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I was watching a bunch of @brofoz on YouTubes videos and got very, inspired I guess, to mess around with oil pastels myself. I'm not posting the super ugly ones tho.

[ID: Cartoonish drawing of a woman's side profile. She is coloured in bright yellow with little shading for her skin with contrasting dark purple hair. The background is a sort of reddish orange, almost vermillion. END ID]

[ID: Cartoonish drawing front on of a woman staring to the side. She has a round blonde bob and bright pink skin. The background is a mint colour though in the photo it looks rather desaturated and gray END ID]

[ID: Close cartoonish drawing of a person with sad round eyes with lavender skin. They have purple and pink curls. END ID]

[ID: A cartoonish drawing of an orange humanoid creature walking arm outstretched with a sort of crab like hand at the end of it. They have one eye staring into the distance and a curtain of bright green hair. The background is a bright warm blue END ID]

I made 10 but these are some of my favourites (I like the colours). I made 4 blobby Lake creatures like in the last image, idk I think they're fun

While I don't really like the results of some of them I did enjoy creating them which was the point so net positive in my opinion

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We need an insult for people who are excited to invent new slurs for hypothetical situations that don't yet exist, I propose 'racist.'

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I finally finished the poster after many months of procrastination!

Toto looks a little weird but I've accepted that

Edit: my dumbass forgot an Id

[ID: Digital poster in a cartoony colour block style of a girl, Dorothy, dressed in a blue gingham dress, bright red shoes with a determined expression walking along a yellow brick road with her little dog toto. The road swoops around to the top right corner where the emerald city lies in the distance. In the middle in big curly letters spells out 'The Wizard of Oz' END ID]

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Life is so much harder than it needs to be

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I feel its a pertinent time to reblog this cause hopefully in a few weeks I'm going to get a rollator for my bad days instead of struggling with my cane (tho it helps me day to day). Take my own advice (idk why but I was under the impression I shouldn't have more than one type of mobility aid)

I also bought a new foldable cane (from a charity shop) cause my old one (rip) got stuck in mud and snapped.

(started putting image descriptions but will finish later)

Remember mobility aids are for anyone who needs them. You are never 'not disabled enough' to use a mobility aid if it helps you.

If you are in pain and a cane/walker/wheelchair or whatever else is going to reduce that then get that mobility aid. If pain is disabling then accomadate yourself in whatever way you can.

No decent person is going to get mad at you for it (let's be honest the only ones who will are able bodied people and it is most of the time, purely out of ignorance). A lack of diagnosis doesn't discredit how you are existing in the world.

Suffering isn't noble. Being in pain needlessly is never a good thing.

With all that said below I'm gonna yap about acquiring a cane cause that's what I have some knowledge on + my personal experience :)

Hi, I've been using a cane for a while now, a little less than a year and it's helped me a lot.

Essentially I declined over 3 years from being in pain after sports to having falls and getting random joint pain. Mid last year I started using a cane to reduce the pain and cut down my falls from 15-30 times a day to a couple a week which is great.

Having a cane can help with joint pain in your ankles, knees and hips in one or both legs. Helps with balance and preventing falls as well as weaknesses in one or both of your legs. They can also help with back pain.

If you think that a cane would be helpful to you then i suggest you get one, even just to try out.

Personally I started with using a hiking stick that I borrowed from my parents. It looked really weird (being bright orange) and people gave me funny looks but it was helpful. If you own a hiking stick or just a suitable pole then you could try that out first. (Its not for everyone, I never liked the handle as it felt awkward and a curved handle suits me better).

If you don't have something like that then you could, if you know someone who owns a cane and is willing to let you borrow it, ask to borrow it from them just to test.

If neither of these work then you could buy a cane off of amazon. They have some foldable ones on there for about £8 I think.

[ID: Screenshot from Amazon of a foldable walking stick which costs £7.85 (description of product-Folding walking sick for men and women- lightweight portable collapsible walking aid) END ID]

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I had one of these after using the hiking stick for a while. They are very light and sometimes unreliable (you need to bang them on the ground before standing cause sometimes they don't align properly) but are good as a temporary option. You may also find them in some shops, I saw some in a charity shop but I'm unsure if they'd be in any supermarkets. (I know there's there's lot of really big, kinda weird, shops in America like target and I've seen people talk about getting really random things from there so you may be able to find one).

[ID: screenshot of target website. In search bar 'walking cane' with several options below. The first is a 'stander walking cane, folding walking cane...' costing 24.99 dollars (sorry I'm british so my keyboard doesn't have the symbol). The one below shows a cane with an attached seat costing 29.99 dollars END ID]

[I looked, they do. Expensive tho]

If you decide that the cane is helpful there are several options from here for a more permanent cane.

You can choose between a single or quad tip. Quad helps more with balance but is heavier.

[ID: First is a rounded cane with a metal square attached to the bottom, coming off it are 4 seperate cane tips. The other cane has a standard rubber tip at the bottom END ID]

There are also different handles.

[.https://www.stickandcaneshop.co.uk/walking-stick-handle-types-guide]<- used for reference <3

Ergonomic -

[ID: Cane with handle meant to he held backwards, molding to the palm of your hand fingers underneath and being able to rest your thump at the end END ID]

Made to help people grip/hold onto cane better, usually used by those with arthritis in their fingers/General joint problems in hands. Easy to lean onto so it supports weight. Handle is normally made out of rubber/softer materials with a metal shaft as opposed to wood. (Never tried one so idk)

Crook-

[ID: Cane handle is curved in a semi circle leading to the main body of the Cane END ID]

Made to hook over arm when not in use. I find them harder to lean on. In theory easy to grip onto but my hands normally slip off. Normally made of wood but I'm sure there are ones made of man made materials, probs rubber/plastic head with aluminium body.

Derby/crutch (very similair so they get same category)-

[ID- Two pictures of canes, one

Standard cane handle. Smooth and kinda fits your hand so easy to grip. Only difference is you can hook the Derby one on your arm. Made out of lots of different materials like plastic, aluminium, wood etc. This is the cane handle I use, it's comfortable but when my hands are particularly painful I can't grip it properly which is a pain.

Orthopedic/escort-

Molded to fit your hand so it's easy to grip and comfortable. Most aren't made out of wood.

Staff-

A stick.

You also need to think about the height of your cane. If it's a staff (like above) it should be 6-8 inches (15-20cm) above your elbow. If it's it's cane the lowest point should be at your wrist.

Where to buy canes?

I inherited my permenant cane off my grandad who was also disabled so I have no idea on the quality of a lot of cane companies, however I will try to find other disabled peoples opinions.

⬇️A video from 'Fatigued but fabulous' discussing buying canes.

⬇️video from 'Stela Sulzdorf' talking about the brand 'Neo walk'

⬇️Another video talking about 'Neo walk' from 'Elinor Brown'

⬇️video from 'Brittany Quiroz "A hot MS"'

She has some brands linked in the description like 'Neo walks', 'fashionable canes' and 'elder luxe'. These are a bit pricier (around £65-£200).

But as I said before you can find canes in places like Walmart, target, probs Costco and places like that. <3

Good luck anyone looking to buy a cane, whether it be permenant or temporary.

(Forgot to mention but in the UK you can borrow a cane off the NHS if you speak to a GP, physiotherapist or other doctors in charge of your care but sometimes you have to pay a deposit. I'm not sure in other countries).

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I hope this helped

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Fun thing I learned today, you can get cheap second hand mobility aids from Potters (the UK waste management thingy). Idk what the equivalent would be like in other places but my local one has a shop section where they take donations of things that people don't want but aren't broken enough to go in the skip.

I went today and found several wheelchairs, walkers, zimmer frames, crutches and canes which were all in good condition. I didn't end up buying anything cause I was looking for a rollator but I'd go back to look again.

Most mobility aids are ridiculously expensive so it was exciting to find a cheaper option.

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I love reaction videos cause it feels like I'm microdosing on infodumping. Like yes random stranger please watch my favourite thing and tell me what you think it of it in excruciating detail inorder to make your video transformative.

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I have a very vivid memory of when I was like 14 and we were talking about human right protections for disabled people in R.E and one boy nearly flung himself out of his seat to point and shout my name at me 😭

POV: you’re disabled and your school/work are having a seminar about disability.

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I learned yesterday from a sign in a local park (made by primary school children) there is a flower called 'Devils bit scabious' which truly just sounds like the most devastating insult you could ever fear to encounter.

It looks like this and I truly don't see the connection

[ID: Zoomed in photo of a light purple flower with rotating petals in about 5 descending layers to a green stem END ID]

Feel free to infodump because I'm too scared to look up why/ who named it that

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I will never get over the whiplash of taking off really heavy makeup and being greeted with my naked face.

Idk why but as soon as I put on the rainbow eyeshadow I forget what I look like and the jumpscare of my own beedy eyes is not something I can ever recover from.

(I also accidently shaved of half my eyebrow today so that didn't help)

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Perhaps the most scary thing to be happening atm is the continual and persistent political messaging that some peoples lives are worth less or nothing.

Targeting the disabled, poor, queer, black, poc, Palestinian, women and anyone who does not ascribe to the ideal that straight white male billionares are the most deserving and valuable people on this planet.

There is this sentiment that there is a hierarchy to life and that you can dehumanise anyone. I think what has scared me the most in its blatantness is those who are for the absolute genocide and ethnic cleansing of gaza, more specifically of the children. It is a horrifying thing to ask a person 'what of the children' and have them respond that they 'deserve to die' because 'even the babies are evil, that they hold murderous intentions and terrorist ideals'. Children. Who should be the people we most want to protect, but according to a lot of the far right children only matter when they are in the womb, when they can be used as a means to control women and our bodies.

The idea that there is an inherent unworthiness of some human beings is not new, you can see it from the 1700s (fading out of mainstream popularity in the late 1800s) where white people tried time and time again using race science and eugenics to insist that black and other poc are inatly less human and thus needed to be enslaved. In 1867 they introduced ugly laws making it so disabled people were considered too 'unsightly' to even be allowed in public. In the 1940s they made it illegal to work in government if you were gay because you 'posed a threat to national security' and were a sexual predator and deviant. Until the 1920s women weren't allowed to vote and even then it was only wealthy white women who had that ability.

And now, here we are again. Spouting the same kind of eugenicist takes that there is a pinnacle of what human can be applied to, and only those people (white, straight, cis, rich and living in adherence to traditional gender roles) are to be afforded any shred of empathy and justice.

Take the death of Jordan Neely, a homeless schitzhophrenic black man. He was murdered by Daniel Penny who put him in a chokehold in front of an audience of those on the subway. And yet he has been found not guilty. In fact by many he is celebrated for his murder, for Jordan Neely's violent and untimely death. Apparently Jordan was said to have been threatening passengers due to an episode, Daniel uses this to say he did this in self defence. But I think we can all agree that strangling a person to death is not the only or best way this could have been handled. In fact it mirrors countless other murders of black men excused by the percieved danger they presented, like Ryan Gainer and so many others. These men dying in large part due to being black, if Jordan were white we know, consciously as a public, that he would be alive today whether Daneil admits it was racially motivated or not.

The insistence of not calling these and so many others hate crimes, celebrating the murders, having them not face consequence is in direct contrast to how the state deals with the murder of those seen as 'valuable'. Most remember the shooting of Brian Thompson, CEO of United Healthcare. We can see how the handling of his death differs so much from people like Jordan Neely. The man accused of his murder, Luigi Mangione, is facing charges including first-degree murder, murder in furtherance of terrorism, criminal possession of a weapon, and stalking. Federal prosecutors are seeking the death penalty. Luigi Mangione may be facing a death sentence for the accused shooting of Brian Thompson while Daniel Penny and those like him walk free.

It is sickening and something people have been aware of for a very long time. Many warning of what was to come (many black people in particular have brought attention to it). But people didn't listen. Now instead of incels and white nationalists being confined to online chat rooms, they are being put on TV, in government. Proud to publicly speak about their ideas in ways they have not been before. They do not fear critism. There was a Texas Pastor, Dillon Awes who hosted a sermon calling every homosexual a pedophile and in the case of those who haven't raped a child it is only because they haven't had the opportunity to do so. He also said quote "These people should be put to death. Every single homosexual in our country should be charged with a crime. The abomination of homosexuality that they have, they should be convicted in a lawful trial. They should be sentenced with death. They should be lined up against the wall and shot in the back of the head". People rallied behind him.

We obviously also may talk about the 'Big beautiful bill' a name so contrasting to its contents even writing it feels skeevy. This bill cuts funding for Medicaid and food relief programmes around the US. As healthcare is privatised it ensures that anyone who cannot afford treatment will not receive it. This will be detrimental to poor and disabled people, especially those who require care or medical equipment. It also takes food from poor families and their children. All in the name of 'saving money'. The same can be said about the massive cuts done by RFK jr in the health sector where he fired around 20,000 employees, cut funding for scientists and shut down life saving programmes. One such programme that will be delayed is a new treatment for gastrointestinal cancer which could not be given out to those on the waiting list due to cut funding. Peoples lives are worth less than extra pocket change for billionares because that's where its going. There is no benefit to the average person. It is only the top tax brackets that will receive reduced taxes. Many people get upset when you critise capitalism but these are the effects. Thousands will needlessly die in the name of saving money.

And of course due to the absolute refusal to spend money on disabled people, the effort has gone to eliminating us instead. They hope to get rid of chronic illness, ADHD, autism and more. And while it sounds good in theory, after all why would we want people to suffer (I certainly don't enjoy chronic pain), in practise it is much worse. Firstly they are taking the money needed for our care away, not helping disabled people but actively making their lives worse. And then there are the ethical dilemmas, which will they pick, how will they achieve it, and where will they draw the line. There is a very slippery slope between eliminating chronic illness and institutionalising and sterilising disabled people (because if we cannot pass on our genes we cannot have disabled children. Especially with conditions that are highly hereditary). It's often the first steps into a eugenicist mindset. It is also done for the wrong reasons, it is not first helping disabled people, providing accommodation and then finding other money to look into cures and treatment. It is often done purely because we are seen as a drain on public spending, if we cannot provide cheap labour then we shouldn't exist.

We all understand the reason that public opinion has shifted and radicalisation has taken root. As marginalised groups gain visibility it makes the most privileged feel attacked. If feels like things are being taken away from them thus people who believe that white, straight, cis men are being oppressed are born. White women do it too, I am one so I see it in my peers, in my family. Its disgusting and strange. You often find that white people simply do not care for others unless we feel some marker of oppression, in any small way (mostly because the policies they vote for do not effect them). I admit being queer and disabled has likely made me more aware in ways I would not have been if that didn't apply to me, it has made me share experiance and community with people and hear from them how they are effected/ treated differently because they may also be a poc or trans etc. When white people don't have a marker for what it feels for others to hate you and discriminate against you for reasons beyond your control (nor share community or understanding woth those who do and often when they lean more Conservative) they feel discriminated against over nothing. Seeing a black person in a movie, hearing people speak about benefits for disabled people, a trans woman in a beer ad or simply any visibility of a person unlike themselves. Though if course even if they are marginalised in some way, some people see themselves as white first. Like white women voting for trump in spite of his sexual assault charges and policies targeting women. All because they valued the privileges he would afford to them because they are white over any of that. And also due to the hatred that they hold for the other groups he plans to target.

Racism, homophobia, transphobia, abelism, antisemitism, misogyny, islamiphobia and most forms of bigotry seem to be rising in the populace, or at least bigots are becoming more visible, more mainstream. Now more than ever we have people talking about 'your body my choice', women should shape their life around a man, poc are dei hires, disabled people shouldn't exist, and queer people are infecting childrens minds. And thousands of other disturbing claims, some of which liken to nazi propaganda or straight up fascism. All of this, as I said stemming from marginalised peoples visibility but that does not mean that marginalised people should be less visible. Now more than ever we need to talk about racists and transphobes and dispel their hateful rhetoric. Which is horrible, it feels like it shouldn't be happening, that you shouldn't have to make a case for your own humanity. Every person should have the right to live a peacful life. But because of the nature of the internet (thriving on discord and hatred) more and more people are lying and people are believing them. I despise jubilee in particular for bringing on open fascists and acting like you can come to a middle ground, acting like in the case of one person saying 'The great replacement theory is real' and they 'want a white ethnostate' with the other saying 'I don't like eugenics' that they are making equal arguments.

It all feels very hopeless. Everyday more rights are taken away and more people die preventable deaths. Simply because those at the top don't care. Don't want to know and ultimately see us as expendable. But there's stuff we can do. Donate to charities and gofundmes for people most effected by policies and war. Email state representatives and local council to state your concerns. Educate and protest. Try to promote unity and understanding. Speak up about bigotry. Lift the voices of thosd effected by it even if you are not (you dont have to be effected to care and by supporting people who are it ensures the movment has more reach). Challenge bigoted beliefs (especially in people close to you like parents or friends though it is difficult). It's not a lot but it's something.

I wish someday for a world that is united, I just hope that doesn't come due to a greater tragedy. It's not a particularly nice end to this piece but I just wanted to get my thoughts out. Every human being is worthy simply because you are alive. Xxx

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Random things I've noticed as a disabled woman who was not disabled for a large portion of my life (this is all my experiance and will be shaped by where I live and all that other fun stuff, other people's experiance could be completely opposite I do not mean to generalise xxx)

1. Old women love me, specifically old ladies with funky walkers, they compliment my cane when I put rhinestones on it. I also just have old lady special interests so maybe that is part of it (i have a very vivid memory of bonding with my neighbour over buttons when i was like 5 but i still feel like they, in general, like me more now). They do not infantilise me (well, very rarely) and I have great conversations about languages and old books with my old lady coworkers, 10/10 across the board. Solidarity about our eerily similair health problems and interests I guess.

2. Old men hate me. They are the second most likely (after boys/men ages 12-24) to harrass me in public. They defo left me alone more when i was caneless and a lot of their more creepy comments seem to have transformed into bluntly and persistanly asking 'what's wrong with' me and not taking no for an anwser unless I give them my medical history (idk if its an improvement tbh). Some old men are ok ish but once they are over 60 they seem to target me.

3. There are so many stairs everywhere. Obviously cause I have a personal vendetta against stairs I notice it more but why can't we have more ramps? more lifts?? There was literally a college I could not go to purely because they forgot to put in a lift. In the whole building (keep in mind it had 4 storeys, and that was all stairs). I am a cane user so I can technically go up stairs on a good day but most days I'm gonna be stuck on the bottom floor and that's not even mentioning wheelchair users or so many other kinds of people that would never be able to get up those stairs.

4. Autonomy and consent doesn't matter if you're disabled apparently (in the eyes of some non disabled people). Unless I ask for help I am good, I can handle my own disability and its weird for you to ignore that and forcibly 'help' me. One distinct memory (cause this is just anecdotes at this point) is when I fell on the floor (regular occurance I was catching my breath, we were ok) and my professor grabbed me like a ragdoll and dragged me to my feet without even asking. Was incredibly disorientating and uncomfortable. Infact made me more imbalanced cause he left my cane on the floor. (Most times I get myself off the floor and if I can't, I ask my friend and she was there waiting to see if I wanted any help so this was not an established thing, very weird but he acted like it was fine)

5. Teen to young adult men are the first people to scream at, harrass or mock me public. Granted they don't infantilise me but they hate me instead. Specifically with men my own age, before they left me alone, I was never talked to, never harrasssed but then the second I got the cane it was suddenly acceptable to walk towards me in a hallway and shout the same phrase at me like 6x or until I anwser whilst threatening to *take my mobility aid*. Like idk if I'm just less human to them now or because I'm both a cripple and ugly they feel any shred of dignity and respect they could show women (or literally any other human being) doesn't apply anymore. Obviously, not all men are like this, some are okay and leave me alone but generally that's not the case.

6. Little children are enchanted and bewildered by me. There's a lot of pointing now and I'm OK with that. In fact if I get the money I want to invest in extra flamboyant clothing so I can trick little children into thinking I'm a wizard. That's my life goal. (The novelty will probs knock off when I'm old but not a lot of kids have seen a cane user under 70 (the glitter and googly eyes also help)

7. People are very scared to say disabled. Disabled isn't a slur, I'm not going to beat you with my cane (I'll be on the ground before it hits you so rest assured its not even possible). It's just an adjective to describe me. My joints are messed up and I have weird genes so I have less abilities than the avergae person, I can't run, I can't jump, I can't walk well by myself, thus disabled. I'm not 'differently abled' I unfortunately can't fly (wish I could so I could be a real wizard also i wouldnt have to walk which is a win. Life would be amazinv if i could fly). If you are calling me 'differently abled' I should have all the skills the average person possesses, plus a few extra that nobody else does. That's not the case. (Tho obviously if someone is more comfortable with the term that is up to them and i would 100% refer to someone that way if they asked but for me personally 'disabled' isnt a bad word and I find it weird when people omit it) Also people seem to be more uncomfortable around me in general. Like I'm this weird thing instead of just a normal person.

I have many more but I've yapped for a long time.

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The ONLY reason I learn new skills is to make weird little creatures

[ID: Basic crochet frog in a colour shifting yarn from white to fleshy pink to pale yellow. 4 long limbs and some truly messed up black eye and mouth details END ID]

Started out with her (crocheted like a year ago) then customised cause my friend lost our child Foeumpus (:( rip he will be missed, this is the second time she's done it aswell, we had Maurice the blue baby and she dropped him in a bathroom never to be seen again)

[ID: Same bean body but the face details have been ripped off and a strangely triangular embroidered eye is sewn in the middle next to the arms. It has a red pupil and some unequal lashes END ID]

So I gave her an eyeball. (The illuminati shape was not intentional just a byproduct of my lack of skill)

[ID: Two pictures. On the left the same creature with 3 strands of hair on one side of her head. On the right a picture of Közi staring at the camera with half his head shaved and red hair on the other END ID]

Decided to give her hair and my friend told me she reminded her of this picture of Közi so that's the hairstyle we went with

[ID: The creature with the yarn hair on one side, unravelled in orange with lavender streaks . On the other side its been crocheted to give her a sort of hairline I guess END ID]

This is how she looks atm and idk how to feel abt it. Bit ugly. This is the back (also back when the yarn was twisted)

I kind of liked it better before I painstakingly untwisted all the yarn. May start again. Gonna confer with my friend first tho

Also here's foeumpus rip

[ID: Cloth creature with a large oblong head, two very wide, bloodshot eyes with green eyeshadow on one and pink on the other. He has purple lipstick and a cute black bow to stop his head falling off. He also posses a long thin body with one stick arm. He does not look like a tampon despite of what others have claimed END ID]

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Reblogging this again cause this scary old man was harrassing me abt it at work today until my lovely older coworker sent me to the storage room.

Genuinly hate customer service cause I have the fight or flight response everytime I see an over 60 man come into the shop.

There is no polite or respectful way for a stranger to ask someone to disclose potentially traumatic information

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Please do not speak to me about my cane unless it is for the express purpose of complimenting his googly eyes

[ID: Picture of a cane handle with a big googly eyes staring at the camera END ID]

His name is Frank

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More drawings inspired by @miles-crow (Very sorry for tagging you so many times but you activated the autism and I literally can't stop myself making more)

I was really stuggling coming up with a channel name for him and I am open to better suggestions. Also this was gonna be Paris but then I remembered theres no way that man is voluntarily going on a battlefield.

I like to imagine this is a response to the apology video

[ID: Drawing of a video entitled 'How to serve cvnt on the battlefield: tutorial (this is for you Agamemnon)'. The thumbnail features achilles posed with his helmet under his arm, hair and Cape billowing and holding a spear. On the spear is a blurred decapitated head. In the background is some text that reads 'Plz don't demonetize me again' and Agamemnon lurking being a hater. The video is 20 minutes and 31 seconds, it has 30k views after 1 day. The channel is called The Achilles tm (hold your applause) and the profile picture is Achilles in a blanket burrito END ID]

Also before i forget I want to do Odysseus travel vlogs and I need a name for him

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More drawings inspired by @miles-crow (thankyou btw xxx)

I did these while listening to heathers (specifically Kurt and Rams songs cause they are bops despite the subject matter). The design of all these characters are based purely off of vibes cause I remember nothing (except I think menelaus is ginger).

[ID: Drawing of youtube video called 'Troy's problematic golden boy is in real trouble now'. The thumbnail features Diomedes with a mock shocked expression and a really zoomed in picture of Paris' face with kidnapper written on his forehead. In the other corner is a more chibi style drawing of a ginger man in a angry stance written above is 'menelaus is pissed'. The video is from Diometea with 12k views after 2 weeks. The profile picture is diomedes sipping a cup END ID]

[ID: Drawing of youtube video called 'Troy situation update: I got drafted'. The thumbnail is Diomedes sat in front of the camera looking somewhat bewildered. In the background are his bed, cupboard with his helmet, shield and sword leaned against it. The video comes from the same channel as above with same profile picture. It has 200 views after 3 hours END ID]