Interview with the Vampire or clearly gay sex can’t fix them. But, for science I must know, can it make them worse?
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[a promotional picture of Sam and Dean Winchester, Sam on the left and Dean on the right, their images from circa 2010. They both stare challengingly into the camera with their arms crossed, though Dean also holds a large blade. The background is a two lane blacktop with an older style of power line and corn on either side. At the top and bottom are flames. Sam says "im restricting", Dean says "and im bingeing" and the flaming text gif at the bottom reads "the eating disorder brothers.]
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i try not to think about my gender identity issues because it's so complicated. (although someone figured i might be nonbinary 😵💫)
would a cis person experience gender envy? not like, "I wish I was strong as a man", but more like
"I wish I woke up as a male one day. Like this handsome guy on this photo. I want what he has. To experience how it feels to be him, even for one day.."
but I also wish I wasn't anything at all 🥲
but I live my life like I am a woman. I don't care about pronouns, she/her is fine with me,
tw: gender dysphoria, toxicity, rant
feminity sickened me when I was a teenager and in my 20s. I have some ideas why, but not sure. I wanted to set fire on things that represented feminity
even stores like Victoria's Secret sickened me, actually made me irate. it made me want to tear it up all those posters up.
puberty was such a nightmare. I think it's common that teens feel very awkward and insecure about their changes, but I think I experienced it badly. I just wanted to rip apart my changing body, I cursed cursed my body so much. my chest was what I hated the most. I was lucky that I was flat I cut my hair very short, dressed androgenously and I felt happier that way.
its just now that I feel more comfortable with feminity than I did before. that's a huge progress for me.
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you guys... if you have the means to seek help for mental illness, please do it. it's not a waste of money I promise.
don't be like me, a person so riddled with anxiety and executive dysfunction that I cancel on job interviews just because I cannot fathom being perceived and judged by people I potentially have to work with for the next 10 years or so
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worldbuilding :3
thing for personal worldbuilding in which SOMEONE wanted to make divine beings. but they are artificial and have proven unstable multiple times
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what would ur stance be on ashton being the quote unquote spoiled rich kid
I would say my stance would be strongly opposed. At it's core, I just think it's inaccurate considering he came from a lower middle class family w/ a single mom and three kids and had to get a multitude of jobs quite young to help her take care of his own siblings. like, from what Ash has talked abt w/ his family, growing up was hard for him. so, like, in a fictional world, I think you can do anything you want but, at the end of the day, one of the reasons Ash is the way he is, is because of how he grew up. his drive and passion and tenderness all stem from that.
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Thinking about Fang being like “izzy the spewer is looking for me? let him look” so casually. Fang is not scared to be caught slacking off by Izzy. Further supporting my theory that the stick up Izzy’s ass is probably only a medium size twig when he’s on the Queen Anne, with a real pirate crew that knows what they are doing. A place that isn’t full of unknown elements that could send his unstable Captain spinning out in any direction, half of them dangerous ones. Where he has a full crew of fighters to help defend Edward.
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