#thank you so much my love

[mochie85]

Me realizing Pheromones, Desires, AND NARRATIVES is next on the masterlist

😝😝😝

I'll send you over a Victoria's Secret gift card. You're gonna need new panties.

Pheromones, Desires, and Narratives...

Good Luck and God Speed.

[lazyjellyfish300]

Dearest Jelly,

Dumblr deleted your ask >:[ I had to remember the details from memory, and I was able to come up with this. I want you to listen to this playlist from the perspective of something tragic that did happen, to the possibility of falling in love with someone and then coming to the conclusion that you are safe to fall in love with this person.

You can accept his lifestyle and his affection towards you, but falling in love with someone else all over again was initially a terrifying feeling. To be able to willingly give your heart to someone else was incredibly hard. Grief isn’t something that just disappears. It is possible to allow someone else into your heart, but there will be moments when the grief will come out of nowhere. Shiu’s line of work was gruesome, so he comprehends that sometimes these emotions can arise. However, life can either be long or short and sometimes you have to take the opportunities that come along the way. You deserve to be loved and give that same love in return. 

You do not turn a blind eye to the things that he does. A true partnership is one where there are never secrets between two people. From trust, love can bloom; this was the case between you and Shiu. The truth is that we don’t need to understand why people do things. You learned very quickly that you wouldn’t turn your back on him after what you’ve seen him do. You didn’t challenge him or question his life choices, but you knew there might be a reason why he had to do it. You let him know that you would stick by his side, and there’s an unspoken promise on your end; you will fiercely protect him no matter the cost. He vows to always protect you no matter what, his lifestyle need not interfere with you. He is willing to do anything at all costs to keep you out of harm’s way. 

Beneath that tough exterior, he is soft within. He found someone with he could be himself completely, which was a relief to him. In return, he showers you with affection and is understanding of whatever aches may arise in your heart. He knows that he is not your first love; your first love was robbed from you. He understands that you may feel grief at times. However, he professes that he will stay by your side and do everything in his power to always come back to you. It’s the commitment to you; he knows that you’ve been through everything, and he knows you deserve the chance to grow old in love with someone, and he hopes that someone is him.

Kento led a dangerous life, for the protection of humanity. He knew you deserved to be happy in every possible way. Whether with him or someone else, your happiness was his priority. He didn’t want you to spend the rest of your life alone if anything happened to him. He was happy that he had you by his side during his lifetime. He would be proud that you found someone who wants to be devoted to you forever. Shiu promises himself every time he goes to work that he’ll return in one piece.

Everything you wrote rings so painfully true for us💕! I'm in such awe at how wonderfully you captured our love, and my jaw dropped as I listened to each song and how each one resonated with us so strongly in some way from the lyrics to the mood 🙂‍↕️🥰💕 all of them were to tender and romantic!!? The chinatown theme 😩 Orlando!!! Eric CLAPTON??? (how'd you know I love that song sm) 😭😭😭😭 I had to save it immediately!! 🫶🏽 (Putting the rest under the cut just in case bc spoilers hehe)💕💕💕

MYYYYY Dearest Steph 😭😭😭💕💕💕 this was soooooo beautiful. 🥺🥺🥺 My heart is COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED by this HEARTFELT WRITING and GORGEOUS PLAYLIST you took the time to dedicate to Shiu and I 🥹🥹🥹

Even though our love is so passionate, I don't talk about the grief component too much and I'm so happy you brought that up and highlighted that in your drabble!!! The mental and emotional turmoil i went through when deciding to open my heart back up can't be understated. It's difficult like you said, and comes out in unexpected ways, I so agree. 💕

When I found myself falling for Shiu, I couldn't imagine finding a love so profound as the one I shared with Kento. But as soon as I met Shiu that day I knew he couldn't possibly be another stranger to me because only one other man had made me feel the way that he did with that intense gaze of his, and that was kento. :(

It felt selfish, almost. What could I have possibly done that I would deserve to experience what most yearn to feel just once in their lifetime, twice in mine? But like you say, sometimes we need to take chances in life. I LOVE what you said: life can be long, or short. Kento's was cut short. We had plans that never came true for us in this universe. 💔(Luckily, that's what we have the nanamelly universe for)

And so he rests eternally in a corner of my soul that will always be reserved for him. This affirmation from you that he would be proud that I found happiness again got me even more in my feels.... 💕

Ughhh my heart 😭😭😭😭

Shiu understands and helps me through that. You nailed it perfectly. He saved me. He was serendipity in the most beautiful way. And for that, there is not a single thing that I wouldn't do for him, and that he wouldn't do for me... 🖤

You nailed the fierce protectiveness we have over one another. I love how you highlighted that he is not my first love, because I am not his either, actually. 💕 And so this love between us is fostered and strengthened even more because of our shared experiences. This emotional response we both have when faced with the ultimate loss results in ultimate devotion to one another. 💕

My heart fluttered at the end: "he vows to come home to me in one piece." I know he will 😭🥰💕🙂‍↕️ he knows my soul has no option but to follow his no matter where he goes. 💕 AUUGHHHH STEPHHHH you're the best 🥺🥺 TUMBLR MAY SUCK SOMETIMES W EATING UP THESE ASKS BUT IT NEVER SUCKS AT BRINGING BEAUTIFUL HUMANS LIKE YOU TO ME. thank you from the bottom of my heart. 💕💕💕💕

[not-so-mundane-after-all]

🛼 ⇢ describe your latest wip with five emojis

🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings

🪐 ⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now

MY LISSA 🥹🥹🥹

🛼 ⇢ describe your latest wip with five emojis

Hmm let's see... 🖤💙🌃🪄🫂

🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings

For you, Cee and Ezra. They got matching Streamer Girl tattoos.

🪐 ⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now

I'm in a much better place mentally than I was a year ago. I have incredible friends whom I love more than I can express. I got to make some of my dreams come true this year and I'm still living off the high of it.

Writers Truth & Dare Ask Game

[play-rough]

Just realized I can't be on anon to give you this... oh well, we'll just pretend.

I drew what you described the 22skk regression room to look like. (Hopefully tumblr doesn't eat the quality 🤞)

(I wanted to add some more detail, but i have been FIGHTING the perspective so hopefully this is good enough)

some more details about what i think the room is like:

I think chuuya would put those little glow in the dark stars near his crib to give the baby something to look at when he naps.

I thought it'd be cute to have the shelf for books be one of those little ones that only hold a couple books that are easy for little ones to use (chuuya has more books put up that he switches out regularly)

I think chuuya invests in a baby monitor and the first time the baby naps alone and wakes up scared chuuya soothes him through it (chuuya doesn't even take a minute to get to the room, but it was a good investment nonetheless)

The other side of the room has a little shelf with toys that dazai can get out himself (think Montessori shelves)

I also think chuuya will eventually buy some of those temporary wall decals of ocean creatures and make a day of putting them up with dazai when he's small.

The crib is more of a pack and play style crib than the ones with slats because I think dazai would like to run his hands along the mesh texture of the walls.

I think eventually they get something a little more comfy to sit in like a beanbag and a little TV so they can snuggle while chuuya plays animal crossing or they can watch cartoons.

Anyway this is getting long! I hope you like it <3

- ❤️‍🩹 (shhhh just pretend I'm on anon)

❤️‍🩹 anon this is so sweet and so cute 😭 I love the idea of the stars and the out facing bookshelf 🩷🩷 i am tearing up looking at this I know Dazai would feel so loved and safe here 🩷🩷🩷🩷🥹🥹🥹🥹

[iniquitousyearning]

Omg just wanted to say thank you for writing a Tom riddle x Hufflepuff story in the latest Riddlemas 😭😭😭

Come here is amazing. Im a Hufflepuff and I own a yellow skirt and the way you wrote the mc, I saw so many similarities and Tom was hot and just oh..my..god...🥺🥺🥺 I'm going to reread it and reread it (like all your other stories. Seriously I religiously reread them all)

Cannot wait for the rest of the stories! I know I'm gonna short circuit when I read them.

Thank you thank you thank you. Love you so much ❤️❤️❤️

😭😭😭there are so many sweet words in this i don’t even know what to address first sksks thank you so so much for taking the time to send me this—writing readers for other houses has always been a pleasant challenge for me… i wanted to do the puffs justice so to hear this means a lot 🥺🥺🤍

thank u for all your love and support. i had the crappiest day and you absolutely made it better🥺 ily baby

[woodzviscera]

[keithsandwich]

Yesterday @bicayaya sent me this video because it's very Keef and Mae. She gave this idea of them making a picnic, him reading a book for her, her putting flowers in his hair, and I say YES.

[theidiotwhowritesthings]

hi, just wanted to drop by and say ily and appreciate you

yeah, well, consider this me kicking down your door to let you know that i love and appreciate YOU

[askinkiskarma]

just wnet through your entire masterlist and all i can say is MASTERPIECE!

:((( YOU KNOW THE WAY STRAIGHT TO MY HEART ANONNIE!

[dabislittlemouse]

You just call out out to me when ya need me doll~ and if I find out that you didn’t and you needed me… well…. then I’ll just have to punish ya… and we wouldn’t want that darling would we?

Heh~ lovingly of course

YESS !! I WILL CALL YOU BABY 🤧🤧

although I kinda want punishments by you too~ *cough* lovingly of course <3

[babyboywilson]

I’m a little late but happy birthday Baz!! Also guess what! Today was my blog’s 10th birthday too. April 7th is special lol

elliot my dear!!! thank you so so much for your sweet message, this truly and utterly means so much to me!! awwww omg that’s so freaking cute that it was also your blogs 10th birthday hehhe congratulations that’s so amazing!! that made me smile so much that you said april 7th is a special day!! sending you all the love in the world!!

[mochie85]

Happy Birthday beautiful friend!! ❤️💕

I hope you have a wonderful day, filled with love and treats (and I'm still incredibly jealous of those headphones!!)

You're such an incredible woman 🎂here to another year of wonderful you! Xxx

Thank you love. I'm so excited for this week. It couldn't have started off any better. The headphones sound amazing and are so comfy. Hubby did good 👍.

Thank you so much babes 💓

[onlyjaeyun]

ZADIE. You’re gonna kill me with hype boy one day.

-🗝️

NO PLS DONT DIE YOURE SO SEXY 🤭🧸🎀

[tawnysoup]

Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3

If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods

[ionomycin]

my favorite pieces from 2024

[hansoeii]

we go just right.