#whatever i all do this and i dont need to be high thats what scares people

[anghelcode]

"Transformers Animated is peak you should watch it"

Transformers Animated:

edit: oh shit i didnt think this would blow up 😭 seeing many people like this makes me giggle but also i feel a bit shy about this AYGOYDOUYD96ROGYD you guys surprise me a lot

edit 2: 300+ notes where did u come from...

[lightfulonion]

thank you @skijjiki for tagging me!!!! i love these types of tagging games so much!!

last song: Tokyo Calling by ATARASHII GAKKO! (pls watch the music video. its so good 😭) im kind of, sort of, obsessed with this and i have been listening to it non-stop like my life depends on it. anyway

fav color: hmm im really feeling brown right now (wow! that sounds awful! im not changing my answer tho. brown rules.)

currently reading: im able to read only fanfics at the moment because anything that involves a book and new characters feels like too much work for me for some reason and also like im cheating at my classes in university. both of these suck big butt and i hate being like this but it's true. anyway please read a million times along the way by starsqwub. its a bokuaka fic, it hasnt updated since 2022 and it made me cry every chapter. its about love, its about friends, its about being a weird person in a normal world and, more importantly, its about bokuto and akaashi. oh! also manga like chainsaw man and toilet bound hanako-kun!! and some webcomics as well too.

currently watching: the wall mostly but also dungeon meshi! and ive been trying to be up-to-date with the one piece anime!!

spicy/savory/sweet: sweet <3

relationship status: i was reading a bokuaka fic and i was crying. take a wild guess.

current obsessions: listening to Tokyo Calling and ATARASHII GAKKO! apparently and im starting to feel like reading the ending of Haikyuu!! which is probably a bad thing?? (im scared. i really dont want it to end :'((( )

tagging: @livingonyoghurtandspite, @horson, @clementinethekitten, @pierogish, @alcieside, @mars-matrix, @peachybeesplease, @mangatxt.

[paiges-1vur]

welcome to the party… as always enjoy loves <3 (pt. 2/4)

Friday 9:32 pm

It’s not long before the door opens up revealing a smiling girl. This must be Azzi, Rileys friend.

“Hi ry!” the girl says in a high pitched voice, “I haven’t seen you in so long we need to catch up.”

I see Riley smile and give her a quick hug before introducing me. I flash a quick nervous smile and tell her it was nice to finally meet her.

As we walk inside we meet 3 other girls. Then it hits me. Fuck. How could i be so stupid? I forgot Azzi was on the women’s basketball team. I walk in and try to suppress my anxiety as i face her 3 teammates.

Right as soon as i look to Riley for some stability, i notice her and Azzi have gone off somewhere else, probably to catch up.

The three girls are all occupied on their own, but one of them comes up to me as soon as she sees im uncomfortable.

“Hi your Ana, Rileys friend right! My names Nika and its really nice to meet you.” How could i be scared of this girl who sounded so sweet? I decided to pull myself together and try to have fun tonight.

“Yeah, im her roommate, and its really nice to meet you too!” I reply with a smile as she sips on her drink.

“And may i just say damn girl! you look so hot tonight!” Nika hypes me up and i do a little 360 giggling. As im spinning i see one of the other girls in the corner of my eye. The only girl i knew here. Paige Bueckers. “You know what lets do shots!” Nika is obviously feeling the same energy i am and i love it.

She calls the other girls over and quickly introduces me to kk who i love just as much as Nika. Paige stays quiet and Nika doesn’t say anything about her. She pours 4 shots and i say “Fuck it. Pour me 2” I hope I dont learn to regret this because being 5”1 and 120 pounds doesnt mix well with taking shots.

We all knock them back and i reach for my second one taking it down as quick as the first before making a quick face.

I look up to my right and see Paige looking down at me. Her eyes scan up and down my body as she bites her lip. I blush and look away, and in the corner of my eye i can see her smirking.

Azzi and Riley come back into the kitchen and let us know its time to head out to the bars. We all pack into Azzi’s car which has just enough room to fit us all. As soon as we pull out Azzi says “Shit. Guys is it okay if we pick up my friend real quick she just needs a ride to the bar thats all.” We all nod in understanding because we don’t mind.

As soon as her friend walks out of her building Azzi says “Okay theres not enough room so Ana since your the smallest your going to have to sit on Paiges lap. Is that okay?”

My mouth goes dry. i somehow manage a “Yeah thats fine.” As i move over to Paiges side of the car and sit on her lap. I immediately feel her staring at me. I turn my head to look at her, and her pupils are dilated and her eyes an icy blue. I feel her staring at my top again and this time i decide to be bold.

“You like what you see?” I whispered looking at her through my eyelashes and twirling my hair in my finger, biting my lip ever so slightly.

I can see her demeanor instantly change. She grins and comes down to my ear “I would like to see what you look like under it more.” I gulp and turn my head to the window trying to hide how wet that just made me.

I cant help from getting uncomfortable on Paiges lap in my mini skirt and have to keep moving my position on her lap. All of a sudden i feel two big hands on my hips. I look up at her as she licks her lips.

“Don’t start something you cant finish.” This immediately stops me from moving until the rest of the car ride, but Paiges hands linger on my hips for the rest of the ride.

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We all walk into the bar quickly flashing the bouncer our ids. Nika told me that tonight was going to be really fun especially because Paige knows the owner of the bar so we can do basically whatever we want.

We all sit down at a table and Im already feeling tipsy (but thats also coming from the girl who blacked out after 5 shots once..) “Who wants to get more shots!” I half scream at the girls smiling ear to ear.

They all laugh as Paige gets up and goes to the bar to order us two rounds. We are celebrating tonight. Once she got back we immediately downed the next two rounds and i decided i wanted to dance. I grabbed Nika by the hand laughing and dragged her to the dance floor.

She was surprisingly a good dancer and we danced with each other to the music that was blasting from the speakers. I started to grind on Nika as she hyped me up. I had my back faced to her as i moved up and down her body before turning around and putting my hands on her chest laughing because people had started to cheer us on.

I look over and see Paige staring at me moving on Nika, her hold so tight on her drink it could shatter at any moment. She stares me down in jealousy, and shit was it hot.

As the night went on I talked to all the girls and they were all super nice and i wanted to get to know them.

We started talking about basketball and when i asked who’s the best everyone turned to Paige. She bragged about how good she was for about 10 minutes.

She flexed and looked at me, “These don’t just come in overnight.” Everyone at the table laughed. My jaw dropped and the Paige looked over at me and winked. I mean i knew she was jacked. She had toned arms, smooth abs, and a killer back. NOT that i had ever looked that up on youtube.

I decide to distract myself from the growing need to touch Paige.

“GUYS!” I say ten volumes louder than i should have, “Guys lets lets play truth or dare right now i want to play now.” Everybody laughs and agrees as we sip our drinks.

The game is going well until its Paiges turn to ask me.

“Ana truth or dare.” She says flashing me her signature smirk. I try not to melt under her gaze. I know shes looking at my tits, but i don’t care. I want her to.

“Dare.” I say drunkenly, ready for whatever shes about to throw my way.

She laughs, “Lets do body shots.”

“W-what” I mumble, my brain suddenly slowing everything down.

“You heard me.” She gets up from the table and walks over to the bar. I look around at the other girls at the table and they all are smiling and trying to hide their laughs. Im just about to ask what the fuck i got myself into but then i hear something coming from the speakers.

“No fucking way.” I say. Azzi is trying to hide her laughing under a napkin. Pony by Ginuine starts blasting in the bar as i see Paige whisper something into the bartenders ear with a grin on her face. The girls at the table are absolutely losing it. Suddenly the bartender speaks into a microphone.

“Everyone we have a little something special for you all tonight. We have my good friend Paige and her new friend Ana are going to do body shots so lets give them all a warm welcome!”

People are whistling and cheering, eating up this little act.

“Come on up Ana!” The bartender looks over to my table and waves me over to the bar. I get up from my seat slowly walking to the bar, as Paige offers me her hand to get on top of it. I look at her with a “what the fuck.” look and she only laughs in response.

I lie down on the bar feeling very underdressed. As the music plays I decide to let go and let myself be happy. I can’t live life always worrying about the what ifs right?

I let myself feel free and the music blasting in my ears makes me anticipate whats going to happen. The bartender pours the shot and puts it down next to my head. She then pours the line of salt across my chest, which I’m sure was per Paiges request.

“Here you go hun.” The bartender hands me the lime to put in my mouth as she flashes me a wink. “Everybody lets hear it one more time for Paige!” The crowd erupts people clapping, screaming, and whistling. I see Nika holding her phone up recording this all, but to be honest, i don’t fucking care. Im too drunk to worry about the little things.

As im ready for Paige to initiate it i see her move. She climbs up on the bar and straddles my stomach, playing into this little act. Everyone is screaming clearly eating it up. i look up at her trying not to moan at just the sight of her on top of me. Fuck i need some sort of friction.

She leans down and grabs both of my wrists, and i let her take full control. She pins them above my head and smiles before scanning over my upper body one more time and whistling to the crowd.

I close my eyes before hearing Paige by my ear whisper “Open your eyes baby. I want you to see my face when i do this to you” I flutter my big brown eyes open staring at her in awe. “Good girl.” she says before returning to the act.

She leans down putting her free hand on my upper stomach as she licks the line of salt from my exposed chest. My back arches in response to her tongue and shit it feels so good. She then grabs the shot and downs it before coming down to my face and gabbing the lime from my mouth.

Still straddling me she sits up and tilts her head back with the lime in her mouth. The bar is packed full of students all screaming and cheering. The girls over at our table are still recording and cheering for Paige and I.

Im so drunk at this point that im stumbling back to the booth, and im fully leaning on Paige in the corner of the booth, sort of behind me. The girls whistle and Nika tells me how sexy that was. I giggle and lean back into Paige more, sitting in between her legs. The girls start to talk about something else, probably basketball before i feel a big cold hand sneak up my skirt on the inside of my thigh.

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[desire-mona]

siiiigh. todd autism headcanons because im projecting.

(using they/he/she pronouns for todd in this post. will explain but also if u dont agree i dont care, tw for alcoholism. time period is vague but autism hasnt existed as a legitimate medical diagnosis for all that long, so keep it in mind i guess.)

- cannot for the life of him stand welton's blankets. so itchy, just thin enough to not warm you up enough but still make you sweat, not long enough to cover your entire body. yes im making the blanket line in their poem about actual blankets, a boy needs to vent somewhere.

- beyond terrible temperature regulation, ALWAYS just a little too hot which is made worse by her sensory issues when it comes to wet fabric. constant slight agony and it never really goes away. theyre about 5 minutes away from crying about how uncomfortable they are at all times.

- had god awful handwriting until high school, like his teachers could BARELY read his handwriting it was Bad. OOOOOH OH MY GOD THERES A TRAIN GOING BY I CAN HEAR IT HONKING this is a really ironic thing to be pointing out rn but its sooooo worth mentioning. its still honking this is fun. 🚂. anyway. her parents made her spend an entire summer fixing her handwriting bc that was like the One thing her teachers criticised. its Fine now but their motor function simply doesn't deliver in the handwriting department.

- had a VERY INTENSE special interest in aquatic life + marine biology growing up, like read every book about any ocean animal in any library intense. his parents eventually forced him to abandon it because its "not a good career focus" but he still perks up when anyone mentions fish. once talked neils ear off about the biodiversity of coral reefs for roughly 2 hours, neil took her to an aquarium for their first date. rip todd anderson you wouldve loved spongebob squarepants.

- looooves pets, namely cats, but they have Too Sweaty hands all the time so any animal fur sticks onto their hands and just feels. so awful.

- had a brief period in his 20s where he was definitely an alcoholic, started as a social drinker but got too addicted to the feeling of not having to adhere to social conventions quite as hard, especially around other drunk ppl. eventually went sober after they realised they just Cant Stand the feeling of a hangover anymore. autistic ppl r more likely to develop a dependency on alcohol if we do start drinking. just btw.

- gets a Pretty Expansive vocabulary after actually starting to pursue literature. sometimes his family lightly teases him about using big words but it confuses the hell out of him. its just a word she thought would apply best!!

- soooooo obsessed with what other ppls idea of them is, both in an anxious way and out of genuine curiosity. would never ask ppl what they think of her bc she thinks thats 1) very broad 2) seems compliment fish-y and 3) just gonna lead to "i think ur great/ nice/ whatever filler compliment." but the dream is to sit someone (neil) down and just ask him every single question possible about how he perceives him.

- asks a billion clarifying questions about anything someone asks him to do, gets anxious about how many questions he's asking, tries to just figure it out, freaks out about the possibility of getting it wrong, ends up doing the thing perfectly. weekly occurrence.

- never fully grasped the appeal of religion (most definitely grew up catholic or christian or Something) just bc she could NOT let the lack of proof go. ALSO not an atheist bc the vastness of space scares them out of it. religious beliefs r a weird topic for them.

- suppresses a good chunk of his stims in public bc One total time someone looked at him weird while he was chewing on a sweatshirt string and he was like i gotta stop NOW. eventually develops tics and has to mask THOSE in public too. dear god someone let this girl unmask. also i started ticcing while writing that bc my body does this great thing where i only tic when im reminded of the concept of ticcing. its great and totally doesnt make me think im faking them (faking for who? dunno bc it usually happens when im alone)

- DOES in fact stim around neil bc NEIL STIMS TOO!!!!!!!! joyous day when they found THAT out! gets vocal stims of random lines from whatever play neil is practicing for. YEAA ART THOU THEEEEREE was a vocal stim for a solid week and a half which made neil VERY excited (autistic neil. how i love u autistic anderperry)

- velcro is The most evil vile disgusting material to ever grace this mortal realm. he hates it more than anything ever and i mean that fully. the feeling of BOTH sides, the noise, how easily it comes apart, she hates it all.

this is the gender part

never really viewed gender and gender roles as anything to adhere to beyond the fear of punishment if they dont. finds any social convention relating to gender to be Really dumb and meaningless, bc gender isn't (scientifically) real in any capacity, so why treat it like that? for the longest time just shrugged and said "eh, i guess im a boy" bc thats what she was used to being told, and didn't feel particularly drawn to agree OR disagree. eventually realised on a late night that Wait. i dont Actually care what i am. like yeah im a Male i guess but also im just me. my brain doesnt have a gender and i basically am my brain, right? and then never really thought about it again because that's genuinely how little he cares. adhering the most to canon with that mindset, she never really tells anyone (for obvious reasons on top of the overall apathy) and just lets the he/him happen to her but. in my dream world? agender they/he/she todd anderson. and this is MY blog so those are the pronouns im using from now on. i will forever love talking abt how autistic ppl very often view gender differently than allistic ppl, will forever love talking abt how autistic ppl are more likely to be trans. autism!!!

also yes that entire paragraph is just my view of gender, change the pronouns and the todd mentions and its just me. what of it.

[verboselocket38]

I need to make something clear or else the fans might attack me and send me threats, I like this show and was kinda scared to post this but I gotta say it........

.......Anyways, Im just rant about some excuses for Helluva Boss that are just not good excuses when fans defend the wrighting.

1. "If you dont like it dont watch it 🙄"

So this excuse I hear a lot when fans are backed into a corner and cant protect the critisisms from the show (Sorry I am tired, so my spelling might not be that good) And even if people deny it they use this excuse anyways without giving a good argument to why whatever critism the show gets is wrong.

Also I told this to someone before, but by the logic of this excuse, that means anyone who watches and said they openly hate a show like Velma or High Gaurdian Spice secretly likes it.

(I am gonna bring these shows up a lot to use them as examples. Should probably mention now that I dont like either Velma or HGS, but Helluva Boss has SOME THINGS in common, not ALL THINGS, but SOME)

2. "The Series isnt finished, you should wait for it to be done"

Now to an extent this one is ok. Like for example: If Aang from ATLA were going on a journey to learn how to Waterbend, Earthbend, and Firebend to defeat the Firelord, then obviously its gonna take awhile and shouldnt be like "wHy DoEsNt He BeAt HiM NOW!!!". BUT that does not mean you cant critisize the episodes where Aang might get out of character, Katara does something that will leave a bad taste in your mouth, or anything that might not be good writing.

Yes Helluva Boss isnt finished, but thats still a bad excuse for defending the writing. You should still put effort into the writing. Like the fight between Blitzø and Stolas was resolved in A TEXT MESSAGE AND PEOPLE SAY ITS GOOD WRITING. IT ISNT!!! Like if your most emotion point in your show is going to be resolved in something we dont see happen, then there is no growth to the characters. (Saying this is an easter egg is just another excuse for bad writing.) People say that later on it might get resolved and that we should be patient I call bull crap. In S2E2 Stolas and Blitzø are not even akward around eachother, so I highly doubt future episodes will talk about this.

Also, I just thought, shouldnt shows like Velma also go for its excuse? Like its getting a Season 2, so we shouldnt judge the show until its finished right? I dont wanna hear "Its because Velma ruined Scooby Doo!" Or "Velma is an acception since it can make my eyes role" Nope!!! We gotta wait till Velma is over to fully critisize it.

2.5 "You shouldnt be comparing VELMA to HELLUVA BOSS!!!"

Gonna bring this up since SOMEONE WILL. But I do NOT like Velma, I think its crap. I like Helluva Boss, not a fan of the stans and a lot of things Viv says and does. They can not take Critisism. She says she can but accually doesnt. And I kinda realize that there are some things Velma does that people role their eyes at, but when Helluva Boss does it, they get praised for it. Again, I 👏DO 👏NOT 👏LIKE 👏 VELMA. Im treating it equal to other shows, when Velma does something everyone hates it. When Helluva Boss does it everyone likes it. For example, the Swearing and Sex jokes. When Velma does it, people say that they swear and do sex jokes for no reason and it ruins the mood. But when Helluva Boss does it (Which keep in mind, 90% of the dialoug is sex and swearing.) It gets praised. Just wanted to point it out.

3. "Its Hell, what do you expect? 🤡"

I saved the best for last. Yall probably heard this one before lol. So, Im just gonna say that yes the characters do live in hell and that can lead to their bad behavior and cruel humor. The issue that I have is that will be used to defend bad writing. Yes they live in hell, but that doesnt mean 90% of the dialoug should be sex, swearing, and angst. Yknow the end of Unhappy Campers where Moxxie and Millie dressed as siblings and had sex on stage infront of minors? "But its hell!" Yes, BUT its out of character for Moxxie and Millie. MOXXIE ESPECIALLY!!!! ITS ALSO GROSS LIKE HOW IS THIS FUNNY?????

There are also double standards. For example when Stella turns out to be a abusive bish, we are made to suppose to hate her. But when Loona was abusive to her adoptive father who took her in and gave her love, we are suppose to laugh??? Also, dont say "But he threatened to replace her!" No, Loona brought it up AFTER she was attacking Blitzø and he roled along with it.

"But its Hell!!!" my butt. If Stella is abusive to make Stolas look like a justified character and her unlikeable, then why should I like Loona? And no, trauma is not an excuse. She is 22 and she has control of her own self.

And like??? If I were to write a story of some unlikeable guy in New York City who killed people for no reason, should my excuse be "Its society, what do you expect? This is life, get over it."

Conclusion

In conclusion, if you accually want to defend the writing of your horny demon show, then find accual critisms. Again, I👏 Like👏This👏Show. But when Fans and Viv shield any critisms and just see it as blind hate, it makes me upset. Most people who critisize this show like it. The thing is, if we praise or ignore something that needs to be critiqued, then the writing wont get any better. If we critisize it, then there is a chance that Viv will realize she needs to put effort into her wrighting.

I like this show, it inspired me, but Season 2 is such a downgrade from the previous season.

[the-record]

electric touch

synopsis: abby’s got a date with the cute girl from biology class… is she wrong to hope you want to stay?

pairing: highschool!abby x fem!reader

warnings: underage drinking and smoking, mentions of food but thats it!

a/n: this is much longer than what i normally write but i really feel i have to do these songs justice, i hope you like it <3

my masterlist

‘ HOW MUCH I WANT YOU TO KISS ME ‘

just breathe, just relax, it’ll be okay just an hour till your car’s in the driveway just the first time ever hanging out with you, tonight i’ve got my money on things going badly got a history of stories ending sadly still hoping that the fire won’t burn me just one time just one time

“okay so, go over the plan with me one more time?” abby sighed as she tied her laces.

“she’s coming over here, and then we are leaving to go to ellies party. th-”

jerry cut her off with a question. “will there be alcohol and drugs at this party?” she groaned, falling back into her chair and letting her hair hang over the edge. “im your dad! i have to know these things.”

“yes, they’re will most likely be drugs and alcohol. but dont worry-“

“no drinking and driving.” jerrys tone was serious whilst abby mocked him with a smile.

“alright, alright i get it. and then you’re coming back home? and she’s staying the night, correct?”

abby nodded, a nervous smile on her face. her dad chuckled, turning back to his movie with a smirk.

“what?” abby pushed. he just shook his head as abby got more and more curious. “what? dad seriously, what’s funny!”

he looked at her, smiling to himself. how did his girl get so old so fast?

“nothing abs, you just… you remind me of me at your age.” he smiled, reminiscing his high school years. “all scared and anxious for your first date with this girl.”

“im not scared!” abby defended. her dad looked at her, a knowing look on his face, and she gave in. “okay fine… maybe a little. but shes just so nice! and, like, what if its awkward? or what if she ditches me at the party?” abby worried, picking at her cuticles.

jerry grabbed his daughters hands, pulling them towards him to bring her into a hug. abby sunk into him, letting herself relax. he placed a kiss to the top of her head before pulling away

“look sweetheart, its perfectly normal to be scared. i’m scared all the time. but, you cant let those fears get in the way of living your life and having fun.” he smiled at his girl. “if something happens, ill be up, just a phone call or drive away. and based off what youve told me, i dont think shes gonna leave you. just be yourself abs, and she’ll love you.”

a ding came from abby’s phone signaling your arrival. “thanks dad. i love you.” she grabbed her wallet and keys and headed to the door.

“love you too sweetheart. be safe!” he called out as the door shut.

all i know is this could either break my heart or bring it back to life got a feeling your electric touch could fill this ghost town with life and i want you now want to need you forever in the heat of your electric touch

you got out of your car as you watched abby walk out her front door. a bright smile adorned your face as you greeted her with a hug and kiss on the cheek. when you pulled away, you couldnt help but laugh at the blush on her cheeks.

“what? do i have something on my face?” she moved her hand around her face, trying to wipe off whatever you were staring at.

you laughed, pulling her hand from her face. “no! you just look really cute when you blush.”

she suddenly felt her cheeks warm more, laughing with you. “thank you… uhm, should we get going then?”

“what, i dont get to meet the famous jerry?” you joked, heading to the passenger side of her car. abby rushed to beat you, opening the door for you. “quite the gentleman.”

she shook her head with a smile as she shut your door, jogging over to the drivers side and getting in. “the famous jerry will be here when we get back, don’t you worry.”

abbys worries disapted on the ride to ellie’s. she felt the relief flood her body as you both kept up conversation and smiles the whole way. her eyes caught yours at red lights and stop signs, and she couldn’t help but think, as cheesy as it sounds, that she felt sparks fly.

the party had long started before you both arrived, music loud and people filtering through rooms. she spotted ellie across the way and moved to go say hi when she felt your hand envelop hers. she turned back with a shy smile before continuing towards her friends.

“abby! fuck yeah, glad you made it.” the brunette pulled her into a half hug, your hands still together. “and who is this? abby, please introduce your guest.” ellie teased.

she told everyone your name, pulling you closer to her. “its nice to meet you!” you smiled warmly at ellie, holding abby’s hand a little tighter.

“indeed it is! i’m ellie and, this is my girlfriend dina,” another girl saddled up next to ellie, an arm around her neck. “and the idiots over there,” she pointed to two guys playing beer pong. “they are manny and jesse. they insisted on stereotypical movie party shit.”

you saw abby shake her head out of the corner of your eye as you laughed. dina moved to grab your free hand. “c’mon, lets grab drinks.” she looked at ellie and abby. “yall want anything?” they both shook their heads so she led you away.

the kitchen was not nearly as hectic as the rest of the house, granting you both a slice of peace. “so…” she moved around, pouring herself a drink. “how did you and abby meet?”

“shes in my ap bio class, mr. angler?” you copied her, pouring your own drink.

she whistled low. “no shit, i heard his class is like, insanely difficult.” you nodded with a small laugh. “pretty and smart, abby picked well.” you blushed, taking a sip of your drink. “alright, lets go. i wanna get high and ellie has the weed.”

i’ve been left in the rain, lost and pining i’m trying hard not to look like im trying ‘cause every time i tried hard for love it fell apart ive gotten used to no one calling my phone ive grown accustomed to sleeping alone still i know that all it takes is to get it right just one time just one time

“you want a sip?” you questioned quietly, as not to disturb the group.

you were sitting tucked into abby’s side, her arm behind you on the couch. “nah, i’m not drinking tonight.”

“neither am i, its just coke.”

“well in that case…” she grabbed the cup, taking a sip and holding it in her lap so you could easily take it back.

a joint was slowly going around as everyone conversed. abby passed on it, handing it to you. she watched you take a hit before continuing your conversation with ellie.

she stared at you, watching as you talked to ellie about something or other. she couldnt help but admire you, getting lost in her own in head.

“you okay?” your voice brought her back to reality, your eyes staring into hers, a gentle smile on your face. she nodded and you turned back to ellie, leaning slightly more into abby. “i took astronomy as an elective last year, and i honestly really loved it.”

you felt one of abby’s hands grab your own, messing at the rings on your fingers. your eyes only flickered down for a second as you listened to ellie speak passionately on her love for space. her voice was quickly cut off as manny and jesse called for a round of beer pong.

ellie groaned, but went after them. you and abby followed suit, her helping you up and off the couch. she stood behind you, an arm around your waist, leading you to blush this time. one hand on your hip while the other held your cup.

they decided to play teams, ellie with jessie and dina with manny, while you and abby opted to watch and talk.

“can we get food after this?” you asked, leaning back into her. “fries and a chocolate shake sound so good right now.”

“whatever you want pretty.”

she smiled as she watched you get nervous, pulling you in tighter.

“2 large fries and a chocolate shake, please.” the attendant told abby the price before she pulled up to the next window. you moved to pull out your wallet, but abby already had cash out and in the hand of the cashier.

“abs what the fuck. why didnt you let me pay?” you all but whined, as you waited for the food.

“sorry pretty. maybe you can pay next time.” that put a smile on your face.

“next time?”

“yea, next time.”

all i know is this could either break my heart or bring it back to life got a feeling your electric touch could fill this ghost town with life and i want you now want to need you forever in the heat of your electric touch

“abby, how have you never had fries dipped in a milkshake!”

“i dont know,” she laughed. “i didnt even know that was a thing.”

you dipped a fry in the shake, “well it is. here, try it.” you held out the snack for her.

she’d pulled into the parking lot after getting your food to eat and talk. she noticed how perfectly the light hit your face, and couldnt help but want to tell you.

“you’re really pretty.” she watched you smile shyly before taking the fry from you. “damn, this is really good.” you only nodded. “sorry, did i mess this up?”

“no, im just really nervous.” you confessed.

“honestly… same.”

“dad? i’m home!” she hung up her keys and jacket while pulling off her shoes. you copied her, leaving your coat beside hers and shoes at the door.

“in the living room!” she smiled back at you before leading you through her house. “hi abs, and hello! ive heard so much about you.” abby kicked his foot and he held out a hand for you to shake. “alright, okay. im jerry, very nice to meet you.”

you smiled, shaking his hand. “its nice to meet you too. ive heard lots about you as well.” you tried and failed to say anything more.

you and abby stood there for a moment before abby broke the silence. “we’re gonna go upstairs, love you.” she took your hand, leading you up to her room.

“love you too!”

she made her way to her bed, settling in, as you looked around her room. you looked closely at old photos and nicknacks she had accumulated over the years. “your rooms so cute.”

“thank you.” she smiled as you ran your fingers along her book shelf. “wanna watch a movie?” she asked, already turning on her laptop. you nodded and sat down beside her. “whatd’ya wanna watch?”

“can we watch ‘10 things i hate about you’? ive got a thing for kat.”

i was thinking just one time just one time maybe the stars align just one time and maybe i call you mine and you wont need space or string me along while you decide and just one time just one time maybe the moments right moments right its 8:05 and i see two headlights

“whats your favorite movie?” you asked, playing with a strand of hair on the side of her face.

“probably ‘tangled’ its such a classic.” she smiled at you, rubbing little patterns into your knee. “favorite book?”

“ooo, it’s gotta be ‘the seven husbands of evelyn hugo’.” she nodded along. “what is your favorite childhood memory?”

abby thought for a moment before answering. “probably this one time at the zoo with my dad.” she smiled. “i was maybe 10? it was a really hot day and i was especially grumpy for whatever reason. i remember being really upset because they had this splash pad thing, but i didnt have a swimsuit to wear. i kinda just pouted until my dad decides to rip off his shirt and run in. i was really confused and just kinda confused until he pulled me in with him.” you smiled, finding it sweet. “whats the craziest thing youve ever done?”

you hummed in thought. “honestly i don’t feel like ive ever done anything really crazy. i do love dancing in the rain though.” you smiled as you remembered. “one time i was at a friends, and we and some other people were all just hanging out outside listening to some music when it starts pouring. we didnt even really think to at first, but then some song came on that mentioned dancing in the rain and we just got up and danced. we both ended up completely soaked but couldn’t find it in ourselves to care.”

abby’s eyes stayed on you the entire time. you couldnt help but stare back at her. admiring her.

the little bump on her nose. how her bottom lip was fuller than the top one. the scar on her forehead. the freckles that littered her face. how captivating her eyes were.

“what are you think about right now?”

“how stunning you are.” she replied honestly. “what about you? what are you thinking about?”

“how much i want you to kiss me.”

she leaned in and captured your lips in hers before she could even think to stop herself.

all i know is this could either break my heart or bring it back to life got a feeling your electric touch all i know is this could either break my heart or bring it back to life got a feeling your electric touch could fill this ghost town with life

“wow.” you whispered into the quiet of her room.

“wow.” she whispered back. “can i do that again?”

and i want you now want to need you forever in the heat of you electric touch

[esoteriamaya]

Mars In Scorpio: The Venom That Heals.

Mars in Scorpio is a placement nobody talks about enough for me. The scorpion that gets its bite back. time and time again. No one knows the true nature of this placement and sometimes neither does scorpio martians. Yet they are continously going into the depths of their darkness to take back whatever has been stolen from them. This is why they can come off cold at some point in life because the world could see their power and tried to diminish it. Warriors even when they dont have to, they protect those who mirror what they've gone through in the past and their compassion goes a mile long for those in vulnerable situations.

Mars in scorpio people have a venom not too many people get a taste of, but should. They've given it out a few times to know that sometimes its not good to use the tongue to strike. However they also have loving words and this venom can be used to heal others in a way.

When they learn to feel confident in their power, nothing can shake them. Hell even the very best will not be able to shake their confidence. It doesnt matter if youre bigger, better, stronger, faster, smarter or whatever they will still battle you and will have a winning mindset in it all. How they transform is like no other, its scary to watch at times. To be dominate, or not be dominate, that is the question. Their power can intimidate people no matter how they look. Because with scorpion energy their masking a lot so you cant see too much of who they really are unless they want to show you. So all you get is a dark aura with a lot of power but no possible way to describe it. This is why people go out their way to try and diminish it. They cant mimic it so they got to destroy it.

They cant find it in themselves to move through their own subconscious to find the hidden layers in themselves like you do, so they try their best to make you feel belittled.

You strengthen the mind as you evolve. You move with your heart and you allow people to see your confidence the more you make amends with the way you are the more comfortable you will be in your power.

Rise high my fellow scorpio martians !! You are powerful dont let no one take that from you. You are naturally dominate no need to force it, THATS why their scared of you.

The Black Widow spider comes to mind when I think of you. ;)

[lemontongues]

yknow ive been thinking again lately about how i would like to see more realism in batman content, both canon and fandom, but not the Dark And Gritty kind. the kind thats like.

yes actually he is highly emotionally intelligent and does understand himself quite well and has just accepted that he is A Freak and decided to roll with it rather than being so horrifically emotionally repressed that he can barely even acknowledge that what hes doing is based in trauma. hes been in therapy since he was like 9 years old. he studies human psychology extensively both for himself and so he has better odds of predicting whats gonna go wrong and how when hes up against a rogue or negotiating a hostage situation or whatever. he meditates for two hours a day and is fully capable of keeping a healthy handle on his anger 98% of the time. he's nice to people and fun to be around and sincerely caring. if he were just Always Right but super isolated and reactive and cruel and controlling everyone would fucking hate him and no it wouldnt be enough to sustain his crimefighting activities, thats a stupid lone wolf fuckboy fantasy

he has a strict 9pm bedtime that he only breaks for mandatory WE/brucie activities or emergencies. if theres a gala where he needs to rub shoulders with ppl to gather intel or keep his company running he'll do it but hes Not Happy about being out until midnight and cuts out early as often as possible, and when hes chasing the joker around until 3am hes lamenting his poor sweet circadian rhythm that did nothing wrong ever in its life the whole time. when hes batmanning hes expending a fuckton of energy and he needs to make it up and have a well-established routine to counteract the punishment hes putting his body through. on a similar note, this man is building braces and compression into his suit and doing extensive physical therapy exercises every day of his life bc he wants to have helpful little things like "knees" and "shoulders" by the time hes 40, and hes probably eating a small farms worth of assorted leafy greens and several chickens per day

he is simply Never drunk and he doesnt actually have that much sex. hes really really good at faking a) being drunk and b) getting a high priority phone call from lucius the minute someone hes making out with starts trying to get his shirt off. he also does a lot of "hey look i gotta get out of here with my reputation intact, can we help each other out and pretend we're gonna go fuck?" kind of negotiating with ppl (see: his 9pm bedtime, plus sometimes hes gotta slip away from an event to be sneaky), which is how a lot of the more wild stories about him start circulating lol. this is a man who's regularly getting gassed/injected/etc with highly experimental substances created by maniacs trying to torment or kill him, he does NOT want substances like drugs or alcohol in his body that could potentially interact with them, and the last thing he needs is to be dealing with a pregnancy or sti scare. plus if he can play it safe with someone and have them think of him as a nice and trustworthy dude who just has a bonkers reputation, all the better for his batman activities!

idk i just feel like theres unexplored potential in a lot of that stuff bc so much of recent batman mythos is like HES SO HARDCORE AND CAN DO ANYTHING AND HES ALWAYS RIGHT CAUSE HES SO PARANOID AND DISRESPECTFUL OF PPL AND THEIR BOUNDARIES BUT ITS OKAY BC ITS IN THE NAME OF BEING RIGHT and im like. okay. gotta admit that i dont rly find that believable or in line with my values. can we talk about WE's sweet sweet employee benefits package and bruce designing his suit to take most of the impact off his knees when he jumps off a roof. members of the jl discovering that he gives shockingly balanced and insightful advice about their mundane personal problems. bruce printing his own batsymbol envelopes to leave people cash after he misaims his grappling hook and breaks their window. things of that nature.

[quodekash]

TIME FOR EPISODE 6 ive got my fingers crossed for a jengpok kiss but my hopes aren't high (but jokezo had better kiss this episode tho or im gonna riot)

this is so unnecessarily funny

DUDE WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT, YOU LITERALLY KISSED HIM

YOUR FRIENDS DONT HAVE THAT BIT OF CONTEXT

THEY JUST THINK JOKE RANDOMLY LIKES YOU

THEY ARE FULLY UNAWARE OF THE FACT THAT YOU FULLY MADE OUT LIKE A WEEK AGO, AND THEN IMMEDIATELY AFTER, YOU SLEPT IN THE SAME BED AS HIM

no I will not shut up about the bed thing

LOOK I KNOW WHAT HE MEANS HERE, BUT THE PHRASING IS JUST SO FUNNY

"just be straight" YEAH THAT'S THE PROBLEM KOT, HE'S NOT STRAIGHT

I think im laughing a little too hard about this

literally everyone except zo, im pretty sure everyone knows

especially nita

she's the captain of their ship and no one can change my mind about this

oh nooooooooooo how terrible, how disgusting, what a terrible turn of events

now jokezo have a lot of time to spend together in an empty room, and nothing to do

what on earth will they do about this?

it would be a real shame if they kissed

👀

what kind of fun are you implying, joke?

are you going to kiss

I think that maybe they should kiss

HE PUT THE BAG AROUND HIS NECK OMG THATS SO FUNNY

they are holding handssssss

GIBU3RBKEJWGDSOVJRBE

HANDS

HANDS

HANDS

HANDS

HANDS

HANDS

THEY ARE HOLDING HANDS

HES SO DRAMATIC

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

things we didn't know about joke before the series, yet are entirely unsurprising and make a lot of sense: 1. he's afraid of heights, 2. he's insanely dramatic when playing a zombie video game

im so mad that zo can't see his own face rn

if he could, he would SEE his feelings for joke, and then he would be able to communicate that with joke, and then they can go out AND THEY WOULD KISS

HES SO HAPPYYYYY

yes

agreement

yes

good advice with zo

communication is key

holy frick that is terrifying

uh

frick

I dont know what to say

this is horrible and I hope whoever that was is found and stops doing it because nita's safety is really in trouble right now and im very scared for her

oh and it just gets worse

holy frick

this is not good

FRICK

NITA, RUN

CALL JOKE

PUNCH THE GUY

KICK HIM IN THE NUTS

FRICK

im not gonna put the blame on joke rn but I really feel like he shouldn't have left her alone after that

she was clearly terrified and vulnerable and scared of something happening, and I think he probably should've at least offered to go with her and make sure she was safe because now she's alone and im so scared of whatever is about to happen

I hate this guy so much please die sir

frick

im crying out of fear and anger and mostly fear

this is terrifying

OHTHANKGOODNESS ZO IS HERE

he said 'get your hands off my girlfriend' and like they broke up but if they have to lie that they're dating in order to protect Nita's safety, im all for it man

OH, OH, OKAY, THAT WAS A FLASHBACK

this also explains the awkward uncomfortableness she was clearly feeling when on that kind-of date with zo

ohhhhhhhhh so they never actually dated? that actually explains a lot of stuff that I didn't realise needed explaining

number 1 jokezo shipper wants to tell zo that she and joke aren't dating so that he can date joke, but she's waiting for zo to ask before she'll tell him

(either that or she knows zo likes her, but shush I want to stay true in my belief that nita ships jokezo more than anyone around)

huzzah, a confusingly worded confession to the girl after he realises he doesnt actually like her, im smelling pat napat jindapat

she knows its joke, I swear she knows its joke

FTSDFSTFDSFDT

HANDS

HANDS INITIATED BY ZO

HANDS INITIATED BY ZO

AAAAAAAA

hang on

wait a second

what was that

jeng isn't single

bro you have a boyfriend

what the hell just happened

im so confused rn

its not like this is the first time that they've sLEPT IN A BED TOGETHER

and the first time it was immediately after they MADE OUT and then DIDNT TALK ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS

im still so angry about this

ill never not be angry about this

KISS

PLEASE

P L E A S E

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

DUDE YOU KEEP REACHING FOR HIS HAND

ITS LIKE YOURE IN LOVE OR SOMETHING

JUST KISS ALREADY

OR ADMIT YOUR FEELINGS

OR DATE

OR ALL OF THE ABOVE

I mean I do get that zo needs more time to figure out his feelings before hes gonna say them out loud and yada yada all that, I do get it.

but also: you keep reaching for his hand, you KISSED HIM, and generally im pretty sure if someone likes you and you know they like you and they make moves on you and you do nothing to stop them and you dont feel uncomfortable with them making moves on you and whatnot then that means you either really like attention OR YOU ALSO LIKE THEM AND IN THIS CASE ITS THE LATTER

wait what the hell, next episode jokezo are going on a date, AND we're meeting joke's grandma, AND she's homophobic, AND there's some guy zo knows who he's trying to avoid? CAN TI PLEASE BE NEXT WEEK ALREADY, I HAVE QUESTIONS

conclusion of this episode: a lot happened with Nita, jokezo DIDNT kiss, jengpok ALSO didn't kiss, I love Nita with all of my soul, aND SOMETHING HAPPENED WITH JENG GIVING HIS IG TO A GIRL COS HE SAID HE'S SINGLE AND I WOULD LIKE SOMEONE TO PLEASE HELP ME AND TELL ME I MISINTERPRETED THE LINES OR MAYBE IT WAS A MISTRANSLATION OR SOMETHING BECAUSE IF NOT THEN SOMETHING'S GOING ON AND IM SO CONCERNED FOR MY BABIES PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME

[xxcherrycherixx]

kink

i have been working on this fic for so long-

im happy its finally completed! deadass thought i was going to abandon it oof. beware this fic was just made to suit my horny freaky tastes lmaooo

ships: heartlockes

characters: c.a cupid and blondie lockes

blondie lets cupid try some new things in the bedroom

She doesn't know how to feel about the version of herself she sees in the mirror, her lithe body is dressed in frilly pastel blue lingerie, very revealing frilly pastel blue lingerie she might add. She pulls at the cup of the bra a little, unsatisfied about how her cleavage doesn't look like cupid’s usually does when she wears sexy lingerie. ‘The curse of small breasts’ she thinks to herself, giving up and moving onto adjusting her panties.

“are you doing ok in there hun? You dont need any help do you?” 

Blondie jumps at cupid’s voice through the door “ im fine, just finishing up” a couple more adjustments that still leave her feeling self conscious later and blondie prepares to walk out of the bathroom and into whatever her girlfriend has planned for tonight, with a deep breath she opens the door.

The lights are dimmed low, candles sit on cupid’s bedside table giving some romantic lighting. Cupid’s trunk of toys sits by the side of the bed and a couple  items such as lube and condoms sit nearby in preparation for what's to come. However she doesn't see cupid-

“Ah!” Blondie startles as strong hands grab her hips, she turns her head to see cupid looking at her with a smug smirk “aww, did you get scared sweetie?” There's a slight mocking tone in her voice ‘its part of the scene’ blondie reminds herself “no” she manages out, cupid tuts in disappointment before roughly turning blondie around to face her “good girls don't lie, blondie” her hand lightly trails over blondie’s cheek “ you want to be a good girl for me, don't you?” She says with faux sweetness. 

‘Oh’ blondie had been slightly unsure about the bdsm roleplay aspect for tonight, she likes when cupid is her usual sweet caring self- 

But actually having cupid treat her like this- 

“Yes, i want to be your good girl” cupid smiles lovingly at her before slipping back into character “ hmm, then show me how much of a good girl you are. On your knees” blondie obeys, sliding down onto her knees just as cupid had ordered. From her new position she is finally able to take in her girlfriend’s appearance, while blondie’s outfit is made up of pastel blue soft lace- cupid’s is made up of hot pink leather straps that cage her body, embellished with metal chains that drip over her uncovered breasts and hips. Her hair sits in a high ponytail and her lips are painted a dark pink that shines with lip gloss. 

The cherry on top that completes the look is her matching thigh high pink stiletto boots, the toe of which are currently roughly parting blondie’s thighs. “Keep Your legs parted at all times, slut” 

‘Fuck’ blondie knows its weird to be into her girlfriend calling her such a mean word- but she has to admit theres something about it thats kind of… hot. She blushes, waiting for cupid’s next move. Cupid walks around her, intimidatingly tall from her position down on the ground, she watches her girlfriend walk over to the bed before sitting on it “come here, pet.”  Before blondie can even think about getting up, her girlfriends voice cuts in again “crawl on your knees, i want to see your pretty little ass raised up in the air” this is probably the most embarrassing thing blondie has ever done, she crawls just like cupid had commanded, shame floods her as she arches her back but at the same time it gives her a little thrill to know that cupid is watching her and liking what she sees.

She stops at cupid’s feet, looking up for a hint of what to do now. cupid smiles sweetly before parting her legs, her tempting pink cunt on full display only inches away from blondie’s face “good pets deserve treats. go on, taste it.” 

Blondie wastes no time, crawling closer and swiping her tongue across her girlfriends welcoming folds.

One of cupid’s hands comes down to gently stroke her hair “mhmm, good girl” the praise makes blondie’s pussy clench on air as she continues to eat cupid out with enthusiasm, her knees are starting to grow slightly sore but she doesn't pay it any mind.

She crawls slightly closer to get a better angle but she’s stopped by the hand in her hair suddenly yanking her up, a gasp slips out at the sudden pain. Blondie looks up to cupid for an explanation “you haven't earned making me cum. I only gave you a little taste as a treat because you looked so cute following my orders. Say ‘thank you, mommy’ for my generosity ” 

“Thank you, mommy” blondie’s cheeks burn as she says the last part, she should have guessed cupid would use that trick to fluster her. Ever since she accidentally slipped up and called cupid ‘mommy’ while climaxing the other girl has not let her live it down, occasionally sneaking it into their love making and always catching blondie off guard. 

Cupid looks at her with a pleased grin “that's mommy’s good girl.” Blondie would never admit how much referring to cupid as ‘mommy’ during sex turns her on, but from that grin it's very clear she will never need to as the other girl very much already knows.

“Hmm, get up on the bed for me. I'm going to grab some things from the toy box for the next part, I expect to see you lying face down with your ass up and thighs spread when I'm done, ok?”  Blondie nods enthusiastically, excited about the idea of cupid finally giving her some much needed attention. 

She climbs up and moves into position, her knees are still a bit sore but the softness of the bed gives her some relief. She can hear cupid rummaging around in the trunk for whatever she is looking for, blondie hopes her girlfriend chooses some of her less ‘interesting’ toys tonight. After a little wait she feels the bed dip behind her, she clenches at the thought of how cupid must be looking at her presented ass right now.

“Mhmm such a pretty girl, waiting so patiently for me” blondie lightly gasps as cupids hands grab her ass cheeks, kneading them and spreading them apart “ oh i bet your pussy must be so wet under those panties. Tell me sweetie, are you wet for me?” Cupid’s fingers gently trail over her covered folds, blondies reply comes out slightly needy from the feather light touches “yes, im so wet for you”

Cupid lets out a thoughtful sound “lets see how wet you are” blondie shivers as cupid pulls her lacy blue panties off and exposes her wet cunt to the open air. “Oh how cute, you're really this worked up from nothing? Gods, your such a desperate little slut”

Cupid leans over to look at her face, blondie watches in confusion until she hears a rumbling sound from somewhere behind her, its not hard to piece together that its coming from a vibrator of some kind “ hmm what speed should i use on you… 2?” The rumbling gets slightly louder as cupid seems to up the speed on the vibrator “or maybe 3?” The sound goes up again and blondie imagines how good it would feel on her clitoris. 

Cupid smiles deviously “how about we just skip those boring settings and go straight to the highest? I'm sure you can handle it”

Blondie’s eyes go wide as cupid turns it all the way up and presses it straight against her clit, instantly her body is filled with overwhelming pleasure, her thighs clamping shut instinctively. 

A hand strikes down hard against one of her ass cheeks making her cry out in a mix of both pleasure and pain “ legs spread!”

Blondie forces her legs to part at cupid’s stern command, the toy still pressed right against her clit unforgivingly. Its been maybe only 15 seconds until she feels herself cumming, moans are ripped out of her throat as the strong vibrations continue on her overly sensitive nub. After the blissful feeling of orgasming dissipates, Blondie’s hips try to lift away from the toy but cupid’s hands cruelly keep it firmly in place, its only mere seconds before she cums again with moans that border being screams escaping her this time. Cupid finally takes pity on her, pulling the toy away and turning it off so that all can be heard is blondie’s heavy breathing and whines of overstimulation. 

Cupid leans over to press a gentle kiss to her shoulder “good girl” she praises blondie sweetly, her dominating persona dropped for a second to comfort her girlfriend. “you ok?” Blondie lightly nods, her body still feeling rather limp. “Are you fine to continue with the scene?” 

Blondie nods once more and cupid leans in further, quickly kissing her on the cheek “ok, just remember you can use the safeword at any time if you want to stop or need a break.” 

Cupid moves back and climbs off the bed, grabbing something from the trunk again. When she returns she lightly hits blondie’s ass, making sure to not hit where she had last time “on your back, now” blondie rolls over immediately, the effects of the overstimulation slowly wearing off.  Cupid roughly lifts her legs, parting them and sliding a strap on up. She tightens it in place on blondie’s hips and attaches a rather large dildo to it, blondie knows this one is a favourite of her girlfriend’s many toys. she had once tried to take it in herself and didnt even manage to get the tip in, meanwhile cupid has always been able to take it very easily.

“Since you were such a good little pet managing to cum twice for me, i think you have earned the right to fuck me”

Cupid looks hungrily at the silicone cock before switching her lustful gaze upto blondie “ lubricate it for me, i want you to treat it as if it is my cock that you're touching. Put on a good enough show and I might just let you have the real thing after.” Blondie’s feels a stirring of arousal at the prospect of cupid possibly fucking her, she had expected that cupid would maybe only use toys on her tonight, not her cock. She does as cupid had asked, uncapping the bottle of lubricant and pouring it in her hand before working the toy. she doesnt get any pleasure from touching the fake dick of course, but thoughts of cupid pinning her down and fucking her into the bed is enough to get her in the mood.

“That's enough.” Blondie snaps out of it at cupid’s voice, she blushes as she realises how absorbed she had gotten in her fantasy ‘how embarrassing’ cupid doesn't seem to mind, her face remaining stoic but her eyes full of lustful desperation. Cupid climbs up over her lap, grabbing the wet dildo and gently sliding it against her folds before ever so slowly pushing it into her waiting hole. Cupid gasps as it enters her, eyes slipping shut as she seats herself on its, taking in all its girthy length. Blondie is still amazed by how well her girlfriend handles penetration from such large toys, she knows cupid is very experienced and that she must have started out just like blondie once, but seeing something so big just simply slip into her- its very much an erotic sight. 

Cupid slowly rises before slipping back down flush with blondie’s hips, its not long until she has a rhythm going as she gently bounces on the dildo, small moans and gasps seeping from her lips. Blondie’s hands support cupid’s shapely hips as she starts to speed up the pace, she watches as her girlfriends large breasts jiggle with every bounce. cupid notices and grins, making sure to arch her back so her chest is temptingly close to blondie’s face “ i bet you want to suck on them, slut. You want to Suck on mommy's tits while she rides your cock” its clear that cupid is having trouble keeping her composure with the way her words come out rushed and the moans sprinkled in between them, it always turns blondie on to see her girlfriend get like this. 

Blondie decides to indulge cupid “yes, i want to suck on them. please can i suck on your tits mommy, i will be such a good girl for you” cupid moans as her eyes light with lust at the begging, her pace becoming faster and harder. blondie decides the embarrassment she will feel later is nothing compared to the desire she feels for cupid in this moment.

“Yes, please- please baby, fuck” blondie brings one of cupid’s nipples to her lips, tongue teasing with little licks before taking it into her mouth and sucking, all the while her hand on cupid’s hip migrates lower and locks onto the flesh of her ass. cupid doesnt seem to give a fuck about the fact that she never allowed the touch, her role as the dominant in this scene has almost completely dropped as she chases her own pleasure, right now all that matters is the silicone cock inside her and the feeling of blondie’s mouth on her breasts.

Blondie adjusts herself to be able to slightly thrust up into her girlfriend, cupid rewards her with praise “yeah, fuck me. Such a good girl, fuck me with your cock” blondie knows it cant be long now until her girlfriend cums, the frenzied way she rides and the trembling thighs tell her all she needs to know. Cupid stops riding with a moan, her hands firmly planting themselves against blondies stomach to keep herself up and breathless sounds coming from her as blondie continues to try fuck her through her orgasm. Cupid's pretty cream feathered wings twitch and her eyelids flutter at the blissful feeling, blondie admires the beautiful sight.

Afterwards, cupid gently lifts herself off the toy before laying next to her girlfriend “you did such a good job” tilting blondies head towards her, she lovingly kisses her. “I promised to give you your reward, but im going to need a couple minutes before i can give it to you. I’ll be nice and get you ready while you wait, Be a good girl and take off the harness for me.” Blondie enthusiastically unstraps the harness and Slides it off, leaving it to sit on the floor.

She lays back next to cupid “mhmm good girl, can you spread your legs for me baby?” Blondie immediately does and her girlfriend looks pleased before pulling her in for another kiss, her hand sliding down to press against blondie’s cunt “gods you're so wet, i bet i could just slide my cock in right now if i wanted.” 

Two of her fingers slide in easily, the intrusion bringing a moan from blondie “you would like that wouldn't you? Tell mommy how much you want it“ blondie opens her mouth to speak but instead only more moans come out as cupid starts thrusting her fingers, a mischievous smirk on her lips “come on baby, tell me.” 

Blondie heats up as she realises what game cupid is playing with her, when she doesn't reply the fingers inside her slow down, but the moment she opens her mouth they speed up again. Cupid watches her with a look of faux boredom “I'm waiting, do you want my cock or not?”

There's no escaping the inevitable embarrassment. 

Blondie tries to avoid looking at cupid, the moment her lips part cupid begins to fuck her again and blondie has to restrain from snapping her mouth shut. “I- i want it” she manages out quietly between moans, cupid grins and shifts so her hips are flush with blondie’s “ how badly do you want it?” blondie feels a wet sensation and looks down

Oh 

Cupid is definitely ready. 

She never realises when cupid transforms her genitals during sex, unlike more common transformation magic cupid’s works basically instantaneously without any visual signs such as glowing. In only a blink the girl can look entirely different, it can be quite a shock when cupid does it without warning her beforehand.

But it can also be rather… arousing.

Cupid notices and gently grinds her cock against her girlfriend “come on baby, just tell me and you can have it” blondie gives in, cupid speeds her fingers up and blondie doesn't hold back “ i want it, i want it in me- please, i need it, please fuck me-” a gasp escapes her as cupid takes her fingers out, moving quickly to push blondie back and slide between her legs. Cupid kneels between her parted thighs, eyes glazed with lust and cock standing at full attention “Good girl, that wasn't so hard now was it?” blondie feels cupid’s cock at her entrance, her very much bare cock. “Aren't you going to use protection?” blondie looks to where they keep the condoms, while she absolutely wants a family at some point, she’s definitely not prepared for that kind of change in her life right now. 

Cupid inches away slightly “i was thinking we could go without it tonight. i mean you wont get pregnant and i can’t give or receive any sexually transmitted diseases, So the condom is usually just there to make cleaning easier” cupid gaze turns lustful as she smiles provocatively “ but if it's alright with you, i'd really like to make things messy tonight and fill up your pretty pussy with my cum”  blondie almost chokes, while she’s no longer surprised by cupid’s skilled dirty talk- this time it absolutely catches her off guard. Her mind quickly flashes with fantasies of cupid doing just as she said and filling her with cum, fucking it into her cunt until it overflows and drips down onto the bed below them. She feels like a total pervert as she realises that she kind of really really wants that.

She lightly nods at cupid, managing out a small embarrassed “yes, please”

Cupid beams at the consent, slipping back into position with the tip of her dick teasing at the other girl’s awaiting cunt. Cupid starts to push in and blondie feels her eyes lightly flutter at the sensation of being slowly filled, she had sort of expected it to feel the same as when cupid wears a condom but it's different- more intense. Blondie locks her legs around cupid’s waist with small whines and gasps as her girlfriend enters deeper.

Cupid stops with a moan, her cock fully sheathed inside her girlfriend. “ Are you ready baby? You feel so good around me, i want to fuck you so hard.” blondie feels herself clench at the dirty talk and knows from cupid’s small gasp that she must have felt it too. Ever so slowly cupid starts to thrust, the first push back in making them both moan. Its heavenly torture for blondie as the heated flesh drags in and out of her, the friction feeling so delicious.

Cupid gives a harder thrust and blondie whines as it hits that special spot deep inside her, while her girlfriend’s aim with a bow might be bad, her aim during sex is excellent. cupid continues to hit her g-spot, her hips moving rhythmically as she fucks blondie harder and faster.

Blondie catches cupid’s eyes, the cherub watching her intently “ you look so good like this, my pretty girl” blondie moans at the compliment, her head swinging to the side to avoid showing cupid how it affected her. Cupid leans forward and tilts her head back towards her, forcing blondie to keep looking at her “ don't hide your face from me” she scolds, blondie tries to obey even though everything in her is screaming to bury her face into the pillows and hide her most likely embarrassing expressions. Cupid’s hands trail down from blondie’s face and down to her chest, the small covered mounds bouncing with every thrust. “ mhmm i love your tits, so perky and perfect” she pushes the cups of blondie's bra aside and starts to caress one of her now freed breasts “ your body is so beautiful, so perfect for me, so fuckable”

A moan slips out of blondie at that which spurs cupid on “you like that dont you? you're such a perfect little slut. My perfect little slut.” blondie’s hips begin to buck, her back arching slightly “yes, yours im yours” she manages to reply breathlessly. Her eyes are glazed as she gets overwhelmed by the pleasure of cupid’s cock, all shame lost as she moans and whines freely. Cupid bends down to grab the back her girlfriend's head, bringing her up into a heated and wet kiss. Cupid swallows all of blondie’s sounds, sucking on her tongue and lip as she continues to drill into her pussy. She thinks Its so hot whenever she gets to see blondie become like this, she adores that she's the cause of the blondes lustful sounds and breathtaking desperate facial expressions- 

“I want to cum in you, I want to make you mine. I want to fill you up and fuck you so hard that my cum goes deep enough inside your cunt that it will never come back out, i want you to always feel my cum inside you and know that you’re mine”  blondie’s eyes are squeezed shut, a long guttural moan comes from her saliva coated bruised lips “please, please- want to be yours- need it, pleaSE” its clear the other girl is absolutely lost in her pleasure, her words coming out broken between sobs and moans. It cant be long until she climaxes and cupid wants to see it so badly.

Cupid sits back up, using the position to put more force in her thrusts. She also gets a beautiful view of her girlfriend this way, looking perfectly destroyed with messy hair and red cheeks. Her eyes glance down to blondie’s cunt, and she feels breathless watching her own cock piston into that delicious wet pussy, it’s hypnotic how her girlfriends cunt perfectly takes her in like that. Its not long until she can feel the tension rise, her movements becoming more hurried “ nghh, baby, i need you to cum for me. Can you cum for mommy please? Can you be a good girl and cum?” Surprisingly It seems blondie manages to pick up on at least part of what she's saying, whimpers of “mommy” slipping from her like a broken record, as if its the only thing she can say.

Cupid slides her hand down between them and starts to rub at blondie’s forgotten clit, it doesn't take long until a moan that edges into a scream escapes her as she orgasms, her cunt’s walls growing tight around cupid’s cock. Cupid desperately tries to keep her eyes open, wanting to watch everything. The tension that has been growing inside her finally snaps and her muscles tighten as she cums.

Blondie in her wrecked state can only whimper and whine as she feels the cum enter her, cupid keeps thrusting, fucking the cum deeper into her girlfriend’s full cunt.

“Take it baby, take all of mommy’s cum.” She moans, her cock growing over stimulated as she keeps going. Eventually she stops when it becomes too much, pulling out with a wet pop and sitting back on her knees to admire her work. Blondie lay twitching and sobbing, her weak legs laying splayed open and showing off her well fucked pussy, small dribbles of cum sliding down from her wrecked hole and down her ass cheeks.

perfection.

she climbs over blondie, gently stroking her face and peppering kisses on her cheek “you did such a good job baby, im so proud of you. You look absolutely breathtaking like this, i love you so much” She praises, her deep love for the other girl showing through her voice. “ you feeling ok sweetie?” Blondie nods lightly, the small act of confirmation making cupid relieved “ do you want me to get a cloth and clean you up?” Blondie shakes her head this time, a hand weakly reaching down between her legs and fingers dipping into the cum that drips out “yours” she whines “means m yours” she mumbles barely audible.

Cupid catches on and gently kisses blondie on the lips “i can skip that part for now and just clean the rest of your body, how about that?” Blondie nods along, growing sleepy as exhaustion starts to weigh on her “ that's fine” 

Cupid kisses her lips once more before moving to get up, undoing and removing her outfit before heading to the bathroom to get a warm washcloth for the other girl.

She gently cleans blondie, making sure to not disrupt her too much unless necessary, cupid can tell she needs the rest. When she finishes cleaning blondie, she gives herself a little wash too so she doesn't feel super sweaty and sticky while sleeping. The washcloth is returned to the bathroom sink before cupid climbs back into bed, curling up next to her now sleeping girlfriend. She carefully strokes blondie’s hair while watching her peaceful face, she loves blondie more than she's ever loved anyone before. She thinks about how much blondie enjoyed being called hers, cupid wonders if maybe the other girl would be interested in officially being hers at some point. The idea of seeing the other girl head to toe in white saying “i do” makes cupid’s heart flutter.

She presses one last chaste kiss to blondie's head and closes her eyes for the night.

[violetwitch12087]

Hi! I saw your requests are open - I've never done something like this before btw so sorry if it's too specific - so I was wondering If you could do the Evans (specifically Alex from adult world, Todd hayness and Peter maximoff) reacting to a non binary reader who is OBSESSED with monster high, and loves collecting the old gen 1 and new gen 3 dolls. Thank you so much if you do! Have a good day!!

YES OMG YES YES YES YES YES YES YES I LOVE THIS SM OMG THANK YOU FOR UR REQUEST (also sorry it took so long im going back into a depressive episode butttt i have some motivation rn)

The evans reactions to non binary reader being obsessed with monster high/collecting

Evan Peters

Would probably find it actually adorable

You guys would be walking in the store and you see a monster high doll u dont have and start squealing

He just smiles takes it out of your hand and puts it in the cart

For your birthday or something he would probably even get you dvds of the monster high movies so you can watch it whenever you want

Would help you build shelves in ur house to put all the dolls on to show them off

Kit walker (if they existed when he lived yk)

Would be so fucking confused

"baby why are you collecting dolls?"

Would be confused on why your collecting kid toys but whenever he sees one in the store he (bare with me theres phones ok) would send u a picture to ask if u have it

If you dont well now u do if you do then...congrats?

Okay he would be confused but would just fucking love seeing the way you smile when he gets u one

Kyle Spencer (pre death)

Would see your collection and his jaw would drop

"ive seen the show but never watched it, the characters are so cute omg"

"do you want any more? Cs i can save up and definitely get you some....or.. a lot."

Would honestly make it a mission to collect EVERY. SINGLE. DOLL

you guys would spend soooo much money together it would be actually kinda scary

Kyle would search online forever jst for one you mentioned u wanted that was a old one

Jimmy darlin (darling)

A lot like kit

So fucking confused

Didnt even know they existed tbh

"uh doll? Why do you have so many...dolls"

*you tell him what it is* "oh... Well are ya sure you need this many?" *You do a mean glare at him* "I- i mean its fine do whatever baby imma just uh" *runs away scared*

After a while gets used to it and finds them actually so cute and you jst straight up adorable

James Patrick March

A lot like jimmy

Actually more confused than jimmy

Obviously didnt know they existed

"darling, thats a lot of...dolls"

After he finds out you love them a secret room in the hotel is specifically all yours to store and organize your dolls

Has many many people find every monster high in california shipped to the hotel

Kai Anderson

He walked in on you looking at your dolls making sure they are still in good shape

He would literally snatch it and squeeze its head off (#toddlertantrum)

"HOW DARE YOU GET THESE STUPID FUCKING DOLLS? YOU DON'T NEED THEM YOU SHOULD BE PAYING ATTENTION TO THE CULT AND YOUR DIVINE RULER"

You would be slapped or beaten to death, or locked in the closet, or he would fuck you really hard (ew)

But on the other hand if you were pregnant with his 'messiah' (peep my other head cannon) he would honestly get a lot of people in the cult to look for all of them jst for you

Peter maximoff (imma jst say apocalypse age)

Would see them pick one up and love them

"oh whats that, awesome! These look so pretty"

Would steal them for you

Would make a designated place in his moms basement for all of them

Would understand and bring up how its like him and 'collecting' arcade machines

You guys honestly both kinda love them and even peters sister does

Todd Hayness

"what's that? Oh"

Thinks of it how he collects superhero and comic figures

Would probably go online and order you monster high stuff/ more dolls

Would honestly be okay with it

Would ask you if you got any more and ask all about them

Would just admire you while you talk about monster high until you snap him out

Alex (adult world)(he has my heart like sobbing)(if that makes sense)

Your friends are throwing a party at your house and alex is going and yall barley jst started dating and hes only been over for ur birthday and didnt see ur room

He would see them and just furrow his eyebrows at them for a second

"hey, those are pretty cool" he points at them

You would smile and then you guys would end up staying in your room for the rest of the night while he listens to you gush about monster high and you guys fall asleep cuddling

He wouldnt mind he would find it actually really cute

I hope you guys like this i literally like took such a long time im so sorry

[dead-or-lie]

💗 Relationships / lovers

💚 Friends / family members

It's your turn to talk about the polycule, my friend.

—yes! I love these losers! Happy to answer!

“Hehe..all of them are so wonderful..s-so where should I-i even start? W-well me and Sonia have interests in common..s-so it makes her easier to talk to than I-i orionally thought..I-im glad she doesnt look at me weierdly for enjoying all the gore in the films we watch! S-she..is so kind and patient to me..I-im so thankful..”

“I-i..I kinda find Gundham difficult to talk to still because of h-his speeching style..but I-i think im slowly learning!! D-despite that..he can really be a nice person despite his act..hehe I-i wont lie his fears of horror movies i-is amusing, but ah! P-please dont tell him I said that! I-I hope we can get closer in this relationship..and heal him if he ever needs it!”

“I-I feel like a owe a lot to H-hajime for being so patient with me..I-I was so worried I was wierding him out! But he sticks with me all the same and even helps me when Im getting scared. I-I know he gets scared of my medical equipment though..s-so I try to be careful when I help him with injuries, rare as they may be. I-Im really happy with him!”

“Kazuichi..r-reminds me of myself in a way I-I cant explain..m-maybe because of how easily nervous we can get. I-i hope he isnt upset for comparing us..th-though I dont think he will be. Hehe, he rambles sometimes, but he is fun to talk to. Though..I-i do worry about all the mechanic work he does due to all the equipment he uses..h-he always comes to me if he gets hurt though which makes me feel useful and m-makes me happy!”

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“F-family….? Th-they..they are all just a bunch of bullies..I don’t know where they are now and I dont care….AH! S-Sorry if thats a disappointing answer!”

“Heh..I cant believe I got to have any partner..let alone four. Though..I definitely can’t complain as they all are..really important to me. Sonia seems to think that I match some sort of legendary hero in Noveselic..I-im not sure about that, but I mean..Ill try to do my best to reach that expectation? Ethier way, she is easy to talk to and really kind to boot. I hope to teach her more about Japan and learn about her country more in return.”

“Gundham certainly did take awhile to understand, but now that I do I wouldnt trade that bond we have now for anything. Im pretty glad I reached above being a mere human at least..Proud to assist him in making his soul more atrocious as his partner..and all those other things he said we were. It..feels nice to be one of his..’souls chosen companion.’”

“Mikan is..ah I got to be honest..I worry about her a lot. She is so kind and has told me enough about her that..I dont ever want her to be hurt ever again. I really hope that me and the others can continue to make her happy as she really does deserve it. Probably the kindest of all of us..even if her love for horror was somewhat shocking.”

“What is there to say about Kazuichi? He is my soul brother for a reason..and thinking back about our relationship makes me laugh as I did joke about going on a date once or twice. Guess I was right! He is a good guy and I’m always happy to help if he ever needs anything..though I gotta ask..how in the world is he strong enough to pick me up? Im..Im I really that light..? Whatever not important. I really do care about him..a lot.”

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“..I wonder..i wonder what my parents are doing now if I can be honest..I can barely even remember what they look like. From..what I heard..Hopes Peak lied to them and told me I was dead after the Kamakura Project. Maybe I should be mad..but Im actually thankful for that one thing as we never got along. There expectations were so high for me and they always disrespected my identity and who I was..The closest family I got is Izuru..as..ugh this is annoying to admit, but I do see him as a brother. While we sometimes have conflicts..like he is persistent about keeping our hair long which is super annoying..but Im thankful to have them. Nice to have a family member..”

[svnflowermoon]

hi

remember the anon from a few weeks ago who asked for advice about a girl called M? an anon with the emoji 🫀? well idk if u have already guessed but that was me

i told M that i like her and that if she didnt like me back she must tell the truth and she said ‘thats the thing, i dont know how i feel about you’ and then i told her i would wait

now i dont know what to do except wait, and like i can do that but like im just scared and we’ve been thru so much shit over the years between us and i feel like M probably doesnt like me the same way and thats why she said she doesnt know as in i dont completely know if i dont like you…..

like we used to be best friends and then we werent and like she smiles at me and ive heard that she wants a girlfriend, but i’ve also heard she likes this other girl who is super pretty like M and like im not that pretty and what if she is holding a grudge against the stuff i said last year to her???

like ive been depressed and sad and cried so much over her before, and missed her so much, and ive felt the whole spectrum of emotions over her, and i really care about her and i worry about her and i love her but what if she’s never felt like that towards me??? what if what she felt about me was a silly crush she had for like two months?

what if she leaves me waiting for months or years and then tells me and then ive spent my whole high school loving her and she didnt?? then what?

oh my god im ranted so much im so so so sorry you had to read all of that but i really needed to tell someone who would understand?? cos like non of of my friends have experienced desperate lesbian yearning and its like so hard cos they like guys and i dont

i just like her so much and i dont know what to do if she doesnt like me

again im so so sorry

omg hi!! i'm gonna be honest i'm oblivious so i hadn't figured out that it was you 😭😭

oh my god that's such an awkward situation like there's really nothing you can do except wait for her omg

i hope she likes you back omg, also about the whole thing abt the other girl, there's a chance she just has a flirty personality and has trouble figuring out who she likes fr bc she flirts so often?? idk i wouldn't know i can't flirt for the life of me. (also i'm sure you're gorgeous don't put yourself down like that angel <333)

considering you're feeling so strongly about the whole thing, i'd recommend making sure you spend time with your friends. try not to isolate yourself, just because you're waiting for her doesn't mean you have to put your whole life on pause. genuinely like spending time with friends will boost your mood sm, it won't fix it entirely but it will help you remember that you have other people in your life that are there for you <33

if she leaves you waiting for ages and then tells you that, then honestly she's an asshole 😭 if she didn't feel at least SOMETHING for you, she would probably want to let you know as soon as she could to save you too much hurt. ofc idk cause idk her irl but personally when i don't like someone i want to break that to them as soon as i can. so i think she probably likes you, it might not be as much as she did before or as much as you like her but i bet she likes you

don't feel bad for ranting omg never feel bad for ranting it's okay <333 the desperate lesbian thing is so real lmao i totally get you, please feel free to update me on whatever happens <33

[and-stir-the-stars]

Oooof, first of all good luck with college and dealing with whatever is happening in your life, it gets better and worse but thats life

Anyways, so about the sisrer location arc in the saffron pawn au, how does Michael get involved in it in the first place?

If im remembering correctly, William is dead by now, so he probably didnt tell mike about it, then again, he might have find out through Williams notes or something like that...

And for michael to accept, i dont think its that hard, specially if he knows elizabeth might be down there...

Does evan know about the possesed animatronic things in this au? Are they even a thing in this particular take? If so, did he tell michael about it?

How does Evan notice Michael is working for afton robotics in the first place? Does mike tell him? Or does he discover it after mike doesnt get home in night 4?

(sorry for rambling it, i actually really like sister location implications in general and this au just intensifies that :>) alsoo take all the time you need to answer!

so when the sister location arc takes place-- when Evan is 17, about three or four years after the Arrest-- William is on death row but is not yet dead. On death row, he sends Mike a letter-- likely an encoded one that could get past inspection by authorities and that only his children would be able to understand-- that tells Michael he can find his sister (who "went missing" when they were kids) if he comes to talk to him. Mike doesn't want to, but he's scared what "finding" Liz means.

Is Liz dead? Did William isolate and manipulate her to a degree even more intense than he did Evan? Is she abandoned somewhere now that Will is in jail?

So he goes to talk to William, in secret, not telling Ev or Jem about it. William honestly partly wants to take in the glory of his would-be greatest accompliment (Mike, who was so close to being "Like William") one more time. William also just wants the control of being able to make Mike come to him even tho Mike clearly doesn't want to-- control is one thing that Will desperately needs and is lacking in this high security prison. And another part of William wants one more last-ditch effort to make Mike be Like Him by showing off the "glory" of all he accomplished, and Will sees the sister location as the best way to do that since 1) Liz is there and he knows Mike can't resist and 2) that location was William's most successful, "grand" creation in terms of luring and killing kids. If anything can make Mike see the "beauty" and efficiency in what he does, it's the SL, right?

Anyway, Will doesn't give Mike specifics. Liz is down there he says, but refuses to answer whether she's okay or if she's dead or what happened to her all those years ago or what's been happening to her in the meantime. Maybe part of Mike thinks he might find his sister, kidnapped and hurt and seriously malnourished and even more thoroughly brainwashed than Evan was, but still alive down there.

as for whether possession is a thing in this universe. It is, but I don't want the au to become "Evan and Mike risk their lives every day and night trying to free souls and right their father's mistakes." The point of the au is to give them some distance from that, and let them grow and heal without the weight of what William did weighing on them, yk? So there is possession in the universe, but it'll definitely be a less common occurrence, with a lot of the famous ghost cast from the series not present in the au. I know I want Charlie/the Puppet and Liz/Baby to be possessed, but as for all the other spirits, I'm not sure which ones, if any, exist as ghosts. There are probably only a handful of ghosts other then Charlie and Liz.

Does Evan know about possession before the SL arc? Yes and no.

He knows his dad would put children's corpses in the suits. And he knows that the suits don't quite act right. I don't think Evan ever consciously makes the connection that it's possession that causes this. It might weigh on his subconscious, especially since there's all these rumors around town about living or otherwise haunted animatronics, but he's never consciously aware of this. He tells himself he's being irrational and childish, likely parroting Mike and William's words about his old (and current, as much as he tries to deny it) fear of animatronics.

Evan DOES find out that one of William’s animatronics killed Liz when Ev gets a glimpse at some of Will's notes that he wasn't supposed to see. Evan is haunted by the information and confronts Will about it. Evan mayhaps even starts to understand that his sister is posessing Circus Baby, but the knowledge-- especially when paired with William's anger and violence toward Evan's reaction, esp if Evan sneaks away to see CB-- is too horrible, and Evan represses it away. So in effect, Evan doesn't know about possession or what happened to his sister. The Sister Location arc starts to tug at these repressed memories, and Evan is increasingly sure that Mike is in danger but can't name WHY Mike would be in danger. Not until he and Jem get to the Sister Location and they see for themselves. So Evan wouldn't have known about/remembered possession to be able to tell Mike about it, not until it was too late.

The sister location is supposed to be in Utah, either under or near the Afton house. I don't know exactly where the brothers are living by the time the SL arc rolls around, but it wouldn't be in Utah. So Mike wouldn't be coming home every night while working at the SL; he'd be returning to a motel or hotel room in this au.

When he gets Will's letter, he asks Jeremy to watch over Evan for a bit and leaves, essentially refusing to say where he's going and refusing to take no for an answer. He comes up with some excuse that neither Ev or Jem really buy for why he's leaving.

Evan or Jem end up finding Will's letter in Mike's room, and they end up having to talk to William, too. I don't think Will would purposely tell them where Mike is, but he would either let it slip or accidentally say something that triggers a repressed memory of Evan’s about Circus Baby's, thus revealing Mike's location

From there, they go to the SL-- both of them tense and terrified, not knowing what they'll find-- and narrowly save Mike from being scooped (and only narrowly saving themselves)

[riwrite]

i usually dont vent post bc i know no one likes seeing that but augh. im so frustrated with myself for the state of this blog

first off i know this is entirely on myself and i dont want this to come across as some kind of guilt trip to get interactions bc thats absolutely not what this is — communication goes both ways and ive not exactly done a great job in initiating anything with anyone. my shyness has been at an all-time high online the last couple years and i could blame any number of things on it but thats not what matters here. what does matter is that theres so many of you i want to interact with, either for the first time or the tenth time, and somewhere along the way ive become so insecure that i cant even bring myself to send ask memes with no inbox call on my part!! and that's so annoying!! thats not how this hobby works!! and i never blame anyone else for not answering things bc like. things happen, yknow, whatever, but i feel so damn guilty abt the things in my drafts or things i never sent when i meant to. and its just so damn hard to feel like anyone wants to write with me when i fuckin. isolate myself like this. i love this hobby, ive been rping since i was free on the internet for the first time and definitely too young to be interacting so much with strangers. ive been rping here on tumblr for a full decade. and i miss it even tho im as active as i can be here bc ive been struggling so much. i just need to idk. do it scared. reach out to yall. all of you guys are such talented writers and i want to create stories with you!!!

[rotisseries]

cough. idk if i explained how theo was brought back but basically . it was liam had the idea to bring theo back. hayden, his GIRLLLFRRIIIENND. was not on board. she used to be in his pack. anyway liam who literally almost killed scott ......... was like "we need something capable of absorbing a lightning bolt. or someone." and liam knew theo killed josh for his power. so he knows he could take a bolt of electricity. in theory he's risking a lot. (he needs someone to absorb lightning bc the ghost riders aka villain of the season travel on lightning and he wants to be able to capture one and then go from there.) he went to kira's mom and asked to bring him back. he was confused when kira's mom gave him the sword and said "youll have to do it yourself" bc he figured that she was gonna do it. and then she tells him "whatever happens...is your responsibility." hayden said she supported him in whatever but right before he put the sword in the ground where they left theo all those months ago, she said "WAIT" and he did it anyway and theo came from hell dirty and scared like a wild animal he IMMMEEEEDIATELY pins liam to a wall with his forearm on liam's throat. . listen. when i tell you he's looking around frantically and afraid its like they cant even talk to him. hayden is like "theo we're not trying to hurt you!" ans hes like . off somewhere. and he says "where's my sister?" <- in some weird growl because he is PETRIFIED RN. and they mistake theo's question for memory loss. liam says "your sister's dead. she died a long time ago." ans HAYDEN SAYS "you killed her ...remember?" hayden..... shut the fuck up. YOU DONT KNOW THAT.??? anyway and then theo says hes gonna kill liam and etc etc then liam holds out the sword as a obvious threat and theo backs off. says that they need his power to help them. AND THE DEAL ALWAYS WAS. THAT THEY USE THEO AND SEND HIM BACK. THAT THEO HELPS HIM AND HE GOES BACK. THATS HOW MUCH THEY HATE HIM. EVERY WRONG OR WEIRD THING HE DOES OR SAYS ANS SLMEONE SAYS "send him back" LIKE FUCKING CHILL GIVE HIM A MOMENT. anyway that was always the deal. but liam said "help us and you can kill whoever you want after. but if you kill US. then you're gonna be worse off than ever." <-ish. and theo says. "theres nothing worse than what ive been through." they do not respond or acknowledge that. do mind tho, liam treats theo with the most respect, more than anyone else does even tho he has good enough reasons to despise him. unlike hayden he recognized how scared he was. and didnt yell at him or accuse him of killing his sister. just said she died. anyway. so theres this contracption that they have able to hold all the jules or voltz of electricity in a lightning rod. they brought theo to it to TEST if he could handle a lightning bolt. liam tells him he can do it. he cant. he doesnt have  josh's power and he doesnt have tracy's power and hes back to classic theo. he thinks hes gonna get sent back by the way liam and hayden are talking so that mf starts going "hold hold hold on i can help" he has information on the ghost riders and he knows shit from the dread doctors and HE REMEMBERS STILES!!!!!! stiles got taken by the ghost riders and if you get taken you get erased from everyone's memory and basically reality. ans since he was in hell he . remembers him. and he also has exclusive information on the person liam ans hayden brought down with them to test the lightning. hes a science teacher at the high school. but in actuality, theo knows who he really is. i aint got time for all that rn. anyway liam lets him stay on account of knowing who stiles is and the fact he probably does know things.

imagine coming out of literal hell and some bitch is like "you killed your sister" babe one of us is going back down there and it won't be me