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She got the Miracle Queen Upgrade~
Episode 51 Part 9 First < Previous > Next Season 1, Season 2, Season 3, Season 4, Season 5 Ep 41, Ep 42, Ep 43, Ep 44 Ep 45, Ep 46, Ep 47, Ep 48, Intermission, Ep 49, Ep 50
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#what a pain to deal with#scarlet lady#scarlet lady au#scarlet lady comic#queen wasp#episode 51 part 9
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Burning Rotten Bridges
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#mianmian#nie mingjue#jin guangyao#JGY is nothing but outwardly calm and carrying on his duties as the chair for the meeting#but in that small pause after Nie Mingjue commemorates Mianmian for leaving...you can feel the tension.#Because Nie Mingjue comes from a place of privilege. He's always been in a position where his legitimacy and political standing-#-were never challenged. He didn't have to fight for respect. He was born into this world respected.#For people like Mianmian and JGY who clawed their way up from the bottom...this is a huge deal.#Truth be told I have a lot of things to say about what it means and feels to be in a position where leaving is messy.#There are times where the situation is bad but to leave means that those years of your life will have been for nothing.#That all the other suffering incurred will be fruitless. So you just *keep going*. Because it *has* to be worth it.#Because going back to what you were before is even more terrifying than the hell you are boiling in.#My concrete example for this is post-grad academia.#Because that cohort will have spent over a decade pursuing a goal and leaving means...well...it means throwing away those years.#It means losing (likely nearly all) your connections. It means going into debt you'll never pay off.#It means putting up with some pretty heinous abuse from your supervisor because what are you suppose to do? Leave?#Leaving is for those with the privilege to have options.#And even if you do have options...#Ultimately we would rather love the pain we know than risk the unknown. Hoping it's worth it one day.#With that mindset established; never say JGY should have just left like Mianmian. He couldn't. This was what he dedicated his life to.#He never had the option. Even if it seemed like he did - no he did not. He never conceived this ending ever happening for himself.
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was possessed by the need to draw something related to @jellynut's bill still au it's such a cool au and I'm not normal whenever he posts art of it
also did kind of a comic:
#i didn't really communicate this in the comic but the idea is kinda that like. stan doesn't wanna rest bc then he won't have a distraction-#-from bill and all the pain and horrors that come with that#but like of course he's not gonna tell ford that that's what's happening bc he wants to protect ford from bill#and deal with it all on his own secretly#🔥the pain and suffering brothers🔥#also i really enjoy drawing ford looking like a sad puppy lol#anyways!! yeah i'm not normal abt this au lol#stanley pines#stanford pines#bill cipher#billstillau#gravity falls#s0dabeach art
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“please don’t hate yourself…”
(a loose, semi-correlative second part to this)
#darkzyx#undertale au#undertale fandom#utmv#utmv comic#killer sans#utmv nightmare#dreamtale nightmare#nightmare sans#utmv killer sans#utmv fanart#Nightmare dealing with his pre-apple incident trauma#I think it was truly unfair what he had to go through#and that pain will never really go away#but it can get better#more bare-able with time and care
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DP x DC Camp
The Batfam force Damian to go to summer camp to socialize with kids his own age and have some normal childhood experiences
That’s all well and good, but normal does not describe his cabin’s councilor, one Daniel “for the love of Ancients call me Danny” Fenton
Between the son of the bat and a Fenton, camp is going to be weird
#danny phantom#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc prompt#danny fenton#dpxdc#writing prompt#writing#detective comics#camp counselor Danny#putting on the pep and trying to manage a group of 13 year olds#or ten#dealers choice DC timeline is a pain to deal with#Damian has gone from 10-14 I think? meanwhile Tim is still 17#and yes I know Danny went to space camp#but to be fair a more traditional camp experience would probably be more story convenient#and he’s been camping#with his family#that’s not even counting his mom going full marine in enemy territory survivalist mode#Danny is going to have some weirdly specific camping skills is what I’m saying
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alright,,,,,is this newyears gift,,,,,, i dont no. but maybe it's late enough that i'll be able to forget that i drew this 😁😁😁😁 mttpoly doodles. whoever sees this sees this
#triglycercule kist is real i know someone that will be very happy with this#you dont know how badly i wanted to squeeze a horrorkiller on somewhere focusing on horror's spine#horror sane spin still on my mind. underneath that zipped up jacket is a crop top hand made by horror himself ‼️‼️‼️#auagahhhhhbtheyre all so stupid can you tell i didntbknow what to do for kist (but its nice and i think its cute and a little fitting)#did not finish (or start) the killer analysis so idk anything about him fully still#like this is a tad bit more platonic leaning (something i'd put in my fic) but i still like it#because killer's very aware of everything that will go on and dust has a no murder streak#and something something killer doesnt wanna have to deal with the pain that is dust's emotions#dust knows damn well killer doesnt mean to be nice but he's being nice anyway#and in my eyes dust is nice(ish)est of all of them (and respectful too i think) so he says thank you just because#it takes killer like 3 weeks to figure out how to respond to dust's thank you. i am too tired to figure out what he said in return#NOT EVEN THAT TIRED BUT I GOTTA STAY UP FOR THE SAKE OF STAYING UP‼️‼️‼️‼️ gotta wait until 2am...... then untitled2987601111 awakes#i'm seeing people read horrortale or like mtt stuff and i am very happy ✨✨✨ mtt nation is swell and the three pillars of it are smitten#(for each other)#everyone looks so weirdly good in this but whatever. time to post!#untitled29876011111 gets the full edition 😁😁😁😁😁#tricule art#thankfully its the middle of the night so nobody will see this x3#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#murder time trio poly#horrordust#kist#horrorkiller#mtt poly
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Watched the Sonic 3 movie yesterday. Not coping well. Also I explained in the tags
#hilson#wouse#stobotnik#billford#hope this strikes a chord somewhere#some further elaboration;#robotnik in specifically sonic 3 is a broken kitten of a man#very housian in nature#broken depressed and self depracating#yet still thinks hes the smartest man in the room#he is exuding pure need the whole time and stone is there to serve#at the same time#he has this desire for world domination#because living was painful#because he was an orphan and bullied and had a shitty life#so what he wants is to put humanity in its place#a genius hell bent on world domination#like bill........#stone on the other hand: freaky. why does he enjoy dealing with robotnik? thats freaky. thats wilson behaviour#craving to be of service to another man. craving need. craving the doctor's brand of attention#like stanford#i am so obsessed with them guys#someone help me
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seeing young trans ppl living as themselves is the most beautiful thing in the world
#i don't want to get too srs on main but#i didn't get to be trans at 18 because i didn't know what trans was#i simply had a horrible awful pain that i couldn't explain and masked with a lot of drugs and alcohol#i'm so glad that u don't have to deal with that ily ily
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when you start to like and suffer for a shipp without actually consuming the original work it comes from 🙂
#i'm sorry i'm just not ready to deal with the PAIN#shiguang#joongdok#and now i just realized that this also applies to my genshin and hsr shipps#what can i do. i don't have enough space on my phone to play the games but i have enough space in my heart to love the characters!#jingheng#scarakazu#zhongchi#haikaveh#ratiorine#cynonari#wriolette#xiaoven#kaebedo
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i just finished watching season 3 of house. eric foreman is the best and most underrated character and i will not be taking questions on this.
like yeah, im a huge Big Three (house, wilson, cuddy) fan too, and the shipping aspect is obviously going to be the biggest thing people talk about (it’s tumblr) but if we can look beyond shipping for like one millisecond foreman is such an interesting character and i don’t see anyone talk about him!!!!! he’s an analytical ‘straight man,’ he’s friendly and desires human connection yet pushes people away the moment they start to get close. he doesn’t outwardly care about what people think yet still craves to be the best because if he’s not the smartest person in the room he’s worthless.
he’s morally grey. he’s pinned between his strong sense of justice and his desire for cold scientific problem solving. he’s primarily ethical yet not afraid to prioritize himself over others, even if callously. he has principles. he’s horrified at the side of his personality house brings out in him. he has a complicated relationship with religion and his family. he has imposter syndrome due to racism and classism in the medical community. he has internalized so many biases and when they show, it’s not pretty. he spends 3 seasons simultaneously loathing house and envying him. cameron wants to fix him, chase wants to be him, wilson (and cuddy) want to fuck him, but foreman? he wants to study this man like a lab rat. and possibly strangle him. he’s the ideological bridge between cameron’s ethics and chase’s fuck-all attitude. he tries so hard to be a healthy functioning adult and in many respects he succeeds but he will always be haunted by his chronic loneliness and inferiority complex (one which he hides well with his ego.) he’s just like house and he hates it. he’s a vindictive jerk, but he’s a really good person at heart. he tries very hard to be, anyways. and he’s the only one of his colleagues who actually took the initiative to stop enabling house and just quit. the others will bitch and moan about it but he was the one who actually prioritized his mental health over remaining psychologically obsessed with him. (will that last? no idea, i know he comes back later but shh. spoilers. him folding and coming back would be great though lol)
his character arc so far has been amazing and i hope seasons 4-8 do him justice 💥💥💥
#i know about like. most major events. but nobody talks about foreman so i really dunno what happens to him next#so shhh i’ll deal with the pain of whatever goes down with 13 when i get there#house md#hate crimes md#foreman friday#malpractice md#eric foreman#dr foreman#house md foreman#my writing#if you can call it that…#i love this show so much. i haven’t talked about it here at all but i do#this vexes me
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Please pray for two different young adults I know of who have cancer, which is most likely terminal
#too many people around here have gotten cancer#I am so so so grateful my sister made it#but it fills me with such dread and sadness that there are other young people who have to deal with what will probably be an early death#but lots of pain and fear regardless#prayer request
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🍄 | So, we've noticed a pattern on the way Hideduo speaks....
(Video credits: one of the twitter admins)
#not an update#this is what we have to deal with daily#it is painful#qsmp#hideduo#fitpac#qsmp hideduo#qsmp pac#qsmp Fit
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showing off the commission i got from @ruporas for my fic, In the Next Life!
i'm still so incredibly excited about this. it's been some months since the story event that caused these scars, but i wanted SO BADLY to be able to see what they'd actually Look like... & Here They Are.
ruporas rendered the scars So Well, i just cant stop Looking at them... there's a Fresh & a Healed version, which ruporas was kind enough to give me without additional charge (Thank U Again😭😭) so i get to see what it looks like at different stages.
Lichtenberg Figures. in terms of actual scarring, lightning strikes that people survive don't tend to leave permanent scars, but the lichtenberg figures that they (usually temporarily) leave behind are just So Cool... Now, what happens when you get someone who can survive an amount of electricity/lightning that would be Frankly Lethal to any normal human person?
This :]
#speculation nation#trigun#vash the stampede#vash#in the next life#itnl shit#itnl art#there's a certain amount of Suspension Of Disbelief surrounding this whole injury#do i think it's necessarily realistic? not really. but the fun thing about fiction (especially for a nonhuman character like vash) is#I Do What I Want.#and so i DID shoot him with (what shouldve been) a lethal amount of lightning and it DID leave him with (what wouldve been) 4th degree burn#but his healing ability is fucking insane so it really only put him out of commission for a week or so#functionally. he's still dealing with pain from it though (not that he's gonna admit That to anyone) but yeah#im so in love with how ruporas drew the scars overlapping. he mentioned he did research for it and MAN it really paid off#and. man. vash really does look Chewed the Fuck Up huh#ultimately tho just one more scar for the collection! it just happens to be.. the most extensive single scar lol#but he'll be fiiine he's totally fiiine (pay no attention to the world-weary look in his eyes)(he's totally fine guys everything is Fine)#alternate caption for this commission piece: Chewing on him Chewing on him Chewing on him#god ruporas's art is so fuckin good. best money ive ever spent
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[I.D. Digital two panel drawing of TMNT 2003 Baxter Stockman and ROTTMNT Baron Draxum. In the first panel, Baxter stands with one hand on his hip and the other pointed upward. He says proudly "Of course having a healthy work-life balance is essential to any amount of success so I make sure to maintain a good diet, exercise properly, and get eight hours of sleep a night." Next to him Draxum has his hands behind his back, and a simplified smiley face expression. He says "I work twenty hour days for as long as I can before I collapse". In the second panel, Baxter narrows his eyes and stares at Draxum with a confused, somewhat disturbed expression. In turn, Draxum looks defensively at Baxter and asks "What?" End I.D.]
I love the idea of Stockman being very health conscious/aware of his physical needs because he knows pushing himself and burning out isn't worth it, versus Baron "I'm functioning at like a 3 in terms of pain right now so I can just keep going- oh shit now it's at 9" Draxum
#image described#rottmnt#rottmnt au#tmnt 2003#tmnt 2003 au#crossover#2033 baxter stockman#rottmnt baron draxum#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt fanart#tmnt 2003 fanart#my art#i tend to headcanon draxum as having some level of chronic pain but also not the best awareness of how he's doing physically#so that and his tendency to get super super focused on his work means he can end up not noticing when he's pushed himself too far#or not notice that his pain is ramping up until he stops for a bit and is like oh. well shit#that and the level of pain he's dealing with on a given day isnt consistent so sometimes what he'd normally be able to do is too much#but also draxum is time-blind as hell so he can go hours and hours without realizing how long its been#anyway stockman looks at this and is like 'dude how do you *not realize* when you're in pain???'#and draxum's like 'because it's the default??? i can work through it a lot of the time???'
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might make a more dramatic sketch of him losing a legion arm but for now have this
#what i sketch during assignment breaks lol#he looks like he needs a hand#part two to this would be Venigni and Eugénie working to make him a new arm#the way they would grab him and then RUN to their tools <3#also#p is def the type of person who both has an INSANE pain tolerance and just grits his teeth and bears most of the pain he gets#i mean#have you SEEN some of the attacks he has to endure#?#i feel like getting his arm slowly ripped off and then having to deal with the constant sparking pain afterwards#would be pretty high on the “ouch” scale for him tho#lies of p#lies of p pinocchio#p#pinocchio#echosong971#art#digital art#fanart#sketch#lies of p art#lies of p fanart#neowiz#blood#tw blood
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I've been following @druidposting's DR2 playthrough on discord and we just had a really good discussion about DR's Closing Arguments. Specifically the way the murderer is depicted as grey and featureless, which until now I found a bit annoying.
In Danganronpa it's repeatedly the case that we don't have the full picture until the talking actually stops- which always goes beyond the end of the trial. We generally vote first and come to understand what the murderer's actual motive was, sometimes filling in important pieces of the timeline in the process, afterwards.
But none of that matters for the killing game because characters' emotions aren't directly relevant to who was the 'blackened'- the only thing that matters to Monokuma- so it comes out afterwards and does nothing to change their execution. It doesn't matter how sympathetic they are (basically everyone) or whether other people share responsibility for the situation (eg. Hanamura, Pekoyama, Momota) or whether they intended to murder at all (Nanami). They objectively pulled the trigger and nothing else matters. Nothing about them as a person matters.
The Closing Argument mechanic might illustrate that problem- literally. They're a dramatic, conclusive summary of the entire case... constructed before the vote even happens, before we know if we're actually right, and they're missing something really important:
The actual perpetrator.
We quite literally don't even begin to see the real person behind the crime, any real exploration of their mental state, anything besides the cold, hard facts of the murder that are necessary to convict them, until the comic finishes and the protagonist makes their final accusation- replacing the grey figure with their real appearance in a shot that's often intensely emotional.
And these comics lack crucial parts of the case's timeline and sometimes important parts of the very scenes they depict that we only find out about afterwards. And those are what we know; characters may die with some pieces of the truth and prevent us from ever learning them. These aren't objective depictions of the murder, they're the protagonist's subjective attempt to connect the facts they have. A join-the-dots portrait of someone with missing dots and no colour.
Even characters' expressions may not match how they truly feel, with the grey placeholder potentially looking way more confident and sinister than they were in reality. Pasting Falter's commentary here since they put it well.
For obvious reasons this could especially be a problem for characters that die before the trial- the ones we never get a post-vote testimony from. DR1 chapter 4 really highlighted that in the way Asahina's huge misinterpretation of Oogami's feelings took up a lot of the post-trial discussion, only for Monokuma to reveal Oogami's real suicide note and recontextualise everything.
It might really be a problem for how Komaeda's depicted in DR2 chapter 5. While he isn't greyed out, we get panel after panel where he's either level-headed or maniacally evil, and even the depictions of his self-torture and death don't humanise him:
But we know that his real feelings were more complicated than that. We have his actual corpse to compare the last page to.
He died afraid.
If we approach the comic as Hinata's mental image of him instead of reality, he died without anyone truly understanding him. He was alarming, very hard to relate to, actively fought against people doing so, ensured even the killer didn't watch him die, and the survivors couldn't begin to understand his motive until a chapter later. The Closing Argument reflects that.
Early in DR1 Togami calls out the rest of his class for judging others by their own standards. However, he, too, is doing this, maybe more so than many other characters; his inability to view other people through anything but the cold, brutal logic of the killing game bites him in the ass in chapter 4. In DR2 chapter 2 voting without a good understanding of Pekoyama's motive or Kuzuryuu's involvement nearly got everyone killed. Komaeda's a walking embodiment of the problems with flattening people into caricatures and not empathising with them, suffered from people doing that back to him, and his case- the Closing Argument for which turned everyone else into grey placeholders- was impossible to solve with objective facts. It was only survivable because the survivors cooperated and one person tried to analyse things the way he would.
The games have always been a critique of the justice system and Japanese society and push us to care about others as individuals, not reduce them to- and judge their right to exist by- something they've done or their net impact on society. There are always consequences when someone neglects to do that, and the above might be yet another way the games explore that theme.
#danganronpa#dr analysis#komaedology#komaeda#.txt#sorry @ non komaedaheads for making it about komaeda again LMAO#that was not the intention initially he's just... a really good exploration of this#and i think about his expressions in that comic vs his corpse and what we retroactively knew he was dealing with a lot#btw don't send spoilers to falter please!! i'm @ing to credit them- this was a discussion not solely my ideas- but they are not done yet#and aren't reading this post until they're caught up for obvious reasons#this came from discussing ch2 since the incomplete picture people voted with nearly killed them#(btw don't @ me about komaeda's description in the second-last paragraph being an oversimplification; i know :p )#(he has nuance- especially outside of the killing game- but i'm just focusing on the thematically relevant broad strokes here)#(eg. i feel like he demonstrates empathy sometimes but kodaka has said that lack of ability to empathise/be empathised with#is a theme for him- and the ways he's been proactive in the killing game consistently lacked regard for others' feelings/individuality#reducing them to interchangeable Ultimates(TM) instead. it's partly why he self-destructed while everyone else#was able to forgive themself and keep moving forwards imo. your worth being defined rigidly by objective contributions to society#does not mesh well with the idea of rehabilitating people who've destroyed the world before they could even start to improve it#and even if he did give them a chance at surviving he still succumbed to his own ideology in the end#killed himself for 'hope' and to be 'important' like he 'wanted' but died terrified and in pain and alone instead of fulfilled#man i wish 2.5's ending/postnwp canon in general dug into that ;-; )#ANYWAY ty for reading all that. i feel like i rambled a lot in this one. i have a headache now ghdkjsfgdsf
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