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dunno if im late or nuthin but this took me a couple weeks to do cough @quartztwst for the uhhh... *flips through papers* .. no yandere au yeaahhh (i might do myself / my yuusona as well, im debating it haha)
magic level ^^^ he's pretty good in general, with his strongest being more.. phenomenon ish? (ref: this post ig) he'd probably be a rival, only due to the fact that he tolerates Azul and doesn't condone murder lol (might change? idk)
Q/A questions under cut
Does your OC have parents or family in the AU? If not, what is their current living situation?
He lives with his parents in a pretty nice house near where his parents work (aka S.T.Y.X cough) and tends to walk with Idia to school (most likely forcibly lol)
What are their thoughts on Quartz? He finds her interesting, although a bit sceptical because he can tell somethings fishy with how she talks about Azul and acts around him. He does try to see if she's doing alright on occasion, worried if she's masking due to personal issues, issues at home, etc.
What is their thoughts and relationship with Azul? How did they meet Azul?
Macarius is positively neutral about Azul, admiring him for his status but also judgemental about his tactics. Since Macarius tends to help Idia a lot or just stay nearby for social support (we all need someone to speak for the introverts lol) he met Azul at the end of one of the council meetings, and again at clubs. Due to seeing Azul often at clubs, he's gotten to know him slightly better.
Your OC stumbles upon a dead body a few feet outside of the school. Do they report it? Immediately. He first of all wants justice for the victim, but he also doesn't want the enviroment nearby to smell of rot. (lol)
Why does your OC like their crush?
Growing up knowing Idia from their parents working together, he grew closer to Idia and admired him for his skill. Aside from that, Macarius slowly came to the realization that he likes boys as well, more specifically Idia. Of course he doesn't entirely know why or how, especially due to his ex-girlfriend pretty much ruining his expectations of relationships, but he's coping through it.
Since reputation and popularity are kind of different, is your OC popular in and outside of school?
He's pretty neutral standing outside of school, being known for his community garden attempts (he's probably still trying lol). In school however? He somehow became the person lots of first years come to, and has been told he's attractive (he, of course, doesn't believe these often haha)
How social is your OC? Do they stray away from crowds? Macarius doesn't exactly hate crowds, but he wouldn't choose to be in a large one (events being exceptions) since lots of people tend to overwhelm him (and Idia, who he's more worried about :P)
Which TWST character does your OC believe should have more admirers than Azul? He's actually surprised by the amount Azul has, considering Vil also has an admirer hoard, but he isn't complaining since he's happy for Azul in some way. However, Macarius is glad there isn't too many after Idia, considering it'd probably overwhelm him and he'd have to force him to leave his house haha
What are their relationships with other characters/OCs? Shin ( @liyuviq ): "Clever. I admire their persistence. Not everything is a case, however." Macarius likes to consider being their friend, however he doesn't exactly want to push anything, so he doesn't say much about it haha Shuu ( @oya-oya-okay) "Surprisngly sweet. Her hair reminds me of orange lillies." He finds her entertaining, and admires her kindness. He hasn't talked to her as much unless its in passing periods or in their shared class(es) so he makes the effort to try checking in on her from time to time just to be polite. To new / first years, some consider him to be a big brother to them, showing them their classes and helping them navigate the school until they have the hang of it. What grade/year is your OC? 3rd year (18), same as Idia. (he's only a few months older than Idia) Your OC notices Quartz carrying a weapon in her skirt pocket. That's strange since the female school uniforms don't have skirt pockets. Does your OC report this? He doesn't at first, thinking he was seeing things. After a few more times, he quietly told Riddle about it, unsure if he wanted to go as far as school officals yet. Your OC is being framed for murder of another student by Quartz, how does your OC react to that? Does your OC know it's Quartz? Macarius would be probably very surprised and hurt, but still respectful about telling others that it wasn't him. Unless he knew more, he wouldn't have much of a hunch on Quartz without infomation.
What is your OCs goal for the school year or in life? He wants to start a school community garden, using technology to help the advancement of plants and agriculture without harming them.
Where is your OC usually with or at during school? Classes? With Azul? Skipping class? Where do they eat lunch? Macarius is normally with Idia during passing periods or classes they share, as well as lunch. However, he occasionally tutors at lunch (which makes Idia nervous since he sits with him haha) or examines the school's yard(s) in an attempt to plan out a future garden somewhere.
How are your OC's grades? Almost always A's or B's, with the occasional C if he's confused on a subject. (such as English)
Which elimination tactic is preferred to use on them? *shrug* What are your OC's weaknesses? Are they easily manipulated? Easily overpowered by? He's only easily manipulated if he's close to them, especially relationship wise (i.e. his exgf) which is why he tries to keep some people at arms length. For weaknesses, he's pretty neutral on most unless its about Idia (cough very protective cough) or needles (he doesn't enjoy them haha)
Any drama, traumatic story for your OC in the AU? i mean, eh? you can check his lore page if you wanna take that and mush it with this I dunno
#skye rants#skyes art#twst#twst wonderland#twst oc#twisted wonderland#disney twst#no yandere sim au#twst au#twisted wonderland au#fan au#macarius grieves#ignihyde oc
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Oh yeah, I’m glad I gave their design another pass
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#art#my art#oc#original character#Vivian ‘Bats’#Vrills#gravity falls oc#gravity falls axolotl#gravity falls#gf#book of bill#theraprism#I love them sm T^T#also think I’m settling on Vrills#unless I come up with something better idk#and ima give the human ‘disguises’ another go too soon
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immense guilt over struggling to talk to people that message me and want to talk to me, but apparently not immense enough for me to find the motivation to respond. genuinely sorry if youve tried to get my attention and ive not responded :/
#i struggle a lot because half the time the message is too timid and dry and doesnt allow me any actual conversation#im not in a position to be the one whos prompting conversation im in a real depressed pit rn so like#if for some reason you want to spend your time talking with me??? you also have to kinda work for it and lure me in with something that lik#yk i actually want to respond to#because if i dont want to i have to force myself to come up with an acceptable repsonse anyway. and i genuinely struggle to even do that#idk im too autistic i need you to come in and state your intent and then give like something to work with#and hey if thats too much work for you then dont worry about it u dont have to thats kinda the point im making#anyone whos talked to me when ive been doing better can attest to the fact that im very good at leading a convo for hours#but as it stands now im way too low to be able to do that so#whatevs i dont expect anyone to want to anyway i wouldnt be worth your time#not in a self deprecating sense in a more literal sense#like unless you know me somewhat theres not a lot of value i can give realistically#fucking#whatever#i feel awful#oh fuck its 10am#:/
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things the US needs to address:
the collective psychosis that leads people to make posts like these
#in case it's unclear what i mean:#1.) blaming gen z men or any of the listed grifters is useless idpol#2.) half of your country did not 'vote against [your] collective best interests' lmao#if you truly believe that you have a fundamental misunderstanding of the position your country occupies in the global economy#and the benefits conferred onto its citizens for supporting the imperial world order#3.) i feel like OP kept this point purposefully vague (ofc social media has on effect on the common good. what effect specifically?)#but i'll still respond by saying#social media has helped immensely in exposing how often traditional news outlets lie retract revise and outright fabricate information#the more aligned with bourgeois interests they are the worse it is#the past year of western media's reporting on the genocide in palestine has done nothing if not highlight the incongruence#between what people see n share on the ground and what narratives corporate interests deem fit to disseminate through traditional channels#the importance of following independent (which does not equal 'unbiased') journalists has never been greater#4.) 'lazy minds and lack of empathy' empathy is not some bulwark against fascism. it can actually serve to further it quite easily#idk what OP is trying to get at here. lazy point = lazy response#5.) i can't say anything here that isn't summed up better by that tweet that's like#'american *sees something american happening americanly in america*: what are we a bunch of ASIANS?!?!???'#cause there's just nooo way politicians and public figures in the US could spew reactionary nonsense and get a huge following#unless the evil russians had a hand in it#cause it's not like the US is racism central or anything#come on now#(for those unaware i'm citing this tweet bc orientalism of this kind has historically been directed at russians/slavs in addition to#people from MENA and asian countries broadly)#6.) see point number 3 above; trying to police AI is a fruitless endeavor; people need media literacy in order to#understand the interests of the parties involved in the coverage of any event and better discern the truth about what's happening;#identifying the bias inherent to any news channel and then examining how that bias impacts its reporting does far more to help dispel#misinformation than just labeling anything you don't like or you think influences people the 'wrong' way as misinformation#anyway i'm done. clown.#sansgwilie
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things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs
like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something
#her pain doesn’t seem to be too bad now that she’s got pain relief so idk what’s stopping her from sleeping#she won’t even lie down unless i’m sitting next to her. she just sits there staring out the window#her pupils are also taking up her entire eyes and have been all day#that’ll be a side effect of the medication and maybe the lack of sleep? but it won’t be making her feel any better#she can probably barely see at this point#like imagine you’ve been awake for 2 days after surgery and you’re in a lot of pain and haven’t eaten since before surgery#and are also on strong painkillers. and you also have no idea what’s wrong with you or why everyone’s doing things that hurt you#bruh your brain would be COOKED. there’s no way she has any idea what’s going on rn but she’s clearly feeling terrible#personal#like i think she’ll be ok in the long-term but she’s gotta somehow get through all these immediate issues#last time something like this happened she stopped drinking and never started again#not eating or sleeping don’t have workarounds as simple as putting water in her food#it really doesn’t help that there’s so much other shit going on rn#i’m doing a whole bunch of stuff with my phone and computer that’s taking a lot of work#but also my sister’s going on a long overseas trip that she’s leaving for tomorrow#so the combo of dad and sister coming and going constantly and also like 6 random deliveries for tech stuff in the last 2 days—#has the dogs really wound up. so georgie’s been howling at absolutely everything#and it’s rainy so my clothes aren’t trying and they’re hanging on a rack hooked on the hallway door so the door can’t close#which puts one less door between my room and the dogs so they’re waking me up every time anything happens#and i sleep during the day so that’s ALL THE TIME. i’ve had like 8 hrs of sleep between the last two afternoons#my sister always has so much random life stuff she wants to talk about and was getting really annoyed that i wasn’t very receptive#like ‘im about to go away for 3 months’ sorry i know its a big thing but i can’t just reschedule peach’s medical emergency
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it’s that time again, time to put Kaneki in the mailbox
#kaneki time#friday btw. what should we do#IM DRAIWNG RIZE ON KANEKIDAY INSGESD OF F KANWKEJ EM😔#I will come back for you soon my love….#I want to write him love letters but idk how to write#I don’t know how I’d frame it and tbh I don’t even want to write the letters I just wanna decorate them and the envelope#make crazy pen pal packages for him#but again idk how to talk to pen pals and since he can’t really respond it’s hard to continue conversations#or regularly ask about something he mentioned starting (poor boy can’t mention or start 😔)#if I got better at Japanese (here we fucking go again. I haven’t studied Japanese all holidays and I’ve had weeks and weeks off.)#I think it would be better if I got up earlier but I find it hard to sleep unless I stay up late#Japanese is probably a really good morning activity#but I’m never up in the morning 💔💔#I wish Kaneki was real so he could pinch me until I wake up at 9#I don’t know if he’d be able to get up at 9 unless he was interrupted but. knowing him he’s always getting interrupted#I doubt he’d miss me enough in the morning to do that even if I asked#he’s a kind person maybe he will#Haise banged on pots for Saiko#I don’t think I’d be as good a friend for him as Saiko
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if you dont vote for biden you're a dumbass who only cares about their image. swallow your shit pride and vote you utter fucking dipshit.
#how can you not understand how fucking important it is to vote for him in this fucking election? how fucking dumb do you have to be?#the revolution isnt coming and even if it did we would all die- you dont have enough tactical gear- we dont have a militarized left army.#trump Will fucking kill you. apparently that doesnt matter to you- & throwing away lives of other minorities is more important to you#when you're busy being a performative piece of shit.#dawg I would LOVE if we were voting for bernie. but thats not the fucking situation here. its either biden or a dictatorship we all die#under. life isnt always fucking fair. you'd think by now yall would've realized this but ig fucking not.#whats better- living with your conservative dad who physically abuses you. threatens you. doesnt recognize you for who you are.#bullies you. and all around hates you unless you be exactly the way he wants-#or your liberal mom who maybe isnt the best at what she's doing but at least shes not gonna fucking abuse you to THAT fucking magnitude#or- you can go end up on the fucking streets and struggle like hell and likely die. you choose dipshit. not voting is going to the streets.#ig you just want life to be harder for you unnecessarily bc idk. its fun or something or you're bored- but you dont realize that as#soon as you get out there-- you're fucked. you've romanticized being homeless too much bc you're jaded against your parents#and too blinded by being jaded that you cant fathom the reality of what it'd be like w/o at least one of them.#personally- I'm going with the lib parent. idgaf if shes imperfect. at least I wont die or be abused to shit and back.
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I’m kinda tempted to make an au where Simon and ‘Jerry’ end up as roommates after everything with GolbBetty and the story just follows Simon pursuing his new purpose while Jerry tries to find his.
#Adventure Time Au#Simon and Jerry Au#<- that would probably be the name of it unless I come up with something better#maybe like ‘undead roommate’ or something idk#fionna and cake spoilers#Simon gets to be ‘friends’ with two primordial monsters (Ice thing/Gunter and the lich)#also it could be cool if Jerry’s first ‘good’ act was using the burnt out remote to revive his world’s Bmo#adventure time
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i saw her friend today and in a way i think it really ehlped cuz she was the one who was being so kind and like 'how are you doing i know this must be hard but i still want to be friends' and it really touched me cuz iw as stressed cuz i was paranoid they were talking shit about me or smth. she also told me she was also shocked when she found out that she broke up w me so i guess it feels good knowing im not the only person kept in the dark i guess but its like if its something she couldnt even tell her friends about then what made her do it. cuz when i asekd her friend 'did she ever seem concnerd about the relationship or anything' her friend was like 'no.... not.... not really?' which idk if i fully believe but i dont think she was totally lying cuz she did seem to at least consider it. so if she wawsnt lying then i still dont understand what compelled her to dump me
#and i mean this is a friend shes CLOSE with. like super close with#and yeah there is the possibility shes lying just to keep her privacy which i understand but still like the fact even she was shocked when#she found out she dumped me ?? like that has to mean something#however when i asked 'how is she doing' her friend was like 'shes alright' and idk why but that kinda hurt#and idk if she was just saying it cuz maybe she thought it would make me feel better or if she didnt want to give too many details#or if she really truly was doing 'all right' but like what the fuck do you mean shes doing alright#like am i seriously sobbing on 1am walks around campus because i miss her and shes just doing alright????#like what the fuck#i really hope its mor ethan that because thats actually goign to break me#hres teh thing though like i dont doubt that she felt some sort of emotion cuz she was crying when we broke up and our entire relationship#she was so genuine about all of it but its also that annoying part of me thats like did she ever care#because how was she the one to tell me she wanted a relatoinship with me and how was she the one to tell me 'i love you first'#only to dump me not even 5 months later??? i just dont fucking understand any of it#im so fuckign confused about it all#all i can even hope for is that somehow she realizes she messed up and comes back to me and ill take her back immediately man#but she dosnt seem the kind to do that#i just wish i understood why she didnt want to give us even a CHANCE to fix whatever issues she thought we were havign#CUZ SHE NEVER EVEN SAID ANYTHING ABOUT ANY ISSUES!!!! SO I DONT UNDERSTAND#LIKE SHE BROKE UP W ME OUT OF THE BLUE!!!! NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO ANYONE???#unless her friend is lying when i asked about whether she seemed concerned#but still
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#im safe#but#I feel so alone#and I know part of that is just… me not having energy to talk to anyone really unless I’m spoken to#after everything#but… idk#it’s hitting my rsd real hard I guess.#everyone being so quiet with me#makes me feel like I’ve done something wrong or fucked shit up by being too vulnerable#or something#idk#but it’s probably definitely all my fault… right?#I know everyone has their own shit going on#and I know they know I’ve just been through an ordeal and might be giving me space#but it’s space I don’t want#I want someone to be clingy with me#bleh#I’m needy and I just need to feel loved and valued#not just something that’s convenient for the time being#or entertainment until something better comes along#or even just something to toy with and manipulate#ignore me I’ll be fine eventually#talking peach
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#still crazy to me that i live in a world where i can just ??? message him whenever i want n he replies ???#we've come such a long way its insane#like this time last year we hadnt even messaged unless it was thru like. the class dc server JDJDJDJDJDJ#actually like a year ago yesterday he blew my fuckin mind bc i was walkin from the parking lot to class n he was just standing there#waiting for me ???????? it blew my fuckin mind bc at that point id given up on him right. i was like ok no way this guys into me but JDJDJDJ#i was super early for the test n he said he had to go put something away in his car n he happened to see me n we talked all the way to#the exam and all b4 JDJDJSSJNSNS#our relationship is so weird. like just so weird#i feel like we gravitate toward each other its..... idek JDNNDDNNDNZ#this has never happened to me b4. like usually i talk to the guy n its like o .... actually ur not what i imagined djdjsjsjs#but this guy#... so annoying bc he gets better every time n we've known each other for over a year now#idk i just.... ive talked about it b4 but our similarities are insane. and like the way we kept bumping into each other ????#idk its so weird JDJDZJJZJZJS#i think its mutual i really do. i think its just gonna take awhile to make a move. idk if its gonna be me or him but...#yeah im not really worried anymore#personal
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Guess whos potentially working a triple tomorrow?????????
Im going to transform into my final form if this shit keeps up i swear to god.
#summerly talks#im just. gonna have to tell my boss that. effective immediately. i cant work the weekend anymore#sad because its good money#but this is becoming a fucking pattern and if it does i may actually dive into a fission reactor while singing meltdown ;_;#like. i was okay with the double? my coworker called in because her baby was sick#and she promised me if i couldnt get anyone to cover for my am shift tomorrow she would take it#then at like 9pm i get a text saying. she cant. her baby wont let her leave#and i feel selfish because. she has a baby. but i have cats and luckily i was able to drop by today to pick up my sleepover kit#and also make sure minty had food. (fieldie has an auto feeder so hes okay)#and i just. want to go home#the reality is i cant. i cant go. not unless one of the people i texted gets back to me saying theyll come in#and no one has yet. its 11pm. no one will at this point.#im tired im tired im tired#i dont want to end up like i did at my ladt job. giving away entirely too much of me and destroying myself#ive already lost most if not all of my passion for this job#and when i was younger i dreamt of working with disabled people. i burnt too quick and now im a shell of what i was#but this is the only thing im trained for that would allow me to like. keep my home#maybe if or when i move to brisbane i can look into a different job. do an it course idk. something where there's less people skills needed#i better try to get some sleep orz tonights gonna be a bitch of a thing
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Idk. Felt cute, might delete later:
—Oi, wolfboy. Sit.
Suiryu watches him with the patience of a river carving itself into rock. The effect on Garou is the same; wearing him down as he wears away.
Garou narrows his eyes. —Why?
Suiryu sighs, shaking his head. —Why, why…You love that word, don’t you?
But Suiryu is already shifting his body, making more space, trusting that Garou will follow as surely as smoke follows beauty, or night follows day.
Above them, the sky flares with the first flames of a firebird sunset. Lurid hues of orange, and red consuming pallid shades of yellow and blue.
Garou is shivering. From the cold, from the scene, and from something else. He digs his fingernails into the bare flesh of his crossed arms. He shouldn’t feel like this.
—Sit with me, Suiryu says. Please.
But Garou’s body is already moving for him, toward him, moving on its own. There’s no question of heart; it doesn’t occur to him. But the answer comes easily enough.
Suiryu watches with a sly smile and eyes you could drown in—how chilling, how dark, how deep.
Garou stares back with eyes like flame; with a gaze as readily kindled as extinguished.
#one punch man#opm#opm fanfic#garou#garou x suiryu#idk probably won’t delete? Unless I come up with a wildly better draft and even then#my drafts are like my children I love all of them equally#it’s just that some of us are no longer on speaking terms#if you couldn’t tell it isn’t going to end well#I think I am getting tripped up writing this bc at that age / in this scenario I am definitely Suiryu#as in ‘indulging people’s desires without understanding that they have different feelings about sex than I do”’#‘so uh we did some stuff last night… technically what does that make us?🥹’ ’idk dude very close friends?’#I bring a ‘consenting adults are free to explore whatever mutually beneficial arrangements best suit them’ to the conversation#that many heterosexual men do not like to hear from a 21 y/old girl#(and still don’t really like to hear from a 30-something woman tbh)#anyway sir please kindly get dressed and leave my dorm room I would like to go back to drinking $5 Trader Joe’s wine & reading atlas shrug#*shrugged#plot twist ! the entire time I was asexual which in retrospect explains a lot
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I've been added to a discord server and I fear they dislike me.
They talked about weed and I essentially bragged that I took a personal stance against it. Nobody has talked since.
I'm truly the life of the party 🤷🏻♀️
#i need to make friends#all my current friends are really likable and when we go to college im going to be the clingy one who hasn't met anyone new#we're so close i literally haven't had to make a new friend since second grade. all new friends are just like- befreinded by someone else#and added to our group#i have such a bad superiority complex though... like with not doing drugs. when its brought up i get weird and start bragging that i dont#and it makes people not like me. i think its like a fear. like i dont want anyone to do them and get hurt so i try to make it sound bad to#idk#i think something is wrong with me though. i cant talk to my school friends because they dont use discord and my sms app doesn't work#and my two online friends ignore me. idk what i did to one of them and the other is getting sickly and is too weak to talk most of the time#i love being around people but i keep to myself#im doomed to be the therapist friend. nobody comes to me (except patches) unless they want to vent#and im so fucking hurt by it. everyone i care about has told me that nobody cares about them and theyd be better off dead#i always had to talk them off the ledge#its not easy to ignore it too because what if someone dies? thats even more traumatic and it would be my fault#it made me feel usless though. I really was alone in the world#but yk thats why i loved talking to skele'uhn. they still actually talked to me when they didnt need to vent.... but#when i started to vent to them they ditched me. i was still just a therapist to them. fuck me i guess
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there's a commercial on the local radio station for like at&t or something but it's in collaboration with the wicked movie, so it's a dad basically being like "my whole family is obsessed with wicked, our wifi can barely handle it!" idk it's just. i'm not entirely sure what it is i feel but i just remember how i was obsessed with so many musicals (including wicked) when i was in middle school and it was considered REALLY uncool. like i was a little weirdo for it, and i was always singing and always people were like "ugh shut up already." one time i tried to show my friend "for good" when i graduated eighth grade and her boyfriend (my former friend turned fucking bully asshole) told me "no, don't corrupt her with that!" by showing it to her. which is its own thing but. i don't know it feels weird to hear on the radio someone proudly say their family is obsessed with a musical, even if it is a fake family. it's like ha. in my time i got fucking bullied for that. there is also something strange i feel regarding that specifically as it is an advertisement, which means 1) the point is to advertise the movie (and the wifi) and 2) it's socially acceptable to some level to be obsessed with something that is being hyped up like some big cultural moment.
#i have my doubts about that tbh. i'm gonna be honest im not excited for the movie#i did what i always do when movie musicals and remakes (and any disney movies until they prove themselves otherwise) are announced:#completely dismiss it as something fake or fan made until real advertisements start coming out and i have to accept that it's real#and then i usually ignore it#they announced wicked and my initial reaction was nooo.......#esp w ariana grande ik she sings good i just don't trust her and ive never liked her#then the trailer came out and i had some hope but i'm still extremely on the fence#so yeah im not gonna watch it unless someone invites me or it comes out and actually is good#i don't have that much hope for thag tbh#i don't think it'll be bad but i feel like it really is just gonna be another movie musical (disappointed)#anyways. very very funny and strange to hear this commercial truly#i was bullied for this shit like seven or eight years ago and now it's an advertisement?#it's just an ad it's really not that important. but something about it just feels. strange.#like if someone took something important to you and turned it into a stuffed doll to sell. it feels weird.#like i get obsessed with things. and i still don't tell a lot of people about my real interests or the extent of them#bc im scared it'll be weird#or that they'll give me that look i know way too well#and i haven't gotten it in a while and ive gotten better at opening up#but this commercial just feels. idk maybe im even a little bit and maybe unreasonably angry#like some sort of sick 'why do you get what i didn't get?'#and all for commercialism#hmmmm. hm.#bluebird.txt
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ppl who think you doing something means you think everyone else should automatically do it by default and be forced to are 1. unhinged for assuming that but 2. bc it reveals a lot about how they think things should work. like forcing people to believe something isnt bad if its something you want but if its something I believe in it is... got it.
#me being vegan isnt an intentional indirect attack towards you. at all. idgaf what you do. i have never once given a fuck about controlling#someone- ig unless they're manhandling me or some shit. then yeah i want to have the power and control to get them off sure#but otherwise I dont care. like at all. if you're not trying to directly hurt me idgaf what you do.#do I think in the grand scheme of things it would be *better* if most people adopted veganism? yeah. but I dont have any intention#or plan to implement that other than continuing to try to educate people on why its better- but im not gonna force someone and I#hardly even actually bring it up around ppl to begin with. just like if it comes up I might say something.#but im not like putting a knife to your throat forcing you to do shit bc like i said. idgaf what you do.#i think if you assume someone saying something would be ideal means they also want to Force people to do that thing that says#a lot about you :| i also daydream about other stuff thats unlikely to happen idk if you knew that#and amazingly i dont try to artificially make that stuff happen either
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