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rainbowcrowley · 1 year ago

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despite the shitty day and the triggers and traumatic flashbacks that i had to endure today...

i stood up for myself. i said something in the face of injustice and i fought back (as best i could) bc i was being treated poorly. and i'm proud of that.

i did the right thing.

#using tumblr as a diary today #and my therapist said i should write it down soooo #addi.txt #personal

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midnightclover · 1 year ago

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Summon Night: Swordcraft Story (ATLUS, 2003)

#my actual posts lol #haha what if i made a daily diary post thing like nico #..i was just thinking #today was a good day #and i thought of this song #ive been playing summon night swordcraft story a lot as of late.. though none today actually #its still on my mind though #i considered using dweller empty path's song flying through a stary sky instead.. but this is what i thought of first #i think it fits best to use it #i actually had to jump through some hoops to upload music!#cus my tumblr app is kinda old.. i cant properly upload music. i could only put a link #which isnt exactly ideal #so i tried in my web browser.. but maybe its cus i havent updated it in a while or maybe just cus its tor.. it didnt work #so i downloaded firefox and did it on there lol #now im editing it in my drafts back on the app #dont ask why im not just doing it on my computer... shes having some technical difficulties. we're working on it #but not today #...#today was pretty eventful.. even if not very productive. but ive never been a very productive person #we went and saw some light festival thing! it was rly nice.. a little simple at times but it was fun #we went and got some yummy snacks earlier too! tho ive already eaten them all hehe #and i started up animal crossing new leaf. i hadnt played it in ages! its startling how much better it is than new horizions.. imo at least #only problem is i couldnt make it the same as my island.. and i didnt remember why i named my last town #we searched for a while for some reference or somfin to name it after.. but we ended up just going with ''faraway''#cus i liked the idea of being asked where im going.. and just saying far far away #and as beth said it has a kinda fairytail vibe!#...only after i named it did i realize i accidentally named it after the town in omori. oops!#...im about to hit the tag limit. so whoevers still listening i just want u to know..#i love you. ok?#goodnight

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huellitaa · 10 months ago

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girl things

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3mmiegirl · 2 months ago

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when someone finally asks if you’re okay and you say “yeah of course” because you don’t wanna be a burden and you haven’t felt okay for a really long time so not okay is your okay

#emmies thoughts #dad come quick #emmie is using tumblr as her diary again #i promise i’m fine #just saw old friends today for the first time in years #and emotions are stirred #mdd fucking sucks man

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lunar-years · 4 months ago

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#tw for death and wakes and funerals and grief #also tmi because I’m using tumblr as my diary again.#as one does. sorry.#so anyway…backstory.#my grandma and grandpa had open casket wakes that are like very traumatic in my memory so when my other grandma died I chose not to see her #(she only had a funeral and no wake)#and I’ve never regretted that #mom had a closed casket wake today with the opportunity for immediate family to see her before they closed the casket.#and because I saw her the night she died and it was very traumatizing I kind of waffled between seeing her or not #then I landed on I should see her because it might help me to see her dressed and cleaned up.#except.#I think it kind of made it worse because she looked nothing like herself and she looked so waxy and cold.#but also if I hadn’t seen her I think I would have spent a long time regretting not saying a last goodbye #so it’s like. I don’t regret it but also think I’ve worsened my own dead mom trauma.#anyway. sorry for the overshare. funeral tomorrow and then I am going to sleep and sleep and sleep.#miss you mommy #ktp

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brknelct4444 · 3 months ago

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he said he stalk’s me and it turned me on

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kindlythevoid · 10 months ago

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Picture this:

Me, listening to some old-ish Tunes from the 2000s-2010s era, just minding my own business, not really paying attention but jamming out, finding a particular song delightful: *checks phone for band* Me: ... Me:

That is all.

#thank you for your time.#i've decided to just sporadically put (life/wip/otherwise) updates in meme format #so enjoy~#also I saw the frog and toad musical today #10/10 #cried 4 times #in case anyone was wondering how I'm doing #time to use tumblr like the diary I never learned how to use #meme time #nickelback #tbh I think nickelback's music gets a bad rap for no reason #granted I may be able to count on one hand the songs I know by them #but tbf they're all bangers sorry guys #:/#just yelling into the void

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elisedonut · 6 months ago

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Muliple customers said something along the lines of liking it when I'm working or calling me by name and being happy to see me today

And I just am now once again having "I need to move across the country stat" feels

even though I know I won't because I'm too scared ill end up in a situation I can't handle

Like I know stuff like that is meant as freindly and nice and it's a compliment even but my loathing for being known is too strong for this

Like if you know my name and I don't know yours(which is really common because my memory kinda sucks and my name is easy for most to remember) I am immediately so uncomfortable to a ridiculous degree

I keep running Into people who know me when otw to work or going to get food and I hate it so much

makes me want to find a way to work from home and never ever leave my house again

#It just makes me so uncomfortable for reasons I only barely understand #This sort of thing happened 6 times today and I'm just so ????#Everytime I try to explain it to people no one really like gets it and alot just think its funny #and I can't blame them I barely even understand it myself #using tumblr as a diary again

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katyobsesses · 1 year ago

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I think my glee obsession is returning in full force

#this is a nice feeling #i didnt have gleecast anywhere on my Spotify wrapped last year for the first time in... years!!!#but here i am listening to all the songs on repeat most of today #and reading glee fic #and looking at my currently abandoned fics #and having Thoughts™️ and headcanons and just...#special interest obsession shit #its calming and happy and sksgxkdk #also my reading brain is back which is SUCH a relief!#its been like 3 months of only being able to read a book in audiobook form #like my sister write this whol prophecy for our dnd campaign and i could not for the life of me understand it not matter how hard i tried #but last session i finally clicked #and im READING A PHYSICAL BOOK TOOOOOOOO #i just feel more settled because of it its nice #i think i really didnt like the weird weather the uk was having- it being HOT AS BALLS and then freezing like the next week #and then christmas and stress over bemefits happened #but now yhats mostly set... i think.. ish... its still confusing and scary #but ay least i have words i can read to escape it #katy liveblogs life #i am using tumblr like a diary rn ignore me 😂

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quiescentdestiny · 1 year ago

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me for the last three days: hey have you considered writing that thing you want to write? you know that chapter for your story that has been mostly done for literally weeks? no? okay.

#my posts #*the deepest of sighs @ myself*#literally it's like.... mostly done I just need to go in and edit and add a few scenes to make it make sense someone send help #or like force me to do it.#apparently it's “use my tumblr as a diary day” today #hi hello this is my like 4th text post today

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merry-kuroo · 4 months ago

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I'm so stupid 😂😂

I figured out the issue with my One Drive so my Ph.D research statements are saving again. I just have two folders labeled Ph.D now.

Uhh I opened up both folders and somewhere in the chaos of having two folders named Ph.D I have two research statements for the same topic but they have different edits and titles. I can't remember which one my mentor said I should submit. I'm like staring at them trying to figure out what the hell I was thinking between April and July...and the answer is that I wasn't thinking.

After work tomorrow, I'm going to my favorite Cafe to take a closer look at them, determine which one is the true research statement, and do some final edits before I upload it 😭😭

#I'm pretty sure the one from April woth the super fancy title is the one I plan to submit #but dammit 😫 I'm usually more organized than this #and I gotta buy a new flash drive since idk where the one I always use is #*le sigh*#it's time to read then go to bed #I got a lot done today though so yay #sierra speaks #tumblr diary

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madame-fear · 5 months ago

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sometimes i wish my mum weren’t such a bitch that makes me feel tense af ahhjd cute priest come save me cute priest

#didnt go to church today and im thinking about him.......#sorry if i make you all depressed with my random shit i use tumblr as a personal diary sometimes #✧.* amiraverse

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huellitaa · 1 month ago

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that boy is sexy fine oohjhojhiigooohjoo (ovulating)

#thoughts ୨𖹭୧ #this is a millionares reference #also targeted! again #dude you should have SEEN him today #apparently he groaned in geography☺️#i have many inappropriate things to say #if anyone irl finds this no you dont #mmmffff i fucking love him #girlblogging #dear diary #girlhood #girly tumblr #this is what makes us girls #girly stuff #girl diary #girl thoughts #girlcore #girlworld #girl things

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lichenbug · 10 months ago

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guyssss ive been so sick ill yucky for the past like. four days this is balls this is suck wahhhhhh

#i never really used tumblr yto its full Diary Extent n im miserable now so im gonna #rambles #i wanna try n draw today instead of just rotting wug uhh #i neeed job moneey i cant jeep missing job monney this is BALLS #wahhhh wahhh

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3416 · 2 years ago

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lowkey so proud of myself for learning to crochet tbh fbdjjdkdc

#IGNORE The lack of uniformity ... once i sew rhem together itll look better but im gonna cry to make a blanket #having sm fun now that i actually know what the fuck im looking at...#need to produce smth to create joy in my life rn or ill die fbdndn god #if anyone knits or crochets n has fun patterns for stuff... HMUUU im tryign to practice n learn #this is after like a week of even knowing how to make a chain on a crochet hook lke damn #FEELS GOOD TO LEARN THINGS #dear diary today #jfjsjdjdjd god #gonna use tumblr to mark progress #crochet

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beatheprincess · 7 months ago

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My life just changed today , I finally downloaded the SIMS OFF OF STEAM FOR FREE and I've been obsessed since just spent the last hour making a family and cc has been going good I am so proud and happy I can play my comfort game againnnn♡😭😭😭😭✌🏽👍🏽💜💕💕💟

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