itself.
There is no pathway in that direction, you think as you enjoy your lunch, your back to the direction you came from. There is no pathway yet.
#ragamusings#keep your eyes open#hope vs despair#something about your brain needs repetitive thoughts to make its patterns and pathways#so if you focus on the good stuff over and over and over instead of the bad#then your brain starts going there on its own bc you made the path#finally brothers and sisters whatever is#true. noble. right. lovely. admirable.#if anything is excellent or praiseworthy#think on these things
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