…wHY do y’all feel the need to mention where someone’s at when they’re not around! Sure I have a crush on that idiot but I’m never going to admit to it, and actively avoid bringing them up myself ‘cause it’d feel like a freudian slip and it’s not my business anyway.
How often do I even come up in y’all’s home conversation. Is it out of pity? Or is this idiot just as insufferable as I am to my friends who are WELL AWAY from this and therefore Safe to repeatedly try spring-cleaning my demiromantic acengst with.
Are y’all pressuring them about me, too, or has that FINALLY, finally eased off.
(And what value can I possibly have, anyway. I’m unemployed and just shy of a shutin from severe anxiety/moderate depression and cptsd, adhd, and a smorgasbord of muscular-skeletal issues that just keep creeping up and staying and moving the goalpost to even TRY getting a job. The idiot has other friends when they have time to spend on them. All I am is stubborn enough to stick around and wait if I’m not actively being chased off IF the other party seems to really want that connection.)
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I cut my hair short for the first time ever and y’all. I’m in love
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I have what you want. I have the free time, the family support and the money to do pretty much anything I want. And I can’t bring myself to do anything.
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Wishing the American government a big fuck you this fine morning
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Good lord are away rotations expensive. Renting a car alone is ~$2000. I’m wondering if it would be cheaper to Uber to the hospital every day. I’m lucky that I can stay with a friend for one rotation, but I need a one month rental for the other. How on earth is this sustainable?
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