#we are not worthy of him...
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If you are a person who doesn't like Frodo Baggins I am taking you by the shoulders. I am shaking you gently. I am asking you if you've ever had to try to do something overwhelming. I am asking you if you've ever had to carry on in the face of insurmountable despair. I am asking if you've ever carried burdens no one else could know of. I am asking if you've never seen yourself in the monstrous. I'm asking you if you've ever been unable to trust your own mind. I am asking if your mental health has ever made you unreasonable. I'm asking if you've ever been too weak to take care of yourself, too weak to do the right thing in the end, too weak to do what, in your heart of hearts, you want to do. I'm asking if you've ever been too small to make a significant difference and if you tried anyway. I'm asking if you've ever faltered under something heavy placed on your shoulders. I'm asking if you've ever taken the next step despite never wanting to move again.
If you haven't yet, you will.
#haha yeah I'm fine and normal about Lord of the Rings (fights anyone with a bad Frodo take)#we are not worthy of him...#no character in fiction has ever been more important to me#a 50yo Hobbit saddled with a cursed object slowly destroying his mind is something that can actually be so personal#Lord of the rings#lotr frodo#frodo baggins#lotr
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Hey you said something about the my hero academia creator being unhinged about sexism, do you mind explaining?
I tried to write like, a thorough explanation of this and it just got longer and longer and longer and I have not touched this series in actual years and yet I've still got all these receipts a;lkjk;lfasd.
So rather than trying to build the whole massive case, here's a pared-down version. It's normal to have sexism in media, and shounen manga especially. Everyone does it. The level and mode and intentionality and so forth all vary, but of course it's there.
What's not normal is to have lots of varied and interesting female characters with discernible inner lives, and on-page discussion of how sexism is systemic and unjust and holds them back in specific ways, and then also deliberately make consistent sexist writing decisions even where they don't arise naturally from the flow of the narrative.
Horikoshi is actively interested in gender and sexism, he's aware of them in a way you rarely see outside of the context of, you know, fighting sexism. He is hung up on the thorny issue of what women are worth and deserve and how power and respect ties into it. He genuinely wants, I think, to have Good Female Characters, and not be (seen as) A Sexist Guy!
But. He doesn't actually want to fight sexism. He displays a lot of woman-oriented anxieties, and one of the many churning paddlewheels in his head seems to be that he knows intellectually that morally sexism is bad, but emotionally he really feels like it ought to probably be at least partly correct.
There are so many things I could cite, and maybe I'll get into some of them later, but the crowning item that highlights how the pattern is 1) at least partly conscious and deliberate and 2) about Horikoshi's own weird hangups rather than simply cynical market play, is Mineta Minoru.
The writer has stated Mineta is his favorite character. Mineta is also designed to be hated--that is, he is a particularly elaborate instantiation of a character archetype normally deployed to soak up audience contempt and (by being gross and shameless and unattractive and 'unthreatening') make it possible to include a range of sexual gratification elements into the narrative that would compromise the main characters' reputations as heroic and deserving, if they were the actors.
Good Guys don't grope girls' tits and run away snickering in triumph, after all. Non-losers don't focus intense effort around successfully stealing someone's panties. Nice Girls don't let themselves be seen half-dressed. And so forth. You need an underwear gremlin for that. So, in anime and manga, longstanding though declining tradition of including such a gremlin, for authorial deniability.
Horikoshi definitely uses him straight for this purpose, looping in Kaminari as needed to make a bit work. And yet he has Feelings about the archetype itself.
The passages dedicated to the vindication of Mineta, then, and the author's statements about him, let us understand that Horikoshi identifies with the figure of the underwear gremlin. He understands the underwear gremlin as a defining exemplar of male sexuality, at least if you are not hot, and finds the attached contempt and hostility to be a dehumanizing attack on all uh.
Incels, basically.
It's not fair to write Mineta off just because he's unattractive and horny (and commits sexual harassment). Doesn't he have a mind? Doesn't he have dreams? Doesn't he have human potential?
So what's going on with Horikoshi and gender, as far as I can figure out, is that he knows damn well that women are people and are treated unjustly by sexist society, but however.
He also understands the institutions of sexism as something protecting him and people like him from life being nebulously yet definitively Worse, and therefore wants to see them upheld.
So you get this really bizarre handling of gender where obviously women's rights good and women cool, women can be Strong, and the compulsory sexualization imposed by the industry isn't them or the author, and so forth.
But also it's very important that in the world he controls, women never win anything important or Count too much, and that jokes at their expense that disrupt the internal logic of their characters are always fair game, that women asked about sexism on TV will promptly get into catfights amongst themselves, and they are understood always in terms of their sexual and romantic interests and value, and sexual assertiveness and failures to perform femininity well enough are used to code them as dangerous and irrational, and that the sexy costumes are requisite and will never be subverted or rebelled against--at most they might be circumnavigated via leaning into cute appeal.
And that Yaoyorozu Momo, who converts her body fat into physical objects, is being frivolous when she wants to use money to buy things instead (rather than as sensibly moderating her Quirk use) and is never encouraged to eat as much as possible at every opportunity to put on weight and even shown being embarrassed by hunger (even though Quirk overuse gives symptoms that suggest she's been stripping the lipids out of her cell walls or nervous system to keep fighting) and always, no matter how many Things she has made, has huge big round boobies.
#ask#hoc est meum#beastenraged#bnha#sexism#i think i got the main points here#just getting lost in the weeds of subsidiary arguments and supporting evidence was destroying me#i don't need to do those this is fandom on the internet#and not even a serious level of that#meta#mineta minoru#yaoyorozu momo#honestly psychologically pretty interesting#it's like he keeps saying 'look i know sexism bad but I Need It'#someone tell him that the patriarchy is exploiting him too and we can all achieve liberation together#this is the same mechanism that upholds white supremacy among the poor#'my life is so bad already the idea of liberating those below me and having to share the crumbs with them is horrific'#ESPECIALLY if i know they're worthy and lots of them are better than me#injustice is the only thing keeping my head above water!#he's also fishing for vindication ofc#but it's wild to see how he'll put in the groundwork that would let him do something gender-egalitarian with his themes#and then opt not to#despite having done the hard part already#idk how much that's making a statement and how much it's just 'this Feels Right'#but as a pattern it murdered me
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there is a difference between being born to a throne, maliciously vying for a throne, stealing a throne, and having a throne thrust upon you when you are already in the midst of an identity crisis. And I fear Loki's place in the line of succession has people unable to differentiate between any of these
#you can't really argue he planned the extent of Thor's downfall#that was all Odin#Loki didn't force Thor to invade Jotunheim he isn't even the one who gave Thor the idea -- Thor did that all on his own!#that he was doing waswasa @ thor didn't help but wasn't really crime worthy on its own#Thor himself took time convincing the other warriors to be okay with the trip despite the treason and danger involved#like. what. Thor can't differentiate good advice from bad and is emotionally volatile and reckless and that's Loki's fault?#THOR was the one who got them past Heimdall too#the entire ordeal inadvertently showed off the favouritism Thor was receiving in comparison to Loki#even though Loki was the one supposedly so easily influencing Thor to such an extent#call Thor a puppet the way he--wait. no. that sounds weird. uhhhhh#you get the point#people will claim Loki was all up in there rearranging Thor's mental processes to cause his downfall#when really it was Loki doing the bare minimum instigation and watching things only devolve from there#because Thor WAS reckless and immature ?? and he WAS quick to anger and enjoyed exerting his power with violence ??#Loki didn't STEAL THE THRONE FROM THOR he literally just is implied to undermine the coronation#that's not even confirmed but we assume it's true that he let the frost giants in near the casket etc.#Loki has his own actual crimes that he did against Thor and hugging his bro's arm and saying 'you're soooooo strong and correct' was not on#even if you manage to argue Loki was cheering Thor on for the invasion (he wasn't) it was clearly to dob Thor in with Odin#which he did when he had some guard inform Odin#that Odin's chosen punishment was for Thor's disobedience aside stop blaming Loki for the damage ODIN inflicted on him#focus on Loki making up lies to Thor about how Odin died instead like at least Loki DID SOMETHING for that#you can even ascribe as evil a motive as you want there bc Loki was slipping fr#twirling his hair and telling Thor he's smarter about the realm's safety than the king was on the normal scale#you want to talk morals go look at how eager Thor was to invade mass destroy and massacre in the other realm#and expected Odin to 'finish them off! together!' bc he was power high on whatever bloodlust pheromones battle apparently imitates for him#sigh. this is why you can't have nice things Thor. no Loki you're barely any better. sit down. have a cookie.
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We can’t keep doing this.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#made this one a bit general because its a reoccurring action wwx makes#He can take it! He’s strong! No one else has to suffer if he’s there to shoulder the weight of consequences#horrible mindset. Go to therapy foul sir#He internalized the concept that his life is only worthy in the service of others…mood buddy but it sucks in this hole#Lwj really said ‘your self sacrificial attitude has caught my ire and I’m taking you on as a personal project’#ok he didn’t but him calling out wwx is so god damn critical to what makes their dynamic the way it is.#how they *both* call each other out!#in love we grow together B*)#wei wuxian now has a big ol’ ‘fuck you’ cat on his leg. Like the worlds worst drunken tattoo#(its the energy of a wronged catboy coalesced into a single image)#outfit changes are approaching but just…remember….its always there.
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#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#always sunny#macdennis#macden#analysis#meta#a beautiful smile to hide the pain...#what if i told you this post was inspired by me listening to SURFACE PRESSURE from encanto and thinking ''it's mac''#who am i if can't carry it all. if i falter......#i think if dennis could see mac's hole that hes hidden so well it would humble him. because he thinks mac doesn't care. he does#hes under a lot of pressure all the time. self imposed. to make sure everyone is safe. shouldering it all and pretending to be fine.#to be worthy of their love. to be in control#if they could see each other's holes and realize how similar yet opposite their experiences are... like foils.#hiding their vulnerability from the other#i could talk about this dynamic of taking care of each other for days dont try me#can we talk about also that part in hits theroad where they were talking abt a guy seeming fine then going crazy right before mac says that#can we acknowledge that it was about mac. and he really could snap any moment from the pressure#the more demanding dennis is of his help. the thinner mac is spread. can weeee talk about ittttt#parallels
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#columbo#season 2#a stitch in crime#god we love to see a pissed off columbo. mans got a white hot temper under that facade#it's delicious#this part is so perfect because not only does columbo get pissed because he has no evidence and knows there's another murder impending#but he's been goaded into this frustration. thusfar dr. mayfield smug and cool and collected has matched him step for step#it's the rare time columbo squares off against a worthy opponent and not only is he on the back foot he's getting laughed at.#some columbos are fun to watch because the murderer is incompetent#but even better are the episodes where he almost loses
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god thinking about katsuki murmuring "gotta win... right izuku?" right before charging right into his death is so so so fucking batshit insane of a thing to include. like he's yearning for him. like not only is he speaking as if izuku is still at his side, but he still remembers what izuku said to him all those months ago and is fighting to live up to the version of himself izuku admired. and then he goes "tell me.... izuku.... can i still reach you" CAN I STILL REACH YOU LITERALLY LONGING FOR HIM, TELL ME, ONE LAST THING BEFORE I GO, JUST TELL ME IF I CAN REACH YOU FUCKING I'M LOSING MY MIND OVER HERE IT'S PEAK PINING TRAGIC ROMANCE
#bkdk#bakudeku#i'm literally going insane thinking about just how hard katsuki was yearning for him#all of this happening knowing he's probably going to die specifically to hurt izuku#the word choice the TELL ME#IZUKU ONE THING SPEAK TO ME ONCE MORE JUST TELL ME#CAN I REACH YOU#RRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAA#CAN I STAND BY YOU CAN I BE BY YOURSIDE AM I WORTHY AM I STRONG ENOUGH#the fucking YEARNING IS GOING CRAZY AND THIS IS WHAT HE THINKS ABOUT WHEN HE DIES#when izuku thinks he's gonna die to muscle man in s3 he's like “sorry mom”#katsuki is just full god i wish i could be at your side izuku i want to speak to you one last time i want the silly trading card we got#signed#hori i swear to god if you dont let these boys hug each other after all this tragic gay pining i'm gonna scream
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"I'm gonna fight you now."
#Da? ddy. exactly#HE TALKS YOU THROUGH IT I KNOW HE DOES#provided he never shuts up anyway#all the jokes all the giggling#i need him carnally#just#ASDFGHJKL that was the one moment he'd sounded like a threat during the entire run of the movie#an actual formidable worthy Threat against wolverine of all mutants#because you don't make a move or breathe one ill word on Deadpool's loved ones and not deserve a punch to the face#one of the quickest self-healing self-regenerating motherfuckers in twenty years. and Wade Wilson makes him bleed.#wade are you flirting with me bitch#what the fuck are we#i know what we should be. we should be in bed together because goddamn#he counts down i know it#WHO SAID THAT#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#poolverine#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine honda odyssey#deadpool 3#deadpool 2024#eliza rewatches#you two gonna fuck or fight?
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Alec at the cemetery | Dark Angel 2x11
#Jensen Ackles#jensenedit#Alec McDowell#Dark Angel#da 2.11#danistuff#this scene was autumn in Vancouver. gray and rainy. which is why his hair is wet. and the only time we saw Alec wear a raincoat I think.#poor alec#jensen played him so well#he was like spike in btvs. just stands out and makes a supporting char worthy of a big story line
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Since Sebastian's storyline was the favorite...
... there's no doubt that Ominis now needs his own.
#hogwarts legacy sebastian#hogwarts legacy ominis#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#ominis gaunt#slytherin#ominis is worthy!!#heir of slytherin#give our snake king his own story!! he's been the best heir to ever grace the house!!#omi is a good boy in calling out his family's bullshit! let's take him!!#GIVE US OUR OMINIS STORYLINE DAMN IT!!!!#we demand Ominis!!
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played Mouthwashing and loved it, don't think I have anything that insightful to say about it though. I will say, however, that the fan reaction to it is incredibly disappointing to me. Like do whatever you want I'm not your dad, but I find it a little contemptable that a game clearly about sexual assault and gendered violence is being completely eclipsed by fucking yaoi posting. There's so much to discuss and explore about Jimmy and Curly (and Anya!), but I guess that's just too boring when you can hallucinate toxic yaoi!!! (BUZZWORD!! BUZZWORD!!). It's kind of incredible how Jimmy seems to just.. forget or brush aside the violence he's inflicted upon Anya in favor of obsessing over Curly, and a majority of fans seem to be eager to do the same!
#we love misogyny#I jest somewhat over the ''hallucinate yaoi'' part cuz I'm not saying it's unreasonable to read into Jimmy's obsession as being a lil gay#but that's kind of the thing isnt it? heterosexual misogynistic men DO obsess over other men#because men are more human to them. more worthy of their attention and obsession#to wrong your fellow man is unforgivable. to harm a woman? par for the course#it's notable that Jimmy's gameplay segments only show guilt for Curly and Daisuke and Swansea#THEY get to exist in his nightmares. Anya? barely present. only their unwanted child exists as a monster to ruin JIMMY'S life#whatever... maybe I'll make a longer post later (lying)#mouthwashing#saturn.txt#mouthwashing spoilers#also whatever i know Daisuke doesn't directly feature in the gameplay segments#but you see his pink flowers frequently. and his shrine in the ''no turning back'' segment#Jimmy mourns him but not Anya
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// Fortesa Latifi, The Truth About Grief //
#web weaving#we need to talk more about how Odin took away Thor's natural born Asgardian abilities on a whim#leaving him in a mortal body without the strength he's had his whole life#with no one he knew in a world he was unfamiliar with#like sure it worked out conveniently and he gained friends instantly but#the fact that Mjolnir was his weapon and he could *no longer lift it*#not really knowing of the enchantment put on it but also... that was THOR'S weapon#it was thrown in the backwater to face the same disgrace Thor got#do you wonder if Thor thought this meant his banishment was permanent#even before Loki visited him#do you think going from a coronation to being told he didn't deserve it dealt him enough damage for him to reconsider everything#do you think being out from the shade of Odin's favouritism for mere few days caused him grief#even though he wasn't sure quite what he did wrong#even though he was following the footsteps of his father#do you think it bothers Thor once he's worthy again that the enchantment is still on Mjolnir#that even though he's regained his status and strength it's at Odin's behest and can be revoked again if he wants
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ermmm school doodles
#cj 24#art#doodles#school doodles#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia#stainmight#all might#toshinori yagi#akaguro chizome#hero killer stain#stain mha#I FEEL SO WEIRD POSTING THIS HAAHGASGHGHAS#feels like I'm posting smth inappropriate heeelpppp#ok so ummm guys we are sleeping on the idea of Toshi being obsessed with Stain and him not seeing that LMAO#like Stain is mad in love with all might yeah? But do you think he would believe if all might said he loves him back lol#I don't think even stain realises he is “in love” with all might#he just thinks that yeah all might is the only worthy hero#he is my everything and I want only the best to him#wdym I have a crush on him? that's just admiration dumbass#it might take him a lot of time to realise that OH SO THAT'S WHAT PEOPLE CALL LOVE#and back to Toshi like#stain is just casually grabbing him and telling him that he is his everything etc#BRO IS SO CONFUSED BECAUSE OF THAT#he isn't used to being loved so much ಥ‿ಥ#I would yap more but there's a limit of tags I think and also I need to draw sooo ummm#conclusion: they are both on aroace spectrum and I'm selfprojecting#niceee ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ )
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holy shit father?? literally?? THE MUSIC?? hoyoverse music is fucking masterpiece on masterpiece but god DAMN. THE FUCKING KICK SHE WAS HAVING NONE OF THIS SHIT. fatui are so based.
#also scaramouche#he didnt do shit but he was there and he was scaramouche so#thats praise worthy imo#glad we got to see him in his stupid little coat#animation#hoyoverse#genshin impact#snezhnaya#fontaine#arlecchino#scaramouche#genshin
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“Beware…Dracula!” Miguel O’Hara — Spider-Man 2099 (Vol. 1/2024), #2.
Writer: Steve Orlando; Penciler and Inker: Michael Dowling; Colorist: Jim Campbell; Letterer: Cory Petit
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 2099#Miguel O’Hara — Spider-Man 2099#Moon Knight#Khonshu#Spider-Man#Miguel O’Hara#Dracula#absolutely /losing/ it over Khonshu getting his read handed to him by DRACULA#but as much as I LOVE seeing Khonshu lose for once I am also a little sad that we haven’t seen that much of this character#because come on futuristic but mummified Moon Knight possessed by Khonshu himself could be so cool#But at least we know that Khonshu considers Miguel worthy of being the recipient of an SOS call#(Hawkeye must be dead in this universe for sure)#lastly and frankly a little unrelated…Miguel getting catapulted at a planet like that reminds me a bit#of one of my favorite video games of all time («you can’t just shoot a /hole/ into the surface of Mars!»)
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i’m getting sick to death of this
#fray.txt#SAY WHAT U WILL. BE EXCITED IF U MUST. i am simply tired#these updates are just. things that should have been in release style of updates#the only updates that weren’t that had substance were honour mode update and custom mode update#like are u ever gonna add more gameplay features like new legendaries for new builds#or new races subraces#or artificer and other subclasses#are you gonna expand on wylls story content which feels flat compared to others despite him being more connected to the story esp in act 3#will you give him a proper act 3 and not just give it to the emperor#hell will you add helia back? the cut companion would be a worthy update because she’d be the only short companion …#like i’m just tired.#at these point the updates just piss me off cuz they break mods that are superior to the updates#sure praise finally having evil endings but personally i can only spit at their feet for having the audacity to exclude them#it took over a year for evil players to have actual endings. that’s PATHETIC. we got more kisses before we got actual endings#for evil players in a ROLEPLAYING GAME. in a dungeons and dragons game!!!!!!! beyond unacceptable#idk. just stop updating so modders can go back to adding real content to ur game without worrying about it breaking in the future#there’s so many mods that fill the game with new ways to play to make replays exciting and fresh. will u ever do that lol
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