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daz4i · 1 year

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mori bro now's your chance. his other ex-husband died man he has no one else to go to you should shoot your shot again come on bro

#SORRY #i miss fukumori. don't get me wrong i loved the old man yaoi divorce and old man yaoi widowing we had here #but maybe fukuzawa needs his other evil man back in his life. they're about to enter another custody battle too right?#let's go mori you can goad him into hate sex before it gets bad. i believe in you bro #bungou stray dogs #< half tagging to inflict this on more ppl but mostly tagging to keep us in the trending for longer uwu

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fauvester · 2 months

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nicktoonsunite's tigerghost haunting my brain

#IF I PUT IT INTO THE WORLD IT WILL STOP HAUNTING ME #thats a straightup lie bro i have a half finished fic in my gdocs #anyways thank you so much tumblr user NTU i missed my fave childhood shows n completely forgot about el tigre.. we are all tigreheads here #tigerghost #im not gonna put it in the fr tags. NOT my afternoon lecture sketches #AND THE GRUMPY ONE FELL IN LOVE WITH THE SUNSHINE ONE... AUGHH #i think theyve got such interesting parallels. especially re: living inbetween two extremes #ghost and human. hero and villain. a bit of a bisexual slay on both counts #plus Secret hero identity vs Public antihero alterego. interesting dynamics #also the Riveras >>>>> the Fentons.. let this nice mostly supportive loving family get a traumatized half ghost son in law #(and Jazz shes aight she can come too)#timmy you truly cannot raise an eyebrow you little punk you are happy domestic partners with a boygenius

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mashmouths · 13 days

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so i started this show and it just gets worse and worseeeee not only did it lift the romance subplot directly from twilight (and not well) but they also are trying to play the forbidden love angle hard in the fantasy racism vein except it's a "cross-species" relationship between the two whitest people i've ever seen in my life and there are three people of color in the whole (first season of the) show who aren't villains and it seems that every other episode (and sometimes ebery episode and sometimes twice an episode!) there is a man physically or magically subjugating a woman and i keep waiting for the big reveal at the end to be stolen from fucking rainbow rowell

#yes i read 'carry on' by rainbow rowell in middle school what else could you have possibly expected from me. anyway she gives me simon snow #vibes and not in a good way and she's even blonde while her british vampire boyfriend has dark dark hair and just. you will never be basil.#also i hate to be that guy but the writing has made me physically recoil and the acting almost reads as silly but mostly as middling :/ and #i wanted and expected more from matthew goode bc i really liked him in downton but i guess this is a 2018 bbc modern vampire fantasty serie #like i guess.#also there's SO much shit about bloodlines and maybe i'm gay with a blood disorder amd a family history of adoption but like. who fucking #careeessssssssss it ahould not be that serious. why is it that serious.#also the fantasy racism kind of reads like it's mesnt to be? homophobic adjacent? like there's a Lot of 'love who you love' talk going on #for the single most bland heterosexual relationship i've ever seen on a screen like there is so little chemistry? so little #anyway it's called 'a discovery of witches' and i'd recommend not watching it 🫶 or if you do then watch it on 1.5x speed #it's been decent background noise for knitting bc i kinda sorta care about the plot but if miss a chunk bc i'm in the lace chart zone i do #not care and i do not have to go back to catch it bc the writing is so transparent #there was another series it stole from that's escaping me atm but when i noticed it pissed me off a touch. hmm maybe it will come back to m #a post #do not watch this show #I REMEMBERED they wanted the juliette holding diana captive moment to be joaquin's 'i want to watch you fuck her' from sense8 SOOOOO BAD bu #it WASN'T bc they were too afraid to lean into anything that would make juliette interesting at all. for being all about the world's most #special blonde woman this show does not seem to like women very much. sad! well there's other shows #OH ALSO ALSO there are 3 magical 'creature' species which are witch + vampire + femon except the demons don't seem? to have any magical #abilities that humans don't have besides sensing the species of other creatures? like witches can cast spells and vampires do their various #vampire things but demons have nothing going for them except disproportionately high rates of homelessness and suicide?? like girl what are #we doingggggggg what are we doing here !! what's their deal why does no one care !! can they do anything or no !! god this show sucks

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monstermoviedean · 20 days

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something i've been missing in s12 (and somewhat s11) is those introspective solo moments when a character is alone and finally gets to process or express what they're feeling. dean's prayer scene in 08x16 comes to mind. or even a scene like the s10 confessional where they get to tell someone how they're feeling, even if it's a stranger. i know the emotion is there i just feel like i have to dig for it, and it's easy to lose track of just how much has happened with no time or space to deal.

#this is mostly about dean but i would happily take it for sam or cas or mary too #i think dean tends to benefit most from these moments and that's why he has more of them #like imagine if after seeing claire call jody he left a voicemail for mary that just said i miss you and i hope you're okay #and we got to see him sadly stare at the phone or the picture of the two of them #or maybe slide off his seat to sit on the floor with his knees drawn up #something to remind us how much he's going through #because it's so much and yet there's so much happening that it's easy to forget how deep these wounds are #dean hasn't had a break since season 8. he hasn't had a second to process anything that's happened since he took the mark #3 seasons ago!#and i think he should get a chance to work through some of it. on-screen.#it's not that the show is bad without it. it just feels a little hollow to me.#here look at the plot. don't worry what's underneath. yknow?#spn

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madamescarlette · 2 years

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don't you love when you're like, okay now I'm going to leave this sorrow in the old year so I don't turn into a crotchety bitter person over it, and then you walk on feeling all refreshed and bright no longer carrying it on your shoulders, but then the sorrow wanders after you like a child who was lost in the supermarket weeping its eyes out and it says to you where did you GO I was lost! I was lost and I missed you!!! and you can only sigh and take it by its hand and say to it very well. here's your seat. I'm sorry I left you behind, I promise it was with the best of intentions, but I want to do my best by you, so let's sit together and try to figure out what you're saying to me.

#thinking out loud #i'm truly like. ok i'm mostly fine i'm a little bit going through it because it's harshest month of winter and it's always weird this month #but i just think it's so funny that i have to be like OH you don't suddenly stop....hurting over something because you decided to!#if you were missing someone who was important to you two months ago by golly you probably still will two months from then!!#weird how that be! anyway #it's funny to me because it's like the opposite of object impermanence #i used to think i was all heart no head and that there's a part of me that went hard in the opposite direction to counteract that #but i am still as much as heart as i ever was except now i have my logical side going yip yip girl we gotta go!!! let's go!!!#and the heart is like holding up a shakey hand going oh lads you go on without me...i just need to catch my breath for like....15 years #anyway anyway. the narrative is indeed kind but that doesn't mean that it doesn't sting sometimes #but! we can do the best that we can and take our troubles by their hands and learn what we can from them and it will all be okay in the end #(i hope this post isn't too complainy or miserable. i may take it down later but i feel the need to say it somewhere.)#regardless of that. happy Friday my friends I love you all dearly bless you for being near me <3 <3

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oh-meow-swirls · 11 months

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i feel like there must be a gold mine of yo-kai watch stuff that my moms bought and then never actually gave to me.

i have this now-

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #it's just a novelization of the first anime episode meant for. level 2 readers i guess. whatever that means-#my yo-kai watch collection is growing without me even doing anything i haven't bought anything but the games #okay that's a lie i did buy my jibanyan and rudy plushies. but other than that-#i have the jibanyan baddinyan n robonyan medal moments figures courtesy of my moms buying them years ago #when dollar tree sold yo-kai watch stuff (i miss those days)#that one jibanyan feature you can pose and change the expression of with stickers also courtesy of dollar tree #a bunch of medals courtesy of blind bags i got for my birthday and also a yo-kai watch that i got at the same time #i have a komasan figure that's like the jibanyan one somewhere. and a jibanyan figure you can switch to baddinyan. also from dollar tree #oh i have a komajiro medal moments figure from one of my elementary school friends who liked yo-kai watch. okay we weren't really friends #we were kinda friends. we mostly just bonded over liking yo-kai watch and never talked beyond that-#god i miss those days 😔#oh right i also bought the manga volumes i have myself. still need the others. should probably put them on my wishlist #anyways. yea i didn't buy 90% of my yo-kai watch merchandise-#also those medal blind bags basically just got me a bunch of snotsolong. i got like five. i got a lot of other stuff too #but i have so many snotsolongs. five different snotsolong wanted to be my friend i guess-#i have no use for the yo-kai watch tbh. it's way too loud 😔#cool to have tho

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lunarharp · 11 months

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lazy scribbling of my baldur's gate 3 characters

#*emerges from 430 HOURS of life-changing playtime blearily like a lost and confused kitten*#i lost my interest in drawing bc everything is too sad & horrible right now. it was a luxury and privilege to lose myself in this instead #what follows will be my personal and trivial emotions about that #i'll do better proper drawings later. for me. they are both so very dear to me... deeply dear...unforgettable journeys of fate #truly have played like one possessed for the past few weeks. you have no idea. what do i do now. what do i do.#their personalities are so vivid to me though they mostly made the same choices. both intersex and they/them - canonically <3 #i missed out on FOUR PARTY MEMBERS in my first playthrough due to not understanding anything whatsoever.#gloaming ended up with wyll and pavane romanced karlach and astarion. and ended up with the one i did NOT plan on. this wasnt the plan #one of the most fulfilling romance paths i've ever..i cant say more..it all got too immersive and now i have to just.. MOVE ON ??????????#live in THIS world where i can't gut imperialism personally and emerge alive from that?#without Long Resting? without my character requesting a kiss from their beloved after a tough day ??#without preparing my little spells? without channelling divinity from my death god to keep us all alive?#without dyeing my man's clothes fancy colours for him? without him Approving whenever i lie and double-cross our enemies #without sharing clothes with my ex? without choosing to eat the heavy food first so that the weight is easier on her Carrying Capacity?#without orchestrating ways for all of my friends to kill the abusers that ruined their lives for a decade or even 200 years?#without experiencing degrading horrors on a daily basis but in a cathartic way where we always make it back to our rooms at the inn #WITHOUT SPEAK WITH ANIMALS???????????#at least there's music. just like with persona 5 that will always be with me. always #like how p5 melodies take me back to those feelings. those rich and personal feelings.... BUT THIS WAS A WAY MORE NUTS EXPERIENCE #i thought i would hate it. i did at times. thought it would desensitise me to various things. it did. but there was so much more..it was...#Well anyway *continues my life* imagine if dnd was real..something to think about

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derpinette · 9 months

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english used to be the normie filter & how you could tell someone was a Trve Internethead but after the DAMNED 2020 quarantine for obvious reasons EveryBody & They Momma is acceptably fluent so now i have to learn swedish or something. -_-

#already been spending time this past year & a half i only need someone to actually speak it with IRL for maximum efficiency #technically i want to say 2019 people were already turning to english at least in my city. 7 year old me would be so happy but #ARRRRRRGHHHHHHH #YOU ARE POSERS I HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON WITH YOU & I NEVER WILL. has me feeling so ♯DECEIVED #native english speakers will probably never understand this feel #speaking english now is just as cringe as i thought being francophone was a decade ago Yes even as a child i was against normies #i was forcibly taught.by my millennial older brother i had no choice but to abide by that line of thought & so here i am today #well he was right. not anymore he ain't but he used to be #but technically you can say this new wave of self taught anglophones are going against the current & remnants of colonialism so well #it is a good thing objectively i just miss the ease of recognizing Real back in the day TT_TT like you just KNEW they shared your interests #& weirdness they knew your references it said something about what their social status likely was too ETC ETC. But not anymore...#i enjoyed it tho i had a bestfriend whom i mostly spoke english with & we were known for it we were outcasts #i distinctly remember this fag who got so mad at us & harassed us for it during middle school recess. like fluency was a bad thing #we were not even gossiping about him Altho we should have been. & that was the best part is that it was a barrier #so you could talk about anything out loud & nobody would be able to understand you & at the time it was just us & our older siblings #+their friends

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vivitalks · 5 months

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guys i genuinely don't know what to do. my quirky little destiel fic which was already far too long to begin with now has a second smaller fic nested inside of it and somehow the second smaller fic is the absolute crackfest of this supernatural/tazamnesty crossover where dean lowkey hooks up with barclay the bigfoot and i don't KNOW what to DO. do i cut the scene. do i post it separately. do i post it separately but ALSO leave it in the fic. do i just pretend like barclay is an OC i made up and all the references to the fictional town of kepler west virginia are incidental. WHAT IS THE MOVE HERE

#stuff #THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT THIS IS NOT WHAT I PLANNED #i think that i have no choice but to post the dean/barclay section separately as its own thing #because i don't want to tag the destiel fic as a whole as being a taz crossover when it's relaly just the one scene #but i don't want the very small niche audience of spn/tazamnesty crossover enjoyers to miss out on this goofy little thing #mostly for categorization purposes. they need to be separate #BUT THEN WHAT DO I DO ABOUT THAT SCENE IN THE ORIGINAL FIC #it was supposed to be like a 'oh dean's a repressed bisexual how can we unrepress him I Know let's give him a hot stranger man'#'and see what he does'#but then i had too mjuch fun and the hot stranger became bigfoot and i can't go back but i dont want to have to write this shit AGAIN #i get very bored writing sexuality crisis/internal sexuality realization scenes #like ughhhh just be cool with it who cares #this one was only fun because it was dean and BARCLAY TAZAMNESTY #and i cant do that shit again #you know what would be even fucking FUNNIER but would never happen #god. i can't do this. but dean/duck newton would be so funny just sosososo funny #the strong desire to write a legitimate tazamnesty/spn crossover case fic type deal is slowly taking over me #i need to be free #of my MIND PRISON #i'm going to watch jane the virgin. DON'T text.

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sagittariangirl27 · 8 months

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This reminds me of one of my first tumblrs. I started with erotic art, and ended up finding myself. I will be back here soon.

#ok a couple things #not scrolling yet #because I don't wanna get sad #BUT #well for one everything looks like a penis to me right now omggg #I have used my vibe a couple times but mostly I just sit in the feeling #also #I fucking forget how much I LOVE this industry until I get back into it #why do I DO this!?#I just got my boudoir photos back #they are so good #we slapped that shit together and I was a hot mess and they still look fantastic #it's really cool that we used the vintage camera and that they were developed by hand #I've almost gotten to the excited anticipation stage #I've never felt this disconnected #I wonder if my telepathy worked #lol #I am doing all of the things #because I know that's what he would want me to do #and for me too #but fuck I miss that man more than anything #I have really learned to be truly alone #good news is I like myself #so that's cool #bad news is that I need to feel like a hot girl again #that's only bad news because do you know how much work it takes to be a hot girl!?#but it's my favorite thing to do in the world #I have come full circle back to self 🧘🏼‍♀️💋

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scuddle-bubble101 · 20 hours

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Puuuuud!!! I missed you guys

(Sorry I haven’t interacted much ^_^;)

Oh hey Lumina-BHRYBGRHVRUVNRUVNRHJNVIJRNHBGHFHVGNFV

#serif talks #we missed you toos! (mostly me)#been mostly just taking it easy if I am honest #its been a tough recovery road but were making headway on it.#the feeling to not be able to feel like you can do something that you have ALWAYS done for the near part of most of your life?#It was jarring- nearly brought me down to my knees #I love what I do- It is the very passion that has got me through so much pain. but for a few good weeks- I didn't want to draw #I had no energy for it- I would think constantly and just- the drive wasn't there #the love of it wasn't there #started to spiral into hating my art-style again- but I'm kind a back?? for the most part #I may still not post much- Haven't been completely ready to #but I'm here if you'll have us :]#sorry this got long- Hope your week was at least better than mine!!

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faarkas · 17 days

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september quickly becoming the month of the 😀 emoji

#hil.txt #i have to start taking my blood pressure when i get home bc i’ve been stage 1 hypertensive every time my grandpa makes me test my blood #pressure LOL #today it was 135/88 i think and that’s uh. not so good. it might be related to the fact that i had a cold brew earlier.#but yesterday it was like 134/76 iirc and that’s like. barely better #but it rly freaked him out he was like UHHH THATS TOO HIGH FOR YOU ARE YOU FEELING OKAY and i was like IM FINE IM FINE #IT WAS PROBABLY A MISTAKE ITS OK (😬) and he was like idk about that 🤨#sigh. i want to be home with my cats so bad. and the dog. mostly eric GIVE ME MY COMPANION RIGHT NOW #my mom said he’s been surviving valiantly but he misses me ;__________; (he falls asleep on me every night at 10:30. clockwork. and if i #stay up he just sits and waits for me to finally go to bed.)#anyway i have not been this stressed out in a long time we r thriving sooo hard #earlier grandpa brought up my uncle and how he kermitted the other year and i told him we had his ashes and he lit up ;_;#anyway. i need to go home and take my meds so fucking bad. and play dinosaur game. GIVE ME THE NEW DINOSAUR MAP RIGHT NOW #just one more week………. 😭

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delicatetaysversion · 1 month

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okay ventpost time im bored and my period is late

#my mother is leaving AGAIN #to stay with my father #bhai mujhe nahi rehna akele i don't want to parent my brother #i don't want to cook or stress about what to eat and clothes and laundry and literally buying vegetables every few days #well all these things are just surface level but i REALLYYYYY do not want to live alone with my thoughts #i want to study i can't just study on my phone with no adult mere sarr pe khade hoke asking ki itna tv #kyu dekh rahi hai kya hua class kyu nahi attend kari #kar liya try bhai call me immature and childish and pathetic and dependent and undisciplined whatever but mere bas ki baat nahi hai #also ooooh listen to my moms great solution: she'll stay there and dad will come!! to live with us two!! alone!! haha.#it's sk fucking sad and repetitively traumatizing ki i don't even know how to react #my sister is the only kid both my parents like when she stays home things are mostly calm and happy #they dote on her they tolerate us #and they should i love her too but now i feel like crying because i don't want her to stay back just for me??? my stupid mental health??#she's doing enough by staying here till rakhi just because i asked her begged her to not leave me alone mami ke side #she could've fucked off and gone to live her life 10 days ago #it's not fair #the person i love and want to live with.. if she stays she's miserable and her being miserable mskes me miserable #i just. i miss her so much. she already feels so distant and busy and then she'll go abroad and totally forget about me right #who doesn't need all this constant depression holding you back weighing you down when you're living your best life #i hate that there's no solution i just have to grow up and be okay with it #i already got more time with her than i thought she stayed home like 2 years extra cause of covid #3 actually #ab why am i crying it was a good day #also i don't want to make it all about me but like. idk when i was picturing my adult life i was thinking like #night clubs and gay bars and beaches at night #i never factored in real factors like the horrifying fucking country we live in 💀💀#it's just it was the only thing that kept me going the promise of a better future #but now what.#and like #it's feels so stupid now the fact that i sometimes want to like

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angerygoomba · 1 month

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getting into bob ross again cause of jet set radio. the pipeline is real.

#jetsetradio.live #bob ross #jet set radio live #jet set radio #jet set radio future #jsr #jsrf #jsrl #sega #shoutout the channel 7 on jetsetradio.live tv #shoutout jetsetradio.live tbh #getting me back into listening to music #i havent listened to new music in so long i feel like im losing a part of myself #but with this website its kinda making me remember that theres no rush and i can do it at my own pace #cause really i was holding myself back cause i felt like i had to do all these arbitrary things i dont feel like explaining rn #and with work it felt like i had no time to just sit down and really enjoy it all the way through #but i have so many songs that i want to listen to and its ok to just listen without too much thought #and i can listen to what i want when i want and im still learning more about what that means since i started ''listening to music'' ~8y ago #which is really as far as id say i started trying to seek out music instead of listening to whatever was put on in the car #or when i would flip through the channels of/listen to the cds my parents had bought on the radio/cd player we had #the stations were mostly very scratchy for reasons im not educated enough to know #but when you find that one channel that plays the music cleanly its so magical #miss that thing so much #this is really a trojan horse post #lolz #goombs big day in #secret goomb thot #😱

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barkingangelbaby · 5 months

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wanna play the sims soooo baaaaad but bg3 takes up so much space I can't update it </3 maybe I'll ask N to help me clean out some stuff bc I simply Do Not Know things about computers lmao

#rAMbles #I'm also mourning my laptop that stopped working three years ago again #mostly bc i had so many interesting academic pdfs saved that i didn't appreciate in college and want to read again #i gotta try to remember that one website that has SOOOO many experimental films on it that i used my university's library login for...#i wonder if I'd still have access to it #maybe I'll reach out to my old professor and ask if he has any new site recommendations #j**** r******* you will forever be one of the best professors I've ever had!!!!#omg one day we just drew on 10ft of 35mm and he played it through a projector.. man that was a cool day #lemme dig up my notes from that class and research all the artists he shared again..#I'm thinking about his notes saying the work i created in his class was on par with grad level work and... auuuughhh i miss making video art #i was so spoiled using 4k cameras and professional mics and access to several video editing programs #time to ask N to find me rips of them i think :) i loved editing i was just too high and depressed in college to make more work #ugh maybe I'll ask my friend if i can use her mac so i can transfer some work i have on my mac only harddrive onto a flashdrive.. hmm...#okay rambling done i just really miss being a video artist #i lied last thought.. i really want to make a documentary again #OKAY BYE

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imagineagreatadventure · 6 months

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as someone who enjoys almost all of the characters in asoiaf the "anti-this character" stuff just really baffles me to the nth degree. like you don't have to love them or like them that much or find them interesting, i think we all have certain characters we enjoy more than others (like give me more of that dolorous edd meta guys cmon) but just why when i go to the for you, half of what shows up is "anti-this character" and "anti-this other character" (also usually both women)??? like guys save your energy for the characters you love. life is truly too short for this.

#also i know 90% of it is shipping bs but sometimes i see it with catelyn too and that always grinds my gears #every character is human like and flawed on some level #even my girl brienne (this is a joke)#like these are impossible scenarios these characters are being put through #of course they're going to go a little off the rails or even batshit #and act poorly #or make unwise decisions #or their blessed virtue is going to end up being their fatal flaw #like that's the point!!!!#for an anti-war story everyone does seem to miss the fucking point omg #also not making this rebloggable bc nope #not inviting that into my home thank you <3 #like i don't mind meta discussing a characters flaws that's interesting - half of the jaime shit i read is trashing on him (mostly w/love)#but we all know there's a difference #and i know i can tag block but it's just sooooo annoying that this is so predominant even in these post GoT days like let me live

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