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having finally watched the substance it is disappointing but not at all surprising that the negative reviews being like “this is saying a whole lot of nothing and is just a body horror fest” are almost exclusively by straight cis men
#like sorry the movie about a woman going to violent extremes to stay beautiful in a society where so many feel like#their beauty is all the value they have#was not relatable to u specifically </3#it also drives me crazy when people criticize the body horror for two reasons#1) you’re watching a HORROR movie and complaining about the horror. grow up#2) women do violent procedures literally all the time. invasive plastic surgeries like bbls; mommy makeovers; facelifts; nosejobs#all surgeries that need weeks of recovery time and they don’t last forever!#women with mommy makeovers still age; for people with bbls the fat eventually sags and it needs to be fixed/touched up#it’s almost like plastic surgery / the substance / beauty products are addicting in a world where our value is tied to our looks#p
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me praying to Apollo bc i have the slightest fever ever
#he has to deal with my hypochondriac ass every week and a half i swear#but its ok bc he cares and helps me regardless <3#thank u lord apollo i love u#apollon deity#apollo deity#apollon devotee#apollo devotion#apollo devotee#helpol#helpol memes#hellenic deities#hellenic polythiest#hellenic pagan#hellenic gods#hellenic polytheism#i figure this is relatable enough to put tags on#apollo specific#deity stuff#mine#funny stuff
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i saw and reblogged your art of ss zelda 'who do i pray to now/missing old comforts' a few weeks ago and fuck. i can't stop thinking about it. it's been living rent free in my head. being raised and taught to worship this goddess and all she represents - what do you do with all that devotion now? where does that worship turn? she does not /feel/ like a deity; she cannot turn it inwards. and what about the worship everyone around her still shows? when they pray, do they think of hylia, or of zelda? is there a difference? she wants to be worthy of their worship, but she does not hear their prayers.
oh my gosh thank you so much im glad its stuck with you!!! my goal of drawing it was to make people think about her and her relationship to herself/her faith to hylia more bc i find it so very fascinating. she is so interesting to me i love her very much.
so many questions to think about...does she even tell anyone of her "new" identity? would she rather keep it secret? grrrrr. ZELDAAAAAAAAAAA
#sorry this took me years to respond to i kept looking at it and grinning and then forgetting to respond to it#ohhhh anon. you get it you rlly do#'she does not /feel/ like a deity; she cannot turn it inwards' HELLOOOOOOOO. YOU GET IT#side note that im putting on this post bc i saw it a few times but some ppl mentioned that shed pray to the golden goddesses#and honestly i just cant see it. skyloft worships Hylia. not anyone else uknow#and that comic was a look at her relation to hylia specifically bc shes all shes really known. and now its gone. to her. because she IS her#its about missing the comfort of praying to Hylia. the comfort of her old life and routines#like that is so interesting to me GODDDDDDD#thank u for this ask it means a lot to me that ppl like that comic and think about it 3': MWAH#txt#ask
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Long time no Bud. Wow the last time I made her a ref was 2018. I experimented some with her pallet. Unsure if I like the profile head but oh well, open mouthed anime inspired profile faces are notoriously hard for a reason.
Sigh. What am I going to do with her.. my writing conundrum workshopping in tags. My tag rant mentions plot related suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope).
#my art#my ocs#ft the irises#tw suicide#tw ableism#sh e the yello one. can you tell she's thematically yellow?#as i don't care about 'spoilers' anymore because i'm doubtful i'll ever get to finish my writing stuff i'll just dump my writing hangup her#i think she's probably about 18 here (physically)#beware the in the tags plot includes suicide and ableism (in relation to the zombie trope)#Bud's voice specifically is tricky.. as Vera (the ghost) left her body (bud) when she was 10.#And vera took all knowledge (memories and words and thoughts) with her when she left.#and bud had to start mentally from scratch after rising from the dead. thus being interpreted as a 'zombie' sort of monster#Vera hatess Bud as hate of the self/ hate of the physical/ hate of the unintelligent (vera is in the wrong here. but she's complicated)#((lol can you tell why vera named herself that haha))#i want her to prompt characters/people to reininvestigate how they think of 'brainless zombie' tropes in relation to ableism but--#but i am doubtful of my writing ability and should probably change what i have going on to something less risky#originally when i was 12 and i first made them all bud was purely a chaotic antagonist. and i have def moved past that#12 yr old me expressing my suicidal idealization by having Vera absolutely hate her old body#and bud (formerly xqi for askew iris in middle/high school) being the body that was rightfully thrown away#but now that i'm past that all.. i need to make bud a character that can actually take up just as much importance as the other 3 irises#do i have the writing skills to do that? who knows.. Bud isn't even a 'main character' the way vera is. should i still try?#even if i never wind up trying and this conundrum stops me forever.. at least these blorbos can live in my head u_u#might delete the tag rant later if i feel self conscious enough about it :/#shrugs profusely#any suggestions are welcome. join me in untangling this gordion knot if u want ashdfhasdfjldf
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i <3 being outside and observing the plants and birds and sky and recording the changes over time <3
#sometimes i'm like 'oh i don't have A Thing that i'm Autistic™ about it looks really fun i want a thing :(' and then i remember.#observing the change in a specific area my beloved <3#however not as compact or dare i say relatable or communicable a topic as say. idk. lizards.#OH WELL u can't have it all hahaha :P#this topic is called phenology i believe which is an unfortunately similar word to phrenology
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hyperfixation proper is when you have to take a break from work in the middle of it to go on tumblr and look at your favourite character's/media's/game's tag because you won't be able to focus properly on work unless you consume posts about a particular silly lil guy or sth
#do ykwim#am i making sense#i hope so#this geniunley just happened to me#i was in a middle of doing a project for a lecture#couldn't focus head empty only circling back to my new fixation#baldurs gate 3#specifically#that honorous golden boy bastard wyll ravenguard#(by the gods i love my husband so much)#and so i tried to fight it ended up opening tumblr and searching for his tag so fast like someone lit a fire behind me#and i never really related to the “hyperfixation takes over your every waking thought” but that's because i took it very literally#(because of course)#but i think i get it now#proper hyperfixation for me is when it feels like you're getting withdrawl-esque symptoms when i've not looked at my fav media in a while#this might sound crazy#but idk what else to tell u
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are the tiktok lesbians gonna come for me if i put a chappell roan song on a playlist for a non-lesbian character
#almost wrote “16yo twitter lesbians” but that feels a bit too close to the Puriteens Are Ruining Society type bullshit so tiktok it is#specifically that brand of person like 23yrs at most who genuinely thinks No One Else Can Possibly Relate To Lesbian Experiences Ever#her music is. okay. way too poppy for me but her fanbase puts me off of it more than anything else if u couldnt tell#however unfortunately red wine supernova fits ▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ▬▬▬▬ Very Well. and so law mandates it goes on the playlist#yknow what i Can see that pairing as yuri actually. i can't elaborate or everything is immediately spoiled but it's there if u squint#▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ ▬▬▬▬#i'd have half a mind to put casual on there too if it wasn't kinda boring to me lmao. neither of them have a car anyway </3
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[ welp foundations got a little shaken and my muse for billy has taken a distinct nosedive so! i can be found mostly at @ablinkntime (very active) and @merriemarvels (somewhat active still working on finding my footing) and i also have discord for mutuals <3 ]
#[ ooc ]#[ i just... had some bad stuff happen that relates pretty specifically to my muse for billy and i just get bad feelings being here ]#[ but if we've ever headcanoned/keysmashed i'd love it if u followed my alts <3 ]
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You get to fuck one monster any monster who are you fucking?
oh god anon that's such a hard question....just one? 🥺
i think.....I would probably have to go with a tentacle monster...that was my first foray into monsterfucker content ages ago so u know...sticking to my roots if I only get the one opportunity
#asks#anonymous#thank u for the ask :3#even if it was difficult to answer 😔#(the specific monster im picturing was from a story i read online a very long time ago so i dont actually remember v many details#if u were looking me to name a specific monster rather than a....mmm type but it was plant-related)#monsters#tentacles#mine
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i had never heard of dunya mikhail before so i googled her just now :0 adding to my to-read list as we speak!!!
Omg thank you baby <3 <3 I just learned of her myself in my indefatigable quest to familiarize myself w more Iraqi lit! And let me tell you the things she writes about make an Iraqi American bitch weep on sight
#and by Iraqi American bitch I mean me#bc it so specifically touches on having Iraqi heritage but seeing your country so little#like yes Dunya I too feel like a forgetful tree#who just lost a branch one day (my country)#I know exactly what you mean.#even if you’re not Iraqi / Arab you really can still feel her words touch you#and from what Ik she has a lot of works touching on a lot of universal experiences anyone can relate to <3 :)#sorry u literally busted open a facet like I’m so excited about Dunya Mikhail bc my heart aches reading her works I swear
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sometimes i will send one my friends a message on discord and then i have to sit here for a moment like ,,, simply amazing how this person manages to stand me.
#in the last hour i have 1. called a hospital a haters club#2. went 'did u know' and said smth that is in no way related to anything else#and 3. just unprompted offered out info on my characters weirdly specific kinks#ooc#amazing#im a magic of social wonder#proof that u can pull bad bitches by being a quirky lil acoustic lil guy#and yes by pull bad bitches i do mean find great friends thank u
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hmmmmmm.................vent post under tags...... feel free to give advice or dont¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#i think this is an autism related thing#but i genuinely feel like i wasnt made right for the world we live in#like something is just missing from me that ive never seen ppl talk about#and i know this is going to sound entitled and privileged and i KNOW i know i promise and im so lucky i can even be thinking about this but#it feels weird to have the privilege to be scared#this is specifically in regards to working#like having a job. like going to work#i feel like im missing an extremely important part of my brain or my BEING that is capable ot going through the motions of participating#in society. i never felt that switch of wanting to get a job in high school to make money for myself and get that experience#i feel like there's something i MISSED where everyone took a class on how to apply and go to interviews and write resumes and not be scared#like i NEED to be walked through every SINGLE step because i dont know HOW#and i see my peers and the literal entire world around me participating in this atmosphere and i dont know where to start#im fucking twenty three years old and ive only ever been an intern and an assistant#not even a full year of working#i cant drive and i probably wont ever because thats a whole other can of worms#and that means i have to rely on other people to even get to wherever it was i needed to go#i feel like a fucking child because im missing this knowledge that everyone else seems to have#ive tried i really have but none of it seems simple and its all so much and there arent steps to follow#i mean there ARE but its like 1) look up job 2) apply 3) interview 4) yay you're employed#and im talking about each micro step inbetween#what am i missing#and then theres the fucking demand avoidance that slaps me across the face whenever my mom brings it up to me like i KNOW youre being#supportive and encouraging and its not your fault my brain turns off and decides im full of shame bc i cant CONFRONT ANYTHING#jesus christ#manf i know u can see this maybe dont bring it up to mom i can do that on my own maybe#i WANT to help i just want to help at my own pace but unfortunately the world isnt built around individual paces and nothing revolves#around me. i know this#i want to help my mom i want her to never be stressed about money and to retire and never work or help me pay my student loans but i#genuinely feel like theres a switch that never turned on in my head and im being left behind and i genuinely dont know how to. like be alive
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controversial opinion of the year is that i dont think barbie was that great bc its message was all over the place and also they didnt realize they had made kens the women in their story so it just seemed bizarrely misogynistic to me
#little anya things#me mid-movie: ahh i see so the kens are women in this lil scenario#the movie: ACTUALLY no we have no idea what we're doing#before u come at me. 1. 'women view each other as competitors not for jobs or accomplishments#but for the attention of men'#2. the general vibe of condescension towards ken's efforts on beach echoing specific condescension of men towards women's interests#that 'oh u pathetic thing u' vibe was so strong#3. ken being shocked that a woman respected him enough to ask him for the time. an event that HAS NEVER happened to him before#he is so touched by the feeling of respect... 4. nobody knows where the kens even live.#miss representation quote abt how 50% of the population is disinterested in the other half.#5. barbie feels instantly objectified in the real world whereas ken instantly feels respected in a way hed never been#6. they dont even have genitals so ken arent actually men and barbies arent actually women bc thats not how things work in their world#listen the first half of that movie i was like. so kens are women here.#then theres the typical revenge narrative where they start the 'patriarchy' that wasnt rly all that creative but fine#but then they got all confusing and barbies are women and kens are just men who have been rightfully oppressed all along?? even tho#theyve been women-coded this whole time. okay#7. kens go back to having no government representation or right to vote and this is sposed to be funny. i guess?#im not mad at the movie for being misandrist bc it wasnt. it was just trying too hard to do too many things#that it ended up just seeming misogynistic to me#not to mention it was doing the bare minimum and is just step one in a huge capitalist ploy to start making a bunch of toy-related movies#im genuinely shocked i havent seen any criticism abt it on tumblr when its such a sloppy film throwing out a confused message#in order to make money and sell dolls. what exactly am i supposed to take away from this.... it just seems so bizarrely hypocritical#for mattel to make a movie where they feature as side-antagonists who essentially learn nothing... just for mattel irl to make more money#off of everything they mentioned in the movie. like. what changed.#also america ferrera's character existed just to give that speech and otherwise she and her daughter were not relevant to the plot at all#it was funny and aesthetic and all but the more i think abt it the more im not all that impressed. idk. am i missing smth#i dont think so. i disagree w most ppl's analysis praising it. idk idk
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how i look looking up the stuff in some of these requests
#i love them all and i will attempt to do most of them#but i will probably not do many that relate to specific films/books/media/whatever#u can still send them im just not gonna do any that i dont understand#sorry guys </3#have fun with ur headcanons though.......
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Hi poob!!! I'm a a split (perma) and a infected fictionkin hehehhee ur so cool luv ur blog!!💛 -biveandpilbykisser
Aaaa!!!! Hello!!!!!! Haii!!!!!!!!!!!
AND TY!!! SOBS IN UR GENERAL DIRECTION /VVPOS :'3
#~ ♾️#I LOEEV MEDIAMATEZ!!!!!!!#u seem v kool too..... wawawwwahhwwae :333#poob posting again but ion wanna use his tag rn :3#cos it's general Regretevator kin stuff#not specifically poob#im yapping again#fictionkin#fictkins#regretevator#fictkin#mediamates#kin mediamates#kin related#Regretevator kin#regretakin#split#infected#split Regretevator#infected Regretevator#anon#anon ask#haiii
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need a werewolf cassie au i think itd fix me
#or werebunny based on the mask#wouldnt it be cool to have like. idk a were au where weres are regularly hired as performers specifically for their wereform and that was+#done at freddys and that was related to why/how cassie got bit#is this cool or dumb i really cant tell#wereforms are usually pretty big even for kids so if the missing kids…. hm. hmmm.#if u want u can ask me questions n such :3 make me think#but for now i have to do hw#anyways#x#x chatter
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