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Went through my kith and kin tag after that last post and once again lying on my floor thinking about. vex snarling at vax about his judgement being swayed by a pretty face-
(another person vax is brave enough to love, even if its dangerous. looking for the good and the kindness and the humanity among the darkness, trying to bring it forward, let vex experience it, even when it can leave him bleeding)-
and vax snarling at vex about her judgement being swayed by her desperation to be accepted-
(another time vex sees a way to secure safety and security and approval, which is safety and security, in a different form. for her, her and vax and trinket and everything she loves, safe in one place, where they can belong, they can stay)-
and. oogh.
Holding these twins in my hands. squishing them like playdough. one of them fights desperately to find the kindness and good and light even when its a fools errand. leaves himself open and hurt for a little bit of light. if it keeps vex safe, happier. one of them counting and calculating and running and cruel because the world demands it. keeps the counter going and going and does the hard things if it keeps vax whole, and okay. one close range and one long.
they'll hurt each other if it keeps the other whole. they'll gladly get hurt if it keeps the other safe. the world is harsh, and they are surviving. what the fuck. theyre such a fucked up pair. they love each other so much.
#critical role#vex'ahlia#twins meta#spar speaks#vax'ildan#every time i set out to write about just one of them it turns into both- not because they arent rich individual characters#but the kith and kin versions of themselves especially are so intentionally wrapped up in each other and the safety and wellbeing#of the other that even actions that are exclusivelt about them- for them- just them- are irrevocably impacted by their long term goals and#the way they have so inextricably tied their lives and their modes of operation around each other and its So Interesting to pick apart!!!#also because if i dive too deep into vex's desperation and her pose as a cage and a shield in one and the cruelty and regret and constant#calculation. or how easily vax bleeds for love- and how easily he loves. i will scream :) even their flaws are so tied to how used they are#to having the other at their back like vax knowing vex will keep that long term vision and vex being brusque and calculating with her charm#bc vax will probably actually like them. its not swt in stone ofc but theres a default there and it makes me. Yell.#anyway if i ever watch c1 ill probably explode. thats all.#the twins#vex meta#vax meta#my meta#ish#ok sleep time!!! :)#kith and kin
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"When will your time be served? When will your debt be paid?"
Keyleth keeps thinking about Vax being indebted to the Matron. And that makes sense, because it is a way to explain why he left her. If he had no choice, there is no reason to blame him, and instead she can blame the Matron for keeping him away.
Except I don't think Vax is still indebted to the Matron, at least not in the way that Keyleth is implying. Vax wilfully followed his God. He wilfully upheld the things the Matron stands for - one of them accepting death as part of life, even his own.
How can Vax allow himself to be saved? How can he do that and not revoke anything he has learned to accept through worshipping the Matron?
Keyleth has to accept that it was Vax's choice. That is wasn't the Matron who killed him, but Vecna, and that Vax was not willing to be resurrected.
So she can finally be angry with Vax. So she can finally be angry with the situation. And so she can finally start to heal.
#keyleth of the air ashari#vax'ildan#vaxleth#hey look it is all a metaphor!#to be sure I am not blaming either Vax of Keyleth#or the Matron#I'm only blaming Vecna#cr spoilers#critical role#cr meta
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> new series release (space babies) coincided with the uk seeing the northern lights for the first time in years
> the devil’s chord coincided with paul mccartney’s long-missing hofner bass guitar being found, by a doctor who fan no less
> boom coincided with an actual meteor crash
> 73 yards is coinciding with a rise in bizarre supposedly-occult animal sacrifice rituals in britain (the folk horror part) and rishi sunak finally calling a general election (the political drama part)
> hypothesis: russell t davies has somehow managed to tune in to the universe’s divine frequency ??
> conclusion: messing with the forces of fate, cause&effect and coincidence, even if it’s for the pop culture franchise you’re showrunning, actually turns it into an egregore, but only if it’s been going for long enough (sixty fucking years to the dot) and watched by enough people (tens of millions). which it has
> ergo, postscriptum: television magick is real and is being unintentionally performed by the creators + audience of the world’s silliest science fiction show
> /jk. unless?
#p.p.s. i am not insane i do not have psychosis. what i do have is imagination!#if you say oMg oP wHaT arE yOu SmOkInG you’re getting blocked#have an ounce of whimsy. entertain the possibility that not everything is explicable#i could be into actually harmful conspiracy theories; like lizard people (antisemitic) or anti-vax. think about that#doctor who meta#doctor who#dw#dw meta#doctor who series 14#russell t davies#fifteen#fifteenth doctor#ncuti gatwa#nuwho#ruby sunday#the church on ruby road#73 yards#space babies#boom#the devil’s chord#esquivalience#pop culture magic#kitty.txt#👁️
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i am not immune to a meme
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 fanart#im not tagging everyone#ive got 150+ on medic too but vax is hard man and im a staunch stock defender#i like to go to the gym run a 5km then lift and then play stock medic for an hour with a glass of wine#if anyone is wondering my loadout on heavy is just the standard: tomislav GRU n' sandwich#for pyro its degreaser detonator and third degree#im a manmelter and third degree boy COME AT ME i think they're the SECRET META#the dopamine i get from very situational plays outweighs their drawbacks#sorry cant be arsed to draw medic properly in the bottom left
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Something I think about a lot in regards to Vax’s deal with the Raven Queen is that Vox Machina could have brought him back from being Disintegrated. They talked about it at length before they went to sleep that night; Scanlan could’ve used Wish to turn a large enough creature (they joked about using Trinket) into enough diamonds for Pike to cast True Resurrection and bring Vax back even though his body had been destroyed. They just couldn’t do it right away. Bringing him back was well within their powers, they just needed time.
But then the Raven Queen swept in and made her offer to Vax; die now or die later to serve as my Champion in exchange for me bringing you back right away.
This isn’t to discount the fact that Vax made his choice when it came to serving the Raven Queen; I wholeheartedly agree that that was his own choice, not a debt like Keyleth believes it to be. But I do wonder, sometimes, if his answer would’ve been different if he knew what his family was planning. And I wonder too if remembering that plan that would’ve worked given time fuels Vex and Keyleth’s bitterness towards the Raven Queen, on top of everything else.

#obviously this is simplifying things. it’s entirely possible that the ritual for that True Resurrection would’ve failed#and tbh I doubt the cast themselves remembers this happened#but I certainly do XD and it keeps me up at night lmao#I just find it interesting how differently things could’ve potentially been if they’d been given the time to attempt that plan#which sounds shady to Matt but it’s not XD I have no gripes with how it played out in-game I fucking adore Vax’s story#critical role#cr spoilers#vax'ildan#the raven queen#vox machina#cr meta#Quinn metas
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Posted a meme just now but also my personal thoughts on vax and his relationship with coming back and his relationship with the matron.
When I think about them as a god and as a champion there is something so terribly tragic about Vax and the Matron. Both so deeply in love with the people they cared about in life and both so duty bound to safeguard the souls of the people of Exandria.
The Matron giving Vax one night to pretend like the world is fine and nothing bad could have ever happened to him or his loved ones, that nothing was ever scarified for love. She can watch him hug little Gwen and look at Vax Jr/Freddy with big adoring eyes and smile at the Twins seeing a mirror of his beloved sister and himself in both Wolfe and Leona and seeing the little Vesper he saw as a baby as a beautiful grown woman. The Matron can watch for one night and think about the god- no the person that she loved that gave everything (including their duty and family) to her because they thought the earth and the universe about her, and maybe she can think about what ifs about her life with them. She can picture what their face looked like and how their hands felt in hers.
Maybe just for tonight the Matron and her champion can surrender duty and obligation and loyalty and see their loved ones before the world crumbles before their very eyes.
#critical role#cr spoilers#cr3 e114#vax’ildan#the matron of ravens#raven queen#I’d like to think that The Matron and Vax have become companions over the years he has been in her service#Both are so loyal and curious and loving and both sacrificed their lives for the people they loved#The matron giving up her mortalhood for her lover to get the sweet release of nothing#And Vax giving up his life to constantly protect and save his sister’s life#sobbing crying throwing up#cr shitpost#cr meta
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Keyleth having to live her life with Vax dead/serving the Matron with only these tiny snapshots of time with Vax (a la Elizabeth Swann in POTC) is tragic. Of course it is. She has to continue on, and isn't that the hardest thing to do sometimes?
But what is it like for Vax? What is it to watch Keyleth's life from afar, while she mourns him? What is it like to know that you are the source of your beloved's worst pain? What is it like to know that every time you may be able to have time with her, to see her, touch her, save her you're ripping her heart out all over again? What does it feel like when you touch her for the first time in 30 years and she tenses?
How do you cope with that?
Vax never chose to die in the first place. Vecna made that choice for him, but Vax chose to try and make something of that death. He chose to try and find purpose and meaning in what was forced on him (like so many other things).
He wanted (wants) nothing more than to stay. Vax longs for the life they dreamt of - the life stolen from them - just as much as Keyleth does.
And now, at the end of the world, the Matron has seen fit to give them one more night...but after that? Well, not even the Gods know what happens then.
#critical role#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#vax#Vax'ildan#Keyleth#Vaxleth#cr meta#still holding out hope for a narratively meaningful happy ending#we deserve a soft epilogue my love#vaxleth coded
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ok im going to get off my usual perc’ahlia soapbox to outstretch my hand to the vaxleth mains (hi babes we really in it now) and say holy shit
these new parallels between Vax and Keyleth
(or if not new so very strengthened)
LIKE. LISTEN.
She did not choose this path, she did not, she embarked on the same journey her mother did. For her family, for her tribe, out of love, out of duty. Like her mother before her. Made to pass through fire.
One day a mantle will rest on her shoulders and though she can take it off it writes its weight into her skin. She sees it in the mirror even when it’s not there. She did not choose this power or this responsibility and she rises, she rises to the challenge.
He did not care what he chose, only that he chose for his sister to live. Whatever the fuck he chose, it wasn’t this, he had no idea what he signed up for but he will not balk, he will not falter, he can’t because his sister breathes. For his family, his family of one, out of love, out of duty. They have a deal. Do not go far from me.
Today, he can’t take it off. It clings like a lover’s touch (such loneliness in her eyes), he can’t forget it even for a second, can’t rid himself of what the mantle he has taken up. This role is his now and he will not forget it
Voice of the Tempest, Champion of Ravens
Yall got some good fuckin food is all I’m sayin
#tlovm#the legend of vox machina#tlovm s2#tlovm spoilers#critical role#critical role spoilers#vaxleth#vax'ildan#keyleth#vax x keyleth#tlovm meta#cr meta
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I just had a realization, Vax repeatedly coming back and not letting Keyleth truly move on…. It’s exactly what he did to Gilmore in campaign 1 when he started seeing Keyleth.
How he told him he was in love with someone else and then immediately kiss him
How after every mission he kept coming back to him to repeatedly tell him he couldn’t be with him but that he still love him
How he didn’t hesitated to follow Gilmore into a dark corner of a castle wearing nothing but a bathrobe he gave him
He might now be an immortal demigod champion of the Raven Queen but deep down he’s still the same scare little elf boy starve for love and unable ever let go.
#critical role#cr#4 sided dive#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#not a Vax hate post#he’s just complex#campaign 3#vox machina#cr3#bell’s hells#bells hells#campaign 1#cr meta#vax'ildan
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I’ve been working off and on with a longer post about villains and their roles in a story, but in light of the latest episode, one part seems especially relevant:
Villains and antagonists are different roles in a narrative. Some characters overlap, but they aren’t the same thing. A villain represents the wrong conclusion of something; they are the narrative’s spotlight on a destructive, immoral, or self-defeating way of handling a perceived problem. They aren’t necessarily opponents. In comparison, an antagonist is an obstacle for protagonists, whether they are right or wrong. If the story doesn’t dig into those issues, then that character is likely just an antagonist and shouldn’t be expected to carry much narrative weight. In narratives like an improv D&D actual play show, there’s a Schrodinger’s villain aspect going on here because these roles depend on the choices of multiple participants, so we can’t really judge except in hindsight.
That said, Vox Machina wasn’t going to fight against villains in episodes 113 and 114 because their story within the C3 narrative didn’t need a villain. VM wasn’t here for some overarching narrative conclusion to occur during their appearance. They were here to save Vax, break the bridge, and help prevent the end of the world. C3 isn’t their story; this side story is like the EXU breakaways. Every VM antagonist was someone we hadn’t really seen before and didn’t know much of anything about because making them face villains wouldn’t have made sense. They’re not here to face the narrative questions of C3.
I’ve had the impression that the story purpose to include VM and the MN is that they will be contrasts for the motivations and decisions that Bell’s Hells are going to make for the finale. However, because that is my understanding of their purpose, I don’t expect either of those teams to face any villains. They’re going to face antagonists. Maybe there will be some minor comparisons between the Weave Mind and Cognouza or the Cerberus Assembly, but I don’t anticipate those will be more than passing statements. It likely won’t be the focus of the interaction and the players probably won’t dig deep on it. The parties simply don’t have a reason to care why their opponents are doing this, there isn’t any motivation for them to be invested in correcting any wrong conclusions, and the players probably have character stuff they’d rather focus on.
Then, at the end, we’re going to see Bell’s Hells deal with the story’s actual villains: Ludinus Da’leth, Liliana Temult, and the other exaltants of the Ruby Vanguard. From Matt’s perspective as the DM, the villains are on the wrong path. Does Bell’s Hells agree? What are they going to do about it? Are they going to be heroic like VM, sacrificing their own wants and desires for a greater good, even if they take small moments for themselves? Or are they more like MN, who are like, fuck, no one else is gonna do this, and we don’t want the world to end, and apparently we’re experts on psychic bullshit, so we’re here killing some jackass I guess? Or something else?
Not every conflict within a story needs a villain. Sometimes it’s just a bunch of mean assholes so that the drama can focus on the protagonists and their hangups.
#critical role#critical role spoilers#c3e114#vox machina#the mighty nein#bell’s hells#I don’t normally chime in on meta since this is an improv show and the players could always decide NAH GIMME A VILLAIN#and Matt absolutely would indulge#but I think they recognize that they don’t need that for VM or MN#the way they handled vax in these past two episodes really bolstered my confidence in that#these parties have their own person vs self and person vs world conflicts to focus on#and that’s juicier than cramming in a villain conflict with so little time
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Suppose Predathos is a hunter, a true predator, and the gods are its natural prey. In that case, a few things may be happening behind the scenes.
In nature, predators lean towards targeting three kinds of prey: the old, the young, and the infirm. But who among the gods would fit any of these categories?
Well, for one, The Knowing Mistress. She's still in hiding, recovering from wounds received during the Calamity. And if her chosen physical form is anything to go by, she could very well be the eldest member of the pantheon.
But who is in charge of her protection? Who is hiding her from her enemies? Who has made it their duty to shield her from further harm?
The Dawnfather.
The Dawnfather, who's scrambling to consolidate as much power as possible. The Dawnfather, who's fighting tooth and nail and doing whatever is necessary to keep a foothold in Exandria.
Sure, he could be doing it for selfish reasons. But this is the god who saw Ioun sacrifice herself so that he could defeat Tharizdun. He has made her safety one of his top priorities. Pelor refused to entertain Deanna's question of whether the gods were worth defending - perhaps because it was not only an insult to him, but an insult to Ioun.
If Predathos is unleashed on them all? She will be the first to be led to the gallows.
And The Dawnfather will do anything to ensure her survival.
#the matron and the whispered one are also the youngest members of the pantheon#so it wouldn't be crazy to assume they are both targets as well#it doesn't help that the matron gave a sliver of her divinity to vax - that means she's probably a little weaker than normal right now#critical role#critical role spoilers#cr meta#cr3#the calamity#the prime deities#pelor#the dawnfather#ioun#the knowing mistress#predathos#this concept gives me a lot of feelings and now i'm just imagining pelor being the faithful knight to ioun's wise queen
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I always wondered why Vax calls his sister by her full name a lot but she never calls him by his full name
I think that’s just his moniker, like his “extra” step to be more caring to the ones he loves
Canonically he is the one who gives everyone their nicknames but Vex is his twin, his literal other half and extension of their mother whom they love and avenge.
#critical role#tlovm#legend of vox machina#the legend of vox machina#vox machina#cr campaign 1#cr c1#cr#c1#cr campaign one#vax’ildan#vex'ahlia#vax and vex#cr meta
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Braius and Vord
I still just in general don't know how I feel about Braius he's definitely been the catalyst for a lot of fun moments. It's such a Sam Reigal thing to do to make a prank from the previous game into a tragic back story for a new character
This whole conversation is such good shit
And as I've seen others point out Pike, my love, a cleric of the Everlight, stepping in and standing up for a guy who's lying to like everyone in this room, a paladin of Asmodeus is... Oof. It's beautiful but awful
I can't wait to see what the Truthbearer armor actually does if it has some fun stuff. All I can think is permanent zone of truth on the wearer and that would be hilarious
"He made the gift of a holy relic like an epic burn, how??" Taliesin's comments are always the best
#critical role#critical role spoilers#bells hells#cr c3 e105#braius doomseed#highbearer vord#Pikey!!#pike trickfoot#Also I called her Pickle in my original posy#People may not know why#Vax called her Pickle and she called him stringbean#It only happened a handful of times but I just love them so much okay#Rewatch#Cr meta
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Vex and Vax get it so right.
Being a twin, and an identical one at that, is having a part of your soul detached and walking around in a different body. “Do not go far from me” is not a request but a demand, because you cannot bear it.
It’s a disorienting feeling looking at another person and seeing a mirror of yourself, but you blink and they’re just a few steps sideways of who you are. They’ve always been there, as constant as your own reflection, and nearly as accurate. They’ve always been who you wish you were.
When you grow up joined at the hip against the world, sometimes with no one else but them, it feels like every fight, every disagreement pushing you apart is the most devastating hurt you can imagine. It feels unfixable, until you cannot bear to be apart any longer and you fall back together like you were meant to be.
There is an incandescent rage flickering in your heart on their behalf at all times, even at the mere thought of an injustice against them. And when they’re hurt, or worse, of course you’re going to do everything you can to make it right. To fix them.
There is also sorrow. The knowledge that someday, somehow, inevitably, you will be the only one left. And you will be alone, and only half a person because you could not bear to make yourself whole when that would mean separating yourself from them.
And maybe one of you is the strong one, maybe one of you needs the other more, maybe you both think that about yourselves.
Maybe you would sacrifice yourself over and over so the other may live — selflessly, but also secretly selfish — so you don’t have to be the one left behind at the end of it. You don’t have to be the one who is alone.
#okay this got away from me but fuckkkkkkkkkkkk#I’m sorry to my twin who has to read this#they’ve died before fun fact I kinda know what it’s like#critical role#the legend of vox machina#tlovm spoilers#tlovm#TLOVM meta#cr meta#vex and Vax#vex’ahlia#vax’ildan#the sneak twins#do not go far from me
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How do you feel about Orym's deal with Morri?
There was something kind of funny about Liam getting increasingly obvious - 'ORYM HAS DARK VINES IN HIS VEINS. YOU CAN ALL SEE THIS.' and it still going unacknowledged, but now it just feels like a damp squib. (to me at least)
anon i had no fucking idea what a damp squib was. i thought you mispelled squid. it makes perfect sense now that i've looked it up-you damn british-and i agree but i was SO confused about what squids had to do with any of this
anyways, onto the actual answer-yeah. it's a shame, because its one of the most interesting decisions Orym has made, and maybe the most interesting one that has managed to stick around and inform the character, but. it's been treated so underwhelmingly so far that its hard not to think about it as such.
and i don't blame the other hells at all, really. they were on the moon! and then FCG died and who knew if Orym's deal was relevant any longer! one of their own spontaneously learning to teleport is just an average tuesday for them! (as i've joked before, they might just think its ashari shit! [FCG voice] he's doing it! his aramante!)
as someone who's been playing a similarly reticent and repressed character for the last year and a half in a weekly COfD game, one thing i quickly learned is that if you sit back and wait for the other pcs to ask, you might be waiting a really long time. if you're waiting for the other pcs not just to ask but to push and prod over your continued avoidance, you might be waiting forever. the other players are fallible, and probably don't know your character as well as you, and have their own characters as well as a billion other things to focus on. they may be too wrapped up in their own problems or the problems of the pcs who already shared to (or might simply be playing a character that would not) ask about yours.
take the confession during swordgate: it was in the middle of a tense situation where one of the party members (Laudna) was in clear emotional distress, two of them (Imogen and Ashton) were completely focused on her, and two of them (Dorian and Braius) didn't know what Orym even meant by it or that it was a secret up to that point. that left Fearne and Chetney, and Chetney may or may not have been asleep at the time. so that leaves Fearne. she clearly clocked it and has the most reason to care, but Fearne is honestly even more emotionally repressed and avoidant than Orym, and with all due respect to Ashley, she is not who i would rely on for "initiating rp conversations" and "remembering things."
(Also Fearne tried to check on Orym earlier that day and this was his response, so like.)
TTRPGS are collaborative, yeah, but i would argue that part of that is not leaving the responsibility of your own character’s development largely to the other players. Or if you do, accepting that you might be playing a character whose vivid inner life remains entirely hidden, and also that that might not be as interesting to the other players as the things they can readily interact with. Which makes it less likely for them to follow up on it, and so on, until "sold the rest of my life to a hag to protect everyone" kind of feels like a damp squib.
#also this is just a normal level of self-sacrifice for the hells. orym specifically has made it clear he will die for this cause#its not a coincidence that the characters who have had the most growth in this campaign so far-ashton laudna and fcg#are the ones most willing to make their problems everybody else's problems. which is what caleb did! and vax had vex#but orym does not have someone willing to push him on shit and they're all so busy putting out each other's fires anyways#that its easy to forget the guy who has only set one secret fire that only he's getting burnt by#obviously this is not me saying i am a better rper than liam or whatever i am just familiar with the struggles of this type of pc#its a very hard balance to strike! and i have the benefit of a much smaller table and a system with much more incentive for rp#crposting#asks#anonymous#long post#cr meta
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I think the reason people are often really obsessed with talking about Keyleth's rage is that it never came to fruition. Marisha said after the fact that she considered taking barbarian levels, both because Keyleth was frustrated and upset and because of her respect for Grog, but she ultimately didn't - and in making that choice, was able to achieve those highest druid levels and become the force of nature she is. So it makes it really easy to say "oh, if only Keyleth had done this! I wish she explored her rage more!" when you don't have to actually deal with a depiction of Keyleth who is unkind or overly violent or morally gray, nor one who had to make a huge trade-off to indulge that anger.
#yes it is i back again calling out the fandom's general unwillingness to fucking commit#critical role#keyleth#also the meta i saw about this is yet another person with a weird hate-on for the raven queen#like. until 1x103 keyleth is basically neutral on this subject#when she talks to vax in westruun she's literally like. do what you want you can ignore the gods#but is not like outright against them or angry at them
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