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OK. i have much to say so get ready...
first of all... the tails... i just think its fun. i mean its oz theres magic one of them is green so. why not tails too.
the first one is beach day 🤭 its been a long day galindas been fooling around w fiyero and the other boys and nessa allll day she needs a nap (and elphaba is all so accommodating and happy to serve as pillow. shes warm, theres a comforting weight on her tummy, galinda smells good, theres a slight breeze, she can hear her friends playing a few feet away, she has a book to read, its calm...) also dw abt galinda getting sunburnt... shes reapplied sunscreen like 10 times now (w the help of both elphaba and fiyero) and she doesnt burn so easily more like she tans... u should probably be worried abt boq. also abt elphabas leg hair.. i just dont think she shaves or anything. i could go more into details but weve already had a lengthy talk abt hairiness over here on the blur so. ill leave it at that.
the second drawing was my first elphaba with a tail drawing! i was thinking abt how having a tail would affect her like the green skin. at first i was thinking she was the only one with a tail or maybe only munchkins have tails and then i was like oh fuck it everybody have tails so i also drew galindas c: i think elphaba would usually wear a cover on her tail like she covers every part of her body and galinda would wear bows and stuff just dazzle it out
also in the galinda drawing shes writing a letter :
"Dearest, darlingest Momsie and Popsicle,
Elphie and I are doing splendidously. She amazifies me further every new tomorrow. I miss you both so ever very much."
lol
OK MOVING ON. i drew gelphie in cynthia and ariana suits cuz they were just soooooo good i hope u love it
the next drawing i drew inspired by the 2001 revamp of the lyrics and they say "who would love the wicked, who would ever kiss their eyes, who would lay a lily on their grave"
i also made it my playlist's cover! you can check it out here, tell me ur thoughts if u listen to it c:
I DREW WICKED X SEVERANCE i have SO MANY THOUGHTS abt it but i dont wanna write them down rn just know its not exactly 1:1... in order its my version of fiyero, boq, galinda, and elphaba
urm and then poison ivy 🤤 with braids that turn into plants..... i just thought the idea was inspired
next doodle is dulcibear and baby elphaba bc i do believe dulci wouldve given her affection as much as she coulld, when she wasnt busy
and a doodle i did for moot who gave me nitro. theyre looking at each other with autism in the eyes
okay im done i hope u have a nice day!
#wicked#gelphie#elphaba thropp#galinda upland#severance#wicked boq#fiyero tigelaar#dulcibear#poison ivy#tailphaba#tailinda
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HAPPY HOLIDAYS @ghostsparrow 💛💛💛
The TNAN server hosted a secret santa, and Sparrow said he love pirates AUs and space AUs. I immediately thought about treasure planet, so here it is <3 thank you @captainblou for organising it!!!
Wacky races - fairly odd parents - powerpuff girls - scooby doo - adventure time - Cowardly dog - JJBA
(Time-lapse and ramblings under the cut)
Extra long Time-lapse this time as a THREAT.
I remember NOTHING about Treasure Planet's plot, but the ✨️Aesthetics✨️ are seared in my brain forever. I mean-




HOW COOL IS THAT. I love this retrofuturistic(?) Style, the mix between robots and cyborgs and SPACE with uniforms and SHIPS. It's just soooooo good.
I didn't really followed 100% this Disney style, more the idea of it. I've been trying to find my footing and draw stuff without replicating each stylistic choice. Idk if I succeed or not but it was fun!
One thing about this is that even if it's not perceptible here, the perspective is a bit huh... different. I had to figure it out by trial and error, and this end up having 4 focal points.

(Sorry this prob doesn't make that much sense but it was the only way for me to show it lol)
DO YOU SEE THOSE NICE RED AND GREY LINES?? I learned how to use rulers on ibispaint and NOW I AM UNSTOPPABLE. I know how to draw perspective by hand, on paper, but on my phone it was impossible. The screen is too small, and the precision too crappy since I don't have a proper pen. But now with this thing I can assure the line is straight and that direction is right, and now I can do nice perspectives hell yes!
This drawing I did of muriel and Eric is were I was testing stuff out. The rulers, the perspective, the not copying any style thing.
I'm not super satisfied with the end result of this perspective here, bc I wanted to make something more warped, more dynamic/stretched but I really don't know how to do that yet so simple perspective it is lol
This drawing was also supposed to accompany a fic, but it took me too long to do this, so I didn't had the time to write it. Maybe one day...
Now with details that I liked:

STAR FRECKLES THAT FLOAT OVER CROWLEY'S FACE! Also he needs sunscreen. Have tou seen his thighs? LMAO

The rendering g on Aziraphale’s clothes! Especially the trousers. I think this might be my best clothes that I painted so far. I'm getting better at this :D I was inspired by Aziraphale’s bastille and Edinburgh looks, + Mr Fell magician cape (and also the uniforms from treasure planet). I hope it looks OK in the end, I had too much fun mixing all this together lol

Earth colonised by two opposing forces. I spent too long playing with this concept and how to draw it lol I hope it looks nice!
#fanart i guess#good omens#treasure planet#crowley x aziraphale#good omens fanart#YALL I AM LEARNING#cartoon!omens#fanart#the linked arts are getting too long#i have to fix that#TNAN secret santa 2024
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I am soooooo normal about tonight’s 9-1-1 episode. If you want to see how normal, there’s stuff to look at under the cut.
S08E11 - Holy Mother of God
- HE’S MOVING IN
- Hi Maddie you freaking cutie
- Oh Buck why are you sleeping in your big sisters house
- Hi Mama Nash and Brother Nash
- I just know this woman has some wack ass breath
- EVANGELICALS DOWN
- Heyyyy 118
- RAVIIIIIIII MY MOST FAVOURITE MAN
- Oh nooooo Bobby called him Eddie
- AND HE’S USED TO IT
- Oop
- What in the good goddamn fuck is a gennie
- So sorry Ravi
- HA LMAO I love you Bobby
- Buck on a ladder can only go well. It’s not like he’s cursed or anything
- Homophobia?
- Is this a bad time to say this actress looks and sounds like my partner’s mom
- Not Ann, the lady on the cross
- Like she isn’t but they could absolutely be related
- What is this actress’s last name bc if it’s the one I’m thinking of the possibility is Not zero
- “That work has already been done” lmao
- Buck is Jesus lmao
- Of course Eddie is missing this
- And the 118 go “Wait his mom is alive?!?!”
- Good night Jee!!
- Maddie. Shoes on the COUCH
- Place your bets now, how long will Maddie have a scar
- Btw thank you JLH for the hair upgrade
- Awwwwwww Buck :(
- He can’t make new friends, he only has one
- Hi Athena! Hi Bathena’s new house!
- I love youuuuuu whoever dresses Athena
- I love all the knitted stuff
- There is no reason for him to mend that fence if he doesn’t want to wtf
- Buck sweetie
- A WHOLE SHIFT LMAO
- Frolf. Frolf.
- Fucking FINALLY btw Ravi deserves friendship
- Charlieeeeeeee
- And Buck but I digress
- I’m sure she does
- Charlie we don’t care what that man thinks
- Bobert
- Ann
- YouTube Athenaaaaa I will always love her
- Athena being Southern Baptist does make sense but my knee-jerk reaction oof
- Damnnnnn Bobby
- Ravi I am so sorry x2
- Eddie joined an underground fight club
- Exactly Ravi
- Also Eddie became a dad at 19
- EEEWWWWWWWWWWWW
- Ravi why would you do this
- Eddie you petty ass bitch lmao
- Buck WTFFFFF dude
- Cut sleeves Buck I-
- Buck is a CUTIEEEEEEE
- Scream?!?!?!
- COMPETITION
- COMPETITION COMPETITION
- Uh huh
- HELLO?!?!?
- SO YOU DO HAVE FEELINGS FOR EDDIE?!?! WHAT
- Bye Tommy die in a hole :)
- LET! BUCK! SMASH THINGS!
- A life alert slay
- OH SHIT WHAT
- WHY WOMAN IN DIRT
- SIR
- Not hard enough to commit murder Buck. I know you’re salty rn but Not The Time
- RIPiss you piece of shit
- Well
- Wouldn’t be crazy
- Uh huh
- Well. I do definitely want you pining but not hopelessly
- Maddie I am sorry that your little brother is Like This
- Also I am Freaking Out I have gone back multiple times to get all this down
- BIG HOLE
- Tommy deserves mean :)
- It does suck I agree
- UNPACK WHAT BUCKLEY
- I SHOULD CALL HIM?!?!
- Oliver Stark is having the time of his life rn
- Maddie, again, he does not register his emotions unless they hit him over the head with a frying pan
- Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
- The brothers Nash
- Hello totally unfamiliar hospital room that I have definitely never seen before
- ADHD man moves in, so real so true
- All the workout gear teehee I lob you Buck
- Have fun Athena
- Poor poor woman
- Night terrors oop
- A fire? On the firefighter show? No wayyyyyy
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hey i was thinking abour Four not fearing death and like. His channel being deleted temporarily killed him in the Lawsuit arc. Do you think the fact that he’s died before has anything to do with how easily he accepts his fate in dire situations?
or do you think he Knows he’s not real. He breaks the 4th wall more than anyone else I feel like.
ooh, the Lawsuit arc! (← says the ace attorney fan)
You may have a point there, but I wouldn't say "killed". It's more of a domino effect of separate accounts, like what would happen in real life, and was put on pause. The SMG4 universe, which happened to exist in GMod, isn't directly correlated to the SMG4 channel. But they do affect one another.
TL;DR 4 didn't die, but he might've thought he did. (Aside from internal guilt and suppressed trauma also affected him.)
[more in-depth under cut bc I will ramble about it]
You kinda have to dip yourself into real-life copyright law for this one, but basically, when a copyright alert comes in, it comes with a set of conditions to make it right bc taking it to court is a serious thing. Especially with big corporations that don't want to deal with the hassle/publicity. Based on what I can tell in the Lawsuit arc, the channel wasn't allowed to make more content with Nintendo's IP. The conditions, at the very least, is for the channel to remove all the videos containing said IP. Sure, the channel could do that, maybe make other content, and the SMG4 Universe would be fine for personal use (not on YT).
That's how it works irl. But in their universe:
They depend on the channel for time to pass, to advance the narrative. Otherwise, they're stuck on pause/the same day.
In the Lawsuit Arc, when the channel gets deleted, every original character can't be "used" anymore but their models weren't outright deleted forever. Because if the channel can tell the narrative, then there's no need for their models to be used. So, not killed. More like they're asleep. (Besides, it would require Nintendo to file a separate order for GMod to delete their models anyway)
But I can see where the "killed" part might've come from: the "sleeping beauty" logic. If a person is in deep sleep or in a coma for so long, are they truly alive anymore? Or are they slowly dying? It pretty much applies here. 4 came back with his model and memories still intact, but when his character wasn't used, he couldn't tell if he was truly dead.
Ask yourselves if you could tell the difference between being unconscious, under a coma, and near death. It's not as simple, huh? That's why the fear of death/the unknown is developed, philosophy about the afterlife or the matrix exists.
So, 4 didn't die, but it was as close as he could possibly get.
I won't consider the 4th wall breaks since those moments are played off as part of a bit. The intention behind a moment could mean a lot, It's how character deaths and stakes in the plot are taken seriously. As if their lives depended on it.
For 4 to accept his fate, a lot of factors behind it do come into play. His guilt, suppressed trauma. And as far as I can tell, the Lawsuit arc could be another one. Plus, if he was dead, it kinda applies that all the other characters that weren't Nintendo IP also experienced death soooooo *shrug*
idk those are my initial thoughts on this, so it probably made no sense, but it's what I could offer to yall now.
thanks for the ask, anon!
#mixing the SMG4 universe and irl for this one folks#smg4#smg4 spoilers#ink answers#was I talking nonsense? eh probably#but I did like the lawsuit arc so I WILL talk about it
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Okay, hear me out: reader wearing Hobie's clothes. I think he would personally go bananas, and it literally does not matter how they fit you. His t-shirt clings to your curves? Lovely. Big and flowy like a dress on reader's smaller body? Perfect. It would honestly be adorable. Not only I think he would encourage it, but also wouldn't be able to keep his hands away whenever he sees you. The t-shirt and boxer's combo? He's be so eager to get you somewhere where he can show you properly how pretty you look.
Love from ☄️
comet anon! hi dolly i saw your comment and i forgot to respond bc i got the sillies :p so glad you liked it gorgeous! i was wondering if you’d stay anon after exposing yourself like that 😭 response under theeee cut
hobie is suuuuuch a lover boy you can’t tell me otherwise. he’s just a little cutie and he can’t help but want you all the time. like alllllll the time. like in public he’s all cool or wtv but he’s probably a stage five clinger but in his own way yk yk. not like physically touching you but he likes to crowd your space or be near you or just breathe your air. he would sit in the bathroom while you shower and idk play you his most recent favorite song
so yeah no doubt he’d absolutely love coming home from a long hard day of upsetting the politicians and wondering if he can realistically egg their houses and see you in his clothes. he’s the type to give you his clothes on purpose. “here. i think you’d like this.” and it’s one of his most loved shirts that he’s worn thin and had to patch together bc hobie does not believe in waste!!!
it’s like a little treat to him. he does not gaf what you take from him 😭 you can haaaaave it. take his whole closet so he can get all in your face and admire you, even when you try to push him away bc it’s too hot and his houseboat doesn’t have strong enough ac or you’re making breakfast or literally doing anything that doesn’t involved him. it gets even worse when it’s summer time bc he is soooooo attached to your hip behind the closed doors of your privacy. hands literally everywhere and they’re so bad and bc he got bit by that radioactive spider he’s always constantly freezing or constantly burning up. it all depends on the weather.
i think the only time it really turns sensual is when you complain that he’s too warm and to gtf off and his response is probably to take your his clothes off then. he’s cheeky like that but it’s not smooth at all but he’s probably laughing the entire time. he’s so UGH ilyhsm
#⋆ ·˚ ༘₊· ̗̀ 💌 ••• ⁀➷ 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 . . .#☄️#hobie brown#hobie x black!reader#x black fem reader#x black reader#astv hobie#x reader#hobie x reader#hobie x y/n#hobie smut
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Hello!! Going back to that post about being ok with people asking you about your fic... can I? 🙏 I'm gonna 🫣
So when I first found Imperfect, I hadn't watched Bleach in... dunno... 10-15 years?? Gawd don't wanna think about it. So, I'd forgotten a lot of stuff, and I hadn't finished the last 3-4 seasons. So I thought a lot of stuff you wrote about was canon, and when I rewatched it all for the upcoming 3rd part of tybw, I was like... so when are you guys gonna mention this??
But anyway, focusing on the actual question, how did you come up with all the little details about Mayuri? Like the way he talks to AJ in their own internal world, the microdosing of Super Human drug in daily life and they way it feels, the ability to smell pheromones... it makes the story, which is already awesome, much more realistic to me. It's almost like he wrote it himself, it's so, so enjoyable. Love it sm, you already know 😊
Anyway, no pressure to answer, just been thinking about it for a while and thought I'd chance it!
Aw that's so cool u mistook my stuff for canon, I feel like it's Highest Honor for ff to be believable enough to trick someone>:3c Tho I'm sure it was kinda frustrating too, sorry for that haha (and I've also been fooled so I very much understand the feeling)
Future Sen here: when I say I'm long-winded, this is what I'm talking about. This is like.. the textbook definition of Verbose. So under a cut it goes, have fun with soooooo many words:D
Hmm so the microdosing Superhuman Drug just popped into my head right before I wrote it in (chapter... 5? I think? Where he's sitting in the hotel after a flashback), I think I was having a bit of a conundrum on how he could sit there and have such a long and detailed flashback in such a short time? And before I could do the obvious fix of having more time pass, as literally nothing was at stake time-wise, I remembered the Superhuman Drug exists. And the more I thought about it, the more sense it made for him to use it, to the point where I choose believe it's canon unless proven otherwise XD Like you can't tell me someone whose whole thing is Thinking wouldn't jump at the opportunity to do more of it in less time. As for the way it feels, hmmm idk, I just thought real hard and made it up. All we know from canon is what he explained to Szayel, and what Szayel experienced, which is just. Brain thinks faster, making time feel as though it's passing slower. And od'ing on it is Real Bad💀
Hheeeehooo What Next>:3 (btw im having a blast rn, ty for giving me a free pass to be sooooo long winded about this very niche thing XD) Right, Jizo communication here we go>:33333 So him talking to Jizo was based on what I read in a wiki about the Zanpakuto... rebellion arc? I think it's called (could definitely be wrong)? Where everyone's zanpakuto spirit is running amok? I just remember reading he didn't speak. And though I have mixed feels about the design (hence he is Moth in my fic XD), him not speaking really made sense to me. He just seems like such a fucked up little guy🤔 Like.. okay so I've mentioned this briefly in a chapter preface but want to elaborate... so I strongly believe he consents to being modified, cuz even Mayuri would probably have a hard time wielding a zanpakuto that fucking hates him. Which means he's loyal (arguably to a fault) and trusts Mayuri to do very fucked up and painful things to him. Which, to be fair, Mayuri does equally painful and fucked up things to his own body.. and that makes me wonder if Jizo isnt merely consenting but is of the same mind about this fuckery? Like idk if I can even say this in a way that makes sense🤦♂️ but I like to think they share this no-holds-barred, nothing-is-sacred delight for experimenting on themselves. Like Jizo is also a mad scientist in all but name>:3 (I decided on this version bc it Fucks Severly imho, but also bc it's FAR less depressing than the overly-trusting, Stockholm syndrome one, like i cannot deal with writing something that sad tbfh) Anyway, regardless of which version, he is an intensely weird Creachure. And I just can't fathom him saying fucking.. anything... that would even remotely make sense to anyone but Mayuri??? And the telepathy thing just fits Mayuri's whole.. fast thinking, Big Brain vibe. If a zanpakuto were to impart information to him through words, I can see him tapping his foot like GET TO THE POINT>:(
Lastly, the pheromone thing.. haha well this one's pretty short (future Sen here, i am a liar! It is not short😬) - I borrowed it from another ff. It's that one I mentioned at the end of.. who knows which chapter... Quantum Mechanics by Illegitimi (no link, sorry, might put one after i post)... which was Mayuri/Isane, and which I loved So Much back in the day, despite hetero romance being kind of a fuckin.. icky vibe for me in regards to Mayuri. No problem with it fyi, just usually wouldn't choose to read about it. Ugh I'm talking too much about it already but I have changed a LOT since.. 2016? Give or take? And I don't think I could stand it nowadays for a whole bunch of reasons. But. BUT. It was very well written and had some very cool hcs for him that I've clung onto. The pheromone one just fits him - if he could sharpen his ability to sense something, ofc he'd do it - plus it's very fun for romance and smut reasons, which is undoubtedly why the author thought of it. They also had that scar across his nose, though iirc it was kinda squiggly and not the upside down V that I made up. In my defense though, there's a lot I didn't borrow from that fic, too. Some highlights: Mayuri practiced feng-shui (like he'd spend his precious Sciencing time to do smth like that smh) he had these absolutely luxurious captains quarters, complete with a whole fancy bathhouse, like there was a waterfall and shit nsvdhshdv (I'll admit this was quite fun in the ff but i obviously interpret his quarters a lot differently)... and, last one I mention I promise😬 his paint rubbed off easily, big reason why I changed it tbfh cuz it immediately didn't make sense to me, like his hands especially? Is that different paint than the rubbing off paint? Or does he leave paint on every surface he touches, and discreetly wipe it up and reapply before anyone notices???? Expmain yourself, ff writer😤 jk jk it was really good for what it was, and I still very much appreciate it for helping me form my version<3
Omfg I really... shit what time is it😭 (over an hour, I've been sitting here for over an HOUR jesus fucking.. goddamn) Okay well I don't get to blab v often about this stuff, and it turns out I have a LOT of words in me today! So it was a perfect storm😩 Well I hope this was enlightening, thanks sm for the ask, it was a very fun hour lol. And sorry for the uhhh. the amount of words:p
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Ok I’m home and have calmed down SO wbk 173 spoilers under the cut!!
I knew we'd been in for a ride this chapter but man. MAN. I DIDN'T EXPECT THIS.
Agony. Pain and suffering and sadness. Ooooo Sakura my beloved I don't even want to know what memories you're reliving in that moment.
Absolutely iconic. Get!! His!! Ass!! That's the SECOND time Kiryu called his father an embarrassment this chapter. King behavior.

The lighting? the LIGHTING? NII SENSEI WHEN I CATCH YOU!! In all seriousness this is suuuuuch a brilliant way to show how Sakura's feeling internally because of course he's not gonna actually cry in front of his friends. Not to mention all that rage and sadness has been buried soooooo deep within him for so long. We've seen Sakura pissed before but this is different. It's personal in such a heart-wrenching way. If that emotional bottle ever explodes......

Ok yes I giggled at Tsuge and Nirei clinging to/holding Sakura back. VERY Interesting to note that Sakura isn't in a fighting stance here. He's very passive. Just observing. Also something I noticed today; Suo rarely touches anyone. Even here, he's also observing, though with a more mischievous air that's in line with his character. Nonetheless, there's something going on with him but that's a discussion for another day/post

SPEAKING OF SAKURA AND BODY POSITIONING. Whenever they're in a group, and he's dealing with Emotions, he's always trailing behind them, alone. (Shout to tiny low quality Nirei. What a cutie)

Why is Sakura such a cute little angry kitten he's literally that one post: Going to the stupid store to buy some stupid plush because of my friends' stupid idea to cheer up our other friend. I love Sakura so much your honor. He's observant as hell for the people he loves!! Also what are the odds Sakura keeps the plush at his place so Kiryu has something special when he barges in comes over (sob)

LASTLY bc I want to end on a (somewhat) happy note. Sakura is so exhausted from all the socializing + emotional rollercoasters he's just like me fr. Craving a sweet little treat too like what a mood

I'm sure I'll have more to say later LMAO thank you for reading <3
#char speaks#wbk spoilers#LONG POST.#ANYWAY there's soooooooooo much to say#the character development. the dynamics. the inferences.#i have not thought about anything else (well. one thing) besides this chapter all day#wbk 173
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slides into your inbox do you have any headcanons about the room games? anything you imagine happening outside of what is shown in the games or thoughts in general (im sorry if you have a post abt this but id like to hear you ramble abt these games :D)
HEWWO FRIEND this is such a good question whlskdjf!! ty for asking!!
I actually have Not made a post about my thoughts on The Room because half of my thoughts are just. musings about The Protagonist and the story I've created about them in my head, but I don't really consider those actual thoughts on the game since it's far more of an OC at this point 😅 I have drawn them though, and I did actually make a cosplay, even though I haven't posted that one lmao but here they are:
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In terms of Actual Headcanons, let's see! (under the cut bc this got long)
Starting plausible/simple, I initially thought about A.S. as a former scientific partner, perhaps from the field of astronomy? His star projector sits heavy in my memory always. In other possibilities, I thought A.S. could be family. Perhaps a father, trying to get his child to follow in his research (they do mention having a bit of a tense history, but The Protagonist still came to his calls and he still dies to save them ;~;) or perhaps a brother. I think it's really poignant either way. Auuuugh I love A.S.
Also, less of a headcanon, but more of a note, I looooove how the victims of the Craftsman still seem to have some agency, even within the mockeries he forces them into. The scene where Maggy writes "HE DECIEVES YOU" on her window even though she's just an animatronic is soooooo dope. This ALSO makes me wonder if A.S. was ever actually captured by the Craftsman because I think I remember something about that before his death in TR2, so.... I wonder if some part of his soul was conscious and active in TR3 trying to help you. Maybe that's where the hints come from. Waaa idk I miss him.
Onto an Actual headcanon of mine that I Know is a long shot: so ok, Abigail Lockwood's survival of Old Sins is one of my faaaaavorite things in game, and I wish we got to see more of her. From this, I always thought it could be fun if she becomes the protagonist of the VR game to keep investigating what took her husband/almost took her.
It is a little ehh to think about Abigail going on to become to a cop lol, and also not very realistic to imagine a woman getting that job in the time period, but I was disappointed to be playing as a cop anyways, so one with lore I liked was a step up. I Also saw the theory on the wiki that Abigail is the Witch, however, The Witch is also one of The Craftman's victims, so it's unfortunate to think that she escaped The Circle and The Null only to be caught by him. It does slay to think that she was smart enough to deceive him and find someone who could save her from that imprisonment though.
I really like her either being the one to save others that The Craftsman entraps, or one who dug herself further in and was Almost caught by him, only to be saved by another woman(The Witch). I do like that consistently, the people who resist The Null and/or The Craftsman the most are the ladies (Maggy, Abigail, The Witch). Even if they don't all make it out, that's always been cool to me.
All that aside, genuinely I feel like there's a lot about these games that I don't understand lol (like girl.... what is the royal institute and how well known even is the Null, what even Is It??) but I kind of enjoy that mystery and getting to learn about it a little more every time I replay.
Like, in terms of what the Null Actually Is - you've been the one to make me ask the questions - is it sentient? What does it.... actually have to do with all those ominous tentacles? Are those manifestations of it or are they separate entities in partnership? Why is it from Mars ? Also. The Circle are worshippers of the Null? How did they find out about it without being eaten by it?? Many questions in the field that I think you have put more thought into than me. So please, by all means consider this a reverse ask if you want 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 I am looking soooooooo normalstyle
#the room game#the room: old sins#fireproof games#the room fireproof games#fireproof games the room#a.s.#abigail lockwood#collector hydrus#the craftsman#mossy speaks#answered#man. i have not actually rambled abt this game before sorry if this is wild#there's So Much in these games and so much i don't fully get and piecing it all together is as fun as it is complicated#but!!! ty for the ask and genuinely pleeeeeease feel free to respond with ur own thoughts bc i am Looking So Respectfully#yippee and good night
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Just a couple of thoughts but...
(blue is just me rambling)
What if Kuras gave Vere the knowledge and power to become a god and then tried to use Vere to overpower the god he served, aka OG god bc its easier to write. Vere would go with it because he's a greedy power hungry lil man, (his fatal flaw) maybe even at the expense of his own village.
(This got long so more theories abt everyone under the cut)
Then what if OG god guided the Senobium, who they now in the present game serve, on how to control Vere. They succeeded and Vere was abandoned by Kuras who was taken to be punished for his sins.
What if Mhin was a researcher who recorded different myths, including Kuras's and Veres. Their expedition decided to explore the newly developed Shroud. Mhin returned the sole survivor with a curse that would turn them into a monster from the world they tried so hard to escape. When they returned it was to a future world where their home was destroyed and monsters were accepted.
And what if Leander as a young man found Mhins research in the Senobium or his parents library. Which guided him to Kuras. He got close to Kuras to try to learn the information he gave Vere. When he left hightown he took some of the pages with him (why some of Veres information is missing in the lore). Wow guess who he slept with... Mhin the author of those research papers (in this theory at least) WHAT A COINCIDENCE!!! Leander definitely uses emotional connections to use people (including Mc in the beginning at least) so why would he not try Mhin?
From the lore sheets we know know the 'infamous ruler of the Shroud' is coming to or is already in the human realm and its probably Ocudeus. We never know it might not be (soooooo fingers crossed that its not and we get a hot overlord antagonist 👀 RSS do you hear my prayer) but it probably is so here's the theory for that. If Ocudeus comes to the human realm the only big fish for him to fight that we know of is OG god. Which definitely would end in "carnage".
I dont know man... what if?
#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarved theory#what if im actually going insane#but it is kinda clicking in my head#so if this makes sense idk plz confirmed that it is at least on a track#its late so im gonna let this one marinate
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Soooooo What's Peni's favorite.........soup? 👀
Okay but seriously for Peni:
Hobbies? "idle animation" what does she do when she's standing/sitting still? twiddling fingers, The Leg Bounce™️?? Colors she wears/favorite colors? and ofc bc this is tmnt: Signature weapon? 👀 And finally: Best way to bond with her brothers? What did she find in common (or disagreement to the point of hilarity) that brought her closer to each of the bois?
This post got way too long so it’s under the cut!
Heheh
1. She loves hiking, digital art, graffiti, and making music! She has a tablet in her drawstring bag that she often draws/animates on and it has one of those beat making apps that she uses ALL the time. Ah, and she loves Origami (she learned from the foot clan)! She tends to make little Paper cranes and write little messages in them. Said cranes will be EVERYWHERE. On Donnie’s tech telling him to hydrate or something, on the leftover pizza box claiming the last piece, in Leo’s room notifying him that she stole his left overs, etc. (and sometimes theyre just for fun and don’t have messages written in them)
2. (Love this question SO MUCH) when she is standing for awhile she’ll start raising herself up on her tippy toes then back down (kind of like a little bounce that doesn’t leave the ground) and when she’s sitting she often finds herself practicing wrist/hand exercises (half the time she won’t even realize she’s doing it). Oh and when she’s sitting and listening to music she’ll tap her fingers as if she were making the beat in one of her apps (imagine clicking arrow keys on a computer to the beat of a song that’s basically what she does [heheh I used to this all the time])
3. Hmmm I’m not sure yet? Probably a mix of darks and pastels. Also not sure on the favorite color yet! I’ll make a r colored ref hopefully son tho :D
4. At the moment I’m kind of think she wouldn’t have one… like mainly she uses hand to hand combat if she’s in a fight? Idk (oh or maybe she specializes in origami ninja stars!)
5. (Really love this question too bc I honestly haven’t thought abt it too much!)
Mikey:
ART. They both have a passion for art, and while Mikey is more of a traditional artist, the both of them end up drawing together all the time. I imagine since both of them are the shorties of the family they climb up on each others shoulders to graffiti places in the sewer they can’t reach ^-^ (also they’re both the youngest siblings, they want independence, and they don’t like being babied <- all of these things come about for Peni after realizes she’s their sister and they start treating her like the youngest)
Leo:
They bonded over cooking …and by that, I mean Leo’s lack of skills and Peni’s bizarre recipes! Peni’s favorite food EVER is gummy worms, so naturally, once she heard of a Panini she switched out the meats with tons of gummy worms and cooked it. Leo walked in on this moment of genius and was HORRIFIED. He ragged on her about what a disgrace of food that was and she would fire back talking about how Leo can’t even make a SANDWICH without something burning. It sort of became a running joke with the two of them that resulted in Leo nicknaming her “Nini” (oh and in case your wondering, Peni LOVED the gummy worm panini, and Leo tried it and was surprised it wasn’t that bad, but he would NEVER admit that)
Donnie:
They bonded over tech and music! Peni didn’t know a whole lot about it but she was the second most tech involved person in the family so it worked out great any way. It’s a similar dynamic of smarts and crafts except Peni has more technical knowledge than Mikey. Peni will occasionally hang around the lab and check in on what Donnie’s working on, give some ideas, have an awesome idea for a new project, etc. and she also is Donnie’s go to person when he needs blue prints drawn! Oh! New idea! Perhaps Donnie builds her a piece of Holo-tech (like his little holographic screens) that serves as a literal 3D art program! Of course, she also uses it to make even BETTER blueprints for Donnie. And her and Donnie both really like electronic music, and Donnie likes listening to the beats that Peni makes :D
Bonus idea! I think it would take a while for Peni to even have a chance to connect with Donnie. After the invasion, Donnie would spend a lot of time in the med bay, but he mainly stayed in his lab after that. And after everything that happened, Donnie was just not open to talking to this complete stranger that broke into his home :/
Raph:
I think during the invasion Raph would be the one Peni talks to the most (since Raph was the least injured), so they sort of just naturally became close. Peni has someeee medical knowledge but not enough to help with the more serious injuries of the others; she would let Casey jr. take care of those major injuries while she took care of the more minor things. Raph was extremely worried about his brothers and was completely lost in the medical field so Peni would also help explain how they were being treated and what was wrong (I imagine Casey would be pretty blunt abt it which would not help Raph haha). Oh! PLUSHIES. As we all know Raph LOVES plushies (I’ve seen some stuff that’s canon abt it but I definitely headcanon a corner of hid room is filled to the BRIM with them), but lil ol Peni, having lived on the streets her whole life, never owned any (tragic, I know). When Peni first saw Raph’s mounta8n if plushies she grabbed one shoved it in Raph’s face and demanded to know its name IMMEDIATELY. From that day on she loved plushies and started gathering them for her own room (though she never got nearly as many as Raph)!
Yikes sorry for the long ramble!! I loved these questions, thank you so much for sending them!!!!
If anyone has any more questions or thoughts feel free to send ‘em on over :D
#Rottmnt Peni#rottmnt oc#rise oc#tmnt oc#oringinal character#Rottmnt#Rottmnt sister#rottmnt raph#Rottmnt Donnie#Rottmnt Leo#Rottmnt Mikey#rise of the tmnt#answered asks#tmnt#riseofthetmnt
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hey guys I need to share my unhinged thoughts that yall might hate me for
chook & spider being blood cousins. In the most tragic way
explanation under the cut cause it’s long (promise it’s worth the read)
- so chook is like 2 years older than spider and to me cait has a brother who is chook’s dad and back before cait hated men chook probably got placed to be in charge of spider when they were kids
and they were close but also chook had already started to hang out with the wrong people so that kinda influenced how he interacted with spider
and spider is spider so. he didn’t give a fuck. he was that baby cousin that was soooooo happy to be hanging out with his older cousin and would listen to every word he said and blah blah all the little kid shit (+ spider being an only child so he clings harder)
and for whatever reason cait started to hate her brother, probably starting the men hating train she’s on, and also saw chook was going down the bad path so she went “spencer you’re banned from going over there and speaking to either of them idc if we’re related”
so chook & spider get distant and chook ends up picking cash up shortly afterward, he’s only a year older than spider so like- perfect, stand in cousin if you will- but spider still sneaks over to chook’s occasionally since his dad is never home & cait is lowkey neglectful so she doesn’t notice shit
and cait uses chook as an example for why spiders destined to be a bad person, his blood is chook and chook & his father are- not great. also cait is straight convinced he’s selling drugs like his cousin (maybe he does for a bit who knows)
fast forward to canon (s1) and spider still sneaks over to chooks sometimes bc he knows chook is bad but fuck you that’s his family and spider is nothing if not loyal like a dog - also free drugs
then the shit with harper happens and spider is actually CRUSHED. he cannot. his big cousin (that he still idolizes in a fucked way) is confirmed to be the nightmare scenario that cait has been telling spider he’d turn out like for YEARS now
and that lil comment spider made in ep1 s2 where he says something about harper “at least she didn’t throw dusty in jail” or some shit - he KNOWS harper isn’t lying but fuck is he upset about everything and he’s also a prick that only knows how to cope by lashing out so
- I have a lil fic idea in my head that I can share if anyones interested, idk if I’ll actually write it but it’s there -
#don’t snipe me down for this yall#i swear it makes sense#in my head anyways#(also this is in no way an attempt at redeeming chook. he can die)#heartbreak high#spider & chook#spider white#chook#chook heartbreak high#spider heartbreak high
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Going into my Wa//lly Dar//ling skunk au I just came up with a while ago 🍎
Someone joked(?) about me making a skunk!Wally au and uh... I think that would be really cute (and hot), so... (headcannons plus art under cut)
Skunk!Wally is pretty much the same as the original but extra gassy
He's got a big floofy tail that swifts side to side when he farts. He also has little skunk ears hehe
He's got a very sensitive tummy. He has a hard time with dairy, eggs, onions, APPLES, leafy green veggies, but it doesn't stop him from enjoying those
Wa//lly's farts range from loud short bassy toots to long, hot silent farts that often last minutes on end
Wa//lly's very polite and tries not to gas out his neighbors when he's gassy, which leads to some pretty bad bloating (his tummy gets soooooo big). His neighbors say he should let it out if he's uncomfortable, so he quickly steps outside to blow off steam. If not, Barn//aby has to rub his poor bloated belly (not that he minds) and maybe Ho//me squeezes him between the door and door frame.
Speaking of Ba//rn and Ho//me, they're mainly comfy with Wa//lly's stink due to being around him a lot. But sometimes the stink is too much for Ba//rn and his dog nose, but he still tolerates it bc his friendship with Wa//lly is that strong
Wa//lly's fart stink depends on his mood. If he's feeling anything positive (happy, calm, in love), his farts emit a lovely apple smell, which they also do if he eats too many apples. If he's feeling negative (sad, angry, stressed), they stink of rotten eggs and milk. Nerves and just feeling neutral also give him gross farts.
He can spray! He won't use it on anyone, it's just that sometimes, not often, he feels the strong need to spray and has to do it in private. If not, a quick scare can lead to an accident. He has to step outside in private, pull his pants down, and let the spray out, which can sometimes force a fart out
If he's really, really urgent, sometimes he'll fumble trying to pull his pants down and accidentally sprays in his pants, leaving them stained and stinky, and leaving him embarrassed
The neighbors all make sure to accommodate for Wa//lly. They make sure to give him safe foods and if he's feeling gassy, they remind him to step outside (cause he forgets). They pretty much do anything they can to make him feel comfortable.
Y/N can make Wa//lly super nervous and tooty. He'll try to talk to you but his nerves get the best of him and his cute monotone voice gets drowned out by a long burbling fart
If he knows you're into his gas, he'll be more comfy farting around you, even loading up on trigger foods so he can make loud, smelly impressive farts just for you. Whether it farting on your lap to dutch ovening you to sitting his stinky butt on your face, he'll make sure he makes you happy
Whenever he's in his big comfy chair, he lies his tail over his lap and rips a hot silent fart to warm himself up. Works great in the winter too
And now, a Skunk!Wa//lly drawing~
#eproctophilia#eprocto#fart kink#gas kink#playfellowxxx#gassyfellowxxx#skunk!wa//lly#skunk!wa//lly au#tysm you beautiful person for putting this awful idea in my gooner brain#i really couldnt help myself hehe#such a niche think to make but whatever#am i ever gonna run out of wh eprocto thoughts#no anyway
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discussion of eating disorders so beware)
bruh these intrusive ED thoughts are lowk scaring me. Weird how they’re coming back as i just noticed and started talking ab how God has been healing my body too. Bc things just started getting somewhere and NOWWWWW i’m feeling insecure that i look too skinny and am having issues w binge eating again (which is due to my inablity to eat a whole lot bc of slowwwww digestion). I have had a hard time being able to eat the past 3 days, feeling too full and on some days if i get in my feelings/hadn’t eaten i eat when i know i’m full. I literally just talked to God ab all of this and how i hadn’t done any of this in a while or even thought ab food all day AND HERE WE ARE OH BROTHERRRRR. I know it’s just spiritual warfare but jeez i was like so locked in and this is coming back and so fast at that. But i still believe He’s healing me and that will never change. Literally been chilling w this and being excited and then a lot is going on and now these things are manifesting again. I’m thinking maybe this is all apart of the process of God working some things out of me cause of where He’s taking me next it has to be…….
like many years ago before Christ i actually ended up only eating one meal a day bc of health issues and i also have been restricted from eating for a long time. it lasted maybe a few months actually but maybe longer idk. before Christ it was on purpose, but now, it is not. however, for whatever reason this mindset is trying to come back. i hated my body and self so much back then and i didn't feel worthy enough to eat i guess and had no control over my life. as stated before, i also did fast bc i had poor digestion. it was like a two in one sort of thing. so i went from that, to trying to gain weight and be healthier. but my digestion continued to get worse. the getting too full, weight loss, insane digestive issues/pots/dysautonomia type symptoms too were taking a toll on me and my mental health. i've been trying to return to some semblance of normalcy. i have gone from purposely undereating to overeating. it sucks when i can't have a regular life. food is such a social thing and people ask questions and i feel left out and weird ab talking ab why i can't eat something. i have had to cut out soooooo much bc it messes my stomach up to where i can BARELY EAT for days. so i have ended up retaliating against that and just ate a lot when i knew i couldn't. so yeah this is where all of this is coming from. the timing of these intrusive thoughts make sense. it's just hard bc i'm in a vulnerable spot right now w lots of change and waiting and God's working on getting rid of unhealthy habits. it's so hard when i can't even do the bare minimum some days and just eat and that's it. i have been telling Him i don't wanna control it yet i'm trying to go ab my daily life. He is teaching me patience w this and grace to handle it/work it out. but gosh it's so hard and i feel bad going back into old patterns He is calling me out of. it's just the overeating but i also am not thrilled ab how i look still bc everyone thinks i'm too skinny yet i'm really not. i'm just a tad bit under weight maybe 10 pounds.
#Like can i js have a healthy relationship w food bc it’s genuinely all i want#3 meals a day and some snacks#But i have been unable to bc of my body working against me#I had that ‘eating dis order’ meme pop into my head AND IT SCARED ME#that last time i overate was so bad i was at my breaking point#LITERALLY THE FEELING OF FULLNESS IS UPSETTING#bc i used to get soooo uncomfortably full from the slow digestion#so it can get easy to undereat too to not feel that#oh gosh i hate it so much
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hey yall its book review time. just went back and looked on my hashtag blog and apparently i havent reviewed anything since your blood my bones which is CRIMINAL. anyways this one might be a long one or it might not i might get bored but well. spoilers under the cut!
hoo boy we're going all the way back to... god i could have SWORN i reviewed this already but whatever. maybe i'm going crazy but Where Sleeping Girls Lie by Faridah Àbíké-Íyímídé !!!!!!!!! I read this back in.... JANUARY ??? okay time isn't real but so it's been a while so I don't remember a Ton about this book. I am 100% certain i enjoyed it and i had fun tho. the anxiety about being one of the few Outsiders of this super fancy preppy school while also having to solve this mystery about ur roommate disappearing?? oh i was on the edge of my seat. 4 stars !!!!! the only reason it's not 5 is because it didn't stick with me as much as i thought it would..... although i really want to read ace of spades also by this author.
A Memory Called Empire by Arkady Martine!!!!!! a space opera epic to a t... huge fan i do want to read the second one but i think a re-read of the first would be necessary beforehand and that's why i haven't gotten to it yet bc thats a lot of book. Twists and turns galore, normally with books where the MC has really no idea whats going on at all times (in this case its bc she's operating on faulty/outdated information and is going through some major culture shock lol) turns me away, but this mc isn't stupid about it !!!!!!! she knows how to navigate terrible situations because she's smart even though she doesn't know whats going on and has to navigate all these foreign politics in a hostile environment and ohhhhh its so fun. its soooooo fun. 5 stars
In a Garden Burning Gold by Rory Power! honestly read this because i thought the cover + the title were cool. didn't affect me really in any way and i've heard the second one isn't as good i think on storygraph i rated it 4 stars, but it's really more of a 3.25 imo. hardly remember anything, though i do kinda love the concept of how the seasons change in the story !!!!
The Empress of Salt and Fortune by Nghi Vo !!!!!! istg i did review this. istg. whatever i fucking hate tumblrs broken ass search system. unless i just didnt tag it correctly. these next reviews are gonna be short bc i think i did review them at some point but whatever. LOVED this, super cute and sweet i've already continued the next few books. not gonna group them together bc they're each individual little stories to me but love love love the MC and their little bird friend. love the folklore/storytelling aspects and vibes. 5 stars no notes
The Library at Mount Char by Scott Hawkins !! on storygraph i rated this 4.5 thats a lie. this book got hyped up so much for me and it was just not the vibes i was expecting or wanted. hated the ending. only kinda fun parts where the DoD guy and his commentary and maybe the guy that was like turning into an animal. i liked him i think his name was michael. otherwise did not gaf about what was happening. bleh
Don't Let the Forest in by C.G. Drews! vibes vibes vibes vibes vibes. drawings coming to life and trying to kill you !!! yup. haunted by a dead twin !!!! yup. ough. yeah i liked this one. 4.5 stars
When the Tiger Came Down the Mountain by Nghi Vo!!!! same as the first in the series. 5/5 !!!! she did it again
The Kiss of Deception by Mary E. Pearson !! this one was fun read it because supposedly the plot twist was CRAZY and like yeah it kinda was i just was kinda confused the Whole time about which guy was which so like. it wasn't really that shocking to me when it turned out to be one over the other yaknow? undecided on whether or not i'm gonna finish the series
The Daughter of Smoke and Bone series by Laini Taylor !!!!!!!!! this was a reread and like. it was a necessary reread. if i had reviewed this back when i did the reread i would have more to say now but lemme try and get everything down. i first wanted to reread this series because I had just rewatched two of my favorite youtube videos of all time, caricanread's plot summary of the last(?). hang on i have no idea what this book is even called. okay the 2nd and 3rd crescent city books house of sky and breath and house of flame and shadow. genuinely videos of all time. and i was thinking like godddd crossover episodes are so fun in like fanfic i can see that she was trying to have fun here and bring back fan fave characters but like she just sucks at writing so it sucks. and my favorite. FAVORITE type of story is the kind of story where you tell me what happens. and then you tell me what happened before the story. the story that makes this story inevitable. how everything was predestined and unavoidable. how this story is just a tiny little part of a multitude of massive shifting pieces. like i love multiverses and parallel universes and such. and well sjm does not hit at all. so i reread daughter of smoke and bone to scratch the itch and you know what. it fucking scratched the itch. 5/5 idc if the fallen angel ya phase was cringe i'm still here for it.
then, i reread Strange the Dreamer so i could then read Muse of Nightmares by Laini Taylor !!! a fun good time loved it. don't remember much but i know that it affected me deeply. trust me
Legend of the White Snake by Sher Lee !!!! don't remember much at all but the vibes were fun and i had a good time.
This Fatal Kiss by Alicia Jasinska !!! favorite thing about this 100% was the setting and the vibes. 10/10. the FMC was kinda annoying but it was fine. quick read love the cover i would 100% read more of this authors work!!!
then i reread Silver Under Nightfall so i could then read Court of Wanderers by Rin Chupeco!!!! not a huge fan of the ending of the series but otherwise i had a good time and the vibes were there. I am always always down for some guy to be a pet for two baddass hot vampires. 10/10 when will it be my turn
okay done for now ty for reading all this if you did <3
#thoughts.txt#book review#where sleeping girls lie#a memory called empire#in a garden burning gold#the empress of salt and fortune#the library at mount char#don't let the forest in#when the tiger came down the mountain#the kiss of deception#daughter of smoke and bone#strange the dreamer#muse of nightmares#legend of the white snake#this fatal kiss#silver under nightfall#court of wanderers
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Dearest Jelly,
Dumblr deleted your ask >:[ I had to remember the details from memory, and I was able to come up with this. I want you to listen to this playlist from the perspective of something tragic that did happen, to the possibility of falling in love with someone and then coming to the conclusion that you are safe to fall in love with this person.
You can accept his lifestyle and his affection towards you, but falling in love with someone else all over again was initially a terrifying feeling. To be able to willingly give your heart to someone else was incredibly hard. Grief isn’t something that just disappears. It is possible to allow someone else into your heart, but there will be moments when the grief will come out of nowhere. Shiu’s line of work was gruesome, so he comprehends that sometimes these emotions can arise. However, life can either be long or short and sometimes you have to take the opportunities that come along the way. You deserve to be loved and give that same love in return.
You do not turn a blind eye to the things that he does. A true partnership is one where there are never secrets between two people. From trust, love can bloom; this was the case between you and Shiu. The truth is that we don’t need to understand why people do things. You learned very quickly that you wouldn’t turn your back on him after what you’ve seen him do. You didn’t challenge him or question his life choices, but you knew there might be a reason why he had to do it. You let him know that you would stick by his side, and there’s an unspoken promise on your end; you will fiercely protect him no matter the cost. He vows to always protect you no matter what, his lifestyle need not interfere with you. He is willing to do anything at all costs to keep you out of harm’s way.
Beneath that tough exterior, he is soft within. He found someone with he could be himself completely, which was a relief to him. In return, he showers you with affection and is understanding of whatever aches may arise in your heart. He knows that he is not your first love; your first love was robbed from you. He understands that you may feel grief at times. However, he professes that he will stay by your side and do everything in his power to always come back to you. It’s the commitment to you; he knows that you’ve been through everything, and he knows you deserve the chance to grow old in love with someone, and he hopes that someone is him.
Kento led a dangerous life, for the protection of humanity. He knew you deserved to be happy in every possible way. Whether with him or someone else, your happiness was his priority. He didn’t want you to spend the rest of your life alone if anything happened to him. He was happy that he had you by his side during his lifetime. He would be proud that you found someone who wants to be devoted to you forever. Shiu promises himself every time he goes to work that he’ll return in one piece.




Everything you wrote rings so painfully true for us💕! I'm in such awe at how wonderfully you captured our love, and my jaw dropped as I listened to each song and how each one resonated with us so strongly in some way from the lyrics to the mood 🙂↕️🥰💕 all of them were to tender and romantic!!? The chinatown theme 😩 Orlando!!! Eric CLAPTON??? (how'd you know I love that song sm) 😭😭😭😭 I had to save it immediately!! 🫶🏽 (Putting the rest under the cut just in case bc spoilers hehe)💕💕💕

MYYYYY Dearest Steph 😭😭😭💕💕💕 this was soooooo beautiful. 🥺🥺🥺 My heart is COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED by this HEARTFELT WRITING and GORGEOUS PLAYLIST you took the time to dedicate to Shiu and I 🥹🥹🥹
Even though our love is so passionate, I don't talk about the grief component too much and I'm so happy you brought that up and highlighted that in your drabble!!! The mental and emotional turmoil i went through when deciding to open my heart back up can't be understated. It's difficult like you said, and comes out in unexpected ways, I so agree. 💕
When I found myself falling for Shiu, I couldn't imagine finding a love so profound as the one I shared with Kento. But as soon as I met Shiu that day I knew he couldn't possibly be another stranger to me because only one other man had made me feel the way that he did with that intense gaze of his, and that was kento. :(
It felt selfish, almost. What could I have possibly done that I would deserve to experience what most yearn to feel just once in their lifetime, twice in mine? But like you say, sometimes we need to take chances in life. I LOVE what you said: life can be long, or short. Kento's was cut short. We had plans that never came true for us in this universe. 💔(Luckily, that's what we have the nanamelly universe for)
And so he rests eternally in a corner of my soul that will always be reserved for him. This affirmation from you that he would be proud that I found happiness again got me even more in my feels.... 💕
Ughhh my heart 😭😭😭😭
Shiu understands and helps me through that. You nailed it perfectly. He saved me. He was serendipity in the most beautiful way. And for that, there is not a single thing that I wouldn't do for him, and that he wouldn't do for me... 🖤
You nailed the fierce protectiveness we have over one another. I love how you highlighted that he is not my first love, because I am not his either, actually. 💕 And so this love between us is fostered and strengthened even more because of our shared experiences. This emotional response we both have when faced with the ultimate loss results in ultimate devotion to one another. 💕
My heart fluttered at the end: "he vows to come home to me in one piece." I know he will 😭🥰💕🙂↕️ he knows my soul has no option but to follow his no matter where he goes. 💕 AUUGHHHH STEPHHHH you're the best 🥺🥺 TUMBLR MAY SUCK SOMETIMES W EATING UP THESE ASKS BUT IT NEVER SUCKS AT BRINGING BEAUTIFUL HUMANS LIKE YOU TO ME. thank you from the bottom of my heart. 💕💕💕💕
#shiuelly ᧔♥︎᧓#raindrops˚ · . ⸙͎˚ · .#Stephie's 100 Follower Event#I LOVE MY MOOTS#thank you so much my love#pls accept my warmest hugs and the following: 💐☕🍰🥐🍥#my starless night#forever seeking the cosmos embedded in mine#self shipping#shiu kong x jelly#jjk spoilers
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ok i'm bursting at the seams to talk about this with literally anyone soooooo. here are some little things from the dragon rider au (mostly world building, some are plot points but nothing too big!). putting them under the cut so you don't have to scroll past a long post!
also, for anyone interested, this is the playlist i made for this au! pls ignore my deadname on the account
lot of this is inspired by how to train your dragon, so there are slike. some viking-esque elements included, they're not actually vikings & this is set ambiguously in fantasy-japan
Nanami's family runs a bakery. he also has a sister for no other reason than i wanted to give him one haha
won't go into what happens to bring any of this about, but: Nanami adopts & raises Yuji, Geto adopts & raises Nanako & Mimiko, and Gojo adopts & raises Megumi and Tsumiki. found family my beloved.
in my head most of the dragons look like (or at least similar to) the dragons in httyd. except satosugu's dragons, who look much more like traditional japanese folklore/mythology dragons. reader's is somewhat similar, but theirs has wings
i spent an UNGODLY amount of time researching & deciding on names for some of these dragons but i am so proud of them. i will discuss those more in detail if y'all want but i'm not gonna do it here bc it could technically be considered spoilers for anyone not caught up on the show
i played around with ages in this fic a little, so Nanami/Geto/Gojo are all in their early/mid 20s when they adopt their respective kids
there will be some background/implied ships in here besides the main one (satosugu/reader) but i doubt it'll be very much
ok gonna stop there for now before i just word vomit everything into this post lol. if you guys wanna know more just lmk!!! this has completely taken over my brain and i am so excited about it. please be excited with me i think it's gonna be really good 🥺
@peachdues thought you might be interested in seeing this but if not you can ignore it 🙈
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