#what happened to you my beautiful boys
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feeling very un-cash money right now
#kraken lb#or i guess not lb since its over#to the tune of green day:#wake me uppppp when the season endsssss#dudes what are we even doing out there please#what happened to you my beautiful boys#rambles
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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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I uh.. I like Barnabas a normal amount

#hoolyy shit what happened to the formatting im sorry guys ill fix it#BARNABAS MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL HUNK#they will never make me hate you <3333#also uhhh#that hallway scene eh?#malevolent podcast#malevolent#sketches#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#malevolent part 48#malevolent 48#Barnabas malevolent#friar horbrooke#langward malevolent#gerard malevolent#i hope im tagging these boys correctly#masked#malevolent fanart#big man..#big big big man with big knockers.. I MEAN WHAAATT WHO SAID THAT??????#nukuart#artists on tumblr
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So the final character turns out to be based on Ryugen, but it feels kinda weird how there is also one based on Zangetsu and they aren't brothers
Or what if plot reveals they are brothers and he was actually adopted or stollen
I CAN'T BELIEVE HE'S ACTUALLY RYUUGEN?! I made a joke about it when Toten got revealed but I didn't actually expect... (I'm counting it as a win though, which means I guessed three out of sixteen! ...given how wacky some of these got, I'm actually pretty proud of that.)
he seems very sweet though! I hope he and his secret hamsters are very happy together. 🐹
(also:
THIS WAS MY EXACT TRAIN OF THOUGHT TOO! either this is an incredible bit of meta foreshadowing, or an incredible bit of Takahashi trolling, and I -- I honestly don't know which is more likely)
#art#ride kamens#(sorry this is rougher than usual...the art is not cooperating today) (i still have so much i want to draw. sob.)#and so the final boy is revealed...#i appreciate that the grape dragon boy has purple dragonball hair. i accept this as meta commentary.#(also given how gung-ho 'thank you niisan :) i love you niisan :)' he is i am leaning towards a very dramatic mid-story twist) (moohaha >:)#i am liking the cast overall! some odd pulls but all good ones imo#i knew fourze wasn't gonna happen but i had kind of hoped for one or both of the hoppers...#ah well. if it does well they might start adding more characters#and my very specific dreams of anime riders with beautiful flowing locks of hair may continue to be realized#now we wait for launch i guess!#maybe we'll get another pv or something to tide us over in the meantime?#i'm interested in what the gameplay will actually be like#i hope we get to decorate our cafes! i want to have the cutest secret superhero base in all the land
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What if i was a monster and you were a human and for all reason we should be opposed to the other yet fall in love anyways? What if it actually happens exactly Because you are mortal and i undead? What if we had an eye for finding the cracks in everyone but only recognized it in ourselves with eachother? What if i couldnt stand dragging you down to the hell of my nature so i free you to live without the burden of remembering what its like loving me?
What if you loved me for my power, how unfathomably supernatural i was, but then met me for the first time again 50 years later as an obedient servant and you still couldnt take your eyes off me? What if i was above you then below you and intrigued you just the same?
What if we loved and hated eachother and continue to do both because its all just different ways to say “you have a hold on me i cant shake?”
Because what if you became the first person to understand me as a being beyond the roles ive lived? What if I am not just the devil, master, slave, servant or hurting child i once was, but all of it and more, wholly incapsulated under the title of being your lover?
#HOLD MY HAND. DO U SEE THE LONG TERM SLOW BURN VISION HERE.#I GET SOOOOOO GIDDY THINKING ABOUT IT#armand being obsessed with breaking people down#honing in on weak points to get the conclusion he wants#and daniel doing the exact same thing as a journalist. And theyre both very successful#what happens when the curious beautiful boy becomes a snappy sick old man unphased by your power#and prods relentlessly. The surface level parameters of the original dynamic are gone and still#You love him#iwtv#interview with the vampire#devils minion#daniel molloy#armandaniel#armand
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Idk how to explain it but seeing Taiya so distressed was actually kind of scary
I think it’s mainly because we are so used to seeing a side of him that’s quite positive, going for what he wants and always saying how “bakuage da na” something is
And now seeing him in a state where his voice is shaking, with visible sadness in his eyes and barely eating and sleeping is something I never thought we would see
Also Taiya is someone who is so ready to help others when they need it but when it comes to accepting help from others Taiya has a hard time 🥺 I get that he wants to dedicate his life to help people but Taiya you’re only human too please ask for help when you need it and don’t take on all the worlds problems on your shoulders
LIKE I FEEL FOR THE GUY HE HAS LOST ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING AND I JUST WANT TO GIVE HIM A HUG
#taiya hando#I love him#my opinion on him has changed so much#he’s really become one of the best reds#he’s so precious tho#wanting children to have a safe and happy future even after he is dead#like that is beautiful#but you can see how traumatised he is#he feels helpless from that time and never wants to prevent anything like that from happening again#like it’s so sad that he blames himself for what happened#but it’s not his fault#he was just a little boy and didn’t understand#but he has such a good heart#honestly fuxk naito raita for taking advantage of his good heart#especially after all the talk of him being taiyas mentor#how does he wake up in the morning and look himself in the mirror#bakuage sentai boonboomger#super sentai#boonboomger#boonboomger ramblings#boonboomger spoilers#i love them so much#ishiro meita#homura sakito#bureki genba#mira shifuto#jou akuse
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I decided to rewatch Merlin for the first time in years and it starts with him just walking, right? Crying immediately
#he’s so young???#my boy#so happy and I know everything that happens#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin bbc#arthur pendragon#colin morgan#I think that’s the beauty of reconsuming media is now you have that extra taste of tragedy#like knowing what’s coming and knowing how it could have been prevented and knowing they’re gonna suffer anyways#anyways#baby boy
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vita shows me a stick :]

#my beautiful orange daughter.. looks like a cheeto in this photo /silly#also. her name is Vitality! :] Vita for short#my pups all have weird names like Durability and Joy and Fortune#idk i didn't want really cute names so i wouldn't get too attached bc this is supposed to be a saga save#but i got attached naturally anyway#yeah if anything happens to vita i'm reloading the save LOL#pretends like that didn't just happen . what i said nothing#you are NOT dying on my watch young lady /silly#ALSO can i just say. i love the pack dynamics in saga so bad#one of my yearlings called Peace stays with the pups 90% of the time she's the best big sister#and my yearling boy called Durability absolutely loves me he's a bit of a loner n bad at communicating#but that's why i love him#and my yearling girl called Love. omfg she gets injured all the time she's so bold#in the growing pups quest she used to come out during attacks it was so stressful#long story short they all have personalities and i love them so bad#the playtime music is playing on repeat rn i'm so happy#i love this game guys (/gn)#spinny plays#wolfquest#wolfquest saga#wolfquest: lifelong#at this rate i'm gonna need a tag for vita lol#* oh wait i meant its Fortune who loves my wolf (his dad)#Durability is the meanie who growls at his siblings and me /silly#and Strength my last yearling loves to join me on hunts sometimes its just me and him#they're all unique and i love em ok
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a strange trend in my favorite characters I realize is that I tend to heavily gravitate toward somewhat obscure, antagonistic forces
#shoutout to the multiple months when I was young when I was obsessed with flatwoman#‘who the fuck is flatwoman’ heh. well. you ever watch the pbs kids show peg + cat?#she appeared in like two episodes and let’s just say. I would’ve died for her as a kid#and yup ok you guessed it this trend continued with my boy pumpkin daddy#what thehell is wrong with that guy and more important question why is he my absolute favorite character of all time#I’m not even talking strictly about PDBC here alright? in that I have full control over him#in ROOTS? oh boy unstoppable force of nature someone Actually euthanize him or something he’s going to commit heinous crimes if left alone#he’s So bizarre mind if I just talk about that before going back to sleep? his morals are all over the place#‘this poor abandoned child. her mother should be ashamed of doing this to her. anyway let’s kidnap her for money’#and then he fucking pretends that he didn’t remember that happening#not that it DIDNT happen but that he just doesn’t remember it??.okay go off king??#at this point I don’t even know if he was lying he might just have Alzheimer’s or something he’s gettin kinda old#also Alzheimer’s is the worst word ever I have to look it up to spell it every time ffs so annoying#also worth mentioning that he almost got himself killed in a pursuit of someone’s money#and then not even a YEAR later he was back at it again trying to scam the SAME people lol GIVE IT A REST#I didn’t type lol this is travesty istg I didn’t type lol there there’s a lol ghost on the loose#he needs to be put down or something#and why the hell is he actually one of the nicest parents like huh?..?man what??#yeah this is my little science experiment I made solely for money. i love her she’s beautiful she’s awesome#my brother in Christ pick a side are you horrible or not#ok also wait that reminds me. it was unintentionally implied that he wasn’t evil once#I won’t go into it for the sake of time but. raises eyebrow. what the hell do you mean#at least I think it was unintentional. it’s still weird to me and I never bothered asking#anyway I should probably go back to sleep I have n appointment in like. two hours. sigh#yayyyy I love characters who suck!!! 🥰🥰🥰 pop off you asshole king and or queen
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Sometimes playing Roblox is silly and goofy and just an alright experience and then sometimes you guide two identical bacon hairs through a horror game and you get so far and they both do so well and then one dies and you spend a minute waiting for him (with the other one) to walk through the door alive and he doesn't so you both begrudgingly move on because you have to keep going and then the other one dies not a few rooms later. and there is nothing I could do about it. they waited for me by locked doors because they trusted I'd find the key. We waited for each other if one got lost. my beautiful sons. the universe is so cruel to the innocent.
#if you're seeing this it means this should've stayed in the drafts#my beautiful boys. I named them fungal mould and asbestos because their usernames were gibberish#tears may have been shed#yes this is about doors the Roblox game this happened during doors and no I did not escape I died on door 89#roblox doors#you know what? I am posting this one. getting out of the drafts#not sge somehow#roblox
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not usually a falloutboyposter but seeing headfirst slide on that new setlist has awakened a powerful force within me
#personal#What Do You Mean Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet Is On The Setlist#my beautiful angel? my cinnamon apple? my good time boy?#that thing where its like HAPPY FOR YOU BUT IT SHOULDVE HAPPENED TO ME INSTEAD!!!!!
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yknow, sometimes i see posts about jjk and it's themes and thematic elements, the passing torch, the generational cycles being broken, Yuuji being a type of the bright future where Gojo was representative of his own 'kind' of sorcerer- brute force, weaponization, kids who weren't really treated like people but instead made into tools- and at the end, there's no true definitive change, but there's definitely an air of 'things are going to be different' but like...
im the one with the pen right now, so im just gonna ignore All of That
#truly the greatest thing that ever happened to my fics was realizing that this is Not Cannon and it doesnt have to be Canon Compliant#It doesnt have to go along with canon#those themes that are so important to the series?#i can break those down and build them back up again#or i can straight up toss them out the window#if i want#and i do want#and i will#and ALSO the relationships?#im thinking stsg parallels itafushi parallels sukuita parallels all layered up like the most un-fun lasagna ever made#yeah i can chuck those in a blender and press 'pulse' too#what if i don't want casserole Carol? what if i LIKE soup CAROL??#whos gonna stop me??#the fandom police???#ive been outrunning those suckers since '59#they'll never take me alive#so like#why worry?#this is My Story that is Based Off of a Different story#by which i mean i plucked all the meat off its bones and have been left Alone with this beautiful carcass#what did you Think was gonna happen Carol?#its not gonna be the same thing!!!#im dealing with completely different settings plots characters themes etc here#love you gege youre your own kinda genius and mad props for all the hard work#but no#i want to see what would happen if This Brainworm chewed up your characters and spat them back out#because THATS WHAT FANFICTION IS#so#i am ignoring canon most esp all the stsg tragedy feelsTM and giving my favorite boys a happy freaking ending#whatever that looks like
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Recent things.. mostly just writing screenshots lol
#There's a water problem in the apartment so thats been taking most of my attention lol.. the way maintenance happens here is just#this big long vague wait with no clear communication. You just send in a request to the apartment building and then you might hear from the#any weekday from 8am - 4pm any time after that. Sometimes it's quick but sometimes its like days before you hear anything. So then#you just have to be operating under the assumption that at any time during working hours you might get a call or a knock at the door#Like if you were expecting company at any time for a week straight ghjhj.. ANYWAY.. I've been working on making a little discord#server thing for the game maybe for playtesters to communicate in initially i guess but then also after it's out or... something like that.#no idea how all of that works. but you hear about people doing it. or something... Still not entirely sold on the idea since I'm not really#a big user of discord format speaking (like little chats and stuff) but.. again idk.. seems like.. common.. for things...(< socially odd#hermit fumbling through trying to imitate what '''normal''' people do/enjoy/desire lol..). Since I think my biggest issue is I am very bad#at socializing and thus marketing since a lot of that is social. The type to just google ''what do people do about games once they've#made them'' and just go after whatever the top 10 things apparently are hjbjhbjh... But like I said. still unsure it will be utilized. it#all feels very awkward to me. then again most things do. But that's what the ''overall progress'' screenshot is from. the little channel#where I've been posting updates to myself lol. Also ''coding'' in that being used very lightly consdering it's ren'py and I'm only using#the very bare bones most basic functionality of it lol. Extremely intense highly daunting master level coding such as ''if x then y''. gbjh#slacked on writing a lot due to the evil maintenance and such things... and just general... appointments... events... aughhhhhh#I think it's Goose Time here or something because nearly every day I hear big V shaped rows of geese flying by like multiple#times a day and they're so pretty and neat to watch. They've really inspired me somehow. Today it was rainy and gray skied and high winds#and cold (some of my favorite most beautiful weather) and I went out to check the mail and like 6 or 7 rows of geese fluttered#by in the air. I felt like that meme image of that guy that looks kind of weird (william dafoe??) and its like black and white and#he's looking up at something almost teary eyed wide eyed in awe.. The goose... those are my goose.. the universe sent those gooses just#for me and the high speed winds blowing my coat open and chilling my face... a tender platonic kiss from the world is often delivered#by way of chilly weather and bird formations.. peace and love on planet earth truly..#OH and of course.. boy with boy!!!! shout out to those little mcdonalds toy animal plushies from like 2006 or something. I found the#gray cat one and was like.. hrmm.. I have one of those as well (a real life gray cat). surely they're friends now.
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it’s so crazy and dystopian that average conversations these days on social media are abt whether or not a group of random ass people have the right to be alive or if they should all just be indiscriminately murdered and bombed and die the most painful death
#it’s SO crazy seeing people justify carpet bombing its so fucking crazy#they talk abt it as if it’s something that you just can’t avoid#“oh boy super sorry bout this i just HAVE to bomb tens of thousands of people.. like in the name of justice#all the ethics and morals i’ve grown with that i thought were natural ……. are not being exercised by any of the world leaders#like the one group of people on this planet who SHOULD have ethics and morals lmfaooooo#like i always knew they were shitheads like when obama could casually bomb so many innocent people and still retain his reputation as a#cool chill president or whatever the fuck#but seeing it happen time and time again#like my own family faced genocide man#my literal mum and dad both lost people in the family my mum had her house fucking bombed#that ….. it always felt like something that happened a very long time ago and wouldn’t ever happen again#our lives are worth so fucking little …. what is the point ………….#i don’t get how to just casually continue being alive in this shitass world when it all is worth so little#when there are so many deaths it just becomes a statistic to politicians#humanity is both wretched and beautiful but why is it that the wretchedness is always so powerful
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i wish the darkspawn blood killed anders
#top three fear is that they retcon killing anders and he's going to show up in da4 could you IMAGINE#like you know how leliana could be dead but here she is now#what if that happens#what if that happens!!!!#you know a warden i do want back?????? my beautiful baby boy nathaniel#but what if they bann teagan him....#i take it back
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my son has gone emo right under my nose. i don’t remember allowing him to shop at hot topic but now here we are. i’ve got no idea why this is happening, but i do suppose i’ll support him in his endeavors. his new black scales are a surprise, but not unwelcome.
pictured below: left) alfie when i got him. and right) alfie now


#*sniff* my beautiful mustachioed boy. what’s happening to you#hey uh#bettablr#this is normal right? scales change? he’s not dying right#betta#betta fish#dane.exe
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