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[ πππππ ] β sender and receiver lay under the stars to stargaze hi hihi also works for akira if thats more ideas:]
"Naga's bless ... the sky--!" the prince was in awe he couldn't word out his astonishment. He was charmed. Yes, the sky in Ylisse is so beautiful but the sky up this close is something else. Since he joined the crew on their journey and he has been seeing stranger things--amazing ones and of course, not so savory ones. But today, this ..this one memory he will not ever forget.
"It's ... so beautiful ... I .. I don't know what else to say ... Heh, yeah... it is better to just watch in silence," he nodded to Gran. "Hm? Ah, you're right!" the other captain had quickly laid down on the ship's deck, pointing to the sky, so Chrom followed suit and laid beside him. Wow... the view is ... worth everything they had went through today.
His mouth opened to say something but ... yeah, let's watch in silence. How marvelous. The sky is the same sky no matter where they are huh. Spacious, far away and beautiful. It holds so many secrets.
Chrom closed his eyes and thought about home. How is everyone doing? Hopefully, the shepherds can manage without him. He'll come back. But first, there is a reason why he was sent to this world and he intent to help Gran in whatever he can. Otherwise, he wouldn't be able to face his sister knowing he turned his back on someone who needs his help ...heh, isn't it right, Emmeryn?
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"So... uhm... It's not what it looks like." An elf, practically about five foot tall with orange hair, is standing there with a squirrel-like creature in her hands. Earlier, it looked like she was in a HEAVY debate with the little rodent, but since now Aria got noticed, she smiled sheepishly and placed the animal down on the ground. "I was just, uh... I didn't agree with his politics." What is she TALKING about?? (For Herja, from Aria)
Β Β Β Β Β Β unprompted asks. Β» always accepting!
Β Β Β Β "Er... so in other words, I was merely envisioning you arguing with a chipmunk?" Herja soon questions, allowing utter bewilderment to seep through her tone. Honestly, considering her captain had managed to learn how to talk to animals after fighting off a bear of all things, it wasn't as if she would have a hard time believing this girl might have also been proficient at communicating with other critters. The moment she tries to explain herself further, however, Herja couldn't help but sweat-drop, for her words only left more questions than answers.
Β Β Β Β "M-My apologies, milady, but I truly have no idea what you're talking about," she then admits, because she wasn't aware chipmunks could even get into politics the same way everyone else could, let alone have intricate conversations about them with what appeared to be a female goblin. "Nevertheless, I'm glad your squabble remains of little importance?"
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#glorytoclorin#ββ β β. muse »» πππ₯ππγ‘i canβt give in to idleness for even a single day.#ββ β β. answered »» πππ₯ππγ‘was i able to satiate your curiosity?#ββ β β. main »» πππ₯ππγ‘i can only hope this journey will someday lead me to my family.#[ not really sure how much you know about granblue lore ]#[ but the lumberjack plot-line quest for the mc is just them literally learning how to talk to animals ]#[ also elves canonically don't exist in the world of granblue ]#[ and the closest thing that pretty much resembles a female elf are female goblins ]#[ in fact arisa (who is the only elf character) pretty much arrived from another world ]#[ so herja would pretty much assume aria is a female goblin like goblin mage ]#[ either way!! thank you for sending this in ]#[ tbh i was honestly excited to see somebody actually had granblue verses for their muses ]#[ because granblue isn't really as mainstream a fandom compared to genshin or honkai star rail in the rpc ]
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I'm wondering if the endgame for Dragon Knights is that both Wales and Dalmore are going to fall and then they along with Feendrache will be unified into a single country with Arthur as king. That way the whole knights of the roundtable thing might actually happen.
that's actually my expectations too
in the Arthurian myth, Arthur unites all of Great Britain. It's also believed that his death cut short on his destiny and it's why his body was delivered to Avalon, the mystical island of fairies, with the promise that one day, when the world needs it most, Arthur will come back.
We know that in the Granblue Verse, the island on which Feendrache & else exist on is "Avalon", a name lost to time. We also know this name represented the unity of the people living in harmony with the fairies and dragons and it's the invasions of the Astrals that destroyed this harmony. Meanwhile the "Sheath" and the "Sword" exist as descendent from this old world, and we know they don't always awaken at the same time. And we learnt the Fairies are coming back, as well as the fact the Valiant's return shows the return of dragons.
Imo it sets up that the world of old, "Avalon", is coming back. The divisions made by the men will be irrelevent to the fated unification that is needed. If "Avalon" is returning at the time of Arthur's reign, it fits just enough on the legend to expect that "Arthur is back from/to Avalon to unite the people when the world need it most"
So Wales and Dalmore will likely fall - or even if they keep their regency they'll plead their loyalty to King Arthur and this is how we're getting the Round Table properly.
Meanwhile considering we already got the battle of Cammlen in Strength to Wield, i think we're avoiding the death flags over Arthur and Mordred - instead of their death, this event led to their metaphorical rebirth as legendary figures for the world to come. Which adds even more to the "Arthur is returning" thread going on.
So yeah, i know granblue plays loose with the mythology but generally it keeps still some similar threads that i can see how it can happen.
and yeah, my expectations is for Arthur to unite the Land ever since Avalon was namedropped eheh
#ichareply#infullmoon#ichafantalks gbf#ichablogging gbf#ichablogging 4kishi#as for Morgan's mother idk if they'll go with Igraine or Morgause per the myth#or will take advantage of that to make it Tatiana#since we know Auberon has been namedropped in gbf as well it would make sense to reunite the two#that said i'm wondering if - with Uther being shown in Wales by the end-#it's could still be setting up something about Uther's connection to fairies and Morgan#so sticking closer to Igraine or Morgause#anyway many thoughts
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#THUNDERWOLVEN ; SURRENDER TO THE CALM INVITE THE SOUND OF ABSENCE. A TIME TO BREATHE, RENEW ME, IN MY HEARTβS OASIS. MY SOUL YEARNS FOR RESTFUL SHELTER IN THIS PEACE & QUIET.
independent & semi selective blog. canonβdivergent portrayal of EUSTACE from GRANBLUE FANTASY. very open to crossovers. character carrd.
A FATE SEALED BY YONE.
THEMES. β there will be mature themes up ahead not suitable for minor audiences, such as themes of trauma and loss, as well as possible sexual themes, so this is a MDNI blog.
ACTIVITY. β very sporadic activity due to university & muse to write. new to Tumblr RP so please be patient with me. main Twitter is Tsundalphon & my Discord is tsundalphon in case anyone wishes to keep in touch.
MUN. β YASKAYA / YONE. non-binary. main pronouns are they / them but I'm trying out he / him as well. 21+.
SHIPPING. β multi ship muse with main ship. demisexual muse. all ships are in separate timelines or verses. just let me know if you're interested in a ship and we can discuss it. no forcing ships please!
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uhh drafts will come. currently in my ask writing hype again (words of someone who only has 2 halfwritten asks in their drafts). but if anyone ever is like 'oh id like to do this topic/i want gran (or any of my muses) to approach mine about thing x' then feel free to yell at me, now or later or whenever. goes for non-gbf stuff too srry for being extra gbf lately, unfortunately i love granblu fantasy BUT i lov grans other verses too.....and i lov akira..........and i do lov emu so much but im still a bit ? selfconcious? feel like i want to catch up first? not sure what it is, but.....................emu..........(thinks about gran & emu who both try to shoulder things alone) heavens
#stardust speaking !#srry i thought about nenes 'if ure going to cry then cry in front of us' and got so dizzy#ITS ALMOST KIRAPIKA EVENT !!!!!!!! LISTEN TO WONDERLANDS X SHOWTIME KIRAPIPI KIRAPIKA THIS IS A kind request from ur dear friend#as per always my posts r a mess. i lov getting offtopic within five seconds#i wanna write phoebe stuff again too....i know i have some drafts for her............................#daydreaming about an event preview with phoebe panicking about morphe so we can finally deal with his weird 'maybe i wont be here one day'#202X IS WHEN MORPHE AND PHOEBE WILL GET THEIR GACHA UNIT
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ON HIATUS UNTIL FEBRUARY 25TH. Last Inbox purge: 1/1/2024.
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Im gonna try to work on some of my verses for my OC's this weekend but since I have some granblue friends around here i'll try targeting that as a priority!
#back to reality {ooc}#I really should brush up on my granblue lore#all I know is that blue bird is the BIGGEST fan of the knights and I am so sorry if he ever meets them#cannot refrain from being excited over cool guys and ladies with swords
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WEEK THREE LINEUP
Well! That was fun, wasn't it? I've changed the formatting of the polls, as well as closed down the submissions form (for now). This week will also have 100 polls, the first 14 of which will be posted tomorrow (Sunday the 30th). And.... I think those are the only important things to mention! So without further ado, here is this week's lineup.
Buneary - PokΓ©mon
Anita - West Side Story
Beverly Marsh - IT
Monoma Neito - My Hero Academia
Sister Carpenter - The Silt Verses
Ekko - Arcane
Veronica Sawyer - Heathers (the film)
Bakugo Katsuki - My Hero Academia
Betty Boop - 1920-40s cartoons
Flowey the Flower - Undertale
Akito Shinonome - Project Sekai: Colorful Stage!
Lady - Devil May Cry
Diamond Heart - Magical Warrior Diamond Heart
Emma - Emma
Aion - Show by Rock
Hibana - Fire Force
Klunk - Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Kosmo (Space Wolf) - Voltron: Legendary Defender
Evelyn Hugo - The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo
Antigone Funn - Wooden Overcoats
Oswald Cobblepot - Gotham
Emu Otori - Project Sekai: Colorful Stage!
Toon Patrol - Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
Felix - Golden Sun
Urotsuki - Yume 2kki
Kano - Kagerou Project
Ayano Tateyama - Kagerou Project
Fin Fin - Fin Fin on Teo the Magic Planet
Gladion - PokΓ©mon Sun and Moon
Dmitri - Fire Emblem 3 Houses
Hippeaux - Animal Crossing
Raymond - Animal Crossing
Crewmate - Among Us
Sara Chidouin - Your Turn To Die
Zhongli - Genshin Impact
Firestar - Warrior Cats
Dovewing - Warrior Cats
Flourette - Answered Prayers
Eleanor Forte - SynthV
Cisqua - Elemental Gelade
Renarin Kholin - The Stormlight Archive
Roy Mustang - Fullmetal Alchemist
Alex Chen - Life is Strange: True Colors
Steffi Frohlich - Kiwi Blitz
Belos/Phillip Wittebane - The Owl House
Dr. Coomer - Half-Life VR but the AI is Self Aware
Olivia - Paper Mario: The Origami King
The Riddler - Batman: the Animated Series
Togata Mirio/Lemillion - My Hero Academia
Mustache Girl - A Hat in Time
Maika Halfwolf - Monstress Comic
Ren Mormorian - Monstress Comic
Shokry - Shubeik Lubeik
Hagga/Teeta Shawqia - Shubeik Lubeik
Wikipe-tan - Wikipedia
Ymir - Attack on Titan
Alicia Copeland - Wierd And Unfortunate Things Are Happening
Wen Kexing - Word of Honor
Garalia Nyamhee - Aura Battler Dunbine
Xena - Xena: Warrior Princess
Nuriko - Fushigi Yuugi
Neko Musume - Gegege no Kitaro
Tillman Henderson - Blaseball
Dr Boris Habit - Smile For Me
Mallow - Super Mario RPG
Vriska Serket - Homestuck
Lussa - The Undrowned Child
Mary - BBC Ghosts
Bagpuss - Bagpuss
Tara Mclay - Buffy the Vampire Slayer
The Worm - Labyrinth
Lydia Deetz - Beetlejuice
Wander - Wander Over Yonder
Noelle - Deltarune
Momotaros - Kamen Rider Den-O
Scorpion King - Word of Honor
Por - My School President
The Eleventh Doctor - Doctor Who
Dr. Doofenshmirtz - Phineas and Ferb
Perry the Platypus - Phineas and Ferb
Agent P - Phineas and Ferb
Alexa - Xenoblade Chronicles X
Lara Croft - Tomb Raider (Survivor timeline)
Faith Connors - Mirror's edge
Furuta Nimura/Kichimura Washuu/Souta - Tokyo Ghoul: re
John Egbert - Homestuck
Rose Red - Ghost Quartet
Bruce J. Speed - Ginga Tetsudou Monogatari
Elma - Xenoblade Chronicles x
Adam - Lobotomy Corporation
Ianite - Mianite
Five Hargreeves - The Umbrella Academy
Willow Park - The Owl House
Black Hat - Villainous
Katalina Alize - Granblue Fantasy
Naomi Armitage - Armitage the Third
Kanade Yoisaki - Project Sekai
Sei Iori - Gundam Build Fighters
Goro Majima - Yakuza/Like A Dragon
Albert Wesker - Resident Evil
Blacknose - Pinepaw and the Forgotten World
Please remember that, based on the results of the poll I put up earlier, Luna Lovegood from Harry Potter may be included. Her spot would be near the very end, on the last day. As I always tag polls with both the character and the media they are from, if she does get in but you would not like to see the poll, the tags will be blockable.
No matter the outcome, please be courteous as possible to one another, and if that is not possible, then please just block and move on.
#the week ahead#not a poll#mod seven#ooh boy discourse time I guess. anyways#you may be asking yourself: mod. why did you put perry the platypus and agent p as separate entries?#and to that i say: twas for the bit#they were submitted like that and I thought it was hilarious
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Granblue 10th anni event thoughts (semi-spoilers)
Part of me wishes it revolved a little more around Abramelin; yes, we pretty much knew all about him but I feel like there couldβve been something more.
It was nice seeing Sandy taking on his role as Supreme Primarch (not like he hasn't been ever since WMTSB, it's just nice to see a little more emphasis on it)
Archangel crumbs
Ennead's (visual) designs are amazing! I like all of them equally, but if I had to choose one as a favorite, I'd say Bennu.
Speaking of Enneads, it was nice to learn about them and their origins. I'd like to see a side story in the future that explores more about them (or if they become playable, their fate episode is similar to the archangels where it shows how they're fitting in skyfaring society).
I understand anni events (and collabs) split the story in multiple parts for pacing, but for some reason I had some confused when the second part came out.
I can't put it into words, but it felt like the second part was like a summary of the events in the first part and then had the actual 'present' events slapped on (if what I'm trying to say is the transition felt a little off).
Despite this, part 2 was helpful in filling in some plot holes/possible questions about Abramelin and the Enneads, a little sad about Hauhet though :/
Nanashiπ«ΆπΌ
Speaker's Lore/ more archangel crumbs
Part 2 also turned me into a Ceodric lover to a Ceodric hater (when ur goat is washed π)
Part 3 is made up for part 2, in terms of transitions. It just felt smoother I can't really explain it.
Cagliostroπ«ΆπΌ
Pandemonium lore? (kind of?)
Six Dragons mentioned
WMTSB, OLD BOND, ...and you lore intertwines a little
Nanashiπ«ΆπΌ
Learning more about the whole 'Phoenix being split in two' thing was v interesting and lowkey had me at the edge of my seat.
Actually, it made me grimace a little (tugged on my heartstrings).
Another summary of Abramelin lore, but with a little more details (cygames please, you can't leave me off like this, I need more).
Thank you Seofon for dealing with that FRAUD
Cagliostro-verse
The buildup to the final fight was really nice + the fight itself had me like :0 (in a good way). Now I'm curious, is Gran's/Djeeta's power limitless?
Learning more of the Phoenix was great, but to paraphrase
Learning about the Phoenix was great, and to paraphrase the story, it really is a confusing entity with strange wagers (Maybe in the future there'll be more about it).
The resolution of the fight was a bit disappointed, but for lore reasons I understand why it happened.
The ending was okay? I have mixed emotions.
It wasn't necessarily bad, it's just a little cliche imo. IIRC we knew everywhere we've been/heard of was connected (the Moon, The Rift, Estalucia, etc.), but I feel like that ending was just like "Oh yeah! One more thing." Regardless, I do want to know if they plan of delving into it in for a future story event (or maybe even the main story).
tl;dr
I like the event, though there are some things I wish that were explored a little more with Abramelin, the Enneads, and the Phoenix. It was nice to see recurring characters and their involvement (esp Cagi). The final fight was great and it leaves me wondering about MC's potential, and I hope to see another story or something in the main story that continues on from the ending.
#granblue fantasy#gbf#gbf spoilers#sandalphon gbf#idk how to tag this#feel free to ignore#my thougts#this is my first post#idrk what to tag this#or what im doing#yeah ππΌ
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Here's some extra stuff that was part of the Granblue Fantasy collab;
There were character descriptions for all the characters that appear in the collab
Special stickers you can earn as rewards
And some descriptions for common terms used in the MHA verse like Heroes, Quirks, and Villains.
#i will have to make a proper post (eventuallyyy) but for now ill just share some random stuff i liked in the collab#also posting this before i forget bc leaks are almost here ff
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Honestly, even Lucilius, absolute bastard that he is, likes free will
Sure, he wouldn't care about your self-expression necessarily, but he wouldn't misgender you. It just doesn't matter to him. Everyone is equally worthless
So if you're a transphobe you're worse than Lucilius
YEAH HONESTLY.
Like i don't think he cares enough about society's distinctions of how the world is supposed to work, and i mean, he's a scientist who actually explored the way the world's work, and as Lucio mentioned, it's natural (at least in the Granblue verse) for things to fluctuate, so Lucilius would have all the backings to say 1) it's natural, 2) it's exercising free will so he can at least respect that.
his only problem with people is that they're living at all, whenever they're living their best or worst life doesn't matter to him. Be you, just out of his sight.
Trans Ally (but anti People) Lucilius.
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i don't know how popular granblue fantasy is in terms of an extensive rpc and i am not super familiar with its plot but duuuuude i'd love to stick a verse for it onto Uri
but I also feel so conflicted about adding another verse of any kind to Uri because i don't want things to feel too...crowded? idk if people have things against ocs that have too MANY verses idk it might just be a little insecurity talking-
#β§. βα΄α΄Κα΄ α΄y α΄‘α΄Κα΄
κ± {ooc}#i guess...#negativity tw.#??? idk it's not super negative or anything but i don't wanna bring anyone's mood down LOL
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independent GRAN of GRANBLUE FANTASY. written by stardust(they/she/he, 29, sweden). u can also find me at flovverworks (promise of wizard's akira) & lunarcry (multi, including various gbf muses) !
if u're interested in gbf's stories but don't wanna play the game, you can find a lot of the events at the gbf wiki and the main quest is being compiled here !
quick interaction. meme tag , open tag
pages links. rules , about (act3 spoilers) , general about , verses
quick info. gran, they/he, captain of a group of skyfarers. currently in search of their dad who's supposedly at the end of the skies, clinging onto a letter they received from him when they were young. a bit too involved in the fate of the world atm. i portray gran as being in their early twenties as of act3, but started their journey when they were 15.
quick rules. mutuals only. icon-less. i dont wanna see things that falls under proshipping. i tag gbf spoilers a lot (#gbf spoilers , #gbf relink spoilers), but they might not always be under a read more. i talk way more than i write. while i'm mostly game-based (main story especially!), i take bits & pieces from the other media too:] while i do mainly write gran as of act3/current event these days, i'd always love to do things set in specific events/timelines too !
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can someone well-versed in the granblue fantasy tell me the name and lore of the bunny man i see with a bowlcut and a steampunk monocle
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There are honestly times where I would question if Vivian is even an interesting OC to interact with, because while she is an eccentric girl, sheβs also very much a character more so geared towards slice-of-life interactions, and due to this being the case, I manly prefer writing her in her modern verse.
Of course, I do happen to have other verses for her, but people oftentimes donβt really request them ( /stares at the one time a DND multi followed me but didnβt even request her Granblue Fantasy verse ), so by natural default, I end up using my modern verse anyways... regardless, I get the sense that because sheβs such a normal human being, people arenβt as drawn to her as they are to other muses? Because with her, thereβs no conflict, action, or drama that might happen with supernatural or non-human muses, and if there does happen to be conflict or drama, it would be more so the realistic kind revolving around her hypersexuality or how she might be at odds with someone as an autistic individual with rejection sensitivity.
To top it all off, Vivian is also kind, so she wonβt be mean to other muses without an actual good reason... so whenever I see memes with confrontational/argumentative prompts, I inwardly sweat, due to the fact she is mostly a very agreeable person who would rather chat with someone over coffee than intentionally cause conflict, meaning if a muse has yet to make her mad, she wonβt really do anything to provoke them.
Like, unless they happen to be a jerk or has a personality she deems boring, Vivian would more or less be nice (at least until they get pissed off by her sense of humor/blatant disdain towards βnormiesβ)... and even then, I get the sense that maybe her kindness comes off as boring to other muns, which really puts a whole damper on my mood, because I donβt want to change Vivian to be more palatable for the RPC.
#vent tw#rant tw#negativity tw#βΈΎ βοΈ βΈΎ ( OUT OF ) β€Ή β’β’ πππππππ₯ππ π.#[ ofc i acknowledge vivian wouldn't be EVERYONE'S cup of tea ]#[ and the fact people are slow might just have to do with the fact everyone is busier at this time of year ]#[ but i notice how abysmal the amount of engagement i've been receiving has been lately ]#[ that OFTENTIMES it feels like i'm screaming into the void whenever i talk about vivian ]#[ at the same time though i do acknowledge it could be due to the fact i rarely express interest in other peoples muses ]#[ but it's hard when you're autistic and the only thing you constantly have spoons for when you get back home from work ]#[ is to talk only about/focus only on your own oc ]#[ due to the fact it happens to be what you're MOST hyperfixated on ]#[ liKE... as much i would wanna interact with more peeps ]#[ the things i wanna write are very self-indulgent ]#[ and my ooc attachment to muses is really dependent on how much vivian actually interacts with them ]#[ SO I'M PARANOID OVER HOW I'M PROBABLY THAT (1) MUTUAL EVERYONE IS SECRETLY TIRED OF ]#[ BUT KEEPS AROUND ANYWAYS BECAUSE THEY DON'T WANT HURT MY FEELINGS BY BREAKING MUTUALS WITH ME ]#[ and so i'm in that weird limbo of having super high muse for vivian but also feeling undervalued/invisible in the rpc ]#[ AS IF NOTHING I DO WOULD PROBABLY MATTER ]#[ tldr though?? writing a female oc is hard and it could be just my imagination ]#[ but everyday it feels like people are losing interest in vivian and i don't know how to rectify that ;; ]
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