#vincent… buddy… baby…
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kanos · 5 months ago
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hes so round
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heymacy · 8 months ago
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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jillyb2004 · 1 year ago
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Happy (Late) 52nd Birthday to Sam Vincent!
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Sorry for being late to the party.
I’ve been experiencing some personal changes in my mental health and I’ve been working very slowly.
I appreciate your patience and I’ll try my hardest to work with my pacing and hopefully get right back on track. Thx for your love and support
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aurorangen · 3 months ago
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Even when the good people came
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[When my mum came home, I told her what happened and she promised never to leave me alone] Payton: I'm so sorry my baby [hugs Vincent close] I will never leave you alone again. [Still, she didn't reach out to anyone for help and was scared to report him, so life went on]
[Work became a place of security for her. Despite not knowing the details, people at the hospital looked out for her well-being. As with me, it was at Charlie's house and I spent every moment with his family whenever she was busy. Like after school, one of his dads would pick me up and I'd be part of their routine]
[Sometimes Pam would come along and we'd all hang out together before it was time for our parents to come. Reading comics, playing videogames or make-believe: my favourite childhood memories were at his house]
[Then came my mum's overnight shifts, which led to frequent sleepovers. I felt like I was part of their family already, his dads were more of a father figure to me than my own ever was. I was always welcome and I felt safe with Billy and Josh. They were Uncle Billy and Uncle Josh to me even before meeting Renee]
[It wasn't long before they caught up on why I was always sleeping over at theirs] Billy: Vinny…is something happening at home? You can tell me anything buddy. [I wanted to let it all out right there, everything that has happened, but my heart couldn't]
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small-sinclair · 1 year ago
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Dada
Bo Sinclair x mother fem!reader
@zaras-really-dreamless... you wanted some "Take me Instead" content, yeah? Well, it's not the next two parts, but I hope it quiches a thirst :3 . A dabble based off my Bo x preg!reader au. I promise I'll make a master list for this au and give it a name I swear--
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"Can you say 'Bo'?" You asked in your mother voice, a smile on your face. "Come on, Jazzy, say 'Bo'!"
"Shouldn't encorage to hav' 'er say my name, darlin'," Bo said glancing over his shoulder. "Have 'er say 'mama' or somethin' like that." He started working on the car you and Todd came. "When did ya last get 'is thin' an oil change?"
You shrugged as you bounced Jasmine on your hip, smiling at her happily. "Todd always took care of that." You heard an audible sigh and the hood slamming. "Is it that bad, Bo?"
"Well, ain't gonna lie, darlin', but your car," he thumbed behind him and threw his rag, "is done. Never drive ‘at heep o’ shit again."
You lifted a brow before looking at Jasmine. "Well... that sucks, huh, Jazzy? There goes out escape plan," you joked. "Trapped here forever."
Bo shook his head and rolled his eyes. "I'll have Lester bring the trailer down an' scrap it. Make more money than fixin' it." He placed a hand on his hip and fixed his hat. "Sorry, Mama, but it ain't drivin' no more." His eyes flickered down at Jasmine and watched her bright eyes looking back at him. "She seems lost."
"Jasmine’s just looking around, Bo," you answered, smiling. "She was always a wanderer just like my mother." You gave her an Eskimo kiss and smiled at her giggle. To Bo, it melted his heart. "She's just trying to figure the world out."
He takes a deep breath in and motioned you to follow him out. "Le'me close up an' we c'n get home-"
"Hello?" Your head snapped to the front door and saw young man walk in with two of his friends. "Anyone here?"
Bo gave you a look then led the way to the front of the shop. He puts on a fake smile and says, "Yeah, jus' caught me." He sounded cheerful when he said, "Was gonna close up soon."
"Would it trouble you to replace our spark plugs?" The man asked. "Me and my buddies have the slightest on what to do an--" his face was caught off when his green eyes landed on you. He straightens up and nods his head. "Ma'am," he said.
"Gentlemen," you replied. You stood between him and Bo before turning to look at Bo, saying, "I'll head up to the house and start dinner."
"I won't be long, sugar," Bo said, leaning down to kiss your head. "Promise."
They boys by the door parted and let you pass throw.
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Jasmine played on the floor with little horse stuffies while you cooked dinner. Bo dropped hints of cooking pot roast and green beans with potatoes. Besides, he’s been working hard in the shop the past couple of nights along with making sure you and Jasmine are fitting in well.
Ever since you started living freely with the Sinclair Brothers, you were left with the house keeping and cooking job. Thought it's not the best picture of how you wanted to spend your life, but you had the freedom to move around within the house and around the dead town. Though you were watched with careful eyes, the fear you had with them would fade over time. Yes, the murdering and blood shed scares you, but tried their best to keep that away from you and from Jasmine.
Living with the brothers felt like you were living in a strange home. Lester brought you along to the store for baby shopping, and he always stopped after the trip to get your drink order at Starbucks. Vincent was a natural at rocking Jasmine to sleep when you were busy, and he enjoyed feeding her when you were tired or needed to rest. Bo found himself looking over you and her as time went on, and you would wake up to him some times at night with him looking into the crib, his hand holding Jasmine's fingers. When you saw the high chairs and baby photos, you learned why they made sure to keep Jasmine happy, to keep her away from them, to keep loving on her until their hearts give out.
If you were honest with yourself, you wanted to burn Bo’s high chair.
When you asked Lester why it’s there, he shakes his head. “Bo doesn’t know how to heal,” he answered as he nodded to his brother working in the shop. “This is the only way he can.”
Even if he doesn't show it, you knew Bo was in love with Jasmine. Besides seeing him with her at night, you would catch some glances of him holding her on his hip while he shows her the inside of a car, telling her all about the engine of a '68 Dodge. He would call her little star, sunshine, lady bug, sweetheart-- you kept seeing the shine in his eyes when he was around her. Of course, things weren't always calm and sunshine, but he never yelled at her like Todd did. Never once has he called her dumb or stupid.
Maybe you agreeing to stay in this town was good for the three of you.
Humming to the radio by the stove, you started cooking the potatoes when he came home. You glanced over your shoulder to greet him but your face fell once you saw him limping in with his hand holding his thigh.
“What happened?” You asked as you met him in the hall, taking a towel and the first-aid. After being here for two months, you learned that it's best to keep the first-aid within reach.
“Got stabbed,” Bo hissed, breathing through his teeth. “One of ‘em got brave and headed towards the house, too.” He then looks at Jasmine, who still played with her toys. “He was gunnin’ fer ‘at lil’ one.”
“How do you know?”
He bit the corner of his lips. “Just knew. Didn’t lik’ the way he was lookin’ at ya an’ ‘er.” His drawl was heavier than normal. “Should’ve said nothin’, girl, an’ snuck out in the tunnels.”
“I’m sorry.”
Bo grumbles to himself as he lets you tend to his leg. His eyes linger from you towards Jasmine. For a moment, the anger burning in his irises dimmed when Jasmine showed off her stuffed pink horse to him before playing again. Once her gaze was gone, his anger sparked again.
"Never do 'at again, woman," he warned, as he leaned back in the chair. "Men are dangerous 'round children."
"Are you dangerous?" He didn't mean to ask him, but as soon as those words left, he glared at you. "Sorry."
"I'll let it pass just once," he murmurs, "but don' say 'at shit again."
Bo leans back and closes his eyes, taping his fingers on the arm rest. As he felt the pain start to fade, his eyes linger over Jasmine as she plays with her horse. His relaxed his shoulders against the wood and watched her little horse wiggle in the air as of it was flying, grinning slightly at her movements.
"Dinner's almost ready," you say as you came back with water and two pain killers. "Just cooking the potatoes now."
"Yeah?" He asked, lifting a brow. He takes the pills and gulps down the water. "That's awful kind 'o ya."
As you two started talking about dinner, Jasmine sat and watched the both of you with curious eyes. She uses the couch to help her stand, dropping her horse, and pulled herself up. Once she was standing up, she takes shaky steps forward, her mind competly forgettign the horse under her feet. Tripping, she falls down, looks around, and opens her mouth, crying loudly.
Bo jolted as he heard her started to cry. He watched you scoop up your child and kisses her head as you tried to calm her. Her little hands reached out towards Bo, bright eyes burning through tears as she cried out, "Dada!"
It's like time froze and the world stopped spinning. Bo's eyes grew wide as he looked at you and back at Jasmine. "What... what did she just--"
"Dada!” Her little hands reached for him, tearfully crying out, “Bo!”
Just like that, Bo's heart shattered in two million pieces. Her little hands reached for him still as she wiggling in your grasp. With his hands still bloodied, Bo opened his arms and nodded at you, reassuring that it's okay for you to leave him, but you can't... not while he's covered in someone else's blood.
Though the pain was still there, Bo moved quickly from the den to the kitchen. He scrubbed and washed up as best as he could, took off his work uniform shirt and tossed it aside, and dried off as well as he could. He heard the basement door opening and Vincent entering from downstairs.
Before Bo could fill him in, Jasmine cried out, "Bo! Dada!"
Vincent felt his stomach drop as he looked at you and Jasmine. His lone eye looks back at Bo and pointed, eye wide in shock, signing, 'Did she just say your name? Or am I really dehydrated?'
"Ya heard right," Bo breathed. He limps away from Vincent and headed back into the living room. He held out his hands, motioning that he was reader, and you gave her to Bo.
This was his first time holding her since the day he got you away from Todd. Truly holding her close, not like when he has her on his hip while working on a car.
As soon as you place her in his arms, something clicked in his brain. The way she looked at her with tearful eyes and her hands reached for him to hug, Bo’s world rocked. He heldJasmine so close and protectively as he rocked back and forth, hushing her gently. Feeling her again in his arms felt almost right, but he’s not her dad. He’ll be a good enough father, he knows, but…
“You’re okay, star shine,” he whispered as he felt her calming. “Ya just bummed yer knee. Nothin’ to cry about.” He walked away from you as he paced in the other room with the pool table. He nodded at you to take care of the food while he takes care of Jasmine. “Yer okay. You’ll be alright.”
“Dada,” she whines as her little hands gripped his shirt. “Bo.”
How fast can a heart shatter and build up again? Is there a study out there that could answer Bo’s question?
He rested her head against his heart as he took shaky breaths. He’s not ready. He’ll never be ready. “Shh, star shine,” he whispers. “Rest ‘at lil’ head. I’m here. Bo’ll always be here.”
From the kitchen, Vincent started the potatoes and had you watch from the doorway. Were you in love with him, or did you just see him as a father figure? As much as you tried an answer, you couldn’t make since of it yet. Todd was her dad, but any boy can be a dad. Bo was a man; he was a better father than Todd. You just can’t tell him yet.
So, you watched as Bo swayed back and forth with Jasmine in his arms, murmuring a song only for her to hear. Slowly, he leaned against the pool table. His eyes was filled with so much warmth and carefulness when he looked down at Jasmine. You had to admit he knew what he was doing, and Jasmine fell asleep right away in his arms. He leaned down and rested his forehead against hers. The walls that he built and the lies he believed fell so fast to let her in.
Dada. Bo.
He squeezed his eyes shut as a sigh escaped. He’ll kill a thousand men just to keep Jasmine safe, to keep you happy and well, to keep what lever type of… family? Relationship? What is the best word to say? But he looked down at Jasmine as if she was his own, and a grin formed. Bo will fight off every and any monster that dare comes near his home.
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Later that night, you woke to the sound of your bedroom door opening and feet shuffling across the floor. Turning, you found Bo in sleeping pants, shirtless, and holding Jasmine in his arms. Her head rested against his shoulder as he swayed slightly back and forth with his eyes closed. You heard him hum a lullaby low and soft just for her. When his eyes parted, he made eyes contact with you, smiled, and laid her back down ever so slowly and gently.
Bo turned his heels and tucked you back in. “Rest, Mama,” he whispers, pressing a kiss on your temple. “It’ll be a long day tomorrow.” Then Bo turned and left the room, closing the door silently.
What a beautiful mess that’s unraveling right in front of you.
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68spidey · 26 days ago
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*inhales sharply and comes skidding into your inbox with a pant*
OMIGOODNESS HELLO MR. SPIDER HI!
It’s so so so good to see you again! I hope everything is just absolutely splendiferous in your corner of the world tonight! I heard from a common little fox friend of ours that you were taking 2017 TMNT x OC requests? Might a make an offer to help in your quest to conquer boredom *excitedly hands you my baby boy*
This is my son Vincent
(he’s still a work in progress that I love very very much)
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He’s Morrocoy Yellow Footed Tortoise. A gentle heart blacksmith with a passion for all kinds of weaponry and anything having to do with space. The strong silent type of you will. Literally. Man is mute, but speaks fluent turtle and sign language.
I usually as him being buddies with Mikey/ Donnie because they are usually more than happy to fill his silence with their excitement of their interest atm.
BUUUUUUUT if you wanna challenge, you are more than welcome to draw Vincent with whatever turtle you feel would fit best! As Vincent is terribly socially awkward (poor baby I say like he isn’t 26 😆) he definitely needs some friends! Anyhoo, just a simple request if you have the energy or time. If not, then no worries! Just keep on keeping on and know that you are loved and appreciated! 🧡
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Ngl I saw his ref before the text and immediately knew Mikey would be perfect for him. What a cute big guy! He'll be taken care of :]
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gothamslostboy · 1 year ago
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Can i request bones characters and their pets headcannons?
OMG YES OF COURSE YOU CAN
Brennen
She’s against pets in general but if she had to pick one she’d choose a monkey
But after researching it and realizing she doesn’t have the adequate amount of time to care for one she lets booth get a dog
Has to be one that’s known for its intelligence tho
Booth
A dog man through and through
Specifically a high energy breed he can take for runs
Also likes to play fetch with it
Teaches it tricks
Constantly gets lectures from Brennen every time he says they have the smartest dog
Wants to let it lay in the bed but Brennen says no
He sneaks the dog up after she goes to sleep sometimes
Wendell
I bet you’re thinking dog huh?
Yeah you’re right
He has a American pitbull terrier he adores
Buys her sweaters for the winter
Takes her out to those dog friendly restaurants to play with Booth’s dog while they hang out
Cam
Cat lady 100%
Either a Siamese or a hairless cat
Spoils it with toys and treats, but makes sure it stays at a healthy weight
When no one is around she speaks to it in a baby voice
Arastoo
A cat he found at his local shelter
He doesn’t know what kind of cat it is
Has to take allergy pills because he developed an allergy after he already was attached
Sweets
A hermit crab he keeps in his office
Gets an artist friend to paint new shells based on sci fi movies he likes
Before he picked a name he was calling it buddy, which just kinda stuck
Angela
Likes many animals, but not keeping them
Only got one after Michael-Vincent kept begging
Ended up getting a hedge hog
It curls up in her lap while she paints or draws
Hodgins
Has the hedgehog with Angela obviously
He lets sit on his shoulder when relaxing
Built it a fucking MASSIVE enclosure in their house
This lil thing has so much to play with it’s insane
After a year or two of owning the hedgehog, he convinces Angela to get a tortoise
Who he also spoils
Zack
He bought a beta fish one day bc he thought a pet would make him less lonely but he was scared of all the other species at the pet store
He named it Archimedes
Originally just had it in a glass bowl
Bought it a proper tank after Hodgins explained how bad that is
Hodgins also went with him to pick out things it could hide in
Daisy
Honestly I’m not really sure
Maybe a hamster when she was young
But never got another pet after it died bc she was so sad
Loves Lance’s little hermit crab though
Says hi to it every time she stops by his office
Fisher
An iguana
He brought him into work once and cam made him put it in Hodgins’ bug room
Takes it for walks
It wears a black spiked collar with its leash
Vincent
He has two ferrets and and a set of Guinea pigs
Talks to them for hours telling them all the facts that pop into his head
Carries the ferrets around his body (neck, shoulders, arms, etc)
Talks about them like they are his human children
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l0serloki · 1 year ago
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Aftermath
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Val Agents after their S/O gets hurt!
(Chamber, Fade, Phoenix, Sage)
CW : Reader is hurt, anxiety/worry, swallowing medicine
A/N : I am finally (kinda) back. I wrote this little idea a bit ago, its kinda similar to the danger one I’ve wrote before. 
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Chamber :
Chamber is the type to insult everyone if you get hurt. How could they allow this to happen? They had a plan!
“Mon amour, my poor baby..”
“Chamber, it's fine!”
“It is not. They will pay.” (Somehow you don’t think he’s kidding..)
He will take you to Sage or Skye automatically, even if it’s a cut.
He’s one of the easier people to calm down.. Give him some kisses and reassure him and it’s all alright.
“Excuse me?! Move!” Chamber pushed against Jett and Gekko reaching out to your hurt form. His eyes scanned your skin, his lips in a thin line. 
“My love-“
“Vincent, I’m fine.” You sighed, Skye’s healing finally kicking in. You knew that he would act like this once he found out. Even though he was ‘pristine’  and ‘always ready’ he was too much of a worrywart. 
“You obviously are not. How did this happen? Did you two let her get hurt?!” Chamber turned, glaring at the two agents.
“Vincent-“
“No! Did you or did you not?!” He raised an eyebrow and Gekko rubbed his forehead.
“Look man, I said I was sorry.. I was busy collecting my buddies and it slipped..” 
You groaned.
“It is fine. Vincent leave the poor kid alone.” You tugged at your boyfriend's suit. His walnut eyes met yours and he complied.
“Sorry. I just worry about you. If they would just pair us together then you would never be hurt.”
You could only chuckle.
“Yeah I would never be hurt but you would always be distracted.” You gave the man a wink and a kiss, watching as his face turned red.
“I suppose that is true.”
Fade :
Fade is silent. Deadly silent.
You just patch yourself up while she stares daggers through your cut.
She huffs and gets up, coming back with more bandages/medicine.
“Did you already take care of them? I can give them scars ten times worse..”
She won’t say it but you can tell she’s worried about it all day. Just talk to her and she will try her best to not be anxious <3
You were getting anxious as you watched Fade glare at your cut. You knew she would get like this but you didn’t think it would be this bad. You reached out for her hand and she jumped up.
“I’m going to get you some medicine.” Her voice was stoic, attempting to hide her emotions. You knew better than to think she was being ‘cold’. She was more than worried, definitely after you knew how scared she was of losing you.
She came back minutes later and tossed a pill bottle into your lap. You took two out and swallowed them, giving the girl a small smile. You reached out again for her hand and she obliged.
“Sorry..” You said and she sighed. Her fingers flicked over your flesh as if to rub away your pain.
“I should be saying sorry. I don’t like seeing you hurt. If they ever touch you again..”
“Hazal. It comes with our line of work. But I will always, always, come back to you. Don’t worry.” You leaned in, placing a kiss against her forehead. She hummed in content. Her lips placed a gentle kiss on your hand in return.
“Thank you.”
Phoenix :
“Aww baby…”
He has a frown and he pats your head.
He grabs some drinks and helps with anything you need. He will also crack a bunch of jokes.
“Too bad fire can’t help you heal like me. Would be easier, huh?”
“Let’s try not to set me on fire. Again.”
“IT WAS ONE TIME BABE!”
You groaned, turning on your side. Even after Sage had healed you the bullet had left a nasty bruise. You turned to grab your water, the medic door opening.
“Babe! Aren’t you a sight for sore eyes.” Phoenix grinned, handing your water to you. His body pushed you to the side of the bed as he cuddled up.
“Love, I don’t think this bed is big enough for the both of us.” You snorted as he tried to fit in, half of his body sliding off.
“I think you’re just rude. We could make this work.. Get up and lay on me.” He grinned and you rolled your eyes.
“I’m hurt and now I’m the one having to get up?! How kind are you.” 
He only rolled his eyes, pressing a kiss to your lips.
“I am pretty kind. And gorgeous, sexy, almost as hot as fire..” 
You pushed his shoulder and sent him spiraling to the floor. You couldn’t help the laugh that came out.
“Humble too.” You added on and watched him get up. His chuckle filled your heart and healed your body making you feel much better.
“How could I forget humble!? You are so right…”
Sage :
She knows it happens but it still worries her.
“My gem, make sure to be careful. Come sit, I will patch you up.”
She takes her time to heal your wounds and kisses each spot.
“I love you. Now come, we finally have some time off.”
Doesn’t think about it much afterwards because no matter what happens she will always be there for you :^>
Sage bit her lip as she sealed the last cut on your leg. Her lips danced against the flesh leaving tingles on the spot. Her eyes met yours, a calm smile gracing her face. 
“You’re all good now.” She whispered, pressing another kiss to your lips. Your hands wrapped against her back as she leaned next to you.
“Thank you. I don’t know what I’d do without you.” You said, fingers brushing her hair from her face. Her cheeks filled with red and a smirk formed.
“I suppose you would die. Good thing you have me.” She jested. You pulled her closer and beamed. She was right, you were lucky. Lucky to have her all to yourself. Your arms tightened the embrace.
“You’re right. I’m so glad to have you.”
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thatweirdbitchjax · 21 days ago
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Dear Angel
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Slashers x Angel!Reader
Art:
• Oh look an Angel :) *breaks your wings* Oops 🤷‍♂️
• I'm being serious, he's tried breaking your wings before
• ^He's also tried poking the eyes off of your rings before too :(
• Probably the worst person to be with if your an angel
• He's always had this weird fascination with just *snap* killing an angel
• Chances are, he's just using you to get his sick desires and dreams fulfilled
• ^Truth hurts buddy, I'm sorry
Bubba:
• This darling baby
• He's lowkey kinda freaked out by your angel form
• He thinks you have too many eyes :(
• He loves the feeling of your wings tho
• He'll often run up to you after finishing his chores just to cuddle with you and feel your wings wrap around him
• Doesn't understand how he ever slept without you, and you don't understand how he sleeps with you
• Fr, cause between the heavenly light, and the insane heat that radiates off your body at night, it's a wonder he can sleep at all
• ^Especially when he uses your wings as a blanket
• It's a wonder how this man hasn't died of a heatstroke yet
Nubbins:
• He likes plucking your feathers
• Especially since he knows you can grow more back, he just plucks your feathers
• ^He uses them to make bracelets and necklaces
• He also really likes your wings
• If he's feeling antsy, he'll run up to you and hug you
• ^He does this so he can fiddle with your wings
• He tends to call you a flashlight
• He makes you go hitchhiking with him so that just incase y'all can't catch a ride before night falls (which happens often) he can still see, even when the moon isn't out
• He's not necessarily freaked out by your angel form, more so that he doesn't know which eye to look at
• It's fr like the scene from Moana
• "What are you doing, in the realm, of the Mon- pick an eye babe, I can't focus on what I'm saying if you don't- Yeah, pick one- PICK ONE."
• Honestly can't believe that you're an angel
• Calls you his angel a lot, then remembers that you are a literal angel lol
Chop-Top:
• Another boi who's obsessed with your wings
• He feels safe when you wrap your wings around him cause he knows that he is probably the only person in the world to ACTUALLY be wrapped in an angels wings
• He knows that due to your naturally caring nature, he can run up to you at any point in time that he is having a flash back for comfort
• He often gets ptsd when he's in the dark for too long, so the heavenly light that radiates off your skin is very helpful
• ^He's afraid that there is someone lurking in the darkness that wants to hurt him (me too babe, me too💔)
• Often finds himself lost in your many, MANY eyes
Drayton:
• He often has you helping around the outside of the house after bad storms
• Your eyes can catch him off guard sometimes
• If you try and hug him, he'll tell you it's too damn hot for all that
• ^If it gets cold tho (rarely) he'll instinctively curl up to the living furnace that sleeps in his bed (you)
• Wrap your arms and wings around him while he's cooking
• ^Just trust me on this, he loves it
• ^^He may act like he hates it and he's only doing it for you, but he loves it, trust
• If y'all are both just sitting at the gas station, he'll just sit there and stare into your eyes for hours
• ^He'll pretend like he wasn't if you catch him
Bo:
• He acts like he's the catch of the season, like your the one who's lucky to be with him
• ^He knows that he's truly the one that's lucky tho
• Compliments your eyes
• ^And I mean hes using shit like "Magnificent," "Glorious," "Enchanting," he likes using shit with syllables
• Sometimes, he just wants to curl up in your arms and go to sleep, but he'd never let you know that
• ^He'll kill me if he finds out I said this, don't tell him please
• The only time you will actually catch him being sweet and talking about how lucky he is to have you is when he is like half asleep, laying in bed, and fiddling with your wings
• He does love you a lot, he just doesn't really know how to show it
Vincent:
• He loves everything about you
• Please let him paint your wings
• ^He'll paint every feather a different style or color
• He also loves painting you often as well
• ^Mostly because it's fun trying to get the color of your eyes perfect, especially since they are often changing, and so does both your angelic form and your human form
• ^^There is just always something new to draw on you
• He also loves you hugging up to him
• Yeah it is hella warm in the basement, but he'll survive a little more heat for the sake of feeling an adorable angel curled up to him
• Gets lost in your eyes often
• Actually starts going to bed kinda early for the sake of being around you
• He's painted multiple of your eyes and made necklaces and bracelets out of them to wear
• ^I don't personally think he wears much jewelry unless it has to do with you
Lester:
• Another sweet baby that just loves you so much
• He feels like he's the luckiest man in the world to have you (cause he is, angel or no, you're amazing)
• He's obsessed with the feeling of your wings on his face, he just can't get over it
• He does have a hard time sleeping at night with how bright your skin is, but you eventually learn how to control how bright it is, and everyone is happy :)
• He gets kinda confused on your anatomy sometimes, cause where is your brain?!
• He thinks your eyes are beautiful, no matter what color or shade they may be that day, he finds himself lost in them constantly
Otis:
• Not the best person to be with, but certainly not the worst
• If you weren't a fallen angel already, you will be when he's done with you
• He has a corruption kink and you can't tell me otherwise
• ^So having a cute (biblically accurate) angel to do whatever he wants with is like a field day for him
• He tries to learn about your anatomy so he knows what will kill you and what won't
• ^He's shocked to say the least when he finds out you can't die
• He's worried something might happen that causes you to turn against him
• ^He won't let you know that though
• He often enjoys painting you in different poses
• ^It's fun for you too since they aren't all sexual
• He tries his best to act annoyed when you curl up to him and wrap your wings around him at night
• ^He does get annoyed at how bright your skin is and how warm you are sometimes tho
• He has tried once or twice to teach you how to not care, but ultimately failed :[
Foxy:
• You... You have wings?
• WHY DO YOU HAVE SO MANY EYES!?!?
• I'm just kidding
• He loves you he's just confused on why you're with him of all people
• ^Especially if you know what he does
• Another soft boi
• He just wants to hold you or be held while you wrap your wings around both of your bodies
• He never misses a cuddle session
• ^One of the only times he'll tell Otis that he can't go with him
• The heavenly light that radiates off of you, can be a little much
• ^Especially if he's waking up in the middle of the night to go piss
• He freaked the fuck out the first time you showed him your angelic form
• After a while tho, he got used to it and has since tried to memorize the color of every single one of your eyes
Mama:
• She for sure calls you her little angel
• She wants you to keep your innocence for as long as possible
• ^Which isn't very long if you count the house you're living in
• Gets you to hang out with Baby when she's busy doing something
• She loves how warm you are, especially when she's on her period, for cramps
• ^Plus, you get to cuddle her, it's a win win scenario
• She gets you to fly her around sometimes
• ^Just around the property, nothing too long, just so she can get some fresh air
• If you're a fast flier, she sends you out to catch runaway victims
• She wears a sleeping mask to bed, so you don't really have to worry about the light as it's just a soft glow
• She's tried to talk to you about when she and everyone else dies
• ^Don't tell her tho, she'll try to stop it from happening which will break time as we know it 😬
Captain Spaulding:
• "Sure hope eating chicken wings in front of you ain't offensive."
• ^He says this everytime, no matter how many times you tell him that there is a difference between chicken wings and angel wings
• I wouldn't just run up to him and hug him, he might attack you if he doesn't know that it's you
• He's tried to convince you to act like a hawk and keep a watchful eye out for cops just in case
• Keeps you away from Otis
• Likes looking at your eyes but won't admit it
• Doesn't find your angel form unsettling at all
• ^He's one of those people (like me) who are comforted by disturbing art
• ^^He's called you a piece of art before too lol
RJ:
• This sweet boy
• He tries keeping you away from the whole family
• ^He wants his angel to himself
• I personally headcannon that this man doodles in his free time and dabbles in sculpting
• ^Say what you want, I think he enjoys it when he's not working on cars and stuff
• But anyways, he likes sculpting you in your angel form, calling you a work of art
• He likes fiddling with your wings too, just messing around with your feathers
• ^He's carefuller than the others tho, making sure he doesn't accidentally pluck any
• He'll help you pick rocks and debris and stuff out of your wings if you want it
• He's a very light sleeper (when he sleeps) so your heavenly glow wakes him up sometimes
• ^He eventually learns to tune out the light and focus on your warmth instead, it helps him sleep a lot better than he did before
Baby:
• Tries making necklaces and bracelets out of your baby feathers since they're so soft
• ^Only fails because of how thin and flimsy the part that was in your wings is
• Another one that really loves the feeling of your wings around them
• Really likes trailing her fingers through your feathers just to see that little shiver that trails up your spine
• She's tried counting all of your eyes, but ultimately gave up at thirty
• ^She didn't believe you when you told her you had an infinite amount of eyes
• She doesn't understand how something so unsettling can be so adorable at the same time
• ^Talking about your rings
• If you are a fallen angel, she likes your black wings and the small scars you received from being casted out of heaven
• ^If you're not, and are instead just her guardian angel, she loves how your wings are so white they glow
• She doesn't get all that annoyed when your skin glows in the middle of the night as she has come to realize it only happens when you're happy :)
• ^She could however live without the crippling heat that radiates off you
• ^^Unless she's on her period of course, then she's like Mama
Tiny:
• This poor baby
• He just loves it when you hold him
• Wrapping your wings around him makes him feel safe
• He loves sitting in the basement with you after dinner just laying down and being held by each other
• Tries to keep you away from Otis
• ^He doesn't like Otis
• If you call him handsome he'll actually believe it, cause an angel said it
• ^And angel's can't lie, right?
• He's scared of the dark, so the heavenly glow that comes off your skin is like a night light to him
• He does get a little too hot sometimes tho, especially with the burns :(
• He hates hurting you
• ^Even if it's accidentally
• He hugged you a little too tight once and plucked one of your feathers, he couldn't even look at you for a week, he felt so guilty
Thomas:
• Luda approves immediately after you prove that you are an actual angel
• Hoyt tries (and fails) at hitting on you a few times
• Monty really couldn't care less
• Thomas is extra careful with you, afraid that if he accidentally hurt you, you'll never forgive him
• ^And even if you do, he'll never forgive himself:(
• He gently fiddles with the bottoms of your wings at dinner while you feed him
• ^Doesn't know that you can feel him doing it
• Loves looking at your eyes
• ^Especially at dinner where he can't get in trouble for slacking off to look at you
• Gets Luda to give you less chores so you can follow him around
• ^He does this by following you around like a lost puppy until she takes a handful of chores off your list
• ^^The reasoning behind this is so he can keep Hoyt off your back
• He's just a sweet baby
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anastasiaskarsgard · 5 months ago
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To my only regret
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“What if we just ran away? Leave all this behind... you aren’t happy. Not really.” the statuesque beauty pleaded to the only man she ever loved.
Vincent de Gramont turned to her with a look of utter disgust. “You would have me run and hide? Have you no faith in me? No honor?” taking a drag from a cigarette, he proceeded to blow the smoke in her face. “Get out of my sight, before I do something i will regret.”
The beauty coughed and wheezed as she tried to dispel the smoke. fanning her hand in front of her face she looked at him desperately. “Baby, I only need you! We don’t need all this. We just need each other,,…”
“I SAID OUT OF MY FACE BITCH!” The Marquis shouted, before shoving the woman to the floor. “Great. Now I’m the asshole. Perfect. Are you happy?”
The beautiful woman rose to her feet, tears spilling down her face. Raising her nose in the air, she turned and left him alone in the sprawling mansion they’d called home.
That was four years ago.
Vincent stood staring out the window, not seeing anything, but he was remembering. Remembering her tear streaked face, when she had looked up at him from the floor. He should have recognized the finality in her eyes, and chased after her.
He had been too proud at the time.
Despite employing some of the most skilled trackers and bounty hunters that Money could buy, she had been impossible to find. It was as if she had completely disappeared. Every day and every night he was told that they had failed to find her, he became that much more obsessed. She belonged to him, and he hated losing his things.
Pressing the intercom button on his desk, he ordered his assistant to call the last guy you call, if all else fails: Trejo.
Trejo was rumored to have a 100% success rate with locating anyone. In spite of that, you only called him as a last resort. because Trejo didn’t work for money, he only traded in favors. And not any set type of favor either. He could ask for anything, at any time.
Rumors swirled on the things he had demanded from clients, ranging from a night with one clients wife, a heart transplant from another clients child to save one of his own, or to pardon a buddy of his from death row. There'd also been a few more reasonable requests like a rare Hermes bag for some guys wife, and a pet snow leopard. Something like that was easy for him
The Marquis was a very powerful man, with nearly endless resources, but he hated the idea of being in debt to anyone.
He had risen to the top and answered to no one. He was even more powerful than he had been when she ran out of his life. Up until now, he had refused to admit he was so desperate to find her. But the reality of his situation was the memory of her, and not knowing if she was safe, was driving him insane.
“Lilly.” He groaned as he fell back into his chair. “You have been such a bad girl.”
Across the world
“Oh come on, it’s just the fair! No pressure, but I’d like for you to just meet him. He’s such a great guy, and very private.” Lisa begged her friend Lilly, that lived outside of their small town, in a quaint cottage in the woods.
Lisa had always been a warm social person, and three years ago when she heard about the gorgeous French woman that quietly moved in the old cottage, she had made it her personal mission to get to know her.
It hadn’t been easy. Lily had been standoffish and extremely introverted. Lisa had thought she was shy at first, but as time went on she started to think that Lilly was running from something. With how drop dead gorgeous she was, she was sure it was a man.
Every unmarried male, and a lot of the married ones too, would give their right arm to take Lilly on a date. Unfortunately she showed no interest in any males, or the handful of females that had tried either. Lisa started to back her up, by informing g all hopeful suitors that lilly preferred her solitude.
And she had been prepared to accept that her friend was a loner, even if she could not wrap her head around it. But then she'd been at the store the other day, talking to James, and Lilly had waved hello, and James had asked to meet her.
James was Lisas older brother, that every girl in town wanted to marry. She'd had her feelings hurt several times over the years, when she had discovered most of her girl friends were only after her brother. He was too focused on sports and school to even notice any of them, and didn't like the sort of girls that threw themselves at him, so he'd avoided dating anyone all through school.
When he'd moved away for college, everyone thought he'd come back and visit someday. He'd be a successful executive, in a fancy SUV, with a perfect wife and a couple perfectly polished children. He'd always been so focused on his goals, good at everything, and liked by everyone he met, so everyone was convinced he'd never be back.
Lisa had always wondered why nobody wondered if he was gay. There were not any openly gay people in town back then, but he had met a lot of the stereotypical gay checkmarks she saw on TV. He was a pretty boy, that dressed impeccably well, for the area. His room was always spotless and organized, and he had a skin routine. He was very much into self care, and followed a strict diet to maintain his physique. He listened to EDM music, and he turned down all the beautiful women in town. In spite of these signs, not one person questioned his sexuality. She would love him no matter what and that had been that, but she agreed that he'd never move back to their small town.
That was until three months ago when he'd shown up out of the blue to tell her he'd bought a house and was there to stay. He'd bought the Myrtle House on the hill, and was restoring the old Victorian mansion to its former glory. It had seemed odd to her, that a single man would buy a mansion large enough to house 10 families, but it was a very pretty home, and if she had the money, she'd likely have bought it too.
"Well you remember that man I was standing with at the market the other day?" Lisa didn't wait for an answer and just rambled on, "that's my older brother that is restoring that mansion on the hill. He works on that place around the clock, getting it up to standard. Now it was never run down, it was just a bit old fashioned, and a lot of house for most people to keep up with. Just dusting the whole place with all those antiques, is actually one woman's full time job. He has a few house people and grounds people to keep up the maintenance. He's modernizing it functionally, but trying to keep it authentic aesthetically, whatever that means. I never know what he's talking about, but he's actually taking a break and coming to the fair with me and the kids! This never happens, he's like you and prefers his solitude. But oh if I could get my two favorite hermit people, to eat some cotton candy with me, before risking our lives on some rides, that some felon puttogether in 20 minutes, while chain smoking a pack of Newports, I could die happy."
Lilly looked at her friends hopeful expression, and bit back the automatic denial she was about to deliver. It has been three years, and she had taken the necessary steps to disappear. Cut ties with all her friends and family, and kept to herself. If Vince hadn't found her by now, then he probably never even bothered to look, and she'd gone through all that trouble for nothing.
“You know what? Okay. I’ll go to the state fair with you tomorrow. Maybe I'll even make another friend."
Lisa nearly fell out of her chair. Recovering from her shock quickly, she jumped to her feet and hopped up and down clapping. “Oh my god I am so excited. You won’t regret this. I gotta head out, but we’ll be by tomorrow about 5 to pick you up.”
The two women hugged, and Lilly couldn’t help but feel excited over the prospect of doing something so simple as going to a county fair. She had definitely noticed Lisa's brother the other day as well, who had been so shockingly handsome when they met eyes, that she'd lost her ability to speak, and had just waved like an idiot, and kept walking.
Running a brush through her long golden locks, Lilly wondered if all her caution was even necessary. Maybe she was flattering herself thinking Vincent would even come looking for her. He likely had a whole collection of new women to use whenever he saw fit.
She’d watched as the man she loved, became a monster with every bad deed. At first he had been so mysterious and exciting. Everyone knew that he was one of the few surviving families of the French aristocracy, and that he was gorgeous and wealthy, but that was about it. There were pictures of him at various wealthy people events, or the occasional article or magazine dedicated to what he allowed the public to know, but that was vague at best.
She'd been 22 and had thought her love could save him. That if she just loved him hard enough, and was obedient, it would soften his heart. When her friends told her he was controlling and possessive, she'd scoff and say it was protection. That was his love language in her mind. If he took care of you, and cared enough to take time out of his busy day, to keep you safe, than that was flattering. The security detail, location tracking in her jewelry, drivers, and 24 hour surveillance of where they lived were thoughtful precautionary measures. She had to quit working because she made less an hour than one of her security guys cost, and she had three. Plus she needed to be available when he had time to spend with him. He also was very fashionable, and expected her to always look clean and polished.. that in itself, was nearly a full time job..
The first year with him, she'd convinced herself that she just didn't understand how rich people operated, and rationized that he couldn't be a criminal,and famous at the same time. She had learned the art of fooling one self in record time.
The second year she had seen too much to deny the type of people he was involved with. Ever delusional,, she was still convinced they were the bad ones, not her Vincent. He was just a victim of circumstance.
By the third year, she could no longer lie to herself. He wasn't just involved or caught up with the wrong crowd. The Marquis de Gramont was their ring leader; their boss. And the most dangerous man in Paris. She was just another one of his things that he controlled with an iron fist. Everyone had been right.
Back across the world again..
The intercom buzzed and the Marquis took a deep breath before answering. His assistant had been successful in getting Trejo and connected the call.
"Bonsoir. J'ai besoin que tu trouves quelqu'un de très important."
"Shit, I have no idea what you said there, but let me just say it's an honor to finally speak with you Mister Marquis! Can I call you Vinnie?" The man boomed through the telephone.
The Marquis dropped his head into his hands, massaging his temples. Hehated when people were so I formal with him, but he'd just have to let it slide for now. " That is fine. I need you to find someone very important to me. I need your absolute discretion and the target must not know she has been found. Can you accomplish this?"
"Shit yeah. You scratch my back amigo and I'll send you the address of that Lilly girl that ran out on you a few years back. I'll even get you a couple of nice pictures if you like."
The Marquis eyes shot open and he was temporarily stunned into silence. "How? When? Who?" He shook himself literally to get ahold of himself. He was nobility, not some bumbling peasant!
"I have always been pretty good at figuring out what people want, before they even know they want it." Trejo shared. "Now have we got ourselves a deal. I don't have a favor in mind yet, but I'm sure something will come up soon, you can help me with."
The Marquis fists clenched and he took a deep breath. He didn't even care about what this man desired. He'd have it. Nothing was too much for her. He'd go pick her up himself. Show her he'd forgiven her for her little tantrum, and she was never to do it again. She was his and that's all there was to it. She was coming home.
His Lilly
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hello i am giving u an excuse to talk about the chucky TV series because i generally don't like horror but i watched it and it was great
My friend... this goes so much deeper than the TV series.
DATELINE 1988! The horror movie slasher genre is THRIVING in the boom of video and cheap rental stores. Jason. Freddy. Michael. Already household names, nay! Heroes! Enter one Don Mancini, young and queer and ready to share some fear with a little idea knocking around in his head about a killer doll. With little more than a dream and few friends he tackled the enormous task of crafting the next horror legend. On the advice of a lawyer friend, he loaded Chucky up with distinct, trademarked features and made sure copyright on the titular killer doll was his and HIS ALONE.
Child's Play, the original Chucky movie, debuted to instant classic status. To modern eyes it may seem strange that a concept as silly as a killer doll could ascend to the heights of the holy triumvirate, but SIMULTANEOUS to Chucky we found such properties as Cabbage Patch Kids and My Buddy dolls - a virtual BUFFET of saccharine toys just begging for a counterpart with edge, and Chucky edged hard. The My Buddy doll never recovered as millions of children globally cowered from the mere TRAILER of Chucky and his slimeball snarl voice broadcast it's way to hearts and minds. But this wasn't all, no, for you see Chucky had a most peculiar gift, the gift of a soulful heart.
While many other slasher movies focused on a test of wills between survivor girl and unstoppable monster, Child's Play was first and foremost the coming of age story for Andy Barclay and his, Karen. In particular credit must be given to actor Catherine Hicks who never wanted to be in a horror movie, and made the conscious decision to play Karen as a straight dramatic role about a single mother and her son. In a sea of peculiarly good choices, it perhaps was hers more than any other that granted Child's Play a quasi-Spielberg-esque movie magic to transcend the genre stereotypes and absurd premise, to create something unique.
While she would not return for Child's Play 2, the die was cast with Alex Vincent as Andy and Brad Dourif as Chucky. We saw the introduction of street smart older stepsister played by Christine Elise. With a bigger budget, nastier deaths, and a truly grotesque version of Chucky, Child's Play 2 is likely considered the best in the series, as it predates the series' later campiness and had the delightfully rubbery 80s practical effects. Not me though, I love them all except of course Child's Play 3, the military academy one, which rounds out the first arc of Chucky. For a little while.
In 1998, just in time for a ten year anniversary, Chucky would RISE AGAIN, in Bride of Chucky. You see, while Don Mancini no longer had the rights to the Child's Play name, he still owned Chucky. Would this new chapter in the knife wielding minimaniac mean the previous continuity was dispensed with? NO, for this series was and still is violent killer baby of ONE MAN and his found film family. Instead, Bride of Chucky would introduce a new member of the family, Tiffany Valentine, played by the inimitable Jennifer Tilly. In this chapter of Chucky's tale, he and Tiffany took center stage, with no consistent protagonist, and a greater focus on absurd humor. Bride of Chucky and Seed of Chucky are both movies which give the sense of perhaps Mancini himself being more comfortable with his sexuality, more open and free. It was also the turning point where Chucky would go from a by the numbers slasher to a metatexual interrogation of the horror genre itself.
Besides playing with self referential comedy and genre references, Don Mancini introduced an in-universe awareness of Chucky's prior crimes, both as a human and as a doll, including the set of an in-universe movie (Chucky Goes Psycho) starring actress Jennifer Tilly. Hang onto your butts, because we're going in hot. If Bride of Chucky felt like it was going to weird places by having two dolls fucking and working on their romantic matters, Seed of Chucky abandoned all pretense, enjoying the presence of stuntcasting like John Waters and Redman (as himself) in roles specifically for gruesome deaths. But Jennifer Tilly was the central meta tornado.
Try and follow this. Real actress Jennifer Tilly plays Tiffany Valentine, who gets her soul transferred into a doll which is also voiced by Jennifer Tilly. Subsequently Jennifer Tilly also plays fictional actress Jennifer Tilly (who is otherwise identical to real world Jennifer Tilly), cast to play Tiffany Valentine in fictional fictionalized account of the fictional world real events of Child's Play 1 & 2, and also to voice the fictional Tiffany Valentine doll along with fictional Brad Dourif voicing the fictional Chucky doll, both dolls created for the fictional movie Chucky gets lucky. However, the fictional dolls get possessed by the real fictional characters Chucky and Tiffany, still voiced by real actors Brad Dourif and Jennifer Tilly. Eventually, Tiffany is able to transfer her soul into fictional Jennifer Tilly.
So, hang with me, in Chucky this means that fictional actress Jennifer Tilly (played by real Jennifer Tilly) is now possessed by fictional real murderer Tiffany Valentine (played by real Jennifer Tilly) who has to pretend to be fictional actress Jennifer Tilly (as played by Jennifer Tilly).
Beyond all this fuckery, Chucky and Tiff must cope with their new child who vacillates between Glen or Glenda, a kind of bigender or genderfluid character at a time when those ideas weren't very widespread, but which feels deeply informed both my Mancini's experience as a gay man, and also the long history of queers in Hollywood. At the conclusion of these two movies, it seemed like we were done with Chucky, with Tiffany living happily ever after as Tillyception and Glen/Glenda now living as two children, having their soul split into the twins fictional Tilly was pregnant with.
However, it seems that these five movies total instead were a kind of foundation for the next generation, when Chucky returned in Curse of Chucky and Cult of Chucky. Together these movies added a new layer of recursion, and might be called the Nica Pierce chapter. Both films featured less camp, and a more serious tone which, initially seemed to imply an intent to reboot the series. This was, of course, a fake out as Mancini not only revealed the new movies as a direct continuation, but also gave Chucky an illegitimate human daughter in the form of Nica Pierce, played by Fiona Dourif, the real world daughter of Brad Dourif. Not only that, but we would get the reintroduction of a long absent character, Andy Barclay, still played by Alex Vincent.
In the reprisal, Alex Vincent, an actor who was damaged and traumatized by being a child actor in movies like the original Child's Play, plays Andy as an adult damaged and traumatized by his experiences as a child in the original Child's Play.
Now, eventually Chucky gets control of Nica and Fiona Dourif does drag to play young Chucky and there's fucked up lesbians and gay kissing and a priest explodes, but all that happens in the TV series. What I'm really needing everyone to get at here is that from 1988 up to RIGHT NOW Don Mancini has kept continuity of plot AND ACTORS, with two seasons and an upcoming third which incorporates every single movie detail. A series which, while silly at times, always both respects its audience second, but FIRST is itself above all. Every single movie and episode has been something which set out to be its own thing, free from control or demands of conformity and it always has been, like it or not, love it or leave it. Somehow the killer doll movie has turned into a 35 year long and counting love affair, a found extended nuclear family both on screen and off.
And perhaps the best part is how much the queerness has been given a chance to flourish, going from a whisper of an influence in early films, to campy comedy later, to fully realized queer relationships in the series. Not only that, but it's always seemed to treat its atypical protagonists with a humanity and respect few other media properties manage. The young Andy works so well because he's an actual character, not just some kid, treated like a capable and thinking human. Tiff and Glen/Glenda are bizarre but never dehumanized, never treated as undeserving of human kindness. And Nica, a paraplegic, is amazing, with her disabilities informing the plot, but not innately treated as some definitive limit or inspiration porn. It's rare for so many disenfranchised characters to get such a human treatment, and frankly bizarre that the murder doll series is the one to do it. But that's kind of the real beauty of Chucky. Every character is human first, before anything else.
In fact, there is only one character who is genuinely human second, and it's Chucky himself. Now I'm not saying there's no room for complex antagonists, but in all Chucy movies, the one constant is this: Chucky is a total dick. Not evil, not a menace, just a pure all out asshole. Chucky is a piece of shit person first, murderer second, and that's GREAT. You will never be in a position where you hope the evil murder doll succeeds (Tiff excepted). You will never stop and wonder "Gosh maybe Chucky is secretly a good guy deep down." Chucky is always a gaslighting selfish prick who wants to live for ever and kill everyone, full stop. It's beautiful, it frees the mind to dwell on the humanity of other characters because you never once are getting asked to give the lying cheating manipulative little fucker the benefit of the doubt.
I don't know what it is, but Mancini just gets it. He gets the best and the worst of people and that's what makes this whole machine tick. It's huge and overwhelming to think of how many people and plotlines and stories are encompassed by Chucky and then like a falling air-conditioner it just slams into my head: "Oh yeah, this is about a killer doll."
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the-road-the-river-and-you · 11 months ago
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i’m an angry adamandi fan. enjoy. (adamandi spoilers ??)
“portia would never swear-“ SHE DOES SWEAR. SHE SWEARS *IN* THE SHOW. MORE THAN ONCE. (“and now she just fucking hates me?,” “fucking report the murders,” “now’s your fucking shot.) SHE ISN’T AN INNOCENT BABY THAT NEEDS TO BE PROTECTED. SHE’S A 20 YEAR OLD. and she exposed vincent’s murders which like total badass move ok portia you go girl. STOPPPP INFANTILISING HER BECAUSE SHE’S NICE. NICE PEOPLE CAN SWEAR TOO.
ALSO i’ve seen people disregard her trauma, because it’s not as obvious as the other characters’ (BECAUSE SHE’S A SIDE CHARACTER. OF COURSE IT’S NOT GOING TO BE GONE INTO IN AS MUCH DETAIL.) she clearly *does* have trauma. the Track Thing made her scared to even ask a girl out for fear of the same thing happening again. (“i don’t know if it’s worth it especially after the Track Thing. what're the chances she'd be interested in me anyways when she could just tell everyone I like her to bully the new girl?”) <- THIS specific quote is very similar to what happened on the track team, and she’s scared that it’ll happen again, even though it won’t. that sounds like a trauma response to me buddy. PLUS adamandi is set in the 1930s/1940s. she definitely wasn’t treated well for asking a girl out *as* a girl. think about context. 1930s ivy league college and being lesbian. 1930s ivy league college and being lgbtq in *any* way. she was ostracised for her sexuality. that is a traumatising experience. maybe i’m reading into the Track Thing too much, but something very similar happened to me, and it was very traumatising and left me with a constant fear that everyone i loved would leave me if i came out again. (/nav) so speaking from my own experience, and looking at context, portia was certainly traumatised by the Track Thing. so portia has trauma, and we as a fandom need to stop ignoring that.
moral of the story is stop mischaracterising nice people. also stop disregarding side characters’ trauma just because it’s not got into in as much detail.
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fanfic-lover-girl · 1 year ago
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Do Draco Fans Really Love Draco?
I read a Quora post last year when I was still new to HP where the user did an AO3 fic analysis and pointed to the number of fanfics to prove how much Draco's fans love him and how overrated he is.
But I think all these fanfics prove how misunderstood Draco is as a character. You see all these fics where:
his parents are abusive
he was an angel all along and it's his parents' fault why he's mean
he becomes all hot and bothered like a fanboy for Harry as soon as Harry shows him some sort of decency
Draco is basically Ron but rich and blonde
he is basically male Ginny but rich and blonde
he simps for Hermione and thinks she is the most beautiful girl in the school (as if!)
his redemption fics have all his mean moments transplanted on another character (eg. Blaise, Theo, Vincent, Gregory or some random male OC) to make him look better
he acts all girly
he's a loner and no one understands him
he's self-conscious or has low self-esteem
he takes all the blame for his bad relationship with the trio like the golden trio were saints who never hurt him too and basically kisses their butts to repent
he's a mini Voldemort in training
he's a manwhore
befriending the golden trio is the only way for him to have a better life
befriending/dating someone in the golden trio is part of his redemption arc
he and Hermione are bestie study buddies
he and Harry use the sectumsempra scars as a romantic/sexual bonding moment
he renounces his pureblood supremacy beliefs faster than a Thanos snap
Astoria is the only reason he changed like he was not traumatized by an awful war
he can't fight or he's weak/pathetic etc...
Draco is not a poor misunderstood, abused baby or a demon child, baby Hitler. He's a normal boy who grew up with bigoted views. He has a loving family. He likes making impressions and being a class clown. He calls out Harry's show-off behaviour when no one else will. He tells things as it is when he calls out Hagrid for being an atrocious teacher and Hogwarts being a dumpster fire school. He likes girls and goes on to have a nice family. He repeatedly warns the golden trio about the approaching DEs and tells them to leave the area while being a complete jerk and laughing at the possibility of Hermione being attacked at the same time. He's not a wimp and can land blows in fights. He can be overly dramatic. He can be stoic in the face of humiliation/abuse. He's creative and artistic. He's a spoiled heir of a rich family who's confident and knows his worth. He's classist. He bit off more than he could chew when he became a DE. He has been group assaulted multiple times by his peers, more than what his rude behaviour deserved. He holds grudges against people who offend him. He seems to have good chemistry with his house. The golden trio accuse him of crimes we never see evidence of while being hypocrites and doing the same behaviour themselves (eg. Hermione accusing Draco of bullying first years as a prefect then she and Ron proceed to bully first years multiple times as prefects). He never truly shined because his author hated him.
I just want Draco content where he is portrayed fairly. Interesting fics without Drarry would be great too. Lord knows Drarry and Dramione are major culprits in this warping of poor Draco's character. Fanon Draco can be fun too but so many times it just feels like an OC with Draco's face on it.
I wish Draco could have more of the same kind of great self-actualization fics that Severus Snape has where he is allowed to be his best self without gay romance involved or where the romance is a background thing or where the golden trio are not involved. Just him vibing with other Slytherins and forgetting the golden trio even exists. I have enjoyed many amazing Draco fics but now that I have come to understand book!Draco more, a lot of them make me feel kind of unsatisfied and hollow now.
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morvantmortuary · 3 months ago
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my buddy @bigtiddythanos asked a while ago about what our OCs’ Top 4 on Letterboxd would be, and I needed something to do with my hands while I finally got around to watching maxxxine last night, so I actually went ahead and made them! and here they are, bc why not!
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Necromancer Top 4s:
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(eta: this is rae from the future, I had to come back and swap this .gif out, you’ll see why lmao)
Maxi -
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Candyman (1992), Harold and Maude (1971), Arsenic and Old Lace (1944), and yes, Phantom of the Opera (2004), which just narrowly beat out Silence of the Lambs and the Vincent Price House on Haunted Hill. He’ll never say no to a rewatch of the Final Destination series, either — they’re his version of the Fast and the Furious. the way he giggles at some parts is somehow both unsettling and endearing at the same time.
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(‘is hex being shirtless relevant’ yes. it’s the only way he watches movies. ‘really?’ ssssh.)
Hex -
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El Espinazo del Diablo/The Devil’s Backbone (2001), The Sixth Sense (1999), Peeping Tom (1960), and El Orfanto/The Orphange (2007), which just edged out Talk to Me (2022) and Savageland (2015). He will happily tell you why the latter is deeply underrated if you finally agree to watch it with him, but it will take about an hour after the movie ends for him to finish. (He’s not wrong though, imo 👀)
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(here, rora’s shirtless-ish too look she’s very all or nothing this was the best I could do, we’re equal opportunity shirtless enjoyers!)
Rora -
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she wore out her VHS of the original Carrie (1976) when she was alive, so that’s at the top of her list. the rest are The Bride of Frankenstein (1935), What Ever Happened to Baby Jane? (1962), and Black Swan (2010), which she thankfully only would’ve discovered after she came back to life, otherwise it would’ve been her whole personality in high school. She also would love May (2002) and Excision (2012), both of which might hit a little too close to home in different ways :’D
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(these necromancers just can’t watch movies with their shirts on! for real!!)
Seth -
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The Wizard of Oz (1939), Tod Browning’s Freaks (1932), Singin’ in the Rain (1952), and The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari (1920). He also loves the high drama and spectacle of DeMille’s Cleopatra (1934) and Lang’s Metropolis (1927). If you jokingly ask him if he’s seen any movies in the last century or so, he’ll just blink at you, thinking, then be like “…I thought the 1989 interpretive dance remake of Dr. Caligari was good? :D” or ask if you want to watch the Cabaret with Liza Minelli in it. (He would go absolutely bonkers for the X trilogy, though, relating way too hard with Maxine Minx and Pearl.)
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(does anyone in greymoon own a shirt?? who’s to say)
Bonus! Leon -
…he doesn’t know what Letterboxd is. :’D baby doll still has the most minimal version of a smartphone possible. as for movies, he’s happy to watch just about anything with you, but he’s impossible to watch either westerns or vampire movies with, as he usually points out what they’re getting wrong while chewing on what look like some home-made red vines he pulls out of his freezer. (Don’t ask.) He also talks like Lestat is a real person he actually knows and actively has beef with whenever you watch the Tom Cruise ‘90s version of Interview with the Vampire. you can’t tell if he’s doing a bit or not and you’re too afraid to ask, tbh??
anyway! thanks for humoring me! definitely google some of these before you watch them solo, bc they can be pretty scary or pretty bleak, depending or just. Not the Best Version of the Phantom, but Fine :’D
if anyone does their own OCs’ Top 4, I’d love to see it :3c
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sephirthoughts · 6 months ago
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Vincent Got a Phone
rating: not explicit yet
they will fuck eventually i swear
tags: valenwind, cid/vincent, fluff, humor, background sephiroth/cloud, background aerti
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Chapter 3: Because Men
It was just after sunset, and Cid was strolling down the bustling street with his good hand in his pocket, and a cigarette in his mouth. He was feeling inexplicably down, since the other day, when Vinnie knocked him on his ass, and then Tifa and Yuffie told him about Vinnie and Aerith’s secret relationship.
He sighed, ejecting a plume of blue-white smoke with his breath. He guessed he should be happy for his buddy, finding a pretty girl who liked him, but he just couldn’t shake the feeling of intense repulsion, to the idea of Vincent dating Aerith.
Of course, he didn’t stop to question whether he only felt that way because it was that specific girl, or if he’d feel that way about Vincent dating any girl. He just assumed it was probably because the two really didn’t seem like a good fit, like Tifa and Yuffie said.
As for talking to Vinnie about it…he’d agreed to give it a whack, but this type of thing was just about as far out of his wheelhouse as it got. He’d always been focused on his work, and never got past a date or two with any woman, before he got bored, or went heads-down on a project and forgot about them entirely.
The closest thing he’d ever had to a relationship was with his cradle-to-grave, ride-or-die platonic life-partner Shera. Come to think of it, maybe Shera could help. She had more girlfriends than you could shake a stick at, she had to know more about this shit than he did.
“I have no clue how to talk to heteros, those people are freaks,” she said, when he called her. He could hear thumping music in the background and a crowd whooping and cheering. “All joking aside, if you really think your boy is making a bad decision, you gotta be honest with him about your concerns. But you have to be prepared for him to push back. People don’t like to be interfered with, when it comes to romance. Hang on. Baby, there you are! Are you ready to—yeah, I’m coming, just a sec! Cid? I gotta go. Just be honest, ok? Especially with yourself. Love you. Bye.”
Cid stuffed his phone back in his pocket and leaned on a nearby wall, puffing disconsolately on his cigarette. As he did, he happened to glance over and catch a flash of golden-blonde hair, across the street. Sure enough, it was Cloud. He was typing on his phone, and it was too far to call out to him, so Cid kept smoking his cigarette and waited.
When Cloud looked up, Cid tried to wave to him, but the young man was directly accosted by a group of scantily clad women, and didn’t see him. After brushing the ladies off rather brusquely, Cloud turned around and walked in the door of the place he’d been standing in front of. The Ramblin’ Rose Love Hotel, to be exact.
Cid stood there scratching his head. Now, what would their resident clueless virgin be doing going into a shady-ass place like that? Usually folks brought hookers back to those places, but he just couldn’t see Cloud doing something like that.
So…he must be meeting someone. Damn. Was there something in the water? Everyone seemed to have the spring fever, all the sudden.
Cid flicked his cigarette butt away and walked off down the street, about ten seconds before an extremely tall and broad-shouldered man, in a large, black, hooded overcoat, came up the street and entered the Ramblin’ Rose Love Hotel.
Oblivious to any potential pursuers, Vincent and Aerith once again departed the group’s hotel, in one another’s company. Aerith had the ingenious idea of renting a room in a karaoke bar, which was both private enough that they could talk freely, and not so private that it would cause proper old man Vincent to panic, and so that was where they went.
Presently, they were seated on the long, red couch, under the disco lights and the colorful illumination of a neglected video screen, proclaiming ‘Mega Karaoke!’ in big, bright letters, interrupted by an animation of dancing microphones, every few minutes.
“Today’s lesson: talking,” Aerith announced.
Vincent crossed his arms. “I know how to talk.”
“How many words have you said to him—”
“Thirty-three.”
“—today.”
“Oh. I thought you were going to say this week. Today…two.”
“Bearing in mind that grunting does not count as a word.”
“…”
“That’s what I thought. Here’s what the sisters and I think is the core of the issue, Vincent. You are the type of person who doesn’t talk much, due to a whole big ball of social anxiety and self-esteem issues. However, you are also the type of person who is extremely good looking, and because of that, other people don’t see you as the awkward anxiety-ball you are. Your weirdness actually makes you seem aloof and a bit cold. Like you don’t care about anyone or anything. We think that may be hindering your progress with Mr. Highwind.”
“I seem cold?”
“Yeah, kinda. I mean, not to me, because I understand how you are, but to other people.”
Vincent scowled and hid in his cloak. “I don’t know how to not seem cold. I tried your advice, and I couldn’t do any of it right. Maybe I’m better off not trying to connect with another human. I only make a terrible mess of things.”
“No, no, no, don’t give up, now!” Aerith urged. “We’ve made so much progress!”
“I frightened him, injured him, and nearly burned the hotel down, trying to bake cookies. How is that progress?”
“It’s personal growth! Getting out of your comfort zone and trying something new is the hardest thing in the world, and you did it. Whether or not things work out with Mr. Highwind, I’m really proud of you. And I’m grateful to have got the opportunity to know you, and become your friend.”
“I…I am, as well. Even if the advice hasn’t quite panned out, you encouraged me to come out of my shell. More than that, you made the effort to get to know me, when everyone else is either afraid of me, or doesn’t think I’m worth their time. You are a good person, Aerith. I am truly grateful for your friendship.”
“Awwwww, Vincent!” Aerith laughed, then she burst promptly into tears and threw her arms around him.
Just as she did, the door to their karaoke booth banged open. They both leapt to their feet, only to see Cloud stumbling backward into the room, looking very much like he’d been pushed by someone in the hall.
“Cloud?” Aerith said.
“Gah!” Cloud yelped, spreading his arms out in front of the open doorway, as if to hide someone. “I can explain! It’s not what it looks like!”
The other two looked past him, then back at him. The hallway was empty. If there had been another person there, they had already vanished.
Sensing their confusion, Cloud turned and peered out the door, then stepped all the way in, letting it swing shut behind him. “Aerith? Vincent? What are you two doing here?”
“Us? What are you doing breaking into other people’s booths and acting like a lunatic?” Aerith countered. “Who were you with? Why were you trying to hide them?”
“N—no one. I wasn’t with anyone,” Cloud said, laughing nervously. “I was just…I was talking to the waitress, and I tripped. And fell into the door.”
Aerith and Vincent both crossed their arms.
“You tripped,” Vincent said dubiously.
“And fell into the door,” Aerith said, even more dubiously.
Cloud nodded. “Yep. Yes. That’s what I did. You know me. Clumsy Cloud.”
“It was closed all the way,” Vincent pointed out. “How did you turn the knob while tripping into it?”
“I must’ve grabbed it to stop myself. You know, it’s all kind of a blur. Just out of curiosity, are you guys here by yourselves, or are there, like…other people from the group lying in wait, nearby?”
“Lying in wait?” Aerith asked. “What are you, on the lam?”
“You’re behaving strangely,” Vincent observed. “As if you have something to hide.”
“No, no, it’s nothing like that,” Cloud assured them. “I was just, uh. Startled. To run into you guys, out of nowhere. Also, you never answered my question. What are you doing here?”
“Karaoke,” Vincent said grimly.
“Obviously. What else would we be doing at a karaoke bar?”
Cloud squinted doubtfully at Vincent. “You sing?”
Vincent’s crimson and gold Chaos eye glowed ominously in the disco-ball lighted half-dark. “Yes.”
“Vincent happens to have a lovely singing voice, not that it’s any of your business,” Aerith sniffed. “But you’ll have to hear it some other time. We were just leaving.”
Cloud looked back and forth between them, then crossed his arms. “Wait a minute, is there something going on betw—”
“Think carefully before you finish that sentence,” Vincent warned, laying his hand on Cerberus.
Aerith put her hands on her hips. “Vincent, what did we say about violence as a first resort?”
Vincent sighed and took his hand off the gun. “Only when they have it coming.”
It was fortunate that he didn’t have his hand on his weapon anymore, because at that moment, the door banged open again, and two people burst in, one of them shouting, “Ahhh-ha!”
Cloud, Aerith, and Vincent all turned, to see none other than Tifa and Yuffie. Both young ladies stopped short, looking confused, and Yuffie dropped her pointing finger.
“What are you doing here?” Tifa asked, meaning Cloud.
“Karaoke,” all three answered in unison.
Yuffie squinted doubtfully at Vincent. “You sing?”
“We’ve already been through this, Vincent has a lovely voice, et cetera,” Aerith cut in. “What are you two doing here, now?”
“Also Karaoke,” the two newcomers answered.
Vincent looked around at the group, from behind his collar. “This situation is ridiculous. I’m leaving,” he said, and walked past them, out the door.
“Yeah, me too,” Cloud added, following him. “D—does anyone know if the doors on these rooms lock?”
Back at the hotel, Vincent ran into Cid—not literally, this time, he’d learned his lesson about that—coming down the path, in front of their rooms. He winced at seeing Cid’s arm still in the sling and lowered his head, thinking to let the man pass by.
“Hey, Vinnie, there y’are!” Cid said affably. “Feel like a drink?”
Vincent nodded, as an intense feeling of relief welled up in him, to find his friend behaving normally. “Yes. Yes I do.”
“I never seen him with anyone, so I can’t say who he mighta been meetin’ there,” Cid was saying, after they’d been seated at the hotel bar, with tumblers of whiskey in front of them. “It ain’t the kinda place you bring a respectable lady.”
“He can’t have stayed more than a couple of hours,” Vincent said. “I just saw him at the Mega Karaoke, acting very strangely.”
“Uh. Mega Karaoke?”
“Yes.”
Cid squinted doubtfully at him. “You sing?”
“No. Aerith and I went there to…talk about something, privately. Which did not work out, at all. Somehow, nearly everyone we know arrived and barged into the room, during that one hour.”
“Y—you went there to talk privately, with Aerith?”
“Yes.”
Cid swallowed the rest of his whiskey in one go. “So, speakin’ of Aerith. There, uh…there anything you wanna tell me?”
Vincent froze, with his hand on his glass. How the hell did Cid know what he’d been talking about with Aerith? Did someone overhear them, and tattle? He wouldn’t have thought so, a week ago, but the bizarre behavior of their group in the past few days had him feeling like they were all in a slapstick comedy, set in a high school. Well. Fuck it. If Cid already knew, there was no point attempting to deny it.
He nodded slowly. “There is something I want to tell you. But I don’t think this is the right place to talk.”
About ten minutes later, they were strolling through the completely deserted hotel garden, which no one but Vincent ever used at night, chiefly because it was very dark and a little creepy.
“So, here’s the thing about relationships,” Cid said, much to Vincent’s relief, as he had no idea how to open such a topic. “Sometimes, just cause someone’s good lookin’ and fun to talk to, don’t mean the two of you’d be any good together. Ya gotta be sure it ain’t just, like…infatuation. Those kindsa feelings go away pretty quick. If you act on ‘em, before you’re sure it’s more than that, people could wind up gettin’ hurt.”
“But what if you’re sure it’s more than a passing infatuation?” Vincent asked. “What if you know it?”
Cid puffed thoughtfully on his cigarette. “Even then, there’s people who’s good for each other, and people who ain’t. Like, say, people who are different ages and got different kinds of lives. They likely ain’t a good fit, in the long run. No matter how good it feels at the beginning, one day, those cracks’ll start showin’.”
“I disagree,” Vincent said flatly.
Cid blinked. “Ya do?”
“Yes. I don’t think things like being the same age and having the same life experience are all that important, in the grand scheme of things. The important thing is finding a person who…who feels like the missing part of you. Like you could spend every day with them, forever, and never get tired of them. When you find that person, it isn’t something to take lightly, or to give up on, just because of what might happen in the future, or because of what others might think.”
“Shit. The missing part of you…” Cid trailed off, looking dazed. “Ya really feel that way?”
Vincent took a deep breath and let it out slowly. “Yes. I do. I’ve felt that way for a while, but…I didn’t know how to tell you.”
“I guess if that’s how ya feel, then that’s that.” Cid flicked his cigarette away and pushed his hands back through his hair, then rubbed them together in an agitated manner. “Look, I’ll always support ya, Vinnie, and I just want you to be happy, so…I’ll learn to accept it. But I might need a little time. I—I can’t talk about this, anymore. I gotta go clear my head. Give Aerith my best.”
With that, Cid walked off, leaving Vincent standing in the inky-black shadows of the hotel garden, alone.
He’d felt the rejection coming, since the conversation started, but he had no idea why Cid should become more upset, the more they talked. Now, it seemed as if he’d lost his best friend, and the man he’d fallen for, all at once. Dejected and disoriented, he went back to his room, shut off all the lights, closed the curtains, and slid under the bed, to try and sleep off the pain.
Cid, meanwhile, was walking briskly, without a destination in mind, unable to shake off the intense feelings of loss and disappointment, that had nearly crushed the air out of his lungs, when he heard Vincent say Aerith was the missing part of him.
Why should hearing his best friend say something like that about a woman be so painful? He had no clue. He only knew he’d had to either escape, or implode, so he chose escape. And drinking. Some things could only be properly examined from the bottom of a bottle. He found a different shithole bar than the shithole bar he and Vinnie had been in, earlier, and opened a tab.
A few drinks in, he wasn’t feeling any better, and was in fact, feeling much worse. All he could think about was Vincent with that pretty, young girl, holding hands and laughing (her laughing, that is, Cid doubted Vincent was capable of such a thing), being ‘together’ the obnoxious way couples are, when the relationship is new.
Tch. When the shine came off that apple, don’t expect ol’ Cid to be around to pick up the pieces. Cause he damn well wouldn’t. He’d be hangin’ out with someone better, who wouldn’t run off after the first pretty skirt that wandered by, and leave their best friend all alone, to nurse his broken heart over a bottle of cheap ass whis—wait a goddamn minute, broken heart?
“Oh,” Cid said, staring wide-eyed into middle distance, as he quickly reexamined everything he believed about himself. “Fuck.”
THE AUTHOR HAS SOMETHING TO SAY
sephiroth: (waiting in the next karaoke booth) that little brat better get his ass in here soon
sephiroth: ...
sephiroth: i can't believe they don't have "i'm just a girl" what the fuck kind of place are they running
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anosrepasi · 11 months ago
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10 Character/10 Fandoms/10 Tags
Tagged by the wonderful @aeide :)
Nil (Horizon Dawn Zero/Forbidden West) - My current obsession I'm rotating around in my mind. What's not to love he's charming in the sense that his most common AU occupation is "Serial Killer." Will he kill you? Depends! Only if you suck, and he promises to never stab you in the back, he wants to look you in the eye if he tries to kill you. But actually, I find him utterly fascinating and in the context of HZD he's just. so nuanced it destroys me. This man has decades of c-ptsd and asks the question of what happens when someone drenched in violence is suddenly expected to stop fighting- the answer is, it takes a lot! I adore him.
Kassandra (AC:Odyssey) - Look the more I think about Kassandra and like the canon quests in that game the more I'm like. They did you wrong, girl. They did you so dirty. SHE JUST WANTS TO GO HOME. IT TAKES DECADES. HER STORY IS A FUSION OF THE ODYSSEY AND THE ILIAD. YOU CAN APPLY THEMES FROM BOTHA ND IT DRIVES ME INSANE. And. And then they say, all thsi you worked so hard for? Well. We have other things we need from you. I am going to chew through my arm.
Mizu (Blue Eye Samurai) - Look. I could link thousand upon thousands words of meta about Mizu and her/they're relationship to gender and existence as a mixed race individual in isolationist Japan. And it still wouldn't capture it all. And past that it's hot person brutally murdering people in absolutely fantastically animated fight scenes.
Vincent Valentine (Final Fantasy VII) - Look. He's my original blorbo. I saw 10 minutes of screen time of him in Advent Children and have been insane ever since. I bought and played through Dirge of Cerberus for him. Something about him apparently just imprinted on me as a child, I've been a lost cause ever since.
Xaden Riorson (Fourth Wing/Iron Flame) - These books are still relatively new so I'll hold my tongue since a lot of what I am obsessed with re: him is spoilers but oh my god. oh. my. god. buddy.
Axel (Kingdom Hearts) - Also an original blorbo from childhood, imprinted on him like a baby duck. His death in KH2 made me bawl. His entire storyline makes me sob, he's the reason why every single aspect of Roxas' story was a gut punch cause like. The best way to make people care about characters is give them someone who loves them then make it sad.
Charles Milton Porter (Bioshock 2: Minerva's Den) - Look. This dude's DLC made me cry. big cry. I still kinda get choked up when i think about it for a while. it's about the grief.
Kena: Bridge of Spirits - I can't choose a characters from this, so I just advise everyone to play this game. It's so good. You're going to be emotionally devastated. It's also about grief. Every character in this game is so so good and you will feel things.
Joe Miller (The Expanse) - He was not the first but he was my defining love of shitty noir space detectives. I loved him from when he was introduced to when he left the series and my love was rewarded so much. Holden and Amos were the runner up characters for this fandom.
Death (The Book Thief) - I read the book thief for the first time in 7th grade I think? Every day of my life since them on my commute to work or when on break I look at the sky and think about how Death would describe the taste of the colors. This book irrecoverably changed me from the day I read it and firmly cemented this Death as the death i hope is there at the end of everything, i love this version of it so much. This death is like. look. go read the book if you haven't had the opportunity.
Tagging for anyone who wants to do it: @ongreenergrasses @lobstermatriarch @airmidcelt @tirsynni @aevallare @duesternis @salsedine @avelera @thehoundkeeper @green-nbean
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