#what happened to you my beautiful boys
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feeling very un-cash money right now
#kraken lb#or i guess not lb since its over#to the tune of green day:#wake me uppppp when the season endsssss#dudes what are we even doing out there please#what happened to you my beautiful boys#rambles
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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistalâŠ. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its⊠more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ââââreallyââââ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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I uh.. I like Barnabas a normal amount
#hoolyy shit what happened to the formatting im sorry guys ill fix it#BARNABAS MY BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL HUNK#they will never make me hate you <3333#also uhhh#that hallway scene eh?#malevolent podcast#malevolent#sketches#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#malevolent part 48#malevolent 48#Barnabas malevolent#friar horbrooke#langward malevolent#gerard malevolent#i hope im tagging these boys correctly#masked#malevolent fanart#big man..#big big big man with big knockers.. I MEAN WHAAATT WHO SAID THAT??????#nukuart#artists on tumblr
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So the final character turns out to be based on Ryugen, but it feels kinda weird how there is also one based on Zangetsu and they aren't brothers
Or what if plot reveals they are brothers and he was actually adopted or stollen
I CAN'T BELIEVE HE'S ACTUALLY RYUUGEN?! I made a joke about it when Toten got revealed but I didn't actually expect... (I'm counting it as a win though, which means I guessed three out of sixteen! ...given how wacky some of these got, I'm actually pretty proud of that.)
he seems very sweet though! I hope he and his secret hamsters are very happy together. đč
(also:
THIS WAS MY EXACT TRAIN OF THOUGHT TOO! either this is an incredible bit of meta foreshadowing, or an incredible bit of Takahashi trolling, and I -- I honestly don't know which is more likely)
#art#ride kamens#(sorry this is rougher than usual...the art is not cooperating today) (i still have so much i want to draw. sob.)#and so the final boy is revealed...#i appreciate that the grape dragon boy has purple dragonball hair. i accept this as meta commentary.#(also given how gung-ho 'thank you niisan :) i love you niisan :)' he is i am leaning towards a very dramatic mid-story twist) (moohaha >:)#i am liking the cast overall! some odd pulls but all good ones imo#i knew fourze wasn't gonna happen but i had kind of hoped for one or both of the hoppers...#ah well. if it does well they might start adding more characters#and my very specific dreams of anime riders with beautiful flowing locks of hair may continue to be realized#now we wait for launch i guess!#maybe we'll get another pv or something to tide us over in the meantime?#i'm interested in what the gameplay will actually be like#i hope we get to decorate our cafes! i want to have the cutest secret superhero base in all the land
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What if i was a monster and you were a human and for all reason we should be opposed to the other yet fall in love anyways? What if it actually happens exactly Because you are mortal and i undead? What if we had an eye for finding the cracks in everyone but only recognized it in ourselves with eachother? What if i couldnt stand dragging you down to the hell of my nature so i free you to live without the burden of remembering what its like loving me?
What if you loved me for my power, how unfathomably supernatural i was, but then met me for the first time again 50 years later as an obedient servant and you still couldnt take your eyes off me? What if i was above you then below you and intrigued you just the same?
What if we loved and hated eachother and continue to do both because its all just different ways to say âyou have a hold on me i cant shake?â
Because what if you became the first person to understand me as a being beyond the roles ive lived? What if I am not just the devil, master, slave, servant or hurting child i once was, but all of it and more, wholly incapsulated under the title of being your lover?
#HOLD MY HAND. DO U SEE THE LONG TERM SLOW BURN VISION HERE.#I GET SOOOOOO GIDDY THINKING ABOUT IT#armand being obsessed with breaking people down#honing in on weak points to get the conclusion he wants#and daniel doing the exact same thing as a journalist. And theyre both very successful#what happens when the curious beautiful boy becomes a snappy sick old man unphased by your power#and prods relentlessly. The surface level parameters of the original dynamic are gone and still#You love him#iwtv#interview with the vampire#devils minion#daniel molloy#armandaniel#armand
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FOR A BEAT OF HEART, THE BREATH IS SHOT. AND WITHIN A BREATH, THE HEART IS CAUGHT. THE PIPES ARE BURSTING, UNDER GREAT STRESS, BOLTS TORN ASUNDER, MAKING A MESS. A FINAL COUGH, A FINAL RETCH, A GOREY SLOUGH, CLAIMED BY WRETCH.
#cw gore#jrwi riptide#jrwi riptide spoilers#chip jrwi#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#I LLOOOVE POETRYYY I LOVE MAKING WORDS RHYME IN STRANGE WAYS AND DESCRIBING VISCERA AND VIOLENCE OR WAHTEVER. YKNOW WHAT ELSE I LOVE#CHHHIIIIIIIBBOOOOO MY BEAUTIFUL MAAANN WWHAT. WHAT HAPPENED. OH MY GOD. IVE BEEN SAYING FOREVER. I NEEED CHIP TO GET SCARIER.#HE HAS THE POTENTIAL! I KNOW HE DOES! HAUNTED BOY WITH THE HAUNTED EYES WHAT TRAUMAS HAVE YOU SEEN? AND WERE THEY YOUR FAULT? THINK ABOUT I#EVERY FAMILY HAS CRUMBLED AROUND HIM. HIS BIRTH FAMILY CRUMBLED BEFORE HE KNEW IT. HIS SECOND FAMILY DROWNED. THIRD BURNED TO THE GROUND#AND SHALL THIS NEXT FAMILY JOIN THEM? CHIIIIP YOU UNFORTUNATE BOY YOU HAVE WITNESSED SO MUCH CALAMITY#YOU ARE CALAMITY BOYYY AHAHAHAHA DONT YOU SEEE!! ZOMBIFIED AND DEAD. TRUELY MORE HAUNTED THAN EVER BEFORE. THIS WILL BE FUN#THE FIRE HURTS WHEN IT BURNS TOO LONG. BUT NOW YOUR NERVES ARE DEAD AND YOUR MIND IS FREE. BURN THIS CORPSE AS YOU WISH TO GET WHAT YOU WAN#CHIP IS NOT THE FIRE HE IS THE MATCH. I LOVE THAT IDEA SO MUCH IM SO PROUD OF IT. OHHH AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE CORRUPTION#bizly mentioned that chip wants to be a good captain. in his most corrupted state however. he would be the BEST captain..#thAT DOESNT MEAn hes gonna just suddenly be all controlling. the BEST captain keeps his crew safe. keeps them together. keeps them alive.#and chip is doing just that! he doesnt need to stop being a good captain just bc of the corruption! he just needs to be the BEST CAPTAIN#AND THATS SUBJECTIVE BABY!! im so excited to see where chips zombie arc goes. neeeed him to get scarier and just a little more fucked up.#neEED HIM TO PERFORM ABHORANT ACTIONS THAT HAVE JAY N GILL GOING ' dude woah what the fuck...'#RIGHT I SHOULD TALK ABT MY ART TOO. this one took TOO LONGGGstarted out witha sketch how did it end up like this...#the heart and the blood KILLED ME. LOOK AT MY RENDERING LIKE HWAAATT#better not see any more mistakes after i post this.... i cant fight withit anymore....STILL RLY PROUD THO..#I WAnted to make it visually LOOK like the grossest vomiting sound possible#i want it to make your throat feel uncomfortable. am i achieving that? i hope i am. thats tubes dude!!! like cmahn!
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Ink October day 3: Sophistry
An argument that seems plausible, but is fallacious or misleading, especially one devised deliberately to be so.
#khux#khux player#kh player#kingdom hearts#kh#kingdom hearts union x#kingdom hearts player#player my beloved#blue boi draws#ink october#ink October 2024#ink October 2024 day 3#watched a bunch of Player cutscenes for this one and Aug AUHG I love them. I always forget how much of a character Player is#but they are truly their own guy. more then even some non-renameable/customisable game protagonists#the utter guts on this kid to challenge multiple foretellers multiple timesïŒfight both Ephemer and Skuld at the same time-#(both very powerful in their own right)ïŒAND attempt and succeeded in tricking four of the personifications of darkness themselves is⊠wow#theyâre such a powerful fighter too. like they kick both Skuld and Ephemerâs assesïŒand sure they were both not aiming to kill and exhausted#from fighting Venâs darkness BUT SO WAS PLAYER (as well as having just come from the arcade and those fights)#them fooling the darknesses too⊠along side their two closest friends⊠I wonder if there was any noticeable change between their normal#fighting style and the one they used there. Skuld and Ephemer didnât necessarily see them fighting during the war#(only heartless or against one appoint) so I wonder if they fought like that.#the âargument that is plausible but misleadingâ here is Player being possessed. with all the information available to them it is plausible#but we know for a fact that player is just straight up lying. making shit up. mimicking how darkness spoke before to pretend. which is ki#kinda hilarious to me like you go girl gaslight gatekeep girlboss. gaslight them into believing youâre possessed gatekeep them from dying to#trap darkness and girlboss by winning. amazing beautiful 10/10#I like to think Ephemer never realisedăat least while he was alive. something in the tragedy of him never knowing.#of not recogising his dear friend through their deception. of dying thinking he failed them. that it wasnât their choice.#and he did fail them in a way. thereâs this recurring theme in Kingdom Hearts where the hurt lingers despite the memories being gone.#Player is very much effected by this with their memories of the war being gone but still suffering. Ephemer stands by the decision to hide#it thinking it spares them from the burden but it doesnât it just takes away the context and they deserve to know what happened to them
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we would sell anything just to buy who we're not // we kill our way to heaven
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#tew#art#art:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearart#ok so 1st of all: i'm sorry. no i'm not. yes i am. no#2nd of all: do not look at ruvik's scarring for too long i got lazy somewhere along the way#3rd of all: this piece takes place YEARS after the conclusion of both games. i have my own imaginary tew3 AND tew4. don't worry about it#4th of all: the way i see it is that eventually ruben's own appearance starts overwriting leslie's so he looks mostly like himself again#(just with hair and eyebrows and eyelashes. thanks leslie)#5th of all: yes i gave him a hearing aid the boy has survived a barn fire and part of his ear got burned away. it makes sense. to me#6th of all: yes i gave him pretty princess eyelashes and beautiful brown doe eyes and a nose bump. i will die on this hill#7th of all: when i designed nathan all those years back i did not even think about the color symbolism going on with his hair#which is now enhanced by the white patches in his eyebrow and eyelashes too. but yeah that's there now. much to think about!#and in this piece it's also in the clothing i gave them. didn't think about that either that just kinda happened. anyway#thank you for tuning in today i know i'm insane about these guys but like what can you do. sorry. bye#no wait hold on one more thing i made ruben taller than canon so he can hover over nathan like some victorian era skinny twinkish ghoul#not that nathan isn't a ghoul but. actually nathan is more ghoulish his base skin color is paler than ruben's. ok bye for real now#if you read all of that we will have a soft and bright late spring wedding with easily digestible food
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I decided to rewatch Merlin for the first time in years and it starts with him just walking, right? Crying immediately
#heâs so young???#my boy#so happy and I know everything that happens#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin bbc#arthur pendragon#colin morgan#I think thatâs the beauty of reconsuming media is now you have that extra taste of tragedy#like knowing whatâs coming and knowing how it could have been prevented and knowing theyâre gonna suffer anyways#anyways#baby boy
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vita shows me a stick :]
#my beautiful orange daughter.. looks like a cheeto in this photo /silly#also. her name is Vitality! :] Vita for short#my pups all have weird names like Durability and Joy and Fortune#idk i didn't want really cute names so i wouldn't get too attached bc this is supposed to be a saga save#but i got attached naturally anyway#yeah if anything happens to vita i'm reloading the save LOL#pretends like that didn't just happen . what i said nothing#you are NOT dying on my watch young lady /silly#ALSO can i just say. i love the pack dynamics in saga so bad#one of my yearlings called Peace stays with the pups 90% of the time she's the best big sister#and my yearling boy called Durability absolutely loves me he's a bit of a loner n bad at communicating#but that's why i love him#and my yearling girl called Love. omfg she gets injured all the time she's so bold#in the growing pups quest she used to come out during attacks it was so stressful#long story short they all have personalities and i love them so bad#the playtime music is playing on repeat rn i'm so happy#i love this game guys (/gn)#spinny plays#wolfquest#wolfquest saga#wolfquest: lifelong#at this rate i'm gonna need a tag for vita lol#* oh wait i meant its Fortune who loves my wolf (his dad)#Durability is the meanie who growls at his siblings and me /silly#and Strength my last yearling loves to join me on hunts sometimes its just me and him#they're all unique and i love em ok
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a strange trend in my favorite characters I realize is that I tend to heavily gravitate toward somewhat obscure, antagonistic forces
#shoutout to the multiple months when I was young when I was obsessed with flatwoman#âwho the fuck is flatwomanâ heh. well. you ever watch the pbs kids show peg + cat?#she appeared in like two episodes and letâs just say. I wouldâve died for her as a kid#and yup ok you guessed it this trend continued with my boy pumpkin daddy#what thehell is wrong with that guy and more important question why is he my absolute favorite character of all time#Iâm not even talking strictly about PDBC here alright? in that I have full control over him#in ROOTS? oh boy unstoppable force of nature someone Actually euthanize him or something heâs going to commit heinous crimes if left alone#heâs So bizarre mind if I just talk about that before going back to sleep? his morals are all over the place#âthis poor abandoned child. her mother should be ashamed of doing this to her. anyway letâs kidnap her for moneyâ#and then he fucking pretends that he didnât remember that happening#not that it DIDNT happen but that he just doesnât remember it??.okay go off king??#at this point I donât even know if he was lying he might just have Alzheimerâs or something heâs gettin kinda old#also Alzheimerâs is the worst word ever I have to look it up to spell it every time ffs so annoying#also worth mentioning that he almost got himself killed in a pursuit of someoneâs money#and then not even a YEAR later he was back at it again trying to scam the SAME people lol GIVE IT A REST#I didnât type lol this is travesty istg I didnât type lol there thereâs a lol ghost on the loose#he needs to be put down or something#and why the hell is he actually one of the nicest parents like huh?..?man what??#yeah this is my little science experiment I made solely for money. i love her sheâs beautiful sheâs awesome#my brother in Christ pick a side are you horrible or not#ok also wait that reminds me. it was unintentionally implied that he wasnât evil once#I wonât go into it for the sake of time but. raises eyebrow. what the hell do you mean#at least I think it was unintentional. itâs still weird to me and I never bothered asking#anyway I should probably go back to sleep I have n appointment in like. two hours. sigh#yayyyy I love characters who suck!!! đ„°đ„°đ„° pop off you asshole king and or queen
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Sometimes playing Roblox is silly and goofy and just an alright experience and then sometimes you guide two identical bacon hairs through a horror game and you get so far and they both do so well and then one dies and you spend a minute waiting for him (with the other one) to walk through the door alive and he doesn't so you both begrudgingly move on because you have to keep going and then the other one dies not a few rooms later. and there is nothing I could do about it. they waited for me by locked doors because they trusted I'd find the key. We waited for each other if one got lost. my beautiful sons. the universe is so cruel to the innocent.
#if you're seeing this it means this should've stayed in the drafts#my beautiful boys. I named them fungal mould and asbestos because their usernames were gibberish#tears may have been shed#yes this is about doors the Roblox game this happened during doors and no I did not escape I died on door 89#roblox doors#you know what? I am posting this one. getting out of the drafts#not sge somehow#roblox
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not usually a falloutboyposter but seeing headfirst slide on that new setlist has awakened a powerful force within me
#personal#What Do You Mean Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet Is On The Setlist#my beautiful angel? my cinnamon apple? my good time boy?#that thing where its like HAPPY FOR YOU BUT IT SHOULDVE HAPPENED TO ME INSTEAD!!!!!
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yknow, sometimes i see posts about jjk and it's themes and thematic elements, the passing torch, the generational cycles being broken, Yuuji being a type of the bright future where Gojo was representative of his own 'kind' of sorcerer- brute force, weaponization, kids who weren't really treated like people but instead made into tools- and at the end, there's no true definitive change, but there's definitely an air of 'things are going to be different' but like...
im the one with the pen right now, so im just gonna ignore All of That
#truly the greatest thing that ever happened to my fics was realizing that this is Not Cannon and it doesnt have to be Canon Compliant#It doesnt have to go along with canon#those themes that are so important to the series?#i can break those down and build them back up again#or i can straight up toss them out the window#if i want#and i do want#and i will#and ALSO the relationships?#im thinking stsg parallels itafushi parallels sukuita parallels all layered up like the most un-fun lasagna ever made#yeah i can chuck those in a blender and press 'pulse' too#what if i don't want casserole Carol? what if i LIKE soup CAROL??#whos gonna stop me??#the fandom police???#ive been outrunning those suckers since '59#they'll never take me alive#so like#why worry?#this is My Story that is Based Off of a Different story#by which i mean i plucked all the meat off its bones and have been left Alone with this beautiful carcass#what did you Think was gonna happen Carol?#its not gonna be the same thing!!!#im dealing with completely different settings plots characters themes etc here#love you gege youre your own kinda genius and mad props for all the hard work#but no#i want to see what would happen if This Brainworm chewed up your characters and spat them back out#because THATS WHAT FANFICTION IS#so#i am ignoring canon most esp all the stsg tragedy feelsTM and giving my favorite boys a happy freaking ending#whatever that looks like
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Recent things.. mostly just writing screenshots lol
#There's a water problem in the apartment so thats been taking most of my attention lol.. the way maintenance happens here is just#this big long vague wait with no clear communication. You just send in a request to the apartment building and then you might hear from the#any weekday from 8am - 4pm any time after that. Sometimes it's quick but sometimes its like days before you hear anything. So then#you just have to be operating under the assumption that at any time during working hours you might get a call or a knock at the door#Like if you were expecting company at any time for a week straight ghjhj.. ANYWAY.. I've been working on making a little discord#server thing for the game maybe for playtesters to communicate in initially i guess but then also after it's out or... something like that.#no idea how all of that works. but you hear about people doing it. or something... Still not entirely sold on the idea since I'm not really#a big user of discord format speaking (like little chats and stuff) but.. again idk.. seems like.. common.. for things...(< socially odd#hermit fumbling through trying to imitate what '''normal''' people do/enjoy/desire lol..). Since I think my biggest issue is I am very bad#at socializing and thus marketing since a lot of that is social. The type to just google ''what do people do about games once they've#made them'' and just go after whatever the top 10 things apparently are hjbjhbjh... But like I said. still unsure it will be utilized. it#all feels very awkward to me. then again most things do. But that's what the ''overall progress'' screenshot is from. the little channel#where I've been posting updates to myself lol. Also ''coding'' in that being used very lightly consdering it's ren'py and I'm only using#the very bare bones most basic functionality of it lol. Extremely intense highly daunting master level coding such as ''if x then y''. gbjh#slacked on writing a lot due to the evil maintenance and such things... and just general... appointments... events... aughhhhhh#I think it's Goose Time here or something because nearly every day I hear big V shaped rows of geese flying by like multiple#times a day and they're so pretty and neat to watch. They've really inspired me somehow. Today it was rainy and gray skied and high winds#and cold (some of my favorite most beautiful weather) and I went out to check the mail and like 6 or 7 rows of geese fluttered#by in the air. I felt like that meme image of that guy that looks kind of weird (william dafoe??) and its like black and white and#he's looking up at something almost teary eyed wide eyed in awe.. The goose... those are my goose.. the universe sent those gooses just#for me and the high speed winds blowing my coat open and chilling my face... a tender platonic kiss from the world is often delivered#by way of chilly weather and bird formations.. peace and love on planet earth truly..#OH and of course.. boy with boy!!!! shout out to those little mcdonalds toy animal plushies from like 2006 or something. I found the#gray cat one and was like.. hrmm.. I have one of those as well (a real life gray cat). surely they're friends now.
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i didn't expect to cry over his parents' beautiful boy for two nights in a row but đ€·ââïž
#i think#finishing that one shot was a mistake#this is what happens when no one is around to stop me#im so fucking sad#im devastated#i just keep thinking about how James' first instinct when he sees baby him#was to look at the doorway expecting to see his Mom come in begging for him not to hurt her baby#her beautiful boy#im KILLING MYSELF#yeah yeah the whole point of the one shot was like that there's a point to keep going and more to live on for#in killing yourself now at nineteen you're killing all your past selves as well#your parents child#your sisters' baby sibling#your best friends favorite person#like you're killing all these people#that toddler is walking into the ocean at the same time as you#sure#whatever#a reason for it all#BUT I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF#tears on my face
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