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Very deeply annoyed by the fanon idea that Talia treated Jason like a pet or a tool when he was catatonic, because when you actually read lost days you can clearly see that Talia is literally the only person who looked at Jason while he was catatonic and still saw a person and treated him like a person while everyone else around her (Ra’s and the doctor she hired) was ready to dismiss Jason as an empty shell
#As much as I do use the dog owner and dog metaphor to describe their relationship at times because she did very much pluck him off#the streets and rehabilitate him like one might a stray puppy. Talia doesn’t actually dehumanize him in that way. She’s literally the only#one who believes and treats him like he’s still sentient. If Jason is Talia’s pet than Talia is the type of owner who is dropping 10k on#their 18 year old dog’s cancer treatment when everyone is telling her that it’s hopeless and that she should just put him down#‘Promise you’ll treat me like I’m a dog with a bite history and you’re the last white girl with a savior complex on earth’ type shit#that’s her poor little meow meow right there have some RESPECT#And stop basing your idea of Jason and Talia’s relationship off of fanfic and that 10 second clip from young justice#Jason Todd#Dc#Also this goes back to my other post about people being unwilling to believe that Talia is capable of genuine kindness for some reason
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Pip got some fancy photos taken today 👀 Keep an eye out for a pretty face in the NYT in a couple weeks!
Photographer said she was the best dog model he had ever worked with. Better than any of the kids too 😎
#an editor reached out to me for some pics for an article on Darwin's Ark#a nonprofit that studies canine genetics and cancer#and that we have contributed to!#very exciting#pip#5 years#proud mama moment listening to him mumbling 'she was made for the camera' while lying on his belly in the leaves lol
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at the end of the day it's a relationship that inspired me to create again, to making edits and icons and even writing
it's the relationship that helped me get through some really hard times in my life
its the relationship I met really amazing people through who I now have the joy of calling my friends
#tbd#im crying yes I know but ive been so depressed#my life has been shit the last two months and this was my escape#like I know eventually this wont hurt as much and its just this week#and that ive made friendships that outlast a fandom#but Im still going to be sad#not to mention its like????#people have been harassed and sent death threats and was accused of faking cancer and we went through it together#idk this is rambling im just very very sad#ill find something new again I know but its just a lot right now#anyways I might take a break if you want to share discords if we are friends message me#911 spoilers
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@ye-xiu's favourite taemin looks ↳ happy birthday, al! ✨
#shinee#taemin#lee taemin#kpopcc#ksoloists#dailyshinee#maleidolsedit#kpopco#mgroupsedit#kpopedit#*taemin#*comp#*gifs#happy birthday my bestie my babie my friend from the stars#time goes by so fast how is it your day again we just celebrated it!#I'm gonna keep it short here because I'll say everything on the phone anyway - here's another little something for you <3#it's SUCH a surprise right you would've never guessed it#hehe I had a very taemin-ful weekend (I literally just finished it it took so long I'm ahfhklj idek why)#it's your whole list because of course duh#for some I was like 'yeah of course she likes that one' lol (like the press your number one)#you literally DRESS LIKE THAT sdhfghj it made me chuckle#I hope looking at your second favourite cancer (wink) will make you smile that's all I want <3#I love you sooooo much bestie!!! see you in two days!!!!!
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My take on a revived clover AU
I like to think that monsters preserved the human children as a sort of remembrance using similar magic to their food since it doesn’t expire, but since humans have more physical matter it only delays rotting rather than completely stopping it, and since clover had died being much less harmed because they gave up their soul rather than getting murdered they get to be the first to come back with minor changes since they didn’t rot that much and their internal organs stayed in tact.
Also in this au flowey kinda goes MIA on frisk and doesn’t wanna be friends/isn't ready to talk to them juuuuust yet, clover’s kind of an exception though :D which also means frisk doesn't reaaallly know about clover til weeks later cause clover isn't ready to face martlet starlo or anyone else until they feel ready, dying and choosing to be alone as a 12 year old can be not great for the brain
Flowey is technically clovers guide through the underground but is still trying to get the other humans to wake up so he’s kinda busy but will know if clover is near a save like in game.
I might give this clover figerless gloves to hide the more human-lookin' skin
Clover is actually essentially sneaking around places like waterfall and snowdin town, staying places that have small shops and less people that would be able to recognize them
The tumblr user howlonomy gave me so much brainrot in their au so look at it!!! Their clover is such a creaturr!!!! /pos
#art#sorry for the tags#drawing#uty fanart#clover uty#uty clover#ut yellow#undertale yellow#undertale yellow au#I might make more stuff when my laptop is fixed#howlonomy seems very cool but also I'm not @-ing them because jesus christ social interactions are terrifying and the concept of being#percieved also scared the heck outta me#Ap bio makes me want to explain magic in a microscopic sense y'know? like explain how magic turns into chemical energy which when you eat#goes through your bloodstream or by electrical signals and makes you heal fast#also like#debating whether the stasis they were in would be either because it stopped the cells from majorly decaying and deviding or whether it#continues the cell cycle but prevents dna from being damaged in this statis preventing things like illness or cancer while in a sort of#living stasis?#I'll think abt it some more#if you can't tell I really like science and art.#��lucky” clover au
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anti-voting ppl be like “i just dont feel comfortable voting for the dems who did x y and z awful thing, can you blame me?” no but i can blame you for refusal to act bc that does, in fact, split the vote and aid the self-proclaimed dictator
like. chemotherapy is awful and damaging and it ravages ppls bodies but we still use it and it still saves lives bc right now it’s the only method we have to get the cancer out
#lime rants#uspol#politics#election 2024#2024 elections#very popular tumblogger i had to unfollow bc they keep saying the anti voting shit#i understand the discomfort and not wanting to vote but inaction works in favor of the literal dictator#who has far less infighting within his own party#blogger whos like. renowned for being super moral etc#i cant stand it#that cancer analogy is gonna bite me in the ass isnt it#someones gonna take it way to literally and be like UM ACKSHUALLY 🤓👆
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was doing bit o research on salivary gland pain (minor, transient) when starting to salivate and in literature it only exists as 'first bite syndrome' which is rare and linked to v severe pain, but i think a less severe phenotype is much more common. so i must ask...
#like i dont think its syndromic i think its probably very normal#and i HOPE THE POLL SHOWS THAT bc otherwise the internet is telling me i hav cancer#i have i dont think its the majority but i think itll be more than 1 in 100k or whatever the incidence of FBS is
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if you’re looking for stuff about necromancy as violation I always considered the cow thing to be a big example of that! Maybe it’s my inner 4-H kid, but it’s such an undignified and horrifying way to slaughter an animal IMO. It’s this drawn out, grotesque death that parallels both Mercymorn’s death and the 7ths blood cancer. It’s just such a disrespectful way to slaughter an animal, and I think you can read it as John’s first major betrayal of self, especially as it relates to his indigenous roots. Anyway. There’s just so much there.
you're RIGHT and i also think this is a case of how this is a feature, not a bug of necromancy.
death fuels necromancy, but it is specifically cruel, violent death that results in the most necromantic potential. gradual death/senescence en masse gives general ambient power (necromancy only works in areas where things have lived and died) but it is a mass of sudden violent death that flips a planet. Siphoning, in both the style of the Second and the Eighth house, lends necromantic power via an exquisitely painful process that can easily end in death. Necromancy itself eats away at the tissues, leaving all necromancers essentially physically disabled (Ianthe barely had the ability to hold her arms up to braid her own hair). Babies give off the largest burst of power when they die, and the Fourth House -- a planet that could very well be filled with only children -- specializes in suicide bombs.
and then of course you have the eugenics that is built into both the Seventh and the Eighth Houses -- and the Heptentary blood cancer specifically fascinates me because of how it is positioned as, essentially, a boon. If you get death-fuel by being in proximity to death, and you yourself are always dying, then you always have access to a very personal well of power. Until you die. "A dying woman is the perfect necromancer"..... An entire House that values short-lived necromantic potential over anything else and breeds their heirs to have this violation embedded into their blood.
and that isn't even really getting into the fact that this is just the violence that the House enacts upon it's own citizens. the majority of people on the business end of necromancy aren't House citizens at all, but non-House civilians whose death and dead bodies are hijacked to serve the Empire's purpose. but that's another essay
#(This is actually why I have a personal headcanon that 7th house adepts who suffer from the Heptentary blood cancer are the only “normal” ne#i.e. the adept who made that giant death spiral ghost ward in HtN could do it because she had access to a very personal source of thanergy)#necromancy#ask#anon#sorry this is sorta rambling i RLLY appreciate the 4H perspective#that's an angle i didn't think about before bc i have such little experience with the like#logistics and standards of practice and such of the animal slaughterhouse. much to think about#im brooding my other essay like an egg she isn't ready yet. she is really getting away from me
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Camila’s “Oh god I need to get Luz to see a doctor” vs her “Oh god how do I fend off news reporters and the police if someone asks questions about how my not-actually-dead daughter who has been missing for 13 years is alive” Fight
The circumstances for this to happen might be a little bit of a stretch but Do you think there’s a world out there where Hunter gets REALLY accusatory about Camila wanting Luz to see a doctor to the point that Camila would have to say like “Hey, I’m sorry for being pushy. This is a bit of a sore subject for me. My husband passed away from an illness he had been fighting for a while. We didn’t catch it fast enough to get the treatment he needed,” and Hunter immediately panics about “Does Luz have it? Whatever made your husband sick, Does Luz Have It???”
OUGH.
i've always imagined that manny died of cancer, simply because i Think that's the most common type of long-term illness that kills people in their 30s/40s..... camila explaining that no, she doesn't think luz is sick Right Now, but cancer can run in families so it's important to see a doctor regularly....
and if i'm gonna be extremely self-indulgent, i could also see manny having passed from some kind of autoimmune disease, since that's the other big category of Thing That Kills You that frequently targets younger people. and that tends to have an even more immediate and pressing genetic component than cancer. i won't say it's fully AU canon, bc i think if it WAS, then camila would be even more worried about luz's neurological health than she already is, but...... food 4 me.
as for the logistics of camila getting luz to a doctor.... YEAH. i was thinking about how one of the Biggest complications is that camila can't, like, feasibly say this is luz. at least without sparking a million questions. if she had any outside help with getting vee a legal identity then i imagine she'd turn to them for resources.... because good god. The Complication.
#'hi i have an undocumented minor with me who has very clearly experienced extreme medical neglect and child abuse. dont call the cops'#is a non-starter. FJSJDJDJ. understandably so!! please do inquire further about the undocumented minor's situation!!!#but similarly 'this is my supposedly-dead daughter.... who had clearly experienced extreme medical neglect and child abuse....'#ALSO A NON-STARTER. FINDING HUMAN DOCTORS IS HARD.#replies#toh#princess luz au#camila noceda#cancer#autoimmune tag#death#horrible mindscape trauma pals
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who else cried x
#joji#joji miller#filthy frank#lewis welt#the shaman#this post is from like. two months ago.#i always held joji in very high regard for taking that video down seemingly withouth a single complaint and then remaking it from scratch#because in hindsight shaman felt uncomfortable being in it. it really shows that he respected his friend's wishes.#but i hadnt seen lewis' post yet........man.#all his old homies seem to love him sm its making me so emo#people love to go on and on about the cancer crew reuniting blah blah blah but#personally i hope he and lewis can go for that drink sometime.#instagram
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jesse to walt after the latter has a really severe coughing fit due to the cancer: whoa mr white, are u ok? do u need some water or something? yo, how's ur chemo going??
walt to jesse after the latter has a seizure due to the epilepsy: jesse why must u consistently make life more difficult for both of us. ur ineptitude is truly remarkable, it really is
#syd squeaks#obligatory 'whatever jesse have u killed gus yet' punchline but its one of my fave dimensions the au adds to the show#jesse so very sincerely cares about walt recovering from his cancer and wants him to be healthy#meanwhile walt is like 'i cant believe u are doing this on purpose to inconvenience me'#breaking bad#epileptic jesse
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[MASTERPOST] - Since the prompt from yesterday I kept thinking about another 'special performance'; so take a little one from the drafts! Geralt tries really hard.
#onlyfans!jaskier#jaskier#geraskier#geralt of rivia#the witcher fanart#trans!geralt#cancer tw#critical illness tw#this is very old but I still like it#they are very dear to me still#ONE day this will continue
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#grandpa passed away in his sleep this morning#i got to see him with some of my family last night before he went to bed#i kissed him goodbye. he cupped my cheeks and said it would be the last time he'd see me. i think he could feel it coming#it hasn't really sunk in yet. maybe because this was the very best outcome in the situarion and i'm mostly relieved#i'm just glad i got to say goodbye in such a nice way#and he isn't in any pain after those dreadful weeks of uncertainty and then the added cancer diagnosis#he's up in the sky with grandma now. just like he wanted
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So I had a thought...
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#fma 03#fma#fma cos#conqueror of shamballa#alphonse elric#alfons heiderich#alfons's very existence in that movie fills me with so much sorrow and horror#also like imagine finding out you bare a startling resemblance to your seemingly v mentally ill roomates “dead” little brother#like#fons was going thru it in combo w the lung cancer huh
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#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#yj spoilers#yj cast#liv hewson#lauren ambrose#jasmin savoy brown#tawny cypress#taivan#you can’t see me but I am pumping my fist hard enough to break my own arm#MERGE THEM. MERGE THOSE CASTS BAYBEE. THIS IS MY DREAM#‘there will be two very clear answers’ oh dear I suspect one is ‘is Van’s cancer cured’
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