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[since everything under a Read More cut gets deleted in case a blog deletes/gets deleted and the WayBackMachine isnât so good with pictures, for Archive Purposes only, I will add the most important bits of the full post and have also checked/updated all the source links] Part 1 - Engaged
December 2010, X factor Video Diary week 9 (video)
You sure would, Louis.
February 2011, Harryâs "I think i wanna marry you" tweet (x)
September 2011, âI met One Directionâ (x)
[...] The journey is getting interesting.Â
November 2011, Dome 60 interview (video)
I love that Zayn, as soon as he hears that, turns his head to look at Louis, even before Harry.
I think that at this point they had at least discussed the possibility to marry in the future. Bringing up the topic of marriage for the first time, in public, would have been a risky move otherwise.
 March 2012, Kiss 95.7 interview (x) [note: Harry had already been gifted his dark silver "Promise/engagement ring" by Louis by this point]
They are asked what they would name their future daughters and Harry says Darcy. Then Louis looks at Harry and says he hadnât thought of it, Harry says "Whoops!" and Liam laughs. They definitely act like two people who discussed their future together, who are committed to each other (..but never talked before about the name of their children. Oops.)
April 2012, ZMTV interview (source video nowhere to be found anymore)
They are asked who would get married first and Harry says that you would think Liam, but in fact Louis is the dark horse in the race. Eager much, Harry?
October 2012, One Direction with Cauet on NRJ (x)
They are asked if they get a lot of marriage proposals, and that's Harry's answer. I have nothing further to add. I'm just going to hide in a corner and cry. [hint hint, dark silver ring *eyebrow waggle*]
December 2012, Barbara Walters interview (video)
The moment that killed us all. [She asks: "Do you all wanna be married and have children?" and] They say that they want to marry and have kids, and then they look at each other, smiling and blushing, like the leading characters of a romantic comedy. [...]
Speaking of:
[TWO OR THREE KIDS, i'm GONNA CRY. PLEASE. i wish this for them so much! ;______; ]
July 2013, Twitter Questions (x) [note: by this point Louis has already gifted Harry his Peace Ring, which is strongly believed to be an engagement/wedding ring and Harry is wearing it to this day (2024)]
Niall says âBut, nothing happens when youâre under 21." and Harry very quietly says: âYou can get married.â and then he says again, a bit louder: âYou can still get married, Niall!â Ok, Harry has clearly done his homework.
August 2013, CQC Brazil interview (x)
So, Louis goes "Marriage, sex, kissing, everything, the lot." with someone who looks like Harry. Ok, we got it!
August 2013, Capital FM Interview (x) The interviewer congratulates Zayn on being the first to pop up the question.
[...] Those little shits. Theyâre already engaged! Their faces when the interviewer says that is priceless. And Louis' smirk makes me think he was the one proposing to Harry. [considering what happens the following month.. 9/28/13.. WELL]
Besides, Louis, who are you looking at?
continued in part 2!
âEven as young as you are?â. Or, Harry and Louis are engaged to be married. A masterpost
This is a journey in time. A journey in the love story between HarryandLouis and marriage. From the openness to dialogue in the earlier days, to a commitment and finally, i think, to a formal engagement.
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Chapter II | Compass
Summary: You moved to one of the biggest cities in the world - Grand Line to pursue filmmaking career. Soon enough your path will cross with the vocalist of upcoming band called âThe Neighbourhoodâ. At first you decided to be just friends - because it would be easier, but sadly as everything in life sometimes by taking the easy path we regret a lot of things.
Main characters: Portgas D Ace x Reader (female)
Supporting characters: Nami, Usopp, Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, Law, Deuce, Shanks, Buggy, Sabo, Eustass Kid, Koala (more to be add)
Description: Modern AU | Musician Ace
WARNINGS: sexual harassment, mention of alcohol and drinking, explicit language, self doubt
Word Count: 10.1K
<- previous chapter
NOTE: I really hope you guys like this chapter as I was surprised by myself and the fact that I was able to write 16 pages of material for it. I promise you soon there will be a lot of Ace x Reader moments, as of right now I want to establish a steady tempo of how things will go between them for the future, and also introduce you a little bit of the Readerâs already established relationships with certain characters. I recommend you listening to the song âCompassâ by The Neighbourhood (the real ones hehe) when you get to the moment where they will sing it. Please feel free to leave a feed back as itâs important to me. I re-read it like six times now, and I hope that I have fixed all the spelling and grammatical mistakes, but again English is not my first language so Iâm sorry if some things are unclear, let me know so I can fix it. Also if you havenât seen âFantastic Mr. Foxâ I recommend the movie as bot only you will understand the references better, but because itâs an amazing movie. Enjoy <3333
PS: this is what the gesture from the movie looks like for those of you who havenât seen it, as Iâm afraid that I might not describe it good enough.
Iâve reached the street where âThe Red Piratesâ was located. I was taken aback for a moment when I saw how big of a queue was in front of the entrance. The bar was not very big, but it was quite spacious, and the vibe overall was a mix of underground place with a hint of an old rock and roll bar. One thing Shanks knew how to do best was making the most out of things. His cheerful and charismatic persona knew how to lure people around him, so it was no surprise to anyone when he made this place quite popular in this aera of the Grand Line city. At the end of every month, he invites well-known local bands to perform and usually it gets sold out, but I have never seen such a queue in front of it like the one tonight.
As I got closer, I noticed most of the people in the queue were around my age. The place was more known among people around their middle age, but I guessed from what Nami and Usopp told me I shouldnât be surprised that there were so many young people here tonight. By the entrance were standing Beckman and Lucky Roux â a big smile appeared on my face when I saw them.
âBeckman, Lucky!â I shouted as I ran and hug them.
âHere is the real star of the nightâ Lucky lifted me off the ground as he squeezed me in a tight hug.
âShanks is putting you to work tonight, huh?â Beckman patted me on the shoulder as he laughed at the face I made when he mentioned it.
âPlease donât mention it!â I whined. âOn top of it my friends are going to be here, as apparently one of their friends is a brother of two of the guys in the band, so they all be having fun while I just watch behind the bar.â
âOh, cheer up, beautiful.â Lucky chuckled at me. âAt least we are here â if someone gives you trouble at the bar just let us know.â He cracked his knuckles with a grin on his face.
â(Y/N)â I heard someone shouting out my name behind me. Beckman, Lucky and I turned our heads to see who it was.
âNami, Usoppâ I called them as I gestured them to come. âI thought you are already in.â
âWell, someone here took too much time to get ready.â Usopp nodded his head at Nami, and she rolled her eyes at him. She was dressed stylish as per usual â with a dotted colourful bodysuit imitating bathing suit, a long denim skirt with some sparkling belts on top. Her long ginger hair let down nicely. Usopp was wearing a knitted light grey coloured sleeveless top â showing off his biceps, with some dark greyish baggy jeans. Two silver necklaces â one thicker than the other on his neck, his head was cover in one of his many durags that he owned â his look slaying as well.
âAnyway.â She looked at me. âCan you get us in, as we donât want to wait on the queue, plus Luffy and the rest are waiting for us.â She grabbed my hand, squeezing it in hers.
âYeah, of course.â I turned back to Beckman and Lucky. âPlease, please, please these are my friends I told you about, please, please, let them skip the queue.â I childishly begged them, as Beckman shook his head at me with a smile and Lucky chuckled.
âWe donât need this whole performance to just let them in, you know?â Beckman said as he removed the rope that was stopping people to go in, letting Nami, Usopp. Some people in the queue complained how this wasnât fare, but no one really paid attention to them.
âI know, but I have to be dramatic.â I stuck my tongue at them, we were about to go in when both Beckman and Lucky stopped Usopp and held him on the spot. Nami and I looked at each other confused of why they would stop him.
âYou fella look oddly familiar.â Lucky said, as he eyed Usopp from the head to toes. âAny chance being related to Yassop?â
âY-yes...â Usopp stuttered as he heard his dadâs name being mentioned. Even as absent father he has always found a way to cause his son problems.
âHow so?â Beckman asked, intimidating Usopp even more.
âH-he is my f-father.â Usopp was ready to take whatever punches Beckman and Lucky were going to throw at him, as it wonât be the first time this would happen.
âHa, Iâve heard his son is like a copy of him, but damn Yassop was working overtime when he was making you.â Lucky snorted out loudly as they let go of Usopp and patted him on the back. âSay âhelloâ to your dad from us.â
âS-sure I will.â Usopp muttered as he glanced at them when they let him pass, the look of irritation visible on his face.
âAre you, okay Usopp?â I knew his relationship with his dad was very complicated and he hated to be reminded how much he looked like him. I knew that Beckman and Lucky didnât mean to offend him, but they hit a nerve. I glanced back at them as they were back to stopping and letting people in.
âYeah, Iâm okay. Maybe I will be better if I donât look so much like my dad.â He shook his head trying to forget what just happened. âLetâs go find Luffy, plus I really need a drink right now.â He said as he started to walk ahead of us. Nami and I just looked at each other without saying anything, knowing that he would need a minute to cool down.
âYou havenât forgotten about the free drinks, right?â Nami nudged me.
âEven if I did, I was sure you were going to remind me.â I nudged her back. âAnyway, I need to go and change â see you in a bit. Just find me somewhere by the bar and only order to me so you donât have to pay.â We hugged each other and then I headed to the back of the bar where the staff entrance was. I was struggling to reach it, as there were so many people inside. I couldnât remember to have seen this place so full before and knowing how many more people were waiting outside was stressing me out already. I reached the staff door, and as I was about to open it, when someone literally kicked it in my face and if I didnât react fast, I was probably going to end up with a broken nose. I looked at the person in disbelief.
âYou can say sorry at least, asshole.â I got even more pissed when I saw who it was.
âWatch where you stand spoiled brat.â He replied with the same annoyance.
Perfect, not only it was going to be a long and a busy night, but on top of it I must work with the biggest jerk I have ever met - Eustass Kid. Till this day I couldnât get why Shanks kept him around, when they didnât even get along; yet every time Iâve asked Shanks why, his reply was the same âHe is the best bartender I have.â
I was going down the stairs towards where the âchangingâ room was â if I could even call it that. It was the space downstairs where they store everything â from the drinks to the staff lockers. I started to take off my hoodie as I was still pissed from my encounter with Kid. I didnât even pay attention that there were three guys sitting on the sofas, where the lockers were, until one of them didnât clear his throat. I slowly turned around, the shocked look on my face from the embarrassment clearly visible on my face. They were trying their best not to look at me while I was standing in front of them with my bra on.
âI guess no one told you that we will be down here.â The blond guy that cleared his throat said awkwardly as he was trying to avoid looking at me. The other two â a black short-haired guy who was wearing a simple black tank top and a silver neckless, with tattoos covering his entire body and dark jeans; and the other one on his left side â with the light blue coloured hair, who was wearing glasses with a thick black frames dressed, in a dark blue t-shirt with some dark blue oversized jeans, were both looking away.
âYeah, this little detail was clearly missed.â I covered my front with my hoodie. âD-do you mind turning around so I can quickly put m-my work shirt on?â I was trying not to die from embarrassment, avoiding looking at them.
âOf course, donât worry we wonât be looking.â The blonde quickly said, as they all just turned their heads to the side not looking my way. I quickly changed and excused myself as I ran upstairs embarrassed of what has just happened.
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They all looked at each other and laughed.
âPoor girl I actually feel bad for her.â Deuce said.
âYeah, I bet she wasnât expecting to see anyone here.â Law agreed with him. They all laughed again as Ace came back from upstairs, caring with himself some bottles of cold water.
âDid I miss something?â He looked at the guys confused.
âYeah, they got us a stripper, but she ran off after she saw Lawâs ugly face.â Sabo burst out laughing as Law pushed him from the edge of the sofa.
âThe only ugly face here is yours, you morron.â Law and Sabo started to wrestle and mess around, and Ace looked even more confused, as he threw a bottle of water to Deuce to caught.
âAre they for real? They really got us a stripper?â Ace sat next to Deuce as he opened his bottle to drink some water, watching his brother messing with Law. Deuce only shook his head and chuckled.
âOne of the girls working here came, and she didnât notice us as she was clearly pissed about something, she started to change in front of us without realising and when she realised it became quite award for everyone.â Deuce quickly explained to him.
âWas she hot?â Ace playfully raised his eyebrow.
âYour type for sure.â Sabo said as he sat back on the sofa looking at his brother with a smirk. âIf you havenât smashed recently ...â Sabo didnât get to finish his sentence as Law slapped him with behind the neck. âOuch what was this for?â he winced looking at Law.
âHave some manners man.â Law scolded him.
âCome on, it was just a joke.â Sabo tried to defend himself. Ace and Deuce were just observing them not saying anything, as this was Law and Saboâs usual dynamic.
âDonât worry bro, if I want to smash, I donât need a wingmanâ Ace chuckled at Sabo.
âYou sure? You are quite grumpy lately; I can always ask Koala to hock you up with one of her girlfriends.â Sabo continued to tease Ace, as Ace just rolled his eyes at him.
âAgain, I donât need you or your girlfriend as a wingman.â
âLaw what about you? You are even grumpier than Ace.â Sabo turned to Law with a teasing grin, as Law glared at him without saying anything.
âWhatâs with you and playing a wingman tonight?â Deuce asked Sabo, as Sabo was clearly in the mood to annoy his bandmates.
âI just care about your well beingsâ guys. You know if I can help for your happiness I would gladly do it.â He tried to play innocent, but the guys knew him too way, he just wanted to mess with them.
âWhere is Koala, by the way? Is she not coming tonight?â Ace asked his brother, his girlfriend Koala never missed their performances and usually hung up with them before they start playing.
âOhh she is coming a little bit later tonight as one of her girlfriends has a birthday today, and they are out celebrating.â Sabo and Koala have been together for five years now. They had met in high school, and from the start Koala had massive crush on Sabo, which later grew to having stronger feelings for him. Koala tried to keep all these feelings bottled up, until the night when Ace had thrown a âgoodbyeâ party for his brother, who was going away to college. She drank so much alcohol that night to gain courage to confess to him, only to end up in the bathroom floor, hugging the toilet while Sabo was there by her side running gentle circles on her back, as all the alcohol was coming back. While he was in there with her, making sure that she will be alright, she looked at him in the eyes and âI love youâ slipped from her lips before her mind could even procced it. Sabo didnât have much time to react as she threw up again. The next morning Koala just woke up in Saboâs room, not really remembering anything, but from that night on their relationship started as Sabo decided to not go to college in another city but stay in Grand Line so he can be close to Koala. And till this day Sabo havenât regrated the decision he took â not only he was with the girl that he has been in love with since they met, but he also got the chance to do music, something he has always loved, with his brother and friends by his side.
âOh, that is why you are playing a wingman.â Deuce chuckled at Sabo. âIâm also single, why donât you play my wingman?â Deuce clenched his fist up to his heart pretending to be hurt by Saboâs decision to ask only Ace and Law. Ace snorted at Deuce and his little âactâ.
âSorry man, but you donât match the birthday girlâs type.â Sabo put his arms in the air as he was helpless to help his friend.
âWhatâs her type then?â Ace mocked his brother and his pathetic attempts to play Cupidon.
âGuys, donât mock the messenger.â Sabo tried to defend himself. âKoala told me loud and clearly â ask Ace, if Ace plays hard, ask Law.â He mimicked his girlfriend voice and gestures. âI guess her friend type is grumpy dark-haired dudes.â He mocked his brother and Law.
âWell Ace, you were the first choice not me - so good luck with the âbirthdayâ girl.â Law winked at Ace, his eyes full of mockery.
âShut up man, last thing I want to do is going on a double date with Sabo.â Hearing this Sabo threw his empty bottle as Aceâs head, but he dodged before it hit him.
âAgain, Iâm up for it â if you show me at least how she looks like.â Deuce made Sabo pull out his phone to show him the girl.
âDeuce you canât be that desperate.â Turning his head in disbelieve Law exclaimed at him.
âIâm not, but also itâs been a while, so I donât mind being the third option of the night.â Sabo handed his phone to Deuce as he had opened the girlâs Instagram. Both Ace and Law looked over Deuceâs shoulders, taking look at the girl.
âNot bad, but Iâve had seen better.â Ace commented, not really impressed by the looks of the girl.
âNah man she is cute.â Deuce protested and Law agreed with him.
âBut same as Ace I donât want to be stuck on a double date with you.â Law nagged at Sabo. Ace shook his head, as these two started to mess with each other again. He sat back on the sofa and pulled his phone out from the back pocket of his pants. Scrolling through social media, he checked the bandâs Instagram profile, something he hasnât done in a while, as he wasnât a big social media user, noticing that they got some new followers, but one piqued his interest.
â@idkthisfoxy â He murmured to himself. The profile was private and there was no bio, but he clicked on the profile picture making it bigger. On the picture was this girl with a sock covering her face and only her eyes were visible, the same way the animated fox Ash from Fantastic Mr. Fox was portraited at the end of the movie. He snorted out with a smirk. âCould you be...?â He thought to himself.
âWhatâs with this smug smirk on your face?â Sabo interrupted his thoughts, looking at his brother with a raised eyebrow.
âNothingâ Ace brushed him off, getting up from the sofa, and putting his phone back in his back pocket. âOkay guys, I think itâs time to go upstairs and get ready to play.â He clapped his hands, making the guys stand up, agreeing with him.
âLetâs go break some hearts gentlemen.â Sabo loudly exclaimed, clapping his hands in the air, as the guys were going upstairs.
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I left the âchangingâ room that was used for everything â from changing your clothes to storage all the alcohol and beverages Shanks has to offer, with a quick run up the stairs. Last thing I expected was someone to be there, let alone three men standing on the sofa there, which was something new Shanks have had add as last time I worked here, there was no sofa downstair. And speaking of the devil he was right in front of me.
âShanks!â I shouted out, catching his attention as he was busy flirting with some woman. He turned at me with a big smile.
âThere is my beloved niece.â He pulled me in a suffocating hug. I tried to fight him, but he only tightened his embrace. âWhy is my Foxy mad? Did someone step on your tail?â He started to poke me on my sides only fuelling my annoyance with him.
âIâm telling you â run while you can. This man is insufferable.â I told the woman who he was hitting on, as she was looking at us while we were messing with each other.
âOh Foxy, I canât wait for the day you gonna bring a man over, the number of comebacks I have collected for you is unlimited at this point.â He ruffled my hair, as he turned to his fling for the night, telling her to give him a second, as he nodded at me to follow him.
âAre they unlimited, or you just canât count after ten?â I tease him with mockery in my voice as he only shot me a glance.
âSomeone doesnât want to get paid double tonight, I see.â He nagged me with a smug smile.
âDare.â I challenged him, and he laugh at me.
âOkay now seriously.â He stopped in front of the computer making me clock in. âYou and Kid will be working together at the bar. No need to check IDâs as tonight everyone must be 20+ to enter, so if they are inside that means they are legal to drink. If it gets to much I might jump in and help, but I have three runners tonight so it should be all good. And most importantly if someone is bothering you let me know immediately, okay?â I mentally prepared for the long shift, off all the people I could of work with tonight, I would have to work with Kid. Shanks patted me on the shoulder and went back to his fling of the night. I huffed and turned around to look at the bar. The queue was already quite big, and Kid needed help at this point.
I got behind the bar, and Kid glared at me with annoyance. He was wearing one of the work t-shirts with the âRed Piratesâ logo on it, his muscular body defined by it. His whole left hand was covered in a tattoo sleave â a realistic robotic hand, something coming out straight from the Cyberpunk universe. The tattoo itself was amazing, the person having the tattoo â was not so much.
âMove Kid, I will work on the bar station closer to the stage.â He rolled his eyes at me but still moved so I can go to the right side of the bar. âYou can come and order here as well.â I shouted and people started to come my way. Nami soon came to me with a big grin.
âHey there, I heard there is this cute bartender working here, so I made sure to come and check if the rumours are true.â She teased me.
âStop it, I might get all flushed.â I waved mt hands in front of my face as we both laughed. âWhat do you want to drink?â
âA strong vodka and orange juice â less juice more vodka.â I started to make her drink, as I filled the glass with a lot of ice, as I knew that she loved her drinks very cold.
âWhere are the rest of the group?â I asked her as I didnât expect to see her alone.
âThey are standing by one of the round bar tables close to the stage.â
âLess vodka â more juice, as requested.â I joked with her, handing her the drink.
âHa-ha.â She mocked me as she took a sip of her drink. âOh yeah that is strong.â Her eyes widen as she tased the drink. âDamn you really made sure there is no alcohol in it.â She sarcastically said, taking another sip. âBy the way my friend Luffy knows your uncle Shanks.â Nami took a sit on the last tall chair left at the bar.
âWhat are you for real? How?â I was taking other customers orders as we were talking.
âI donât know, you have to ask him.â She shrugged, taking another sip. âOh God, please put some more juice in this thing, it is too much even for me.â I burst out laughing as she handed me back her glass to pour more juice in it.
âNami, who is this beautiful lady, and why I havenât been introduced to her?â A tall blonde guy wrapped his arms arounds Namiâs shoulders. She rolled her eyes and huffed.
â(Y/N) â Sanji, Sanji â (Y/N). Donât mind his flirting â everything that has two legs and boobs is beautiful in his eyes.â She pushed his hands off from her.
âNami that hurt, I only flirt with beautiful women, no matter the size of their breast.â He advocated for himself. âNice to meet you (Y/N), I have been hearing a lot about you from Nami and Usopp.â He flashed me with a seductive smile. âOnly good things of course.â
âNice to hear this.â I smiled at him. âWould you like something to drink?â
âI would love to but sadly, Iâm the one driving everyone home tonight, so I will have to deny your offer.â He chuckled sadly. I took a quick look at him and his outfit suited his smooth persona; he was wearing off-white shirt, two buttons unbuttoned around his chest, with a dark grey chinos style pants and belt. His wavy blonde hair was let down nicely as half of it was covering his right side of the face. I was told by Nami, that Sanji was handsome and super stylish, and now I understand what she meant by it.
âIâm sorry to hear that, Sanji.â I did feel bad for him, knowing how Nami and Usopp behaved when they are drunk, I couldnât imagine what dealing with their whole friend group would feel like.
âIâm sorry that you must be behind the bar.â He was smooth, but this was not working on me.
âHey, enough with the chitchats, those asses playing tonight are starting soon, so focus!â Kid came next to me and hissed in my ear angrily as I was talking to Nami and Sanji.
âYou are right, sorry.â I apologised to him, knowing that I really got distracted by Nami and Sanji. âSorry guys but I have to focus on work now, but if I manage, I will sneak to your table.â They both understood and wish me good luck, as they went back to their table.
âOf course, on the busiest night I have to put up with you.â Kid continued to whine. I just rolled my eyes at his whining. His bright spiky red hair matching his personality perfectly. âHand me two more bottles of rom.â He spat at me.
âKid are you ever in a good mood?â I asked him, handing the bottles.
âYeah, when I get my dick sucked.â He smirked at me.
âOh, you are disgusting.â I was left in shock from his answer.
âYou asked, you got you answer.â He had pleasant look on his face knowing well that his comment irritated me. âDonât worry, brat. You will never get this lucky.â His cocky smirk not leaving his face.
Before I moved to Grand Line, the last two summer since I was working for Shanks, while staying with him in his apartment, as my dad usually toured during the summertime. The first summer I worked here, Kid had already been working for a while. He hasnât changed much since then. That first summer for a little bit â I did in fact, had a little crush on him. It was something in his edgy persona and style that made my nineteen old self attracted to him. But with time this attitude became more unattractive than attractive, and my little crush turned into pure disgust.
Of course, he had his good moments as well. One night two months ago, just before I stared university, it was just him and I working on a Tuesday night. It was a very slow night, so Shanks left early and left us to close the place. As we were going for last orders, Kid was behind the bar cleaning it, while I was picking glasses from empty tables, as we still had some customers left. On one of the tables where three guys, around the age of forty-something, were sitting I tried to reach for the empty glasses, smiling politely at them. I felt a hand on the back of my thigh going up to my butt and squeezing it hard. I jumped back in shock and dropped all the glasses I had in my hand. The broken glasses shattered on the floor. The men burst out laughing at my frozen expression, but their laugher was quickly cut, as the guy who touched me got his head smashed on the table hard. The bang of the impacted of his head hitting the table echoed through the whole place. Kid had seen everything that had happened, and he was seeing red. He dared the guy and his friends to think about doing it again. They all locked at him with fear in their eyes. The manâs face, who harassed me, was all covered in blood, one of his teeth has fallen and probably his nose was broken. I was just standing there still frozen from shock. Kid kicked them out, the rest of the customers, as well. He came close to me, trying to shake me out of the shock. I still remember the way he gently placed his hand on my face, cupping my cheek, his fingers feeling rough on my skin. He tried to keep his tone calm as he called my name. It took me some seconds to come back to reality. Kid was standing very close to me, in a way that we have never been this close physically. He looked into my eyes, and I could see how mad he was but at the same time there was this hint of worry in them. We stayed like this for a moment until he took a step back and removed his hand from my face. He cleared his throat and told me that he has already called Shanks, and he will be here soon. I just nodded at him as I was still speechless. He told me to go and change my clothes.
When I came back Shanks was already here, and he was like a fuming bull, swearing that he would find these men and make them pay. When Shanks saw me, he came to me and hug me tight, I started to cry in his embrace, as he gently patted my head. He then proceeded to tell Kid to walk me to Shanksâ place, as he was not letting me stay alone tonight, and that he would be dealing with the police and the bar on his own. I was about to say that this was not needed but none of them let me have the word. Kid and I were walking toward Shanksâ apartment, but didnât speak at all. I broke the silence, thanking him for what he did, and that he shouldnât have done it as might of now he could be in trouble. He shushed me quick, saying that he didnât want to hear any thanks or apologies from me, and that he did whatever everyone else in his place would do. We reached Shanksâ place shortly after. I pulled my keys out to open the door, but Kid stopped me as he came close to me again, as when we were in the bar. I gave him a questioning look. He was looking at me like he wanted to say something, his scared eye twitching a little. We stayed like this for a moment then he shook his head, more to himself than me, and told me to take care of myself, as he quickly left. The next time we worked together he was back to his arrogant self, so I guess it was something from the adrenaline rush that he got that night that made him act, so strange. But we never really spoke about what happened; neither had Shanks told me what happened after with the police and ect., both of them act like this never happened and every time Iâve tried to speak about it with Shanks, he cut me off almost immediately.
âWhat you got all dreamy about sucking me off?â Kid smirked with me as I got zoomed out.
âYeah, you wish.â I snorted. He glanced at me but didnât say anything.
******
The place was full. I looked at my phone and it was a little after 10PM so the band should come out and start playing any moment now. The image of the three guys seeing me earlier in my bra came up in my mind and a chill of embarrassment ran down on my spine. Someone got on podium, but it wasnât who the crowd was waiting for.
âHello there beautiful people.â Shanks announced on the microphone. âWhen my precious, like a son, friend came to me two weeks ago and told me, that I should give this month gig to his brothersâ band I was very critical at first. Then he played me some of their songs and I was impressed. I was even more impressed that the thickets sold out in one day. One day â can you imagine.â The crowd cheered loudly â some screamed the bandâs name, some whistled, and others applauded. âSo a big shout out to my friend Luffy.â A loud screaming and cheering that I could recognise from miles away echoed around, but from where I stand, I couldnât see my friends. âIâm not going to keep you guys waiting anymore â big and loud applause for âThe Neighbourhoodâ.â
I stopped what I was doing to watch them coming up the stage. The first one to step on stage was the guy with the light blue hair and the thick black framed glasses, he went and took his position next to the bass guitar and picked it up. I hear some girls yelling his name âDeuceâ loudly. Next was the blacked haired, covered in tattoos guy, he took the guitar that was on the right side of the stage. A girl standing next to the bar screamed to her friend something along the lines âget me pregnant Lawâ and I looked at her shocked. Then the blond guy came up on stage and started to raise his hands up in the air making everyone going louder and louder. Before he sat behind the drums, he sent a kiss to someone in the crowd and a big grin appeared on his face. My heart was beating fast in my chest as I was expecting the last guy to come up on the podium. There was this small voice in my head telling me that it will be him â the guy from the coffee shop today. But then this wasnât some Disney movie, so probably them having the same name was just a pure coincidence. The three guys started to play some chords, and their vocalist join. I recognised him immediately. There he was â no beanie on, his raven black hair messy and freely falling around his face. I didnât notice back in the coffee shop, but he was quite tall. It was something in his aura that made him stand out from the others. Now dressed in a loose fit black pants and leather belt, with his silk black shirt tucked in them, sleeves up till his elbows, buttons unbutton revealing his muscular chest â he was breathtaking to look at. The red beam neckless around his neck adding a nice touch to his outfit. The other three guys stared humming the back vocals.
Ooh, I know once you come to California
You won't ever look back
Ooh, just a little bit can make you wonder
You got it in
Ace took his guitar on with a smug look on his face. I was watching him carefully from the bar, far away yet not that far, as I couldnât take my eyes off him. Then he stared to sing.
Hands up, it's a stick up
Nobody's leaving this room for a minute
He sounded even better live, than in their records. I was mesmerised by his voice. It was so melodic, yet a little rough only adding to his appearance. I was just enjoying their performance as they were super good â all four of them.
âI swear to God you are gonna make a puddle her.â I heard yelling in my ear as I turned around and saw Kid standing behind me. âStop staring â start working, damn it.â I quickly came back from the trance that Ace put me in and got back to work. They were on their fourth song when I saw Usopp on the queue for the drinks.
âUsopp!â I shout out his name, hoping that he would hear me, over all the noise. He did look in my direction without realising at first. He looked again and saw me clearly this time and he made his way to the side where I was working.
âThey are good, right?â Was the first thing he asked me when we got close enough so I could hear him. I eagerly nodded my head.
âAre you kidding me. They are amazing.â They were already on their fourth song and so far, everything was great from what theyâve played.
âYou shall meet them; they are all great guys. If you have time when they are done performing come by our table and we can introduce you to them.â
âYeah about that... I kinda already met them...â Three out of four already has seen me embarrassing myself, and I thank to whatever power was out there â God, universe â whatever, that Ace wasnât in the âbasementâ when I waked on the guys half-naked.
âWhat do you mean?â Usopp got confused look on his face by what Iâve just told him.
âStory for another time.â I brushed it off quickly. âWhat do you want to drink?â
âRum and coke, please. Make it four.â I started to make the drinks as I was taking quick glances at the stage. They knew how to entertain the crowd. Their stage confidence was noticeable. âWill you be able to carry all four at once?â I asked Usopp handing him the drinks. He confidently nodded.
âThe moment you are out of the bar, come to us.â He shouted behind his back as he was leaving with the drinks, too focused not to drop them or someone to push him.
******
The band just finished with the fourth song and the blonde guy took over the microphone:
âA very big thank you to everyone coming here tonight.â He was a little out of breath, as I can only imagine what was it like playing the drums for half an hour without stopping for even a second. My eyes moved to Ace who was taking a sip of his water. He turned his head at my direction and our eyes met. Ace raised his eyebrows in disbelief and squeezed his eyes to make sure that he saw right â that he really saw the girl from the coffee shop. I panicked and squatted down to the ground hiding behind the bar. âBig shout out to Shanks for letting us play here tonight â please a round of applauses him.â He raised his hands to applaud Shanks, and the crowd followed. âBig shout out to all off you who came to support us here tonight, I see some faces in the crowd who were there for us from day one till today.â Another round of applauses followed. âAnd- and the biggest applause and thank you goes to my amazing girl â Koala.â He paused taking a breath in and out. âKoala, baby I love you. This new song that I wrote is for you, and you only. Sadly, I wasnât blessed with the voice that my brother has, but I will be in the back pouring my heart out on the drums, enjoy everyone.â Everyone started to cheer and applause.
I got back on my feet again as I heart the last thing the blonde guy said. Ace just patted him on the shoulder and laughed as he took over the microphone again. He looked around as he was still laughing.
âIâve had always imagined that the first time I would have to sing a song dedicated to a girl, will be for a girl Iâm in love with, you know?â He joked with the audience. âTwenty-five years later I still havenât met the one, but my brother did. Iâm telling you the first time I sang his songs to his girl â it was awkward.â Everyone laughed, so did I but something more interesting caught my attention from what he said. âI told to myself you know, with time it will get easier, less awkward.â He made a dramatic pause. âI swear to God this never get easier. Bro just learn how to sing.â He turned to his brother in dramatic disbelief, as Sabo only shout at him to start singing. âAnd you see what I get as a âthank youâ.â The crowd laughed again. âAnyway â the song is called âCompassâ, hope you guys like it as much as our other songs. Itâs coming out next week so stay tuned.â He announced before they start playing, looking again at the bar but I quickly turned my head around.
âGo pick around some glasses. You are not helping behind the bar anyway.â Kid told me, pissed at my behaviour tonight.
âNow?â I asked surprised. He just glared at me with a killer look, I huffed and got out of the bar.
They started to play, and Ace voiced filled all my sentence. I stopped to listen to the song as I was closer to the podium now.
âIf I don't have you with me, I'm alone
You know I never know which way to go
I think I need you with me for all-time
When I need new direction for my mindâ
The song sounded so sweet. I didnât realise that Ace was looking at my direction as I was focused on listening to the lyric. Then the way he sang the last line of the first verse:
âI know that you're not something to lose, nowâ
swept me off on my feet, as I closed my eyes loving the way how smooth his voice was. Then the chorus stared, and they were so catchy.
âI've got something to confess
I keep you in my pocket to use
You're my only compass
I might get lost without youâ
As he sang the second verse, hearing minutes ago his brother proudly announcing how much he loves his girlfriend, the lyrics were having such a deep love held behind them.
âCould you tell me where to go?
You're always there to help me when I'm down
I'm lucky you've been keeping me around
You're the star I look for every night
When it's dark, you'll stick right by my sideâ
It was hard to explain, but it was like something magical was happening around me and inside of me right now. I felt like Iâm lost in the moment. Ace started to sing the bridge of the song, and I opened my eyes. The most cliche thing in every possible way - for every movie, book, play or song happened - our gazes met. The time felt like it stopped for a second.
âLike a magnet
Hard to imagine ever changing
Anything changing my way
Baby, like a magnet
Can't help that I'm attracted to you, I am
Could you keep on guiding me? Pleaseâ
He smiled at me as he didnât move his gaze from mine. When he sang: âCan't help that I'm attracted to you, I amâ - he hold his hands up to his head and shock them, a big smile sprad across his face, as I did the same thing back at him. I was in disbelief that he recognised me, yet alone did the whole âFantastic Mr. Foxâ thingy. The last part of the bridge felt very personal: âCould you keep on guiding me? Pleaseâ I couldnât hide away the grin on my face, as I just gestured with my hands a âmaybeâ, as he was looking at me with a playful questioning expression. Ace chuckled and winked at me. When he moved his gaze away from me, I quickly moved around trying to disappear in the crowd as my face as flaming hot.
When the song finished the guys were met with loud and well-deserved applauses.
âYou really are kind of a quote-unquote Fantastic Fox.â Ace chuckled on the microphone. I knew this was meant for me, even though he couldnât see me, he made sure I can hear him. Trying to distract myself right now was quite a challenge. All I could think about was this moment of interaction, we had in front of so many people, yet no one knew what was going on.
******* Three more songs and they were done with their performance for tonight.
âThank you, thank you all for coming here tonight.â Ace thanked the crowd, loud applauses echoed through the whole bar. âSix months ago, when the guys and I decided to finally start putting out the music, that we have been doing for the past two years now, we never expected that people will find such an interest in us. For everyone streaming our music and coming to all the live gigs we have done so far â thank you from the bottom of my heart.â He bowed with his head before he took off his guitar and left the podium. The rest of the guys bowed and thanked everyone leaving a bit after him.
Ace was already surrounded by group of girls as he stepped down from the podium. As every man on this Earth of course he loved the attention he was getting, especially from young and attractive women, but there was this particular girl in his mind tonight that he wanted to get the chance to speak again with. He was thinking of their short interaction today even after she left the coffee shop. It was something about her that piqued his interest, and this hasnât had happen in a quite long time. Ace didnât really remember the last time he seriously got interested in a girl for more than a one-night stand or a short situationship. And he was curious if this time would be the same, if she would be one of the many that would come and leave - leaving nothing behind themselves. This was something he would catch himself being jealous of his brother Sabo sometimes. The universe literally served him his girl on a golden plate. He didnât have to search and get disappointed all the time, he was simply in the right place at the right time, and so did she. Part of him was really wondering when itâs going to be his turn; his turn to be loved, to be adored and cared by someone â and the one who would wake these feelings up in him for her, as well.
His experience with girls was quite big, even though it wasnât always like this. Girls started to pay attention to him around the age of seventeen, when he decided that he must start going to the gym and change not only his appearance, but behaviour as well. The person who he was now, and who he was almost eight years ago, were totally different people. Ace used to be the grumpiest, meanest and enrage kid you could have known; even now-a-days he would catch himself acting like this little kid again and he hated this. Ace has always been afraid that no one would ever love the real him â every time he tried to show his true self after a while they either run away or he realised it was not worthed to keep trying. Lost in his thoughts for a moment he didnât realise he had zoomed out until some waved their hand in his face.
âSorry I got distracted for a second, what were you saying?â He smiled at one of the girls in front of him.
âI said would you mind giving me your autograph?â She teases him with a playful look in her eyes.
âSure, you have a pen or something.â He gave her the same look, knowing that she was flirting with him.
âThere you go.â She borrowed a pen from one of the girls standing next to her. âMy name is Samantha, in case you were wondering.â She turned her back towards Ace, moving her hair on the side so he could sign the top of her shoulder.
âWhat should I write?â Ace took a look at her, from head to toe â ânice body, nice assâ he thought to himself, stepping a little closer to her.
âHow about your number?â She smirked at him, as he chuckled at her flirty tone. He checked her out one more time as he licked his lips with a sly smirk.
âThere you go, angle.â He wrote his number on her shoulder. He gave the pen back to her with a wink as he continued his way towards the back exit.
Ace wanted to be at peace for just a second. A few more girls stopped him on his way to the back exit, but they were less flirtatious than the girl he gave his number to. Finally, he made his way outside and the moment the chilly wind hit his face he breathed out. He pulled out a package of cigarettes, taking one out and lighting it, taking a long puff from it. Closing his eyes as he leaned on the wall, exhaling the smoke. Having attention was nice, especially from women, but that wasnât so important for Ace. The goal wasnât women â the goal was to make great music that people can love and enjoy. After every show Ace catches himself in the âimposterâ syndrome â that he was not good enough, that the performance sucked, that he was bringing the band down, that he was not a good singer or a guitar player. All these thoughts were hitting him like a truck every time he got off stage, and no matter what people were telling him, he couldnât shake this feeling. The feeling of never being good enough. He was lighting up a second cigarette, and he noticed it was the last one.
âFuck, fuck , FUCK.â He cursed himself, taking a puff after puff from his cigarette. As he was taking his last smoke from the cigarette, throwing it on the ground, he thought of you. Ace wasnât the type to believe in fate or anything from this sort of bullshits, but he chuckled to himself. What were the chances that in one day you two happened to be in the same place at the same time â two completely strangers. And you were pretty â no, you were gorgeous. There was something in you that was waking up a little spark of fire in him, and you havenât even had a proper conversation, yet. When he saw you from the stage it was like the time had stopped and he couldnât move his eyes from you. You were just standing there, enjoying the moment, living in the song â and then you opened your eyes, oh those beautiful eyes which he didnât have the chance yet to know the colour of, but he was looking forward to finding out soon. He took a few more minutes outside gathering his thoughts, before he put his poker face back, walking inside confidently like nothing was going on inside of his mind.
******
I wasnât looking forward to going behind the bar right now, even when I knew I had to, but instead found Nami and the rest of the group.
âThere she is!â Usopp saw me first and yelled, waving his hand gesturing me to come faster.
Nami had her head rested on Sanjiâs shoulder as she was completely wasted, but Sanji was more than happy to take care of her. On his other side was standing a black-haired guy, a little shorter than Sanji, maybe the same height as Usopp. He was wearing a red oversized t-shirt and baggy light blue jeans. His face was scared under his left eye but still he looked quite boyish with his big grin on his face â I guess this was the infamous Luffy. Next to him was standing Zoro, he nodded at me as he saw me. Zoro was waring bandana on his head, his fit not very different from Luffyâs, the only difference was that his t-shirt was white. Nami tilted her head in my direction and quickly jumped from Sanjiâs side, but he quickly grabbed her the shoulders, as she almost tripped and fell.
âDamn Nami, how much you drank, tonight?â I have seen her wasted but never this much.
âWay too much.â Sanji answered me instead of her as she was leaning on him again.
âLuffy, this is (Y/N) â the classmate we have been telling you about.â Usopp interrupted, introducing us as we exchange a handshake.
âNice to meet you finally (Y/N). I have been hearing a lot about you.â Even thought we were the same age there was something so boyish in Luffyâs voice.
âSo did I.â I smiled at him. âBy the way, your brothersâ band is great.â
âOh, I know! Iâm so happy that Shanks let them play here tonight.â His smile grew wilder.
âHow did you meet my uncle by the way? Nami told me that you two know each other.â I was really curious to know how these two knew each other, especially after Shanks refer to him as a âsonâ.
âLong story short â I was quite a troubled kid until I met Shanks. Then I became even more troubled and reckless.â We all laughed at his joke. âBut yeah we met ââhe got interrupted by someone shouting his name. We all turned around and the blonde guy from the band was joining to the table, with a girl under his arm, which I guess is his beloved girlfriend. She was wearing a very nice light purple ruffled dress; her shoulder length light brown hair was nicely styled in a blowout effect. Her face was lightened by her big smile and her big dark blue eyes were glowing with love as she was looking at her boyfriend.
âSabo, Koala â come. This is (Y/N), Namiâs and I best classmate and friend from uni.â Usopp introduced me to them as I awkwardly nodded the moment Saboâs eyes widen in shock.
âNo way, look baby this is the stripper I was telling you about.â He told Koala, as she slapped him on the chest as she turned to me. I was shocked from the comment he just made, so did everyone.
âStripper? You are a stripper?â Luffy looked at me confused, Zoro slapped him behind the neck, shushing him.
âDonât listen to him, his humour, is little broken. Nice to meet you, (Y/N).â She smiled at me.
âNo donât listen to me guys. Sorry didnât mean to offend you, Iâm Sabo, nice to meet you officially.â He reached out his hand across the table, and we handshake. The other two guys â the light blue haired and the tattooed one joined as well. As they saw me, they had the same reaction as Sabo, but didnât make any comments instead they just introduced themself.
âWhere is Ace?â Luffy asked Sabo.
âAh, probably out smoking, I donât know.â Sabo shrugged. âYou know how he is after we finish every set.â Luffy nodded at what Sabo said and continue to talk to Law. Deuce was talking to some girl, who was wearing a âbirthday girlâ crown, Nami was barely standing, while Sanji was making sure that she was getting enough water.
âI am going back to work; it was nice to see you all.â I tapped Usopp on the shoulder, interrupting his conversation with Zoro.
âNo wait a minute, so you can also meet Ace.â Usopp stopped me from going as he hold my wrist. My heart skipped a beat when he mentioned his name.
âSome other time Usopp I promise, I really need to go back, otherwise Kid will kill me at this point tonight.â I pouted at him, and he nodded, understanding my situation and let me go. The universe had other plans whatsoever â turning around I bumped into someoneâs muscular chest. He gently held me for a second by the shoulders.
âEasy there, no rush.â I looked up and my eyes met his. Ace was looking at me with a little smirk placed on his face. âHey (Y/N).â He took a step back giving us some space. He remembered my name.
âHey.â I smiled at him, tying to hide the fact I was a little nervous.
âYou two know each other?â Usopp pointed a finger at us.
âNo.â We both said at the same time. âWe just met this morning by chance.â I explained to Usopp. âOh, nice. What a coincidence.â He chuckled as he turned back to Zoro. Little did he know how right he was.
âSo, you work here?â Ace broke the silence between us.
âYes and no.â I laughed awkwardly. âShanks is my uncle, so sometimes when he really needs help like tonight I just jump in behind the bar.â I explained, looking down at my hands as I was playing with my fingers, a habit I have when Iâm nervous.
âHey.â Ace bent his posture a little trying to catch my gaze, I looked back at him immediately. âI donât bite â relax.â There was a little hint of teasing in his voice.
âIâm relaxed.â I brushed it off, trying to play it cool. âItâs just strange â from lending me your charger to hearing you perform tonight here was quite a surprise.â
âYeah, I agree. You- you, um, did you enjoy it?â He ran his hand through his hair, awkwardly scratching his neck.
âI loved it.â I eagerly told him, a little too eagerly for which I cringed at myself. âI didnât know about you guys until today. Actually, Nami and Usopp invited me to see you performing here, but again funny coincidence.â I started to babble. âThen they played me this song of yours âCry Babyâ and yeah â I can say Iâm defiantly a fan now. Especially after I heard you tonight. But I had no idea it was you, until I saw you coming on the podium, so I was quite surprised.â As I continued to babble, he had crossed his arms in front of his chest making, looking at me with half lidded eyes, a little smile playing on his lips. âI think I talk too much.â I awkwardly chuckled. A wild smile spread across Aceâs face, he shook his head, as he laughed.
âWhat?â I playfully tilted my head at him, wondering what made him react like this.
âI think you need to listen to âCry Babyâ one more time.â He teased me, without giving me any more information.
âOkay, I will.â I teased him back. We stood there for a moment, just looking at each other.
âWait how do you know Nami and Usopp?â He was the one to break the silence again.
âWe are classmates.â He raised his eyebrows in awe.
âOh, a filmmaker. What are you the most lead to â directing, scriptwriting or...?â He asked me clearly interested in my answer. I was about to answer him when someone grabbed me by the shoulders and squeezed me hard.
âOuch.â I turned around and I saw Shanksâ smug smile. He reached his fist at Ace, and they bumped it.
âAce could I politely ask you to not distract my beautiful niece as she is supposed to work not flirt.â Ace nodded at Shanksâ comment, with a little smirk.
âWe are not, I â Iâm not flirting.â My whole face got flushed. I took a quick look at Ace, but his face was unreadable.
âFlirting or not â go behind the bar or I will make you stay and clean as well.â I knew he was serious, despite the smile on his face. I just nodded at him and left without even looking at Ace as I was quite embarrassed.
******
After some time, people started to leave, and the work started to decrease. I saw Ace and the rest of the guys starting to put their instruments away, getting ready to leave. We locked eyes a few times, but nothing more.
âStop staring and forget even thinking about Ace.â Shanks interrupted my thoughts, his tone serious.
âExcuse me?â I looked at him confused, why would he even tell me this.
âYou heard me.â He leaned his forearms on the bar, having a very serious face, something that I rarely ever see. âYou only gonna end up hurt Foxy, so be thankful that I cock-blocked you.â He tapped the bar and went away, not letting me say anything further. I continued to clean the bar, Shanks words still in my mind, wondering what exactly he meant by that and a little surprised of how he worded it. âHey, we are leaving.â I looked up and saw Usopp and the rest of the group behind him. âThank you for the drinks by the way.â I waved my hand, brushing it off as there was nothing to thank me for.
âIt was nice to finally meet you (Y/N).â Sanji told me with a wink, him carrying sleeping Nami in his arms.
âYeah (Y/N), we have to properly go out these days.â Luffy cheerfully exclaimed, as he came closer to the bar to high-five me.
âWe sure need to Luffy.â I smiled at him, Zoro just waved me âgoodbyeâ, he wasnât usually the most talkative but tonight he was extra quiet. They all stopped to say goodbye to Shanks as well, who was standing by the exit. I was still little affected by Shanksâ words and didnât want to look at him right now.
âYou know I discovered that coffee shop recently.â I turned around to face Ace, as I heard his voice.
âIt is a hidden gem, right?â I gushed. He smiled at me and nodded.
âSo I guess I will be seeing you there?â he raised an eyebrow at me, a little hint of tease in it.
âDefinitely Ace.â I smiled at him. He kept his eyes on mine for a moment.
â(your eyes colour).â He murmured, I tilted my head at him wondering what he just murmured to himself. He saw my reaction and just flashed me a smile. âTill next time then.â He winked at me and then he left.
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My brain just hit an old hyperfixation (is this what it's called? I hope I used the word right) and oh dear am I losing my mind now. I need to write a story I think. About this one old guy. He's unhinged. There's so much information about him and yet not enough. I want to explore his character so much. He's definitely a criminal - at least he was one - and I'm 95% sure he can do actual real magic, and he's a musician and an artist and an actor and a magician and a philosopher and a traveler and a conman and so much more and also I think he's some kind of immortal. Maybe he just has a VERY long life. It's strongly implied he was a pirate at some point of his life. He started a cult by accident several times. My conspiracy theories about him include him being a secret god.
He's also a freaking round blue raven. Someone save me from my mind.
#seriously why is he so cool#he's like. a ball.#he's ROUND#if no one stops me I'm gonna make an au and introduce all my mutuals to a russian cartoon that lives in my head rent-free#it has an obviously mysterious old man and an old woman who seems to be very normal but actually has some weird past as well#and they're in love you can fight me on this THEY. ARE. IN LOVE.#there's a disastrous scientist who keeps forgetting to sleep and is kinda cute in a nerdy way#there's a mechanic guy who lives a bit away from everyone surrounded by tech and he's actually unhinged#he's a single father btw. he made a robot baby because he was lonely. it's very important for his character.#I WILL ship the scientist and the mechanic because no one can stop me <3#there's a local farmer who was a famous disco dancer an archeologist and a VERY famous actor in the past. he doesn't care about it anymore.#he was like. Captain America actor kind of famous. or Superman.#and then he just committed a bunch of crimes for his new friends and left to live in a village far away from big cities#all those people with very suspicious past raise a bunch of children together#absolutely inseparable adhd and autism best friends boys who I think are capable of destroying the world#and toxic teenagers couple:#a girl who honestly needs to figure herself out first before dating anyone and a poet boy who is SO deeply in love with her it's not okay#the farmer dude also has a rebellious teenager niece who visits him sometimes#and the mechanic's kid is usually in space but sometimes returns and I am not ashamed to admit that I cried during some of those episodes#I am going to think about them. they are so important to me.#I am going insane.#also yes they are all round animals. if you're wondering.#someone just tranquillise me already or something. it's 5 a.m. and I am losing my sanity
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i cannot stand the aot fandom this is not a new take at all they are universally intolerable but oh my dayssss u are FORBIDDEN from making ANY take about the show it's actually insane to watch. 'aot is perfect' no show is perfect. 'tell me you didnt get the show đđ«”' people have different opinions/interpretations about things. 'eren is a good guy they could never make me hate him' i think there's actually 4 seasons and two movies explicitely using him as a tool to show that no one is 'good' or 'evil' they are only trying to survive. hello. the fandom r all so far up aot's ass that they actually discredit its writing in the process and it would be laughable if it wasn't so frustrating
#bc aot IS insanely well written but no one talks about it???#like all they do is SAY how well written it is but no one is brave enough to give examples or meta bc SOMEONE will jump on it#declaring they've misinterpreted the Single Correct Way of watching the show and are dumb and a hater for saying such a thing#i remember posting about my initial aot watch on here and i did NOT like eren i thought he was whiney and annoying (he is <3)#and i thought aot was overhyped but ive since finished it at long last and omg. it is so fucking good#one of those shows that you need to watch ALL of it to truly get what's going on#and the conclusion of eren's character i am genuinely so obsessed with ill probs make a separate post just about him#bc i have really 180'd on eren and i can see now he IS well written. but not for any reason i can see anyone else talking about???#people are just banging on about he was right and justified and a saviour and tragic etc etc and while those things are important#and should be considered that also like. was not the point imo#the irony and tragedy of eren jaeger was that after all the 'i am special simply bc i was born into this world'#concluded with the revelation that actually he was not special. the rumbling happened because a normal boy got a hold of a great power#and he mishandled it. he was immature. he acted his age. he was just some teenage boy and he responded in kind#there was selfishness and silly whims and a quick temper. he was never this godlike figure he gets painted as#and i ADORE THAT TAKE. THAT IS SUCH AN ICE COLD CONCLUSION. EREN WAS NEVER SPECIAL - THAT'S THE POINT#and like countless times through history one selfish person with their hands on an insane amount of power and a conviction#that they are doing the right thing goes on to lead to a continuation of the cycle of war#like the end credits with the tree is genuinely HAUNTING. it never ended. eren KNEW the rumbling would be unnsuccessful#and would leave enough of their enemies alive that they'd eventually retaliate HE KNEW THAT and did it anyway#why? bc he just /wanted/ it. desperately and immaturely. and so the war turned over for another generation and another and#LIKE THAT IS SUCH A POIGNANT HAUNTING TAKE. I FR STARED AT THE BLACK SCREEN ONCE I FINISHED IT FOR 5 MINS IN HORRIFIED SILENCE#yes it's not his sole motivation but ultimately the crux of his character boils down to the fact he's just some kid#to the point even when he's explaining it to armin at the very end they SHOW HIM AS A KID. THAT IS THE REAL EREN#THAT ANGRY SCRAPPY CHILD WHO THOUGHT HE COULD BEAT THE WORLD INTO SUBMISSION#NOT A HERO NOT A GOD NOT A DEVIL - JUST A KID GIVEN A POWER HE NEVER SHOULD HAVE GOT HIS HANDS ON#but if u say all that some chucklefuck tells u to kys and that u just Didnt Get The Masterpiece Of Attack On Titan#but do u know what? maybe people disagree w me! maybe this is just my interpretation! guess who's NOT gonna have a hissy fit about it?#fandom is about DISCUSSION and i have never seen a fandom as fucking allergic to it than the aot fandom#like omdddddddddd have a day off man isayama isnt gonna suck you off#aot
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A big thanks to @witchybitchybisexual who tagged me in this amazing 30-questions Golden Girls-themed game; I had a *great* time answering these! I look forward to reading everyone's answers (including yours, @witchybitchybisexual!).
I'm hiding all questions after #1 under a cut, because this got long haha!
1. How did you find out about the show?
Via another show I love -- Good Omens! Or, actually, via the amazing book that inspired it. One of the main characters, the demon Crowley, is a big fan of The Golden Girls; there's a great scene in which the forces of hell hijack one of Rose's monologues to send him a message while he's watching the show! I was in need of something new to watch at the time, and I figured if Crowley liked it so much, it was at least worth checking out. :)
2. One storyline youâd eliminate?
Hmm... probably Miles' witness protection program storyline? I don't mind it that much (it gave us some fun jokes and some memorable scenes!), but I feel like that was a turning point in Miles' character, and I just don't like the person he became after that turning point.
There was no question 3 here, so I made up my own! Hope that's not an issue :)
3. Best guest star/character?
Lynnie Greene takes the cake as the best guest star, for sure. I adore her and she played a phenomenal young!Dorothy. The second place goes to Dick Van Dyke, just because I love him in general!
As for the best guest character, I think the honour goes to Angela, Sophia's sister! She's absolutely hilarious and her comedic chemistry with Sophia is stellar. I also have to mention John Neretti from S6E23 What A Difference A Date Makes for being the best man in the series imho.
4. Character you most relate to?
Dorothy! My personality nowadays is a bit of a mix between Dorothy and Rose, I feel, but the Dorothy side is prevalent (and it was even more prevalent a few years back). I love reading and literature (and I enjoy learning about history, although I don't have her passion for it); I share her love for teaching (although I'm not a teacher); I was a great student in school, but not a popular kid at all; I'm level-headed and responsible, but I can be impulsive under the right circumstances; I'm very protective of the people I love; I'm Italian and was brought up a Catholic; I'm often the tallest girl in the room (I'm just a bit shorter than Bea Arthur was!) and I'm not attractive (not that Dorothy isn't -- but she is perceived as unattractive in the show), so I also understand her self-esteem issues fairly well.
I'm not as quick-witted as she is, unfortunately, and nowadays my outlook on life is more positive and easy-going than hers, but she's still the one I relate to the most.
5. Favourite character?
Blanche, although the other Girls are very, very close. I adore them all and I especially love to see them interact, but if I have to pick one, then it's Blanche. She's the one who surprised me the most! At the start of the show I kind of wrote her off as 'the man-crazy one', and that's as far removed from me as possible, so I didn't really focus much on her at the beginning. Then came S1E4 The Transplant, and then came her family issues, and then came all her memories of George, and before I knew it I was head-over-heels in love with her. Rue was masterful in how subtly she played her; she showed Blanche's depth as a character little by little, letting the audience peek behind the mask only for moments at a time, so when I realized I hadn't given her the attention she deserved, I was already in too deep.
6. Favourite story of a cast member?
Oh, so many good ones to choose from! The first one that comes to mind is Bea's anecdote about the time she was Tallulah Bankhead's understudy. The awe with which she describes her coming down the stairs is palpable -- but I mostly admire how she took Bankhead's mean comment and turned it into motivation. And Bea did get her 'coming down the stairs to thunderous applause' moment (more than once!), so her vow came true!
A fun one that involves all four main actresses is this blooper related to Blanche's Christmas gift to the girls, the 'The Men Of Blanche's Boudoir' calendar. Watching all of them lose their marbles over this prank is priceless -- it always puts a big smile on my face!
(Is this what you meant by this question? I wasn't sure!)
7. Which was the episode that got you hooked?
The pilot, lmao. It might be a cheesy answer, but it's true! I was immediately hooked from S1E1 scene one. Dorothy's incredible entrance got me.
8. You could wear one girlâs wardrobe for the rest of your life, who would you pick?
It's a toss-up between Blanche's and Dorothy's.
9. How many kids do you think they all actually had?
... this ask made me realize there are doubts about this, lmao. I've never done the math! Had to go check on wikipedia đ
As far as I can tell, it's fairly set in stone that Rose had five children, of which we meet two (Kirsten, with two different faces đ, and Brigit, who I assume is her youngest one).
It also seems reasonably certain that Dorothy had two kids -- Kate and Michael. I will say I've always thought Kate was much younger than she should have been in her appearances on the show, considering Dorothy was pregnant with her when she married, but maybe she just looked much younger than she actually was, I don't know.
Blanche is more complicated. We see both of her daughters, Janet and Rebecca, and in S3E3 Bringing Up Baby she mentions three sons, Matthew (also known as 'Skippy'), Doug, and Biff. In that same episode, though, she also says she's had four kids! I get where the disconnect comes from, haha. To be precise, her quote is:
"I have had four kids, I have never had a Mercedes."
This is just off the top of my head, but I wonder if she means 'I have had' in the sense of 'I have given birth to' here? This would imply one of her children is actually adopted (which is very interesting to think about!!). Since she directly mentions her three sons after this quote, I suppose our suspects are Janet and Becky. I'll have to give this some more thought, though -- for now my answer is that Blanche has five kids, and that 'four' is a continuity error on the writers' part.
10. Do you think the actresses wouldâve gotten along with their characters if they met in real life? Why/Why not?
Interesting question! I think so, yes.
Dorothy and Bea seem fairly similar already -- as far as I know Bea was a big sweetheart, a private, gentle person, and Dorothy's a big sweetheart too. Plus I feel like Dorothy would have been respectful of Bea's introverted nature, and Bea would have been understanding and accepting of Dorothy's personal history (not to mention, she wouldn't have mocked her for not dating/for her appearance).
In all the interviews I've seen, Estelle seems very respectful and very fond of old people in general -- I think she'd find Sophia a riot! I seem to remember a clip in which she actually says she likes Sophia, so I feel pretty secure in stating they'd get along.
There's this famous quote by Rue in which she essentially says that she's similar to Blanche in everything but the fact that she's not from Atlanta đ so I feel justified in assuming they would have had fun with each other! Rue's stated that she felt an immediate connection to Blanche as a character, and that playing Blanche helped her gain more self-esteem and confidence, so I think meeting her in person would have had a similar effect! And Rue (being a very open, honest, compassionate person) might have helped Blanche drop her mask a little bit.
The only one I have an inkling of doubt about is Betty -- mostly because she'd run circles around Rose! But ultimately I think any 'mocking' would be gentle and affectionate, much like the Girls' jokes in the show. I think they would have liked each other -- and they could have bonded on their common love for animals alone!
11. What are your other comfort shows?
Apart from the aforementioned Good Omens, I'm also very fond of Only Murders In The Building, a really fun show about solving murders and found family that I wholeheartedly recommend. Derry Girls is another recent favourite. Oh, if you like cartoons too, I recommend Steven Universe, Hilda, and Avatar: The Last Airbender.
12. Headcanons? (Feel free to list as many as youâd like)
Oh, my god. I have so many and I'm for sure going to forget some. Let's see...
I've already said some time ago that in my mind Dorothy drives stick shift. Reasoning for this is that Italians (including yours truly, haha!) drive stick shift, and she's of Italian descent, so... she knows how to drive an automatic car, she just learned how to drive on a stick shift one (and in the streets of Brooklyn, no less!). Still on Dorothy: I think she has a very neat handwriting (she feels like the type of person who consciously decided to improve her handwriting at some point in her life), but she's prone to leaving ink stains on the page (and on her hands!!), especially when she's writing in a hurry.
Rose is really strong! Physically strong, I mean. I know she was a housewife for most of her life, but she was a farm girl first! Farming takes a lot of physical resilience, and that's the kind of strength that stays with you, I think. She's the one who lifts up the furniture when they clean (S2E12 The Sisters), and I don't think they'd let her do that if she couldn't handle it. Plus, remember that time she broke a whole ceramic cup with one bare hand (in S7E19 A Midwinter Night's Dream)? Yeah. I also subscribe to some mutuals' hc that she's autistic (although they'll be able to comment on it much better than I can, if they want to!).
Regarding Blanche, I really enjoy @\eeblouissant's hc that she has a permanent tan! She's from the South, she's lived near the coast for ages, *and* she's expressed an appreciation for sunbathing in the show, so it makes perfect sense to me. Also: she's a cover hog! In the show Rose is the one who admits to stealing the covers (in S2E5 Isn't It Romantic?, iirc), but I like to think Blanche is the worst offender. It's a good way to complete the Girls' trifecta of sleeping annoyances (Dorothy snores, Rose sleeptalks, Blanche steals the covers!), and I think it's thematically appropriate for her -- considering her Southern origin, I think she's more sensitive to the cold than Dorothy and Rose are, and she's always looking for affection, so...
Oh, regarding their sexuality: I don't have a marked preference for any of them, but I tend to think of Blanche as a bisexual with a lot of internalized homophobia. Rose is also bi, and somewhere on the asexual spectrum (and I have textual evidence for this!). @\hecatesbroom has completely convinced me to read Dorothy as a repressed lesbian, but I'm fine with people considering her bisexual too. I prefer queer interpretations of all of them, but I'm honestly fine with any take, as long as the strong (platonic or romantic) bond between them is preserved.
Most of my headcanons on Sophia are just traits borrowed from my grandmothers -- for example, I like to think that she started getting into gardening once she moved in with the Girls, and she's really gifted at it (like my grandma!).
13. What would you change (if anything) about the show/ characters if it was set in the modern day?
This is a really hard question to answer properly, because while the show is still very relevant to the present day, some aspects are so grounded in their time that a lot of things don't make as much sense when transposed into the future. For example -- would Dorothy end up marrying Stanley and staying married to him for 38 years if he'd gotten her pregnant in the 90s? Single mothers weren't exactly celebrated back then either (Madonna's Papa Don't Preach is from 1986), but they still had it much better than they did back in the 40s-50s -- and divorce has become much more accessible (and socially acceptable) in the past few decades. Would she have left him earlier? Would she have married him at all?
And what about Sophia? Being an Italian immigrant in the 50s seems different from being an Italian immigrant in the 20s -- there was a whole World War between the two, for starters. Would she still emigrate to the US? Would she even emigrate at all? How would she have survived the fascist regime in Italy?
Blanche and Rose are perhaps less grounded in their time. St Olaf is so absurd it might as well be the exact same in the present day (and dying in childbirth is unfortunately still too common, so it's not strange to think that Rose would be an orphan in any case), and considering how some people still think and behave nowadays, Blanche's biography and opinions seem plausible even when transposed 30-40 years into the future (at least to me). But still -- many of the issues they deal with were grounded in their time. Take Rose's AIDS scare: would she react in the same way in the present day, knowing that care for HIV patients has progressed so much?
To be fair, apart from all these questions, all of the Girls are still plausible (and relatable) characters from a modern POV; but society has changed a lot in the past 30-40 years, and I think a groundbreaking, socially advanced show like Golden Girls would necessarily have to change as a consequence. It's just in the spirit of the show! The core idea of four women sharing a life is still a perfect premise, but the problems the Girls face, their careers, their economic stability, their ideas on love and relationships -- there's a lot that could be different when transposed to the present day! I feel like this question requires much more space, time, and analysis to be answered properly.
One thing I like to think is that at least some of the Girls might have been explicitly queer if the show was set in the present day! Which opens up a lot of avenues for plot-lines and relationships :)
14. Which other Fictional Characters would you like each one of the golden girls to meet?
I have a storyboard in my notes for a little comic in which the Girls travel to England and meet Aziraphale and Crowley from Good Omens, so them, definitely đ
Also, the Derry Girls! Check out this great crossover fic on Ao3 -- the chaotic energy is just off the charts, I love it.
15. Who were your favourite duo?
Oh, I can't choose. Any duo within the Girls. Their 1:1 interactions are all amazing, there's no way I can pick just one. I love the bond between Dorothy and Sophia, I love Dorothy and Blanche's chemistry, I love how fun and silly Blanche and Rose get to be together, I love the ironclad trust between Dorothy and Rose, I love Blanche and Sophia's love-(fake) hate friendship, I love the way Sophia hides her immense affection for Rose under a veil of humour and the way Rose sees right through it. I could write an essay on each pair of them.
15. Who shouldâve got more 1:1 screen time with each other?
I'm pretty happy with the amount of 1:1 time each pair of Girls got with each other, actually! One of the strengths of the show imho is how well-balanced the interactions between the main cast are. If I really have to nitpick, I think I might have liked a couple of episodes specifically on Dorothy and Rose in the last couple of seasons; it feels like they interacted 1:1 less after S5, but that might just be me.
I also think the Girls' interactions with secondary characters and guests were well-balanced, in general; I can't think of any specific example where I wished for one of the Girls to have more interactions with a certain character.
... okay, there is one instance, but it's not really a matter of screen time, more of what happened during said screen time. I really, really wanted to see Blanche (with Rose as support) tear into Stan. I think we deserved a scene where she tells him off for the way he treats Dorothy -- she's already pretty caustic in the show when it comes to him (except in S6, for some reason...), and a proper confrontation would have been glorious.
16. Calmest season?
Is there one? đ the first season, I guess? It feels a bit more 'domestic' and contained in scope, likely because it was the first -- but it's still a wild ride!!
17. Most chaotic season?
Season 3, for sure. It's a bit all over the place, and it contains some of the wildest premises in the whole series -- I mean, Bringing Up Baby? Letter to Gorbachev? Mister Terrific? I could go on -- there's lots of chaotic episodes in there! (Just to be clear: I love the chaos! S3 is not my favourite season, but it's still great -- and it's got some amazing episodes!)
18. Favorite Season?
I think the honour goes to season 5! It would probably be S6, if not for the whole 'Dorothy falls back in love with Stan' plot line. S7 is the one that contains the highest count of favourite episodes for me, but I think S5 is stronger as a whole, and it's got some true gems.
19. If the girls hadnât had their established careers, what other ones could you picture them doing?
Oh, let's see! Stan mentions Dorothy always wanted to open an antique shop back in S1E11 The Return of Dorothy's Ex, and I think that really fits her. I can also see her as a (very passionate) librarian! And, of course, she'd be great as a college professor / history researcher.
Despite the Girls' lack of confidence in her ability to keep things alive, I think with proper training Rose would work well as a nurse. She already volunteers for the hospital, she can be competent when given the chance, she's a giving person, and she loves taking care of people, so I think she at least has the right attitude for it -- although I'd never place her in a stressful unit, especially at the start of the show! Apart from this, anything to do with animals, of course -- a zoo, a farm, a pet shop, she'd excel in all of them!
I can see Blanche thriving as a trophy wife, haha đ but that's not properly a career, so it's not a valid answer. Taking her keen artistic eye into account, I think she'd be great as a designer -- either a fashion designer, or an interior decorator. She also showed some talent and interest in psychology during the series, although I'm not sure she'd manage to remain completely professional as a psychologist. đ
As for Sophia, I think she'd do well in any position that allows her to be a motivator! She's great at encouraging people through a bit of tough love, and she's a very driven person herself -- so I think she'd do well as a manager of sorts, although the kind of manager that still works hands-on too. I believe she'd manage to hold her own in more or less any field; she's very adaptable! I do think she's at her best in a kitchen, though.
20. Best aspects of the show in your opinion?
There's a lot! The writing, the performances, the costume department, it was all exceptional. I think the best aspect to me is the premise, and how seriously they took it! The idea of a show centered on four older women living together is groundbreaking, especially since it didn't make a mockery of them -- the Girls are serious, well-rounded characters, with full lives, written with lots of love and respect. I think this show really convinced me that life isn't over once you hit 30, and that there's plenty to look forward to as you age! A lot of people my age are terrified of growing older, and here I am, eager to see what's coming next -- and I owe at least some of this attitude to this show. I'm really grateful!
21. (This question is for my fellow cheesecake lovers) favourite cheesecake flavour?
:) Great question! I love cheesecakes in general, but I'm especially partial to raspberry cheesecakes.
22. Storyline you wished they had expanded upon?
The show has an unfortunate tendency to introduce characters and then forget about them, which allowed for more variety in the stories they chose to tell, but I would have liked to see some of the Girls' relatives and friends return! Like, I don't know -- Jean, for example, or Blanche's nephew from back in S1. Some of the guests' arcs are complete within their episode (as happens eg for Lily, Rose's sister), but others remained a bit 'in the air', and I think it would have been nice to see them again.
Oh, and also -- I would have liked some little references to the Girls' issues and problems outside of the episodes they're tackled in! References to Blanche's pacemaker, for example, or to Rose's addiction, or to Dorothy's CFS (or her hearing aid!!). I understand that the time was limited, but even a small callback or two would have been nice!
23. Questions youâd ask the actresses?
Does 'will you marry me' count? đ
I'm not sure -- knowing me, I'd probably be unable to utter a word in their presence! Rather than ask questions, I think I'd just thank them for bringing such an incredible, wonderful show to life. It wouldn't have been the same without them.
24. Episode that brings you the most comfort?
Most of them, really. Even the sad ones; I hear the first few notes of the opening theme and my spirits are already lifted. I can pick one per season, if that's alright:
S1E25 The Way We Met
S2E17 Bedtime Story
S3E3 Bringing Up Baby
S4E4 Yokel Hero
S5E23 The Mangiacavallo Curse Makes a Lousy Wedding Present
S6E26 Henny Penny -- Straight, No Chaser
S7E23/24 Home Again, Rose
But honestly there's so many more I could mention! I just love these ladies so much and I love to watch them in situations, haha.
25. Episode that made you laugh the hardest?
This is a cruel choice! Golden Girls is infamous in my house as 'the show that makes the-eclectic-wonderer howl with laughter', and I think that speaks for itself đ
Let me pick at least three: S2E4 It's a Miserable Life, S7E2 The Case of the Libertine Belle, and S7E4 That's For Me To Know.
26. Which other work that the actresses did you enjoy the most?
I believe most of Estelle's career prior to The Golden Girls was in the theater, so I'm not sure it's even possible to watch her other works, unfortunately.
Show me Bea Arthur singing literally anything and I will be on my knees in seconds. Her musical performances are peak. Also -- I still haven't watched Maude, but I already know I'll love it.
Maude includes Rue as well -- I cannot wait to fall in love with her as Vivian too! And I have one of her early movies in my watch list, although I'm waiting for the right moment to watch it (homegirl plays a stripper and I'm not sure I can handle it in company without making a fool of myself, considering my big gay crush on her).
As for Betty -- Life With Elizabeth, absolutely. She's so funny and so beautiful and so captivating in it! She's simply charming, I love her to bits.
27. Best St Olaf Story?
The Great Herring War from S1E25 The Way We Met, no question. It's not necessarily the strongest from a comedy point of view (although it's certainly up there -- it's hilarious!), but the context and the way Dorothy and Blanche contribute to it make it the most memorable one, imho. It's my favourite, for sure.
(The story of Gunilla Bjorndunker, St Olaf's tallest woman, as told in S6E3 If At Last You Do Succeed is in second place).
28. Best slut story?
It changes every time I hear one, lmao! I love all of Blanche's stories!
If I must pick one -- I really enjoy Blanche's retelling of that time she realized she was even more devastating by moonlight in S1E25 The Way We Met, if only for that incredible final line ("It was at that moment I realized my bosoms had the power to make music!"). I'm not sure if it counts, because it's so brief, but her involuntary remembrance of that time she had to call a cab to get home because the sailor she hooked up with wouldn't wake up (S2E17 Bedtime Story) always has me in stitches -- I love how unexpected and effective it is!
Oh, and I'm really fond of the one she tells her mama in S3E25 Mother's Day. I'm very sensitive to the theme of loved ones getting older and having trouble remembering stuff, so that whole flashback hits close to home for me, and I love how Blanche's story helps her and her mama connect over shared memories. It's really touching (and Rue's acting is spectacular).
29. Best Sicily story?
Sophia's alleged encounter with Pablo Picasso, as narrated in S6E24 Never Yell Fire In A Crowded Retirement Home: Part 1. I somehow didn't anticipate the punchline, and I lost my shit when Sophia name-dropped Picasso. I still lose my shit every time I listen to it. It's a classic.
30. Which girl would you be most interested in seeing a prequel of? And at which point in their life?
I would pay dearly for a young!Dorothy show. It might be depressing (because her life with Stan was... well... yikes) but also imagine -- Dorothy learning how to be a mom, her life at college, building herself a life... so many possibilities!!! And it would be even better if it featured some flashbacks to Sophia's life in Sicily!
I would enjoy a show about teenage Blanche's adventures, too, but a part of me thinks those stories are at their best when retold by Blanche herself (ie when there's a good amount of doubt as to their veracity, lmao).
#these were so much fun!! i loved them!!!#thank you so much <3 i hope this is what you expected?#i do often say i love taking about the girls and you gave me the occasion to talk about them *a lot* so im very grateful!!#the witness protection program thing came a bit out of left field but it's not that bad *per se*. it's just that they used it as an excuse#to change miles' character in a way i don't enjoy if that makes sense#that question about kids tickled my brain. i'll have to think about blanche's kids a little more#but the implications are really interesting#cover hog blanche is so important to me. it fits her so well!! i can see her holding george like a teddy bear in her sleep when he was aliv#and then he died. and the bed was empty and cold. what could she do but try to recapture that warmth by wrapping herself in the covers?#i hope my answer about the girls in a modern setting makes sense. the show spent a lot of time tackling the societal problems *of the time*#so it would necessarily be different if it were set in the present day. i mean -- imagine the girls dealing with social media alone!#any academic career would work well for dorothy imho. can you imagine having her as a college professor?#so many students would be in love with her lmao. oh -- i think she'd also be a great writer! of poetry and of prose :)#i might be biased in favour of nurse!rose bc she is a nurse in a little au of mine that will remain confined to my brain lol#but i do gen think she could do a good job!#please don't take the trophy wife blanche comment too seriously lmao it's mostly a joke. in any case she'd be an active trophy wife#one of those that organize events and take part in the community and stuff. she's smart and driven!#great herring war scene my beloved... it's impossible to overstate just how much i love that scene#it's one of my all-time favourites for sure#the golden girls#tag game
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Constantly thinking abour karen wheeler btw but in a way that makes everyone here super madsies
#my problem is that when ppl say they like their female characters problematic they mean#'i want them to have flaws that i can blame on the nearest male character' and tbh thatd so boring and also. pretty infantilizing?#tbh to the point where its like do you guys even get karens character or. anyways.#like So Many Thoughts#like shes either the narc emotionally abusive mother or a victimized angel đ„șđ„șđ„ș neither of which is true btw#im so pretentious i like to think that i get where karen fits in the fabric of st's themes#i think positioning her as a 'freak' kind of defeats that? bc karen to me always seemed like the opposite#shes attrative skinny formerly a cheerleader charismatic white and suburban. shes literally a white boomer named karen.#all of that is complicated by the fact that shes also a woman who was raised in the veryyy conservativ era of the 50s#shes very much someone who is smart but also follows the tides and only really rebels when its the popular counter culture to do#like her at the pool in s3 with all her other housewife friends#and its like so easy to get what ppl say about her mothering skills but it often gets pushed into very black and white discourse#like karen obviously cares about her kids but its a case of actions mattering more than words and performance#like karen will TELL mike that she wants him to talk to her and shell hug him when shes supposed to (performance) but when mike had symptoms#of ptsd? karen punishes him. but also ptsd was not super well known back then#but what im saying is that karen PERFORMS but is she actually a safe person to go to? i think thats what her arc is about#like thats why the mikekaren hug at the end of s4 was important bc not only does she hug him hut she also makes it clear she doesnt want to#lose him#its that reassurance after a traumatizing event from a parent that kids and teens need!#i think karen does what she thinks she is supposed to do but also i think shes the typical white boomer who lacks a lot of self awareness#in how she treats ppl#doesnt make her a bad person. honestly i think shes a good person#i think when all characters are humanized and flawed what separates a good person from a bad person in st#is whether they like to inflict pain (like brenner) or if theyre just a flawed human beings (good but nuanced)#girl whos been thinking abt karen all day <- me
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i think âthank you for loving meâ is possibly the worst manga panel of all time.
#smashy the cache#one of the worst things about aceâs death is how much sense it makes narratively#luffy cant die but he can Lose and he hasnt really lost anything so far#hes still riding the high of being a nigh invincible fish in a very small pond#he needs to see the consequences of the like impulsive trust in his own abilities thats carried him so far#bc just usopp isnt doing that well enough to stick#like there are so many reasons that ace kinda HAS to die#but thank you for loving me is just. horrible horrible character depth that has fuckall to do with any of that#thats just a scared kid crying out its horrible its so fucking horrible#he wanted his life to matter and hes surrounded by all this proof that he matters so much to so many people#but the most important thing. the catalyst for ALL of that. was that his little brother cared.#im gonna chew through solid steel i hate the pirate manga so much#one piece
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It's such a tiny innocuous thing that really doesn't matter, but I feel like calling duel monsters a children's card game (when it's fundamentally baked into everyday life, and your social existence is judged by what you play and how you play it so very intensely, for everyone in-universe) is an absolute injustice to what it is for that universe of people.
#marwospeaking#The following tags are a rant. please skip if you are not interested in reading a whole rant#to be clear. actual real life ygo sure. you can call that a children's card game (even if card game is just easier anyway)#but. in universe you Would Not call it a children's card game. not even sure you'd call it a game at that point#ygo worldbuilding fascinates on different levels. and to be honest this thought came to be via the abridged Shun compilation video#because he does mention children's card game (paraphrased) often earlier on in reference to in-universe duel monsters#but. for some people it literally defines if you die or not (Shun Was/Is In A War). for others it's your ticket to not go to jail because#you're too powerful to not be let off the hook (survival of the fittest kinda stuff really)#if you even dare not show up to a match. with crowds Equal To A Football/Soccer Championship. your family is in social ruins (Yusho)#these cards house spirits. and can be used for so many varied things between ending the world. starting the world. and coldblooded murder#and treating all of that as though its below a character. not because they're untouchable. but because of an age demographic#I feel misses a point about Arc V that I'm not sure I can quite articulate without sounding fully manic#in other series too! Synchro causes the world to end because it attracts some giant anti-synchro bois (meklords)#Numbers can either possess or take the form of someone's personal desires and feelings (Titanic Moth and Hope Harbinger are the same card)#(just different monsters because two different people used the exact card)#The God cards. the sacred beasts. the whole of GX's dimensional shenanigans and most definitely Yubel and Winged Kuriboh#Even in Vrains. which is very mild compared to the previous 3 installments. its still baked in their society. Its just aggregated#into cyberspace. That's not mentioning the Tortures that revolved around duelling to train AIs on children's brains so you could have..#.. cyber immortality. and then you choose to kill the AIs that you see as like children to you - mentioned directly to your biological son#ANYWAY. tldr. Having an in-universe character calling Duel Monsters a children's card game outside of DM specifically is a fundamental..#.. misunderstanding of how important it socially is in-universe. and it'd be much more understandable for someone whose life isn't dictated#by how well he can play it to say anything along the lines of 'its beneath me!!' than fuckign Kurosaki Shun are you kidding me.#We won't make an actual point at how the social lives of people don't seem to be solved by talking as much as duelling. no. we'll say..#.. its for children so we can point and laugh at how weird it is!! Buddy I Have Fallen Asleep.#in other news exploring the navigation of a world where talking out problems would be weird without a duel to communicate should be..#.. done way more often. This world is as anti-talk no jutsu as much as it is very pro-punch no jutsu.#arc v#< because part of this was inspired off of some of Shun's abridged lines early on
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i hope everyone's prepared for me to become the most annoying person ever in 13 more hours
#i'm going to cry i'm going to listen to this and just start fucking sobbing#this song is so special to me you don't understand and i'll never be able to put it into words properly but like#orangestar's music. is important to me. i relate a lot A LOT to the feelings he incorporates into every song#those feelings of like.. struggling. and sadness and wondering what the point of it all is but trying so hard to stay positive#trying So Hard to see the beauty in the world even when it all seems like fucking garbage#and to stay hopeful for the future. to continue building your own life rather than letting society shove you into a monotonous routine#it's just... so so important to me. putting my relationship with music into words is hard but it's more or less how i keep myself sane LOL#daybreak frontline is a particularly beautiful song. one of my favorites.#and the thing about having these vocaloid songs that you hold near and dear to your heart and then they get covered in prsk is like#well all of the kids are like. very important characters to me. they make me happy i love them lots!!#so when they sing these songs that i've loved for years and like grew up on. that just makes them even more special đ«¶đŸ#and i think this song is like. peak vbs. this is the kind of music they do best this is where they all shine the brightest#also the art looks very very very very pretty.#see what i mean. i am going to be so fucking annoying about this forever this iseverything. to me.
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sue me but i just really donât wanna see someone try to rectify that terrible cliche out of character love triangle again like. if they chose to cut that out all together (not cutting YUMI out all together, obviously, just the romantic implications) then theyâd probably have my attention. but letâs be real thatâs probably not gonna happen
#legit you can cut out all romantic implications in that story and itâd literally not effect the plot at all#all the driving forces of the plot are already there. and they set that in stone when they made yakuza 0- nishiki and kiryuâs story#is between them and them alone and thatâs how their story should end as well. yumi is important to the plot of y1/kiwami but not as a#an object in between kiryu and nishiki- sheâs important for her own individual reasons and throughout the entirety of 1 she functions by her#own volition. sheâs got her own shit going on and though it intersects with kiryu and nishiki in the end (and before that via haruka)#it literally has nothing to do with romanceâ it has to do with the 10 billion yen and haruka and how she ties into all of that#the fact that theyâre all childhood friends COULD have been a very interesting piece of the ending to play with narratively speaking but#they donât explore that instead they just say unga bunga straight men must fight over woman unga bunga#like come on are you fucking kidding me#she had her own whole ass life for 10 years. so did the other two for better or for worse. nishiki is a murderer and kiryu got ten years of#his life taken away by prison. but no itâs all secretly actually connected by a love triangle thatâs been#just sorta hibernating for ten years or something#god#sorry I just. I hate it man i hate it so much thereâs so much potential and good parts of the plot to explore but they DONT#becuase of heteronormative cliche bullshit that doesnât make sense both narratively and in terms of the charactersâ personalities#and backgrounds and morals and aggsgdhshshsxjhdhfjfjfjxjfhdhshss#rambling#call me a misogynist or whatever if you want but if you read these tags you see why I think the LESS misogynistic option would be to cut#out the love triangle/romantic shit completely and focus more on HER as HER OWN gigantic piece of the puzzle#with her own fucking Life#yk1
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Yeah sure growing up abused may have left me with permanent scars on my psychological state that I'm still working to unpack, but on the bright side it gave me the ability to give a thoughtful in depth analysis of Roald Dahl's Matilda and all of its adaptations
#rambling#i love matilda so much. its such an important story to me. its literally just an abused childs power fantasy#where she gets to get back at the people who hurt her and protect other kids and then get a new loving family and everything is alright#my gf and i just watched the movie adaptation of the musical and we have Opinions on it. some good and some bad#so weve been discussing it and analyzing different parts of it#and its kinda nice to get to use my history for something good#to be able to give thoughtful analysis on how the changes they made in this adaptation have changed the allegory for abuse in the story#from the perspective of someone who grew up with that#and to just. have that be normal. my gf knows my history and its not gonna stop the conversation if i say#'this change works well for trunchbull's character bc it makes her seem more like a real life abuser'#'this detail is very subtle but it really captures some tiny part of the experience of growing up with an abuser'#'i dont like this bc it detracts from the narrative of the main character feeling alone and makes it less relatable to abused kids'#'i dont like this because while it IS something that happens under abuse it detracts from the fantasy where the kids all win together'#idk. of course everything that happened to me as a kid was awful and should not have happened but like#for a long time i had this problem where i didnt know how i was ever supposed to be okay about that#like no matter how much therapy i go through it will never UN-happen. it will always still have happened and it will always have been awful#and i couldnt figure out how i was supposed to recover from that besides 'bury it and try your hardest to never ever think about it'#and. i think maybe this is it. yes the abuse i went through was awful. thats kind of the whole thing about abuse#but. its also just a fact of my life. im better NOW. but that will not change what happened then#the abuse was awful. but the fact that i am an abuse survivor is a neutral fact. the same as any other fact from my childhood#its just a fact. a part of my past. and maybe being able to talk about it that way is... good for me#i dont have to break down when i think about it bc im okay now. my partner doesnt need to stop me and express sorrow for me bc im okay now#i can talk about my past in a neutral way and use my life experience to analyze movies#the same way that i used my experience of growing up in arkansas to analyze hollywood hillbillies when we watched it together#theyre both just two facts of my life. and analyzing movies is fun#that woman has no power over me anymore and hasnt for many many years. im okay now#abuse mention#child abuse mention#request to tag
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Something that really hits like a gut punch the older I get, as someone whose been actively suicidal the majority of my life, is how fucking. Young Sam is in the original 5 seasons. If it ended as originally intended, Sam never would have made it out of his 20s and I can't accurately describe how sad that makes me
#supernatural#sam winchester#the thing with supernatural is that I can't view it as a complete thing#Or I guess I view it very segmented#Watching s1-5 I can't read any of it as setting up s6-15 bc I know it wasn't trying to set up the later seasons#so it makes it really hard for me to read it as one connected piece of media#and the original story is so devastating to me#The tragedy of it all#Don't get me wrong I like the later seasons and I love that we get to see Sam grow up#Like that's Very important to me#seeing a character live after believing he would die is something that speaks to me on every level#but knowing that it wasn't intended originally and that Sam was never supposed to see his thirties makes me so unspeakably sad#like. that kid we see in season 1 was dies he dies and that's just. It that's it#like even though he comes back in season 6 he still dies ya know?#I struggle so much to articulate my thoughts well but like that Sam s1-5 Sam DOESN'T make it out#his only true chance at redemption and absolution is through death and that's what happens and it just makes my stomach hurt#Sam my babygirl u didn't deserve it!!!!#:V
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as far as jack could tell, jervis was really out of it; and it made him wonder it was due to something that had happened while he was out with his father, or when they'd gotten here. perhaps both. jack gnawed on his bottom lip, his eyes darting to jervis's hands, which were flexing like he was struggling with something. an eyebrow rose as jack contemplated asking whether he needed some pain medication.
since he didn't receive an answer to his question yet, jack figured he might as well introduce himself. â uhh, well, you don't have to talk to me if you aren't feeling up to it. my sister told me that you fainted in front of her out there â so, i understand if you're still feeling sick. my name is jack, â he scratched at the back of his neck as he continued to observe jervis. whenever the man tried to get up, jack approached him and was about to caution jervis that maybe he shouldn't by lightly touching his shoulder.
but he remembered matilda telling him something about the other really not liking to be touched, so he merely was going to verbally tell him. up until jervis laid back down himself, anyhow. jack couldn't hold himself back from frowning at his poor present state before venturing out of the room with a 'i'll be right back.' and indeed he had been, with two different vials, alongside a few syringes to inject into that IV bag: should jervis want to be medicated. jack figured it'd be easier to just do that rather than forcing him to swallow anything.
he placed those also on the table before tilting his head at the quote jervis had said until it clicked a few seconds later, â that's a quote from through the looking glass, isn't it? and one that the red queen said in the story if i remember correctly. she was basically teaching alice that staying in the same place is falling behind, right? â jack squinted his eyes at that before a thought came to mind. a soft snort left him, but one that was done of an innocent sort of amusement rather than malice. â that is a kind of roundabout way of talking about survival of the fittest. but hey, lewis carroll was all about the whimsy of things, i guess. and its no big deal. â
jack pretended not to see the tears that the other shed for jervis's own sake. the blood on his lips was something he couldn't ignore, no matter how hard he tried, though. jack grabbed a washcloth from his pack and held it out towards's jervis's hand. once it was out of his hand was when jack set down that teacup, the slightly too long stripped pants he wore swaying across the ground. â mm, you and dad were both asleep for nearly four hours. sure â i don't think that's silly at all. i keep something on me all the time from when my brother, julien, was still around. â the bracelet he showed the other on his right wrist then seemed to be made up entirely of tiny conch shells.
julien was a big fan of the sea, which jack thought made his death all the more crushing. after seeing the state that the stuffed animal was in, he figured that that bunny must've been really loved; though it didn't really matter by whom it was. the end result was the same, as love changes you. jack knew this well as he'd never wanted anything more than to be embraced by the warmth of it.
he quickly shook that thought off, only to grab the two vials he got from the fridge once more. â eh... the four hours actually went by rather fast. â jack cleared his throat then, â you know, i couldn't help but notice that you aren't looking so hot still, and so i grabbed some meds for you. but i won't force you to take them. i have a pain reliever as well as something that relieves vertigo. are either, or both of these, something you want? â
Eigengrau.
A faint hum buzzed in his ears; his mouth was so dry it felt like heâd swallowed a wad of wool.
The thin sheet beneath him brushed his fingertips as Jervis flexed his hands, cracking his eyes open a sliver. The room tilted, everything blurring at the edges. Ah⊠so he had fainted. Just as heâd suspected. No glasses, then.
"Hey. Ahh, you're awake⊠That's awesome. How are you feeling?"
The new voice was barely a whisper, young and uncertainâbelonging to a boy, maybe sixteen or eighteen by the timber. Was this another of Barton's assistants, a friend of Matildaâs, or perhaps her brother? Jervis couldnât quite remember; hadn't Barton mentioned something about having more than one child?
He winced, his body feeling heavy, leaden; aching everywhere. Slowly, he exhaled and tried to push himself uprightâtried being the keyword. The effort brought only a wave of vertigo, dizzying and blue-hot, making his vision swim.
⊠ohh, godâŠ
He swallowed thickly, curling into himself. Something wasnât right. His glasses and gloves werenât the only thing missing. He was in his socks, jeans, and a now damp charcoal t-shirt, his body slick with cold sweat. His graying auburn curls clung to his neck in tangled ropes. His boots were beside the cot, his messenger bag on a desk across the room. His overcoat and maroon button-down were draped over a chair.
A flicker of discomfort in his right arm. Burning. Tugging.
Jervis glanced down at the source: a plastic tube. A peripheral IV catheter.
"Ah, you know... 'It takes all the running you can do, to stay in the same place,'" he muttered, his voice clipped and hollow; Bermudian accent casual, almost detached. He turned his eyes to the boy; offered him a faint, strained smile. "Keeps things interesting, I suppose... but I appreciate your concern, lad."
He lifted his fingers to his cheek, feeling the moisture trickle downâsalt on his lips. Tears, sharp and stinging. Jervis flinched and quickly scrubbed them away with the heels of his hands.
Cold metal pressed into his spine, tight around his neckâthe chain with his and Sylvieâs wedding rings twisted against his skin. He mustâve been thrashing in his sleep. There was blood on his lips.
"Forgive meâŠ" His vision swam as he watched the boy set a teacup on the small table beside the cot, just within view. "But I'm afraid I've rather lost my sense of time. How long has it been since IâŠ?" He paused, his voice barely steady. "... if... if you donât mind, could you please reach into my coat pocket? You'll find a small cuddly toy. A rabbit..." He rubbed his mouth, lowered his eyes. "It sounds foolish, I know... but it... it was my daughter's, you see..."
The boy nodded, moving quickly to retrieve the toy from Jervisâ coat pocket, and placed it on the table beside the teacup. The bunny was missing one of its button eyes, its white fur faded and matted. A pink satin ribbon around its neck was frayed and tattered.
âThank you,â Jervis said hoarsely. âI must have been out of it for quite a while.â
#divingdownthehole#tw: mentions of child death.#tw: medication.#tw: illness.#ooh okay okay đ that song was also a really good listen while reading your reply! like GAH you are just so good at selecting songs-#that capture the vibes of your replies perfectly tbhhh. BUT hiii!! and aww well i was just telling you the truth about how i felt but#its no problem at all emi!!! and OMG really? honestly i didn't get that impression at all as i thought your reply perfectly described-#just how complex the effects of trauma on a person can be as characters are a reflection of real life people so it only makes sense-#that jervis's mind is just... so chocked full of images related to the things he's been through despite him not wanting to be reliving#these events or seeing them anymore you know? and i honestly can't blame him for seemingly not wanting to do either of those things as#recovery + healing isn't really ever a straight path as you pointed out there. thus i didn't think any of it was overdramaticized or#anything of that nature! so don't worry you're totally good with that!! but yeah jervis as a character has really been dealt a bad hand#in my opinion and that's really unfortunate because no one deserves having to lose their parents or lose their daughter ):#and jervis is at a spot in his timeline where he has still lost alice relatively recently right? so that's just. UGH i feel so bad for him#tbh as having to experiencing one of your kids dying sounds really terrible.#but AWW well thank you so much for saying so!! it makes me so happy to hear that you're always excited for them. but yeahhh-#trust me when i say their madness may be even worse when they're just amongst themselves unfortunately enough ahahhh... đ« #but i'm so honored? that you were intrigued?? by my description of him??? like AHHH i'm giving you the biggest hug RN and i just-#want to say TYSM once more!!! but yes i'm not going to lie because jack + julien were basically like brothers before barton-#even came along jack was very attached to him and julien didn't like killing people either so he was sort of a good influence on him#which might be part of the reason why he is the way he is now TBH but sadly dysfunctional family dynamics often leave people#suffering in their own way from it as you said. but AHH thank you!! you're so sweet PLSSS like i'm glad that you find him interesting-#BC he is a good person at heart unlike barton but they contrast in a different way than say jervis and him would since he tries-#to live his life down the straight and narrow buttt that doesn't always happen for him. and yesss barton is back to bother everyone / hj#LOLLL but gosh you're right!! i think i remember you mentioning it back then :00 but yeah i did some casual research on on it when you-#mentioned the quote in your reply and i thought that the red queen hypothesis had something to do with darwin's survival of the fittest-#idea + it turns out that i was right so i am somewhat proud of myself for that NGL lmao but TBH that is just another example of you-#using such good character writing with jervis because subtext and nuance is like one of those things that i find hard to write sometimes#but what a character doesn't say is also just as important AS what they say so its interesting that you'd bring that up. but huh i never-#actually thought of it that way before but that does definitely seem to check out if i'm being honest. BC grief never truly goes-
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First Love
summary: you have a new admirer, alexia isnât a fan
warnings: none
a/n: i cant remember if this was request or not so if it was i apologise but ive lost it. if not, well done me for thinking of my own plot for a change
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You and Alexia arrive fashionably late, because, well, it's Alexiaâs family, and youâre not about to sacrifice your sanity to be early for a gathering thatâs going to last an eternity anyway. Sheâs already stressed because she knows every cousin, uncle, and long-lost relative is going to pester her with the usual questions. Howâs football? Howâs the knee? When are you going to settle down and give your mother some grandchildren? Not to mention, the subtle but unmistakable scrutiny that comes with introducing youâagainâlike you're the new pet hamster instead of the person whoâs been sleeping next to her for three years now.
Youâre prepared, though. Youâve got your A-game smile, and youâre ready to nod at all the right moments while maintaining an impressive and unwavering level of small talk. Youâre a pro at this by now. You can discuss the weather in ways that would make any other Briton jealous.
The event is held at a distant cousin's placeâa sprawling estate that screams âwe have more money than common sense.â The house is big, too big. The kind of place where you could lose a child or three and not notice until the next family reunion. The garden is a maze of strategically placed garden furniture, various expensive but uncomfortable chairs that no one sits in, and a kid's bouncy castle that looks like it was imported from the set of some cheesy Netflix original with mediocre reviews.
Youâre halfway through your first glass of sangria when you notice himâa small boy, around five or six, with that messy hair that suggests heâs been on a sugar bender since eight this morning. His eyes are locked on you like youâre the most fascinating thing in the world. Heâs got this look that can only be described as pure, unfiltered determination, like heâs decided, at that very moment, that youâre going to be his new best friend, and thereâs absolutely nothing you or anyone else can do about it.
"He's cute," you whisper to Alexia as the boy starts to waddle over, his shoes lighting up with every step. Alexia glances at him, then back at you, her brow furrowing ever so slightly.
"Yeah, cute," she says, her tone dry enough to rival the Sahara. You can tell by the way her jaw tenses that sheâs already not thrilled with this kid, which is hilarious because youâve seen her face down a team of professional athletes without breaking a sweat. But a small child? Apparently, thatâs a whole different kind of threat.
The boyâlet's call him Diego, because of course his name is Diegoâsidles up to you with all the subtlety of a charging bull. He stares up at you, his eyes wide and sparkling, like youâre a rock star, and heâs your biggest fan.
"Hola," he says, in that high-pitched voice only kids or cartoon characters can pull off without being annoying. Except, itâs already a little annoying, because heâs completely ignoring Alexia, and thatâs a crime in and of itself.
"Hi there," you reply, keeping your tone light and friendly. You glance over at Alexia, whoâs now sipping her drink with a look that suggests sheâs contemplating how many more family functions she can skip without starting a feud.
Diego looks at Alexia briefly, as if sheâs some sort of obstacle, then turns his attention back to you, his smile growing wider. "Wanna play?"
You blink. Play? You havenât âplayedâ in, what, fifteen years? Maybe more? Youâre more accustomed to adult games now, like âWhere did I put my phone?â and âHow long can I avoid doing laundry?â But Diego doesnât seem to care. Heâs already grabbed your hand, sticky fingers and all, and is pulling you toward the bouncy castle like itâs the best idea in the world.
You glance at Alexia, whoâs now watching the whole thing with an expression that would be hilarious if it werenât so serious. Thereâs a thin line between her eyebrows that youâve learned means danger. You try to give her a look that says, âHelp me,â but she just raises an eyebrow, as if to say, âYou got yourself into this, deal with itâ
Before you can protest, youâre inside the bouncy castle, surrounded by kids who are all screaming with the kind of joy only children and maniacs experience. Diego is jumping up and down, laughing like a crazy person, and youâre doing your best to stay upright, which is difficult because itâs been a while since you were five.
Outside, you can see Alexia, arms crossed, watching you with a look thatâs a mix between amusement and something elseâsomething that looks suspiciously like jealousy. You bounce awkwardly, trying to maintain some semblance of dignity, but Diego is relentless. Heâs now trying to get you to jump higher, and youâre seriously starting to consider if this is how you goâdeath by bouncy castle.
After what feels like an eternity (but is probably just ten minutes), you manage to escape, stumbling out of the bouncy castle like youâve just survived a natural disaster. Diego is still inside, shrieking with laughter, blissfully unaware of the drama heâs just caused.
You make your way over to Alexia, whoâs watching you with that amused, slightly irritated expression still firmly in place.
"Having fun?" she asks, her voice dripping with sarcasm.
"Oh, tons," you reply, wiping sweat from your brow. "Best day of my lifeâ
"You know, Iâm not the jealous type," she begins, her voice low and dangerous, "but whatâs mine is mine. End of storyâ
You canât help but laugh, because of course Alexia would be jealous of a five-year-old. Itâs ridiculous, and yet, somehow, perfectly understandable. "I think Iâve been claimed by someone else," you say, grinning. "You might have some competitionâ
She rolls her eyes but you can tell sheâs not really mad. At least, not in the serious way. "Heâs got good taste," she admits grudgingly, "but donât let it go to your headâ
"I wouldnât dream of it," you reply, leaning in to kiss her cheek, because you know thatâs what she wants, even if sheâll never admit it.
The rest of the party is a blur of forced smiles, endless small talk, and more sangria than you probably shouldâve had. Diego pops up a few more times, always eager to drag you back to the bouncy castle or show you some new toy, but each time, Alexia is there, gently but firmly steering him back toward his actual family.
By the end of the night, youâre exhausted, and Alexia is finally starting to relax, probably because Diego has finally passed out somewhere, giving up on his quest to monopolise your attention.
As you leave, hand in hand, you glance back at the house, wondering how long itâll be before youâre back here again, playing the role of the supportive girlfriend in a family that still doesnât quite get it. But then Alexia squeezes your hand, and you realise it doesnât matter. Because at the end of the day, whatâs hers is hers, and whatâs yours is yours, and thatâs all there is to it.
Besides, next time, youâll be ready. Youâll bring your own bouncy castle and show Diego whoâs boss.
#alexia putellas#alexia putellas x reader#fcb femeni#fcb femeni x reader#espwnt#espwnt x reader#woso#woso x reader#woso imagine#woso community
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Okay, I saw someone say that Nimona, while being good representation, âdidnât take the big step forward in queer rep that everyone says it didâ.
That is wrong. So wrong, my dude.
Yes, an explicit and open queer relationship in childrenâs cartoons is not new, per ce. Hell, just this year, two popular kidsâ cartoons had the main character in an open, adorable, plot-based queer romance. But this is different for a few reasons.
Reason number one, it isnât left in suspense. Yes, they had that split for three odd weeks, but they started the film as a couple. One of the very first scenes is them together as a couple, Ambrosius saying he loves Ballister, them holding hands, Ballister leaning on Ambrosiusâ shoulder. Ambrosius says he loves Ballister three times during the film, and none of them are any more than halfway in. Itâs very clear, from their very first interaction, that they are an established relationship, which isnât something Iâve seen...at all in other animation.
Secondly, they are the plot. Ambrosius not believing Ballister, Ambrosius cutting off Ballisterâs arm, Ballister trying to get the video to Ambrosius - this is what drives the plot. In any other childrenâs animation with queer relationships, the relationship is not the main focus. Even The Owl House, which is so amazing with its constant representation, would still make sense if Luz and Amity never happened. But Nimonaâs plot wouldnât make sense without Ballister and Ambrosiusâ relationship. It, quite simply, canât be erased. It could work as a friendship, yes, but thatâs the point. They could have just been two close friends that fell on opposite sides of a fight, but they werenât. They were two lovers that fell on opposite sides of a fight.Â
Thirdly, they arenât sanitized for âfamily viewingâ. An emerging trend in childrenâs animation is to only have mlm relationships as fathers to make them seem more âfamily friendlyâ. With the exception of Kipo, there really isnât many tv shows or films that places light upon an mlm relationship. And if it does, it'll be a teen relationship because teenagers being queer tends to come across as less âdirtyâ and more âinnocentâ. But Goldenheart is none of these things. They are adults without the mollifying aspect of having a family. And on top of that, they fight. They wield swords and they get bloody and they shoot at things and get angry and yell. They arenât âcleanâ and âinnocentâ.
As well as this, they are in a film. Films are far more accessible than tv shows. You have to watch twenty seven episodes before Lumity in toh is canon. Troy kisses Benson on the eleventh episode of Kipo. And there are two hundred and eighty three episodes of Adventure Time before Marceline and Bonnie kiss. But with a film, the queerness is much more forward - especially in Nimona, where itâs literally the second scene. Animated films hardly ever display queer relationships, but Nimona did.
Finally - they arenât perfect. I donât know about you, but three weeks of thinking your boyfriend/maybe ex is a murderer? Doesnât sound like a healthy few weeks to me. I have only seen big relationship arguments portrayed in straight relationships in cartoons - think Star Vs The Forces Of Evil - whereas queer relationships either have the massive fight prior to being canonically gay - She Ra - or have conflict, not arguments, that are dealt with quickly - Dead End/The Owl House. But Goldenheart? Goldenheart suffers. Their relationship is pushed to such extreme boundaries as for them to be pretty much exes throughout most of the movie. And yet, they are clearly healthy, happy and very much in love at the end.Â
TL;DR - Nimona is amazing with the queer representation, and it is a milestone for LGBTQ+ cartoons. Not only is the relationship romantic for the entire movie, the plot is driven by Ambrosius and Ballisterâs sort-of-break-up. In short, they are treated the same way straight people are. They have flaws, they have massive arguments, they have plot importance, they have backstory. They are in love. And thatâs what matters more than anything else.Â
#cedar crap#wow I didn't mean for this to be so long#nimona#nimona netflix#queer rep in media#queer rep in animation#goldenheart#ballister boldheart#ballister blackheart#ambrosius goldenloin#and I didn't even touch on the blatant queer flags in the background
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7H ruler in 1H
You will most likely meet your soulmate through a place where you are the center of attention, but this doesn't have to be something grand. Just them coming across your social media profile is a great example. You might be fairly closed off in the beginning to them, almost inaccessible. These are more informal places, where it concerns nobody but you. This is a place where you play an important role with either your looks or your thoughts. "You," are the focus.
7H ruler in 2H
You can meet them when you are shopping. Like this is THE example that came to my mind. Places could be banks, malls, stores, even restaurants. This meeting is more steady, like there is no rush, and there is a certain stability to how the meeting proceeds. Go to your favorite restaurants and coffee shops often, you can really bump into them over there. This is also a place where you get some sort of work done on your body, so consider salons, parlours, tattoo shops, etc.
7H ruler in 3H
You are supposed to be meeting them in a locality or neighborhood you visit often. This may even be your hometown. Meeting through siblings or very close cousins is a thing as well. This relationship can start off on social media as well, more on the side of common interests and communication. This can be that one thing where your person has been hidden in plain sight all along.
7H ruler in 4H
This meeting has high chances of happening through either of your parents or close family members. This is more of a traditional placement and in a sense, more slow and gradually building up. This person really is coming at your doorstep, but only when you know you aren't "closing yourself off." Their is a bit of being emotionally guarded in the initial phases of your relationship. You may quite literally meet them at your home, like a delivery person or someone from service like replace AC or fix wires.
7H ruler in 5H
You are meeting them when you are having a fun time. Partying and clubbing is one thing, and if you are into that then there is a chance this relationship can start off as a one night thingy. Otherwise consider picnics, hikes or even just going on a date by yourself. This is an activity you really enjoy and are doing it for the sake of simply doing it. There is no responsibilities or things you have to comform to. You may also meet them through a kid or around some sort of kindergarten/nursery/daycare.
7H ruler in 6H
Oh this one is like that one character which hasn't been unlocked yet, but are around you all the time. They are a part of your routined life, and you can meet them while running errands, at the gym or while on the commute. This is the hidden in plain sight type of person. Continue with your daily life, go on that walk, go to the gym, grab the lunch and they are somewhere around. The first meeting is going to be quite steady, and everything will gradually develop from there.
7H ruler in 7H
This meeting is going to very special, in a way that you won't feel like someone else has a hand here. You will feel like it's just you and your person, whatever the situation. This could start as a partnership of some sort or a friendship. You will meet them more from their efforts, they will make the first contact. There is no hidden meaning or other intentions behind them approaching you. It's very direct, mainly because they want to get to know you. You can meet them anywhere, honestly, with this placement, but it will be more one-on-one. Like believe me, you won't have any other work besides them when you meet them. It's a great thing to have the ruler of your 7H in 7H, so this explaination definitely deserved a longer explanation. You are one of those people who are actually going to be in a strong soulmate connection that will be very prominent in your life. This is magical, even I don't know how to explain this. Look for any placements in your 7H, that will tell you specific qualities about your Soulmate, and perhpas give you specific insights on the meeting!
7H ruler in 8H
You will meet them through other people or through things having to do with other people. It's like a series of events that other people have you involved in, and then you bump into them. Like your friend asked you to accompany them to a party, and then they are like, "Hey, meet this person. They are very cool!" And that person they introduced you to turns out to be your soulmate. You may meet them though after some sort of hardship or change in your life, like a transformative one.
7H ruler in 9H
You can meet them through travel or on social media. Let's just say it, there is a physical distance between you both initially, and they may even be from another culture/country. The 9H always has a foreign connection, always! You may meet them on vacation or while on a work trip. There is also going to be a very interesting few exchanges, like they are from a different place and so you are, and you will have that natural curiosity to understand each other.
7H ruler in 10H
You will meet them through work or some sort of work network. The initial meeting could be very formal and you may have this tendency to think of your "image" in front of them, like wanting to make a good impression, etc. This is not necessarily a co-worker, that's more of a 6th house thing. They are someone new you happen to connect with because of work, like someone a rank lower or high than you, or some new business partner. Common work is something connecting both of you.
7H ruler in 11H
You can meet them through mutual friends, communities or networks. This is a more relaxed scenario, like I know a lot of people aren't just out there social, but think of it as going to a college party with some of your friends and that's where you find your person. It is not "through" someone, instead you will initiate that conversation yourself because you genuinely find them interesting, and then perhaps you get to know that you have shared acquaintances. It's a social place, somewhere you are out of your shell and making other connections.
7H ruler in 12H
You can meet them through some sort of solo activity. Like it is solitude. So maybe you are in a new country and don't know anyone just yet. Some places are hospitals, retreats, meditation centers, certain places of worship, or even certain abandoned places. It is a very calming meeting, like there will be a lot of peace in this. You may even happen to dream of them before you meet. There could be a bit of mystery to the first few meetings. This is a supposed to be a connection that will help you release a lot of karma.
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