#wanted to do smth different with this one!

[iiiidiotnathanieliii]

oh okay we are turning this in a tag game I guess lol

ty for the tag :D

1. what’s your aesthetic?

kinda alt but still casual, if that makes sense

2. what languages do you speak?

English, Dutch, Polish, Spanish (not fluent) and French (not fluent) (average European fr)

3. your favorite books?

Nevermoor 🫶

4. what’s the closest you’ve come to dying?

a kid trying to drown me in a swimming pool 😃

5. is there an afterlife?

I don't know and I don't really care. other things are way more important to me right now.

6. signature/favourite scent?

idek :/

7. current obsession?

Green Day ✨ (and Nevermoor and Jack White III and Imagine Dragons but whatever)

8. describe your taste in music?

REALLY diverse. I enjoy a lot of punk rock artists but I like whatever is catchy and energetic.

9. who do you love the most in this world?

my family and friends <3

10. one secret about yourself?

I can't think of anything right now...

11. your most essential piece of clothing?

zip up hoodies, ties and formal shirts or whatever it's called. my english isn't englishing right now

12. if capitalism wasn’t what controls our world, what would you spend your days doing?

attending concerts of my favorite artists and bands

13. describe the qualities you like in a person?

just kindness, patience and silliness lol

14. describe your tattoos/ones you want to have?

I don't think I would ever want tattoos. I'm way too scared of it lol

15. a story of a memorable night in your life?

I met up with one of my best friends that lives in a different country. we had a three day sleepover AND IT WAS SO FUCKING AMAZING. we did karaoke at 3am and played random games

16. are you religious or spiritual?

no

17. your favourite films?

Rat Race, Night at the Museum and Herbie Fully Loaded

18. what do you daydream about?

honestly: I don't know. I usually forget what I daydream about so I actually have no clue idea if I think of it right now

19. how’s your relationship with your parents?

ok!!

20. do you paint your nails?

nope. I hate how it looks on me + it makes me uncomfortable lol

21. your biggest heartbreak?

can't remember :D

22. diagnosed with anything?

nope :)

23. a story from your childhood?

hey so my bain isn't working. I can't remember anything somehow

24. favourite supernatural being?

none (I can't think of any rn)

25. the story behind a scar of yours?

okay so I was at this organization for kids where you could do some fun activities (I was 8 or smth like that). one of the activities was painting with irons. weird activity, I know. and while I was reaching for paint, I accidentally burned my finger. I got a scar from that, it has faded a lot, but it's still kinda visible

26. do you have siblings?

yes. a half-sister

27. how do you think you’ll die?

I don't know and I don't want to think about that lol

open tags !! (it takes a while to do it so whoever wants to join can joinn :D)

𝔔𝔲𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰

1. what’s your aesthetic?

2. what languages do you speak?

3. your favorite books?

4. what’s the closest you’ve come to dying?

5. is there an afterlife?

6. signature/favourite scent?

7. current obsession?

8. describe your taste in music?

9. who do you love the most in this world?

10. one secret about yourself?

11. your most essential piece of clothing?

12. if capitalism wasn’t what controls our world, what would you spend your days doing?

13. describe the qualities you like in a person?

14. describe your tattoos/ones you want to have?

15. a story of a memorable night in your life?

16. are you religious or spiritual?

17. your favourite films?

18. what do you daydream about?

19. how’s your relationship with your parents?

20. do you paint your nails?

21. your biggest heartbreak?

22. diagnosed with anything?

23. a story from your childhood?

24. favourite supernatural being?

25. the story behind a scar of yours?

26. do you have siblings?

27. how do you think you’ll die?

[fuyuu-chan]

"You Are More Important To Me Than Anything Else"

Pairing: Sung Jinwoo x Reader

Warning: mention of blood loss, death (but not the one who was being paired), not proofread

Fuyuu-chan: adrenaline is running through my veins rn, this was my second fic that i made today but will be the first one i will be posting because i was waiting for something before i post the other one. (spoiler alert: its a yandere fic lol) also this fic was made with no thought process i just kept typing all the way until i was satisfied or smth hahahha

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The day for the 4th raid in Jeju was coming closer. The S Ranks and other hunters who signed up to come with was preparing for the day to come. The S Ranks in Korea that would be coming with was listed: Choi Jong-In Baek Yoonho (Name) Cha Hae-In .....etc.,

Byunggu was supposed to come but Baek recommended that he shouldn't since (name) would be coming along anyway. Which means they have one of the most strongest hunter with them, the second to Jinwoo. And since Jinwoo "wouldn't" come, she would be the strongest from Korea to go there other than the S Ranks from Japan.

As the day approaches, everyone was prepared.

. . .

Once the day arrived. Everyone arrived at the Island. There were so many ants everywhere, standing, crawling and even flying. The other hunters were terrified just by the sight of it but (name) silently observes calculating the risks and such.

As the raid goes on, the plan was for the Korean hunters to be inside the place where the Queen. They have to kill it before it could produce more ants.

(Name) was outside attacking the ants that was approaching the cave while the others inside kills the queen. While some of them was trying to destroy the eggs.

It was all supposed to come to an end, they thought they can finally finished this raid not until this one ant came....the aura was way different from the other ants they fought earlier. This one seems stronger. The happenings was so fast. The ant attacked Cha first making her flew and land hard at the ground. With that attack she was already bleeding hard, she was loosing blood so quickly. The others tried to fight off the ant, to attack in hopes of trying to weaken it and defeat it if it was even possible at this point. There was no healer with them and they couldn't put their attention to Cha because if they did, they will all die here inside and they couldn't take that risk.

Choi managed to talk to (name) through their communication device asking for them to come and help them. (Name) didn't hesitate to come inside to help her friends. She attacked and dodged, doing the best that she can to fight with this strange ant. Her abilities and such was almost comparable to the ant, like they were the same level. The others watch in amazement, of course by now they knew how the ant was most probably an S Rank level if not more stronger but that's probably the most definite answer. But of course who are they to complain about how (name) was so strong she was able to keep up? Definitely not. They would be dumb if they do.

Choi checked up on Cha who was surely dying due to the sudden loss of blood. But what could they do? No one inside with them could heal. And even if he carried Cha outside the cave what are the chances that they would just be met by more ants to go to the helicopter. Its basically...a dead end both literally and figuratively.

. . .

As most of the S Rank hunters was in Jeju Island fighting and hopefully to finish the raid...Jinwoo was with his family, he didn't come especially because his mother just woke up from the eternal slumber. He didn't wanna worry her and he also wanted to spend time with his family. But one of the shadow soldiers he placed on (name) because..well that doesn't matter for now, was sending distress signals. He went to the restroom and went to look on the soldiers eyes and saw what was happening in there, he could tell (name) was doing her best to fight and to save the others but he knows (name) has her limit. if no one would back her up....something terrible could happen...and he couldn't bare the thought of what could possibly happen...at least not to her.

. . .

(Name) could feel her body getting tired, with how fast she and this ant was going back and forth, she knew she was in the losing end at this point but she couldn't give up...not when the others are relying on her right now. They were injured and she heard even someone was dying, and right now she was the only one who can keep up with this battle. She should not disappoint them...definitely not....

If only Jinwoo was here. She knew they have would have a chance on winning. But alas....he wanted to be with his family and she respect that....but... If only....if only she could be like Jinwoo and be everyone's anchor and keep them safe. Will it seriously only remain as "If only"?

With her body almost gonna give up, she could feel she was gonna fall any moment but just then...an arm wrapped around her body, steadying her...she could smell a familiar perfume...she looked up and saw the familiar eyes, the eyes of the person she was thinking about moments ago, the one she hoped who would be here...is finally here.

. . .

Jinwoo exchanged with the shadow soldier almost immediately the moment he saw (name)'s worried face, even though anyone who would see her right now might think she looks unbothered he could tell the slight hint of worry and anxiety. He knew her well enough to be able to know the difference and change on her face.

The moment he appeared behind (name) he catches her the same moment she almost lose balance and almost fell. And with the way she looked up at him, he could tell the hint of relief once she saw him. He gazes at her softly and smile reassuringly and said "I got you, everything would be alright now"

Jinwoo quickly carried her and put her away from the battle but still inside the cave. "Stay here, okay?"

"What about the battle? I could help-" you said almost after he spoke but ended up getting cut off by him.

"You've already done enough, you are tired, let your body rest now. You did good, thank you for protecting the others. So now please let me protect you." he said as he tucks the strand of hair behind her ear away on her face.

"Be careful...please" you mumbled but still enough to let him hear.

"I will...before that drink this so you can regain your energy back" Jinwoo said as he moved the vial of potion closer to your mouth.

You shake your head. "I don't need it...you have to help Cha...she..she was hit hard and is loosing a lot of blood...she needs this more than me" you said as you catch a glimpse of her body on the ground when Jinwoo carried you over here.

Jinwoo looks at the direction where Cha's body was. The pool of blood around her and the way she breathes...its like she is taking her final breaths slowly and painfully as if any second her heartbeat would stop, which is probably the case. Jinwoo could tell you were worried but he didn't want you worrying about someone else when you need help yourself. And how can he tell you that there is nothing he could do now to help Cha? Her case was hopeless at this point. Even if he gave her the potion for healing and this energy potion, there is no reassurance that it would help to keep her alive and even if it did it will only keep her alive for a few moments. That will only be painful for her because of the wound she has, so basically having another long moment with that will only torture her. Especially since there was no healer who would be able to help with the wound.

But he couldn't tell that to (name)...not now at least especially, when her mind is probably running thousand times a minute.

"(Name) listen to me, alright? You need this, this will help you. If i gave this to Hunter Cha...it will only be pointless and a waste since she wouldn't be able to use it, it wouldn't be worth it." He explains. He told quite the few truth in it, but he knew (name) wouldn't understand what he meant right now.

"h-huh..what do you mea-" "sshh you'll understand later on, just please...please drink this, you are more important to me than anything else" he says softly but with a hint of pleading since he couldn't leave (name) without her drinking this and her being weak because of the fight.

She finally relented and got to drink the potion...slowly her energy was coming back as if she had just taken a good nap and woke up refreshed.

Jinwoo breathes out a sigh of relief. He stood up and said "I'll be back, you can stay here and once you are definitely okay, you can help the others to get out of this cave"

"Would you be alright? " "You trust me right?" "I do" "Then I'll be most definitely be okay"

. . .

The time Jinwoo was fighting off the ant, and the moment you regained your composure and energy completely, you went to the others and helped them out to leave the cave as soon as possible. You don't know what Jinwoo is planning but you trust that no matter what he is thinking about, it would be for the best. And maybe because you were so busy with helping out the injured hunters out, it slip off of your mind about Cha.

You don't know why but Choi seems to be hesitating for some reason, he kept looking back inside where they were earlier. Unbeknownst to you, they didn't get to bring Cha's (dead) body due to they needed to help the other hunters and bringing her body would only be a bothersome, they wouldn't be able to move freely.

The moment everyone left the cave, Jinwoo didn't hold back anymore on fighting.

It took probably a few minutes than expected. But soon Jinwoo was finally seen leaving the cave and after he was a bit away the cave starts crumbling, and soon it was just like a pile of soil.

There was a hint of regret and guilt in Choi and Baek's faces, why? You thought. You look around, seeing the other S Ranks and Hunters...wait a second, where is Cha?...don't tell me...how come you didn't realize sooner?...

You glance at Jinwoo and he was already looking at you when you did. He can tell that you just realized what happened. Of course you would, you were always looking after everyone anyway.

Jinwoo went over to your side. "(Name) come on lets go"

"Jinwoo...we can't...Cha-"

"If you're panning on blaming yourself or anything like that, then no I wont allow you to. Its not your fault and we cant do anything about her situation anymore."

Jinwoo pulled you away as everyone was now walking back to the helicopter as soon as the shadow soldiers returned after finishing all the remaining ants.

. . .

Jinwoo kept comforting you and trying to get your mind off of what happened at the Jeju Island. You shouldn't have been guilty on that when it was not your fault anyway. You even tried your best to save everyone until your body almost gives up.

, , ,

When Jinwoo reassigned shadow soldiers to be on your side, the ant whom Jinwoo defeated at the raid in Jeju who is now called Beru...requested to be by your side, and be one of the soldiers who would have the privilege to protect you. Beru first hand experience your skills and powers and he definitely respected that and you of course. He wanted to spar again sometime. Jinwoo saw the determination in Beru's eyes and the slight twinkling in them, like a child pleading their parent for something they really want and so Jinwoo put Beru on (name)'s shadow.

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[kingarmorking]

How do you feel about suo character? Do you feel his arc will start after kiryuu?!

Suo! my little shit! my favorite instigator!

jokes aside i love Suo! he's an incredibly interesting character and not just because we know jack and shit about him

he's a good foil to both Sakura and Nirei and i would love to study him under a microscope and all three of them play off each other So Well

Suo was really the one to break the ice when Sakura first arrived at Furin, which considering how Furin is probably wasn't really something that Sakura would've needed in the long run but it made things easier especially for Nirei's nerves

he does a lot of small things in the beginning (showing off how he can get people to accept his requests like he says himself side note love how both of these examples involve Sugi)

it's kind of funny in the way that Nirei's usually the first one to reach for Sakura (i talk about it more in my ramble here), Suo acts as the kind of bridge to allow Sakura to reach others or vice versa (others reaching to Sakura i mean)

during the grade captain vote, no one was speaking up to volunteer themselves or others and only when Suo volunteered Sakura did the others speak up to agree but also spoke highly about Sakura in the same vein or again going back to him breaking the ice with Sakura meeting the rest of 1-1

i love his relationship with both Sakura and Nirei (do not fucking separate this trio /hj) and how they both affect him

Suo's true emotions, hell possibly even his "real" self under all the masks he puts up, are brought out because of Sakura (his proclamation of taking the top spot and his clear, honest passion) and Nirei (running away from where Suo was protecting him so he could properly focus on the fight)

(anther side note i think this panel is one of the few times we've seen him lose his composure)

which actually kinda brings me to another point and it's a very small one but interesting nonetheless to me but it's the panel of Suo and Kaji training together

the matchup always intrigued me and im dying to know what the thought process was here (there's a fic that explores it here please im begging yall to check it out) esp going the route of both of them having smth that they want to hide (Kaji's berserker beast v Suo's merciless brutality) because they hate that particular version of themselves (though in Suo's case i dont think it's... hate but more like a general distain of it, not how one should properly act kind of thing) granted this is all hc'd territory so take it with a grain of salt

im certain that he envies / admires how Sakura and Nirei can be so open about who they are so authentically (and even push past their perceived limits) which im sure is what drew him to them to begin with (this goes into that beautifully) because whatever he went through has made it so he feels as though he cant be his authentic self

as for whether or not i think well get his arc after kiryuu... honestly i feel like his past might involve the Next Big Arc in a way? i know ive seen people speculate hes got connections with the yakuza and i could see that tbh

through my VERY CURSORY LOOK into leaving the yakuza, it doesnt... seem to be as a big a deal as i was expecting? if youve got a good relationship with the person you work under then its pretty easy for you to leave, though reintegrating with society is the hard part from there. i read that it is possible to just... kinda vanish too, though that wouldnt stop another member from tracking you down (and no fingers are being cut off)

if not a full blown yakuza, i could see Suo being part of a different gang and for one reason or another he left it so his former gang members track him down to either a. drag him back or b. punish him for leaving. not sure if his master would be part of said yakuza / generic gang or if his master is the one who got him out of there (which. hilarious if thats the case boy just went and joined another gang instead)

i dont know if his arc will start immediately after Kiryuu (i could see Nii-sensei throwing in a mini arc that leads into Suo's (like with Ito into Gravel)

whether or not it will though i love this silly lil guy! my craptastic gentleman son

[suffer1nsappho]

okay my english speaking friends I brought you another portion of thoughts about the translation of pathologic, hope you didn't hate the last one about «gentle hands».

btw this time i've checked all the words in dictionaries to avoid inaccuracies so let's go.

last week I watched my bf playing patho2 and there was this line on day 3 in aspity's hospice, some steppe woman said that:

if we'll translate the line to english literally, that will be "The Kin is a family. We're all children of Bodho. We're all relatives anyway". that made me think about that really interesting decision that the translators of patho2 made.

let's start with the fact that in the context of pathologic "the Kin" and "Уклад" are proper nouns, they refer to the fictional society of the steppe people. in real life these words are used in different meanings.

oxford and cambridge dictionaries provide similar definitions to the word "kin"

so yeah, the word "kin" is mostly about relations, I'd even say about consanguinity. kin are the people you're related to by blood. this version of the name of the steppe people emphasises the idea of their relation.

this is why in english version that woman in the hospice says that. relatives are relatives, The Kin are kin. there are also fictional words "khatange" - the kin, the indivisible whole, where everyone is connected, and "khatanger" - a single member of this indivisible whole.

in russian this society is called "Уклад" (/uklad/). in the context of this line we're talking about, we can't say by analogy with the english version "Уклад - это уклад".

in ozhegov's dictionary (the most popular dictionary of russian language) we can find this definition.

"уклад" is a an established way of life, and I can't find any word in english that means exactly the same. the closest translation I could think of was, as I already mentioned, "a way of life". (if you have any other ideas, welcome to the comment section).

morphologically the word "уклад" has nothing to do with the idea of relation. the root -клад- is used in the verb "класть" - "to put" (i know they look different, it's just russian language)

there are other words with this root or it's other forms.

"укладывать" - to lay (tracks, concrete, smth like that) or style (hair).

"складывать" - to fold (paper, for example) or put (same as "класть")

"клад" - a buried treasure (because someone put it in this place)

so the idea of the root -клад- is giving something a certain shape, placing something in a certain place.

there's a phrase in russian: "так исторически сложилось" - "it happened that way historically". "с-лож-илось" is a past tense form of the verb "с-клад-ываться" (the roots are even more different, but what can I say, it's just russian language)

and this phrase is about that something is usually done in a certain way now because of some historical events in the past. for example, why the hell the words "сложилось" and "складываться" share the same root even though they are spelt completely different? так исторически сложилось.

why do people of the steppe care that much about the mother earth? why do they call each other khatange, think of the kin as of something connected, inseparable? why do herbal brides dance almost naked? так исторически сложилось - it happened that way historically.

this is where we get to the main idea of the word "уклад". "уклад" is something that stays the same and has no intentions to change. of course, it can be changed under some circumstances, but most importantly, "уклад" is a habit that is established in people's lives and minds.

so do the people of the steppe. they care a lot about their traditions, their culture, they speak their native language. it's their уклад жизни - way of life, and they don't want to change it, because they got used to it.

and in fact, I really like both russian and english version. the meanings of the words are completely different, but both of them are correct because they focus on different aspects of steppe life.

[kiwichils]

pots n picks week day 2: (poke) race swap

[andminnequin]

He’s been dubbed therapist ™️

[puppppppppy]

act 4 :(

@chipper-smol and i came to a realization

[ghousttm]

oh if. i wasnt sick I'd be throwing a NASTY tantrum over how fucking cool this is

i love him more and more and he's more like my alt universe Self-soulmate tmilo(imnot explaining) which is i like him basically. yeah.

its so in character. long hair milo prettyy...

Im gonna. talk about my stalker milo now!!!

I haven't Really thought of him much at all, in fact he was only createe based on an ask i just sent c4 abt how I'd encourage his stalking behavior

In my au,

mc is someone who doesn't want to get close to anybody,

theyve always in some way felt reserved, reclused from everyone else who knew them, and unfortunately Milo was no different

mc is someone who struggles with empathy And sympathy, because of so many of their relationships end up being shallow or fall apart entirely,

they know, for sure, they wont love Milo back the way he wants, but at the same time.. it would be just- lovely to have someone who loves them despite that,

So utterly devoted he sees no choice BUT to be there them, no matter how they treat him or others or even themself.

First, they voiced their acknowledgement of him,

then, they encouraged him. It's cute. They'll give him small for him to obsess over like a lock of their hair, a hair tie, an old shirt, a dirty uses spoon. They tell him do 'whatever he wants' with it, it makes them happy knowing he's thinking of them

finally, they warn him. That he's not allowed within their vacinity, not allowed to think of anyone besides them, wether they hurt or got too close to them

As their boyfriend, he knows his place, and they'll be devoted to him too from a distance, because who else can they 'love' that can love them as much as Milo?

There will always be a wall between Him snd Mc, wether the warning is actually said or moreso implied, I want him to think the place where he belongs is behind the corner peering at mc from a distance. And knowing that in the back of their mind, they know he's staring too

and this is literally just Beyond The Wall Ending or whatever its called

WHATEVER he too wouldn't stalk mc to their home unless asked and would probably be entitled to the title of "mc's boyfriend"

He has a special place where he puts all mc's "gifts" for him and he holds these items close as a replacement of physical touch

He actually wouldn't step in if anything happens in my au, not directly anywyay, he's more of a spectator. But he will make sure people go through hell for what they've done.

but i guess thats up to if mc would lift the warning when they're in danger, i have a feeling they're not one to likee playing as someone who needs to be saved, they probably think they deserve the things they go through unlike Eris. So it'll rlly be up to Milo to stand up for them

idk i need to do smth now i hope u like him....

I couldn't sleep so I made doodles of stalker and doctor milo

oh and also some bonus things

[giantkillerjack]

Me: hm, I want something to put on the TV as background noise... Huh. Looks like YouTube is recommending something called The Last Unicorn. That's perfect, it's probably some old shitty animation that has aged poorly! I can watch it ironically!

Me, 2 hours later as the credits roll: *crying, cheering, buying the book, composing the songs*

Me, 2 weeks later: So I have compiled all of the quotes from the book that I think could make good tattoos, and also, HOW HAVE I NEVER LEARNED ABOUT HOW THE LAST UNICORN FUCKING SLAPS??? This gay-ass little fairytale fed my soul! Watered my crops! Transed my gender! Can't believe I heard of this story from youtube recommendations, of all places!!

[wardingshout]

Viridian trainers for day 5 of spesilverweek! they are my most beloved but Lance is a cursed character who is impossible to draw or portray in any way to me

[iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight]

they needed a shorter chain tbh

[dumbfucksystem]

thinking about mafia shen family au. the system is fucking around with shen qingqius life again and is like yk what if ur not gonna tell your husband anything about yourself then ill force you to. have fun! :D

sqq doesn’t even have the time to think 'wtfff??' before Everything Happens. shen yuan’s soul gets shoved back into his original body just moments before he dies. in this version of the au he was choking on food, so he gets the lovely experience of having his airflow blocked again! lucky for him, the system dragged binghe along for the ride so he is saved before he dies again.

this route for mafia au means that the shen family never had to grieve shen yuan. im not sure how the Family reacts to their a-yuan suddenly having a very strong and intimidating significant other (boyfriend? husband?!??? wdym he got married without telling us!?!?) all of a sudden. does shen yuan come out to his family?? no, but also yes, but also not really. they knew he wasn't straight this entire time, so its more like they are coming out to him instead of the other way around. god knows they have bigger skeletons in their closets, they don't care if a twink is in there too.

there is less angst here, and it mostly centers around the comedic factor of shen yuan showing binghe around his house only for them to "stumble upon" an entire closet filled with guns..!?! shen yuan is just standing there in complete horror as binghe grabs a whole ass ar-15!?!?? hes looking at him with the most innocent eyes asking him what this strange metal object is. jesus fucking christ. his white lotus is holding a gun and now he has to explain gun control policies while his brain is leaking out of his ears. he opens his mouth right before an alarm starts blaring everywhere. he’s saved by the bell! except not really, because now six members of his Family are surrounding them and pointing several guns at binghe!!!!! what the actual fuck is going on here!!!!!! this is not how the 'meet the parents' arc is supposed to go!!

[mortysmith]

btw heres my garnet redesign

[wackywatchdotcom]

imo jax has no clue that hes miserable. like hes putting on a face for sure but i dont think he actually has the emotional awareness to know WHY hes doing that. he just wants to look cool and masculine and thats as far as he thinks on it. theres more to it but he doesnt know that. being sad isnt cool so he wouldnt even entertain the idea that hes secretly sad

[averlym]

litany of the martyrs (click for better resolution!)

[ilikeyoshi]

ppl like "i have to use ay-eye bc i can't drawwwww :(" ok whose fault is that. i can't draw either u know who's fault that is?? mine!!!! it isn't a bad thing but if i am unwilling to learn to draw that is Exclusively My Fault buddy!!!! if u refuse to practice that is, in fact, a you problem!!!! that's fine!!!! but u dont get to pretend u HAVE to use ay-eye bc an Uncontrollable Force prevents u from learning to draw!!!! u could just Go Learn!!!!