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doom-dreaming · 11 months ago

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crazy how much less time i spend on tumblr when i have the freedom and space to do other things

#'you're on your phone so much'#well mother it's one of the least objectionable leisure activities i can do in your presence aside from coloring #without being lectured about how i'm wasting my time and should be looking for jobs 24/7 #what if the job i have paid me a living wage?#what if we weren't being slowly sandpapered to death by late-stage capitalism?#what if i killed you and/or myself?#my vision is going black at the edges as this week nears its end

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hinamie · 8 months ago

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sry i have chronic only draws megumi disorder the doctor said it's terminal :/

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #fanart #jjk fanart #megumi #me: 'i like yuuji and megumi Equally :)' also me:#i cant help it hes so fun to draW hes so easy to draw i love you i love you i love youuuuuu #also this is kiiind of me making good on that poll i did forever ago saying id draw catboys . so as promised here is A Catboy :3 #hes sooooo meowmeow hes so gd CUTE god i love . fushiguro mEGUMI #to b fair i Do like yuuji and megu equally ffgsdjfdjh #sometimes u just gotta spend the whole entire day fully rendering what was supposed to be a megu sketch sheet #but now it is . just a char sheet by talos this cant keep happening #this all started bc i still want to practice/tweak the way i draw faces but it would appear i cannot control myself #also been loving drawing the cat megumi plush gddff fushiguro mewgumi is my favourite animal crossing villager #anyway so much for working on speed this was a fun 10 hours #its ok . i do it fr him <3 geto voice i dont mind being killed by you

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notbrucewayne48 · 1 year ago

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"aphobia doesn't exist"

bitch literally not that long ago an aroace youtuber animator was insulted by almost half of its community for being it

#i did some research about it and found out that the problem was principally that she had previous experience in the romantic area #so people just didn't take her seriously and said she was lying #even though she stated multiple times that she wasn't comfortable in those situations #now things are more calmed but damn #mind your own bussiness #i believe she knows more about herself than you #sorry if i offended you with this comment but i hate how aro/ace/aroace people are always left behind #insulted and rejected because they “dont know what they are talking about”#or because they “just have to wait for the right person”#or because they are “psychopaths and they are missing something”#i love that animator and she helped me realise a lot about myself #and now that i know the context i think i will start making a list and killing aphobes one by one #aromantic #arospec #asexual #aroace #acespec

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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filler

#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #magneto #professor x #snap sketches #fun fact there was dialogue but as i was listening to music i found i liked it better without vjaLKJALK #at the very least the dialogue was just meant to allude to the fact charles just wanted erik to kneel down so he could give him a kiss #but using his wheels getting stuck as an excuse... like girl he didnt actually expect a rock to be there... lol ...#ive always wanted to try dialogueless comic/s anyhow.... so thats fun...#double fun fact i was actually going to abandon this. i got tired after the sketch fjERKLJJKAL #but then i lined the close up of mags and i was like Oh.. i must finish this so i can share THAT panel specifically #and ilke yeah i guess in review the whole thing's kinda cute... whatever.. I GUESS i like it..#i enjoy that about myself i liek how i'll dislike something and be Not Confident about it and then ill be like 'oh its ok acutally'#trust the process or whatever..#anyways. ive been drawing these two too lovey lately and magneto especially cuddly.. whats that about...#next time i draw them he's gonna be in charles' lap i swear. or killing each other whichever i decide #ANYWAYS. im gonna be meeting a friend later !!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting..#i cant wait to start working on the next comic i have in mind ... me hopes you all enjoy it #im gonna lock in for it so i prob wont post anythin for a while.. or at the very least it'll just be lil doodles #we'll see.... ANYWAY good night !!!!!!!

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vaguely-concerned · 2 months ago

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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh

#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say #tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee #in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead #he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet #if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does #does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #illario dellamorte #lucanis dellamorte #rook x lucanis #rookanis #I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd #is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here #no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal #(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol #lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed #lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now #what is this #it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too #matching freaks and having fun with it #as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love #can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues #with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)

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your-fuccked-up-dad-volume100 · 28 days ago

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you're scared?? what do you mean you're scared??? you're the one who wanted a stalker. you're the one who wanted someone so obsessed with you that they thought of no one else. I've spent fucking months figuring out every little detail about you. I know your favorite place to go after school, I know the gym you go to, I know your doctors office for fucks sake. and now that I'm here you're scared? you want me gone? well I think it's a little late for that. you're fucking mine. now get the fuck in the car. 🔪

#*unkown+. I thought o made myself clear you are mine no touches what’s mine no one claims what’s mine. You're all fucking mine #you need to have that ingrained in your skull. Tonight when you're alone I'm going to punish you #you understand that you belong to me. You're mine your holes are mine #do you understand me?#I’ll kill anyone Names you utter any names you loath. You saw no one #not even when you walked out and checked over the porch on both sides. You scanned the treeline across the yard and looked for anything o #but when you looked back it was nothing.#There were items on the counter that weren't there when you went to bed. +unkown+ fascinated how you think I still don’t pull thought th #threats lil mouse #bd/sm blog #bd/sm community #r@pe m3 #r@pe threats #bd/sm daddy #bd/sm kink #bd/sm slave #cnc fr33use #cnc free use #cnc k!nk #cnc kidnapping #cnc somno #r@petoy #r@pe kink #rough cnc #rap3toy #r@pe play #rap3doll #bd/sm relationship #rap3 fantasy #molest k!nk

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iicaru2 · 1 month ago

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wyll has a frightening amount of power really because nothing makes me reload and pick the morally upright option faster than a Wyll Disapproves popup in the corner of my screen. he makes a disappointed scowl over my shoulder and i feel like i’ve been personally chastised. part of me does want to see the evil endings myself someday but the rest of me is growing a moral compass despite my every effort to the contrary because an unreasonably pretty man lost one single approval point with me and emotionally i can’t handle that.

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royalarchivist · 1 month ago

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Tallulah: tio pac and fit are so Perfecta by Miranda coded 🥹💕

Phil: This is Pac and Fit? [Dramatically zooms-in on the fanart and makes them "sing" along to the music]

Chat: he's LITERALLY making a ship amv right now

Tallulah: How things got weird 😞

Make sure to show love to the artist who drew this fanart!

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#Philza #Tallulah #QSMP #Hideduo #FitPac #FitMC #Pactw #Phil #Pac #Fit #Edited #January 17 2024 #This is SUCH a cute moment #The other version I posted before is nice but it's a bit too long #The music is synced up exactly how it was on stream (in the first clip)#but the pacing is better in this one #I think I've gotten a lot better at making myself make things shorter #as much as it kills me because I love giving additional context for stuff #and a lot of fun moments / little character quirks get lost sometimes #But ultimately the shorter videos are better. Better pacing by far #Anyways. Yes that cat is Gus lmao #Also @ Tallulah's Admin: I Know What You Are #pftt #listen man if you know you know all I'm saying is that song's very associated with a specific KarmaIand ship #Timestamp: ~4h 52m #(Please note that the VOD doesn't have music)#I love how half of chat was like #''What a nice song!''#meanwhile me and my fellow Karmaland viewers were like #''I Know What You Are''

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sailing-ever-west · 11 days ago

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a quote my friend said about Sephiroth once that haunts me

#dw. i don't believe it about myself anymore <3 #but mmmmmm narrativesssssss #sephiroth #ff7 #ffvii #fanart #my art #digital art #chat should i like. make prints maybe #i feel like i cooked with this #anyway the discussion was bc of an AU where Vincent rescues him from Hojo and he gets to live a happy life #but then we were thinking like. ok but cloud never becomes a hero #zack probably stays with shinra #they drain the planet dry and it's never saved because there's no catalyst to fight them #etc. etc. butterfly effect #I'm still making the AU because I have faith that good things would happen anyway and also we don't need to think about the consequences #it's fiction #but. mmmmmmmmmmm guys what if he's just as doomed by the narrative as aerith #she is doomed to die he is doomed to kill her #do you understand?#when he kills her he is already dead (in more than one way).

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wasabi-gumdrop · 10 months ago

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oh

i am. unwell.

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 months ago

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Happy Birthday to Fallen London; My favourite British people beefing it with bats simulator.

#fallen london #ambition: nemesis #mr.cups #the grey mourner #Happy belated birthday to me: I finished my Nemesis ambition. I get to make a fun comic about it. THAT WAS THE DEAL!!!#...Is what I would have said had I not spent *four* days trying to draw a cool dramatic comic. This is all I have to show for it.#I also missed posting this on the Flondon anniversary so I'm double Smad and frustippointed at myself.#This is niche content but I know there are flondoners following me who will understand.#I had to make a second account because all my friends who I played with *also* picked Nemesis and dropped the game at various gates.#I failed every possible check at Knifegate. I was on the verge of madness. And yet I still love this game.#Little known secret about me: over 70% of the blogs I follow on tumblr are flondon rp blogs.#The cool art and character lore brings me a lot of joy!#With that said; what the hell is the coincidence that right as I finish Nemesis -#The flondon community starts a Nemesis Race.#Guys. it’s not worth it. It is a revenge quest about losing everything you have to see your task through.#All to culminate in the discovering that you are beefing it with a fanfiction writing bat.#That said; I do feel like this story was very satisfying for my melancholic doctor.#I knew I would get the choice between sparing or killing my nemesis (the bat) and I had a long time to think it through.#Someone who wants to save lives and (does as much as possible to do make things better for others) choosing against mercy?#Someone who never permitted themselves to let the city truly become a home because they were not a person - they were a tool for grief.#Alright..Yeah the ending was really good.#I will be back with a part two. Clearly I'm tenacious enough to commit to what I started.#If I am not excommunicated on sight by the flondon community I will be back with comics for the other ambitions.

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the-inner-musings-of-a-worm · 10 months ago

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i bet the aftg universe youtube videos of "neil josten and kevin day having the greatest exy friendship for 12 minutes" slapped severely

#there would be a thirty second clip of them just giggling in an interview like little kids #or neil posting the most unflattering photo of kevin #“kevin day what would be the first thing you do if you woke up in neil jostens body” “kill myself”#theyll spend a whole interview insulting each other but in the last thirty seconds kevin will be like #“”i cant imagine ever going to the olympics without him“#and the interviewer is like you called him a feral raccoon two minutes ago #aftg #all for the game #neil josten #kevin day

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non-plutonian-druid · 6 months ago

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[ID: a doodle of old, Commission-era Five lounging in a bathtub with cucumbers over his eyes and a glass of wine in one hand and a bottle in the other. He has several scars, including one that starts at his collarbones and goes all the way down his torso. End ID.]

i missed old five this season so bad. where was he!!! Where was my old man!!! I took it upon myself to answer with "in the bath, chilling" because he deserves it. old five people, you're welcome

#tua #the umbrella academy #im not tagging this spoilers im sorry i know i talked about season 4 in the caption #five hargreeves #my art #whats the courtesy tag #partial nudty #?????#idk man #another thing that i need to do because we didnt get it in s4 either is a five fight scene animatic #i made a promise to myself that i would make one if we didnt get a five fight scene AGAIN this season #and lo and behold...#like yall are you joking thats half the damn show now that he doesnt kill people!!#anyway i have no idea the what or the why or the where or when so if people have any suggestions im all ears #i just dont want the last time i watch five kill people to be the commission board from FOUR YEARS AGO

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lotus-pear · 4 months ago

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WAS NO ONE GOING TO TELL ME THAT ALIEN STAGE WAS NOT JUST DOOMED YURI, BUT ALSO DOOMED YAOI?

#THIS IS ACTUALLY SO SICK AND TWISTED. EVERYONE WHO RECOMMENDED ALNST TO ME SHOULD KILL THEMSELVES.#YOU GUYS KNOW I AM WEAK TO THAT. CRITICAL EVEN.#ITS MY FATAL FLAW. MY ACHILLES HEEL.#MIZISUA MAKES ME WANT TO KILL MYSELFFF I AM NEVER EVER RECOVERING FROM THIS WHAT THE FUCK #ALSO?????????#IVAN AND TILL????????????? HELLO SCREAMINGG WHAT THE FUCK /GEN #WORST LOVE CIRCLE(?) IVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE ITS LIKE THE PAIN NEVER FUCKING ENDS #THIS WAS TRULY OUR ALIEN STAGE #anyway #no one will ever hear from me after the bonus round because i'll either kill luka myself or mizi will kill him and i will die from happines #alnst

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hansdevice · 5 months ago

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forget the swap forget daniel's message... oscar wrote a whole paragraph on his visor

#and i have NO IDEA WHAT IT SAYS #man oh man #passing the baton but it's your idol & your hero & he's being axed from the sport you love #killing myself over and over again #f1 #oscar piastri

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