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Well, this will probably end up being the logest chapter in the fic once I'm finished. This ones a fun one after the angst :> it'll probably be posted soonish so yay! Sorry for how long it took though, writers block is a BITCH, but hey, got there eventually.
#amangela#amangela fic <3#you know im such a fool for you#ykisaffy#it HOPEFULLY wont be too ling before this posted :>#typed 5k words in one night after having writers block for 5 months....#what ever works i guess LMAO
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little red riding hood but there's no hood and the big bad wolf is a cat and I don't think there's anything to ride in the forest and ringo could be littler so really it's just. red.
#puyo puyo#ringo ando#ecolo#necolo#i guess i can tag necolo separately lmao even if its the same chara#took part in the eppc drawpile n drew ringo! ive been wanting to draw something little red for such a long time#ever since i properly listened to drama 3-3 and clocked ecolo saying 'the uniform's nice but the dress is a nice change of pace!'#and i zoned in on it immediately. as someone given access to working hands i am able to draw ringo in more dresses and by god im doing it#(even if technically this is a blouse-skirt combo. shh)#also while coloring i tried to limit my palette as much as i could#so everything that shares a color is the same shade and all#much easier to color and it looks cool so win-win!#took artistic liberty with ecolo by making him grey instead of blue but such are the perils. of self-imposed limitations#i traded that out by making the green more blue to fit his original palette as opposed to ringo#(since she got the majority of first color decisions anyway)#anyway it was fun. i love drawing what i personally want to see and making it everyone else's problem#my stuff
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I saw this super goofy looking whiskey glass and decided I needed Jason to give it to Harvey as a joke (Harvey thinks it's dumb, but he does take it out sometimes to use when he's having a rough one.)
#I wanted to do a follow-up of him using it secretly but.... maybe? we'll see!!#this is the first time I've ever drawn Harvey and yk what? not bad#I'm trying my best here and hey! it's working out!#don't look at Jay's hands <3 I couldn't be bothered to make them nice <3 this is a silly little scribble#also looks better than 90% of my art bc I was looking at references so I could draw them nicely#uuuuugh references making your art better is so illegal to me </3 why can't my head be enough </3#art#fanart#digital art#illusketch#comic#... I guess?#the grains#manga style#jason todd#jason todd wayne#red hood#harvey dent#two face#batfam#well. sort of.#also I'm liking the grains colour style#it's a little bit gorgeous and stylish and maybe even a bit cool...#also also I tried to do that cool thing where people use their name/sign like a logo on people's clothes#I want to be cool too...#also... never sure how I want to draw Jay's hair lmao#I think like 50% of my private fics are written about him and yet I rarely draw him bc#I just can't decide on his hair....
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if you ever wondered what amara's spotify looks like
delilah belongs to @loriane-elmuerto | wally belongs to @auricfog | poe + gabi belong to @risingsh0t
templates - one. two (i heavily modified this js).
tag list! (opt in/out) @jamessunderlandgf @lavampira @queennymeria @chyrstis @derelictheretic @benwishaw @boldly-ho @spookyrares @devil-kindred @florbelles @roofgeese @ruvviks @strangefable @confidentandgood @leviiackrman @carrionsflower @simplegenius042 @thedeadthree @socially-awkward-skeleton @imogenkol @malefiquinn @neonshrike @d-esmond @captastra @gothimp @statichvm @calenhads @poetikat @nonfunctioning-queer @ghostfvcker @dickytwister @inafieldofdaisies
#hi this is the second edit#if yall wanted to know. The other playlists. songs of all time is literally all fall out boy songs. all of them#songs of all time 2 is all paramore songs. all of them. amara has 2 favorite bands#I just like these songs. is ripped straight from me LMAO I have a playlist called I just like these songs it’s. hold on. 645 songs long.#and u guessed it. every song I like is on there#see I told u she was a self insert#ANYWAYS song recs is. u guessed it song recs. thank you to hev for providing all of the song recs btw#and group project. is the massive playlist that the gang just adds what the fuck ever to#and obviously. Shop playlist is the playlist amara has running in blooming records when she works. sometimes she plays this#sometimes she just picks a record to play#she was limited to 2 fob songs so she had to pick her faves#also sorry for the double tags ANYWAYS that’s all#oc: amara owens#my edits
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#I've had the cutest interaction today#So like yesterday? There was this post I saw on my dash that was like “you want to know extra info about museums? Just befriend a–#guide! That way you can also unlock the Secret Backscene” and I was like. Lmao. Who could ever befriend a museum guide I've never–#even personally met anyone who works at museums?#... Well. Guess what happened today#I was following this guided museum tour with a friend and when the tour came to an end I was happily chatting with her when the guide.#Shyly chimed in and was like “is that an Atsushi keychain?” And I was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#And I was like‚‚ omg‚‚‚ Do you happen to know‚‚‚ This one series‚‚‚‚‚‚#And they unsheathed their phone like a fbi distinctive in American movies to show me their fyo/zai background amjdsgawsjda it was SO cute.#They were adorable. And I got so embarassed but trying to keep my cool while internally I was like‚‚‚#Omg the Cool Museum Guide™ is talking with me about my hyperfixation‚‚‚‚‚‚ What is happening#We talked a bit about the manga it was such a nice and sweet exchange. They said they like Dostoyevsky and I was like yeah he's so cool!!!#They said they're sorry about Bram it was REALLY cute (´;ω;`)#I didn't want to hamper them too much so I took my leave shortly after but I'd actually really like to pay visit again–#when the new chapter is out??#Hhhhhhh I don't want to look stalkery and like go look for them on their job. But also like‚ they looked genuinely happy and as excited as–#I was when we were chatting and I believe in the power of human connections through shared hyperfixations#The possibly funnier part is that then my friend went “Wait you're into b/ungo stray dogs??” and like alright. This is less surprising.#I already knew she likes manga.#What actually left me quite baffled was that... She really didn't know I was into b/sd. When it's literally what I think about 24/7#Something very similar happened just a week ago. My friend gifted me a manga volume of a series she really likes for my birthday#But when she was giving it to me she awkwardly went “oh‚ just‚ it features romance between two guys. I hope that's okay with you...”#And I internally had to pause and realize that no.#In fact most of the people I hang out with don't know I spend half my time curating a bl focused blog.#It's just funny in a way? I got so used to concealing my hyperfixations I didn't even realize I actually got quite good at passing–#for someone who is normal about stuff.#random rambles
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hello :D please tell me more about your mezalian (is that how you spell it??) smalletho I will forever be indebted to you
(they are gorgeous I love them sm)
hey hi !! it would be my pleasure … (and I’ve been spelling it mezalean ??? but i have no idea LOL. there might be a canon spelling but i havent watched joels esmp1 since… probably since it ended. i will have to check sometime)
apologizing in advance because i will probably get very ramble-y!!
ummm. Oh god. How to start. Lets see. WELL. In this silly little au (i guess it has become a bit more than just me doodling designs LOL) in my head they have like this sort of zelink dynamic? obviously without all the zelda lore & stuff, just that kind of … okay forgive me I haven’t brushed up on my zelink lore for a good many years but. Like the princess and her personal knight that doesn’t really talk much sort of thing.
this made more sense in my head. But yeah. They have the vibes of zelink ? At least if i remember zelink right, I have a really bad memory :’) not exactly the same, i do think etho talks to joel (whereas if iirc link never really talks) - especially after getting to know him a bit - but just. they have the Vibes. You know?
I reckon Joel’s definitely very into sculpting in this au, maybe dabbles a little in painting - I imagine mezalea to be very heavy on art and expression in general. think you’d especially see lots of pottery and textiles all around the place. He probably also has an interest in some form of like. um. whats the word. Some sort of … fighting. lmao. Specifically thinking of fencing, i had this idea in my head that he’s watched Etho practice outside the palace at some point and is just absolutely fascinated and enamored. by both the practice and etho himself haha.
and for etho… talented swordsman? he is Not washed. i dont really have many ideas for his character in this au To be completely honest, mostly just of his personality. Although, I alsooo think he’s probably not actually from mezalea? I like to draw him with those pointy elf ears, and i think mezaleans are just humans. I cant remember if thats canon or not but um. mezaleans have human ears, so i’d imagine etho’s probably from like.. rivendelle? Is that. What it’s called. The elf guys? Are they elves??? Goodness I cant remember. Grimlands would make sense too since i THINK they’re kind of like. technical engineer guys? but i dont know what species they are um so ,,, yeah,,,,
i think joel’s probably a bit put off by etho at first, mostly just because he’s not super enthused about the idea of a personal guard, but also because the guys a bit odd, you know? but he’s also probably suuuper intrigued by him. he wants to figure this new guy out, and when they start talking a bit more, i think. They are both incredibly charmed by the other. head over heels? possibly.
most of my ideas of this au are just little scenes that are cute and silly but dont follow any main plot. I would love to write some one-shots of some of the ideas i have in the future, but as of right now im experiencing a bout of creative burnout and am busy with the holidays - spending time with family, so… not right now lol!
hopefully this is what you wanted,,,, i tend to get very ramble-y when talking about literally anything, so i do apologize for that haha, i am Not good at explaining things in simple ways, as i’ve said many a time before.
#sphynx asks!#sphynx rambles#i guess i’ll tag this as#smalletho#and#trafficshipping#for filtering#when explaining my thoughts on smalletho (or any ship for that matter) i always feel the need to clarify that um#being someone on the aroace + probably aplatonic spectrum#i always put a bit of that into my headcanon of characters#like in my brain they are never sexually attracted to each other or anyone else#and the relationships aren’t ever easily describable. they just exist as they are without a label.#maybe they kiss maybe they like each other but i never put them in any sort of established romantic relationship in my head#it Is my desire for connection and intimacy without the “rules” and lines between platonic and romantic attraction making itself known#because i don’t really. feel. either? I want to love someone but i am not sure what love entails. and i’d reckon that probably shows LOL#dude i could go on and on about how being aroace feels for me and how i project that onto characters. its honestly. fascinating to me lmao?#i find the topic of love and attraction and friendship and connection and intimacy just incredibly interesting as a whole though LOL#sometimes i feel like some alien (not in a bad way!! ..most of the time) looking in on human life like… how very curious this is! wow!#Honestly i could probably talk about anything for hours. i just really like thinking about things and sharing my thoughts#unfortunately im also terrified of sharing those thoughts and being perceived in general ! social anxiety at its finest here!#i spent the whole day working on this answer lmao. which really shows just how much i struggle putting things into words#and then POSTING those words? i have to reread what ive written a billion times to make sure i don’t sound stupid or insane#and even then i still worry. so at this point its just become.. post and dont look at tumblr for the next while to let the anxiety subside#anyway um.! Yeah.#im going to sleep now. Thumbs up.
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ive been unhealthily fixated on kubosai for the past few weeks, i just have no idea how to put it into words. kuboyasu aren and saiki kusuo are in love btw
#they are.#been thinking a lot about t*rusai and k*bosai and all three of them together#(really long rant in these tags that shouldve been a rant post but im not changing it soz i got carried away LMAO->)#see the thing is that k*bosai is my absolute favorite ship ever. but i get genuinely pissed when people smack talk t*rusai#idk like i get why people wouldnt ship kbs and i really dont care. and i also get that a lot of people have differing opinions and-#wont ship trsai. i honestly cant wrap my head around why (other than people who just hate teruhashi and are misogynistic) but im okay with-#agreeing to disagree and i dont care yk??#but people so often make these long discussion posts just yapping and yapping and making up shit about how trsa 'wouldnt work'#and its always just... actual complete bullshit. like unreadable word vomit.#sorry. but its true.#thats why it gets me so mad#i cant think of a single reason why you would feel the need to do that#why cant you be normal and just. not like a ship. just dont like it. hate it even. but dont make up shit just to shit on it#its so dumb i have to force myself to just scroll past them every time i encounter one#usually on tiktok or tumblr#if i read them i wont be able to stop myself from making the most concerned and upset noises ever cuz what is actually wrong with you#theyre always the biggest dumbest stretches ever and they ignore their actual development and pretend it didnt happen#it just makes me wonder why people are so okay with making fun of that ship but get mad if anyone even dislikes theirs#and then they complain about people 'shitting on their opinion'#LIKE ?? NOBODY CARES THAT U HATE THE SHIP. I CERTAINLY DONT GAF.#but ur in the main tags advertising ur hatred for it and sounding stupid as shit for no reason? UR SHITTING ON PEOPLES SHIP ON PURPOSE#AND THEN GETTING MAD AT ANYONE WHO EVEN SAYS 'i disagree actually' IM LAUGHING SO HARD STOP IM KILLING MYSELF#the one time i ever talked in that much detail about why i disliked a ship was bevause somebody specifically asked me#and yk what ?? i have literally gotten death threats over it. im not allowed to hate that ship but everyone else can do whatever i guess#okay sorry. rant over.#is that controversial i cant tell. i dont really care and im not tagging anyway#meows post
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antidepressants have saved my life but in the way that my dad was put on them earlier this year before i was and he's an entirely different person neow. several years of it being a coin toss as to whether the house was going to have a sinister energy on any given day, undone in a few weeks and once again resembling the person i was most attached to as a child
#it hassss brought up some additional struggles. like how He's really the parent i can trust and my realization that#my nonstop death phobia spirals ive had since age 6 have not really ever centered around my mom at all lmao#how he keeps recounting his life to me now and it is not helping my anticipatory grief. its only made it worse#alas....#i wish they worked as well for me. i kind of just feel normal now which is the point but it doesn't really feel like it did at the beginnin#either...at first they'd make me actually Sleepy much earlier but now im back to making it to 5 am not tired at all...wagh#at least now i dont feel like im about to die when i wake up from my 6 hours of sleep. i guess#i know this is the ''dont stop taking them bc you feel normal bc theyre whats making u feel normal'' part#but idk i cant really notice da difference anymore other than the Lacking Sleep Doesn't Feel Like Death Anymore
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who’s your most favorite non Star Trek blorbo? :)
hilariously non-fandom (ish) but... mr john keating (dead poets society)! keating/mcallister is one of my favorite ships actually hahah. i know most people ship the boys but i guess i just made a beeline for the old married couple (as always xDD). i have this whole fix-it au for dps... 6k words of complete self indulgence and counting <333
#哈哈哈 总是逃不过画纯爱老人cp的命运#yeah theyre sorta sponescoded. i have a type. what about it#but it's so funny to me how much this looks like mckirk fanart LMAO#does anyone else ship them...... we will never know but i am SO used to shipping the nichest shit ever that trek is cosmic eldritch lvls bi#dead poets society#john keating#george mcallister#john keating/george mcallister#keating/mcallister dead poets society#keating/mcallister#seriously is there a ship name for these two or#i actually have SO much lore written for them. It's absolutely ridiculous but i love when people take supporting chars and make them theirs#dead poets society fanart#ship: quos amor verus tenuit tenebit#that's MY tag for em now xDD. i mean my blog is called a self indulgent work dump for a reason#not trek#MAYBE. maybe. they look so much like mckirk.......what if. hmm#fun fact this ship is part of my url lore. No i will not elaborate because it's TOO self indulgent and i get embarrassed#BIG*#well. i guess trek is pretty bi#dust talks#ask#tuvok-enjoyer#(ilu sid!!!!!!)
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men are so disappointing in so many ways i know i shouldn't expect most of them to be dignified humans but it's crazy. i need to get over this guy he's making my sense of self crumble even faster than it usually does. like he's just so unlike my usual type and i'm pretty convinced he's stupid and slutty and not discerning whatsoever. not to mention boring like i know even if i did have a chance with him he wouldn't Get Me at all so it's a bigger waste of time that usual and i'm actually pretty tired of men in general and definitely tired of parasocial relationships because they drive me insane for months typically. thankfully it's only been like 2 weeks if that at this point. idk. sigh. i know literally virtually nothing abt him as a person and ofc liking any public figure who you know nothing about is only setting yourself for heartbreak and disappointment to begin with bc you already know nothing is gonna come from it but. in a way it's almost addictive to become obsessed with someone and not be looked at with the same level of scrutiny. i don't think anyone in real life would ever try to get to know me as much as i try to get to know people who i'll never even meet. lmao! but that's the thing... idk... i have a lot of love in my heart and it consumes me and i reject my pride usually when i'm into someone. i want to know more... like VORACIOUSLY consuming anything with information about them involved simply because i think knowing someone is a very deep form of love but of course you can never truly know anyone. not completely. and that scares me i think which is why it's always probably been easier for me to never really TRY to be with anyone or have anything real. idk. this turned into me psychoanalyzing myself real quick but SOMEONE needs to bc i need to understand what the fuck is wrong w me.
#like i'm not gonna lie and say i do this every time i'm even vaguely interested in someone. most of the time i'm just like 'ooo hottie'#and then save a bunch of pics before either the shame gets to me or i just stop caring and move on. happens quite a bit more than my#obsessive episodes. the worst one was absolutely the fact that i was obsessed with jeremy for basically 3 years and spent two hating him#simply because i thought i was owed anything. honestly i think i was just very very insanely depressed. that's probably why those#obsessive periods even happen to begin with because i have felt so so horrible like soul ripped out horrible the past few weeks lmao#and i think i'm just a grasp for any light in the dark type person like it doesn't even necessarily mean anything the person is just someon#i attach significance to them when i do this shit but i know deep down that i'm owed nothing and that i truly expect nothing#it's just nice to have a distraction from my life. and dgmw that doesn't make me any less schizo about certain details and happenings#like i'll still think that 'oh they're only doing that because i'm into them' or 'they only went here because it was related to something i#was thinking about earlier' and whatever else. i know what i am. i don't claim to be anything else. and i know it puts people off.#and that i'm not likely to get any better if i keep doing it. if it's even possible for me to get better. but idk. it's interesting bc i've#thought more about what my life means to me and the kind of person i am and how my brain works and how everything affects me#more in the past few weeks than i seem to have in the last 5 years. i think i'm really getting better at accepting hard truths.#time spent by yourself is still time spent with the world.... and the more i think... even if it's hurtful... i'm growing and changing all#the time. i don't think if this was 4 years ago i would've even acknowledged the fact that i can't write off on This Guy's zionism#and other things about him that give me the ick (hate that phrase but whtevr) like him playing that gay hogwarts game and being a nepo baby#like bro you have trans friends and supposedly always 'look out for the small guy'. he's also never dated a fat girl despite his mom being#kind of a trailblazer for fat women in the entertainment industry. there's always rumors of him dating literally ever costar he's ever#worked with i guess simply because he seems like that kind of guy. and to be fair he does LMAO#honestly i don't know if i believe he's a bad person but i won't sign off on a guy i like being boring and stupid. that's just me#i'm sure ppl reading this who also don't Get Me are wondering why any of this even matters and the point is that it kind of doesn't lmao#but it's my life and i typically choose to care about people who will never even know i exist. unpopular girl instinct i suppose. maybe i'm#destined to be unloved or something but for now i wear fantasies like a blanket. maybe one day i won't need them anymore. but i def#do not need to center my romantic ideals on a guy i would be embarrassed to tell people i'm dating if i were actually dating him. rough#now just give me a month to get over it and finish the 2nd season of a show i like that he's in and i'll be rid of it hopefully. we'll see
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DM, on getting together to talk about backstory stuff I have to have him build with me: I might need to ask a few more questions about Felix and also what drives him besides curiosity
me: is curiosity not enough??
also me: well the other major thing was supposed to be solving this mystery that I asked for your cooperation with six months ago and have never gotten any input on
#me building felix in 2022: this guy will be actively and strongly driven by curiosity so I can get him into pretty much any situation#dm: sure but what's he REALLY after. so I can figure out how to put him in a situation.#yeah I guess I wouldn't expect someone incapable of curiosity himself to recognize that as a valid driving force! my bad!!#he's NOSY and he's KIND and BRAVE. what more does he need!! haven't you ever seen a detective show! haven't you seen scooby doo!!#I mean I've finally sufficiently chewed upon the lad to figure out at least SOME of his underlying Stuff and what makes him tick#so I have a better and fuller understanding of various Whys of his behavior and a little more depth and nuance for choices#but like if you're looking for like... a lust for treasure or a revenge quest or something like that idk what to tell you dude lmao#a specific diagetic thing ABOUT felix is that he generally doesn't HAVE a more specific drive than This One Mystery; he's drifting#how about you work with the character you're given. while weaving your fictions. how about that.#man to be fair I reserve judgement on this backstory until we've at least talked about it but#I still really hate and resent that the one PC whose backstory needs a lot of involvement from the DM got stuck with this one#I don't WANNA let you do it. I don't trust you with it :')
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u know. i feel like. the way i 'cover' music (listening reaaaaally really closely note by note and transcribing it into the free program that i have) is probably not. the way most people do it. almost certainly there is a simpler way of doing things. however
#talk tag#there is no continuation <3#listen im bad at googling idk what to look up for how to cover fuckin. instrumental stuff. so i just kinda. taught myself to do it This way#which is. what ive done w most of my creative hobbies tbqh. i just fuck around until i figure out what works#or what works as well as possible given my utter lack of any actual training whatsoever#anyway. random russ lore drop tonight i guess. enjoy#also to be clear this is just for funsies. ive thought abt posting stuff somewhere but anxiety that im Doing It Wrong and Everyone Will Kno#so i havent. yet. maybe one day#+ also i frequently get frustrated and give up halfway through songs bc i cant get smth right. rip#i did finish a piano 'cover' of power of friendship though. it is the only one ive ever actually finished i think. so theres that#its good. i was listening to it on repeat when the wifi was off (its back now) bc i was bored. thats what made me think of this lmao
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thinking out loud for fic writing purposes. this is not about canon. or maybe it is? idk. but this is mainly for fic, so I'm more hand-waivy with the canonicity of details.
so how does diving and the 12 hour rule work? if lu guang stays past 12 hours, he permanently lives in that body and can't dive anymore. that's the current assumption, right?
okay so now. hypothetically, let's say there are three timelines: A, B, C. let's say lu guang dives from timeline A -> B then from B -> C. let's assume that he hops between parallel/multiple timelines and doesn't loop within the same timeline.
can I safely assume that as long as the 12h isn't up, he's free to hop in any timeline within those 12h, without requiring a death transfer of abilities? e.g. is it possible to dive within a dive? recursive diving? diveception?
if you dive into someone's body, do you have access to their ability? I think cheng xiaoshi technically "experienced" the twins' abilities but didn't know what was going on at the time, and didn't "use" it himself. if you know how to use the ability though, could you use it for yourself? so for example, if lu guang, who knows how to dive because of the death transfer and has dived before, possessed cheng xiaoshi, could he use cheng xiaoshi's dive abilities and dive as cheng xiaoshi? my head is spinning just thinking this
let's say lu guang goes from B -> C. 12h pass so he's stuck there, but cheng xiaoshi dies and transfers the ability so lu guang can dive again. if he goes to the first 12h of his dive in timeline B, and then tries to "exit" the dive by clapping out, which timeline would he end up in? A or C? that is, I guess the question is which "version" of him does the dive ability respond to...? his body in timeline B, which was diving from timeline A? or the lu guang who's diving from timeline C? when you dive, your body disappears, so...
when lu guang hops between timelines, does he erase ("overwrite") the lu guang that's local to the timeline he hops into after 12h? does the lu guang of that timeline "die" or does he "merge" with the lu guang of the other timeline? is there a meaningful difference? the only difference would be in memories, I suppose, but memories shape identity...
the last two aren't really questions, but just some concepts I've been thinking about. again, this is for fic purposes, so this isn't any statement about canon or anything.
the concept of photographs as a snapshot of spacetime. but in particular, if parallel timelines exist (which liu xiao believes to be true), then are photographs considered like connecting points between timelines? if you in timeline A took a picture of the sunset while you're in the basketball court during university, and the you in timeline B did the same during highschool, and the circumstances between those two nodes are similar (same people are in the court, same time and place). would those two pictures act like portals to each other's timelines?
the purpose of the high five as an anchor to the current timeline, so the diver can enter and exit within their home timeline instead of hopping in parallel ones. this is not necessarily true in canon, as we see cheng xiaoshi clap himself into surveillance footage all the time and not worry about parallel timelines. but again, this is for fic, so it's (hand waves) whatever. or maybe... the camera itself serves as an anchor? hmmmmm
#mine musings#liveblogging link click#“protect-namine what kind of fic are you writing that you need three timelines” don't worry about it :)#because tbh idk if this will ever see the light of day lmao#i'm complicating things for myself once again#actually i'm only working with two timelines technically but it's easier to illustrate my questions with three#tbh i think the one i'm most curious about is bullet point three bc that's a plot point i need to figure out#it's a very “cheng xiaoshi exploits a loophole in their abilities” type of plan imo. which is what i want#it's fic so i can do whatever i want i guess. but the implications.... argh#why'd i have to try writing plot. why can't i just do like. a fluffy oneshot or something#edit: actually i just figured something out. hooray!!!!#i don't need the three timelines illustration. i know how to work this out in my fic#i love. when you write things out and then a eureka moment happens after a while#your brain subconsciously chewing on thoughts you organized earlier. what a feeling
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also i need to stop being mentally insane in the tags cause my friends think i only listen to twenty one pilots because tyler joseph is hot
#which is absolutely not true#i live and breathe their music#you see me just a few times a day losing my goddamn mind while reblogging pictures#but i actually stream their music all the fucking time when i'm not working#and tyler's gorgeous face is just a fun bonus ❤️#fun fact: when i started listening to them in 2018 i didn't even know what tyler looks like#i only knew josh's face and i actually thought he was the lead singer lmao#i don't know why#laugh all you want i guess i just didn't pay attention#it wasn't that important to me#anyway#this post is obviously a joke i love my friends#prison gang discord server is the funniest and the best thing that ever happened to me#i love my friends so very much#❤️❤️#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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You know what my coworkers might’ve made fun of me for having so much "useless shit" in my go bag, but I guarantee they're never gonna do that again bc they've all used every single thing have in there 😌
#not snz#i mean minus my clothes obviously lmao#but i carry those stupid little oxygen cans on me#and they've always been like 'you're never gonna use those and you're wasting your storage'#every single one of these mfers has taken a hit of oxygen LMAO#the smoke is killer like holy shit#and I've got a hand washing bottle which everyone has also used#and several people have taken turns using my portable heating pad#like i better not ever hear these dudes saying shit about what i pack ever again lmaoooo#there are never any complaints about any of the medical supplies i carry but god forbid a bitch have a heating pad in cade the cramps hit#anyway guess who's still at work 😔#and taking overnight duty so everyone else can sleep 😔#and overhead said i could leave tomorrow if there's no flare ups but guess what's happening 😔#I'm never gonna get out of here 😭😭 I'm so fucking tired and i swear I'm gonna have fucking lung damage or something#i have my respirators but idk how much those are actually helping#i mean it's better than nothing obviously like i think they're holding up pretty well but still#my throat hurts and my eyes burn and my lungs ache like girl get me out of here 😭#hell on earth 😭
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I should be neither surprised nor upset that my workplace does not stock plus size dress uniform pieces on site nor do they seem to understand that a womens xl does not actually really qualify as a plus size.
#my one coworker who holds on to uniforms for our department just said oh i have this xl on hand it might work!#and i had to say to him like. okay. that simply does not mean what you think it means#so then i go to the closet where the full stock of extras is#nothing above a xxl#again i know better than to let this make me feel like shit. and yet!#and they don't have a size chart for it either!!! lmao of course!!!! so i just have to guess. which shirt it is from this brand#and hope that the size chart I'm finding online (because I have to go search it because again they don't know anything about a size chart)#matches the product we use.#it's a dress shirt with no stretch so I can't just MAKE it fit I have to know it's going to fucking fit#ANYWAY IT'S FINE! LOL LOVE BEING APPARENTLY THE FIRST FAT PERSON EVER TO WORK HERE OR SOMETHING
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