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^^Tags are what dr0gs I headcanon drv3 characters would use 😼 headcannons I made a few months ago with @d322a
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#> what /pos#please please tell me what your headcanons were#OKAY SO.#Rantaro is a HEAVY weed smoker#grows his own weed LOL#Korekiyo does cocaine.#we have like fake names for all the characters#and kiyo is kokaino#...#i think thats self explanitory LMAO#okay the kaito one is funny#he wants to be cool but is scared to do it so he snorts straight up DUST#if hes feeling fancy hell bring out the moon dust#Shuichi is a chain smoker.#10 packs a day#maki likes her wine and liqour#fancy gal#Miu and Kokichi#uh#everything.#LIKE FROM BASIC POWDER TO THOSE DEATHLY PLANTS.#angie is on some heavy hallucination plant she gets from the island#ryoma does the basics#like cocaine cigs whiskey that stuff#kirumi likes to drink with maki#keebo takes motor oil LMAO#gonta no no can do hes a gentleman#i lowkey forgot abt kaede tenko tsumugi and hiiko#and my friend isnt answering grrr#but uhn...yeah!! hope you enjoy LMAO
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finished hazbin hotel and what the fuck it's actually kind of??? good???
#random thoughts#i like it at least#the finale is SO GOOOOOOOD OH MY GOD#sir pentious going to heaven? alastor's solo? LILITH DROP???#like there are A LOT of things that could have been done better#like how vaggie as a character is very one-note and how angel's abuse is handled could DEFINITELY be better#especially considering how they handle pentious's gang rape (like tf)#but to be fair that joke was more a play on pentious's cowardice. the joke was more about how him bowing out of flirting escalated#rule of three's and all that#but god. when adam's mask cracked it DEFINITELY made me realize i thought that was just his face#'you only live because i let you' is such a petty way to phrase mercy#i DEFINITELY need to watch some analysis videos because am i missing stuff??? is it secretly bad???#yknow besides all the stuff with the creator which like. idr everything she did that was a shitshow#but like even the rape jokes are pretty mild for an adult comedy? they got rid of most of the offensive jokes pretty fast huh#most adult cartoons the first season or so is dedicated to the most offensive jokes before The Plot takes over#vaggie being an angel btw. not sure how to feel about that#i like how they handled it because it leans into the whole 'redemption' theming but like. feels very 'we need a conflict!'#which like i do appreciate because vaggie and charlie's relationship is too smooth sailing. throw some rocks in there#also 'i named you after the best thing: vaginas' is. hilarious actually. was that planned? or was that retconned in?#sir pentious as a character wasn't really. there enough in the latter half of the season for me to really feel anything about his death#like i liked him! very pathetic man. love his character design. but i think they should have alternated episodes#instead of just making the first few all about him#also his death was too sudden for me to feel particularly bad about. was convinced it was a fake out death#LOVE the ship callback tho. love me some chekhov's gun#btw i knew. literally nothing about hazbin hotel going into this. was watching the pilot like 'wait is this a musical'#bitsy. thingy. whatever her name is. fucking love her. PLEASE give her more knives.#fucking LOVE lucifer are you kidding? all that set-up for him to be a typical adult cartoon neglectful father and he's???#he fucking LOVES charlie holy shit. someone get this man some better communication skills stat#also? love his design. the prevalence of white really makes you remember he was the light bringer#hell
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Karen has four older brothers and this is Ross! He's the second oldest and he looks rather polite and smiles a lot and when he's at work he can behave most of the time... but he really has such a foul mouth it puts Right to shame.
And Karen when she was a kid couldn't pronounce S's and they sounded like Z's. So when her brothers would be leaving for school she would say "enjoy zool" and just. Could NEVER say Ross's name correctly so he told her to just call him Oz. And it stuck but only with Karen. She's the only one to use it and no one else is allowed.
#my characters#also fun fact she has decided to legally rename him for when shes mad at him#so instead of yelling his full proper name#she will yell OSWALD THOMAS WILSON which is the fake first name but actual middle/last#and its just thats a guy that she wouldnt want to admit to knowing if she saw him in public#hes actually p short so yeah hes a short king#the oldest bro and the second youngest are both taller#the middle middle is basically the same height as him so karen really is just the wittle bab#and all her brothers are super protective of her bc thats their baby sister#she does however have a strong sense of I GOTTA PROTECT THE MIDDLE GUY#so she is kinda used to standing up for older guys just bc of he#but it comes into being a problem when she meets rick and is like fuck it he may be older but#he is too kinda for this world and also theres no way i can love him hes basically a baby brother#and she will pick on him but also would absolutely throw hands for him#and and i know the tags are long as is but eventually karen and rick move past the whole youre like a brother vibe#and they become very good friends - still zero romance involved - but she starts to treat him less like a family member#and it makes him feel less awkward and in turn he feels more open to joke sometimes#cause for a long while rick is just this is really awkward and i wish we would stop matching on dating apps but she wont leave me alone#so its rude to turn her down when she offers a friendly drink to check up on me#but its actually karen being protective older sister mode despite being the youngest of five#this is the most i have managed to draw in like two weeks i think#now im super tired bye
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🎬: About Es being a past prisoner and the secret 11th prisoner in your AU. But advance apologies if I'm overstepping into your AU!
I had this idea from a story that pretty much did the same thing. Going off there are novels/manga on Milgram and there being another Es and their own prisoners running another Milgram (but differently) I imagine this Milgram projects has been going on for a while, and our Es was from a previous project who might have gotten the worst verdict (or the most spared out of everyone), and was given this final task as a warden for the next group of prisoners. This is why they so readily agreed and had their memories wiped for this Milgram project instead of being weary on a shady project on judging an almost crime, they've already been through this.
(BTW is it bad and worrying for one of our ten fav prisoners to be the next Es if this is legit...)
Anyway, that's why Es is in Milgram in your AU, I guess? And the lore drop that Kotoko picks up on them being the 11th prisoner, I can imagine her also talking to Kazui since he's a policeman to see if she could cross out any theories on who Es is (Did they look familiar. Possible missing child. Any cases to do with an almost crime by a child other than the 10 of them here). Kazui knows Kotoko wants to investigate, but reminds her that, like in their prison while the trial is on, the facilities they're in have high security too. They do have the freedom to move about, but still limited.
If they're trying to investigate Es, maybe Fuuta, Kotoko and Mikoto can try to do the hacking on the comp Mikoto's allowed to use to Photoshop some shots for the MVs and photos (Fuuta and Kotoko seem to be able to search up info they need I think...). Yuno, Mahiru and Muu can work on charming the staff to see if they can spill more deets on Milgram. Not sure how much the group can gather, but oh boy fun times in Milgram can turn into another sort of stress in this AU...
No worries!! Like I said before, this whole au has been a fun collaborative project, so there's no overstepping :) I am sorry I won't be writing a lot on the ending until we get more info, but that's just the perfectionist in me who doesn't want to be proven wrong 😅 Still, I love tossing around and digging into ending scenarios, I really love this!
Because that would make a lot of sense why they're so willing to subject themself to the whole experiment! They remember how tough their experience was, and are confident they can care for the new set of prisoners while doing their job. I'm imagining they get the opportunity to return as guard, and get to have a nice talk with their own guard first. Once they fully understand what it's like, they're know they can handle it and sign up. It adds a bit of drama, too, since they must have been really young committing their crime in order to complete a years-long experiment prior to this one. They would have been like 10? Oof. (Now I wanna see their three trial songs 👀)
And like you said, that also brings up the question of the new warden. Though I think it's based on verdict results, I can just picture Jackalope keeping an eye on everyone during filming. He studyies their interactions and personalities, keeping his own set of notes on who would make a good successor. (I'm not going to go through every character but there are pros to any choice, it's very fun picturing them all taking the job.) Haha, on the other hand, maybe the reason Kotoko keeps bringing up her role as Es' partner/bringer of justice is because she did discover the truth. She drops as many hints as possible so she can be chosen next 😅
Ooh, I love her working with Kazui on an investigation! The fact that eh may know details on recent crimes (and almost-crimes) is super fun to work with. He's the last person who's going to spill a secret, so the group could go several trials without realizing Kazui had actually heard all about their situation this whole time.
(Getting sidetrack for a sec, I'm suddenly realizing that he and Kotoko may have heard things about the crimes in canon, too. They're a bit unclear about how much time passed between the murders and arriving to Milgram, so maybe he heard some things. I don't know how well-connected Tokyo police departments are, but Yuno, Fuuta, Muu, and Shidou are all nearby. There's definitely a chance he caught word of the vigilante nearby, and she heard about the odd policeman's suicide. Both of them could have heard about the tragic housefire, the disgraced doctor, or horrible schoolgirl murder nearby.)
Anyway, I like that idea of Kazui wracking his brain for any similar cases. Though, if he had, Milgram may have had the foresight to wipe parts of his memory, too. Maybe he does end up using his call to reach out to Hinako and have her look into it from the outside. Sadly, Kotoko seems the type to sacrifice her personal call to reach out to a connection who can help as well. I'll have to think about how closely Jackalope monitors those calls, hm.
I'm going crazy over prisoner investigation team !! Kotoko and Fuuta had the online knowledge to find some good info, and Mikoto and Kazui seem like they'd have a huge network of people they can ask for info and favors from. Haha, I'm torn whether Mahiru would have flirting down to a science or if she'd refuse to do it since it wasn't real love 😂 Still, she's very good at reading people and could definitely help the others charm and bribe their way into some restricted areas. Amane and Haruka can also charm with their innocence/cuteness (though I'm not sure Amane would). Shidou seems very organized, he'd have a plan and backup plan and backup-backup plan ready, no matter what happens. I think it's even funnier, then if Milgram had run several experiments prior. Jackalope would think this was just another runthrough, and for the first time the ten subjects decided to organize together and Cause Problems.
I think there's a beautiful irony in a story featuring ten prisoners planning a jailbreak to save the prison guard...
#milgram#as always thank you for sending 🎬!! these are so fun and big brained ough#lol yeah a fun fact about me is im Such a stickler for canon even in aus like this#the pain of writing a mahiru x boyfriend fic and doing the whole thing without ever saying his name 💀#so i wrote the last chapter of the au as vague as possible so that it had a nice ending but i may go back to make things more accurate when#t3 ends and we (hopefully) find out who es is#i love that this eases some of the pain knowing that es knew exactly what they were getting into :')#and wont be too fucked up upon getting their memories back since they knew it was faked#while also adding extra angst that theyve been there for so long -- theyve spent so much of their childhood within milgram#i was just recently looking at that post about their character locations and had it all marked out on a map#i swear i dont just know that off the top of my head asdfsd#i never realized kazui and kotoko would have outside knowledge >:0#i really love that concept#between the ten of them they hit so many skill sets -- theyve got the brain and the brawn and the people skills#theyve got intimidation and innocence#theyve got the experience of 40yos and up-to-date kids#theyd be unstoppable -- rip jackalope 😂😂😂#lights camera sing your sins#ask
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Okay so basically the United States MINT of all people is going to be working with DC to make a line of coins! These coins sadly won't be in circulation (the things I would do to live in a world where I could get Batman coins from the supermarket) as they're collectors coins, but will be releasing over the course of the next 3 years, 2025-2027.
Designs haven't been released yet (the same is true for all 2025 designs) but we know there will be 9 coins in total (3 each year) with the first year featuring (of course!!!) Superman, Batman, and Wonder Woman.
Although we know the first three heroes to be featured, the remaining six have yet to be decided, and it turns out the Mint is putting out a survey on their site to gauge which of a group of culturally significant heroes people want to see most! (link to the form is mentioned in the article above)
The considered group includes: Supergirl, the Flash, Green Arrow, Black Canary, Captain Marvel, John Stewart GL, Aquaman, Hawkman, Jamie Reyes BB, Robin (Damian?), Cyborg, and Batgirl, of which 6 will be selected.
As someone who does a bit of coin collecting myself (mainly circulation coins like the quarters sets, but I also have a couple proof and collectors coins) I think this is a really cool and interesting idea that showcases the history of the comics medium and these characters and their influence on American culture. Really excited to wait and see what the designs look like for the coins already announced!
#ABSOLUTELY INSANE TO ME#sorry just. only thing that could make this crazier is if these were circulating. i would fucking die actually lmao#i mean you could buy something with one of these legally but like youre an idiot if you do that so likeeee#someone showing up with the solid gold superman collector coin and its only legally worth a dollar lmao#not that someone would do this but future generations/archeologists finding a coin in some ruins and it just has like. batman on it#amazing to me#also just the transition from us currency having all fake people (lady liberty some random native american guy etc.) and then going to real#people and presidents then expanding that to honor people that they believe should be honored (think the harriet tubman coin set right now)#and representing beauty and innovation and culture through representation of the states#only through that lens to swing back around and have fake people on the coins again in the form of the freaking dc trinity. insane to me#no one ever gets me when im nerding out over coins its okay. at least its not postage stamps (i actually do have some special postage stamps#its like 1 sheet though it was for the 2017 eclipse and the image changes from totality to the moon with the heat of your finger theyre so#cool okay) anyways i like dont really know that much abt coins lol i originally saw a post abt this on reddit 💀 lol and had to check this#was real which is insane. anyways my dad got my all my coin stuff ive got a proof set from the year i was born albums to hold the 50 states#and national parks (america the beautiful but its 90% natl park designs lets be honest here) quarter collections as i find them irl#(dont have an album for us women yet sadly but do have some of the coins) as well as a few dimes and other circulation albums i havent used#much. and then i have a few collectibles like the hubble telescope $1 coin the 50th anniversary apollo 11 one and the 2021 anniversary peace#dollar. though like not the gold ones or anything like that lol but yeah. i talk abt coins every once and a while with friends and i know#things but then my dad is in the car and its like nevermind lol.#also put a ? after damian's name bc theres a chance it could be dick and they just used the wrong picture. because some of the character#bios had names but his didnt and seemed very dick grayson (acrobatics mention “batman's partner” etc) but not so specfic exclude either one#and the pick was damian. but then the ollie pick was goateeless for some reason so who knows#culturally dick is more important but dami is current so idk#dc comics#blah#ive really been learning so much today. first all in announcement and subsequent leaks and now this. what a ride#also love how im anticipating and know future comics things lol. when did that happen haha. ive really transitioned from only reading back#issues and never knowing current events to following a lot of releases lol and somehow finding out about the freaking coin collection...#crazy how that happens#cant scroll up at that first image without losing it a bit still actually. what a world we live in. anyways take your bets who is gonna be
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#my post#personally the only issue I have is that it makes me seem like more of a How Do We Relationship fan than I am#the miwa is after Miwa ofc but I didn't use this avatar from the start it's morelike. A coincidence a Funny Occurrence that I use her as pf#you know? Like I'm just saying I'm not caught up at all (really I haven't read much manga atall in the last year or so) n I definitely#give off vibes like I'm into it currently and know anything about it but I don't I'm a fake fan I just think miwa is cute#and when I saw this picture of Miwa I was like I could use this as a pfp it fits the vibe. Also my name#I guess I haven't gone into this that much but the miwa in my name is actually from the longer#'miwasakurai' which I started using as a username for stuff and uses names from yuri characters#and I kinda just decided when I was making my Tumblr to inherit the miwa from that name into this name#so in a roundabout way I'm saying that this acc is more named after my name than being named after Miwa the character#and idk I also kind of use miwa as like a name for myself but ofc that's also inspired by the username inspired by the char#so like do you get what I mean? At a glance this is a HDWR fan account but.. really it's kind of a coincidence#also I haven't used my last avatar for like idk 14 months so you'd really have to be an OG to even know what it is lol#I also used another one before that for a while. It's the same page just the other panel of the girl
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I watched this two hour long vid on cannibalism in media and I gotta say it was so refreshing to watch 2 hours of content that at no point whines about """"problematic"""" aspects of media like anyone watches CANNIBALISM on screen and decides to EAT PEOPLE about it and then got treated to a bunch of OTHER taboo subjects being brought up in a thoughtful, media analysis way that was interesting and beautifully written and delivered. They've got some stuff on Lolita that I think would be worth the watch because I won't get a 2 hour lecture on how fucking 12 year olds is bad as if the writer of the novel didn't know that and wrote that guy as a fucked up nasty on purpose and it's not the books fault creeps decided it was a romance because they've got piss poor reading comprehension, or movie comprehension, or idea comprehension depending on what Lolita media they got into or even just heard about.
I gotta say after years of "if you READ INCEST you want to FUCK YOUR SISTER" on Tumblr it was a delight for the creator to skip that bullshit and get into what incest in media REPRESENTS. Also no accusations of "glorifying" anything when the definition of that for those that use that term is "depicts X Bad Thing in Any Way I Don't Like (which is EVERY way)." Finally some good fucking media analysis that doesn't try and hand me a lecture about how Murder Is Bad as if people kill people because they watched it on TV one time and it totally altered their entire morality system because that's how these types think "problematic" shit in media works because they're sad little babies who need moral lessons spelled out for them like media for 6 years olds since adults obviously can't be trusted to think Bad Things in media ARE in fact not good.
#winters ramblings#call me by your name cropped up and i was like if i hear ONE MORE THING about that problematic age gap ill LOSE IT#its not that i disagree but for fucks sakes can you at least analyze the ACTUAL movie and not your thoughts in the characters ages please#and the amount of horror stuff that came up i half expected a lecture on that too and didnt get one like THANK you#we ALL know cannibal Holocaust is an awful racist movie witH ACTUAL animal death but do we seriously need a lecture on “glorifying” death#or murder or whatever the fuck because thats what that movie CLAIMS to criticize by doing the exact shit theyre criticizing#but ACTUALLY killing those animals not fake killing them like normal movies but still horror doesnt glorify murder for fucks sake#and if youre so BRAIN DEAD you cant watch a movie about fucked up subjects without shrieking about Bad Things then#do us ALL a favor and stick with steven universe from what i watched it was good and its for kids so youll get all the moral lessons#you desire. then go watch other kids media if you cant be fucking trusted to read about cannibalism or incest or murder or whatever#without IMMEDIATELY being concerned you or someone else will Do The Bad Movie or TV or Book Things because people dont have brains i guess#you just pour Hannibal in there and now were all professional chefs eating people who were rude to us thats how media works I guess
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Missing expectations by 50% lol. It's almost like making a fourth game in a franchise (and only direct sequel) without leveraging and relying on the franchise material that came before it leaves an audience feeling extraordinarily....meh. Why would I recommend this to someone who knows the world, and the older games, and wants that same experience of building a setting? On the other hand though, why would I recommend to someone new that they get involved in a franchise that has just decided to abandon all the previous material? Aside from the extreme disappointment they'd feel getting back to 4 after playing the others (if they even get the itch from the game itself, which could be a long shot considering it gives you no incentive for curiosity and would be relying on the strength of the setting itself, which is admittedly huge!!! and why the result we got here is so damn disappointing...), we all now know that Nothing Matters. What incentive is there to continue? What will they get next? Another excruciatingly limiting title that parades itself around as a "role playing" game while actually offering only a painfully narrow character with virtually no branching choices, and has little to no reactivity?
If I wanna watch a movie while I play my videogames, I'll play a quantic dreams title, thanks. Rug pulling an RPG is crazy lol. We can TELL when it's a lie, we're literally playing the game. Love to see a "she would not fucking say that" and it's my own player character lmao. And the rated M game is fun little jaunt where we all say "thank you for saying that," never have real interparty conflict (or really, any high stakes at all), can't express ourselves in any way other than Valid and Supportive, spend a not insignificant amount of dialogue ensuring we all know our pirates are good ethical hero folks, don't ever even get to sympathize with the villain because this is a rated M game and it very serious and not at all a Disney movie, and oh, you'll never guess this, but the rated M game is completely sexless -- we just blink at each other in three different convos before we go 😟😳🥹 I love you!!! My hero!! Like it isn't about the sex itself, it's about the willingness to be, idk, gross or uncomfortable etc (and in this case pacing lol). This game feels like it's hiding things preemptively so as to avoid causing "offense" like it's...pearl clutchy to me, in a way, or at least, trying to ensure that pearl clutcher is the most comfortable they can possibly be. And like I'm sorry but idc about them, this isn't about them, this is dragon age lol. Rated M for Misinformation smdh...
#it's crazy bc like. bw has pretty much always gotten praise for the world building of the games#even something like me3 the issue there was how they took that sandbox and pigeonholed it which made it feel pointless and bad#which uhhhh. huh. totally not relevant at all .....#(not to mention the lack of a Third Option and shep was either Good or Mean...again. Relevant lol but it's even worse this time)#but the character work has always been praised! issues like the trans woman in mark of the assassin dlc (im so sorry idr her name 😭)#werent about the character work.... it was fundamentally Bad politics. so why enshrine it in your game#understandably here they tried to avoid such a minefield. but to overcorrect into completely spineless characterisation is...bad#and it also required the sanitization of the world itself which strips it of complication and color and means we as the player and audience#have extremely little to engage with. all that there is is The Fight. we are Beating The Bad Guy. and nothing else is happening. and nothin#about it is complex. it is cut and dry. so there's nothing to engage with. and no one has any particularly strong feelings on anything#and the result of a world filled with boring people where nothing strange complicated or interesting is happening..... is a boring setting#which is. fucking. crazy. it's BONKERS. this is THEDAS?????? there is SO!!!!! MUCH!!! THERE!!!#but you wouldnt know it by walking through the world of da4 or speaking to the companions. bc nothing else is happening#and they dont have feelings on anything. at all. it's just We're The Good Guys Teaming Up Against Pure Evil the game#and that's just fundamentally Not what a dragon age game has ever been. and never should have ever become.#(and again. to reiterate. there is essentially zero roleplaying in the roleplaying game. you are GIVEN a role to play.#which we called RPGs back in the 90s sometimes sure when things were limited so it was cool to choose between six possible PCs...#now? thats a fuckin joke. dont lie to my face n tell me I'm playing a role when I can't even decide if my PC was a former slave or not lol)#(also slavery is a thing we will never show. ever. but don't worry we'll let you know it's in the world but our heroes would NEVER support#it!!! it's totally happening and is evil but no you can't see it and no it's existence has no effect on your PC whatsoever!!!#most definitely not if you're playing an ELF and are THE peoples who have a well documented millennia+ of servitude in the place we#spend most of the game..... yeah you can just walk around no problem. bc it Totally Exists except....we won't show you. so why should you#even believe me when i say it exists.... 🤔🤔🤔)#my setting is full of lies and fake facts that i may or may not ever acknowledge! would you like to immerse yourself in it?!????! 😐
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#okay so I turn this over in my head a lot#my favourite example is how uh WF 12 and Nightwing 112 came out eh within a couple years of each other#close enough that they're both still around in floppies#and in one of them Dick and Bruce are going that's my dad! that's my son!#and in the other Bruce is needling Dick about his date and then Dick asks about dating Talia's sister#which is not something you do in a father-son relationship#and there's this fun idea that they've literally talked over their relationship in such a way as to flatten it out#theirs was not a stock-standard father/son relationship ever but they're going to pretend like it was#same with Tim and Bruce although genuinely it feels like DC has forgotten that except maybe Chip Zdarksy who does seem to remember#that they were sort of exclusively Robin and Batman for a long time#anyway sorry about the ramble my brain is not totally on#but part of the frustration is that I gravitate towards that kind of relationship especially#the intense and complicated ones that don't fit neatly into little boxes but make up a tangible part of the story that the characters work#within -- and I think a lot of us have relationships like that anyway#the kind where you can't put an easy parent/child/friend/coworker/neighbor/partner/spouse label on it and only work within those boundaries#and the loss of that frustrates me enough that I start playing around with ideas like the above#just in order to add some actual texture and character back into the relationships#I won't lie and say I didn't enjoy NW 112; I did
#the other thing is that -- okay. That kind of character moment only works within the context of the world/the plot#my primary frustration with wfa (besides the way the flat characterizations are working their way backwards) is that it's not really DC's#primary role and I don't want them or fandom to start thinking that it is. basically it's fine in small quantities.#what I mean is that fandom can do what we do because we have a rich source text shared in common (that's DC)#once DC starts producing the fluff there's no depth to the source text for us to play with. And while I love it when DC delivers on#centering those relationships -- they SHOULD centre those relationships -- they shouldn't do it at the expense of things happening in their#stories. And they certainly shouldn't do it at the expense of real tension and pain and hurt and backstabbing and complexity.#and I just want fandom to remember that they can do those things. if they want fluff happy families or riffs on familiar characters.#hurt/comfort etc. that's fandom's wheelhouse and you don't have to go to DC for those things. we're fine in moderation but#just...remember that stories are cultural commons#“wait silver then why don't you just write the complexities yourself!” I do! But fandom doesn't really survive on flat source material#anyway completely agree op. oh goodness that's a giant wall of text um. sorry about that
@the-batacombs yes yes yes yes yes you and i understand one another's minds on an atomic level
Maybe it's the eternally distrustful loveless child in me but idk something about the way DC has been writing familial relationships in recent years rings so false to me. There's no room for the complex, nuanced, unnamed relationships Batman and Nightwing used to have, nothing like the warped mother-daughter-sister thing Barbara Gordon and Cass Cain had, nothing like Superboy's weird obsessive hero worship/bone-deep dread of his clone fathers or Max Mercury's weary undefined protectiveness of Bart or Wonder Woman's dogged loyalty to her little "sisters". Cause — for me, at least, I know I actively seek little moments of connection in stories; when I write or when I read it is to seek comfort. I think that's why DC has made this shift. Readers like me gravitated to those little warm moments, and DC noticed that we did without stopping to think about why.
But there's a point at which I notice diminishing returns of comfort from fluffy writing — it seeks to register as real. It's too good, too saccharine, too empty of any of the pain and frustration it takes to express genuine love for the other person. It's all hand-holding and no sweaty palms. It's so easy for someone to say they love you. It's so easy to see when it's all just words. And part of this is, yeah, bad writing; all that stuff about show not tell. They're trying to tell us these characters care about each other without giving us any real proof. but. idk. I need my love to be real. I need to feel the bones behind each embrace. I can't accept affection without struggling my way into it. Honestly I'd rather get a grim gritty Batman who forgets he HAS kids until they throw themselves into the line of fire than a milquetoast helicopter Batdad who tells his kids exactly what they mean to him without actively being in a state of bleeding out.
#the easy label thing!!! we all do have moments where you have to reconcile with the uncomfortable reality that for whatever reason#you think of your best friend as a mother figure. or that you're so codependent on someone that for all intents and purposes it may as well#be romantic. stuff like that. and that evolves ORGANICALLY and that makes it real#we are not stupid and when someone presents us with one-dimensional relationships in media it's GOING to feel fake#cause yeah yeah yeah they used to give us these nebulous indefinable things. and WE#the fans#had to put names and symbols and definitions#to how we saw them and how they related to each other#WE were giving it meaning#they've skipped straight to the symbols. the characters are their own shadows on the cave wall and DC is telling us exactly what it means#giving us their definitions without showing us the thing they're actually defining#and it's taken the FUN out of finding meaning in it#ugh
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I love you dnd
#the sky speaks#im dming for my family soon and im so exciiiiiited :))))#just set up their characters and theyre all so fucking funny#my dads dwarf fighter is an ex noble with a fake name who owns a barbershop#additionally his favorite song is Fight Song and when he learns action surge hes going to have it play every time he uses that#that was literally the first thing he did ge was like yeah race class whatever. Can I Have A Walkout Song?#my brother's halfling rogue is just a normal guy pretending to be a rogue for the day bc he thought it would be inconsequential#but then he actually needs to be a rogue whoopsie. hes just a like. 30 year old carpenter who isnt even THAT good at carpentry tbh#and my sister in law is an elf wizard whos an OLD old lady whos grumpy and retired and narcoleptic and really doesn't wanna be here#and she tells stories about her good ol days of adventuring and how powerful she was but theyre like. 95% fake. she lies for fun#incredible party#i cant tell the other players too much so im word vomiting here. gonna rant abt it to my coworkers tomorrow too lmao#IM SO EXCITED TO DM!!!!!#i was nervous but after working w each of them separately it gave me some confidence. we can work off each other well :)
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part of me is like "wow I really must be faking this mental illness for attention" when I literally live alone and do not speak about my issues to anyone ever . bitch whose attention do you want .
#“idk if i have a personality disorder” << girl who has not felt like a real person all day#and purposefully tries to “fake it” back to “normal” and cannot.#yeah im not cam actually i domt want to be cam.#i know things about jrwi and the ocean and can draw without getting super exhausted and like the taste of food .#tried 2 do. mac things. to convicne myself we are not actually a system and i am actually just mac being stupid and dramatic.#we have 3 asks abt jrwi on main. started typing something and could not remember any of the characters names.#started watching an ocean documentary. got bored as fuck and turned it off.#have had csp open ALL DAY and have not finished a sinlge drawing.#ughhhhhghhhh. im wasting our weekend by sitting on the couch not being productive. zac and mac are gonna be so mad at meeeeeeee#i havent had the . medical anxiety in a while either but every little ache and pain and whatever im like ah fuck okay we're dying#we may have . arthritis. i dont know . joints have been consistently hurting for like a week now .#i also have not eaten since . 11am which is probably why we feel like garbage rn but#i dont like food!!!! i dont like food and thinking about it makes me sick.#i dont want to be hereeeeeee. i had to be here for two whole days of work this week . its someone elses turn.#🪞#UGHGHH
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Hello! We've decide that the Ocean crew will be doing a notes post. This will be horrible. It'll be great!
10 notes - We share our favourite ocean animals, with a little explanation or information about them. As a notice, crab people have not been an available option since their extinction in 2015. Reached!
30 notes - We share an ocean story. This can be experience with one of the asks, past interactions with animals, etc. Hopefully, we'll all refrain from doing copypastas. Reached!
75 notes - I, Juno, will sort of shuffle all the Chuck asks I've recieved into one, unintelligible mass of throw. It'll be great. Reached!
150 notes - We reveal the name of the ungodly creature that we have beneath our base. Reached!
200 notes - We reveal and infodump on our hyper fixations. May God have mercy on your soul. Reached! Oh, God.
300 notes - We each answer 1 ask, out of character. These will be moderated, but with the same rules as the pinned post. Just as a reminder, asking our opinions on fake snow will not take up our 1 question each. Reached!
500 notes - We draw our favourite ocean animals. Not well. Reached!
750 notes - We draw the PFPs of 3 random followers, one for each mod, and then drown them in excessive water filters. This should be seen as a curse. Reached!
1,000 notes - We share what the base is, why we're here, what we were before we came, and other fun lore that we are not creating on the spot. Reached! Oh, God.
2,000 notes (impossible, super, ultra, mega, ¥150 worth, defenestrating challenge) - We provide images of what we look like. This will probably range from pencil drawings, to collages or vibe boards. Good luck getting a good image of us, suckers. We're unimaginable. Reached. Oh.
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Rules: None! Feel free to reblog, like, link, kill, carwash, kill, steal this post however much you want. THERE ARE RULES THERE ARE THERE ARE RULES!!!! ONE REBLOG PER PERSON!! 4 COMMENTS!!! MURDER ONCE!!!!HEY GUYS GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT!!! JUNO SAID YOU CAN HAVE AN EXTRA REBLOG! YOU GET TWO REBLOGS AND FOUR COMMENTS NOW Yet another rule change. You all get 5 more reblogs, and 10 comments. I'm going to regret this.
#{J}#notes post#this is mainly from boredom#i doubt we'll get past 75 and im alright with that tbh.#s♣#literally just at the end part tho
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we used to have more | oscar piastri
part 2 part 3 part 4
pairing: oscar piastri x reader
summary: while working as community manager in formula 1 you have to follow a rule of no fraternization with the drivers, which keeps you and oscar from being together
fc: different girls from pinterest
warnings: some characters have names (because there’s only so many y/f/n that i can use), some mentions of oscar’s girlfriend as her ex
a/n: so i have this one shot called guilty as sin? (that you should totally go read) and i’ve been thinking about expanding on it a little because i keep getting ideas around the same concept so welcome to an au version of my own fic in smau format, enjoy!
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yourusername another season, another year of trying to make f1 fun for the girlies🎀
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f1gossip mclaren’s oscar piastri was seen this weekend next to y/n y/l/n (the community manager of f1 social media) on different occasions. the people who sent us the videos said that oscar was the one that looked for her and approached her every time
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f1gossip mclaren’s oscar piastri was seen this weekend with his ex girlfriend at the paddock together, emerging rumors of possibly getting back together after six months of breaking up
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Okay but? We of the DPxDC? Are COMPLETELY Sleeping on DPXBNHA?
And not even for the Main Plot Shenanigans!
Just?? It has ALL of DC's super powers? But MORE OF THEM. And like 80% of the population has um! Danny can?? Finally achieve his DREAM of being???
JUST SOME DUDE™!
Yeah, he's in Japan. That's a bit of a learning curve. And YEAH, there was a cataclysmic war like a few centuries back that sorta... fucked everybody up. No one wants to talk about it. There may be mass graves and Never Forget memorials. But?
On the SURFACE!
This place seems utopian!
No ghost hunters! Advanced technology! Robust social services*!
Wait... what was that asterisk? What do you mean "corrupt shadowy government organizations"? What do you MEAN "Immortal Supervillians"? NO SPACE PROGRAM!?!? AaaaaAAAAAAAAAAH?!?!? I'M IN HELL!!! This is ACTUALLY THE BAD PLACE, THIS IS HELL, OH GOD NOOOOOOO-!!!!!!
Cause see?
There are SO MANY REASONS he'd end up there?
Think about it! Wish that he lived somewhere his weird biology wouldn't exclude him from becoming an astronaut? In Quirks having Bnha Japan EVERYBODY has weird biology! Y'ain't special! You could TOTALLY be an astronaut!..... if we HAD those! We do not. Shut down that program during the Quirk Wars and never really started it again. (And somewhere, Desiree LAUGHS)
Or MAYBE? Things are getting a little hot on the ground? Bit TOO spicy. The Family Fenton and Friends have fallen back, behind the barely holding shields. Not even the Mansons considerable political maneuvering could stop the inevitably of human fear and blind unthinking hatred. Money can't buy everything, in the end. There is only ONE(1) way out.
Through the Zone.
Plan: Strangers In A Strange World is a go.
They're all Limnal enough to fake it. Sam with her plants. Tucker with his technology and persuasion. Jazz with her limited empathy. Their parents with their... well, weirdness. And with a touch of ghostly assisted meddling? Well, they've always BEEN there! Haven't they?
And that's not to MENTION the random 4 year olds with no control! JUST coming into their powers! With all those big emotions in tiny bodies? Startling events and tantrums? Villian attacks? What could THEY possibly hope to do to control or guide that fresh new power? It does what it does and the rest of us are just along for the ride!
If Danny happens to be minding his business and gets accidentally kidnapped by a VERY distraught 4 year old? Well, that's hardly the KIDS fault, now is it? They're FOUR! That is basically a toddler! Tiny child! They are upset, confused, and didn't mean to do ANYTHING. He's a hero. And Heros don't blame little kids from accidents, no matter HOW stressed it makes them.
No, the curse like a sailor INSIDE their head. Like an ADULT.
Just? Imagine~☆
The slow transition from *starry eyed shoujo sparkles* "This is SO COOL~!" to "huh, that's... kinda weird. And Sus. Weird Sus. Maybe nothing... oh! A distraction!" To "okay, this KEEPS happening, that was shady. You all saw that right? You realize that's not NORMAL, right? That that's fucked up? Not cool?" To "oh god, oh God, OH GOD! I'm in HELL! This is actually HELL! I'm trapped in HELL!!! WHAT THE FUC-"
Like? This kid LOVES space. LOVES the stars. And this is one of the few Superhero Cannon that SPECIFICALLY MENTIONS that IN CANNON? Thanks to Quirks? As in Superpowers? That VERY THING got fuckin SCRAPPED. Gutted. Consigned to be a relic of the past so they could all focus on punching each other Real Good.
He would weep BLOOD. Chew the WALLS. The LEVEL of unhinged this child would unleash? Not as Danny Phantom... but as DANNY J. FENTON? Beautiful. Vaguely psychotic. Definitely doing the Fenton Name proud. God, the NOISE HE WOULD MAKE would be inhuman and yet somehow? Come entirely from his human half.
They👏 Would👏 Hear👏 BOSS👏 MUSIC👏
I don't even know if he'd CARE about the main characters. They'd be tangential at best. The man would be in a one man war with I-Island over their lack of space program and hoarding of scientific progress. Probably living out of an abandoned building or forgotten subway station. Just? The MOST bedraggled, feral genius to ever haunt Japan.
As opposed to the REFINED feral genius. Who is Nedzu.
I bet Danny stands outside his school at one AM waving his scientific papers at a camera and YELLS. Like a deranged lunatic. Mismatched slippers and a "haven't slept in a week" crazed glint in his eyes.
He's Nedzu's new best friend. They GET each other.
And, yes, Nedzu COULD let him in... but it's faster to just let him yell and read the papers through the camera. Who CARES if they both seem insane! Let's shout about advanced physics and engineering at 1 am! Over the speakers!!! Oh? You need to physically SHOW me the notes? Well I COULD unlock the gates... OR just wait for you to finish scrambling up the walls like a feral Racoon, to then throw yourself OVER them.
Either, Or.
I'm just SAYING! We are SLEEPING on this! There is so, SO much fun to be had! Danny breaks rules and minds! His outrage over injustice and the complete lack of SPACE! His protection instincts going BUCK FUCKIN WILD. The INDESCRIBABLE hate boner he would have for Mr. "Lemme just rip parts of your soul out so I can collect your powers like pokemon cards" AfO.
There? Is SO MUCH, guys. SO MUCH!
@hdgnj @the-witchhunter @babbling-babull @hypewinter @nerdpoe @lolottes @dcxdpdabbles @mutable-manifestation
#dpxdc#dc x dp prompt#danny phantom#dpxbnha#dp x bnha#dp x mha#dpxmha#minji's writing#dp prompt#dp x bnha prompt
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Interview With the Vampire is like...
Here is our protagonist hes going to tell you a story. But some of it he's remembered wrong -- was it raining that night? And some of it he's obfuscating or skirting or deliberately lying about. He's admitted the first time he tried to tell this story was a performance. Also he hallucinates, sometimes. Oh, and there are characters who can erase and alter memories. When does he mix up a detail? When is he lying? When is he telling what he thinks is the truth but he's just wrong or being lied to himself?
Here's Claudia's diaries. The written word, in her own words. Surely we can trust them! Except she knew her diaries were being read by her fathers/brothers/jailors. She had reason to present her life in a certain way in those writings, reasons to not write down everything. And same as any other person,even if she was writing the truth, she was limited by her perspective of what that was. Here are her diaries but some of the pages have been ripped out, censored by other people.
Here is Rashid. Except no, he's really the vampire Armand. He can erase memories. He was pretending to be someone else. His name was never Rashid. It isn't really Armand either, he doesn't even know his own name, or all of his own story, Armand will do.
Here is Real Rashid. Even Rashid isn't what he appears to be. He works for a shadowy organization.
Here is Daniel Malloy, our journalist, our interviewer. It is his job to ask questions, provide evidence reveal the truth. But even he can't trust his own altered memories. He has time he can't account for, gaps in his memories from years of drug abuse and one bad trip from a week of drug AND vampire abuse. He is not an objective observer, he too is a part of the story he is trying to tell.
Here is Lestat de Lioncourt. Except not really. maybe once at the end. Here he is through memories, and other peoples stories and hearsay. Here is the seducer, the boogieman, the abuser, the victim, the Vampire. He haunts the narrative, and starts the narrative, and is, in many ways, the bleeding heart of the tragic narrative and he never tells his own story in his own words.
Here is a trial. Except its a play--prewritten, rehearsed! the accused can barely speak for themselves. The audience has no choice but to laugh along to the story being shoved down their throats. its only a story. You can see the fake limp rope, when that one vampire 'flies' - its all pretend, its all a show...right?
#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#Claudia#armand#daniel malloy#interview with the vampire#iwtv#iwtv s2#iwtv s1#unreliable narrators
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♪ Now playing- 200, MARK LEE
♪ music major!mark lee x f!reader (ft. Jaemin and Chenle)
♪ summary- You’re tired of the teasing—you get it, everyone’s in a relationship. And with the Valentine’s Party around the corner the taunts were getting even more unbearable. You didn’t mean to drag Mark into this…you really didn’t, but then he made an offer you couldn’t refuse: Help him get an A on his project, and in return he’ll be your date to the party—your boyfriend. It’s just a simple deal, no strings attached. No way this could get complicated… right?
♪ genre/warnings- fluff, slight angst, mutual pining, fake dating, misunderstanding, university au, kissing under the influence of alcohol, drinking, y/n’s friend group is kinda mean, mentions of sex.
♪ W/c- 14k+
a/n- hey guys! So wanted to drop a valentines fic.. hope you enjoy!
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You sat at the table, surrounded by your friends, the only one who had no one to hold. You didn't mind being single, you honestly didn't, but it was moments like these when everyone paired off, giggling and leaning into each other that made it just a bit unbearable. Somehow there was something worse than the PDA though—the teasing. Anytime someone brought up relationships, all eyes would land on you, and an offhand comment about how single you were would always come up. Today was no different. The group had decided to plan a cute Valentines party, for some reason.
"But how's that gonna work when not everyone in the group is in a relationship?" Jaemin said with a smirk. Immediately, every head turned toward you. You shrugged, trying to keep your face neutral, and picked up your phone, scrolling, trying to look unbothered.
"Y/n... Can you like- just get cuffed for Valentine's Day or something?" One of your friends teased, laughing as if the idea was ridiculous. You rolled your eyes and kept scrolling on Instagram, trying to ignore it.
"She would never... Y/n could never get into a relationship." Chenle spoke, his tone light, but it still stung a bit.
Your fingers froze mid scroll. You were so tired of being the target of their jokes. Before you could stop yourself, you blurted out the first thing that came to mind:
"Actually... I do have a boyfriend!"
Everyone's laughter stopped as they stared at you, clearly stunned.
"Oh really?" Jaemin asked, his eyebrow arching skeptically. "What's his name?"
Your heart raced as panic set in your body. You glanced down at your phone, searching for any kind of savior. Your thumb hovered over a random Instagram post, the username catching your eye: onyourm__ark. The name felt a little familiar, that could work.
"Mark." You said, looking up at them with a forced smile. "His name is Mark."
Jaemin tilted his head, his suspicion very apparent. "Mark?"
"Yeah." You replied, shrugging like it was no big deal.
"That's funny." Jaemin said, leaning back in his chair. "Why haven't I heard of this Mark character before?"
You froze again, you didn't really think this through before you spoke. Jaemin wasn't just anyone in the group, he was one of your closest friends. He knew almost everything about your life, and all of a sudden you have a boyfriend?
"I wanted to keep it a secret." You said quickly, scrambling for a believable excuse. "I didn't even know if he liked me back at first."
"Oh? So how'd you two meet?" Jaemin asked, clearly enjoying the way you got nervous from his questioning. It felt less like a conversation and more like an interrogation.
"In English." You answered, "We used to be in the same class, but we kept in touch after."
Jaemin narrowed his eyes, but then to your surprise, he nodded slowly. "You did mention a guy from your English class a while ago... I remember."
He did? You didn't remember saying anything remotely like that, but you weren't about to question it. "See? Told you." You said, forcing a laugh and rolling your eyes.
"Well, I'd love to meet him." Jaemin said, his tone still laced with suspicion. "Why don't you bring Mark to the next hangout?"
Your stomach dropped. "Okay, if that'll shut you up." You said, trying to sound nonchalant, but your hands tightened around your phone as Jaemin leaned back, a sly smile on his face.
Internally, you were spiraling. You didn't have a boyfriend named Mark—or a boyfriend at all for that matter. What were you thinking? Now, you only had a week to figure out how to fix this mess before your lie caught up with you.
🎸⋆⭒˚。⋆ ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───── ⋆⭒˚。⋆ 🎸
You sat on your bed, phone in hand, trying to figure out what to do. You could always say that Mark couldn't make it to the hangout or that you had came down with the flu, but you knew your friends would see right through it. If they found out you were lying, you'd never hear the end of it.
Your thumb hovered over your phone screen as an idea struck you... Mark. Your freshman English class, Mark Lee, the guy you'd been paired with for a group project that lasted maybe a week. That was forever ago. You hadn't spoken to him in over a year, and you weren't even friends back then—just acquaintances. It would be so weird to reach out to him now, especially with such a weird request, but then again... what other choice did you have?
Your mind raced as you scrolled to his Instagram page, the username onyourm__ark staring back at you. You hesitated, typing out a message, deleting it, and typing it again. It had to be casual, like you weren't about to ask for the strangest favor of his life. Finally, you settled on something simple.
"Hey Mark, long time no speak. I don't know if you remember me, but we were in English together freshman year."
You hit send, your heart pounding. Seconds turned into minutes, and soon an hour had passed. Maybe this was a stupid idea. No, it was a stupid idea. You were already bracing yourself for the relentless teasing that awaited you when suddenly your phone buzzed.
"Hey Y/n, I remember you. How have you been? 🙂"
You nearly dropped your phone. Relief flooded through you as you scrambled to type back.
"I've been pretty good! What about you?"
His reply came almost instantly.
"I've been good as well. Is there any reason in particular that you're texting me? Lol, not in a rude way btw."
Your stomach flipped. He didn't sound rude, but the question made your request feel ten times more ridiculous. You stared at the screen, second guessing everything, but you were in too deep to back out now.
"Yeah... I'm sorry, but I have to ask you for a HUGE favor 😭🙏. Please hear me out."
"I'm all ears." He replied.
You hesitated again, biting your lip. This was beyond embarrassing, but then you thought about your friend's laughter and the endless teasing you would endure if this didn't work out. You had to at least try.
"So... my friends make fun of me because I'm the only single one in the group, and I got tired of it. I sort of... told them I had a boyfriend. Your post was on my feed, so I accidentally told them it was you. Now they don't believe me and want to meet you..."
You cringed as you hit send, practically feeling the embarrassment radiate off your phone screen.
Moments later, a new message appeared.
"LOL. Y/n this is crazy 😂. So, what? You need me to meet them and act like your boyfriend?"
"Yeah... that would be very, very awesome." You replied, your face burning with embarrassment.
"What do I get out of this? 🧐"
You stared at the message, trying to think of something. You were so desperate, you'd probably agree to anything at this point.
"What do you want...?"
"You have to pay for me at the hangout 🫡”
Ok, that wasn't bad. You could manage that.
"Deal." You replied.
"And you have to write my essay. I remember you're good at stuff like this."
You groaned. Yes you were good, but you hated doing it.
"🥲... Fine." You wrote back.
Before you could relax, another message came through.
"Wait, before I agree, can we at least meet in person first? Just to talk a little and figure things out."
He had a point. You couldn't exactly walk into this without a plan.
"Yes, of course." You responded quickly.
"Are you free tomorrow... and do I have to pay for you then too?"
"I'm free tomorrow, and no, you don't have to pay for me tomorrow 😂." He replied.
You felt a small wave of relief.
"Ok, let's grab a coffee tomorrow at noon." You typed.
"Sounds good. I'll see you then."
You exhaled, setting your phone down. It wasn't a guarantee, but at least there was a chance this might work. Now, all you had to do was convince your friends.
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The next day, you strolled into the café, your bag slung over one shoulder as you rushed inside. You spotted Mark sitting at a small table by the window, his beanie low over his head as he sipped from a coffee cup. He glanced up and smiled when he saw you, raising a hand in a wave.
"Sorry I'm late!" You said as you dropped into the chair across from him, setting your bag down with a thud. "Traffic."
"No problem, I just got here anyway." He said, giving you a lighthearted grin.
"Thanks for meeting me. I swear this isn't as crazy as it probably sounded over text."
Mark raised an eyebrow. "You told me you accidentally named me as your boyfriend to your entire friend group. That's... kind of crazy."
"Ok fine, maybe it's a little crazy." You admitted, leaning back in your chair. "They've been driving me nuts Mark. Every time we hang out it's like, 'Oh Y/n's still single? Maybe one day you'll find someone.' Ugh, I couldn't take it anymore."
He chuckled softly, shaking his head. "So your solution was to drag me into this?"
"Look, I panicked. Your Instagram post popped up on my feed, and I just blurted out your name, but now they want to meet you, and if I back out, they'll never let me live it down." You said, throwing up your hands.
Mark stared at you for a moment, but then he sighed, setting his coffee cup down. "You really hate losing, huh?"
"More than anything." You said, leaning forward.
He laughed, the sound genuine. "Alright, I get it. So what's the plan? Are we rehearsing some elaborate backstory or something?"
You waved him off. "Nah, that's too much work. We'll just wing it. They don't need the whole story of how we 'fell in love.' You're Mark, my boyfriend. We met in English, we reconnected, end of story."
"Wing it?" He repeated, his brows lifting in slight disbelief.
"Yep." You said confidently, sipping the coffee you ordered on your way in. "Is that okay with you?"
Mark studied you for a moment, his gaze steady. "You're really something Y/n."
"What!?" You asked, shrugging with a grin on your face.
He shook his head, but there was a small smile tugging at his lips. "You realize this could backfire, right? If they catch on..."
"Yeah, wait. You're right. We may have to come up with a plan." You interrupted, tapping your fingers on the side of your cup.
"Tell me about this group of yours." Mark said, leaning forward with interest.
You hesitated for a moment, thinking of how best to describe them. "Well, there's Jaemin one of my closest friends...he's the one who's been grilling me the most. He's super observant, so we really need to be convincing around him. Then there's Chenle. He's a little less... eccentric than Jaemin, but he's the one who made a comment, so... yeah, he's a problem too."
Mark raised an eyebrow. "Sounds like a fun crowd."
"They're not that bad." You said quickly, though you weren't sure if you believed it yourself. "The rest of them are less skeptical, but they'll still ask a million questions."
Mark nodded. "Okay. How long have we been 'dating' ?"
You paused. "Uh... let's say a month? Long enough to make it seem legit, but not so long that it's weird you're just meeting them now."
"Smart." He said. "And how did we meet?"
"Freshman English obviously." You said.
"Oh...right. What do I do for fun? If they ask, I don't want to say something totally weird."
You thought for a moment. "Well, what do you do for fun?"
Mark laughed. "Play guitar, hang out with friends, binge watch random shows. Pretty standard stuff."
"Ok, stick with that." You said, jotting it down in your phone's notes. "What about me? Do you remember anything about me?"
Mark tilted his head, his expression thoughtful. "You were pretty quiet, right? I remember you always had your notes super organized though and had little drawings. You're good at writing and photography too."
"Wow, thrilling personality." You said dryly, but you couldn't help smiling.
"Hey, I like organized people." Mark said, flashing a grin.
You both laughed, for the first time since this whole mess started, you felt like maybe, just maybe, this could actually work.
Mark leaned back in his chair, his eyes playful. "So, when's the big hangout?"
"Next Saturday." You said.
Mark paused for a second, tapping his fingers against the edge of the table. "You're sure this is what you want to do?"
You nodded. "Yeah. I just need them off my back for one day. Then I'll tell them we broke up or something, and it'll all blow over."
He let out a long breath, running a hand through his hair beneath the beanie.
"Alright...I'm in."
"You are?"
"I mean, how many people get to say they were someone's fake boyfriend? It's a good story, but— you're paying, and doing my essay." He spoke, raising his eyebrow.
"Yeah— yes of course."
"Then deal." He smiled, reaching his hand across the table.
A bright smile painted your face as you reached across the table to shake his hand. "Thank you. You're officially the best."
"Don't thank me yet." He said with a laugh. "This could still go horribly wrong."
"Shh, shh." You said, waving him off. "Now, are you ready to charm the pants off my friends next Saturday?"
His eyes went wide as a nervous smile crept on his face. "I don't think that's part of the deal..." He joked.
"Mark." You laughed, grabbing your bag as you stood up. "We'll convince them."
Mark shook his head, but the smile on his face lingered as he stood up as well. "Let's hope you're right."
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The cafe where your friends had decided to meet was full of chatter. You walked in with Mark by your side, your heart racing, though you'd never admit it. He looked surprisingly calm hands stuffed into his pockets as your arm was linked around his, beanie pulled low over his hair, a casual smile on his face.
"There they are." You muttered under your breath as you spotted your friends gathered at a large table near the back.
Mark glanced at you, his tone teasing. "You ready... babe girl?"
You stopped dead in your tracks, turning to glare at him. "Babe girl? Really?"
He smirked. "What? I thought it sounded cute."
"It sounds ridiculous." You said, but you couldn't stop the laugh that bubbled up. "Corny and ridiculous."
"Guess it's our thing now." He said, a quirky smile on his face.
"Absolutely not."
As you approached the table, the chatter stopped, and all eyes turned to you. Jaemin leaned back in his chair with a smug grin. "Look who finally decided to show up, and with a plus one!"
"Hi." Mark said with an easy smile, lifting a hand in a small wave. "Nice to meet you all."
"Mark huh?" Chenle said, giving him a suspicious look from head to toe "So you're real."
"Very real." Mark said, his grin never falling.
"Well, don't just stand there. Sit down, we've got questions." Jaemin said, motioning you both to the empty chairs.
Mark glanced at you, eyebrows raised. "Interrogation already?"
"Oh, absolutely." You said, plopping into a seat. "Good luck."
He laughed and took the chair beside you, his knee brushing yours under the table.
"So..." Jaemin began, leaning forward. "How'd you two meet again?"
"English class." You answered quickly.
Mark nodded, picking up without missing a beat. "Yeah, freshman year. She was the only person in the class who didn't make me feel like an idiot during group projects."
You shot him a look, trying not to break character. "That's because you weren't an idiot."
Jaemin squinted, clearly searching for holes in the story. "How long have you been... together?"
"A month." Mark said smoothly.
"Uh huh..." Jaemin said, dragging out the syllables. "So that means you're okay with coming to the couples Valentine's party next month, right?"
Mark blinked, glancing at you. "The what now?"
Jaemin's grin widened, sensing an opportunity. "The party, didn't Y/n tell you? It's just for couples in the group, which is all of us, right? It'll be fun— cookie decorating, gift exchanges, all that good stuff."
You felt your stomach drop. Of course he'd pull something like this.
"Who even wants to spend Valentine's Day with a group of people when you're dating someone? That doesn't even make sense." You turned to Mark, hoping he'd follow your lead. "Right Mark? Wouldn't you only want to spend time with just me on... that... Valentine's Day?"
Mark hesitated for a second before nodding. "Yeah, right. I would want to spend it alone with my girlfriend, not in a group you know? Really though, I appreciate the invitation." He shot you a glance before looking back at Jaemin.
Jaemin, still grinning leaned in. "I mean, the party isn't all day, only a few hours at night. You two can spend it together alone pretty much."
"I mean... well. That's really when I want to be alone with her... at night." Mark said, his ears turning red as the group collectively reacted. Jaemin's eyebrows shot up, his smirk widening and Chenle let out a low whistle.
"We can move the party earlier since you two lovebirds want the night alone." Jaemin teased. "We really want you guys there."
"Jaemin, just drop it." You said, rolling your eyes.
"I was talking to Mark, Y/n." He replied, dismissing you.
Mark's easygoing demeanor stiffened slightly as he shot Jaemin a look. "Don't talk to her like that dude." Then after a quick glance at you he continued. "Look man, I really appreciate it and everything, but she wants to spend Valentine's alone, so we're gonna do that... all day." His said, his voice softening.
"Well damn," Chenle muttered into the awkward silence. "and we thought Y/n accepted the invitation."
Your patience finally snapped. "Okay! We'll go, goodness me." You stood up abruptly, the chair scraping against the floor.
"We will?" Mark asked, blinking at you and scratching the back of his head.
"Yes, we will." You answered quickly, shooting a glare at Jaemin, who looked far too pleased with himself.
"That's great." Jaemin said, his smugness radiating off him.
You exhaled sharply before turning to Mark. "Now babe... Mark, can we please leave?" Your voice dripped with frustration.
Mark bit back a laugh. "Sure thing... babe girl." He sucked in his breath slightly, bracing for your reaction.
You narrowed your eyes, but couldn't stop the small giggle that slipped out. "Ridiculous." You said, shaking your head.
Mark stood, offering the group a small wave. "It was nice meeting you guys."
"Nice meeting you too Mark." Jaemin said, clearly entertained. "Hope we can all get together before the Valentine's party."
Mark nodded. "Yeah, sure."
"Bye guys." You added, throwing one last glance at Jaemin before turning and walking out, Mark right beside you.
As soon as you stepped outside you let out a deep sigh. "Mark, I'm seriously so sorry. They're typically not like this."
He laughed, hands in his pockets. "Nah it's okay, I swear. I'm just more worried about how we're gonna show up to this Valentine's party."
Your stomach dropped. "Oh fuck Mark. I panicked—I didn't even realize."
He smirked. "Yeah, I noticed."
You groaned, rubbing your temples. "It's fine, I'll just tell them we broke up or something."
Mark nodded. "Yeah, that sounds good to me."
A brief silence passed before he glanced at you. "Now, if you don't mind or anything... do you wanna grab a real lunch?"
You blinked at him before breaking into a smile. "Yeah that sounds good... like our break up hangout." You giggled.
He chuckled. "Yeah, something like that."
You paused. "I'm not paying for you." You looked at him with squinted eyes.
Mark scoffed. "I guess not."
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The two of you sat at the table, the world outside fading as you talked and ate, lost in conversation. There was something surprisingly natural about it—like you'd been friends forever.
You swirled your drink absentmindedly before slipping in a question. "So, like... what do you do?"
Mark blinked, then grinned. "Oh... I'm a music major. So... make music, I guess?"
"Oh that's sick. So you just write music for class? That sounds fun... and easy." You teased, raising an eyebrow.
Mark scoffed, shaking his head. "It's not actually. Right now, we're starting a project where we have to tie music and cinematography together. It's due in like a month.
You tilted your head, thinking. "So, February 7th? That's such a long time."
"Mhm, that's not even enough time." He said, nodding seriously.
"You'll be fine, it's easy." You waved him off.
"And it's summer." He shot back.
"What?" You asked, furrowing your brows.
"Oh, I thought we were lying about things." He said with a cheeky smile.
"Mark, please." You giggled, shooting him a playful glare.
Still smirking, he leaned back. "Alright, since my major is so 'easy', what's yours?"
"Digital Art and Media." You replied.
Mark's eyebrows lifted. "That's why it's easy for you, you do photography and digital art."
"I only took one photography class, relax bud. I'm not an expert." You said, rolling your eyes playfully.
"Yeah, whatever. More experience than me." He said, playfully rolling his eyes right back.
"Yeah, yeah."
Time slipped away unnoticed. What was meant to be a quick lunch turned into two hours of laughter, and playful conversation. You hadn't even realized how long you'd been sitting there until you glanced at the time and your stomach sank.
"I'm so sorry Mark, but I have an assignment due that I have to do." You said, frowning.
He gasped dramatically. "Wow, you need better time management."
You scoffed. "Yeah? Well, I guess time passes when you're having fun with someone."
The words left your lips before you could process them. The moment hung between you for a split second too long before Mark's grin widened, his cheeks rounding.
"Yeah... that's true."
You cleared your throat, shaking the moment off. "We should definitely do this again... but, you know, as regular friends." You shot him a bright grin as you stood up.
Mark nodded quickly, standing up beside you. "Yeah, no, yeah... totally." He smiled, but there was something in his expression.
"Well, I had fun. I'll see you later?"
"Yeah, see you later." His gaze lingered as you waved and walked away, feeling lighter than before.
Hours later, you were deep in your assignment, tackling it with as much focus as you could. The only problem? You'd made the grave mistake of leaving your phone off Do Not Disturb.
It buzzed. Once... twice, a few unimportant messages. Then, one caught your eye, a familiar username.
@onyourm__ark
Your fingers hovered over your phone. You needed no distractions, but the message was simple.
"Hey, can I ask you something?"
Curiosity won.
"Yeah, what's up?" You typed back.
His response came almost immediately.
"Do you like... actually need me to go to this Valentine's party thing?"
You bit your lip, considering. "Would you? What would you want in return?"
The three little dots popped up. Then:
"Well... your major is like really really cool... and exactly what I need for my project. So, could you help me with the project over the month? If I get an A, then I'll go with you."
You tapped your fingers against your desk, thinking.
"Hmmm... that's a good deal actually."
Before Mark could even finish typing a response, you sent another.
"Eh, that's too much work though. Look, I'm currently working on something right now... my classes are hard this semester."
His reply was immediate.
"Oh... I thought it was so 'easy.' 😂"
You groaned, shaking your head.
"Yeah, when that's your only class. I appreciate the offer, but I can't. I'll just tell them we broke up lol."
"Ok ok... good luck with them."
"I'll manage.🫡"
You put your phone down, determined to get back to work, but your mind kept drifting. You didn't even know what the project fully was, you could at least hear him out... right?
With a sigh, you hesitated before unlocking your phone again, opening your messages with Mark.
"So like... what's the project? What do you have to do?"
This time, the response came instantly. Almost like he had been waiting for you to ask.
"I have to make a song and record a music video for it."
Your eyes flicked over the message.
"So just videography, and text work?"
"Not even... the song doesn't have any lyrics, so just videography."
You chewed your lip.
"That doesn't sound too bad."
"It sounds like someone's changing their mind👀... I hope."
You exhaled sharply, shaking your head.
"Perchance."
"Say yes, say yes, say yes."
You sat there, staring at the screen, fingers hovering over the keyboard. You weren't actually considering this, were you?
...Maybe you were.
"Ok, fine."
His response was immediate.
"YESSIR!"
You chuckled, shaking your head.
"Let's meet up sometime next week and get started, if that's okay with you?"
"Yeah, that's perfect."
You locked your phone and leaned back in your chair, exhaling.
This was going to be... interesting.
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It was the next week, and you two finally met up at the park.
"Y/n!" Mark called out, waving you over with a bright grin.
"Mark!" You waved back, jogging slightly to meet him.
The two of you sat on a wooden bench, its surface worn smooth from the weather. The cold seeped through your clothes, but the excitement of finally starting the project kept you warm.
"So, what's the plan for this music video?" You asked, tucking your hands into your pockets.
Mark exhaled, his breath visible in the cool air. "Well, I want it to be naturally focused—kind of like me being out and about. Then I also want to show my process—like me writing and recording the music, you know?" His gaze flickered to you, his cheeks slightly pink from the cold.
You nodded thoughtfully. "Okay, that sounds sweet. Do you have everything you need?"
"Yep! I even brought the camera with me." He reached into his bag and pulled out a silver camcorder, a Spider-Man keychain dangling from the side.
You couldn't help but smile. "Oh, that's cute."
Mark chuckled, spinning the keychain between his fingers. "I haven't used this thing in ages though... let me make sure it's working." He flicked it on, the lens whirring softly as it adjusted. Without warning, he turned it toward you.
"Say hi Y/n." He prompted.
You straightened up, flashing a peace sign at the camera. "Hi hi, hello!"
Mark grinned behind the camera. "We're here with the super duper awesome Y/n."
"In the flesh." You responded, throwing up two rock hand signs.
Mark laughed. "In the flesh?" He turned the camera toward himself, raising an eyebrow.
You smirked. "We have a hater here guys." You motioned for him to hand over the camera, and he did so with an amused expression.
You turned the camera around, focusing on him. "Look at this hater. Super duper hater Mark."
"In the flesh." He said expressionless, before glancing at you to catch your reaction.
You scoffed playfully, rolling your eyes as you turned the camera to frame both of you in the shot. "Alright, and with that... this test video is over." You smiled, locking eyes with Mark for a beat before looking back at the lens.
After stopping the recording, you both huddled together to watch the clip, laughing.
"Is this the type of video you're looking for?" You asked, glancing at him.
"Yeah, basically. This is awesome." His smile was wide and genuine.
"Great." You mirrored his smile, the warmth between you two making the cold a little more bearable.
A gust of wind rustled through the trees, and Mark tucked his hands into his sleeves before glancing at you. "Do you want to grab some lunch or something? It's on me."
You raised an eyebrow. "Free lunch? Why would I pass on that?"
Mark laughed, standing up and stretching before leading the way. The two of you walked to the familiar cafe where you always met, slipping into your usual routine without much thought. After ordering you found yourselves at your regular table, the conversation flowing as effortlessly as ever.
You set your cup down and leaned forward. "Wait, this would be a great shot." You reached for the camera, and Mark passed it to you without hesitation.
You turned it on, panning it toward him as he casually picked up his cup, taking a slow sip.
A giggle escaped you from behind the camera, and Mark's gaze flickered up. He smirked, trying, and failing, not to laugh.
"Wait, wait." He said, holding out his hand. "Let me capture my POV."
You handed the camera back, and he immediately started recording. First, he zoomed in on his cup, then moved to some of the food on the table, narrating dramatically.
"Here we have... a masterpiece." He slowly panned upward, the lens landing on you.
A small smile played on his lips as he held the camera steady. "Working on the project. This is the same day as the test recording, but who cares?"
You made an awkward face at the camera before sticking your tongue out playfully. "Documenting history." You teased.
Mark chuckled, lowering the camera slightly. "I think this might actually turn out great." He admitted, glancing at you.
You met his gaze, something lingering between the two of you.
You agreed softly. "Yeah, I think so too."
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You had been recording with Mark for about two weeks now, always keeping the shoots outdoors, but today was different. Mark said it was time to capture one of the final stages—him recording it. For that, he invited you over to his apartment.
You of course agreed. It was part of the project anyway, but what surprised you was realizing that his apartment was only about a ten minute walk from yours.
Taking advantage of the convenience, you decided to walk there, stopping by a store on the way to grab some supplies for a separate project you needed to work on while Mark was busy. As you waited at the checkout, a small Spider-Man figurine caught your eye. Something about it reminded you of Mark—probably that old keychain hanging from his camera. With a small smile, you grabbed it and added it to your purchase.
Soon, you were standing outside his door, a small brown paper bag in hand. You knocked, shifting on your feet as you waited.
The door swung open, and Mark greeted you with a bright smile. "Hey Y/n!"
"Hey Mark." You smiled back, stepping inside and slipping off your coat and shoes.
His apartment was cozy, a subtle scent of coffee and something faintly citrusy in the air.
"This place is nice." You commented as he led you toward his studio room.
"Aw, it's nothing." He said calmly, but there was a hint of pride in his voice.
You stepped into the music room, immediately noticing how it felt both chaotic and comforting. Wires across the floor, tangled yet somehow purposeful. Instruments leaned against the walls, and scattered notebooks were filled with what you assumed were unfinished lyrics. It wasn't pristine, but it felt real—lived in.
"Sorry for the mess." He said sheepishly, tidying up a few papers.
"No, it's cute. I like it."
He paused at that, looking at you for a moment longer than necessary, a small genuine smile tugged at his lips as he let out a soft giggle. "Thanks..."
You cleared your throat, settling in. "So, you have some finishing touches to do?"
"Yeah." He nodded. "I just need to tweak a few things, then record. You can work on your project while I do that—I'll just set up the camera to capture everything, if that's cool?"
"Of course, do your thing." You assured him.
Mark adjusted the camera on its stand, making sure it had a good angle before grabbing his guitar and plopping down on the couch.
"I hope the noise isn't too distracting." He said, glancing at you.
"No, you're good." You gave him a reassuring smile before pulling out your supplies.
As you sorted through the contents of the bag, you came across the Spider-Man figurine. You hesitated for a second before looking up.
"Oh uh, Mark?"
He immediately looked over, giving you his full attention.
"I got you a little something. I saw it at the store and thought of you." You pulled out the figurine and held it up, waiting for his reaction.
His eyes widened slightly before a grin broke across his face. "Oh my god!" He took it from your hands, examining it like it was the coolest thing in the world. "This is literally my favorite... thank you so much."
You laughed at his enthusiasm. "Yeah, yeah, you're welcome."
Mark immediately ran over to the camera, crouching in front of it with the figurine. "Look at this super cool gift Y/n gave me. Isn't it epic?" He held it up proudly, his smile contagious.
You shook your head, watching him with amusement.
"Everyone say 'Thank you Y/n.'" He continued, turning the camera toward you.
"Thank you Y/n." He said in a lighter voice.
You rolled your eyes playfully, but smiled. "You're welcome guys."
Mark turned the camera back to himself. "But wait, what is Y/n working on? We've been stuck on me when we have a hardworking creative genius over here."
You lifted the almost finished postcard you had been making. "Well guys, I just have to make some postcards."
"Ooo, pretty." He said in his high pitched voice again.
You smirked. "Wait—me or the postcard?" It was meant to be a lighthearted joke, but Mark answered instantly.
"Both."
You blinked at him, momentarily thrown off, but he just grinned at you like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
Clearing your throat, you turned the postcard over in your hands. "You know, why am I even making this? My major is digital design."
"Crazy wonders of the world." Mark said, raising an eyebrow dramatically.
"I know right?" You giggled.
"Wait, hold up the postcard." He said suddenly.
You obliged, holding up the small card that was a sunset over the city skyline.
Mark placed the Spider-Man figurine in front of it, adjusting the camera's angle. "Spider-Man Mark in Y/n's pretty city." He moved the figure as if it were walking.
"Pretty Spider-Man Mark in Y/n's regular city." You corrected teasingly.
"Ah, that's not true. It's not regular, nothing you do is regular."
You turned to him, surprised by the sincerity in his voice. Mark immediately panned the camera toward you, catching your reaction.
"Guys, did you hear that?" You asked, smiling.
"I think they did... uh oh. I've been caught." He said dramatically.
Laughing, you shook your head. "Alright, alright, let's get back to filming."
Mark sighed, setting the figurine aside. "Okay, I'll finish recording my song. Back to boring me."
"No, I should be recording this part." You insisted, spinning around in his desk chair. "That's literally the point of the project."
"It's fine—"
"Nope." You stood up, grabbing the camera and plopping onto the bean bag in front of him. "Alright, let's hear it."
Mark adjusted himself on the couch, strumming a few simple notes at first as you zoomed in slightly.
"We want to hear the song!" You said in a high pitched voice behind the camera.
Mark looked up, straight into the lens. "Guys, you have no say in this."
"Hey! Don't talk to them like that. We all want to hear the song... you must oblige."
He raised an eyebrow. "Oh, all of you?"
"Yes." You nodded, keeping the camera steady.
"Well... I guess that means I have no choice." He sighed, dramatically adjusting his posture. Then his expression softened. "Alright. Here goes."
As he began playing his eyes fluttered shut, lost in the melody. The notes filled the room, smooth and rhythmic, but when he opened his eyes again, they didn't go to the camera— they went straight to you. Suddenly, he stumbled. "Wait—I'm nervous when you're looking at me play... turn the other way."
"What? How am I supposed to turn away? I'm literally filming. If you suck, just say that." You teased.
Mark groaned. "That's not fair."
"Fine, fine, I'll close my eyes." You smirked. "You're lucky I'm talented and can record with my eyes closed."
You heard him chuckle before he started playing again and this time, he didn't stop. The music wrapped around you, soothing you into a quiet rhythm as you swayed slightly.
When you finally opened your eyes you smiled. "Wow... you're good."
He set the guitar down. "Me? Nah."
"You're definitely better than me." You admitted.
"Wait—you play?"
"Barely."
"Give it a try."
"Oh no, no, no—"
"Oh yes, yes, yes."
And before you could argue, he was handing you the guitar and taking the guitar from you, a mischievous glint in his eyes.
You hesitated, staring at the guitar now resting in your lap as you glanced up at Mark, who was grinning.
"Mark, no. I can't." You said, shaking your head.
"Yes, you can." He countered, adjusting the camera to make sure it was still recording. "If you guys want Y/n to play say, 'Play Y/n.'" He turned back to you with a teasing smile.
"Play Y/n." He said in that high pitched voice again.
You groaned, pointing at the camera. "You guys are traitors."
Mark beamed. "You must listen. You must oblige, right?"
You rolled your eyes but couldn't fight your own smile. "Fine, but I'm telling you I suck."
"It's okay, take your time." He reassured, watching you expectantly.
Taking a deep breath, you positioned your fingers awkwardly on the strings, recalling the few chords you knew. You strummed slowly, hesitant. The sound wasn't smooth—it was a little choppy, a little messy, but you pushed through, playing a simple tune you vaguely remembered.
As you focused on the guitar, you felt Mark's gaze lingering. When you glanced up, he was watching you with a small smile.
"Okay, I'm done." You announced quickly, placing the guitar back on your lap like it was some kind of dangerous weapon.
Mark clapped dramatically. "That was good!"
"Mark, do not lie to my face right now."
"I'm serious!" He leaned forward. "Better than some people in my classes, I swear."
"Right..." You scoffed, playfully rolling your eyes.
"I'm not lying! It takes practice." He insisted. "You're the best in my eyes, okay?"
Before you could process his words, he gently took the guitar back from you and placed it across his lap.
"You'll get better, it's all about growth." He continued, casually strumming a few quick chords.
"Oh, now you're just showing off."
He grinned. "No I'm not, stop."
You shook your head, still smiling, before glancing at the clock. It was getting late.
Mark must've noticed too because his fingers slowed on the guitar. "You should probably head home soon, huh?"
You sighed. "Yeah... probably."
A beat of silence passed between you, filled only by the faint buzz of the camera still recording. Neither of you moved right away.
Then Mark stood up abruptly. "Wait, let me walk you home."
You blinked. "Mark, it's literally a ten minute walk."
"So?" He shrugged, grabbing his hoodie off the back of the chair. "It's dark out."
"I'll be fine." You reassured him, standing up and stretching.
"Still, I wanna make sure." He smiled at you.
You held his gaze for a moment before exhaling in defeat. "Fine, but if we get jumped you better be ready to fight for your life."
Mark laughed as he grabbed his keys. "Don't worry, Spider-Man got you."
As you both stepped outside into the cool night air, walking side by side under the streetlights, you found yourself stealing small glances at him.
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The familiar ding of Mark's apartment buzzer echoed as you rocked back and forth on your heels, hands stuffed into the pockets of your hoodie. Moments later, the door swung open revealing Mark in a black hoodie and sweatpants, hair slightly tousled like he'd been running his hands through it.
"Y/n! My favorite editor has arrived." He said with a teasing smirk, stepping aside to let you in.
You rolled your eyes, stepping inside and kicking off your shoes. "Flattery will not make me do extra work Mark."
"Damn...worth a shot."
He led you into his workspace, where his laptop was already open, the editing software pulled up on the screen. A few loose papers and a notebook was scattered across the desk. You settled into the chair, rolling up your sleeves, ready to finish what had been weeks of filming and late night texts about clips and transitions.
As Mark settled onto the couch behind you, tuning his guitar absentmindedly, your eyes drifted to the notebook lying open beside the keyboard. The title at the top caught your attention.
200
Your brow furrowed as you skimmed the first few lines.
"Hey, what's this?" You asked, fingers brushing the edge of the page.
Before you could read any further Mark was suddenly there, reaching over your shoulder and snapping the notebook shut in one motion.
"Nothing—just a project for another class." He said quickly, his voice a little too casual.
You arched a brow, turning in your chair to look at him. "Oh yeah? What class?"
He blinked. "Uh—songwriting."
You smirked. "You're a bad liar."
"I am not lying." He countered, crossing his arms, but the way he avoided your gaze told you otherwise.
You let it slide—for now. "Fine Mr. Songwriter. Let's get back to the actual project before we run out of time."
He exhaled in relief, moving back to his spot on the couch as you clicked through the footage. The two of you worked, laughing over bloopers and trimming clips.
After a while, Mark leaned forward, resting his chin on the back of the chair. "Hey, so... I wanna learn how to add text to videos."
You glanced at him. "Oh?"
"Yeah, like... just in case I ever need to make a music video by myself." He explained, his voice dipping slightly.
You smirked, already sensing where this was going. "You mean in case I'm not around to do it for you?"
He grinned, not even denying it. "Exactly."
You hummed, clicking through the editing software. "Alright, pay attention."
Mark pulled his chair up beside you, leaning in way too close as you navigated the program. You felt the heat of his gaze more than once, but you pretended not to notice—until you did.
"You're not even looking at the screen." You said, turning toward him.
"I am." He defended, but his smirk gave him away.
You huffed, placing your hand on the mouse. "Watch closely."
You leaned in to type and in the process, your knee brushed against his. Instead of moving away, Mark just smirked slightly, shifting even closer.
"So, you click here to add a text layer." You explained, voice steady despite the way your skin tingled. "Then you can choose the font, size, and animation style."
"Mmm, what if I want it to fade in all smooth and cool?"
"Then you'd go to transitions and—"
You clicked the wrong thing.
A bright pink, curly font popped up on the screen, reading: SUPER AWESOME Y/N IS THE BEST.
Mark burst into laughter. "Ohhh, I love that...perfect title."
You groaned trying to fix it, but he grabbed your wrist gently. "Wait, wait. Keep it."
"Mark, no."
"Mark, yes." He teased, his fingers still lingering on your wrist. "It's only fair, you are super awesome."
You shook your head, deleting the text despite his protests.
You both finished the editing, but before you could say you were done for the night, Mark stretched with an exaggerated groan.
"You know what? You should stay for dinner." He said casually.
You blinked. "What?"
"Stay for dinner." He repeated, standing up. "I'll cook."
You raised a suspicious brow. "You cook?"
He scoffed. "First of all, rude. Second, yes."
You crossed your arms, pretending to consider. "Mmm, free food... and potential food poisoning?"
Mark clutched his chest dramatically. "Wow, you wound me."
You laughed, standing up. "Fine, fine. I'll stay, but if I die I'm haunting you."
"Deal." He said, heading to the kitchen. "Now sit back, relax, and prepare to be amazed."
You settled onto a stool by the counter, watching as he pulled out ingredients. To your surprise, he actually seemed to know what he was doing, chopping vegetables with ease, humming under his breath as he worked.
"So, what is your specialty Chef Mark?" You teased, resting your chin in your palm.
He grinned. "Tonight? Stir-fry."
As he cooked, the conversation flowed easily. You talked about music, future plans, dumb childhood stories. At one point, Mark wiped his hands on a towel and reached over to poke your cheek.
"You always do that when you're focused." He pointed out.
"Do what?"
"That little frown." He mimicked, scrunching his brows.
You rolled your eyes, swatting his hand away. "I do not—"
"You do." He countered, turning back to the stove with a smug smile.
Dinner was surprisingly delicious. As you ate, the conversation slowed, settling into something quieter.
"You know." Mark started, twirling his fork. "I'm kinda sad this project's ending."
You glanced up. "Yeah?"
"Yeah." He met your eyes. "It was fun having you around. Working on something together."
You felt warmth spread through your chest. "Yeah... it was."
Mark hesitated before adding, "We should do it again sometime."
You smiled. "We should."
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You and Mark had finally decided to take a break from all the work, choosing a laid back hangout where you didn't have to worry about editing, filming, or anything productive. Not that it ever felt like work, anyway—not with him.
The two of you strolled down the sidewalk, warm coffees in hand. Laughter spilled from your lips as Mark animatedly told you some story, his voice light and his cheeks slightly flushed from the cold.
"Wait, wait... so you're telling me he actually tried to—"
"Y/n?" A familiar voice cut through your laughter, making you pause mid step.
You turned toward the sound and immediately spotted Jaemin approaching, his usual smug grin plastered across his face. His hands were shoved into the pockets of his coat, but his sharp eyes flickered between you and Mark, already scanning for... something.
"Jaemin... Hi!" You greeted, putting on your best casual smile.
Mark lifted his hand in a small wave. "Hey man."
Jaemin's smirk deepened as he reached you both, tilting his head slightly. "Feels like I haven't seen you in forever." He said, his gaze still shifting between you and Mark, clearly analyzing.
"I know right?" You chuckled, shifting on your feet. "I've just been, you know... busy with my boyfriend." You emphasized the word, nudging Mark slightly with your elbow. He played along instantly, nodding in agreement with a small smile.
"Ahh, right." Jaemin said, dragging the words out as if he were testing how it felt on his tongue. His expression remained unreadable, but the skepticism in his eyes was unmistakable. "You guys look... closer than ever."
"Well, yeah." You replied, flashing a polite smile. "That's sorta what happens when you date someone."
Mark let out a quiet chuckle beside you, sipping his coffee.
Jaemin squinted at the two of you, lips pressing together like he was trying to piece something together. The silence stretched just a little too long before he finally let out a small hum.
"Hmm. Yeah, you're right."
"Well." You started, eager to end the interaction before Jaemin could get any ideas. "We're gonna get going—"
"Wait."
Your heart sank just a little.
Jaemin grinned, clearly enjoying the moment. "We miss you." He said, looking directly at you. "Why don't you and Mark stop by this Saturday? Hang out with everyone... you know, like the old times."
That smug expression on his face told you that declining wasn't going to be easy. You opened your mouth to politely decline, but before you could get a word out Mark beat you to it.
"That sounds fun, right babe?" He said smoothly, turning to you with a warm smile that almost looked genuine.
You blinked at him.
"Yeah, totally." You managed, forcing a smile back as you turned to Jaemin. "We'll be there."
Jaemin took a step back, satisfied. "Great! Just don't break up before then or anything."
Mark let out a laugh, shaking his head. "Oh, we're good man."
Jaemin hummed again, still looking just a little too suspicious for your liking. "Kay... see you then."
With that, he finally walked away leaving you and Mark standing there in unison. You both let out a synchronized sigh.
"That was..." You trailed off.
Mark shook his head, smiling slightly. "I can see why you'd be scared to date someone...he's scary."
You laughed. "I'm not scared of him."
Mark raised a playful brow. "You sure? He had you real close to sweating back there."
You rolled your eyes. "I just think it's annoying."
Mark smiled, but then as if something weighed on him, his expression stiffened just a little. He glanced down at his coffee, rolling the cup slightly between his hands. "Seriously though... why don't you date anyone?"
You hesitated for a moment before exhaling through your nose. "I just don't want to." You shrugged. "I feel like relationships don't last. They start great, then fall apart."
Mark's gaze softened. "What makes you feel that way?"
You pressed your lips together for a moment before answering. "Just... a past relationship. It didn't work out, and honestly I don't think it's worth trying again. I'd rather just be by myself."
Mark didn't say anything right away, but you could tell something shifted in his demeanor. His usual playfulness dimmed just a little, like he wanted to say something, but wasn't sure if he should.
Finally, he offered a small smile. "Well... I get it I guess. If you don't try again, you won't ever know though."
"Then I guess I'll never know." You replied simply.
Silence settled between you, not awkward, but thick.
Mark looked down at his phone, biting his lip. "I should probably head out."
"Oh, okay." You said, nodding as you adjusted your coat.
He hesitated for a second before flashing his usual easygoing smile. "I'll see you this weekend, yeah?"
"Yeah... see you then." You said, forcing a small smile back.
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When you arrived at the hangout together, arms casually brushing, laughter slipping easily between you, no one batted an eye. You were affectionate without forcing it, leaning into each other, whispering small things that made no sense to anyone else, it felt effortless.
As the night wore on someone suggested a drinking game—Truth or Dare, with shots.
The group quickly agreed, the buzz of alcohol already making everyone a little looser, a little bolder.
"Drinking Truth or Dare?" Mark asked, raising a curious brow as he turned to you.
"Yeah, we do it all the time." You replied, already a bit tipsy, your tongue a little looser than it should be. "You don't have to if you don't want."
Mark smirked. "No, I want to."
And with that, the game began.
The first round started with a collective shot to get things going. The group quickly fell into a rhythm—questions growing more personal, dares becoming more ridiculous.
Then it was your turn, and your gaze flickered over to Jaemin.
"Jaemin." You said, a slow smirk creeping onto your lips. "Truth or dare?"
He leaned back casually, but cocky. "Truth."
You twirled your shot glass between your fingers as a sinister thought grazed your mind. "Is it true you've been thinking about breaking up with your girlfriend?"
The air tensed. Jaemin's easygoing expression fell for just a second, his jaw clenched.
"Y/n, what the fuck? No." His voice was sharp as he reached for another shot and downed it in one go.
You shrugged, unfazed. "I was just curious. You always made fun of me for being single so... this is ironic, isn't it?"
Jaemin exhaled through his nose, shaking his head. "Okay, I've got a truth for you then Y/n."
You raised a brow, taking a slow sip of your drink. "Fine, hit me."
His eyes darkened just a little, his smirk twisting into something sharper. "Is it true that the reason you took this long to get into a relationship is because of how shitty your ex treated you—that you tolerated for months?"
The table went quiet.
You felt your stomach twist, but you forced yourself to roll your eyes, refusing to let the weight of his words show on your face. "Jaemin, please."
Jaemin shrugged like it was nothing, but the tension between you two was thick. This happened often, your tipsy back and forths, but tonight it was different.
"Okay Y/n. Truth or dare?" Chenle's voice cut through, attempting to redirect the conversation.
"What? I just went." You said, shooting him a look.
"Go again." Chenle pressed, his gaze locked on you.
You sighed, deciding it was better than letting Jaemin's words linger. "Fine, dare."
A slow grin spread across Chenle's face. "Alright, I dare you and Mark to do seven minutes in heaven."
You blinked. "What, are we teenagers? Seven minutes in heaven?"
Mark turned to you, his expression unreadable, but amused.
"You picked dare." Jaemin's voice cut in. "You have to do it."
"Jaemin, hush." Chenle muttered, shooting him a look.
You sighed dramatically before standing. "Fine, whatever. C'mon Mark."
Chenle led you to a small, dimly lit closet, shoving you both inside before closing the door behind you.
The space was tight—so tight that your knees brushed his, your shoulder pressed into his chest. A dim, flickering light illuminated the space, casting soft shadows on Mark's face.
"Wow, this is kinda snug." You murmured, shifting slightly.
Mark let out a breathy chuckle. "Yeah... sorry, my hand kinda hurts. Do you mind if I...?" He gestured vaguely, and you understood immediately.
"Go ahead." You said, letting him wrap his arm around you to ease the angle.
For a moment, there was nothing but silence, the sound of muffled voices outside the only thing filling the space, then Mark spoke.
"You know..." His voice was quieter now, almost hesitant. "You're more than what you've had in the past... no matter what Jaemin says."
You stilled, no one had ever said that to you before. You turned to him, meeting his gaze in the dim light. His expression was softer than usual. Without thinking, you reached forward and pulled him into a hug.
"I appreciate you so much Mark." You whispered, your arms tightening around him.
His breath hitched slightly before he returned the embrace. "I appreciate you too."
When you pulled back, you were still close—so close that your breaths mixed, your faces mere inches apart. Mark looked at you, his gaze flickering down to your lips. Before you could process it, he leaned in.
And you let him.
The kiss started slow, tentative, unsure—before something in both of you snapped. His hands found your waist, pulling you closer, and you melted into him. The kiss deepened, your fingers tangling in his hair, his grip tightening just slightly as if afraid you'd pull away.
You made a soft noise against his lips, and it was all he needed to kiss you harder, more desperately.
He broke the kiss for a second, looking at you with glossy eyes as you both caught your breaths. Before you could lean in, there was a knock on the door.
You both froze, your lips slightly parted, your breaths uneven.
Chenle's voice came through. "Alright, time's up."
You swallowed, pulling away fully. Mark's ears were flushed pink, his chest rising and falling just as fast as yours. Without a word, you reached for the doorknob and stepped out.
As you both took your seats, the air between you had definitely shifted. You avoided looking at Mark, but every time your eyes accidentally met, you couldn't help but smile. It was stupid, but something about it made your whole body feel light. Jaemin, of course was the first to notice.
"What, did you guys fuck or something?" He asked, staring at the two of you.
"Cut it out." Chenle interjected. "If she's calm now, then you need to be— or do we need to send you to the closet?"
You let out a small giggle at that, shaking your head.
Jaemin scoffed but let it go, leaning back in his seat. "Whatever." He said "She knows I love her." He said, quietly.
Something in his tone made you pause for just a second, but before you could even unpack that your eyes flickered back to Mark, and just like that, the rest of the room faded.
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February 7th – The Day the Project Was Due
The moment you woke up, you grabbed your phone and texted Mark.
"It's the day!"
It didn't take long for him to reply.
"Yep."
You smiled, quickly typing out another message.
"Have you turned it in already?"
"Yep."
You paused for a moment, his short responses making your fingers hover over the keyboard. Maybe he was just busy... maybe you were reading too much into it.
"And you told me that everything should be graded by the 12th?"
"Mhm."
Your stomach twisted slightly, this wasn't like him. Usually Mark was more responsive, more animated. Right now, his texts felt distant, dry. You tried to shake the feeling.
"Well... good luck. I'm scared for you 😭."
"Thxs."
That was it... just thxs?
Something felt off, you couldn't quite put your finger on it—maybe it was the lack of emojis, or the way you were imagining his voice flat and indifferent.
You hesitated before typing:
"... Are you okay?"
"Yep, I'm cool."
You frowned.
"You sure?"
"Yep."
There it was again. The same short response.
Your fingers hesitated over the keyboard, but you decided not to push. If something was wrong, he'd tell you.
"Um... okay. Anyways, do you want to meet up for lunch today? I'm reallyyyy craving a sandwich right now."
A moment passed before his reply came in.
"I can't today... sorry."
Your stomach twisted again, but you forced yourself to brush it off.
"Oh... that's fine. I'll talk to you later."
You sat with your phone in your lap, waiting—hoping he'd text first like he usually did, but the hours passed, and there was nothing. No check-ins, no requests to hang out. Something didn't feel right. Just radio silence.
You sent a few more texts over the next few days, but his responses were slow and repetitive.
"Not today, sorry."
"I'm busy, maybe later."
"Sorry, can't."
Days blurred together, and before you knew it, it was February 12th. You grabbed your phone, barely able to contain your anticipation.
"Today's the day... I'm nervous... excited."
Mark's reply came a few minutes later.
"Lol yeah."
You hesitated. His texts still felt off, but you pushed the thought aside.
"Make sure to update me!"
This time he didn't even respond with words. He just liked the message. Your stomach sank slightly, but you told yourself it was fine... maybe he was just stressed.
You waited all day, checking your phone every few minutes, but the message didn't come until late—almost 11 p.m.
"So... I got a B."
You blinked at your screen, rereading the message. A B? After all the work you both put in?
"WHAT?" You typed back, your frustration evident.
"Yep."
You knew he had wanted an A. That was the whole deal, if he got an A, he'd go to the Valentine's Day party with you.
A small pang of disappointment settled in your chest as you hesitantly typed:
"Aw man, does that mean you won't go to the Valentine's party with me?"
A pause.
"Well... A deal's a deal. So no."
You frowned, staring at the screen. You knew it was silly to be upset—after all, this was fake and yet... it still kind of stung.
"Aw :("
"Sorry man."
You sighed.
"Nothing for you to be sorry about. We worked super hard... your professor will get knocked off their feet next time... swear."
"Yeah haha."
The conversation felt like it was ending, but you couldn't shake the feeling that something was wrong.
"I hope you're okay?"
A moment passed before he replied.
"I'm fine."
You stared at his response for a moment before liking the message. That was that, The deal was off... no party, no fake date. Just like that, your arrangement was over. And maybe... maybe it was for the best.
Right?
You were half asleep when your phone buzzed again. Groggily, you reached for it, expecting it to be some random notification, but it wasn't.
It was Mark.
"I mean... are you still going to the party?"
Your eyes widened slightly. You sat up, rereading his message just to make sure you weren't dreaming.
Your fingers moved quickly.
"Probably, so I at least won't be alone on Valentine's Day 😂."
A few moments passed before he replied.
"You don't have to tell them we broke up and all that... maybe just say I'm sick or something."
Your eyebrows furrowed slightly.
"Then they're gonna be expecting you to go to future couple things. Might as well tell them we broke it off now."
A pause.
"Ah... yeah, right. Sorry."
You sighed.
"No need to be. This was bound to happen anyways. We can't fake it all our life."
The words felt wrong as you typed them.
"Yeah."
And that was that. The end of the story, at least... that's what you thought. Until the day of Valentine's Day, when your phone buzzed again.
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You stared at the name on your screen. Mark.
A part of you had expected the conversation to end earlier, but here he was, still texting about it.
"Did you already tell your friends we broke up?" He asked.
"Well... yeah." You replied, faster than you intended.
There was a long pause. The three little dots popped up for a second, then disappeared. You swallowed, waiting for his next message.
"Damn it. My teacher just randomly curved my grade. So I'm at an A now."
The abrupt change of topic made you blink, but your fingers moved quickly across the screen.
"Omg, that's amazing. I'm proud of you. I know you wanted an A."
"Thank you, thank you—but what about you?"
"What about me?"
"I have to hold up my end of the bargain."
Before you could ask what he meant, another text came through.
"Is it too late to come to the party with you?"
You froze, rereading the words. Deep down, you were excited—excited to spend another moment with Mark, when lately the people around you felt a little unbearable. You knew you shouldn't be so eager, but still...
"I mean... I guess not. I do want to see the look on Jaemin's face when you walk in anyways. He's been taunting me and I haven't even seen him in person yet. You don't have to come though, I promise."
"A deal's a deal."
A small, reluctant smile tugged at your lips.
"Sounds great."
"Is there a dress code? Do you want to match or something?"
"I mean, that's up to you."
"I told you I was gonna be the best boyfriend they've ever seen... for that, you have to tell me how the best boyfriend is supposed to be."
"Just be you."
He saw it instantly. The typing bubbles appeared, then disappeared. You wondered what he was about to say but changed your mind on. Before he could reply, you sent another message.
"We have to meet up early so we can get each other gifts. "
"Yeah, for sure. I can come pick you up in about three hours, okay?"
"Sounds good to me."
You set your phone down, exhaling. Three hours.
Time slipped by faster than you expected, and before you knew it, there was a knock at your door. When you opened it, Mark stood there with his usual bright grin.
"Long time no see." You greeted, unable to stop the smile spreading across your face.
"Long time no see." HE echoed, his eyes flickering over you before landing on your sweater.
You followed his gaze, then looked at him.
"Oh, we're matching?" You asked, noticing the way his red sweater mirrored yours.
Mark chuckled. "Yeah. Great minds think alike, I guess."
"So, are you ready to go?" You asked, slipping on your shoes and shutting the door behind you.
"Yep." He said, stuffing his hands into his pockets.
The drive to the store was filled with the usual back and forth, music playing softly in the background as Mark tapped his fingers against the steering wheel. Every now and then, you caught him sneaking a glance at you, but he never said anything about it so you didn't either.
"Okay." You said as you walked inside the store together. "We pick out a gift in five minutes, and no peeking at each other's choice until the party."
Mark let out a small laugh. "You think you can find me something good in five minutes?"
"Obviously." You smirked. "But you? I don't know Mark. I feel like you'll panic buy the first thing you see."
"Wow." He placed a hand over his heart. "That's the faith you have in me?"
"Prove me wrong then."
His eyes held yours for a moment, something unreadable flickering in them before he exhaled and nodded. "Alright, five minutes. See you at the door."
You grinned before spinning on your heel, heading straight into the aisles.
Mark found himself standing in front of a shelf filled with different gift options—some fun, some practical, some completely ridiculous. He ran a hand through his hair, glancing over at where you were browsing on the other side of the store. You looked so at ease, so sure of yourself. Mark? Not so much.
It wasn't that he didn't want to get you something—he did. Maybe a little too much. That was the problem. How was he supposed to pick something casual when everything in him wanted to get you something that meant more?
Sighing, he grabbed some crochet flowers off the shelf, inspecting it. It had to be just enough. Not too much, not too little. Just enough, plus, he remembered you saying something about roses in the past.
At exactly five minutes, you both arrived at the door, each holding a gift bag.
"Done?" You asked, tilting your head.
"Done."
You squinted at his choice. "Did you panic buy?"
He scoffed. "No faith. Absolutely no faith in me."
As you both headed back to the car, the air between you felt lighter. The slight hesitation in Mark's eyes was still there, but he was smiling—really smiling—and it made something in your chest warm.
By the time you arrived at the party, the house was already buzzing with music and laughter. Groups of people were gathered in the living room, some sprawled across the couches, others standing with drinks in their hands.
All eyes turned when you and Mark walked in together.
You felt it instantly—the shift in the room, the way conversations paused, the way Jaemin's smirk deepened as he leaned back against the counter.
"Well, well." Jaemin drawled, crossing his arms. "Look who decided to show up together."
You rolled your eyes. "Don't start."
Mark, to your surprise, just smiled, wrapping an arm around your shoulder with ease. "What? We always keep people guessing, right?"
Jaemin raised an eyebrow, clearly amused, but said nothing.
You turned your head slightly, looking at Mark. His hold on you was relaxed, casual—like it was nothing at all. His fingers lightly pressed against your shoulder, and when you glanced up at him, there was something in his expression that made your stomach flip. Maybe tonight was going to be more interesting than you expected.
The night unfolded in a blur of laughter and chatter, the energy in the room buzzing as the party carried on. At first, it was subtle—the way you and Mark naturally gravitated toward each other, always within arm's reach, but then came the couple's games.
Someone had pulled out a deck of "Couple's Challenge" cards, a ridiculous party game daring pairs to complete tasks together.
"You two are playing." One of your friends declared, shoving the deck into your hands.
You barely had time to protest before Mark shrugged. "Might as well." He said, flashing you a playful grin.
Your heart stuttered for a second, but you rolled your eyes. "Fine, ut if we lose I'm blaming you."
The first challenge was simple—"Hand holding for the next three rounds." Mark didn't hesitate. His fingers slid between yours, warm and steady.
"Easy." He murmured, giving your hand the smallest squeeze. You told yourself it was just part of the game, but the way your pulse quickened said otherwise.
The next challenge was worse.
"Whisper something sweet in your partner's ear."
You barely had time to react before Mark leaned in, his breath warm against your skin.
"You look really pretty tonight." He whispered, low enough for only you to hear.
You froze, heat rising to your cheeks as your grip on his hand tightened.
"That's cheating." You muttered.
He only smirked. "You gonna call a ref?"
Before the next round could start, someone announced: "Cookie decorating time!" and everyone quickly moved toward the kitchen, where trays of plain sugar cookies and bowls of colorful icing were laid out.
You and Mark grabbed a spot at the counter, picking up two cookies.
"What's the plan?" You asked, squeezing a tube of red icing.
Mark tapped his chin, thinking. "I'll make yours, and you make mine."
You raised a brow. "So we're setting each other up for failure?"
"That's the spirit." He teased.
You narrowed your eyes at him before getting to work. Five minutes later, Mark burst out laughing. "What is this?" He asked, holding up his cookie—a lopsided mess of icing with a poorly drawn smiley face.
"It's you." You said proudly.
"This looks like a crime scene."
"You're ungrateful."
"Let's see yours then." He slid his cookie toward you, and to your surprise, it was... actually kind of cute. A small heart drawn in icing, a little crooked but undeniably sweet. You blinked at it, warmth creeping up your neck.
"Not bad." You admitted, trying to sound unaffected.
Jaemin, still lounging across the room, clapped his hands together. "Alright." He said, his smirk widening. "Since we're all feeling festive—why don't we open gifts?"
The room filled with murmurs of agreement, but your heart skipped. You turned your head slightly, meeting Mark's gaze. His hesitation was brief, just a flicker, before he nodded.
"Guess it's time." He murmured.
The room was filled with scattered wrapping paper and laughter as gifts were exchanged, the warm glow of the fairy lights adding to the cozy atmosphere. One by one, people unwrapped their presents, each reaction bringing a new wave of excitement.
Finally, Jaemin leaned forward, smirking. "Alright lovebirds, your turn."
"Alright, alright." You said, reaching for the small bag you had picked out earlier. You handed it to him with a teasing smile. "Here you go. Try not to cry."
Mark took the bag, holding it up dramatically. "Ladies and gentlemen, we are gathered here today to witness what is about to be the greatest gift ever given."
Laughter erupted around the room, but you just rolled your eyes. "Oh my God, just open it."
Mark finally stuck his hand in the bag, pulling out a sleek, keychain shaped like his favorite guitar.
His eyes widened slightly before he let out an impressed whistle. "No way." He said, running his fingers over it. "How did you even find this?"
You shrugged, grinning. "I have my ways."
He twirled the keychain between his fingers before nodding in approval. "Alright, I'll admit it—this is actually sick." He turned to the group. "Thanks, really." He murmured, and for a second, his voice was softer, more genuine.
You felt your heartbeat stutter.
"Okay, okay." Jaemin interrupted, smirking. "Now, what did you get for her Mark? Better be good."
Mark grinned, reaching behind him and pulling out a simple brown paper bag. "Alright, I went with something classic."
You took the bag from him, curiosity bubbling in your chest. As you opened it, your breath hitched.
Inside was the bouquet of crochet roses, your favorite flower.
You looked up at him, eyes wide. "Oh my God... you remembered?"
Mark's smile softened. "Of course I did."
A collective "Aww" echoed through the room as you stared down at the roses, warmth spreading through your chest. It was such a simple gift, but it meant more than words could express. Before you could say anything else, Mark clapped his hands together.
"Alright, I actually have one more surprise."
Your brows furrowed. "Wait—what?"
He stood up, brushing his hands off. "I'll be right back."
The group looked around with curiosity as Mark disappeared down the hallway. Moments later he returned, carrying his laptop.
"Uh... can I hook this up to the TV?" He asked, looking toward Jaemin.
Jaemin raised an eyebrow but nodded. "Yeah, go ahead man."
Mark quickly connected the laptop, and after a few seconds, the screen flickered to life. Your stomach flipped when bold white letters appeared on the dark background.
"200, by Mark... for Y/N."
Your breath caught in your throat and then, music started playing.
“First, you crashed into my life and you just broke, my roof and my window, girl, you had me shook—”
Your eyes widened in shock. It was the song you had found in his notebook. The one he had been working on, the one he had never let you hear.
Your heart pounded as the video started and suddenly, you were on screen.
The footage was a collection of moments—the two of you laughing during late night study sessions, joking around between takes for the project, him catching you off guard with his camera and you playfully shoving him away. The edits were smooth, timed perfectly to the beat of the song. You felt mesmerized as you listened to the lyrics.
They were about you.
Every verse, every carefully chosen word—it was all about the moments you had shared, about the way you made him feel, about the way he saw you when you weren't looking.
You barely noticed the people around you reacting. You were completely lost in the song, in the video. When a clip of you making a ridiculous face appeared you let out a soft laugh, covering your mouth. When the video cut to Mark recording you while you weren't looking, glancing at you, your heart clenched.
And then all too soon, the song ended.
The screen faded to black, and for a moment silence filled the room.
Jaemin just shook his head, muttering, "Wow." as everyone broke into collective "Aw's"
You turned to Mark slowly, your eyes shining. "You really did this... for me?"
Mark rubbed the back of his neck, suddenly looking a little sheepish. "Yeah. I mean... yeah."
You could only look at Mark.
And he could only look at you.
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When you arrived at Mark's apartment after the party, it was quiet, the only sound being the faint hum of the heater as you stepped inside.
"You really learned how to edit lyrics for this?" You asked, shaking your head slightly as you set the bouquet down on the counter. "Mark, that was so thoughtful... really."
He glanced at you with a small smile, shoving his hands in his pockets. "Learned from the best... for the best."
His words made your stomach flip, but you ignored the feeling and nudged his shoulder playfully. "You didn't have to do all that for me."
Mark raised an eyebrow, a smirk playing at his lips. "I told you I was gonna be the best boyfriend."
You chuckled, shaking your head. "Well, you got a B, so you really went far and beyond."
For a split second, something flickered across his face—hesitation. His body stiffened slightly, and he averted his gaze, rubbing the back of his neck.
"Well..." He trailed off, voice quieter. "She curved it... so I technically got an A."
You slowed your steps as you both entered his studio, brows furrowing. "Does your teacher provide feedback?" You asked, curiosity creeping in.
Without thinking he replied, "Yeah, of course."
Something about his tone made you pause. "What feedback did you get? I'm just wondering why you got a B in the first place. Not trying to toot my own horn, but the video was pretty nice... and the song—don't get me started, it was beautiful."
Mark let out a nervous chuckle. "Uh, yeah... haha. Sucks."
You narrowed your eyes. "Let me see it. I wanna read it."
Suddenly, he looked really nervous, shifting his weight from foot to foot. "Oh, uh—you wanna see it right now? My phone is dead, so we can't."
You turned your head toward the couch, where his phone was lying face up. Right on cue, the screen lit up with a notification.
Mark froze.
"You just got a notification." You pointed out, looking at him suspiciously.
His laugh was forced. "Oh, that's funny. Haha. Well, it's about to die..."
"Ah okay... but your computer's right there." You said, nodding towards his desk.
He followed your gaze, swallowing hard. His entire body tensed, and you could practically see the internal panic. Before he could come up with another excuse, you sat down in his desk chair and gestured at the laptop. "Just open it."
Mark hesitated. "Oh, I forgot my password."
You slowly turned back to him, deadpan. "Mark... What's wrong with you?"
He didn't respond.
"You're acting really weird, just open the computer."
His hands twitched at his sides before he finally moved forward, his fingers slightly shaky as he clicked onto the website to check grades.
"Log in." You said, watching him carefully.
Mark exhaled slowly, fingers hovering over the keyboard. "Are you sure you wanna see it?" He glanced at you briefly. "I just don't want your feelings to get hurt or anything."
"They're not." You said, glancing up at him.
He let out a dry laugh. "No, but they are."
You stared at him, your confusion growing. "Mark... just open it. I didn't sit here working on this project to not see what went wrong."
He nodded, pressing his lips together before finally typing in his username and password.
Incorrect password.
"Oops." He muttered.
You tilted your head. "Take your time."
He tried again. Incorrect.
And again. Incorrect.
"Mark." You said, your voice firmer now. "Seriously, what the fuck?"
His fingers hovered over the keyboard, but then he suddenly stepped back, raking his hands through his hair in frustration.
You stared at him, concern creeping in. "Mark, what's wrong—"
"I lied." He blurted out.
"What?"
His jaw clenched. "I lied."
A heavy silence settled between you. You shook your head slightly, still trying to piece together what he was saying. "About what?"
He exhaled sharply, his hands still gripping his hair. "I lied about the feedback. I lied about the grade. I've lied about everything."
You felt your heart drop. "What are you talking about?"
His gaze finally met yours hesitantly. "I got a perfect score, okay?"
"Wait... why did you lie to me?" You asked, your voice was quieter now. "Did you not want to go with me or something? You know you could've just said that."
A flicker of panic crossed his face. "No, no—it's not that."
"Then why?" You pressed, your emotions starting to surface.
Mark swallowed hard, his usual easy confidence completely gone. He looked at you, his expression torn, his fingers twitching at his sides.
"Y/n, I can't."
Your chest tightened. "No, you can. You literally can. Are you playing with me right now?"
He quickly shook his head. "No, no—I swear I'm not. Please Y/n... I don't want to ruin anything."
Your lips parted slightly, hurt creeping into your voice. "You kinda already did." You turned to leave, your heart pounding, but before you could step out of the room—
"I like you."
You froze, your fingers curling slightly at your sides, your back still turned to him.
Mark swallowed hard before continuing, his voice softer now. "I've liked you this whole time... but this was all fake. And then you told me you didn't want a relationship, and I just—I didn't want to ruin anything."
Slowly, you turned to face him.
He looked wrecked.
"And then the kiss and everything was so... complicated." He went on, his voice barely above a whisper. "I didn't know what to do, I was scared."
Your heartbeat thundered in your ears.
You exhaled shakily. "Do you know how unfair that is?"
Mark's brows furrowed. "What?"
You swallowed hard, your emotions rising to the surface. "I tried so hard to keep my feelings in check, to remind myself that this wasn't real. I told myself over and over again that I couldn't like you, but you... you were just lying to me the whole time?"
"Y/N—"
"What?" You said, a broken chuckle escaping your lips.
His gaze searched yours, uncertainty flickering across his face. "I—I didn't know you felt that way. You told me..." He trailed off, voice hesitant.
You exhaled sharply, shaking your head. "I know what I told you, and I was so stupid for saying it."
Mark's eyes softened, studying you carefully, taking a step closer
"So... you do want a relationship?" He asked, his voice uncertain.
You hesitated, lips parting slightly. "I don't know." You admitted.
His face dropped slightly, just for a second—but before he could say anything you spoke again.
"Try asking."
Mark blinked, his frown fading as realization washed over him. Slowly, a smile tugged at his lips, cautious at first—then warm. He took another step forward, reaching for your hands, his fingers curling gently around yours. His touch was warm.
"Y/n." He murmured, voice softer now.
"Will you be my girlfriend? For real this time?"
Your heart swelled at the way he said it—so sincere, so hopeful. A slow smile spread across your face as you nodded.
"Yes. I will."
Before you could say anything else, Mark let out a breath of relief, grinning as he pulled you in—his hands slipping around your waist, yours resting on his shoulders, and then he kissed you.
It wasn't rushed or hesitant like before. His lips moved against yours with a mix of relief, excitement, and something deeper. His arms tightened around you, pulling you closer, as if he was afraid to let go now that he finally had you.
You melted into him, fingers threading through his hair, smiling against his lips. When you finally pulled away, Mark rested his forehead against yours, breathless and grinning like an idiot.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that, like, for real." He admitted.
"Well, now you can do it whenever you want."
His eyes gleamed. "Yeah?"
"Yeah."
Mark hummed, brushing his nose against yours before pressing another soft kiss to your lips.
"Best. Valentines. Ever." He murmured against your mouth.
You laughed, pulling him closer. "Yeah. It really is.
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The group hangout was going great—laughter, drinks, and playful chatter filling the air as everyone lounged around in Jaemin's living room. You were curled up next to Mark on the couch, his arm draped casually over the backrest behind you.
Jaemin squinted at the two of you, tilting his head. "Something feels... different between you two."
You glanced at Mark before turning back to Jaemin with a playful smile. "Well, we just hit our one month anniversary."
Mark's gaze flickered to yours, amusement twinkling in his eyes. He smiled softly, playing along.
Jaemin blinked. "Wait, what?" He leaned forward, looking genuinely confused. "Hasn't it been like... three months since you told me y'all got together?"
You and Mark just stared at each other, expressions blank as the realization sank in. Mark was the first to recover, turning back to Jaemin with the straightest face and shrugged.
"Yeah, whatever." He said smoothly. "Time is an illusion."
Jaemin shook his head, chuckling. "Y'all are so weird. I don't get paid enough to deal with you two."
"You don't get paid at all." Someone added from the other side of the room.
"Exactly."
You let out a laugh, shaking your head as you turned to Mark. He was already looking at you, his eyes warm.
"Time is an illusion?" You teased quietly.
Mark tilted his head, grinning. "Hey, it got us out of that conversation didn't it?"
You rolled your eyes but smiled anyway. "You're ridiculous."
"You like it." He shot back, bumping his knee against yours.
And yeah—you did.
Jaemin's voice snapped you out of your thoughts. "I still think something's weird about you two."
"Maybe you're the weird one." Mark countered smoothly.
Laughter rippled through the group again, the conversation shifting to something else. But you and Mark? You stayed in your little bubble.
Maybe time was an illusion, or maybe for the first time, it was finally moving exactly the way it was supposed to.
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