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andconcussed · 6 months ago

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Guess how many AirPods I have???

Did u guess? The answer is four.

Four pairs? HA no I am not that rich.

Four individuals? Yes yes.

So.. two pairs? FALSE! Again..

I have one left AirPods and three right.

Yes.

My pair, my backup and the reject.

#airpods #apple #lore dump #my life lore??#I simply lose things #i simply cannot #find the others😔#where are they #where #I lost one of them drunk..#drunk me #what have you done drunk me

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xxplastic-cubexx · 8 months ago

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Chat have we discussed drunk chess with cherik cause i just think. That would be the darnedest silliest thing they could do

#xmen #xmen first class #xmen dofp #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #snap chats #sorry still thinking about dofp and i reminded myself of the plane scene #the idea of drunk chess sounds so stupid fun i wish i could play drunk chess #‘snap how do you play drunk chess’ simple !!!! every piece you lose you take a shot #anyway i think itd be silly …….#id like to do something with that idea but i still have to decide on execution #omg xmen fandom hasnt seen my twelve million ‘i wanna draw this so bad’ tags yet #but yeah i sy tht a lot </3 so many things i wanna draw all the time #either that or write …. but i draw more #i love comic makin. and i blame these damned comics for gettin me into it what tha hell !!!#ok im done rambling i wish i had more to say but i dont #i lied i do. this doesnt have to be after erik apologizes on the plane this could be lit any damn time they play #i just live for the progression of them Trying to play semi seriously for a solid twenty minutes before they lose it #and now they wont stop giggling and being stupid asses #theyre still trying to play but ‘trying’ is doing a lot of heavy lifting #imagine it with me chat … itd be so beautiful i could cry frankly #ok my classes are done for today im gonna sit in my room and think of cherik #maybe ill TRY to draw this … if not then def somethin at least

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5a-alf · 4 months ago

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I fear Kevin Day is the type of person whose struggle always came second. He funcioned enough that while everyone knew he wasn't alright, it was also nobody's problem, as someone else was actively having a harder time and they took precedence. He internalises all his problems and keeps going and going but he is fueled by alchool and sheer desperation a 100% of the time. If he were to stop for even a second he wouldn't know how to start again.

Did he ever, at somepoint in his life -away from the ex foxes, a pro player, married to Thea- wish he had it worse, just so that maybe it would have been his turn being saved? Being first? How badly would he feel, just one second after thinking it, because he knows damn well he has enough trauma to fill a stadium and he isn't actually jealous of his friends that had it worse, he isn't . That's a fucked up thing to think, stop it, stop it.

Would he still drink himself into a stupor to shoote the ache, to banish the thought? That's the help he got, when he was at his worst, a drink, and then two, and then a thousand. And it worked, it made him go, it picked him up when he was down, and now he can't get down without crashing.

Did he wish to be saved? Did he hope somebody, anybody, took the time and put in the effort to help him, just because they saw him down, not because he begged, but because they noticed he could use a hand. Or two, actually. Was it torment, to always be under the spotlight, yet never been seen? Did he run toward fame hoping the more eyes on him meant it would be easier to be noticed?

#this spurred from a series of posts about kevin always fumbling the men in his life #and yeah. he really is always second place #he supposedly ends up with thea which. what the fuck.#to me that alone speaks volumes about how out of everyone in aftg he is the one that starts and end basically at the same level of struggle #this is also about the part in the EC where he talks to wymack about Bee #and look i love bee and Andrews’s relationship he really does deserve her #but kevin is right to say that she is his and he can't have her #they text each other #kevin needs and deserves to have his own therapist #someone that is his alone #it breaks my heart to think about this boy #he wont even ask for it #he says: she's Andrew's #and that's it to him #it is true and unchangeable and nothing can be done ablut it #and never thinks okay maybe someone else could be to me what she is to him #and no one else says it either #im sleep deprived this is killing me i had to get it out #kevin day #you deserve the world #nobody even wanted to listen to you talk about history #you are easier to deal with when drunk #you don't have to words nor will to fight them on either of these fronts #you ask once and when you are denied you neverask again dont you #aftg #these are the types of people that end up killing themselves and everyone is surprised at first and then goes...oh yeah he had a hard time #but we couldn't imagine it was that bad #we wish he told us

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snakes-of-the-undercity · 5 months ago

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Vi is gifted kid burnout but in the english major way

#she’s the best characterization I’ve seen of gifted kid burnout outside of super-genius characters #like. as a burnt out gifted kid by legal designation. she is me #trying to succeed at everything because that’s what you’re told to do or what you think needs to be done to be worth anything to anyone #being rigid to change because it’s not being done right but at the same time accepting change so long as people stay with you #and also how that ties in with being an eldest sibling #because ik folks love the whole ‘gifted kid jinx’ thing (not me but ya’ll do you) but ya’ll—#YA’LL DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY NEED FOR BURNT OUT ACADEMIC VI—#because Vi never got the chance to be a kid and learn and grow and find what she actually enjoyed in the world outside of the last drop crew #but look at her. the way she speaks and the way she tried to teach powder the lessons she earned the hard way in the gentlest way possible #in the way she so desperately clings on to people and memories #my girl would be a WRITER #my girl would be writing poetry drunk in her shitty basement apartment after hooking up with a girl #my girl would be writing novellas in prison and getting her degree #because you know she sees the world like a romantic. her world is art and emotion and devotion. to her family. to anything she cares about #i need more literary! student vi. i need more academic vi. i need more grudging debate-team captain vi #i need vi getting her own place and having an extensive book collection that she develops because of the loneliness #Her gkb is going from a leader & soldier to someone who could be useful regardless to someone who is useless & being okay w/ it ->#to being needed again and not knowing how to handle it but knowing she refuses to fuck it up this time #GIVE ME VI W/ MY GIFTED KID ARCCCCCC #this probs makes no sense and is like 4 tangents but I’ll expand on it later ‘cause im tired #coherency is for losers and the well-rested #vi arcane #arcane #arcane season 2 #arcane spoilers #arcane season two #vi

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ilkkawhat · 2 months ago

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don't get me wrong, i do truly love re-reading my old fics but at the same time it just...saddens me when i remember just how like. easy it used to be for me to write. to write sometimes thousands of words a day. to have posted so many individual fics (even if some of them were less then 1000 words) and to still have all these ideas for chapter fics, sequels, new fics, etc and just....not being able to keep up with my past self just reminds me of what i've lost to deteriorating mental and physical health...and now i'm lucky to write even 100 words in one day

#mk.op #i know it can be like that again--taking inspring walks #even going on a treadmill every once in a while #having those bursts of writing sessions making and listening to playlists for hours on end #and moodboards and brainstorming with friends but #well ok that last thing i'm like. scared to do again cause i feel like i fucked it all up last time #but anyway i'm re-reading some of my old csi fics cause what else do you do after a week of meltdowns and panic attacks #and on a day where you turned down not just one but two opportunities to go out and socialize and though i know it would do me good #i'm sitting here drinking and regretting instead #with nothing but anxiety of what's to come #i have to get blood work done this week and then next week have my follow up doctor's appointment #which i'm scared of cause the last time i got blood work done i was in diabetic levels #cause i'm not taking good care of myself admittedly #but anyway i miss myself and miss loving myself and my writing #i do at least love my giffing right now #drunk blogging /

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oceanera12 · 9 months ago

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I think Google might have missed a history lesson. Or ten.

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july-19th-club · 2 years ago

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dont watch white collar unless you want to be systematically dapperized at once. man i'm used to be normie-to-casual-butch. now im like okay how soon can i get some loafers to replace my sweaty old navy moccasins and how do i know when a vest fits they're fucking. dandyfying me

#okay i DO have occasional forays into femme as a dressyup kind of thing #but my general day to day is jeans. whatever shoes aren't covered in grass or mud. tshirt. done #and now im like. what IF i wore ties to work. what IF #i wouldnt. thats ridiculous. i work at a public library and my boss is obsessed with *community outreach* so if i started wearing ties #he would absolutely give me job duties i am not trained for and do not want on the basis of if you look fancy you can talk to the mayor #but . im wine drunk and enjoying the vision of me as a dapper guy all of a sudden #q

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albonium · 8 months ago

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i had a conversation yesterday about hpv and the gardasil vaccine with a colleague that's a couple years older than me after learning that a colleague might have cervical cancer. i told him how lucky my sister and i had been to have parents who were super open about sex education and health. some of our friends didn't have that chance, that led us to get plan b for some, get them tested for stds or even our mom driving one to the hospital for an abortion. anyway, he told me that his parents and his family never ever would have talked about it because of religion and how they think they shouldn't have these discussions. it's wild to me that people are willing to have kids but won't protect them by having a couple of uncomfortable talks with them. whatever happens kids will be kids, they'll grow and have their first experiences if you want it or not. you can just try to make it so that when the time comes they're as safe and prepared as possible. who cares if that's uncomfortable? against your values? do you think children always respect the parents' values? lol no! they'll do everything behind their backs and put themselves in even more danger. if they don't want to have talks about sex condoms stds and consent then get a younger uncle to do it or something idk. it's your duty to educate and keep your children safe.

#i don't want kids for a lot of reasons but if i learned something bc of what my sister put our family through #is that kids do stupid shit whatever you do if they've decided to do it they will #just make them safe #and do everything to keep their trust #at least i hope im gonna be a good aunt #same thing for picking kids up #i knew that anywhere at any time no matter what id done drunk or taken i could call my parents and they'd come pick me up #no matter what #my sister had to call my parents once she was drunk out of her mind at one of her bf's friends' neighbour house #and they guy was really drunk and started playing with a chainsaw #before that he had insisted on showing where the bathroom was to her and she was freaking out #her bf was also super drunk neither could drive #my parents drove 40km at 3am to go pick them up #and that was a couple of years ago when they were already adults #if there's anything i don't want to mess up is telling my nieces and nephew that no matter what when or where they can call and i'll come #no questions asked nothing #kids need to have adults they can trust and that won't scream or punish them #this was a late night saturday ramble #good night

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nicholasmillergf · 9 months ago

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so weird how everyone lies to you when they think you’re beautiful

#a bit drunk so bare w me but actually crazy how people just saw whatever to flatter you when they think you’re pretty #not that I’m stunning but I’m a young girl in a group of 40-50 year old men and I know what the vibe is and they all told me I was a great #dancer when I know for a fact this is the worse I’ve ever done and there’s no way on earth if I was someone they found unattractive would #they say that to me #I know it sounds self centered and believe me I’m the last person. to think I have pretty privilege but just like damn make it less obvious #anyways #delete later

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andromeda3116 · 2 years ago

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boy i love getting tipsy and then drunk and gushing about my special interest to people who cannot possibly care about this even half as much as i do and being deeply annoying and embarrassing myself and wanting to crawl into a hole once the harsh light of sobriety hits

#like i cannot stress enough that i want to die right now #it's not a physical hangover it's a mental hangover. a ''why am i incapable of shutting the fuck up'' hangover.#i become so deeply annoying when drunk that i should not be allowed to use my phone #i turn into the goddamned boom de yada commercial and inflict it on everyone in range #like i go off about the discworld series a LOT #one time at a party i cornered two guys who had no science background and tried to explain how avogadro's number was found #i gush about fullmetal alchemist or the story structure of everything everywhere all at once #i cry over interstellar or the cosmos series #my friends and family back home all already know this and give me their ''sure thing sarah now let's get you to bed'' looks #too few people here have been exposed to this to yet know how to stop it #eta: i should also stress that when i discovered that said guys did not know what vsepr theory was my reaction was not to stop #it was to get a piece of paper and start explaining lewis dot structures #eta again: you know after considering this long-standing history of doing this i feel paradoxically less embarrassed #like it will be very funny to explain the avogadro's number story and all the things i have done this about #like look i'm sorry i hit you with my special interest gushing but i have done this many times before to many people #the ''drunk!sarah highbeams of random essays and lectures'' is well-established and tbh kind of a rite of passage at this point

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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what's also great about the ichi watch is that the gold and red goes well with the arakawa-inspo outfit i have..

#snap chats #aka the outfit im wearing right now BYE #its so funny that i have really accidentally stolen his clothes. like idk what to tell you #owning a grey suit and a three-piece black suit's commonplace i really did just need the shirt LMAO #did eventually find a scarf buried in my closet so i even have that on lock down 😩 perfect for fall ig LOL #POINT IS i do have that gold bracelet plus the gold-buckled belt but also the red shoes.. that i and everyone around me love..#its perfect goku idk what else you want from me.. was meant to be even #what I want tho is food but i dont have time to make rice and im going out to eat in the city after class anyway #anyway love how i know im gonna preorder it but i havent yet because I Dont Know i like waiting until the last second i guess #ive reasoned with myself only to get the watch since as cute as the bag and wallet are #the wallet i have now is perfectly fine- plus my sister gave it to me. and i dont need a bag enough to warrant getting it #love how i never even considered the jacket LMAO LIKE ITS A CUTE JACKET just.. not $200 cute..#that's what my puffer is tho.. dont tell anyone--#ANYWAY YEAH <3 once i get the ichi watch i can stop wearing this bitch ass cringe ass watch my mom gave me #i just hope changing the battery in the watch wont be a pain down the line cause i dont think its solar powered WHOOP..#it'll be worth it to me.... ok bye im gonna stare at the wall until i have to leave for class #i have all my commission stuff done for now and i wanna rest from drawing for the rest of the day. maybe.#might stream tonight but i also might be drunk LMAO we'll see #if i stream uhhhhhh dude i dont even know.... funny y3 stream ???? drawing stream ????#we'll see what happens anyway BYE

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gatesofember · 2 years ago

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wait. What just happened???! I'm ALSO very confused.

What DID will mean?? WHAT??!? heLLOOOOOO

Going insane, amazing as always <3

good confused or bad confused? like TOO confused?

<3 <3 <3

#if it was too confusing. let me walk you through things from Will's perspective.#he got kissed. then called bro. then ditched. now Nico's avoiding him.#he tried to confront Nico and Nico said 1) you looked nice 2) I was drunk and 3) I wouldn't have done it sober #so. what is Will to make of this?#what answer does he think Nico is going to give him?#asks #anon #clichecore au

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heyitslapis · 2 months ago

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Even when I thought we had boundary of just friends, she confuses me.

I tell myself to ignore it. That it's just a game for her and that she really is just comfortable with me as a friend.

But we all went out Sunday night (you, me & Sam). You asked us again if Sam & I were still "not a thing." We both told you the truth (for like the 10th time): we're not a thing. There's no sort of situationship or anything like that. We're just friends.

**((also I fucked up one of my tags I meant to say that Alice told buddy boy that I threatened to kill *him* again, not that I threatened to kill her. He sounded really serious when he said "i promise v, im leaps and bounds better than anyone shes had before. I would never hurt her." I said "Oh, im sure. Its because thats who you are Ty. Thats what you and I do. We protect people." I'll be so honest yall i was crossfaded as fuck because i was running iff 3 hours sleep & literally no food almost the whole day leading up to our outing. NOT doing that again jfc))**

#when leaving that bar to head to another one you were in my driver's seat & i was in the front passenger since i was too drunk to drive #the foam rose you tentatively pinned to my vest valentine's night was pinned to my visor directly above your head #did you notice it? is that why you did what you did next? i was packing my tiny bowl & you said it was cute #i said ''thanks! courtesy of my ex lol'' & as i was talking you were saying something else. but as soon as we both stopped #you said ''i love you'' with a wide sweet smile took the sides of my head in either of your hands & kissed my cheek #i dont know what you said right before the ily & idk why you kissed my face especially with sammy in my back seat?#then at the 2nd bar not only did you insist that i take the jacket off your back because i was cold & dreaded getting my coat from the car #but you also (for the 2nd time very recently) implied that i enjoy impact play (which i do but thats none of your business missy)#and why would you even throw that assumption out there? its happened a couple times recently & you also said on speaker at work last week-#that i love it when you & sam are mean to me. yeah i do enjoy it to a degree but again what are you trying to get out of me?#what info are you rooting for? what are you wondering about me & why? not to mention the other three main things you did that night.#at the 2nd bar i went to the rest room. you were coming in just after i washed my hands & saw me trying to put on my gold chain necklace #from inside the stall you asked if i needed help. i said nah i got it. you said if i didnt have it on by the time you were done youd do it #i said if you insist & probably shouldnt have but i stopped trying to put it on (i definitely couldve gotten it myself)#you came out washed your hands & asked if i was trying to shorten the chain. i said yes & id like it on the 5th or 6th large link please #you confirmed ''kinda like a choker?'' & tugged it ever so firmly but also gently against my throat as you clasped it on the 6th large link #which that can be written off as you being a homie & just struggling to quickly get it cause your nails are in the way & youre also drunk #but then when we were all sitting in your car after buddy boy came to get us & get food we were talking about how you train new hires #i said ''my love you cant train people like theyre dogs'' & you immediately shot me back a look out of the corner of your eye #then you turned forward & if i remember correctly you said ''i beg to differ'' or something along those lines exCUSE ME?????#then i was complaining about ''all the femmes in my life (you & sam) are always so mean to me''#you very happily & proudly announced to your boytoy that i admitted that i enjoy being hit #i then argued that i never admitted to anything but was simply accused. you & sam said that my silence was admission enough #i countered that i stayed silent because i wasnt going to say a word on it without my lawyer present #you said i couldnt afford a lawyer & i laughed saying ''exactly & thats why i wont speak on it''#but you & sammy kept egging me on so my drunk ass said ok maybe i do a little but who doesnt enjoy getting a little rough every now & again #the topic ended up changing shortly after that #you also smirked as you told buddy boy that i threatened to kill you again that night #i corrected that i didnt establish a new threat just renewed the old promise & that i was mildly serious since i dont have much to lose lol #heyitslapis rambles

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boothumpr · 6 months ago

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ramble in tags lololololol

#was at this halloween party last night & met like the guy ever & i feel crazy like #early 30s scrawny accidentally matched costumes w me and i was so drunk by the time he showed up that i was like #omgggg hey hi let me put fake blood on ur face :) and he let me #and then we were talking abt dreams and i was like yeah im prone to nightmares a lot #& he goes awww poor baby like come the fuck on #and then the entire rest of the party hes doting on me and then we go out to smoke #& hes like u ever have a dream abt killing ppl which made me throb so bad #and he like lights my cig for me bc of the wind and i mentioned liking scary movies and he goes #oh yeah whats ur favorite movie i bet you like the fucked up ones. whats ur type #soooooo close to me that it felt like he was just asking whats the most fucked up shit im into #like i genuinely. he left before the night ended bc he had to drive back to his city and i never got anyway to talk to him and idek whos #friend he was i just. god. dude. im gonna end up jacking off thinking abt him holding onto my hips while we walked through a crowd #anyway. thats the update. i should have dressed sluttier maybe he would have actually done something :(

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ofieloafi · 8 months ago

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it is so cool that there are girles in the wolrd

#like woahg #i love women #i should get hamemred with a girl and make out sloppy style #i think #I'm halfway done #or not really im just moderatsly drunk but swagever #one step #you get what i mean #or don't idk who even read smy tags #besides me #but that's because I'm cool and sexy and listen to women who are cool adn sexy #oh yeah i should tag this with my rigoinal poast tag #idk #should have probaly invented a better tag thatn that but swagveer i will come up with one some day i thinmk #ofiepoasti

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wrathfulrook · 8 months ago

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Doing my readings (god I love grad school so much fr) and I’m drunk enough to be listening to vintage country. Fabulous combination

#I love shuffling old country playlists and having core memories unlocked #apparently I know most of the words to do you believe me now by Vern Gosdin #probably haven’t heard it since I was like 5 but ok!#fr sometimes I see pics of brooks and Dunn on their album covers in their fancy country shit and be like yes this is what grownups look like #forgetting that I am a grownup #and only my parents and their friends dressed like that for formal occasions even then #I’m rambling jfc vintage country slaps ok I’m done #drunk tag #not far cry #personal

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