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lynchiangf · 8 months ago

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so crazy to have graduated high school and started uni and moved out during the pandemic bc it almost feels like it didn't really happen. can't stop feeling like I stumbled into my adult life accidentally without being up for the task

#I know I've been single-handedly making the choices that have shaped my adult life so far but it doesn't *feel* like it was me #it feels more like moving out and getting a degree are things that just happened to me without me being actively involved #scary to think that after I graduate I won't even have the structure of uni anymore and I'll need to really take charge of my own life #well whatever. I stay silly!

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om0000 · 4 months ago

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wyd when my gang pull up

#decided to simplify their designs n put all my watchdog gijinkas into one post #no more well rendered jumpscares #now that i think abr it i shouldve put their names in there cuz theyre barely recognizable atp #but like whatever we stay silly 🔥#woy #wander over yonder #save woy #art tag #i shouldve also asked joeyprotozoa if they already have a bert gijinka but i forgot #so thats him now #he got a whole new transformation 💖

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guinevereslancelot · 8 months ago

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what was with cameron house md she spends 90% of the episode saying she wants their patient to die bc he's a genocidal dictator and her colleague husband says "babe it bothers me for ethical reasons that you want our patient to die :(" and she said "hm maybe you're right :/" but when it comes down to it the genocidal dictator lays a finger on her in an aggressive manner and chase instantly commits medical malpractice to murder the guy and then when he tells her she LEAVES HIM bc boo hoo he's a murderer now like GIRL he killed a man for you!!! he's wracked with catholic guilt!!! he's being crushed beneath the weight of his sins because he chose his devotion to you over his devotion to god!!! he literally could not get any sexier at this moment in time!!!

#girl what are you doing......#also just in general she did not deserve him honestly he was so good to her and for WHAT #just to be abandoned at peak devotion and guilt and hotness 🙄#girl get OUT of my way i'm stronger than you #if she cared she could fix him or make him worse but i could love and support him no matter what 😌#his muder is a part of him and its SEXY #robert chase #house md #malpractice md #i know the actors broke up irl or whatever but wtf.....#i should have ended my rewatch w their happy lil wedding at the end of s5 #s6 everything instantly goes to shit #and stays shitty #chase should be happy fr #he's supposed to turn into house basically but they should have made him the well adjusted version of house #like how nightwing is the well adjusted version of batman #anyway i have no real point here i just lowkey dont like cameron bc of this arc #also her obsession w house is so weird i wish they hadn't made that a thing #this has been a shitpost #anyway she left chase at the absolute peak of his sexiness wtf.......#anyway since this apparently needs to be said its not that deep this is a silly post if you send me hate messages i wont answer #i block and ignore anon hate bc i am too busy touching grass to be rude to strangers over a tv show

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swordmaid · 6 months ago

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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…

#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war #and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but he’s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him #atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS he’ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be #travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do he’s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with #her .. so he’s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks they’re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war #so jaime being touchy feely isn’t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isn’t anything new either #but this time he means it LOL he’s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking they’d help rebuild lannisport just bc it’s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know #jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone #but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord #also he’s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc it’s for tyrion anyway #so he’s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet #she wants to stay with him and she’s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesn’t exactly want to leave him #but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that she’s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived #the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so she’s just staying and helping out bc a) it’s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister #for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn 🙄😳#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and he’s also looking quite #rugged and handsome post war now that he’s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his #smirks even more ! rogueish … ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair 👀 so now there’s gossips around him #not to mention he’s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war they’ll forget the kingslaying #man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc she’s a chismosa at heart and they’re talking about a #potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and there’s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now she’s remembering jaime IS a #lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and he’s single and very eligible for marriage rn #and now she’s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as #now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield #one that she isn’t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies #with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesn’t think (and she’s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT

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mintypsii · 5 months ago

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got an ask ab them on my sp so i figured id share these old wips lol u guys can have em too

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iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight · 5 months ago

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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut

meronia event prompt(s): scar

#death note #mello #near #meronia #meroniaevent #fem mello #fem near #i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol #also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji #i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework #and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri #anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons #sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo #also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make #it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius #<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly #oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not #have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly #anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings #me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending #in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early #k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig

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deoidesign · 6 months ago

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#ok finally making a post about meds #I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset #so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but #it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways #so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone #like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus #my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night #sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired #it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted #but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too #but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared #so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow #anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING #that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up #I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world #and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on #and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!

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torrtimandi · 3 months ago

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Justice stayed quite a while after the Boston concert to sign stuff. August 2, 2024

#aaaaarh I'm so jealous!!! like it seems they stayed for ages there #xav got rid of his blazer got a cig and signed all the silly stuff like shoes or whatever #i can't complain when I've got a signed album from them but still it all seemed too quick compared to this...#ah well just gotta wait until december for paris #gaspard auge #xavier de rosnay #justice #justice band #hyperdrama

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storfulsten · 10 months ago

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Whitty And Bf Personality Swap? Lovely Art By The Way, Truly Inspiring. ( ´ ∀ `)ノ～ ♡

hm I guess k, not feeling the most creative but here lol

idk lol

mostly based on this bc idk thought the vibes looked fitting in theory lmao:

#bombeep #whittyxbf #not the shippiest but eh still endgame so still tagging lol #personality swap sort of #couldn't think of much so just general silly vibes I guess ha #based on a very early point in time relationship-wise pre-friendship and all #like right after whitty'd reluctantly accepted bf's offer to stay at his place off the street at least for a lil bit #but still wanting nothing to do with him in general #while bf'd just try his best to make him chill out and relax with his charm and positive vibes but not succeeding very well just yet lol #so ye just imagining that scenario but swapping their places more or less vibe wise while they still look the same as usual counts right?#am not very creative sorry hope it's still passable lmao #bg kinda dumb but felt empty without any I guess so general vague shapes it is #yes I know bf looks too small scale-wise for it and whitty's probably way off too but at this point it's too much work to go back sorry ha #so yea sorry for general wonkyness lol #take it or leave it #enjoy or don't #whatever floats your boat #fnf au #fnf shipping #boyfriend #whitty #bf #I draw what I want #thanks for the suggestion #sorry that it's like 4+ months late ah well here it is anyways lol #stay groovy friendo

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moregraceful · 3 months ago

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max and i are closing in on launching [redacted sports rpf charity fest] and i am once again pondering how do i write "experience with writing form emails and manipulating google forms in ways no one has dreamed of" in a cover letter without saying "i did it for the rpf grind"...like there's no way unless everyone in this microsoft teams meeting gets really cool about a bunch of stuff really quickly. you know

#IT LITERALLY CAME UP WHILE I WAS WRITING A COVER LETTER A COUPLE WEEKS AGO #AND IT WAS SUCH A BAD COVER LETTER BC IT WAS LIKE. I CAN DO THIS. I CAN BE A VIRTUAL PROGRAMMING MANAGER #I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW I CAME BY THESE SKILLS!!!!#i did not get an interview lmao. but we stay silly #like how do u frame ''community organizer'' when you're organizing. people on the internet to create rpf fanworks. for charity #lmaooooo oh well #me and max locking down our timeline last night and i'm like 😶 the thing i have wanted to do for years is finally happening #the universe tried to smite us multiple times in multiple ways. but we persisted. and it is happening!!!#last night i had to go to the grocery store at 9pm wearing short-shorts and an oversized t-shirt bc i was really like #if i don't get a coke in me right the fuck now i am going to end it all #procured coca-cola. drank it in the parking lot. recovered instantly. got on here and started posting #went to monday night service. last one bc after this week it'll be too late at night in est :(#it was such a nice global community to be apart of. people in 5 countries on four continents showed up almost every week!#not to be christian on main. but i love working with ecumenical organizations because i meet people all over the world #who have different ways of doing church and different interpretations of scripture and different takes on faith #and i always learn so much from people! good and bad lol sometimes it's like wow i will NOT be integrating that into my worldview #yo just under one week until i move 😵‍💫 i decided i am packing one (1) more box and then saying fuck it we ball #whatever i forgot has to go in the car. i cannot let myself be owned by cardboard boxes any longer #and soon. freedom. new start. new beginnings. someone said ''i hope you look at this as a time of new growth and unfolding'' to me #and i went man. i think i am #like the pine trees that reseed after a forest fire #fresno oilers.txt

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b-blushes · 9 months ago

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also i am going to the dr tomorrow so please can you send some spare good vibes my way if you have them thank you

#new drs surgery so guessing completely unfamiliar dr who will know nothing of my complicated medical situation. 👍#and a place i don't know At All.#and the DOCTOR. on a SATURDAY.#god on top of everything i've gotta deal with more med changes too coooooooooooooooool! can a guy just be well for a while.#and i've got like 3 separate things that i've needed to bring up for months but appointments are so short and so hard to get that i just #haven't been able to so they're getting worse and worse and i'm like. what's a guy supposed to do for real!!!! i need like. Real medical #care that simply does not exist in this current system!#like i'm so grateful that we're trying to work to figure my migraines out but i have more to discuss and they're fully like 'you gotta book #another appointment for that bud we're out of time' and i'm like 'i don't HAVE time! like i have the calendar but i don't have the wellness #' ARGH. anyway. this too will be resolved. i have written myself a note i will try to see if they can book me another appointment when #i'm at my appointment tomorrow. it will be fine. it will be fine! it's unlikely to be anything serious anyway it's just another layer of #yuck on the already abundant layers of long-term unwellness you know. BUT we stay silly :3 #hahaha no wonder i've been increasingly unhinged all week when you actually have to think about the problems it's like. woag.#BUT we stay silly :3 in 24 hours it will have happened so. whatever.

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lottieurl · 1 year ago

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here's. a thing. to consider. van was originally gonna die in the wolf attack i think?? cause i know they just kept the chatacter cause they liked liv that much (meaning that would be a wilderness death and an s1 death). and i gotta ask. like completely honestly and genuinely how interesting would van as a character be if she did die during wolf attack

#just wouldn't be very interesting cause majority of whats REALLY interesting imo abt van comes after wolf attack #this applies to others btw hence why i enjoy for example. the thought of laura lee's corruption arc #and whatever unhealthy fucked up thing she could develop if she didn't die #or why i have a. jackie dies and comes back to live au IN MY HEAD cause i enjoy imagining how that would fuck up #a character so focused on how shes perceived and so focused on crafting an image #its also why ive been kind of turning around in my head a crystal someow lives au #just kind of interesting to think of like. after what she learns from misty plus a betrayal plus i Could Give More Layers To Her #shoving writers away killing walter and deciding that crystal/kristen could be explored More #idk like there is appeal in that #love grief love hauntings love well written deaths #but also its fiction i can imagine any scenario i want #sometimes better than the writers oops who said it #anyways. GOODNIGHT. its a silly show btw the writers arent sure what happened OR if supernatural exists so lets stay silly too ig #yellowjackets blogging

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vero-niche · 5 months ago

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Im really scared of the tisza párt thing because we could easily end up in a situation where it's either them or fidesz. Far right or whatever the fuck is going on there, like in america :/

honestly it's either gonna be that or they gonna show their true colors in the next 2 years and crumble into dust, and unless theres a miracle in the left parties (or even if there would be a miracle) fidesz wins yet again

however, everything ends at some point, even fidesz's reign and orbán's life. wether i'll still be in hungary when that happens OR for whatever comes after their inevitable fall is another story. in the meantime, lets just live on and dont borrow worries from the future, we'll deal with whatever happens when it happens 💞

#*insert that meme where one side of the bus is sunny and the other is grim. both sides say “we cant know what the future holds”*#im saying this bc ever since i was a KID my mum has basically been going 'its so over for hungary' and yet life goes on. shes not wrong #but we dont have time for that yknow. we got bills to pay and inflated priced groceries to buy #and we wont know how things will go even if we worry on them so. we might as well not do that #(sorry for this therapy crash course or whatever. your fears are valid and i too am concerned. but we must stay silly etc)#hungaryposting #anon #ask

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automatonknight · 1 year ago

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pressing on on my fail ass save and I FINALLY HAVE MAAAAGS. i beat bubbles 1st try easy fight 💪💪💪

#i mean i did have mags before. like fucking. 8 of them. do you know what you can buy for 8 mags. not much #i'm not going to lie when he healed mid-battle and i had just used my last perfume i did. want to scream and cry a little #qwerty plays the hopeful #didn't fall ONCE during the first barrel section but i did eat shit twice in the second one. i'm gonna have to restart because i barely #have healing items i can't lose health like that #BUT I HAVE MAAAAAAAAAAGS I CAN BUY THINGS FINALLY!!!!!#i don't have the stuff for benny's weirdass arsenal that's for sure but i don't think. i wanted that anyways #well whatever! i stay silly :3 #strangely i haven't gotten like. genuinely frustrated once i'm mostly nervous when i play. worried #which. i mean it's lisa

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sisterdivinium · 7 months ago

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There's a lot of stuff I'd love to do but then there's only so much time and only so much external interest regarding such events too.

Some sort of short fic exchange for non-juggernaut WN ships or some funky comment fic place or a capslock community for all your unhinged commentary needs or a WN bingo... I don't know, something.

#don't mind me i am old and i want journal-type fandom back is all #i understand some of you might engage in similar activities on discord or whatever but that's really not what i envision #the short fic exchange could even be a drabble exchange. we leave the big ship out though or else it would overtake the thing #anyway. something something creating community.#speaking of i'll probably be less active here starting apr 25th up to may 15th. that's because 3 weeks for dreamwidth will be on #the drabbles will still be posted here on the fridays during that period but i'm thinking of hanging out there a bit more #maybe i can pull one of you in to hang out with me there. maybe one day we'll have enough numbers for a cosy community lol #that's the point of the event though. see if any fresh meat can be seduced by dw ;)#i have a few hild icons i mean to post and i'd like to finish my 1x02 wn batch as well but that seems unlikely atm #we'll see. thinking of some meta too. and whatever i end up writing for fan_flashworks will stay on dw until the event is over as well #so you might want to keep an eye on there if you're interested!#i have the same username there as here so it's easy to spot me #silly blabbering

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witherbythesword · 8 months ago

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and I feel the oral fixation being so so strong in this chilli's tonight.

#nsfwtext #wanna be all cuddled up #and have them read something #while I pleasure them #have them read out loud to me #and hear their brain slowly dissolve #shaky breath and sweet sounds an my arms around their thighs to keep them from denying me access #me slowing down so they continue reading #but their voice is all soft and low now and sometimes they just need some seconds to enjoy the moment #just staying like that cuddling and pleasure and reading #me getting so so cotton brained and needy i can't hold back my own moans and desperate little sounds #and them pocking fun of how braindead and gone i sound #so dumb i can probably not even comprehend what they are saying anyway #they put the book aside and tell me to not worry they know I am note cut out to think just a stupid girl #all my brain is good for is serving and whorshipping them #my moans of love and desperation little preyers to them #yeah #eitherway #shaking my head every few seconds to get the picture of me whorshipping someone out of my head #like a dog thats wet and or bothered by a fly #fully not doing well #you know what I'll do? I'll play some stardew valley and make some art and maybr that will calm me down #also music #atmos bloom my beloved #am literally whineing and pouting and withering away because i don't have an outlet for this right now!!!!#no one has it worse than me #:cccccc #(this is just me being silly and pouty)#literally feel homesick for a lap to burry my face into #WHATEVER

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