#unstable environment

[verylead-flavored-candy33]

The perfect easy target: A powerless,very vulnerable child who suffers from abuse...

[raspberryjellybrains]

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[a promotional picture of Sam and Dean Winchester, Sam on the left and Dean on the right, their images from circa 2010. They both stare challengingly into the camera with their arms crossed, though Dean also holds a large blade. The background is a two lane blacktop with an older style of power line and corn on either side. At the top and bottom are flames. Sam says "im restricting", Dean says "and im bingeing" and the flaming text gif at the bottom reads "the eating disorder brothers.]

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[perfektblau]

i try not to think about my gender identity issues because it's so complicated. (although someone figured i might be nonbinary 😵‍💫)

would a cis person experience gender envy? not like, "I wish I was strong as a man", but more like

"I wish I woke up as a male one day. Like this handsome guy on this photo. I want what he has. To experience how it feels to be him, even for one day.."

but I also wish I wasn't anything at all 🥲

but I live my life like I am a woman. I don't care about pronouns, she/her is fine with me,

tw: gender dysphoria, toxicity, rant

feminity sickened me when I was a teenager and in my 20s. I have some ideas why, but not sure. I wanted to set fire on things that represented feminity

even stores like Victoria's Secret sickened me, actually made me irate. it made me want to tear it up all those posters up.

puberty was such a nightmare. I think it's common that teens feel very awkward and insecure about their changes, but I think I experienced it badly. I just wanted to rip apart my changing body, I cursed cursed my body so much. my chest was what I hated the most. I was lucky that I was flat I cut my hair very short, dressed androgenously and I felt happier that way.

its just now that I feel more comfortable with feminity than I did before. that's a huge progress for me.

[robo-dino-puppy]

unstable firegleam

[tiny-chubby-bird]

kar'niss

[arolesbianism]

Finally drew the messed up guy of all time <3

[soonhoonsol]

you guys... if you have the means to seek help for mental illness, please do it. it's not a waste of money I promise.

don't be like me, a person so riddled with anxiety and executive dysfunction that I cancel on job interviews just because I cannot fathom being perceived and judged by people I potentially have to work with for the next 10 years or so

[spotaus]

Finally making a timeliness design-guide for Geno from ec-4o.verse! (Just a wip tho)

[truegoist]

more of y’all need to realize that the %90 of bllk cast is literal teenage boys

[echosian]

worldbuilding :3

thing for personal worldbuilding in which SOMEONE wanted to make divine beings. but they are artificial and have proven unstable multiple times

[stizzysupremacy]

Thinking about Fang being like “izzy the spewer is looking for me? let him look” so casually. Fang is not scared to be caught slacking off by Izzy. Further supporting my theory that the stick up Izzy’s ass is probably only a medium size twig when he’s on the Queen Anne, with a real pirate crew that knows what they are doing. A place that isn’t full of unknown elements that could send his unstable Captain spinning out in any direction, half of them dangerous ones. Where he has a full crew of fighters to help defend Edward.

[russell-crowe]

one day i might actually write an essay on russells relationship with masculinity and (over-)performing masculinity in his search for his own identity during the 90s till about the mid zeroes

[shyfrog-says]

I just debated with my stepdad about minimum wage work in the US.

I said, "Minimum wage should be a liveable wage."

He responded, "Why should someone fresh into a new job earn more money than I make?"

Immediately, SO many assumptions were made and SO many points were missed, but literally all I had to do was emphasize the fact that HE wasn't paid nearly enough and that he should be making way, WAY more money, and suddenly he was kinda on board. Or at least he didn't argue against it as passionately.

A few points to make:

1. He currently makes WAY more than the minimum wage AND the liveable wage, so his "point" was already nonsense.

2. He immediately made it clear that he doesn't actually care about what other people do or make, he only cares about himself, which is understandable on the surface, but it also makes anything else he says about other people's situations completely irrelevant because his stake in the matter is going to be entirely selfish no matter what.

3. He went on to say that people who work fast food "and stuff" have their place, but that they don't deserve a comfortable life until they work longer and harder at it. Literally said the words, "Why do they deserve a comfortable life?" And regardless of whether the question was rhetorical or not, I knew I wasn't going to be able to convince him.

I could have said so much about how he is exactly the kind of sadistic bastard that is making this country such a hellhole to live in, but I was raised to know how to manipulate people into calming down, so I just showered him with praise for how hard he works and we ended the conversation agreeing that billionaires and the government both suck ass and that people need to stop printing so much fucking money.

[atomicc]

Anyway.

[doitforadamparrish]

tbh I thought that after a certain age I wouldn’t have to turn to fiction to make life bearable but it turns out a minor inconvenience will make me shut down and seek refuge in books. Coping mechanisms are hard to shake off

[spaceandbones]

I think being saucy to your coworkers for no fucking reason should be punishable by death 😍💖🌙✊️