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My issue today is how Hua Cheng went from painting huge gorgeous murals of Taizi Dianxia with a tiny little gremlin Hong in the corner, to sculpting one Hua Cheng to match each Xie Lian, like an acknowledgement that his presence is something Xie Lian has always needed. And not even just Crimson Rain at his best, but all Hua Chengs. Even little Hong'er offering a flower. He was needed at every stage of their lives. He always had value.
#I AM UNWELL#YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND#hualian#invented love#what a journey for him i hate him#tgcf#heaven officials blessing#hua cheng
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tolkien, writing a poignant and epic tale about two people overcoming thousands of years of feuding and cultural conditioning to save the world and form a lifelong bond of understanding, respect, and admiration
tumblr users: that's the gayest shit i've ever seen in my life
#gigolas#AND ARE WE WRONG??#NO!!!!#because our ancestors may have fought and our parents may hate one another but i love you and that's all that matters#the love i have for characters who fight their conditioned biases#the bravery and humility to fight one's own mind and upbringing because you know it's wrong#and the trust of stepping out onto a new journey away from what you've known for the sake of this person at your side who you can't#can't hate#could never hate#not in the way your family hates him#i just love narratives that encourage us to check our biases and take that leap of faith#it's a leap a lot of us need to take#and keep on taking for the rest of our lives#lotr#lord of the rings#legolas#gimli#legolas and gimli#gimli son of gloin#legolas greenleaf#i think the bravest thing anyone can do is to look at how they think and what they've done#and admit that they were wrong#and work to change#i think it's one of the hardest things to do#and one of the most beautiful
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Imagine the entirety of the heavenly army pulling up to huaguoshan and this is who they’re mad at

Qitian dasheng design update ver 2
#at first I was like am I digging a little TOO deep into the empress dowager vibes with this one??? :/#but then the more I thought about it the funnier I found it and the more it made sense to me#like technically he should be younger in this than in my current pilgrim sun design so like#he looks like a very young queen married to someone twice her age#I held back on the excessive tassels in this one lads 😔 it would’ve looked too crowded…#I kinda hated the silhouette balance on the first one so I took a crack at it again and I like this one better#I know a lot of designs make him look more like the heroic warrior king type but I went for something a little more young and feminine#cuz I’m not like other girls apparently#his headress is like a combo of an empress’s and an opera performer’s cuz what is swk if not a theatre kid#digital art#my art#qitian dasheng#monkey king#jttw sun wukong#sun wukong#journey to the west#jttw fanart#jttw#when you��re mad at me this is who you’re being mad at btw :3c#swk’s twink era#WHO SAID THAT#this is still concept art btw lol I wanna draw some studies of this ver later#I love you procreate symmetry tool <3
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watching Mizrak war with himself over what he feels are his obligations to the god he serves and his feelings for Olrox
#that first gif is me every time he denies any fondness or feelings for olrox. like bby….#he’s such a specimen. he compels me.#he obviously doesn’t want to care for olrox and wishes he could have nothing to do with him#but he clearly does and his eyes give it away#like when olrox shows up branded or when olrox shows up to help fight drolta and erzsebet#his entire face when olrox suggests that what he feels might be love rather than hate#he had a whole crisis and face journey about it#literally almost cried#he cares and he hates himself for caring and he compels me#how many times do you guys think he prayed for strength to overcome his urges and then drowned in self loathing when it didn’t work?#how many times do you think he caught himself fantasizing about olrox and immediately got up to repent about it?#fingers crossed that we get a s3 with an even more religiously tormented vampire mizrak#need it so bad#what i want to know is if the realization that he loves olrox will make or break him#castlevania spoilers#castlevania nocturne#mizrak#olrox#mizrak x olrox
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ratonhnhaké:ton wearing his mother's necklace and his father's hair tie.... yeah im not ok
#they will always be with him throughout his journey...#material reminders of what could have been...#i hate it here#assassin's creed#assassin's creed 3#ac3#connor kenway#ratonhnhaké:ton#haytham kenway#kaniehtí:io#ziio
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Still thinking about how Clover on the No Mercy Route likely would've given up their quest for vengeance and lived with Martlet had Axis not told them that he killed Integrity. The only real difference between Aborted No Mercy Run Clover and No Mercy Run Clover are a few more destroyed robots and the knowledge of what Axis did, which sent their LOVE skyrocketing to LV 19.
Look at them. They can't even look Ceroba in the eye after they inflict the final blow.
#undertale yellow#personally i see Clover's journey on the No Mercy Route as them feeling immense guilt and disgust with themself for killing monsters#but they HAVE to. it's self-defense. they're monsters. any one of them could have killed one of the other children. anything they can#tell themself to justify their own actions. but they can't lie to themself. not entirely. on some level they know what they're doing is#wrong and that's why they gradually lose their ability to recognize themself. and when they get to Axis that's when they're at their most#stressed. they just slaughtered dozens of monsters. they watched the monsters around them (like Angie and Gilbert and Dina) act like people#would under threat/treat them like they would a monster. they terrorized this robot throughout the Steamworks. maybe if they kill this one#they'll feel a sense of fulfillment/finality (they won't. deep inside they know they won't). and then Axis admits to having killed one of#the kids they're looking for and suddenly everything clicks into place. killing him feels like the easiest thing in the world. why were#they so caught up on remorse? just because they got distracted by a society more complex/civil than they thought it'd be? they're all#still kid-killers at the end of the day no matter how nice they all acted.#even then fighting against martlet they still have to deliberately dehumanize her by calling her ''the enemy'' in the first part and remind#themself of what they're fighting for/their freedom and home on the Surface in the second half. their SOUL blasts (which are a#manifestation of them/their will) barely do anything to her unlike Axis and Asgore who are brutally killed by one blast. i think Clover#genuinely liked her (a worthy opponent/they search her memories for a reason to hate her) and regretted killing her but they felt like they#had to. no loose ends.#take away the whole LOVE jump and finding out that Axis killed Integrity and what you have left is a kid who thought they knew what the#right thing to do was yet killed dozens for nothing. they're deeply remorseful and want a chance to better themself. one that Martlet would#offer bc she would see some good in them.#anyways. fat paragraphs in the tags once again#uty analysis#char: clover#yippee. you can see how badly i did in this fight with my remaining hp. jokes on you i beat her first try (this time around)
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I’ve been taking personality quizzes for podcast characters (long story) and I’ve completely forgotten if there’s anything in wolf 359 that’d indicate how eiffel would answer questions about religion? (And if not I’d still love to hear your thoughts of course)
okay! good question. short answer: ... with mild irreverence?
in memoria, minkowski is frustrated with eiffel over thanksgiving dinner because "we haven't even said grace yet" to which eiffel replies: "rub-a-dub-dub, thanks for the grub. let's eat!"
in deep breaths, you get: "there’s other things happening asides from sanitized pagan rituals" and "i’ll be able to light my cigarette without lighting the air around me on fire. the way that baby jesus intended."
in the empty man cometh, when everyone's freaking out, you can hear eiffel say the lord's prayer, but, um. well, you can find that full clip here, and it's described as "what a panicked eiffel thinks the lord's prayer sounds like." i think it's probably worth noting that the lord's prayer is commonly said in movies, and he... well, he adds his own spin to it? either he doesn't know the words, or doesn't care. ... likely both?
my read is that eiffel has internalized some (pop) culturally christian influences without realizing it, as a secular american guy who was raised by television and surrounded by christian culture, but he wasn't raised religious and doesn't believe in god. he can be a little superstitious, though, even if he feels he should know better and is embarrassed by that, and he's not too proud to try praying if that's what it comes to. i think his family probably celebrated christmas, in the "secular" way, and he either got a combined birthday-christmas gift or he got one actual gift and one gift of socks.
more speculatively, i like to personally think eiffel had at least one set of jewish grandparents, whether or not he knew them. minkowski strikes me as being from an interfaith family, it aligns well with her personal conflicts about faith, culture, and assimilation, and i like when eiffel and minkowski have something in common, but with completely incompatible approaches. minkowski struggles with her sense of identity. eiffel's response is more or less a resounding shrug.
i don't think eiffel would make being an atheist a big part of his personality or anything, he's not exactly smug in the way that implies, but he does have a bit of that "oh, so we all have to do what you say because an invisible guy in the sky says so?" brand of atheism within him. eiffel thinks the flying spaghetti monster stuff is funny.
#wolf 359#w359#doug eiffel#there are a few other offhand irreverent comments he makes but those get the point across i think#i hope that helps you with your personality quiz journey#urbina seems to enjoy questions about religion so i feel like there's probably more that could be said about that wrt wolf#but i don't think eiffel takes it seriously. eiffel's stance is he doesn't believe in god and if there is a god he must hate him.#'god what have i done to offend you?' in controlled demolition#so he's not too enthused either way. that's my opinion.#asks
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[Avengers Academy: Marvel's Voices Infinity Comic (2024) #29]
The holidays are over and the darkest days of winter are upon us. The newly human Blackheart wrestles with the sins of his father – and those of his own. Guest-starring Daredevil!
Do I... ship Matt/Blackheart now...? 🖤
#Marvel#Daredevil#Matt Murdock#Blackheart#Avengers Academy#Infinity Comic#Matt took his mask off and gave it to Blackheart at the end which is... I don't know what it is. Intimate?#Maybe he just offered to hold it while Matt sat down but still#To be clear: I'm not into this ship suddenly because Blackheart is... a hot guy now? (idk I have not been following his journey)#I think him having a monster form makes it even better. (✿◕‿◕)#Ever since reading Nocenti's run I thought he was a really interesting concept#A manifestation of human suffering concentrated upon one evil hill??? That's cool#Kinda weird that Matt once made out with his dad though#I both love and hate the format of infinity comics#I may have to read this series now though#Just to see how we got here#I like the philosophical/theological discussion#Anyway I ship this now#“He was so beautiful...”#My brain made the sound of a car throwing on its brakes
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misako ninjago they (99.99% of the fandom (not an exaggeration)) could never make me hate you
#'but she—' nope. 'but she didn—' shut up. 'but she's a bad mom because—' did you not fucking hear me.#do you guys really think taking baby lego jesus on very dangerous journeys would be a good idea.#especially when there are many many many people who want baby lego jesus dead. from both the good and the bad side.#do you really think growing up knowing you will have to kill your father would be a good mindset for a child to have.#'she left him at darkleys school for bad kids—' what other options did she have.#i doubt she knew where wu was. and after what happened with morro i don't think she would have wanted wu to look after her son.#there was literally nowhere else where the child of Evil(tm) would be safe.#ninjago misako#just. i will never understand y'all's violent hate/misogyny towards her.
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[wipinf] thinking bout that one part in jttw96 where nezha and hong hai er fight in a dream
#I think they would fucking hate each other#sorry guys I’m sick of working on this lol#wipinf means wip I’ll never finish -w-#or2#I still really like my designs for them tho even if figuring out the colors are a pain in the ass#ignore that ugly samadhi fire I wanted to make it multicolored to show that it wasn’t regular fire#I couldn’t figure out what method to use tho lol#btw I fucking HATED hong hai er in 84 I deadass almost stopped first season cuz of him and his stupid parents 😭😭😭#girl just make a new kid throw this one away#child who actively plays a part in their parents divorce so they can have two birthdays#kick his ass nezha#digital art#my art#journey to the west 1996#nezha#red boy#jttw nezha#jttw red boy#hong hai'er#I adore the small buns they put in young child hairstyles back then tho#so cute :3#nezha you have so much shit on you it’s crazy#various accoutrements could you spare a few#me walking around jingling with every step cuz of the multitudes of keychains I have on me
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i was skimming some of my old WOT liveblogs and i've found what i believe to be my first ever recorded Gawyn Thoughts. an important historic relic! pretty sure it was from TGH or TDR.
look at my innocent little self assuming that popularly-maligned WOT characters must surely be popularly maligned for justifiable reasons. i had so much faith in the fandom back then!
#'so many people wouldn't hate him without good reason' oh girl they would like you wouldn't even believe!#it's giving 'you really think someone would do that? just go on the internet and tell lies?' djkjfg#and then up through LOC i was SO apologetic every time i expressed even a wee bit of fondness for or interest in him#i'd be like 'i'm sorry but i kinda like him in this scene i'm sorry don't hate me'#tracking my Gawyn Journey you can really see what a strong hold the already-known fandom opinion had on me!#until i finally went 'nah fuck it i love this silly boy idc what anyone else thinks!' and embraced it#and the rest is history :')#wot#wot book spoilers#gawynposting
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if there's a tag that's 'past lwj/wwx' and the other tags aren't 'breakup and make-up' or something to that effect I swear to god...
#it's rare to see 'not wx endgame' in fics but it DOES happen' and it just goes to show#even the best supported romances have ppl who don't Get It#I do have it blacklisted tho. this is a wangxian endgame household!!! no neither of them are dying either what the fuck are you talking abt#like way to sap all the life and hope and joy and tenderness out of the story. kill off the MAIN CHARACTER who had this entire arc#of coming back to life and finding love and meaning and a life worth living and ppl to trust again#or killing off the love interest who is CRITICAL in that journey for him and is the source of so much of the trust and love and support#the mc experiences. like they're happy in the end together despite all the horrible things that have happened#it makes no sense to kill either of them off....just for cheap angst ig. or if you really hate one of them 😭#ficblogging
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Gonna sleep now but its taken me 3 HOURS to do this
Btw these are my progress photos in order (I'm sorry they are so ugly)
There's something off about him but I'm not fixing it now
#jttw#journey to the west#sun wukong#monkey king#Im so sorry Wukong :(#He's so vibrantly ginger it's unreal#This is just his head#He has no body or stick#Tmr is a very stressful time for me so he may be a floating head for a while 💔#His lips are too light and dark at the same time#He doesn't really look like a monkey either#I will fix him in due time#Maybe ask my art teacher if its acceptable enough to be considered course work#She hates me#And everyone else tbh#She screamed at this guy for a solid 10 minutes in the middle of the class#Was t.e.r.r.i.f.y.i.n.g#Sorry been watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S#I'm at Ross' second divorce#It's one of those perfect background sound kind of shows#Specifically when all my focus is on the first thing I'm doing#Same with the office no clue what happened Seasons 2-7 (idk how many there are)#Atla too. I watched it full attention the first two times and now I crochet to it#f.r.i.e.n.d.s is so weird honestly#I really liked Emily's parents tho#As a British person I just wanna say they were great representation#They were clearly horrible people but in a funny way#I want a spin off show dedicated to young Pheobe cause she's my fav and her life is so interesting#Sad but interesting
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*skipping like a lunatic around my room*
JUST figured out how i can incorporate another of amy’s idle dialogue into my cryptic castle ficccc <3
#bee blabs#shadamy#yippee !!!#she says sumn abt wishing SONIC of all ppl were with her#which ig makes sense :/#she talks abt him like he's her safe person#but I absolutely hate the idea of her needing him to get her out of this#especially since she's NEVER thought abt him before this ??#(I avoided speaking abt him for this reason but also bc he's not relevant to a journey that is AMY'S)#but !! she thinks she'd prefer sonic to support her thru this adventure#then she realises maybe not all things considered#sure shadow isn't all peppy and wtvr but he has more of a quiet supportive quality#and he's delivered and defended with few questions#and he had an OPTION to ignore her. but didn't#ofc sumn feels off with him and she knows it but she ends up preferring and grateful for some sure help for once#and she gives back once she realises exactly what's up with him#it's not much but it will be to him#look guys listen i am scheming >:)
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I’m being so ffr rn, if the show runners definitively show that Buddie is not going to happen?
I’m probably not going to be watching anymore.
I mean it when I say that they’re literally the sole reason I watched this show in the first place. I saw a billion TikTok edits of them & was like “Idek these characters I need to watch this show and see what’s going on over there.”
And like, it’s a fun show, I’m not saying it isn’t, but first responder shows are a dime a dozen. There are other shows that have queer characters and found family and wild adventures. Granted, they don’t have Buck & his bi arc, but I’d still read fanfics to get my Evan Buckley fix lol.
I don’t need them right now, I’m so down for the slow burn, will-they-won’t-they & the pining & the yearning & the build up and the GOOD foundation. I want to see Eddie figuring himself out and dealing with his repression and figuring out he’s queer (& Demi, pls God. I hope if I just say it enough, I can will it into existence somehow) before anything happens with the two of them, but if they take definitive steps to have one of them like, marry someone else or something, I think I’m gonna head out. Find me on ao3 for the rest of my days lol.
#911 abc#buddie#demisexual eddie diaz#also pls don’t come at me with “you don’t care about bi representation”. he’s already bi#he’s always been bi & I’ve loved watching him on this journey#but his & Eddie’s relationship is literally the only reason I started this show in the first place#and again if they find good LI’s & bring them more into focus#the time spent on the Buddie relationship will decrease. that’s just how tv & time limits work#and if my favorite relationship on the show goes away then why would I continue watching it religiously?#also I know I’m a bitch & would therefore hate any person they brought in to be the HEA for them & that’s not fun for anyone#not that I would bully the actor/actress bc im not an ASSHOLE#eddie diaz#evan buckley#I literally watched Booth & Bones take like 9 seasons to get together I am IN IT with a slow burn#unless they do what they did last season & shoehorn 2 LI’s in at the last second on the last episode then I guess I wouldn’t have a choice#Tim would’ve pulled a fast one on me#also I will watch literally anything else Oliver Stark is in SNOOKUMS I love you so much. come home the kids miss you 😂#& probably Lou also bc he’s so freaking cute irl I wanna die#with his curly hair and his silly faces and his muscles and his wanting to be held in the dark#LOU BABY ILL HOLD YOU IF THE POWER GOES OUT#I have spent too much of my life & time & energy to get 0 payout and it’s honestly unsustainable but that’s a whole different problem
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rewatching the road not taken animated short on the train was a bad idea

#just genshin <3#haha… ha… a…#……..#i hate it here#THE PARALLELS OF LUMINE AND DAIN AND THEIR COLD DISTANCE BC BOTH ARE GRIEVING AND CANT FIND IT WITHIN THEM TO COMFORT ONE ANOTHER#COMPARED TO AETHER AND PAIMONS WARM COMPANIONSHIP BC THEY DO HAVE THE EMOTIONAL CAPACITY TO HELP EACH OTHER#DAIN EITHER WALKING AHEAD OR LINGERING BEHIND WHILE PAIMON IS ALWAYS BESIDE AETHER OR TUGGING HIM ALONG#OHHHHHH I HATE IT IT MAKES ME SICK IM SICK THIS IS SICKENING RAAAHHHHHHH#and lumines progressive breakdowns…. her often stopping while aether moves on…. the snapshots of what was probably when they were both awake#before they tried to leave teyvat and were separated….#throws up i need the whole of the pre-failed teyvat escape into the 500 years journey lore/anime STAT#also i really hope the anime covers the events before main timeline…. pls…
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