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Ah my first ever >300 notes post 🥹. And on a post I gave a shit about making.
#yeah i muted the post before it got to 100 but shhhhhh lemme have my win#this message was brought to you by autixel#it's the sung hyunjae ^^ comp post. if you care. at all.#I WANT TO MAKE FANART SO BADDDDDD BUT I HAVE LITTLE IDEAS. I HAD ONE AND I'M DEBATING USING IT FOR SOMETHING ELSE#I NEED TO USE A REACTION IMAGE BUT I CAN'T POST ONE IN THE TAGS#ugh i feel like rotting in a corner.#unfortunately i must live#unfortunately I must live.
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The fact that neurotypical and able-bodied people can’t comprehend that disabled people usually don’t like consistently being told “BEING DISABLED IS BAD!!! THE WAY YOU ARE IS FUNDAMENTALLY WRONG!!! YOU NEED TO BE CURED!!!” even in a ‘nice’ or ‘woke’ way shows how little they actually value our agency or even our worth as humans.
No, Stacy, I don’t want people fiddling with eugenics because they’re uncomfortable with me existing, I want you to. You know. Treat me like a person. Have help be there when I need it without treating me like I’m an invalid. Why is that apparently so much more difficult for you than telling me my existence is wrong and spending millions fiddling in a lab for unwanted “cures?” Whatever happened to listening to others and accepting them for who they are? Or do you only see disabled people as the poor, helpless invalids you can “help” cross the street without asking so you can get another Scouts badge?
#I don’t trust disabled ‘allies’ at this point#Other disabled people can do this too btw.#I’ve seen it a lot from deaf people who get the implant and proceed to treat the deaf community so shockingly#Like ‘I’m not deaf anymore! I’m better than you guys! And you’ll be better than the others if you get the implant too!’ fuck off dude#You’ve made your decision let other people live with theirs#There’s a line between acknowledging disability comes with struggles#And acting like disability is a tragedy that must be fixed#And most people cross that line unfortunately#ableism#sanism#eugenics#disabled#disability#disability rights#chronic pain#chronic illness#chronically ill#neurodivergence#neurodiverse#neurodiversity#neurodivergent
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bad day by alvin and the chipmunks
#hi tumblr sry i consistently vanish for a month after posting art. it WILL happen again#i currently work 60hrs a week again bc im a capitalist who craves security so mu energy and time is an atl YIPPEE#i have some shit wip’d just yknow. blinks cutely. not done <3 alas the woes#also unrelated but iirc i had a notif of havign a q in my inbox and when i went to check like. all my inboxes were empty? incl all sideblog#so if that was ur q and it was very important i am super sorry i missed it!!! :( it was not ignored it was swept away#anyways yea alvin and the chipmunks amiright?#twst#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#suntails#i wish i had time to draw ship art but between multiple twt shit and life i must unfortunately live without it </3
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naruto crack au where kakashi manages to successfully drill the "never abandon your comrades" thing into team seven's heads
so when sasuke deserts naruto and sakura immediately desert with him. like he gets to the village gates and they're just waiting for him bags packed like "what took u so long we doing this or what"
he tries to get them to go back bc of course he does. "no you losers this is about me i'm going to kill my brother. also i'll have to kill my best friend for the super sharingan and you two are like the only people i talk to". but they do not listen. teamwork sasuke we will defeat your brother (OUR brother #communism) with the power of teamwork. just like kakashi-sensei said
suddenly orochimaru has to deal with three horrible little goblins with an even more codependent relationship than his old team
#naruto#team seven#orochimaru's favorite is sakura bc she's smart and respectful and gives kabuto headaches#kabuto's favorite is naruto bc he thinks he's funny#nobody's favorite is sasuke. he's fine with that tho#also sakura can still summon slugs she made a bet with tsunade ahead of time for the right to make the contract#kakashi keeps trying to get his team back but keeps approaching them one on one#which always ends in whoever he's talking to going ''i can't abandon my teammates sensei wtf''#obito is watching all of this from the bushes and laughing his ass off#the sound five live bc. nobody bothered to tell tsunade team seven had left until it was way too late#orochimaru keeps her updated tho#every time kakashi tries to sneak in and steal his kids back oro sends him back with pictures of how they're doing#''little sakura-chan is making excellent progress with chakra scalpels! you must be so proud! oh wait''#she hopes he dies#oro tells naruto who his parents are to spite jiraiya#unfortunately he does this when they're all still annoying little thirteen-year-old shitheads#so sakura and sasuke are both furious and don't talk to either of them for a day#they don't even know what they're mad about they're just Mad#meanwhile sakura's parents are happy to hear she's doing well and hope she writes soon#they don't. they don't really get the treason thing#team hebi/taka still forms ofc#it's an absolute disaster#sakura's a little sad when they finally ditch orochimaru bc she'd actually really enjoyed learning from him#like yeah he was an absolutely horrible human being but. she learned a lot!#he comes back later ofc#there's sorta an awkward moment when naruto finds out gaara got abducted and demands to go after him#sasuke: ok have fun#sakura: we're going too#sasuke: fuck#orochimaru: tell sasori i said hiiiii~ <3
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I gave myself a writing challenge and I am fascinated by it
So basically I put the robins in a randomizer to give them a new order/role (because I just...kinda wanted to see what would happen + I like role-reversal AUs) and got results that are giving me a fucking brain blast.
Stephanie, the first sidekick who defines the role
Tim, the sidekick who dies and comes back wrong
Dick, the sidekick who saves Batman from himself
Damian, the sidekick who was never supposed to be a sidekick but would go on to prove everyone wrong
Jason, the youngest sidekick who is still the Kid Wonder
...So this is fucking wild. I've got some ideas and several of these fit perfectly (Dick's role is pretty similar to his one in canon), but some of these are fucking INCREDIBLE to explore (Steph being the first Robin is something I never even considered but tbh I kinda love it).
I probably won't write a fic or anything because tbh I don't like publishing my writing that much, but I might expand this into a full AU and post about it. I might randomize other stuff too (ie, stuff that I cannot change vs stuff that I cannot keep the same) but this fucking rules as a starting point.
#uhhh what am I calling this??#randomizedrobinsau#stephanie brown#oh my god I am so excited to figure out how tf to write this.#because she's my favorite of these characters and having HER be the first sidekick + the one who has a mentor/older sister relationship#with the others?? kickass. though I'll probably keep her and Tim's relationship as 'dating-then-exes' because I think it's funny#and then SHE can be the Robin who Tim got fixated on + figured out her identity?? holy fuck and then the angst of Tim later dying#Tim Drake#tbh I kinda wish he'd gotten a different position because 'sidekick who dies' Tim has kinda been done a lot with the standard#reverse robin aus. But it'll still be fun to write. Definitely going the Joker Junior route with this because Batman Beyond kicks ass#Dick Grayson#He'll honestly probably be the easiest. Like...his role has not changed much outside of being younger/not the one who defines this#But I still think it'll be good to see how well I know Dick beyond his eldest brother thing (which is my best way of relating to him)#Damian al ghul#damian wayne#oh this is gonna kick ass#Bruce does not want his son to be a sidekick but Damian just kinda forces his way into that role#and everybody doubts him because of his history with the league but he later proves himself more than capable#to the point that he can set out mostly on his own and still thrive#Jason Todd#Jason being the baby of the family is also something I have never thought about but holy shit it could kick ass#I really hope that I don't roll 'Jason must die' or 'Robin 5 must die' on the randomizer. I just kinda want Jason to live this time#But unfortunately I double-screwed him because he's on the 'must happen' wheel twice now. I did not think these prompts through#TBH I am so happy that none of them rolled their OG roles. because that would have been so fucking boring
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local girl is writing about the twinyards again for a prompt that is not even about them. what a shock
#aftg#aaron minyard#andrew minyard#this is canon-divergent by requirement of the prompt. unfortunately the divergence does not apply to the twins#did not work on this prompt before now as i was attacked with migraine however i must finish it today so! live laugh love
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okay so. does the player character just like. cause kieran's villain origin story
#pokemon sv spoilers#teal mask spoilers#pokemon scarvio spoilers#like dude was straight up going a lil crazy there at the end. hewwo#love that for him tho. go off king#kieran#pokemon#honestly i felt bad at the end like noo he truly did deserve ogerpon as his partner ;_;#i love ogerpon but... unfortunately theyre going in my boxes like 99% of my other pokemon ;;;#its kinda fucked up tho that we can catch ogerpon and then just immediately catch the ''loyal'' three and toss them all in a pc box together#like . yo they murdered her friend. anyways to a shared box with you#LIKE. just feels wrong to have them on the same team. but alas i must continue my living dex
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– But you did it for me. – I did it for us. No more secrets. No more lies.
Annabel Scholey and Jack Farthing in The Serial Killer's Wife (2024), dir. Laura Way
#annabel scholey#jack farthing#the serial killer's wife#ship inspo#(reposting because this sanitized pg13 post got flagged??? tumblr wake up)#this was such a soap opera lol something out of a fever dream of a bad writer#so i'm gonna delete it from my memory card except for this very moment#my hotties together yay#they type cast annabel as a glorious woman who’s unfortunately in love with her pathetic husband (but at what cost!)#jackie boy also deserved better because doing THIS after ‘rain dogs’??? a downfall#okay whatever#er0tic thrillers come back!!! even as a shadow even as a dream!!!!#shitty things i do for love#make me immortal with a kiss#your love a certain solid fragrance risen from the earth lives darkly in my body#i also wish to refer here to the question of intimacy coordinators' approaches#because as far as i know they MUST specialize in choreographing spicy scenes/nudity#so why the heck almost all of them are so badly made these days?? it looks so robotic apathetic and ... well simply FAKE?#guys do you job better pls
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i am so sorry to anyone who followed me for my writing and is getting stuck with 1d discussion rn. that was just my og fandom of my youth (amongst a few others) so it’s a big day for me to be annoying.
#one direction was the fandom that sent me down the fanfic rabbit hole#we must pay due respect to the fandom that is the reason i am here with you all today and slightly less insane#i was on twitter during the prime time. 2012-2015. I WAS THERE YALL#i lived it so unfortunately i cannot handle this news quietly </3
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have you ever thought about publishing your fics with changed names
Oh CONSTANTLY. Who hasn’t had the daydream of like, selling a book and turning into the next JK Rowling (except, you know. NOT like JKR. I’m talking money-wise)
The thing is, that simply does not work with the type of story I’m writing. Most fics I’ve seen turned into books were AUs, with a strong individual premise that was different from the original piece of media. You can take an existing ship, change the names and plonk them in a different setting, and the results will automatically be very distinct from the thing that inspired you, to the point it might as well already be original fiction.
My stuff tends to be very, very tied into the canon Magic Dimension. I'm very good at exploring and fleshing out existing premises, and carving out details from soft systems, be they magical or political. I am TERRIBLE at coming up with those systems myself.
Also! I never have to put in the effort of introducing the characters! You know the characters, you know their dynamic and backstories, I can jump straight into the action and my fic is better for it. If I wanted to file off the serial numbers, I'd have to not only change the setting — which Valtor and Bloom and ValtorAndBloom are very tied into — I'd have to introduce their motivations, their personalities, their histories and relationships to other characters. These fics take place in season 3, there's a lot of stuff that makes them juicy that are ONLY juicy because they’ve been established to you in canon, way earlier. If I had to set everything up myself, the actual story I wrote would lose either a lot of momentum or a lot of impact.
So yes, I do think about that. But I don’t think it’s ever going to happen.
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have to go vote today :^/
#unfortunately i live in a county that can actually make or break the election#so i must. vote blue no matter who etc etc sighs.#and also we've got abortion and recreational marijuana on the ballot this year. so.#hopefully we (florida. my county specifically) can get our fucking act together for The Amendments. at least. if nothing else.#izzy.txt
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hi i saw your ask to applesauce and i just wanted to say im so proud of you for pulling yourself out of the radicalization pipeline, that takes true strength and bravery
thank you :) it’s tough because those spaces are excellent at conditioning people who have no involvement with the conflict whatsoever into a very absolutist “you must be thinking and talking about this issue at all times, otherwise you are a Bad Person who supports Bad Things and deserves to Die” mindset but really any “peace activist” whose “solution” relies on the complete demonization and dehumanization of another group of people does not care about peace or activism at all and i’m much happier now that i’ve stopped giving antisemitic bullshit any sway over my life. obviously does not absolve me from the harm i caused by being a part of it but i’m glad that i no longer am
#like. it is insane how quickly supposed “progressives” (me included) were able to set aside the idea that like#two things can be true at once and human rights are unconditional and a marginalized group gets to define their own oppression#in favor of centuries of deep seated cultural antisemitism because if you don’t support the ruthless slaughter#of hundreds of civilians in their homes then you must support the killing and displacement of a different civilian group. apparently#and anyone saying “hey that first thing was bad actually” also supports this and is Lying and Looking For Pity#nuance just flew out the window and this shit is everywhere. it is much less distressing to live without that cognitive dissonance#and be able to condemn both things at once like a normal fucking person (but unfortunately not average)#i cant imagine how it feels to be a jew in diaspora right now i’m sorry the world’s gone fucking crazy and i’m sorry i did too#this got long but yes. thank you and i am trying my best to be a better person and safer for jews <3#pusheenthenerdcat#ask#leftist antisemitism
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my goat keizukogumisuko found another mttpoly shipper on twitter and like a little sheep following the shepard i immediately followed them. another one collected 😈😈😈😈
also they drew objectively correct mtt eepy time so i already know theyre goated
second photo so real i wish it existed too
#unfortunately theyre a multishipper so i have to deal with OTHER mtt ships on my timeline 😒😒😒😒#smh the sacrifices i make to see trio content#bro they JUST joined this month and my goat already scouted them out. what a legend#google translate photo feature always comes in clutch every time i open twitter#if nobody got me (AO3 NO MTT CONTENT) i know keizukogumisuko got me ‼️‼️‼️#i dont like having to see overly sweet and wholesome and nice horror while dust and killer are fairly tolerable#but whatever sacrifices must be made. occ horror it is#tricule rant#geeking out over mtt as i chew on my jollibee#worlds best coincidence is putting a jollibee near where i live thank GOD 🙏🙏🙏
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my life has just been such fucking whiplash recently, like literally the highest of highs and the lowest of lows, i'm so dysregulated, i feel like time isn't moving at all and it's moving way way too fast, i don't have time for creative pursuits but then when i do have time i just sit there feeling the weight of the bad things that i'm failing to process, i have big professional and personal things coming up that i don't feel emotionally equipped to handle, my support system is fractured because of mental and physical health crises, fights, and other things that should be fixable but just Aren't for some reason, writing feels like all i have but it feels like i can never catch up, i'm always trying to catch up and it's too much, and i don't know when it will end or be normal again
#i just#can't be everything that everyone wants me to be i just literally can't do it#i have three settings that are like incredibly on my shit and living life to the fullest and productive and creative#and then otherwise i'm just fucking catatonic and can't make myself shower#like there must be some other fucking medication that would work for me because this can’t be normal#it’s not normal to be this dysregulated and unable to function#but unfortunately everyone around me is in worse shape so i just don’t even see it until it’s Really bad
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anyways it’s funny that i say i prefer stories that work with themes on a bigger scale meanwhile my favorite piece of fiction in the entire world is nana by ai yazawa, which is so deeply embedded in its characters perspectives that it almost becomes apolitical. like i don’t know if ai yazawa fully realizes that nana k is a csa victim or that ren manipulates nana o with sex or that shin & reira’s relationship is unhealthy. she might or she might not.. it doesn’t matter what she thinks because she’s just fully uninterested in passing judgement on these things, instead focusing on portraying them and the characters’ experiences extremely authentically & leaving the viewer to interpret what it is and what it means. which counterintuitively makes them more compelling to me (the themes enjoyer…) only because she’s so fucking good at doing that. truly i have seen some very well-written characters but i have never seen anything like the characters in nana……..
#and i mean obviously nana is not truly apolitical or absent of thematic cohesion#because at its core it’s a story about the homoeroticism of intimate female friendship & how people trap themselves in unfulfilling#circumstances in the hopes that they can deal with/emulate/move on from what societal constraints bar them from having#you don’t even have to interpret either of them as gay to work w this lens because textually even a romantic relationship is a tool for nan#and hachi to get what they want from each other (the romanticized ideal of love where you can be together forever without doing the work)#essentially making them girls who WISH they were shoujo girls but aren’t. they are real girls so unfortunately they re not guaranteed their#fairytale unconditional love#AMONG OTHER THINGS.#but that is honestly just not as important to nana as it is that we just get to live in these characters’ worlds#in the truest portrayal of “life” i have literally ever seen..#anyways i love nana by ai yazawa that’s all.#nana#frogs.txt#cw csa mention#*maybe* taylor is up there with ai yazawa’s character writing but they are fundamentally different stories that must in turn approach#their characters in very different ways.. so it’s something of an exercise in futility to compare them. imo.#okay i will fucking shut up now. sorry.
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*Reads Galaxias (serialization) chapter 1*
"Hey we got dragon Hoshina here and he looks very sas"
*Dragon Hoshina got a 1st episode villain/future rival humiliated defeat treatment*
".....Well not exactly vice capt but glad you 'survived'"
#Fal reads Galaxias#Galaxias (manga)#It's girl protagonist of troubled origin lived in overprotective village meet a nameless advanturous boy#heard its kaiju genre which i see the potential of some kaiju-ish dragon here#The series title is unfortunate tho...like how do i search for this without creator's name#...there's centipede dragon dude#dragon is just a fantasy name for kaiju here#tell me you can turns bigger somewhere along the road...#tell me ya will grow bigger and fight in a middle of city...!!#no skyscraper destruction? no helicopter abuse? no jet scrapping....? well...it's fantasy world i get it#but...but hope can see buildings destroyed.....there's a kingdom there's rule so there must be civilization and such a thing...right?#protag duo are adorable that's plus#i'm a sucker for name-giving thing aaaaaaaaa#girl protag is cute....she got...short hair cut...big hat...and quite skilled with gun#also dragon hoshina#okay he's dragon not-so-hoshina#he either become a regular jerkass or rival...just glad he didn't died#it reminds me a lot of rave master with gender and role switch#minus a mascot...#why i'm talking in tag again
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