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Day 21 - Sage
Bellatrix pulled her daughter close to her chest, not caring about the blood that would inevitably stain her skin and clothes.
She dried her daughter's head with her nightgown, smiling at the soft black curls.
Her sister offered her arms, holding a warm towel with which to wrap her child. Bella took the towel and kept her child. The warm cloth smelled of white sage. Narcissa had been diligent about burning it throughout her labour because of some old wives tale she didn't bother listening to. Something about calming the mother and protecting the child. Bella had scoffed. Her daughter had all the protection she could ever need.
The pair of red eyes that spied them from the shadows by the door gave her all the assurance she needed.
Nothing would happen to her precious child. Nothing her Master did not deem so would come to pass.
The preternaturally still figure waited while Narcissa pulled bedsheets and covers from the bottom of the bed up to Bella’s waist, trying to preserve some form of modesty. The Healer, half in awe and half in terror, dutifully checked the health of both mother and daughter with two swift flicks of her wand.
Both witches were quick to retreat then, knowing they would be summoned later to tend to Bellatrix and her child, but that for now they had to be content with the bare minimum.
The Dark Lord was waiting to meet his heir.
Bellatrix kept her eyes on her daughter’s features, committing them to memory as her fingers both traced and caressed them.
The little girl had quieted, snug against her mother’s chest, lulled by the familiar heartbeat.
Only when Lord Voldemort’s shadow covered the both of them did she raise her eyes to him. He was bending over the two of them, a hand on her shoulder, light and soft, his thumb caressing the curve where her shoulder and her neck met.
“Well done, Bella,” he said, barely above a whisper, something akin to wonder in his face.
He caressed his daughter’s forehead with his thumb, careful not to touch her skin with his claw like nail, hissing to her.
The baby in Bella’s arms turned her head towards the sound, her eyes opening. Bella found them to be dark, like her Master’s had been in his youth, though the shape of them was hers. She blinked at her father, then turned her face back to her mother’s skin, searching.
“I think she’s hungry, my Lord.”
Lord Voldemort hummed his agreement. A louder hiss sounded in the room, one coming from the floor. Lord Voldemort replied to it, just before a pair of golden eyes emerged into Bella’s field of vision. Nagini’s forked tongue displaced a few still wet curls on the baby’s head, not that the little girl seemed to mind.
She did open her eyes again, and Bella stared, her mouth agape, as her dark eyes turned first to grey, like hers, then red, like her father’s.
“I’d say she’s earned her meal, Bella,” Lord Voldemort said, smiling at the display. “And you should rest. I’ll order Narcissa and the Healer back in.” He kissed the crown of Bellatrix’s head, a tenderness he had not shown her since the gone times of the First War.
She leaned into it, daring to turn her face up to him, her free hand moving of its own volition to caress his jaw. Neither cared for the blood on her fingertips.
Lord Voldemort kissed her squarely on the lips, utterly taken by the sight of her with his child in her arms.
He stood up and turned away quickly then, hissing a command to Nagini, who clearly begrudged being made to leave.
Narcissa returned at his command, and smiled discreetly at the image of Bellatrix nursing her daughter. Bella looked into her eyes and smiled openly. Neither had expected her to be a natural at this, both refusing to admit it.
“Where’s the Healer?”
“Coming, Bella. Is something wrong?”
“No, I don’t think so.”
“Don’t worry about her. I was told to keep her in the next room once her work here is done,” Narcissa said, her voice even and unworried.
Bellatrix knew it meant the Healer’s memory of all this would be erased, and replaced with something suitable to justify her absence. She was one of them, an ally to the cause, her skills useful, but young and untested. Lord Voldemort would not allow her to keep any notion of his heir, or why Bellatrix had been away from the battlefield for so long.
From the door, he nodded to her. Then left, Nagini’s coils following in his heels.
Bellatrix followed Lord Voldemort’s shadow as he moved away, noticing how the tang of iron and the smell of smoke and ozone he carried everywhere, underneath the sandalwood he wore, were slowly overpowered by the white sage again.
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#bellatrix lestrange#lord voldemort#bellamort december#bellatrix x voldemort#delphini#bellamort#hp fanfic#this train is back on track#choo choo people#it's ten days to the end of 2024#this train stops at each one at 5pm GMT#happy yule and solstice#we're getting the sun back!
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the girls are fighting
#pingdoobles#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf dca#fnaf sun#fnaf sb#sundrop#dca#dca au#dca community#dca fandom#pluck my heartstrings#fnaf dca au#pmh sun#IM BACK!!! feels weird to draw again i haven't actually touched my tablet and drawn ANYTHING in 5 days which is so strange#i draw pretty much every day or every other day so it's weird for me#make sure u stretch frequently guys and take care of yourself also DONT get carpal tunnel in both your hands :thumbs_up:#guys im 5'1 if we're generous idk what the size diff is i just know he's like 8-9 ft tall#i will still go toe to toe with this lanky ass bastard and get my ass whooped all the same
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OOH YEAH BABY ITS THE SURGERY EPISODE BABY!!! ME AND THE HOMIES NEED SOME NEW FACES FOR OUR NEW PLAN, AND WHO BETTER TO GET THE JOB DONE THAN THE TWO MOST EVIL PEOPLE WE'VE EVER HAD THE MISFORTUNE OF HAVING OUR LIVES VIOLATED BY? I MEAN IT WOULD BE FUNNY. IT WOULD BE FUNNY.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#cw blood#cw gore#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#vex waylin#viv waylin#MY FAVORIT EP!! HAVNT SEEN IT IN FOREVER THO BC WELL. IM BUSY. SO BEAR W ME IM RUNNIN OFF ALOTTA MEMORY FUMES#ALSO EDIT BC FUUUCK I HADMORE TAGS BUT TUMBLR FUCKEN ATE EM. OH WELL. MY DMS R OPEN IF U WANNA UNLOCK RAMBLES.#I LOVE THE WAYLIN TWINS SSSOO FUCKING MUCH IM SO!!! CURIOUS ABOUT THEM!!! WHO WERE THEY WHEN THEY WERE HUMAN? HOW LONGVE THEY BEEN ARND?#I LOVE IT WHEN PPL SAY ITS LIKE THESE TWO WERE MADE FOR MMEE BC YES!! YES!! ITS EVERYTHING I COULD EVER WANT FROMA CHARACTER!!!#I LOVE THEIR RED WHITE N BLACK COLOR SCHEME. I LOVE HOW THEYRE BOTH SO INTELLIGENT AND GENIUS N YET THEYRE DUMB AS FUUUUCK#COOOMICAL SUPER VILLAINS. OOH ILL GET YOU NEXT TIME SHAMIA SHAMAI!!! HOW DARE YOU FOIL MY PLAN!! MY PLANS OF MUTILATING AWAKE N ALIVE PPL#COMICAL AND YET. GENUINELY HORRIFYING. VIV CAN MAKE UR BONES EXPLODE JUST BY THINKING ABOUT IT. VEX CAN BECOME SOUP#WHY DONT WE TALK ABOUT THAT MORE? THE TURNING INTO RED MEAT SLIME?? METAL AS FUUUCK. I ALSO LOVE HOW SCARED THEY GOT SO QUICKLY#THIS LIL FUCKEN RRRRRAT COMES IN. AND WELL. HES JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS. WE FUCK HIM UP N TOSS HIM INTO THE SUN N LET HIM BURN#SURE HE HAD ONE MORE TRICK OF REBELLION UP HIS SLEEVE BUT THE SUN HAS TAKEN HIM NOW. ITS FINE. WE'RE FINE. HEY IS THERE SMTH IN THE CEILING#OHHH WE KILLED HIM ONCE N HE CAME BACK. WE KILLED HIM AGAIN N TOOK HIM APART BUT THEN HES BACK?? HE GETS AWAY AND THEN. COMES BACK. AGAIN.#WE CANT GET RID OF HIM. THAT FOUL SHAMIA SHAMAI. A MOUSE IN OUR KITCHEN. FUUUUCK HES GONNA SPREAD DISEASE! KILL IT! KILL IT!! AAAUUGH FUCK!#I LOVE THAT THE WAYLIN TWINS AGREED TO HELP THE BLONDE TWINS MOSTLY ON THE BASIS OF 'IT WOULD BE FUNNY' BUT ALSO#OOHHH WE ARE SO CLOSE TO REACHING SOMETHING TO MAKE HIM NNEEVER FUCK WITH US AGAIN. HIS ILLUSIONS WILL HAUNT US NO LONGER#THEY WERE SSSOOO PARANOID W ALL THE CAMERAS AND BOMBING THEIR OWN LAB AND RUNNING AND RUNNING AND GETTING AWWAY FROM THIS FUCKEN! MOUSE!!!!#OHHHH I THINK IM RUNNIN OUTA ROOM so ill talk about da art real quick.BEEN WORKIN ON THIS FOR A WHIIILE.ALOTTA THESE were started when the#ep came out.so OLD!! BUT DONE!!and im very very happy w my colors n gore n EXPRESSIONS!! the top right corner comic keeps making me chuckle#I ALSO rly love the lil convo between arthur n viv.theyre SO CUTE TOGETHERR they should go ona museum date together or somethin#they need more time to just talk abt da World together.ALSO CAN I BE PETTY.I MADE ARTHUR UGLY CORRECT-STYLE#THESE BOYS KNOW NOTHING OF UGLY.I MADE THE VAMPIRIC FLESH EVOLVE N ROT N BLOSSOM AND THERE IS SQUIRMING WITHIN THE TENEBRAE#UHHH IEAH THIS GUY W A ROTTED N DISTORTED FACE WALKS INTO MY BIKE STORE IEAH IM SCREAAAMIN LIKE WADDA HELL!! MONSTOR!!!
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#soft poolverine my beloved#I contain multitudes as far as trope enjoying goes (Logan likes Wade's yapping AND Logan likes to shut Wade up the old fashioned way)#(aka sticking his tongue down his throat)#(among other things but we're sticking with that for this one lol)#Wade is yapping about something#anything really because he can monologue about anything under the sun#and Logan just reaches over wordlessly and grabs his face and Wade just KEEPS TALKING#and every time Logan comes up for air Wade just starts up again#and Logan just smirks and takes a deep breath and goes back in#he gets some silence for a moment AND gets to feel that endless energy fizzing on his tongue#as Wade focuses his nervous mental energy on exploring Logan's mouth for a bit#you know they are SLOPPY kissers#just drool and teeth and tongues EVERYWHERE#I bet kissing Wade is interesting too because his tongue and lips are all ridged and scarred#anyway I just think Logan would shut him up once in a while for like hours long makeout sessions#and then peacefully go back to listening to him yammer endlessly about the minutiae of the My Little Pony Extended Universe#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadpool#kinda wip?#are any of these ever really FINISHED or do I just give up on them and move on 🫠#also dont get me wrong they def fuck nasty too#but I think Logan “Touch Starved As Fuck” Howlett would really revel in just being able to touch him lazily for hours#idk man I'm too far gone I need to be anaesthetized#deadpool & wolverine#deadclaws#wade wilson#poolverine fanart#deadpool x wolverine
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she's looking especially sacrificial lamb today 🥩
#we're so back baby#i think i'm finallyyyy through the worst of this awful depression i've been in for the past like. month and a half#i mean i woke up this morning and thought ''the sun is so beautiful'' so i think i'm good for now fjksjds#which is great because there's some heavy stuff coming up that i just couldn't handle in that mental state#so i'm hoping i'll be able to move things along a little quicker#but also i might be getting a job in retail against my better judgement so who knows#i've never actually worked in retail... i've done food service and i was a cashier at a pop up shop but nothing like an actual store#but i seriously can't find a job with my degree nor can i even find a desk job. so i'm. man. it's rough out here#i might have to move. but with what money?? lmao the eternal dilemma#SORRY this is a whole diary entry#i hope you guys are well 💖
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zomg... the girls! Sketched out! And a few characters I never showed designs for! haha! I keep thinking about the beach, so this is their swimwear.
I hope to make a full fledged drawing for all of them soon~ then the guys~~
Some newbies are: Aura (blue!) Katya (Gold!) and more of Verra (Green!) We'll eventually see more about them as I draw more things and doodles.
#Because I realized I never drew the girls as much as I did the guys#I used to exclusively draw women until I figured out how to draw men... I then awoke drawing nudethaniel and speedo vincent#so we're reeling it back a little#Ryoko Kui said she draws her oc's outfits in modern times to see how the different characters would dress. I thought about it- it definitel#says a lot about your character!#Monica is REALLY tall. And muscular! with a strong ability! no wonder she's taken down armies! She doesn't care to swim much but will use#a rashguard to swim in.#Sera is copying her style a bit but thankfully owns an actual wetsuit. Feels like home considering how her aerodynamic armor is designed#Sonia is sonia. She seductively asks Vincent to help her put sunscreen on... Only to be met with an albinoid man's journey to sun poisoning#He eventually gets greased in sunscreen and aloe vera after what feels like hours of nagging him. (it was forty five minutes.) Sorry Sonia.#Some things cannot be changed. When he did eventually look at her body he laughed at her ass being out rather than think anything naughty.#Not girl Summer. Vincent did end up helping her with the sunscreen though. “Lmao you can't do this yourself or something?” ruined the magic#Karin tailored her swimwear. She bedazzles her arms with accessories <3 Her nail polish can detect drugs <3 & cyanide caps in her earrings#Poor Katya is a supermodel but is way too thin... Strohl doesn't say it.. But he's worried. She makes way too much money to want to quit.#Verra is in rabbit mode because her summon LOVES to swim and hey who is she to halt its fun?#Aura is pretty modest and prefers to meditate in the water or by the shore away from all of the roughhousing. Nate and Strohl join at time#They kind of freak out when she starts floating though. Or invoking the elementals of the seas. The guys are both areligious. Awkward.#Especially when the waves start to get a little rowdy minutes later. Strohl is torn between considering religion and asking for a tutorial.#ark_systema#A_S textposts#Solely for the tags#Devsneakpeeks
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HOBI HAS COMPLETED 50% OF HIS MILITARY SERVICE 🥳🥳🥳💃🥳💃😭😭💓💞💖
#FINALLY#THE DAYS ARE NOW GETTING LONGER BECAUSE THE SUN IS COMING BACK#9 MONTHS IT'S LIKE PREGNANCY#😭😭😭😭#it's such a huge milestone#we're gonna be ok 🫂#now we just do it one more time#hobi#bts#my post
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Oh mother, tell your children Not to do what I have done Spend your lives in sin and misery In the house of The Rising Sun
#okay but can we agree? House of the rising sun? beautiful amazing incredible timeless masterpiece? yeah?#all i want is to put on a cute 70s dress with the bell sleeves and some gogo boots and get my hair all pretty with the flip curls#and go to one of those really cool and dark and lowkey shady bars you see on the movies. with a pool table and a jukebox#hard-looking bartender with an impressive mustache named Mitch or Hank#and go up to the bar and he'd be like “whatya having doll?” “oh. anything sweet please”#and he hands me some soda-gin or whatever with a lemon slice. and the guy next to me notices my drink and is like#“hey Mitch. give the lady something nicer eh? maker a double from the back shelf. extra ice”#“i'm fine with this actually. i don't drink whiskey” “tonight you do sweetheart”#and he's wearing some really nice jeans and boots and a dark shirt and a leather jacket. dark hair but has some freckles. charming smile.#“what is a pretty thing like you doing in a place like this? i think them church youths go bowling next door”#“i am not lost. can't a girl enjoy some music” “does the boyfriend know?” “i answer to no one”#and he takes a long drag of his cigarette and chuckles. Mitch brings my new drink as gives him a look before drafting some beer#“so. the pretty lady likes a little danger eh?” “the lady has a name” .#i take a sip of the whiskey and try real hard not to cough. he thinks it's funny. i think he's a little cute#“does she now? and does the lady dance by any chance” and he's standing up quite tall and offers me a hand “she does”#and we go to the dance floor near the jukebox where quite a lot of people are dancing and eventually this song starts playing#and he kisses me surprisingly gentle and tastes like menthol cigarettes and hard liquors and I'm definitely a bit dizzy from the drink#he probably has a cute name like Daniel (Danny is what everyone calls him)#and maybe he has a bike or a really nice convertible. obviously red. je offers to take me home but we're just driving for a bit instead#“didn't you daddy taught not to get into stranger's cars?” “my daddy also taught me not to kiss pretty boys and yet”#“so you think i'm pretty?” “pretty enough”#and we laugh to the wind and the radio is on and this song starts playing again and it's a perfect moment#anyways. great song great band 👍#darya's mixtape#Spotify
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In other news:

#/vpos#ouhhhHHHHHHHHHHGHGHGGGGHHHFHGHDHDJHDJFBFBXHDBDHSGCHDBGDDHHDHDXJSNXHDNHDHSGJFNFNEHSBHRGXJBFSGXBFJDDG#im just#sitting doing nothing driving myself INSANE abt my . husbannbsds......#im supposed to rping rn dammit-#i just need to go bonkers for a moment#hhhGSJSGSKFHENYXHEKDNSMYEUEGEBSKSBKDHWNRHRBCUSBXKSHJEYWJNWNSHDKDBXHSHDUGESHGEUWSNXBXVXJDEBSJSYHWEBDCNHCBCKBDJENSKXSYEJWJWHIESHHFNKWYSOEHEBDU#BSHAJEHEKEEUDYEIBEDKBXKCBDUWHDKEJWKDHRJHSNCDJEIFBSHDNEKDBNEEDSDJHENDBKDCTHEMJSHDJHENDKSHSHCRKNETOSNDHDKDNDFUCKHSHDKSBDSHGDKSMEKDHDKSHSTUPIDJ#UAHAGAGSHSGDJSHJDJDKDJDKFDKDCKDH#IM#S O FUKFINFF UNWEELLLLLLL#IM . BLOWING UP AUAHAHAGHGSJH#I LOVE TH EY#HHHHHHHH#i wanna sit on Sols lap and hug him and lay on him and listen to his inner workings whirr#AND a lso kiss the life outta him and!! kiss down his arms and the palms of all his hands and#ohh i havent even tried kissing his sun pad yet i gotta do that-#hhhhhhhghfh and fuckinbbc. N0vas sona.... mmngngjhnh m o f f#i know we're like the same height but .. smol...... hold and hug#i need to cuddle the creature so bad on GOD theyd be a better cuddle buddy than my dinky little pillows AUHG#hhgshg stuff my face in his flufffffffffhhgghgghhhhggggggggggggg#hhhsgah and you KNOW mal is still bouncing around in my head like a dvd player screen saver OUGH#i have a great need to sit in bed with him laying back and resting on me while i hold him and gently mess with his rays HEL P ME#i need to wake up in the morning and not be able to get out of bed only cuz hes holding on to me and keeping me there for cuddles#i need to sit on my kitchen counter with him in front of me so i can hold his p retty face and pepper him with sleepy morning kisses#o h myg od im so normal about them can you tell#malware my beloved#N0va my beloved#Solaris my beloved#storm loses it
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Egghead anime about to go crazy next week I mean Luffy looks like a demon!
#one piece#one piece anime#egghead island#egghead spoilers#monkey d. luffy#gear fifth#sun god nika#vincent chansard#akihiro ota#we're getting a big budget episode for Luffy vs Lucci folks!#ota did the scene with Snakeman and Yamato attacking Kaido back in Wano so you know it's gonna be good
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It's 2am in the airport and im bored how's ur day been? :D
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Omg hello sun anon!!! I hope the airport is tolerable for you, gods thats early 😭😭😭😭 dont look at my hypocritical sleep schedule when i say this tho lol
Its about 9am for me rn and im about to wake up ye residents evil™ for presents, also last night i managed to write a 1.5k scarian fluff fic so if all goes well i'll be posting that tomorrow for yall >:]
A crumb of dialogue for your boredom woes, my friend:
Grian sighs; it's Scar's point, now, and they both know it. "Can we at least move closer to the fire?" he complains. "Well, I don't know, we'll have to ask Queen Jellie over there for her opinion." Scar politely directs his next question to her, projecting his voice so it curls around the chair like smoke. "Miss Jellie, can we come sit by the fire?" Jellie's tail flicks, an idle, irritated motion. After a moment, she yawns again, then tucks her head under her paws. "I think that's rather conclusive, don't you?" Scar asks Grian. "I think you're being ridiculous," Grian replies dryly, "and I'm shocked you aren't taking this opportunity to pet your cat." The gasp Scar sucks in is one of sheer, mock horror. "I do believe you're right, Grian! I can't believe that slipped my mind. I can't let my sweet baby Jellie go unpet— let's move, come on, up you go."
Other than that tho i have nothing going on, just a chill day :] my household is very relaxed abt holidays generally; our tradition is that we have a charcuterie board every xmas, so we've got a good spread of cheeses for that this year, including a bellavitano espresso that im VERY fond of. No red dragon tho, which is my favorite 😔😔😔😔 (can u tell i love cheese skdbskdnns) but we preserve<3 /silly
But yeah!! Relaxed day, chill vibes, and i hope i can send some of that your way to the airport!!! May your flight go smoothly and your travels remain easy, i hope u have a good day today and that the boredom abates!!!
#shouting speaks#asks#scarian#hermitcraft#my poor partner is sick and lost their voice today 😭😭😭😭 so im making LOTS of tea and hot choccy#also !!!! my vodka sauce!!!! >:] thas not until later today tho#in all honesty we're probs gonna do presents and then head back to bed for a bit AKSJAKDNKADNKAKS#OH ALSO SUN ANON I DO HAVE UR OTHER ASK#IM WAITING TO ANSWER IT UNTIL I CAN GET SMTH FULLY TYPED OUT HEHE#just in case u wondered where it went :]#txt
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small update
ok so um I got my number theory paper today, and the TA had cut marks for me because i left the answer at 66^2 and not 4356 (fermat's little theorem) 😔 I even wrote the full proof
my friend told me I should mail the TA about this, I got 14/20 and should be getting 17or18/20 😔
scores aside, number theory is so much fun, so much fun. the only good thing here is that I know the concepts well, and I fully knew the paper (still fucked it up, because I'm so frickin slow while writing and time). and it hurts worse because there's not enough proof that validates my knowledge. which in turn makes me question if i actually do have any.
I am, in general, a person who does well in concepts but screws up the exams (70% of the time) and I'm trying, I'm trying to get myself out of this "exam paniK" that I often spiral into, just minutes before the exam. I hope I change and grow; I hope, I hope.
#im so sorry for this meltdown once again#so sorry#and for the paper - many people got 20#it was actually a very easy paper and yes 20 was doable#even i could've gotten a 20 had i not screwed up the way i did#and i feel so bad to even say “had i not screwed up...” the excuse sounds horrible to my ears#well what is done is done#i can only try better next time#this course might just end up being the easiest to get an A#let's hope that I don't fuck up this one too#after seeing my paper i just returned it and came back#and my friend was like “ok. why did u not ask them why you've lost so much when the concepts are all right there on your paper?”#and i was like “um so should i ask them?” she went “YES.”#but by the time i went back to the hall the TAs had left so i have to mail mine now#and im very worried that she wouldn't change the current grading#last time i missed an A in math by 1/2 marks and i don't want the same thing to happen this time 😔😔#oh god ONE good thing can help me right now please#ru's trying#JUST 1 good thing#just give me ONE#i was so out of sorts today i slept for ~5 hours during the day and missed my calc class#i deliberately missed it though bc i wasn't feeling up to mark#i regret not going but my brain simply said no we're not there atm so maybe it was for the better#once again im so so SO sorry for the meltdowns lately#it's been bad rains and cloudy days in my head for a while now#i hope for the sun soon
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This post sponsored by the youtube vid title I saw referring to Aqua as "mom" my teeth are set on edge and I'm eying it suspiciously because I DON'T trust it. I've seen that "oh, she's the mom-friend and the only one with her life together, just going around picking up the boys' messes" opinion too many times, I am hissing warily.
That's way too simplified, stop reducing her depth, she's much more complicated and also even inside the mom-energy she admittedly has, it's like. Hm.
She does have some mom-energy (affectionate) but I think she also has mom-energy (derogatory). Y'know?
#kh#aqua#I've been in writers block for a month#so I'm just thinking about the characters#and consuming a lot of KH media#to try and get back in the right headspace#so some aqua thoughts because the sun is down and it's time for rambling#the thing is I want to acknowledge how strong and skilled she is#but I also want to poke at all the mess I glimpse under the surface too#except the girls in KH get side-lined enough I don't want to come off#like I'm dismissing or undermining her you know? but#I have very complicated feelings on Aqua#from certain angles I see 'just-graduated-high-school' me#so I'm always playing the 'is this projection or is this an accurate reading of the text' game#...it's somewhere in the middle probably#she looks very put together most of the time#but then there's those handful of scenes#where she suddenly says something and I'm snapping my head to the side like '???'#'oh we're re-contextualizing EVERYTHING you're doing now'
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when i left work a few minutes past 4, the sunset was still happening and it wasn't very dark yet. i can almost feel my life returning.
#ooc ( bird noises )#the snow melted again so now mornings are pitch black but#we're getting there#just the fact that most of my workdays i get to see some daylight :')#the sun is coming back and we love her!!
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hey gayboy, tell me why evil sun is So? :keeptalkingily: what are his crimes, does he speak with gay little hand gestures, give me the Details
AHEJAHAJAHS HELLO BELOVED ^_^ I won't lie I used to find him kinda mid but in today's episode just Switched something in my brain. Something about his calm, collected voice very plainly stating that if Eclipse tries to do anything, he'll rip him to shreds.... UGHHHH IT HAD ME TWIRLING MY HAIR N GIGGLING FOR REALZIES HEJAHAJSHD
He's a pretty secretive and "speaks in riddles" kinda guy, so while we don't outright know everything he's done, he did very much tell us today that he 1) basically killed his Moon to take his knowledge because he thinks that his Moon just wasn't using it right, and 2) he has installed... something, into Eclipse's head painful style. We don't know what it is yet but he said that if he can do that to Eclipse, then he'll tell him how to maybe bring someone back from a dimensional collapse. Not that Eclipse had a choice either way LMAO
Before, I thought his collected mannerisms were a bit cheesy because it's so blatantly inspired by Evil Morty and it was like OOOOKAY MAN but he's actually shaping up to be pretty a damn interesting character!! He's more involved in the multiverse side of things and, considering he said he "reprogrammed" a bunch of the people in his dimension (<which, looking back, could be another blatant lie, like how he said he just made his Moon more "compliant"), he's just a very eerie presence.
He knows a lot and that leads to him being a very important person to talk to in most scenarios, but he also knows he's valuable to talk to, so he strikes these deals that people aren't thrilled about but usually just go "well. its this or I know absolutely jack shit" and it fascinates me.
#asks#anon#ALSO SIGHSSSS IN MY HEART HE DOES GAY LIK HAND MOTIONS BUT I DON'T THINK THE VA HAS EVER USED HIS VR HEADSET WHEN PLAYING HIM#so we just have to use our imaginations 💔 HSJAHSJ#BTW.#i don't think u know yet ??? but Solar (nice eclipse) is DEAD AS HELL RN#and died via dimensional collapse. hence why Eclipse was trying to get that info from evil Sun#and why /that/ happened is a whooole other story but Eclipse has been acting Weird (weirder than usual) ever since Solar died so we're all-#-under the assumption he's trying to bring Solar back. /why/ he would do that is pretty unknown rn but its still intriguing!#its all pretty fun rn tbh LOL#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#evil sun#sams evil sun#tsams evil sun#tsams spoilers#sams spoilers#< for the details w/ eclipse LOL
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woof woof what a week
#logbook#sooo tired and in sooo much pain. . .today really was the icing on top#i woke up in so much pain i went you know. whatever. i cant stress abt this and texted that id be late. . .#went in late AND left early cause id already worked my 40 hrs lol. .#had a good heart to heart with my heart coworker. . we both needed it. left feeling a lot more positive then i started this week off.#first day i also havent cried whrn ive gotten home so 👍 a win!#i dunno im just a lil uncomfy cause my fav coworker got promoted and idk how to talk to him anymore. .in my experience ppl who get promoted#turn their back on me/get all weird and sometimes confrontational. . .i trust him but. it just feels weird.#hes probably uncomfortable overall abt everything but it was a really weird week and today was kinda. .stagnant.#its ok my supe was nice to me for the first time all week. and i finished my projects.#im going to rest in the morning and then have lunch with a possible housemate. . .moved hike to sun so i can rest and not die#truly what a week. what a month tbh.#i havent had a break. sick work work sick#everybody else at work priveledged enough to do that. . .take breaks whatever. good for yall.#and now we're picking back up. delivery on monday. and ive got new prepricings and an old one i need to finish. and maps. and spreadsheets#and lots of plant lists. ..and follow ups and just. . . nope nope#its just me fighting this solo fight but thats ok. another week is done. time for feb.
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