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#ii paintbrush#ii fan#fanbrush#inanimate insanity#please more content of them ill dieee auguhghgj#they make me utterly repulsed i want them dead forever#they kiss!!!!! like a full make out session#im not okay they make me insane#can we talk more about them
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MHA Chapter 392 spoilers translations
This week’s initial tentative super rough/literal translations under the cut.
1-2 ���の何を知ってるの⁉︎ わたしのなにをしってるの⁉︎ watashi no nani wo shitteru no!? “What do you know about me!?”
tagline 1 大軍にのまれ! たいぐんにのまれ! taigun ni nomare! Swallowed by a giant army!
tagline 2 No.392 ヴィラン名 堀越耕平 ナンバー392 ヴィランめい ほりこしこうへい NANBAA 392 VIRAN mei Horikoshi Kouhei No. 392 Villain Name Kouhei Horikoshi
3 フロッピーーー‼︎ FUROPPII--!! “Froppy--!!”
4 奥渡島のダメージで オクトじまのダメージで OKUTO jima no DAMEEJI de The damage I got at Octo Island,
5 くっ…うまく捌けなかった…! くっ…うまくさばけなかった…! gu...umaku sabakenakatta...! ggh...I didn’t handle it well...!
1 何一つ不自由なんかなかったくせに なにひとつふじゆうなんかなかったくせに nani hitotsu fujiyuu nanka nakatta kuse ni “Even though you had not even one inconvenience,”
2 ルールに合ってただけのくせに‼︎ ルールにあってただけのくせに‼︎ RUURU ni atteta dake no kuse ni!! “even though you only followed the rules!!”
3 生きやすく産まれただけのくせに‼︎ いきやすくうまれただけのくせに‼︎ iki yasuku umareta dake no kuse ni!! “Even though you were born only to live easily!!” (Note: This grammar pattern sounds more accusatory than it might sound in translation. The overall message is basically: “How could someone like you, who has only ever had such an easy life, know anything about me!?”)
1 スズメを殺して血を啜って スズメをころしてちをすすって SUZUME wo koroshite chi wo susutte You killed a sparrow to drink its blood,
2 笑ってるなんて… わらってるなんて… waratteru nante... and then you smile...
3 違うの ちがうの chigau no No, it’s different.
4 お庭に落ちてたの おにわにおちてたの oniwa ni ochiteta no It had fallen in the garden.
5 ハイ矯正していきましょう"普通"に ハイきょうせいしていきましょう"ふつう"に HAI kyousei shite ikimashou “futsuu” ni All right, let’s go and correct you to normal.
6 あ ハイもうちょっと待ってください あ ハイもうちょっとまってください a HAI mou chotto matte kudasai Ah, yes, please wait a little longer.
7 すぐそっち行きます すぐそっちいきます sugu socchi ikimasu I’ll be right there.
8 えっと… etto... Um...
9 ええ大丈夫です ええだいじょうぶです ee daijoubu desu Yes, it’s fine.
10 そうですね… sou desu ne... That’s right...
11 強い"個性"を持つ子にありがちな倒錯ですよ つよい"こせい"をもつこにありがちなとうさくですよ tsuyoi “kosei” wo motsu ko niarigachi na tousaku desu yo It’s a perversion common to children who have strong quirks.
12 この社会ではよくあることです このし��かいではよくあることです kono shakai de wa yoku aru koto desu It’s a thing that happens often in this society.
13 正して消していきましょう ただしてけしていきましょう tadashite keshite ikimashou Let’s go correct and erase it.
1 ヒミコちゃんの顔コワーイ! ヒミコちゃんのかおコワーイ! HIMIKO-chan no kao KOWAAI! Himiko-chan’s face is scaaary!
2 やめなさい‼︎何をしてるの やめなさい‼︎なにをしてるの yamenasai!! nani wo shiteru no Stop it!! What are you doing?
3 まるでーー異常者だ! まるでーーいじょうしゃだ! maru de--ijousha da! It’s like--you’re a deviant! (Note: I feel obligated to point out that the word for “deviant” also works as a word for “pervert.”)
4 普通しなさい! ふつうしなさい! futsuu shinasai! Be normal!
5 あの子ぜんぜん話合わないんだもん あのこぜんぜんはなしあわないんだもん ano ko zenzen hanashiawanainda mon That kid just doesn’t speak on the same wavelength [as us].
1 被身子‼︎ ヒミコ‼︎ HIMIKO!! Himiko!!
2 友だちの血を吸ったって⁉︎ ともだちのちをすったって⁉︎ tomodachi no chi wo sutta tte!? You sucked your friend’s blood!?
3 違うの ちがうの chigau no No, it’s different.
4 怪我してたからちうちうしたの けがしてたからちうちうしたの kega shiteta kara chiuchiu shita no I kissed it because they were injured. (Note: The onomatopoeia here for “kissed” also sounds like the one for “sucked.”)
5 普通じゃない‼︎ ふつうじゃない‼︎ futsuu ja nai!! That’s not normal!!
6 まともになりたくないのか⁉︎ matomo ni naritakunai no ka!? Don’t you want to be normal!? (Note: This word for “normal” also means “decent, upstanding.”)
7 パパ ママ PAPA MAMA Papa, Mama.
8 わからないの 私わからないの わからないの わたしわからないの wakaranai no watashi wakaranai no Don’t understand, I don’t understand.
9 みんな好きなノになるのガマンしてるの? みんなすきなノになるのガマンしてるの? minna suki na NO ni naru no GAMAN shiteru no? Is everyone restraining how they want to become the ones they like?
10 なんでみんな nande minna Why won’t everyone
11 ちうちうしないの? chiuchiu shinai no? kiss? (Note: Again, this is that same onomatopoeia that means both “kiss” and “suck.”)
12 ああ…‼︎ aa...!! Aah...!!
13 あ〜〜〜〜〜〜〜 a~~~~~~~ Aaaaaaaaah!
14 違うんだこれ ちがうんだこれ chigaunda kore This is so wrong.
15 もう根っこが! もうねっこが! mou nekko ga! Her core is already--! (Note: This “core” word means literally “roots,” and it’s the same word Katsuki uses to describe what Izuku is like “at his core” in chapter 284. I also can’t remember where but I’m pretty sure someone used the same word to describe Tomura at some point this arc. Maybe Dabi too.)
16-17 人間じゃない子産んじゃった! にんげんじゃないこうんじゃった! ningen ja nai ko unjatta! We went and gave birth to a child that isn’t human!
1 だからあなたはフタをした dakara anata wa FUTA wo shita “That’s why you covered it up.”
2 抑圧し仮面をつくった よくあつしかめんをつくった yokuatsu shi kamen wo tsukutta “You suppressed [yourself] and made a mask.”
3 自分じゃない誰かになった じぶんじゃないだれかになった jibun ja nai dare ka ni natta “You became someone other than yourself.”
1 ああ aa “Aagh!”
2 麗日ぁあああ‼︎ うららかぁあああ‼︎ Urarakaaaaa!! “Urarakaaaaa!!“
3 梅雨ちゃん! つゆちゃん! Tsuyu-chan! “Tsuyu-chan!“
1 ケロ! KERO! “Ribbit!”
2 違うそっちじゃな ちがうそっちじゃな chigau socchi ja na “No, not over there!”
3 え e “Eh?”
4 ゲゴッ GEGO “Ribbi-cough!”
5 トガだ! TOGA da! “That’s Toga!”
6-7 ヒーローは殲滅する ヒーローはせんめつする HIIROO wa senmetsu suru “Annihilate the heroes!”
8 飛び散った血を���身が摂取してるんだ! とびちったちをぶんしんがせっしゅしてるんだ! tobichitta chi wo bunshin ga sesshu shiterunda! “The doppelgangers are ingesting the blood that’s splattering everywhere!”
1 ウチまで… UCHI made... “Even me...”
2 この量に抗うには… このりょうにあらがうには… kono ryou ni aragau ni wa... “To oppose these numbers...”
3 全員一丸となってのチームアップが不可欠だった…! ぜんいんいちがんとなってのチームアップがふかけつだった…! zen’in ichigan to natte no CHIIMUAPPU ga fukaketsu datta...! “it was essential for everyone to team up all together...!”
4 散らされ…欺かれるのであれば最早… ちらされ…あざむかれるのであればもはや… chirasare...azamukareru node areba mohaya... “We’ll be scattered...and deceived, so the quickest way...“
5 うわああああ‼︎ uwaaaaa!! “Waaaaah!!”
6 最早 もはや mohaya The quickest way
7 止める術は… とめるすべは… tomeru sube wa... to stop her is...
1 ��いつを殺せ そいつをころせ soitsu wo korose Kill him!
2 殲 せん sen Anni-
3 滅 めつ metsu -hilate!
4 トガ…ヒミコちゃん…聞いてっ トガ…ヒミコちゃん…きいてっ! TOGA...HIMIKO-chan...kiite! “Toga...Himiko-chan...listen!”
5-6 私は…!"ルール"を守ることが… わたしは…!"ルール"をまもることが… watashi wa...! “RUURU” wo mamoru koto ga... “I...! [Thought that] following the rules...”
7 ヒーローだと思ってた…‼︎外れる事が…敵だと思ってた…! ヒーローだとおもってた…‼︎はずれることが…ヴィランだとおもってた…! HIIROO da to omotteta...!! hazureru koto ga...VIRAN da to omotteta...! “I thought that’s what a hero is...!! I thought that deviating [from them]...is what a villain is...!”
8 でもねトガヒミコちゃん demo ne TOGA HIMIKO-chan “But you know, Himiko Toga-chan,”
9 私のお友だちは今 わたしのおともだちはいま watashi no otomodachi wa ima “my friend right now,”
10 そんなルールより何より そんなルールよりなにより sonna RUURU yori nani yori “more than the rules, more than anything,”
1-2 あなたと向き合おうとしてる あなたとむきあおうとしてる anata to mukiaou to shiteru “is trying to face you.” (Note: The word here literally means “to face, oppose, face off with, confront,” but the meaning implied here is that this confrontation is not a merely physical battle but an attempt to address Toga philosophically.)
3 それはただ殲滅するより それはただせんめつするより sore wa tada senmetsu suru yori “Rather than just annihilating you,”
4 ただ確保するより ただかくほするより tada kakuho suru yori “rather than securing you,”
5 困難な道だと思う こんなんなみちだとおもう konnan na michi da to omou “I think it’s the more difficult path.”
6 だから dakara “So,”
7 お茶子ちゃんのこと おちゃこちゃんのこと Ochako-chan no koto “about Ochako-chan,”
8 遅くなったかもしれないけれど おそくなったかもしれないけれど osokunatta kamo shirenai kedo “maybe she was late, but”
9 少しでいいから…話を聞いて! すこしでいいから…はなしをきいて! sukoshi de ii kara...hanashi wo kiite! “just a little is fine...listen to what she has to say!”
1 構造が違う‼︎ こうぞうがちがう‼︎ kouzou ga chigau!! Literal: “The structure is different!!” Contextual: “We’re built differently!!”
2 おまえ達が言う祝福も喜びも おまえたちがいうしゅくふくもよろこびも omaetachi ga iu shukufuku mo yorokobi mo “The blessings and joy you all speak of,”
1 私は何も感じない! わたしはなにもかんじない! watashi wa nani mo kanjinai! “I feel none of them!”
2-3 そっちの尺度で私を可哀想な人間にするな‼︎ そっちのルールでわたしをかわいそうなにんげんにするな‼︎ socchi no RUURU (kanji: shakudo) de watashi wo kawaisou na ningen ni suruna!! “Don’t make me a pitiable person by those rules (read as: standards)!!” (Note: In an incredibly well-timed turn of events, this ask has become extremely relevant. The sentence above, in content and structure, resembles Twice’s narration directed at Hawks in chapter 266.)
4 そういやトガちゃんって souiya Toga-chan tte “Come to think of it, Toga-chan,”
5 敵名つけねえの? ヴィランめいつけねえの? VIRAN-mei tsukenee no? “can’t you [use] a villain name?”
tagline 蘇る記憶…‼︎ よみがるきおく…‼︎ yomigaeru kioku...!! A memory revives...!!
#my hero academia leak translations#mha 392#bnha 392#my hero academia manga spoilers#final showdown spoilers#himiko toga#thinly-veiled allegories for direct expressions of affection#and how japan is so painfully allergic to them#the fact that toga's affection was so repulsive to society#that society so utterly failed to teach her anything about consent#THE MESSY WEB HATH BEEN WOVEN SO INTRICATELY#THAT IS _SOME SHIT_ MY DUDES
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(on a little sidenote!! i take people finding my character designs hot as a huge compliment, given that the characters in question are adults, which is pretty much always the case unless i mention someone being a minor or it being super obvious)
#ganondoodles talks#just mentioning it bc sometimes i worry that people might think they are not allwoed to say it#maybe bc im aro ace#but i love making characters look attractive espeically out of the “norm”#might not make much sense for some people but yeah you can be utterly sex repulsed when it involves you as a person#but if its fictional or deosnt involve you its super fine#even cool and fun to draw#perhaps no one actually holds back anything about my art but i think about it sometimes#so i wanna mention it ndfjkgnvfkdgn
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tell me why the last few days i had TWO different men asking me for my age and when i said to them I'm 27 they both said "oh wow you don't look like your age at all!! you look so much younger. at least your face" while they were STARING at my tits. BRO. do their little immature animalistic 'brains' somehow connect to each other and have an agreement on how to be absolutely disgusting little creatures to women or what. they can fuck off from the face of the earth honestly i couldn't care less
#this is why i hate wearing clothes that show a bit more of my fucking SKIN#the comments and the sick as fuck look they have in their eyes is utterly repulsive bro what the fuck. what the actual fuck#i only wear baggy clothes even in fucking summer with such heat bc i feel so fucking uncomfortable#this is so fucked in so many levels#the fact that i cant be myself freely bc they make me feel deeply uncomfortable is beyond words.#i feel such deep disgust for them. society without men WHEN#text
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ch'lakhou, my durge (grey) and gortash (blue)
#they have sex anyway.#i think their relationship is SUPER complicated#'i began sleeping with you because i find you utterly repulsive'#'and you enjoyed sleeping with me BECAUSE i found you utterly repulsive'#this is the most loving and tender relationship EITHER of them have had in their miserable lives#(it is not loving. and it is barely tender. unless you mean tender as in the way you pulverise meat.)#and somehow forms the bedrock of an amazing working partnership#ch'lakhou#durge#gortash#durgetash
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Born in blood and born again in blood.
Its this how he hopes to be cleansed and be made pure like marble?
#much like marble blood is utterly repulsive full of mixtures and disease#homelander#it sort of parallels the disgusting bullshit Firecracker did#also i wonder if i wasnt supposed to eb rooting for HL in that scene#hearing him talk about the wanking made me so upset#personal
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thank you trader joe’s sparkling guava juice
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i think everyone would benefit from a switch on their throat so they could change the noises they make
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after all this time lenu still somehow has no idea that for lila she represents everything lila could have been given the same opportunities (they are two sides of the same coin in the most literal possible sense, lenu’s failures are her own in all but name, i think lila experiences the same kind of frustration you feel when you’re in a dream & you’re forced to watch yourself make decisions you would never make in a thousand years but you’re paralyzed, helpless to stop it) and of COURSE lenu doesn’t realize this, not only because she hates herself but because she is fundamentally incapable of seeing beyond herself in any way that really matters
#she’s utterly thrown by this sentiment EVERY time lila expresses it in some way#so filled with self-doubt (& frankly self-repulsion!) she consistently interprets these outbursts from lila as proof of ill intent#so of COURSE the weeping scares her most!#it throws all her preconceived notions into chaos it forces her to confront her latent but unbanishable desire for lila’s approval#meanwhile lila is self-flagellating herself like christ on the cross refusing herself the education she craves#lila i love you lenu i’m in this image and i don’t like it!! (i love you)#i cannot get over how densely packed these pages are with pathos and politics and everything in between#i could think about these books my whole life and never work through all of it
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its kinda weird having like no opinion on the modern interpretations of myth like yeah i personally like sticking ancient sources but i still consume media thaf changes myths like Erysichthon himself
#frankly idc i havent seen something that utterly repulses me yet so we ball#as long as you dont go against every single thing abt a character go ahead my guy#okay maybe exept some feminist retellings that absolve the mc of *all* crimes i support womens wrongs too and like actually make it feminis
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the issue with finding other south park fans is that i can't stand when people like cartman to the point of idolization but i also can't stand when they hate him / refuse to acknowledge him in general. like there's a fine line on both ends.
#musings#even a lukewarm “i think cartman is a good character but i hate him” isnt enough for me#i LOVE eric cartman i just think he's utterly repulsive and needs to die and go to hell
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x controversial opinion incoming x
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i also wish i was physically capable of eating leafy greens
#unfortunately autism#i've tried dressings or putting lettuce on sandwiches#but leafy greens are utterly repulsive even in trace amounts
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so i am skimming wikis at work for general information and i found this on a reddit post and its likke.... no fucking wonder genesis has a fucking breakdown
Genesis, by comparison, was born to his own set of parents in Banora. Hollander states that Genesis had Gillian’s DNA “mapped on to him” in the fetal stage. Meaning that, his fetal development was artificially augmented by a Gillian’s Jenova cell-having DNA. Genesis discovers this truth, and understands it is why his cells are unstable and cause him to degrade. It is why he views himself and SOLDIER as “monsters”. He views this as a sort of, nonconsensual decision his parents made, and kills them out of a heightened sense of betrayal. Perhaps this is even how Genesis’ parents became wealthy landowners? They may have received hefty compensation to allow Genesis’ fetal development to be altered, for the sake of creating what they hoped might be the next Sephiroth.
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crazy how i have no one
#like yes i have my internet friends and i adore them ofc#but i have no fucking one irl#and i mean no one. my mom’s side of the family is all dead and the other side is uber christian and doesnt give a fuck about us#i only have my brother#and i need help and support so horribly bad but i wasnt there for him when he needed me#so why the hell should he be there for me. he shouldnt#im going to have to rely on myself this time and i cant do that#i dont trust or believe in myself whatsoever#i think im fucking horrible and useless and repulsive#and idk how to be nice to myself bc ive never felt that and i dont know how to self soothe#i dont have the energy physically or mentally or emotionally to learn#and idk what to lean on anymore if i want to quit abusing substances#realized recently how much i do that.#and for how long. a decade. ive been acting like a 13 yo this whole time#idk how to move past and grow up. god i absolutely need to see my therapist again. if she’ll have me#i fear ill be rejected tho ive left and came back several times and last time she said ‘ofc ill take you back youre my person’#whatever that means. ive been an anomaly to every therapist/psych ive been to apparently they all mention how weird i am and how they cant#figure me out. like damn me too doc!#i want to email her so bad but i wont be able to see her until my insurance goes thru and i dont want to get free labor out of her if i dump#all the trauma ive sustained since i last saw her on her yw#but i want to get better i dont want to live like this anymore i cant do it#any of it#my coping mechanisms are all self destructive and i want to grow past that#but i need help and i dont have it. not really#whatever i guess. first step call and see wtfs going on w my insurance#i feel like i need help even for that . i feel so utterly incapable of everything snd i always have#i can do it. i can do it
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…wHY do y’all feel the need to mention where someone’s at when they’re not around! Sure I have a crush on that idiot but I’m never going to admit to it, and actively avoid bringing them up myself ‘cause it’d feel like a freudian slip and it’s not my business anyway.
How often do I even come up in y’all’s home conversation. Is it out of pity? Or is this idiot just as insufferable as I am to my friends who are WELL AWAY from this and therefore Safe to repeatedly try spring-cleaning my demiromantic acengst with.
Are y’all pressuring them about me, too, or has that FINALLY, finally eased off.
(And what value can I possibly have, anyway. I’m unemployed and just shy of a shutin from severe anxiety/moderate depression and cptsd, adhd, and a smorgasbord of muscular-skeletal issues that just keep creeping up and staying and moving the goalpost to even TRY getting a job. The idiot has other friends when they have time to spend on them. All I am is stubborn enough to stick around and wait if I’m not actively being chased off IF the other party seems to really want that connection.)
#tiger’s roar#i am pathetic#and it’s hard to feel Good about being moved out#when I CAN’T work/keep a job. and how many credits I have to take to keep my scholarship makes trying to get a part time job Impossible Too#I’m doing this on student debt#and my parents won’t just Stop calling me spoiled apparently out of envy#that they’re able to spot my deposits and rent for the 2 months before reimbursement#and cover getting things like cooking utensils and used furniture and cleaning supplies#even though 2/3rds of what I have I either bought/kept myself OR are things they don’t want anymore#if anything. it should be a victory that they CAN provide this for me#where their parents’ couldn’t or wouldn’t#sure I got to move out whereas they immediately married ‘cause a kid was in the oven and the judgement that came with that#but they also weren’t chronically ill to the point of disability#and the chances of me marrying? almost zero. because I’m asexual and kiss repulsed and demiromantic#…sure I’m pretty sure my crush likes me back. and despite what happened last year their family really seems to like me#but even if they felt they did have the time and energy to just. ask me out? or hang out like we both seem to want?#I don’t think I’d ever accept that I wouldn’t just. drag them down with my stupid health#and even WORSE: make them feel sensually neglected ‘cause I can’t even think about kissing without basically gaslighting myself.#…friends can be supportive and physically intimate with hugs and whatnot#but me as a girlfriend? HA. I can’t give someone ��enough’ without making myself feel utterly awful#and yeah. there’s a grief with that.#I’ll…try to let it be someone else’s Choice. not make someone else’s decisions for them#…but.
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