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if i think about the hunger games in peeta's perspective i WILL start sobbing
#imagine you're a boy who's going to die. you're in love with the girl you've been watching from afar. you know your fate.#you just want to help herā but then there's the announcement and she's here in front of youā kissing youā risking her life for you and you#thinkā i could live and i could love. you think she loves you when she hands you the berriesā when she puts them in her mouth.#then you both survive and you go back home and nothing is real anymore. you have nothing. no family. no friends. no love. just an empty#house. a drunk for a neighbor. the love of your life walking into somebody else's arms. you thinkā i survived the games. i could survive#this. and you also thinkā i should've bit down on those berriesā should've felt the juice burst before i died.#and then the third quarter quell announcement rings in your ears and you thinkā she will live and i will die as i should have in the first#place. the girl you love kisses you on the beach and somewhere you heart stirs and your mind revolts and you savor every touch she has ever#given to youā in front of the cameras and off. because you are a tribute and you are always being watched and snow's presence looms and#you thinkā i know she cares. but you get taken. you get drugged. you get torturedā your mind altered. the girl is a muttā a murderer. she's#everything you despiseā your mind stirs. your heart revolts. you gain more awareness but cannot distinguish reality from fiction and you#have never known katniss' love. the war ends. you heal. you come home. you plant primrose for her. years down the lineā you grow in love#more than you thought possible. but some daysā you cannot tell fiction from reality so you ask the love of your lifeā you love me.#real or not real? and she saysā realā and kisses you.#and you sigh and kiss her back and revel in this. a home. a life. a love.#lit#the hunger games#everlark#otp: real or not real?#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#text#tais toi lys#thgpost
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going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:
There is never a satisfying answer to āWhy didnāt they love me?ā
like wow babe. good fucking point
#like you were on the ground biting the carpet and dry sobbing while you wrote that and still. good fucking point#not a shitpost#cptsd#and it's true. there's never a satisfying answer#the truth is i know why i wasn't loved#i analyzed my parent's traumas and abuse to death. i understand why i alienated and was alienated from my siblings#i know why my mom was too overwhelmed to be capable of nurturing#i know why my dad vanished into addiction and avoidance#the details of our cycles of trauma and cptsd and family history i have a phd in all of it#i understood perfectly. i spent years studying and now i knew the answer#and guess what? IT WAS NOT SATISFYING!!!#because they still didn't love me! and i still couldn't change that!#it was still a completely unsatisfying state of affairs!#so like. when the people who are supposed to love you...don't.#when the people who are supposed to take care of you...fail to#you can look for answers and reasons and explanations#but that's not actually going to FIX your situation.#and it's probably not within your ability TO fix the situation. (and definitely not your job)#because you don't need answers--you need a new situation#*inserts Just Walk Out. You Can Leave!!! (Running Skeleton) Meme*#and yes. walking out isn't always possible.#but for you i hope it will be one day soon. and i hope you build the courage to take that leap.#stepping away from the people who failed to love you...it feels like being untethered but also like being lighter than air#new and scary. immensely relieving. the future opens up. empty but empty like a canvas. blindingly bright until your eyes adjust#like climbing out of a pit you called home and for the first time realizing how bright the light of day can truly be#when you aren't just getting glimpses from the bottom of a hole
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An unbothered queen has entered, and subsequently left.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen qing#wen ning#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#In the audio drama she quite literally opens the door and then leaves after seeing them without breaking conversation.#It is both so impressive and deeply funny to me.#I imagine her just literally pivoting in one foot and walking right out.#She came home after a long day at work and in 0.5 seconds went āI would rather go back to the office than deal with this right nowā.#Besides tickling me to near tears - this scene is also a great introduction to Wen Qing - her first instinct is to protect!#She lives by the code of 'I don't care who you are - if you need help I will lend it.' a true doctor and professional.#Sure she is *mad* that Wen Ning puts himself (and her to a lesser extent) at risk by helping 'the enemy' but she gives in quick.#I love Wen Qing a lot - she is such an unsung hero in this story.#Sorry that her first appearance on this blog was...what it was. I'll let your curiosity take you down that path...
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in case anyone was wondering where I disappeared to for the past few days, i've been going insane again. fun fact staring at stained glass windows for hours on end will not turn you catholic (source: i stared at so many stained glass windows to make this bc i really wanted to go for a realistic church window sort of vibe)
tumblr is a coward and won't let me upload the full size images so you can look at them and zoom in to your heart's content (please look at them. please) [1] [2]
Prints of this are available on my Society6 (both versions cuz I'm indecisive) (it may take a little while for them to actually appear on the site)
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Timelapse under the cut!
my favorite part of this is when I'm trying to get the pose down and I keep flipping the canvas and it looks like they're doing a silly little dance :)
#ultrakill#my art#stained glass art#gabriel ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#gabv1el#artists on tumblr#this took . so long. why do i keep doing this to myself#the voice of god commanded me to ignore all previous instructions and finish this. and by voice of god i mean adhd#i need to go eat a fruit to recover or smth#....like the food. just to clarify#vibes-wise very much inspired by The Ecstasy of Saint Teresa#had a lot of fun walking a very careful line between tasteful and homoerotic#i love drawing stained glass windows that would make the pope say a homophobic slur for a third time.#the file is named 'penetration metaphor' in case there's any doubt about what im trying to say here btw.#also this was too much serious drawing so i left a little easter egg in there let's see how many people notice lmao
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just thought of being scumbag patricks pretty little girlfriend and saying you love him mid-stroke and he groans, puts a hand over your mouth because you dont mean that shit - he's gonna pretend he didn't hear it, cause hes bad for you and you falling in love with him would be fucking awful for you both - doesn't stop him from fucking you deeper though, immediately after you say it. like the words have a lasso affect and his hips crash into yours, not parting this time, just grinding his cock inside - way more intimate than he usually allows. biting his palm, wrestling your mouth from under his palm in defiance like the brat you are so you can pant and whine another breathless "i love you - i love -" he fucks you harder until the words fade out into moans. acting like his balls aren't twitching to unload inside you the moment you said those words, like its just to shut you up, the desperate slam of his hips, and not like the confession means anything.
#poppy speaks#patrick wants so desperately to be loved but balks when its given. my beloved.#especially older patrick#like shut up u love this dick thats all i can give you#and not like he doesn't make you laugh like his arms aren't comforting when they're around you#like arguing with him doesn't set your soul on fire like trying to impress him with your tennis playing is all for show#like he doesn't buy you milkshakes and fries even though you have more money than he does bc he likes being the one to pay#like he isn't beautiful and strong and funny and kind when it matters most to those he cares about#hes just a walking dick to you. some old man dick to sort out your daddy issues#it cant mean anything more#patrick zweig smut#this is dolly and patricks dynamic in my mind
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[pg. 37] -> [pg. 340]
#SOEMTHING SOMETHING THE CARE AND LOVE THEY HAVE FOR HIM THAT HE REFUSES TO HAVE FOR HIMSELF#SOMETHING SOMETHING HE REFUSES TO BREAK HIS PROMISE TO KEVIN BUT HES DESPERATE FOR A LOOPHOLE ANYWAY#SOMETHING SOMETHING IM GOING WALK OUTSIDE AND SCREAM UNTIL THEY CALL THE COLS#tsc#tsc spoilers#the sunshine court#aftg#shh ac
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Routines and habits
#clean girl#corporate girl#divine feminine#latte girl#matcha girl#that girl aesthetic#this is a girlblog#soft life#thinkpink moodboard#working girl#clean girl aesthetic#aesthetic#moodboard#pink pilates princess#green juice girl#girl blogger#hot girl walk#high value woman#soft girl era#self care#self love#skincare#work in progress#work from home#that girl
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JUAN: *yapping about wanting her to choose a wife for him and give her blessing* LUCREZIA: *plotting hundreds of scenarios on how to kill him*
#the contempt in her eyes is sending me so bad meanwhile he's :D and flexing his future wife who *happens* to look like her <3#the way he was excited to see her walk in on him while he was having sex shows that both he and cesare really love it when she does that hu#also how she calculatedly surveyed the room and strategically placed the candle...lucrezia the cunning girl that you are!!#and now that he's sober he has become aware of how he messed up with her and is trying to cheer her up#only for him to realize he had messed up badly and that it was too late as she tried to kill him to avenge her child's father#it's quite sad especially knowing that he really loves and cares for her but he did something he can't come back from...siblings doomerism#lucrezia borgia#juan borgia#the borgias#perioddramaedit#perioddramasource#weloveperioddrama#dailyflicks#tvedit#tvfilmtoday#cinemapix#theborgiasedit#smallscreensource#onlyperioddramas#by jen
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I do actually really like that gross, sleazy OG Beetlejuice is a romantic.
#beetlejuice#beetlejuice beetlejuice#Beetlebabes#heās awful but he actually cares and is loyal?#even if itās just for the bit#I love a walking contradiction#Tim really said fuck everyone but the babes#I respect you
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I just think the polite, well-behaved young man who secretly enjoys murdering people with his bare hands and gouging their eyes out and the blood-splattered god who delights in carnage and gleefully exploding people with his mind should, hand in unloveable hand, embrace their primal rage, become avatars of the slaughter together, and be deliriously happy for all of 2 seconds before one of them invariably kills the other. and it would be a real coin toss who dies first
#sorry for thinking romance isn't dead#arkayne#malevolent#arthur lester#kayne#the way kayne is 100% here for everything arthur is his whole deal and āthat's what I love about youā in 40 I know he'd enable him#and arthur at their first meeting asking kayne for help not caring that hes a walking red flag surrounded by hundreds of headless corpses#looking guilty as hell like. he didn't care!! perhaps b/c kaynes so open and honest with it. all the other eldritch horrors#play mind games kayne is unapologetic he brags about his atrocities & tells arthur hes a malevolent entity before agreeing#to a deal with him in coda. hes always been honest with him. only time he lies outright is re: yellow and even then. its complicated
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gojo would kill your work husband. but if he were the work husband, that's a different story
REAL!! heās such a hypocrite because if someone mentioned you had a work husband, his entire world would stop and he wold devise the absolute worst plans to make sure that your co-worker, everyone at your job, and everyone in the next building over knew that he was happily committed to youĀ
but if he is the work husband, heās very........ dutiful in his role. thereās a loose office/lawyer au in my head where satoru is your secretary, and for all intents and purposes, your personal assistant, and heās good at his job, but mostly because he considers his job to be pleasing you. he has coffee for you when you arrive, he moves your schedule around without you asking, he has answers to questions before you can even ask them, he has fresh flowers on your desk weekly, pokes into your meetings to pretend to hand you a file thatās really just maybe a single document in a manilla folder with candy on top of itāheās made himself your business, your partner; heās made himself irreplaceable, and he loves to remind everybody of that fact.Ā
heās also extremely loyal. sure, he could day a weekās worth of work done in about a day, but that doesnāt mean heāll just use his talents for anybody. heās your secretary, so heās at your beck and call, and everyone knows it. they know heās the best, but also that heās off limitsānot because you wonāt share him, but because satoru wonāt let himself be shared.Ā
he also extends his duties beyond work, of course. when he hands you a print out of your schedule for the day and youāre confused by the three-hour block of time you have in the middle of the day, satoru just helps you shrug your coat of your shoulders and smiles, āthatās for the lunch date you have with me, of course!ā hanging up your coat in your closet for you, āiām paying, see you soon, sweets.ā and because youāre great at your job, and satoru helps you be great, nobody really questions when the two of you have time for a 13-course tasting menu at 1pm on a tuesday afternoon. and if they did, all satoru would say that you two had a lovely dateĀ
#anonymous#he's like donna from suits but worse because he's like if harvey were donna LOL#i have soooooo much to say about him#he doesn't really Have to work he's a nepotism baby supreme#but he met you maybe in undergrad? and he's been obsessed w you since#he knows youre a workaholic so he's dutifully sat by your side all these years through college through grad/professional school#and when you told him you got to hire your own assistant he was the very first applicant#because getting paid to spend his days with you and take care of you? he was already doing that for free might as well make it official#everyone in the office knows satoru loves you except you honestly#he probably has his own masters/JD but elects to be your assistant anyway bc that's so much more fun#what he Really wants to be a househusband but first he's gotta ask you out and propose and all that good stuff (cue him rolling his eyes#and going on about formalities and boring systems and blah blah blah)#also in the office au in my head: nanami (also senior partner) higuruma ofc <3 beloved (managing partner) and TOJI!#WALK WITH ME!#its honestly probably satoru's influence that gets toji into law... as someone who so feverently broke it in the past#idk maybe there's a megumi situation that makes gojo be like yk if ur this good at skirting/breaking the law youd probably be half decent#at enforcing it... or at least helping other people get around it too#and so lawyer toji is born#does he screw around w the rich people who r stupid w their money? absolutely#but you nanami and higuruma just let it be bc he brings in those settlements better than anybody else....#hmmm... i kinda wanna make megumi somebody's associate but also..... yuuta.....#i think i just like sticking yuuta in a tie if im being real#but anyway... satoru is your Work Husband and everyone knows he wants to be your real husband#but they just let it slide bc rumour has it even tho hes just a secretary hes got equity in the firm?? and besides that his heart eyes give#away his hopeless devotion from a mile away#the day you actually start seeing somebody outside of work... oh theyre in for Trouble#satoru x reader#him dragging you out of ur office late at night and u protesting so he just. puts u over his shoulder#and ur telling him to let u down but he's insisting u go home and then nanami pops out of his office#and ur like wait nanami this isnt what it looks like but he's so dead in the eyes when he just sighs
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something about comfort, blue and orange, and new perspectives
#runes rambles#etho#ethoslab#hermitcraft#can you tell i care about ethos builds a lot#maybe making a post like this more than twice ruins the Vibe but. i just love walking around hc and the lp#i should really go to more locations but my laptop yells#anyway. heres this post with hc ones now#idk what it is about the monstrosity that Gets me#maybe its bc s7 was when i started watching etho regularly.#its just. it holds such a place in my heart#it feels so small walking though it but. god. i love it so so much#it was my laptop lockscreen for the longest time. the hallways of it#(its the youve been ethod lake now)#i really like the windmill through the trees screenshot. its where the 'perspective' thoughts came from#the guts of the monstrosity inspired that too#anyway. etho <3
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elven princes for my dearest @magicshopšæ
#btsgif#btsedit#cyphernet#userbangtan#dailybts#tuserandi#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#raplineuser#userpat#useremmeline#userkelli#usermaggie#namjoonedit#taehyungedit#yoongiedit#kim namjoon#kim taehyung#min yoongi#*#bts#happy birthday andi!#there are no words to express how grateful i am for your presence on this silly site and on my dash#even our silly little tags mean a lot to me#i smile so fondly when i see you here#i hope you're taking care of yourself these daysš#if you want to talk pls know that i'm one message away#i wish i could give you a proper hug and to walk along the river with you and have a real picnic#love you my darlingš
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dungeon meshi characters taking care of each other
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#dungeon meshi#laios touden#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#senshi#izutsumi#kabru#even if ācaretakingā would be a pain is that really the mindset you want to have? the hill you want to die on?#yes they take care of Marcille when it would be considered āburdensomeā#ppl who say ātaking care of others is bad when you HAVE to take care of them because itās an inconvenience to youā#are the square headed dwarf. kui gave you representation š#we must take care of our 36 year old minor#and mage who has no mana#and elves who use up all their mana at once#and the tallman who dragged you into a hole#and the child you raised and loved like your own son#and fallen party members#and random strangers#itās themes of the narrative!!!#most everyone gets put into the ātaken care ofā position at some point like if you got injured the middle of the street you wouldnāt#want everyone to just walk past you even if youāre aware theyāre busy or whatever like come on#dungeon meshi spoilers#and these ARE all choices every one of these characters makes yes even kabru#my favorite of these is the izutsumi one tho#ijuchumi i wuv u so muchh okey šš
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Iāve been drinking salt and electrolyte water every morning for the past few weeks and have seen such a difference with focus, mood & skin. š§š§š¤
Celtic sea salt is packed with electrolytes like sodium, potassium, and magnesium and helps reverse aging, alkalize body, improve digestion, balance blood sugar, detox body, skin health etc
#healthy lifestyle#women health#healthy diet#healthy living#health#health tips#health and wellness#healthylifestyle#health & fitness#wellness#beauty and wellness#wellness tips#self care routine#self care#self love#selfimprovement#self improvement#hot girl walk#healthy life tips#healthyhabits#health and nutrition#nutrients#nutrition
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