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rainyfestivalsweets · 24 days ago

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You can't fix an "overeat" by overeating.

~ Chris Terrell, Why is the Way~ Day 3

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hivemindscape · 3 months ago

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the buddy-buddy act ends now

#ritsu: i am a horrible person and i hate you this is my evil arc #shigeo: *hugs his hurting little brother*#ritsu: *breaks into tears* not fair #GDHEHXGSGDH god God i love ritsu okay #i love the kageyama brothers they mean everything #and ritsu- loving ritsu has just been SO interesting and enlightening even these past months #I'm squatting in his brain #his tendency to catastrophize #his powerful sense of self-importance that coexists with brutal self criticism #his prickly aloof nature and enormous capacity for empathy that he consciously extends to very few #he's a judgy b-tch but only in his head #people adore him but he's not interested #he's Driven by fear and he's brave to the point of lunacy #the LEVELS of gaslighting he did on himself to convert that fear into adoration #protectiveness #anything #Anything else that makes sense #the way he snapped under the weight So Fast when presented with an out eager to test what kind of wicked creature he is under the layers of #paint and consolation prizes #his high morals that he's itching to see crumbled #his 'I've obtained loss' that speaks to me. his 'I just wanted to see what its like being a fool'#his 'i realised what i really wanted: to learn that devotion towards living a fun life and shedding sweat and tears and blood for it.'#g a h #kageyama ritsu #ritsu kageyama #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho 100 fanart #kageyama brothers #this piece fought me every step of the way Jeeesussss but i love it. it was very experimental in the direction i want to keep exploring

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canonkiller · 1 year ago

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do you consider your self made?

#my art #self portrait of sorts #been musing a lot on disability recently and how being relatively freshly unable to do Most Things has changed my perspective on things #for a long time growing up i was fixated on the idea of being An Impact On The World yknow? mainly the next Big Writer #(and that it would be sooo impressive that everyone would make my books bestsellers when i was only 12 because it was That Good)#and i mean. obviously that didnt work out as originally planned because i was 12 and learning. but I've felt a lot like #I've kind of built my sense of self on those big achievements. even if they were only big to me. and a lot of them #are now out of reach or very difficult to reach. and it's been a lot to. recontextualize #to take what ive been told my whole life and ignore it in favor of just being being enough.#things will happen as they happen. i havent earned anything by suffering but it hasnt ended the world either #im here doing what i Can do for as long as I'm able to do it. and thats all i need to be for now #just making sure that i Do do the things i can do rather than assume i can do them later #anyways. love you #cw:#top nudity #artistic nudity #the dreaded ambiguously presenting nipple #if you put any pro weight loss eating disorder shit on here ill kill you btw #my body is sexy because im in it and im still alive. not because its struggling to stay that way #lindwormposting

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longagoitwastuesday · 5 months ago

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ngl it sort of pisses me off the way adults regard Gojo in Jujutsu Kaisen at times. Which could be a very interesting and poignant point in a good way if well written, but as it is it becomes mainly just frustrating and sad in a negative way.

Nanami saying Gojo never cared about anything or anyone other than himself crashes interestingly with Kusakabe saying the whole situation was just all his fault because he refused to kill Itadori. The students are very aware of those aspects of Gojo's personality, but overall they seem to regard him with way more kindness and fondness even when at their rudest, not truly coinciding with either Nanami's or Kusakabe's views.

#Kusakabe's words are harsh and negative but there's some true and some logic to them #but in beholding the entire story and the whole context‚ especially with the flashbacks in mind‚ in getting to know the sweet kid Yuuji is‚#the reader is made to find Kusakabe's words a bit outrageous and cruel and Gojo's position becomes the obvious one like Nanami's was #Like Kusakabe's is too in a way since he too says no matter what it's always the adults' fault whatever the cause was #And following the story we see Gojo cared a lot about those kids and them keeping their youthful cheerfulness if in his very flippant way #That's basically his main constant thread. We see it at the very beginning in what he did for Yuta and how Yuta is so fond of him #We see him at the very end in a way too with the letters he left #And his entire motivation was changing the very messed up society to avoid the kids going through what he and his friends went through #and to prevent them from being lonely the way he felt he was. Ontologically alienated. Entirely othered #And of course it's in part him keeping people away like Shoko. Or even Yuta (though here again it's at the core of his action his attempt #at protecting the kids and trying to prevent them from growing too fast)#And of course this is motivated by his own experiences and in that sense not entirely a selfless act #But those things still don't negate that his goal was for the future kids to be... in a better situation than what he and his friends lived #So Nanami's words are very cruel and... blind. Of course it's possible that Gojo's way of approaching the problem is still something #Nanami would regard as selfish (but it could be argued that so is Nanami's)‚ or that Gojo's perception of Nanami's way of thinking #about him would be this negative. But what we see through the story absolutely contradict Nanami's words in that airport #And though both Nanami's words and Kusakabe's are negative in regards to Gojo‚ they in a way contradict each other #The kids' words and way of seeing Gojo is most of the time more... accurate? If also diverse among them #They see him like an idiot. They trust him. They think he's childish and annoying. They love him #They find him flippant. They know he cares about them. In a way they see both what Kusakabe and Nanami say about him #The negative. And the ultimate positive aspect at the core of it all. That Gojo did care and that Gojo did take care #and that Gojo risked and sacrificed a lot for them and that Gojo was doing this in great part because of his own past #Yuta perhaps is the one who sees it best but it's so interesting too the dynamic Maki‚ Yuuji and Megumi have with Gojo‚ his acts and antics #And this whole thing‚ this frivolous and even... cruel way most adults seem to regard Gojo and how it clashes with the kids' deep feelings #about him (beyond the initial 'he's an untrustworthy idiot' though those as well!') is super interesting and super sad and super juicy #OR IT COULD BE bc in the end all that happens is that Nanami says that and Gojo pouts comically or that Kusakabe makes that offhand comment #as if it held no weight‚ as if Yuji weren't present and had never agonised over it‚ as if Gojo hadn't lost his life trying to save the kid #And yes he risked more than his life but he was trying to save a kid bc another kid (bc Megumi!) asked. But maybe it didn't matter if no one #asked. He saved Yuta too. Of course he would have risked it all. In his mix of selfishness and selflessness. Everything is so juicy #yet the writing feels so dry and lame. There's no pondering. There's talk of guilt and grief without any true sense of grieving or loss

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blujayonthewing · 4 months ago

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if losing weight was simple and obvious we wouldn't have to have teams of nutritionists meticulously crafting weight-loss programs based on taking advantage of extremely specific and obscure biological processes and that still have like a 95% failure rate

#it at least makes sense to me that people who are skinny are gonna be like 'just eat better and exercise more!'#but SO many people who WANT to lose weight who ARE TRYING or HAVE TRIED to lose weight ALSO FEEL LIKE THIS #BRO IF IT WAS POSSIBLE IT'D FUCKING BE POSSIBLE!!!#if I want to get into shape I know I can start working out and building muscle and improving my cardio and that that will work!#because it actually works for people!! because it's a real fucking thing that's possible to do!!#'ohhh you should lose weight' yeah? how's YOUR weight loss journey going mom? since it's so easy and obvious?#and the thing that sucks is that like!! it's just so INTERNALIZED. we've collectively internalized that it IS possible--#so that if we fail that's a Personal Failure to be ashamed of. people don't WANT to believe you can't meaningfully lose weight #for THEMSELVES.#and like... man I dunno I wish I was less fat than this and I should probably be more proactive about NOT gaining MORE weight #but like.... genuinely the FIRST time I read (in a cracked article of all things) that weight loss is proven functionally impossible #I was like OH OKAY PHEW. ONE LESS THING TO FEEL SHAME AND GUILT OVER.#I also wish I wasn't so tall (which also has implications for your health btw) but they don't make cleanse juices for that #yeah losing weight is so easy it's just a matter of willpower which is why we have scientists trying to solve it on a chemical level

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switchytransboy · 1 year ago

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tested negative for covid friday and symptoms are definitely improving (:

asthma like i predicted will be suffering a lil harder for a while, and im still congested and sluggish/slow/tired as FUCK so i’m not remotely myself yet

but i’m getting better 🖤

thank you everyone here for dealing with my vents and absence 🤪😅

#happy vent #i can taste and smell!!!#i need to gain the weight back i lost during this tho #bc my loss of appetite and senses was ROUGH #but otherwise i’m doing sm better #thank goddddddd #covid era: over

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valandherweekofwonders · 2 months ago

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i lost weight again 😞

#tw eating issues #the weight loss isn't intentional it just happened from anxiety & i'm very food insecure the last months #but it was unnerving to see it on myself and not feel the ED sense of pride and actually see how gaunt parts of me have become #i even feel it too i feel gaunt sickly and shaky i need to eat more i want to look alive and fresh faced #tw weight #tw ed #trigger warnings bc anyone could read this

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verflares · 11 months ago

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i feel like i could write an entire mini-essay thing on why draconification rules as a narrative thingy + why it, the dragons and the thematic of immortality/undeath are so relevant and impactful towards botw/totks characters and themes as a whole. like i WONT because it really is just text thats already there. but i could .

#i loveeeee it. its so miserable and tragic and so fun for my brain to munch on #i am learning that miyazaki (fromsoft) tends to include dragons and humans wanting to Become dragons as a common theme in his work #theres this futile pursuit of immortality and the punishment of it (often humans being trapped in ugly half-man-half-draconic states)#or they become wyrms who are trapped to roam the earth with wings that aren't even large enough to fly and support their own weight (hubris #and of course the entire loss of identity that comes with all of that.. its rebirth in the truest sense of the word. nothing is left of you #in botw/totks case too. defying death but losing everything that made you who you were. are you still dead? are you even truly alive?#its interesting too because of how sacrificial its portrayed in botw/totk. it really highlights the unwitting nature of the whole thing #OKAY ANYWAYS. elden ring and fromsoftware good. i am just constantly loz brained also #personal.txt

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pilonciillo · 2 months ago

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#lmao my sibling was asking me questions yesterday and i was like yeah whatever blah and while on the treadmill i started thinking about what #they asked and my responses anyways long story short i think i’m depressed 💀#and it goes back to that god damn accident #which there was an update but it’s just that me ans 7 other ppl have to split the capped payout from the insurance 🧍‍♀️ so that’s cool they #only smashed the back of my car gave me a concussion memory problem insomnia anxiety depression slight ocd (w driving) back/shoulder pain #worse almost weekly if not daily headaches angry issues lost a lot of money from missing work and having to be part time dr bills hospital #bills an ultrasound bill that i have to pay out of pocket but couldn’t at the time but now that im finally full time again and have #finally managed my bills enough that i can this week finally pay it only x months later so financial instability money anxiety existential #crisis loss of self pushed back the weight loss progress lost a lot of money because of that over half a year of progress & money got the #weirdest sugar addiction after the accident haven’t gained weight but also haven’t lost any #lost any sense of motivation for work and hobbies lost work opportunities had to pause my going back to school but now i don’t even think i #wanna go back because what i wanted to study i can’t even be motivated about it #i thought i had an idea of who i was but now im not that i can’t be that i have to readjust my whole life to be what i can w what is here #except i’m 28 and wdym some person took everything from me and it’s been almost half a year since the accident and i still haven’t really #made any progress except for random memories that don’t really help me and honestly they just pmo because it’s not helpful #like yeah sure my back and shoulders don’t hurt as bad but now it have recurring pain while i didn’t have before so is it progress? like #in that time the most progress is that yesterday i realized that im probably depressed but i can’t afford a therapist rn so i just have to #keep repeating this nonsense until i can afford or i get the settlement money but most of that will go to said bills and the lawyer fees #again it’s capped and divided so yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 👍#anyways my silly little things will have to get me through this till i can actually get through this #but it’s fine it’s not like i had already gone to the therapist and had worked on these issues before and it’s not like i spent money on #that either to only be put back in that situation only worse lol def not in a cycle 🧍‍♀️

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mumblesplash · 1 year ago

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absolutely had it with 'skeletal structure'. "oh your joints are stuck like that now they're fused there's nothing to be done your ankle dorsiflexion is stuck under 10 degrees forever" "you can't change the angle of your knee joint" yeah well that's what you think. i can and will make my legs whatever shape i want. bones are a choice

#mumbling #going to be able to do an unassisted deep squat in the next 2 years or die trying idc #i already did the knee thing just by moving differently and it only took like a year #the human skeleton isn't immutable and too many people have called my ankle a hopeless case for me NOT to fix it out of spite #topsys can be a little unhinged about exercise and nutrition science as a treat #actually my various investigations into the fitness/'wellness' industry have never failed to make me feel like i'm losing it #and the more i try to make sense of it the more that feels like it's by design #mostly the nutrition/weight loss aspects of it #everything is lies wrapped around nothing wrapped around bullshit it's actually unreal #at least the skincare industry seems to finally be imploding a bit

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crybaby-bkg · 1 year ago

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just got prescribed Prozac and I’m hella nervous about it omg did anyone have any side effects that weren’t expected???

#like I’m seeing weight loss and trouble with sleeping and maybe loss of libido (horrible)#but I was curious about real life experiences with using it #like shit that wouldn’t be listed #DOES THAT MAKE SENSE????#also don’t feel pressured to answer if it’s too personal!!!#I’m just scared bc I’ve never been medicated before #but I hope it helps me cause LORD KNOWS a bitch been struggling #—in store chit chat! 🍫

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herdemimonde · 4 months ago

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i completely forgot to mention this is in my weight loss and fitness strategy post but i'm not going to mention the actual numbers for my weight loss goal or my current weight (but I'll probably show a before and after picture!)

the reason why is because the numbers that i'm aiming for may be a bit questionable triggering for some.

my current weight is on the border of what is considered a healthy weight for someone my height (anything more and i would be considered overweight)

my goal weight is to be on the opposite end of that border (basically the least you can weigh for someone my size and it's still considered a healthy weight)

so basically i want to be on the opposite end of my weight spectrum lol

#if that didn't make any sense its because i had a mojito lol #my weight loss journey

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cameleonvermillon · 4 months ago

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just finished Minks reconnect route after my second playthrough of his original one in dmmd and just like Koujaku's I was left feeling bitter sweet despite the happy ending. N+C is just sooo good at carrying the grief their character's suffer from throughout the story even past the initial conflict. Its realistically haunting in a way that is just so captivating.

The way I feel about their endings is the closest any non-ghibli studios media has gotten to leaving me satisfyingly unsatisfying

Like I want to know more about them and see their lives continue past the fade to black, but at the same time the cut off is perfect. Their stories are complete and adding anymore would take away from the experience

#i am looking forward to playing the other routes and seeing if they evoke that same sense of weight of the past #bc ik clear noiz and rens dont involve that kind of loss but these ending come with such a sense of finality im sure itll feel much the same #that said prob gonna be a long break between each because playing these is an emotional undertaking jesus #its late and im going to bed with heart ache ouuuugh

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jovial-gender-jester · 6 months ago

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it's so cool... it's so cool that the gross makeover ads are back in cycle...... what a neat appearance..... honestly i'd rather glance away from newgrounds porn games than pimple popping or "this character gets injured! do a better job & by playing this dubiously-real game that's give you ads & pop-ups between ever level!" gods alive

#i need sites to vet their sponsors so badly. im not fucking kidding #get rid of gross-humour games & weight-loss bs. i know this is asking a lot of staff but please have a sense of morals

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xxdietsoda-andsnarkxx · 1 year ago

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Me if working out on an empty stomach until i'm covered in sweat and about to pass out was a crime

#weight loss #@n@ buddy #pro a4a #soda ramblings #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #i wanna be skinnier #i want to be weightless #i will be thinner #ed not sheeren #hope this makes sense guys

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ennuidays · 10 months ago

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hate to admit it here but ed bitches make me so mad

#Theyr just fucking annoying like #ooo im so fat ugh i had a yummy treat Oooo i had 500 cals today thays too much ..!!! Why is my hair falling out guys #hate to be this guy but Nobody cares Nobody gives a shit ab ur bmi or how little u ate . idc what ur goal weight is idc how much u weigh rn #on the topic of weight tho Fuuuuck bitches who r like Omg u weigh more than me ...?!? Omg why do i weigh less than u ...!!!#those people r the pieces of garbage who make people have eds anyway #on top of that they dont know basic fucking anatomy that taller + more muscular people weigh more #and trying to explain how muscle mass weighs more than fat just makes them look at u weird #some people just dont understand body type . or how bmi doesnt take anything other than weight and height into account #when there r so many other factors .#ed bitches LOOOVE pretending the only measure for overweightedness is bmi .#i know the point is they have a warped sense of reality But i dont give a shit Theyre stupid and blindsighted by bullshit weight loss propag #<- not finishing thay tag u get it

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